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104,399 My wife thinks my sister flew all the way out here from the west coast for the day just to say hi. My wife doesn't get it. My sister flew all the way out here to say bye. She is going to kill herself.



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104,398 I want it to move to the next "level" I told you wanted to be with you "forever" then i asked if my seriousness scared you and sadly you said yes... It breaks me to think that scares you when what i really want to say is lets move in together, Every night i wish for you to tell me im your one and only, everything youve been looking for, the one you want to have a family with and spend the rest of your life with, i want you to love my daughter as if she were your own, because thats how i feel about you... But you dont and I worry you never will. Maybe ill tell you about this site, and see if you can find my "secret" or maybe not...



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104,397 I love you so much and I know you know just how much. But I feel you use it as a power trip. I met you and thought you were a little goofy now I worry my undedniable love for you is getting to your head. you think your "hot shit" and it makes me cringe. I fell in love with you because you werent conceited like the rest but now I have turned you into what i dislike but i cant stop loving you. I wish you would get a reality check that ur not as great as u think you are. Then maybe you would love me more because you know i love you and think your perfect regardless of what others think.



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104,396 I post statuses when your on hoping you'll like them.


You never do.



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104,395 ah damn.. he either lost my info or is too "shy" to contact me, or... I'm *that* forgettable/disposable. damn and double damn. He was a great kisser...



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104,394 sometimes i think about cutting myself. i've never done it but i wonder if it would make everything just bubbling under the surface go away. i'm graduating college this semester and the fact that i can barely handle this stress makes me feel like a failure. i had some bad things happen in a row but i feel like its no excuse for how i can't pull through. i don't know how to recover and go be an adult.



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104,393 Hershey's chocolate isn't very good. Maybe this is why Americans are so angry all the time.



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104,392 boyfriend,

after we make love and i get up to take a shower, please dont come in with me. the sex is over. i'm wanting to wash up. id like to soap up my pussy and stick my finger inside to make everything daisy fresh again. i dont need you standing there leering like beavis and butthead. in other words, i need a few moments of privacy. thank you.



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104,391 we're right back to that spot again, please have the decency to tell me if this is going anywhere. Am i getting my hopes up for nothing again ?



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104,390 Let's be honest, if Michael Vicks was white, he never would have gone to prison.



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104,389 my imagination is the strongest part of our relationship.  but even my daydreams can't conjure up a hard dick or erase his alcoholism or air-headed idiocy.  i wonder, did I get smarter or was he always this stupid?  i continue to wonder, could I find the patience to explain everything in simpler terms if he could still get it up?  nothing sadder than the fade-out of an icon.



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104,388 Let's play the fun little game of "Now that he's sober...will he remember, and do I want him to?"



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104,387 i dont want to have kids, becasue im afraid that i'll treat them like my parents treat me. i would never want anyone to feel the way my parents make me feel.



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104,386 Last night, my lover suddenly became more bitter and mean and selfish than he had been the past three days, progressively becoming worse and worse. We were having a rather heated discussion, and I was trying to remain calm and open minded, and have a good debate. But his bitterness grew, and he became borderline cruel, eventually plainly stating that my way of thinking is, "what makes people stupid."
I started to get angry, but when he responded with not a caring word, but more anger, I burst into tears.
"Why are you being such an asshole?" I sobbed.
I soon spun into a lengthy, tear-drenched rant about how he keeps holding my faults over my head, and taking his anger about things out on me. I ended with, "And I deserve a HELL of a lot better than what you're giving me right now."
There was a pause.
"I don't even know if you're listening or if you care."
Another pause, and his voice said softly through the phone, "I care. I'm just waiting for a chance to tell you that I'm proud of you."
Confused at the sudden change, I asked for him to explain.

As it turns out, he realized that constant compliments and "I love you's" would only do so much to repair my injured self-esteem (which like most folks, can get very bad at times. For me, its been these past few months.)
He had to think of another way to get under my skin and make me see that I am a wonderful, beautiful and deserving person. "So," he said, "I had to be a complete jackass in contrast to you, so you would realize that you're not a bad person. Not at all."
He had been planning this for days, well aware that it could take a turn for the worst, but also knowledgeable enough about me as a person to know that I wouldn't hang up, and that I would eventually end up fighting in defense of myself.
I have never, ever been more in love with anybody.

