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14,699 I am constantly afraid.

Waiting for the other shoe to drop in every situation.  I hate it.

I hate it!!!!

It is as if something negative is always happening.  I fear health issues, money issues, etc.  I worry about everything and I am making my own life miserable with it!



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14,698 sometime  i think   i am not going to make it and is so scary



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14,697 He asked me to move in with him yesterday - I've been living there for nearly 3 months.. its "official" now, I guess.. but then he killed it when he said - do you want to be my roommate?  Fucker - I deserve better.. No i dont want to be your roommate.



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14,696 I'm lonely. And beginning to get desperate.



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14,695 I can't stop thinking about you today. I really want you to come here and fuck the hell out of me.  But I know it's better if I just don't talk to you anymore, so I'm not calling.  

...just please don't call me.  I don't have the self control to say no.



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14,694 Today I bumped into my high school crush at the supermarket and he told me about all the trouble he's having with his girlfriend.

I hope he thinks about me later when he's jerking off.



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14,693 I'm really sorry L that I fucked him. I was drunk and yes he is hot but that still gave me no excuse. I'm sorry I can't tell you but know that I won't ever do it again. I am so sorry.



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14,692 I thought I was jealous of you because you're so brilliant and precocious. Since childhood, you've just been brilliant and precocious. You've always impressed teachers and adults and professors. You got all the straight A's and scholarships and now, as a young person, you are already successful at something it takes others many years to achieve.

Yet, when I'm around you...I find I'm no longer jealous.

You are not fun to be around. You talk and talk and talk all about yourself, all the time. Sometimes I think YOU think you're talking about politics or important issues, but really, it's still about YOU ('My opinion...well I read...well I THINK...MY experience...')
You never ask anyone else what they think.
Or what their experience was.
You never sit and listen.
YOu never make anyone else feel important.

You know what? You're a bore. You're a bore to be around.

You're so consumed with your own special brilliant precociousness that you've become horribly self centered. You've twisted around and into yourself and can't even look outwards anymore.

I feel sorry for you now. What a shame.



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14,691 I am the picture of health, strong as an ox and will probably live a very long time.

Trouble is, I just don't want to live all that long.



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14,690 Im breaking up with my gf after 4 years living togther she dont know how much im gonna miss her she was the one who showed me how to live and love im really gonna miss her wish she stays but i guess life goes on right ? and i dont know how lonely im gonna be without her



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14,689 My husband shakes his head at me like I am a child when I do something as simple as forgetting to buy bacon bits at the grocery store...I am starting to hate him.  I am sick of it.



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14,688 I had a major accomplishment today at work by holding my kegel muscles tight for a whopping 32 seconds. In fact, everytime I think about kegel, I tighten my joint up as long as I can and count the seconds trying to beat my last time... it's a little competition for me.

My next man is going to love it.



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14,687 I think my bad relationship is making my ill. I have headaches constantly and can't sleep, if it were possible, i would just leave



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14,686 Not only do I wish karma upon you, I wish you ill well just over all. You hurt too many people and then want others to feel sorry for you when you're lonely. Well you deserve it.



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14,685 Running into you was one of the last things I could ever possibly want to have happened. Really. If I were interested in you I would've called, wouldn't I?



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14,684 i would like to have my dick sucked and to gag whoever is sucking enough that they would puke all over my dick but keep on sucking it until i came.



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14,683 On those days that I find myself jumping everytime the phone rings hoping its him, I stop answering the phone, so that it is him it seems like I  was too busy to answer his call.



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14,682 I now wonder where you are when you arent with me.  Was it worth my suspicion for 9 holes?



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14,681 I spent a week with a wonderful young woman who did everything i asked and then some - her boyfriend and my wife are none the wiser.  We do not even know each others mate so you may be reading this right now.



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14,680 [Oh bother!  The site is a little 'off' today - as many of you might have noticed.  Sorry about that.  Seems that some complicated electrical component has decided to downsize.  Hopefully it is back working now, but if you can't get access to the site again, just know that it's nothing on your end.  Thanks for your patience.