Where's the secret in all this?
The secret is that my doubt about us has taken flight.
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with him, without fear.



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104,385 I have never wanted to kill myself more than I have in the last few months. I'm more depressed than I have been in all my life. I am trying my best to keep up this act and I can't do it anymore.  I've never been more scared fof my well being and I believe I'm at wits end.



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104,384 Its funny how people blame some else for their own problems. My secret is I blame myself and because of that I hate myself.



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104,383 We're both so selfish, with the capacity to be so cruel.

Sometimes I think this, more than anything, is why I love you.



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104,382
My love for you are like the tides, it gushes in with tremendous force but then recedes back into a trickle...
Like tonight, I adore you so much, and can't wait to be married to you for the rest of my life, you are my Husband and I'am so proud of you.

But when my feelings have waned, that's when I get naughty. I fucked him, oh yes I did, I was still in love with him why the fuck could you not see that? I wanted out, but you wouldn't let me go, you couldn't, you can be so pathetic.
Sex with him was amazing like it always had been, and he and I click so much better than you and I ever did....this was all months ago. I love him as a friend now....
But then I fucked your brother, he was fucking amazing, and fucked me like you never have.

Sex with you sometimes just sucks. You don't know how to touch a woman or fuck a woman.  But I'm never going to tell you because you'll leave, and you keep me safe and you love me as I have always wanted to be loved....So I'm a whore who doesn't deserve you.....eh I'll always love you



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104,381 You lie to me and think I don't realize. Well you're wrong. I wish you had the balls and respect to be honest for once. Guess that will never happen.



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104,380 i am still in love with my ex fiance of 5 years ago.... She is getting married in 6 days. I was never able to find anybody like her. Not even close. I never tried to be with her after we split because she became a Jesus freak...

religion....a waste of the human spirit.



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104,379 I have the most perfect boyfriend in the universe. We have been together for four years and my love for him has only grown throughout all that time. I want to marry him one day.



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104,378 I think about you reading my secret, and hope you know it's about you, and hope your self worth slowly depletes.

It makes me think I am such a terrible person, then I think about how much your existence purely annoys me, and then I start to think more bad things about you.  

Don't worry I would never physically hurt you, because I think mental torture is better!



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104,377 Im so sorry for everthing ive ever said to you, every word ive ever held back from pouring out of my mouth, I need to tell you this, but I see my life fucking up if I do,
Im so sorry for not being the friend I could be and you need me to be.

I wish I didnt lie to myself everytime we hold eachother.

Im so sorry for hurting you, you are this amazing human being that does not deserve all the things that happen to you. I CANT STAND YOU!

I wish I could SCREAM these words inside of you and watch them rip you apart

Im staying awake waiting for a your text.
every night Its the samething.
every night I tell myself that I wont reply. I wont give into you, and that thing that you hold over me.
yet I find myself smiling at the message I open from you...
every night I tell myself tonight is the night Im just going to let it out, and I find myself standing in this space constantly....over and over again.
Im making a mess of myself because of you!

our first night together I held you and I told you that if anything ever went south with us and we were no longer in contact...I would ALWAYS love you. You told me you'd always love me too....

its been 6 years and I still love you as much as I did that night. Sitting on a curb will never be the same to me. And laying in that bed next to you will always be the first thing that I think about when I wake up next to someone else.



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104,376 Why am I married and celibate? Oh yeah, right, I married a fairy. My bad. Uggh



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104,375 The rape didn't happen, but he will sit in prison now for 4 more years. I'm not guilty.



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104,374 "moment of truth
so today I realized,



if we're gonna happen,

we'll happen! even if it means its in 5 years after you divorce or I divorce.....or who knows. maybe i'll find someone as amazing as you but better? you'll be a memory.


Im facing my moment of truth and letting you go.


so I want to say goodbye and I wish you the best of luck in life.



and a----- if you ever doubt yourself about being the better friend,




read this.

trust me."





I will never understand your letter and why you left.
Just leave me alone and stop sending me these. Please. It breaks my heart....



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104,373 I only have sex to make me feel good about myself.



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104,372 I have been thinking a lot lately that maybe he made you happier and you probably never got as mad at him as you do at me :(



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104,371 Sex makes me feel good about myself. Knowing I can make someone else scream or moan in pleasure, gives me a sense of worth.



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104,370 I'm in love with a girl I will never have. She huants my dreams and I think she's been the only girl I've truely loved.



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104,369 I was raped, but secretly it makes me feel better about having an excuse to be a whore.



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104,367 One of two things!

1. I can't wait to see your reaction when you find out he is going to sneak out to have an "excursion while you are sleeping!

2. If you don't find out, it makes me feel better that I know and you don't!!!!


Now I hope he would only do this to him and not me...(well I will enjoy this moment anyways)



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104,365 i can't stop crank calling my ex best friend.



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104,363 I lost the lucky Irish penny my dad gave me from the airport coming back from Iraq in a marching contest. It ment alot to be. And I lost it. I'm such a dumb bitch.



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104,361 Right around this time three days ago, I realized that I love you. I'm surprised I haven't said it yet.

I wonder how long I can go. New Years? Nah, probably a lot sooner. But who knows. I'll shoot for Halloween, and then go from there.

If neither of us says it by then, I'm going to say "I love you" just before midnight on New Year's Eve.



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104,360 We're both recovering addicts, and I have been doing coke for the past two weeks without you knowing. I need to quit, I feel addiction so close... but the only reason I was able to quit before was because you helped me and help me through the nights. I don't have the strength to tell you that I have relapsed because I am terrified you will leave my life. I wish I could tell you that I am human, and that I need your help before it's too late. I don't even think you have noticed that I relapsed.
I'm so sorry.



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104,359 Tired of you asking questions! I don't ignore you because I am busy. I become busy so I have an excuse to ignore you. Your not 3, you can stop asking why and start looking it up!



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104,358 I think everything I've ever told anyone in confidence - was passed along to others. People are born to gossip like snakes are born to bite. Trust no one.



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104,357 I need to be divorced from my wife. She is a mean spirited person. I'm tired of it. I'm willing to take 100% responsibility for marrying her. I should have paid more attention when we were first dating. So my fault. But it is not my fault she is mean. That's her doing. And I'm tired of it. So divorce is where this is heading.



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104,356 When I try to address a problem with you and your expression tenses and you look away, I secretly am picturing torturing you until you die. Good thing I have self control.



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104,355 Sometimes I love you and can't wait for us to start our lives together, and other times I wish you were mute so I can't hear you complain about life. When I try to enjoy my life, you make it miserable with all your negativity!



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104,354 You fucked up. I did notice. Now it's you who gets to clean up the mess in the morning. Do you even care that I just took an entire bottle of pills?



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104,353 i really, really like you a lot, panda belly. here's to hoping that we can find enough time to be together soon, because i know you really, really like me too.



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104,352 All the garbage he talks about me (now) is the same trash he talked about you back then. Except you are stuck with him. I win.



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104,351 I'm scared I depend on him too much. When he's around, there's nothing but us. When he's gone, there's nothing. I'm not used to being so lonely when I'm on my own. I'm an independent person. I don't need a man in my life to complete me.

Well, I'm not so sure anymore...



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104,350
you are such a bimbo. None of this shit would have happened to me if you hadn't roped me into coming along to that stupid show. Serves me right for hanging out with you.



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104,349 We are engaged to get married but most of the time, I would rather have nothing to do with you at all.



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104,348 He thinks I'm oblivious to the fact that he lies. Well I'm not.



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104,347 We've been friends for, oh what...15 years?
Yeah, we've been through it all- we're BFFs, besties forever!! :DD

No, but seriously, you're the only motivation for me doing well at anything.
Honestly, whenever you fail, I succeed.

We're in anthro together, and you bot a B+.
"oh my gosh, you did so well!"
Haha but here's the kicker.
I got an A-.
Just a small improvement, but a little reminder to you that I'm better.

I know I'm just a better person than you, skank. You're a complete phony, and I can't wait until I leave this shit town, and leave you to deal with your shit life.
Have fun marrying some bag boy. You'll probably finesse your way into finding a ton of money somehow, you trust fund bitch.