--Katie]



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14,679 I discovered that sometimes an orgasm cures a hangover for me-but only if I do it myself



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14,678 I really want to be single and go on a fucking tear again. I would spend money on sexy clothes, get my hair done and go meet some hot men. Instead I'm stuck with you spending money on bills and other monotonous bullshit.



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14,677 I really could have fucked the student teacher in high school. He had a girlfriend but I know I could have had him. I should have done it, he was gorgeous.



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14,676 After my roommate goes to work I use some of her lotions.  She makes more money that I do, so it only seems fair.



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14,675 A: I DIDN'T love you, I just loved the fact that you loved me. It could have been anyone, and you happened to be at the right place at the right time. I think you finally figured it out before I did. Sad thing is, I would have never figured this out if you hadn't left me first. My secret? I would still welcome you back in my life at any time, maybe even my bed too, I still think you are cool! :J



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14,674 I wish you felt about me, Not just in 'that' way but in any way at all, wish you wanted us to meet up, wish you wanted us to say hi, wish you wanted to just talk to me. Wishes dont come true



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14,673 I always end up eating the two end pieces of the loaf of bread because no one else in the family will.  I've never understood that.  They are a perfectly good pieces of bread.



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14,672 It bothers me that I can't lick the yogurt container.  They are designed deep enough so that a human tongue cannot get down that far.  My dog is so lucky.



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14,671 When I hear a police siren I think it's for me.  EVen though I'm a straight laced as they come.



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14,670 I don't believe in you.  I think you are a loser. I want you to go back and get a normal job.  But I can't say that to you because I don't think you can handle it right now.



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14,669 I'm always comparing myself to other women,  I check out the figure and the hair and the outfit.  So far, I'm winning.



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14,668 I take it all back. I believe you. The simple fact is that you called me while you were away on vacation. I didn't think I'd hear from you at all...now I just had an hour conversation with you that really put me at ease. Then you said you'd call me in a few days, that was the kicker.... the little victories. the big secret...I think I really like you, but feel really stupid that I do.



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14,667 I'm desperately attracted to you, but it's not very attractive when you tell me you can't talk bcause you have a girl in the bathroom.  

I don't think I want to jump your bones so much anymore.



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14,666 i have trouble letting go....



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14,665 i am hot



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14,664 You ruined another holiday..  What's new..



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14,663 You want to know what pleases me? The way you asked me to tell you what pleases me. I get hot just remembering that first night and how you kept asking and asking and dummy me didn't have a clue as to what to say, because I was having trouble wrapping my head around the idea that ~you~ were interested in pleasing ~me~. I thought I was fortunate enough to be there at all. I've been thinking about what to tell you if you ask again. I hope you ask again. I really, really do.

But I still don't know if I'm brave enough to tell you.  And I kinda worry that by not being more...forthcoming then, that I may have spoiled any chance that you want to sleep with me again. I really, really hope you do.

And I would jump in a car and drive to where you are this very second if you called and asked me to, be it for sex, or cuddling, or talking or whatever, I'd do it. Right. This. Very. Second. I really, really wish you would.



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14,662 when i was 15 i paid my 13 yo brother a quarter to touch his penis, which 2 yrs later he told my mom about and busted me to bits, but he never knew i was sucking his best friends cock for free everytime he spent the night, which was mearly every weekend for 5 yrs. i still miss that boy.



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14,661 I am a pretty quiet guy with a MENSA level IQ. When I talk people look at me like they don't know what the hell I am saying. I guess because I don't emote while speaking and use the vernacular very often. So, I keep to myself. My secret is, I talk long walks and have imaginary confrontations with the neurotic people I suffer with every day. In these imaginary conversations I am saying the harshest most accurate stuff about their character flaws. In reality, I will never say these things because it would go in one ear and out the other and I would just be considered a mean prick.



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14,660 why after all these years do you stay in something you don't really want.  It's very clear you would be very happy by yourself, far happier than having to put yourself out for us.



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14,659 I know that there really are stranger things in heaven and Earth than we can imagine.



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14,658 I am a consultant working on a three month project for a not for profit.  Over 80% of employees are female and it is a regular bitchfest. I can't believe the lenghts that these women will go to make each other miserable.