Yeah, you know how I got my 1992 car, my "shit heap" as you affectionately call it. My mom had that car, and she loved it, and I love it too. It has memories.

Your stupid drunk mother bought you your car.
"I'll get a job and pay her back *giggle*"
Fuck you. I'm glad to know I don't get everything handed to me in life, and I hope you fall flat on your face when you leave home and leave all the comforts you're so used to.

My car was broken into, and you said:
"lmao that's what you get for not locking it!"

I hope someday that you get your ass handed to you, hard. You need a reality check babe. I won't be the one to give it to you, but someone will, and I hope you learn.



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104,346 I tell people I'm still with you because I love you, the truth is I just keep you around to keep you sane.



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104,345 Missin my sexxxxy cowboy. Can't wait to hear his sweet voice in my ear n for him to tell me I'm his angel. He is so yummy n sexy.



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104,344 I feel so alone. Why did you have to leave me, what did I do. Everything I do reminds me of you, I can't handle this anymore. I just want to die. I miss you so much, please just come back :'(



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104,343 texted a friend a little after 8 this morning, saturday. i think she was a bit upset that i woke her up. even though she has a landline she likes to keep her cell phone on 24/7 in case her family needs to get her in an "emergency". i wasn't thinking about if she'd be asleep or not cause it's 8 in the morning!! oh & she doesn't drive either, takes the bus everywhere so even if there was some sort of family "emergency" at night the most she could do is be on the phone or sit around the house & worry!!!

many years ago when i started working nights i had a pager & home phone & would keep the pager on next to my bed in case there was a family emergency & my mom or dad needed me. i was woke up several times by wrong number pages & finally got fed up with it & told my immediate family & close friends i was now turning my pager & home phone off while sleeping. my mom said what if theres an emergency & i need to get you. i said you're almost 50 (at the time) & whatever comes up i know you can handle it without me. i was kind of surprised by her response cause she's not a needy person. is a cna at a hospital & has taken care of elderly people for years! Whether it's a work night or a night off my phone is off so i can sleep!

i don't text or call anyone between about 9pm & 7am unless i know they're a nightowl or if the text/call me first. i miss the days when people didn't expect you to available 24/7. now if someone can't get you on your cell right away, sometimes for the stupidest reasons, than their world is coming to an end! if i'm spending time with someone, whether at their house or out & about, if someone else calls me i keep it short & sweet & tell em i'm out with a friend & will call back later when i have time. it really irritates me when i'm hanging out with someone and they spend more time texting/talking on their phone than they do talking to me. hmmmmm i just had a realization that maybe that's a sign they're not such a good friend after all. i work a lot & don't get to see most friends on a regular basis so when i do get to see 'em i don't want to entertain myself cause they're occupied with their phone. there's better things to do with what little free time i get off work than to watch someone talk/text.



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104,342 texted a friend a little after 8 this morning, saturday. i think she was a bit upset that i woke her up. even though she has a landline she likes to keep her cell phone on 24/7 in case her family needs to get her in an "emergency". i wasn't thinking about if she'd be asleep or not cause it's 8 in the morning!! oh & she doesn't drive either, takes the bus everywhere so even if there was some sort of family "emergency" at night the most she could do is be on the phone or sit around the house & worry!!!

many years ago when i started working nights i had a pager & home phone & would keep the pager on next to my bed in case there was a family emergency & my mom or dad needed me. i was woke up several times by wrong number pages & finally got fed up with it & told my immediate family & close friends i was now turning my pager & home phone off while sleeping. my mom said what if theres an emergency & i need to get you. i said you're almost 50 (at the time) & whatever comes up i know you can handle it without me. i was surprised by her response cause she's not a needy person. is a cna at a hospital & has taken care of elderly people for years! Whether it's a work night or a night off my phone is off so i can sleep!

i don't text or call anyone between about 9pm & 7am unless i know they're a nightowl or if the text/call me first. i miss the days when people didn't expect you to be available 24/7. now if someone can't get you on your cell right away, sometimes for the stupidest reasons, than their world is coming to an end! if i'm spending time with someone, whether at their house or out & about, if someone else calls me i keep it short & sweet & tell em i'm out with a friend & will call back later when i have time. it really irritates me when i'm hanging out with someone and they spend more time texting/talking on their phone than they do talking to me. hmmmmm i just had a realization that maybe that's a sign they're not such a good friend after all. i work a lot & don't get to see most friends on a regular basis so when i do get to see 'em i don't want to entertain myself cause they're occupied with their phone. i have better things i can do with my time than watch someone talk/text.



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104,341 Fuck you, fuck me!  We're all fucked!!!
God bless our souls!!!



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104,340 I love you and I hope I still get to see you this week. I know I am not perfect for you, but I can't help but love you.  I want you and I need you in my life.  It doesn't matter to me in what way, but please stay in my life. I am so scared you will leave me. I hate that I need you and I hate that I am a burden. I want you to be happy (and I want to be happy). One day I will have more to give. Promise. I miss talking to you. I often wonder how you really are.  I wish I knew how to return your kindness. Just know you are on my mind today and always.



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104,339 One of my closest friends are getting on my nerves, all she talks about is herself, she boasts about competly stupid things.

For example, recently she had a pregnancy scare, because she is sleeping with a boy. I was just nodding along, because I am a good friend, but then she said I already have the doctors booked tomorrow to get rid of it if I am. She said that proudly.

I'm sorry, but GROW THE HELL UP. She wonders why people are losing interest in her.

That struck a vunreable nerve, I had a miscarrige about 3 years ago when I was 15, totally not planned and I was with the Father for 3 years. I wasn't even that far gone, doctors said around 6 weeks. But I still was upset.

Of course she doesn't know that, she can't keep secrets. But whoever you are, you do not kill a life, your childs life, just because you were to much of a fucking idiot to use protection.

She is a show off, says the most stupid words.  

She needs a good knock to the head to get some sense into her, she will loose me as a friend soon, and I'm the only loyal one she has. Shame i haven't got the energy or time to be the one that does it.



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104,338 I need a man, to flirt and to fuck. Not having someone for those things is depressing me and feeding my self-doubt.



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104,337 I'm sorry I have these walls up. You introduced the fact to me, and I just...wasn't aware of it before.
I would be amazing for you, because we're both crazy :)
please let me love you.



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104,336
They forgot me.



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104,335 god damnit. i miss you. it's just not fair. what the fuck?!



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104,334 I just met this guy on a plane.  We chatted for almost the whole flight.  I think I'm in love with him.  I'll probably never see him again.



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104,333 It's been 4 years. I still can't get over. Some days I think that it's because we're meant to be together. But I think you having a new girlfriend says otherwise.

The hole in my chest hopes that you still miss me.



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104,332 Being here last night did help me through. Sometimes we all just need to vent. Today looks brighter and tonight I have plans. The future looks good, if I don't stumble in the darkness before I get there. Thanks CC.



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104,331
Every one has secrets in my family. They think they did a good job at hiding them, they are wrong. I know them all.



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104,330 I'm afraid that now that my laptop is broke and I can't get get online often at all that he'll lose interest in me.



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104,329 You know how you told me you'd never leave me for opening up to you?

What if I told you I love you?

Because I don't know how much longer I'll last.



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104,328 Last night, when we cuddled... it just felt so right. I was safe and warm in your arms; I had the comfort of someone to talk to when I needed it; I had the soothing sound of your breathing. Everything was perfect for me to stay all night. I would've fallen asleep if I didn't know better.

But I did know better. I reluctantly went back up to my room, alone. The bed was a lot less comfortable and a lot more noisy. The blanket was too small. I had this terrible itch that wasn't there when we were together. There was this empty feeling all around me, this loneliness I couldn't shake away. Before, I was on the verge of sleep. Now, I just couldn't do it. And when I finally did fall asleep, it only lasted a few hours.

Someday, you'll have your own place. Someday, my mother will be okay with us spending the night together in her basement. Someday, I'll work up the courage to ask my roommates to let you sleep over in my dorm. I don't know which will happen first, but one of these things has to happen eventually.

Then maybe I'll get a good night's sleep.



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104,327 You told every girl she looked beautiful that night except for me.

You're my boyfriend. That hurt. I know it was a small thing, but it hurt.

Quite a lot.