Since I am male, I am automatically the devil with a penis who makes the world Satan's domain.  They are bitter, unhappy pieces of shit and they wonder where are the good men?  What guy in his right fucking mind would want to get involved with these hopeless fucks?

My secret:  I enjoy coming to work and watching these bitches suffer.  I am soooooooooo glad I am a man.  :-)



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14,657 ive tasted my own cum.  not much of a taste really. whats more strikeing is the texture.



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14,656 It tasted nothing at all like chicken.  More like the way it smells - like burnt hair.



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14,655 I am pretty sure that I am never going to get laid again without paying for it.



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14,654 When I was a kid, we were so poor and always so hungry that I used to look for food in the neighbors' trash cans.  To this day it makes me a little tearful to think about it.  Not because I ate trash.  I've hardened myself to that fact.  But I used to bring stuff home for my younger brothers and sisters.  That was tough feeding them half eaten ears of corn from the garbage.  I'd give anything if I could rework the past so that never happened.



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14,653 I once had sex with a woman the day after she had an abortion.



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14,652 Lobster just isn't that good.  People make such a big deal out of it.  But I think it is like Gucchi bags and Rolex watches.  People want these things just to show off.  All pretty silly.



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14,651 I am so tempted to run over bicycle riders who ride with reckless abandon along the side of the road.  It would be so easy to tell the police it was an accident.



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14,650 I smirk at real estate brokers who quote a house price as $695M  - trying to mean $695,000.  They are using the 'M' all wrong.  They think it means 1,000 - as in $695k.  But 'M' actually means 1/1000 - so they are listing the price as 69 cents.  Dopey.  It is clear that real estate brokers graduated in the bottom half of their class.



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14,649 I spend WAY TOO MUCH money on guns... But I've got some SWEET ASS GUNS!



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14,648 I just got caught outside by my new neighbor.  I am drunk.

She is impressed-a-rooney.



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14,647 I sing beautifully until I take my headphones off.



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14,646 My wife is out of town.
I've been dressed in her clothing since she left.



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14,645 When I am scared, or insecure, I turn my arm so my tattoo shows more. Just like that, I feel like I'm cooler than almost everybody. (F/33)



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14,644 I fucked her...I fucked the shit out of her and she loved it.



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14,643 16 months now and I still wait for him every day. He never gave me a reason for leaving, never told me why and I know that is a lot of the reason why I can't forget him. I think I am like a really good BLT or something that he took about three bites of and decided to eat the rest later.. so he wrapped it up nicely in foil and tossed it in the back of the fridge.. and forgot about it until it started to smell.



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14,642 I'm loosing my bestfriend and boyfriend to another good friend. I hate him for it. Why can't he realize that he is hurting me? Give my boyfriend back!!



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14,641 Clocks with Roman numbers still confuse me.  I have to count around the edge from the top to figure out what the letters mean.



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14,640 I'm a woman. I'm not overweight. I reasonably attractive.  I'm fairly young (31).  And I have never once worn a thong.  It would just embarrass me.



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14,639 it's always about you.



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14,638 i just realized that you have taken the word fun out of your vocabulary.



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14,637 I wish he wanted to spend the holiday with me.  Maybe he'll call.  Yeah, right.



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14,636 i know that her and i talk but only because she has an idea about us. and even though i dont want to tell her about us i want her to know. i enjoy every time that you touch me, and enjoy even more everytime we fuck. she hates the feeling of you being inside of her, which only makes me want you more. the way you lick my tits, then put your fingers inside of me makes me feel amazing even though i am not into the anal type it still feels amazing with you, not to mention when we finally get to where you put IT inside of me.



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14,635 I am so tired of school. I wish I could just sleep with all my professors to pass the classes!



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14,634 I was 8 the first time I sucked another boys penis..
I'm 67 now and still love it!



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14,633 I diagnosed my ex with Borderline Personality Disorder because I think it makes more sense than HER leaving ME!



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14,632 There's just some people who come into your life to shine their light. I thank the heavens for those people in my life right now. Its sometimes another's light that helps you see a little bit better than your own sometimes.
xoxoxo to you folks. :D



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14,631 4 yrs later I still think of her and think she is still the most beautiful woman i have ever known. Why did you have to give up on us and our marriage.



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14,630 i criticize everything you do and i hate myself for it, why do you tell me you like my honesty when i know it hurts you... i'll stay shut now



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14,629 I not only eat quiche, I make my own.  (33M)



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14,628 my bf doesn't even have a dictionary in his house.  what does that say about him?



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14,627 I would like to shove a knife up your cunt.



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14,626 I never put on my seatbelt until I see a cop car.  And then I try to put it on very subtlely so he won't notice.



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14,625 Coffee makes me poop. Everytime.



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14,624 You have been the one of the best things to ever enter my life.  You now hold the power to make me feel the most miserable I have felt in a long long long time.  I am such a good person and you are slowly riping my heart apart.



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14,623 My family drives me nuts. My mother is constantly telling me what to do and critisizing my every move. I'm 35 and have a family of my own. My hubby is a good man but is turning into a constant complainer. Sounds a bit like my mother these days. My 2 teenage girls are spoiled brats and I don't take the blame, I blame both sets of grandparents and all their excess money and giving it away. I work, cook, shop, pay bills, clean, taxi them around and all I get out of life is constant bitching.  

Calgon, take me away! Why is it so hard to please people these days. Does this country have so much material shit that nothing seems to satisfy anymore. When I was a kid, not that long ago... we had to work for what we NEEDED and if there was anything left over for what we "wanted", then we got it. But now everyone just has to have it all. Thank you technology, thank you for making this country lazy, thoughtless, selfish, and whiney.



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14,622 I feel sorry for my ex. I was his first, in every sense. The first woman he held hands with, hugged in a romantic way, walked arm in arm with, kissed, fell in love with, had sex with, had an abortion with, moved in with, was happy with, took things a little for granted with, started showing his true colours with, made nasty comments to, changed into a montser with, eventually turned physically violent with.

Now I'm his 'first' again. The first woman he's trying to get to move back in with him, the first he's desperately trying to make things up to but, after all is said and done, what I really see myself as is the first woman he's lost.



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14,621 I miss the child I never had...R.I.P. (Caroline or Anthony) you're better off....trust me love! I'll never forget you! I promise! I never meant to hurt you, but it was the best for you.



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14,620 I wonder why my Dad was an alcoholic.......why he wouldn't/couldn't stop for us, because it would've made things a lot better for everyone involved.



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14,619 I sometimes hate my boyfriend because he pretends to be dumb when he's around his friends, I don't know why either because they could care less.....



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14,618 Sometimes I think about my ex-boyfriend, and I can't get him out of my head.....we almost got married and had a child together and he disappeared....for a long time....then I saw him and all he said was "hey babe, do you have a lighter?" ...............I don't get it. Sometimes people aren't worth what you give to them. And that's the truth, no secret. Some people will suck the life right out of you.



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14,617 I lie to people whenever it serves me to do so, not always but a lot, family, friends, employers, I always have. Most of the time its done in order to spare myself some protracted and unnecessary explaination of my actions or events, or in a few rare cases just to save my own hide, this has worked well for me, I have no guilt whatsoever.



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14,616 I think I was attracted to you mostly because of your piercings, haircut and thriving social life. You're actually immature in a lot of ways and you are too proud of this for my liking. I went after you in the first place because I knew that my past and interests would be interesting to you and it also wouldn't be too hard to get you into bed because I could tell you had recently stopped fucking someone. But now I'm intrigued. I really want to "get to know the real you", and find out who you are under all of the personality you've loaded yourself up with.

You create your own drama. It's easy to blame other people, but they're mostly reacting to you and how you present yourself. If you don't want drama in your life, stop bragging about how open and honest you are while leading people into feeling uncomfortable telling you that they give a shit, you silly boy.

I will tell you how I feel, and I will tell you what I think when I want to, but don't be surprised if you wind up hearing something other than what you would like or are expecting to hear. Like this "secret", for example. And I will be just as forthcoming as you, but only if you tell me what's on your mind just as often. Otherwise it doesn't work.



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14,615 Right now, I wish I had never gotten divorced. And I am really jealous of his girlfriend and how good he must be treating her.



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14,614 I would like bad things to happen to every person I care about, just so I could prove how loyal and helpful and caring I can be.