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104,326 My wife and I recently saw a young child repeatedly crossing a busy road by herself, as sort of a game.  By young I'm talking about 5 years old.  Just up the road from where the child was crossing is a blind curve.  Cars were coming around that curve at fairly high speeds and suddenly encountering this girl standing there, forcing them to slam on their brakes.

When I saw this, I was horrified, I went running out on the road myself and coaxed the girl back to the curb.  This is where I think the girl was playing a game because she then went running back onto the road.  She thought this was fun.

Since she wasn't my child, and there was no parent or babysitter anywhere in sight, my wife and I didn't think we could forcefully remove the child from the road, so as my wife stood there in the road with the girl, again coaxing her to the curb, I placed myself between the blind curve and the girl, frantically waving my arms to get the oncoming cars to stop.

This went on for several minutes where my wife would successfully get the girl back to the curb while trying to distract her with other things, but inevitably the girl would dart out onto the road again.

Finally the girl's mother appeared from a nearby house.

I spoke to the mother calmly yet firmly.  I said this was not okay.  You can't let a little girl play in the road, especially such a busy and dangerous road.  I explained this could have ended very badly.

The mother started yelling that it never happened.  The mother screamed she would never let her daughter play in the road.

I was shocked. How could she so adamantly claim it didn't happen?  The mother wasn't out here dealing with this situation for the last 10 minutes.  And why was she screaming at me?  What did I do wrong?

My wife and I walked away shaking our heads.

The story continues.  The next day the woman sent out an email saying she was thinking of calling the police on me.  She said she felt physically threatened when talking to me because I'm tall.  WHAT!  Notice she didn't say she felt physically threatened because I physically threatened her.  She couldn't say that because I didn't physically threaten her at all.  No, she said she felt threatened because I was tall.  Talk about spin!  Hey, I didn't know my height was a crime!

Imagine my frustration.  I tried to keep a little girl out of harm's way, and the mother, I guess as a defense mechanism, I guess so people wouldn't think she was irresponsible, I guess so people wouldn't think she was a bad mother, had to turn it around and make it out that I had done something terribly wrong.

I'm so tired of this.  I'm so tired of people in this world spinning things and twisting things to suit their own personal agendas.  Just turn on the evening news.  How many times do politicians fling mud at an opponent? How many times do sore losers claim Lance Armstrong takes steroids?  How many times do we hear about a rape victim put on the stand and treated like she committed the crime?

Disgusting!

I've spoken to a law firm about filing a defamation lawsuit against the mother.  Why should my reputation be tarnished for putting myself between her daughter and the speeding cars.  I mean, how ridiculous!

What's that expression about no good deed goes unpunished?  Well, I'm taking a stand.  Enough!



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104,325 I wish my Mom and her boyfriend would stop screwing around while I'm home.

I can hear you, guys. It's not discreet at all.
PLEASE STOP.



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104,324 My boyfriend of 7 months got me silly bands...dinner sounds nice



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104,323 How do you follow your dreams when you don't know what they are anymore?



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104,322 I'm sick of faking it.  You'd think he would've noticed it by now...



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104,321
My boyfriend of 11 months has never bought me flowers.  He's taken me to dinners and met my family and introduced me to his family and I totally appreciate that, I really do.  He tells me that he loves me and is sweet all the time.  I just want him to give me flowers/a flower ONCE.  I've told him that and how much it would mean to me but he refuses to do it.  WHY?  It's so cheap!  It's honestly the only thing I want!  Keep your money, don't buy me diamonds or clothes or anything like that; I just want a few daisies or something, is that so much to ask?



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104,320 I dont care what I told you or anyone else. I still have feelings for you, but if you ever want me back Im going to say no because you cheated on me and I actually hate your stinkin guts.

But I still think about you all the time.



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104,319 You'll make it through tonight because I am going to make it with you! I don't know you but know that I am out here thinking of you. I am lonely too so I know what tonight feels like too. You can pull of my strength if I can pull off yours :)



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104,318 I hate that I am painfully shy. I recently moved and I am so lonely. If anything I know that this will pass it just sucks while I am in it. I remember good times I had with my friends and I wish I was back with them so I could alleviate some of this, but that isn't the reality of the situation. I just have to keep pushing to meet people. Its odd because once you get to know me, to really know me, I am always the one cracking jokes. Always wanting to do something, I love having a good time! Its just I don't make the best first impression. That is something I can work on :)

So for all you lonely people like me, I feel your pain! Its a bit comforting to know that I can relate to so many people on the website, it makes me feel not so alone. Everyone goes through it and we can all get beyond it.