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14,613 i am starting to hate you for leaving me... at first i blamed myself.. now I see, its cause you are a selfish loser prick.  YOU live with your parents, you have a deadend job, you get high every day, you lowlife peice of shit!  Fuck you for coming into my life and makeing believe in you.  Dont you dare blame any of this on me.. and if 10 years down the road... you have noone else to turn to.. Please come to my door.. so I can SLAM it in your face!

Sigh... the real seceret, is i would NEVER be able to say or do any of these things to you... and I STILL blame myself for you leaving me. :( I miss you!



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14,612 i made a promise today that i've made before.  you're a wonderful man but it's time i stop this unhealthy relationship.  you no longer even care what i have to say when you routinely asked me how am i.  i could say i have cancer and it'll go one ear and out the other.  i'll say no more, i first have to keep my promise first.



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14,611 Next time I see you, you'll also see the scars on my arm that YOU made.

Then maybe you'll finally understand why I left.



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14,610 I was six before I realized not every mother had boyfriends.



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14,609 I lied to you about where I live....it started off as a lie to someone else and it just ballooned from there. I am going to tell you tomorrow if we meet up. I will tell you why and hopefully you will be able to forgive me.



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14,608 When I was a kid, my mom put red food dye all over my hands and told me it was blood to make me stop picking my nose.

Manipulative bitch.



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14,607 When I was growing up, I never left the house because I was afraid I would have to go to the bathroom.  This fear almost stopped me from going to college.  Thankfully it didn't.

The thought still haunts me every day.



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14,606 For the first time a few days ago... a guy I am dating went down on me twice.  I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT.  Even if it meant going down on him twice. :)  He even put his fingers in my asshole.  That was a first!  And it felt a little weird but a little good too. :)



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14,605 Boy do I hate this life.....

Why is it I have to work at a real job and you and her get to fuck around?

Why is it I want the best and am willing to work for it when your Dad gives away things to the son that hates him?

I wish I had answers.....but I guess I'm not that bright.



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14,604 I heard every last word of the conversation you had about me when you thought I wasn't around to hear you talking with your friends. That really hurt.



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14,603 I am in love.  But I am going to leave him now. It hurts, but it just can't work.  I am divorced with kids that mean the world to me and he and I are not in a good place.  

He has been down and I haven't seen much of him lately as the kids are home for summer vacation so I drove way across town to take him to lunch.  While we were sitting there I said the last few weeks had been hard on me, job wise, finacially, and emotionaly with him.  He said at least my children were here now.

And that very second I KNEW.

He was right...  To me that is all that matters right now.  The "glamorous" life he wants isn't for me.  I may miss it, but it isn't part of me.  I will miss him too, because I had convinced myself he was a part of me.

After lunch I hugged him and told him goodbye.  He may have sensed something because he held on for a while, but eventually, I told him he would be fine as I always do.  He let go, and I said goodbye.  He has no idea THAT WAS IT.  

He texted me to thank me for driving out that far and I replied I would always come if he needed me.  But he doesn't need me.  He needs some vision of a life I can't see myself in at all.

On the 11th when he shows up for couples therapy he will be all alone...

He always did like to be right -



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14,602 JP~ I think about you all the time. I am so happy that we have reconnected. We have somuch fun together. I feel like I can tell you anything and be myself with you. You always say the nicest things to me and make me feel sexy, even when my confidence is shot.

But~I still think you are lying to me about her...I think you are still with her and are making this whole story up about her being a crazy, psycho stalker bitch! I think you are with her RIGHT NOW!!



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14,601 My new best friend has all these issues with her kids being fucked up.  I don't have the heart to tell her it's her fault.



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14,600 I couldn't be married to someone,who's been with
every tom,dick,harry,tracy,joanne,coco,dwayne and carl.You could say it's insecure,but I'd say it's morals and ethic's.Have you sucked some dick yet,friend?because that's what you do when you kiss her.Do you think she will get into heaven because she deepthroats,had or has gangbangs and did more then mary jane?

Whoa,what a great whore...opps,I mean wife.Your daugther,son or both,from genes,will turn out great.Have you teached her to DT,GB?will she be,he molested,Maybe  die before christmas,i hope!!



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