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104,317 I am hanging on by a thread.  I am so alone and see no end in sight.  I love, but I am not loved back.



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104,316 It is so annoying how people worship Lady Gaga.



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104,315 i gave my gf a beautiful bouquet of flowers today when she walked in. she said, "put them on the counter". meanwhile she puts paper towels and granola bar boxes away. now 15 minutes later the flowers are just laying on the counter and i don't even know where the fuck she is.
i need a new gf and new life. i'm such a stupid ass.



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104,314 The lonliness is threatening to swallow me tonight. I know that life won't always be this hard and that I won't always be alone, if I can just hang in there. I am just not sure I am going to make it. I have tried everything I know. I just can't take it anymore. I have hit a point where I don't even want to ask to be with others because one more rejection just might be the last that I can bear. I just want to go to sleep tonight and not wake up. I know it is selfish, but would their pain really be any greater than mine now? At least they have others in their lives. It's not that I want to die. I just want to live. To laugh. To love. To have someone to share life with. I just wish someone would give me a chance. Just because I am deep by nature does not mean that I cannot be fun. I guess what hurts most is those who know I am struggling and they pretend not to notice. That hurts. More than they will ever know.But, how could they know how hard it really is? They have others and one day I will too - if I just make it through tonight. . .



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104,313
I've been feeling pretty down for the last week. Please call me. I know you don't talk on the phone much, but it would mean a lot.



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104,312 I cant believe how hard it is to find someone. Someone to have in my life,someone to love and someone to love me back. What happened to everyone? Has everyone been burned or their brain functions stopped working?
I never thought it would be like this. I thought I would be married with kids by now. Or at least in a REAL relationship that would lead to all that and more!!
Sooo..Im either going lesbian (but I hear that sucks too ) or going to the sperm bank for some sperm and gonna be a single mom. I dont NEED a man..I choose to have a REAL man, but its getting more difficult damn it!!



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104,311 I'm sexting and having phone sex with a guy 10 years younger than me. We've never met. It's so hot!

f/37/single



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104,310 I hate when friends text while theyre out with you on any occasion. Theyre GLUED to their phones. Its rude and annoying. At least i have the courtesy to NOT touch my phone at all.

Or maybe its because im single and no one texts me anyways. =/

I STILL wouldnt do it though.



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104,309 Yesterday you left me, today i want to die.



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104,308
i'm not concerned with the past. i'll i wanna do is rim you.



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104,307 I caught him cheating, twice, yet I keep coming back.



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104,306 Yes, I know I met you online, but I think I'm in love with you. Are you in love with me? Is that why you're ignoring me? Because if you realized your true feelings for me, you'd be disappointed cause we live in totally different areas and we can't be together? Or did you just get bored of me, like I thought?
I hope you know that when I have "nightmares" at night, it's because you stopped texting me. And I feel like I'm losing you.



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104,305 I laugh when my local sports teams lose. Sports fanatics are so arrogant.  I like to see the local teams lose and then I sit back and listen to all the excuses.

"We would have won except the other team cheated by having bigger players."

Having bigger players is cheating?  Oh, I didn't know that rule.

I'm yet to hear a sports fanatic anywhere say, "We lost because the other team was better."

What's all this baloney I hear about sports breeds sportsmen-like conduct.  LOL!  Sports breeds sore losers.



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104,304 I'm messed up. I almost cut myself because I felt so bad over something so stupid. I stopped myself when the knife was on my hip because I realized what I was doing. September was a hard month...



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104,303 I am Really, really, really tired of finding your red curly hair.4 months later..



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104,302 my dog licked my pecker when i was 12



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104,301 We have keys to each other's places....
Fuck, now my apartment has to be clean all the time.... I am a stupid, stupid man.



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104,300 you know where to find me Saturday night. I dare you....



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