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164,999 I don't give a fuck about the awards, the prestige or the acclaim. WHERE'S THE MONEY BITCHES?????



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164,998 It's been a year. I love you still just as much. I hope this time next year you'll be a distant memory. I need to focus on other things besides the past. The present is now



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164,997 For an obese cunt on a hot day, I wouldn't mind diving inbetween those sweaty fun pillows. Yowza!!!



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164,996 After a hearts of hearts sex talk with my husband of some 20 years he told me one of his fantasies unfilled.

He surprised me. I thought he wanted to see me with another woman, or with 2 of us together, or the like. Nope his fantasy was to have me fuck him in the ass with a strap on. I had to hold back on my laugh when i heard that as he was all in seriousness.

However mission accomplished.



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164,995 I love the idea of having a buddy or boyfriend but what if you want a kid eventually?  I don't necessarily want one now, and I don't know if my boyfriend can handle the pressures that come with having a kid although he does want one or two kids.  If we could just go on like this, living separately but seeing each other that would be great.  We are in our 30's though, that's not realistic is it?  I was the one who wanted security, i'm the female.  But after I saw that he had abusiveness in him, idk.  I took him back and am seeing how it goes.  idk what to do.



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164,994 I have a saggy nut sack. It bothers me. Women get a boob job to fix saggy tits. I need plastic surgery on my nuts. I've never heard of any dude ever doing this though.



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164,993 I had finally gotten down to the weight I was in my 20's, 90 pounds at 5 ft tall. I was hungry all the time and caught every cold that came my way. Then I got together with my boyfriend and he kept taking me out to eat, cooking for me, etc. I ended up gaining about 20 pounds but I don't give a shit. It all went to my boobs and my butt and I don't get sick anymore. I get tons of compliments on how I look and my boyfriend tells me I'm beautiful. Fuck it, bring on the burgers!



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164,992 My landlord is an important man. State house representative and a lawyer. Owns a shit ton of properties in my town and doesn't fix anything in any of them. He's a fucking prick. He's rude and self-entitled and he bullies people to get what he wants.

A couple of days ago, a video of him went viral on Youtube and Facebook. He was breaking down the door of another one of his tenants and threatening their kids. (He wanted to show the apartment when the parents weren't home and the kids wouldn't let him in.) The kids called the cops. Nothing was done about it. The news stories all say the incident is "under investigation" but everyone knows that this dick is going to get away with it. Had that been any average Joe Shmo, he would have been cuffed and charged. But because of who he is, he can do whatever he wants.

This world is so broken.



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164,991 it's nice to have a buddy. Getting married is an unnecessary hassle, and staying married is near impossible.



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164,990 You are the most selfish person I've ever met. Normally I find selfishness to be annoying. But you are so out of control selfish that it actually becomes entertaining to see how outrageously you behave.



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164,989 I'm not a wife. I'm the best friend to my partner. Can't get any better than that in this crazy ass world!



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164,988 Me & My Bud use to txt/sext like teenagers I'd look for porn online just to show her.....She told me she Loved it......When I'm looking at porn now its not the same anymore :-(



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164,987 Once in a while it's ok to loose, this time I'm gonna allow myself to loose you but I win by walking away.



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164,986 when i was younger I posted on a forum, I had been talking to a guy that was a few years older and I had a huge crush on him, I didn't have the courage to tell him. so I posted it somewhere [; and gave him the link.
this is the short story version
he returned the gesture with like kind words.
we dated for 3 years (2006-2009)
I was young and he was older, he started controlling me little by little.
he would tell me not to wear this,do my make up like that. and I thought it was the right thing to do- to keep my man happy.. I learned untimely that he wasn't the one, I cheated, said fuck you and lived it up . thanks for teaching me what love was. kind of? -gj



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164,985 Some people don't know how to be wrong.



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164,984 I think I'm addicted to porn.  So is my partner.  The problem?  We like different porn.



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164,983 You said yourself you were trash. Should have never wasted my time. But I just love getting hurt.



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164,982 Okay, so my son's in 6th grade. He wrote a social studies report on how Magellan sailed around the world. I think he was going for the word "circumnavigated" the world, which would be correct. But I think he got confused because in math they learned how to "circumscribe" a circle. All this got jumbled in his head and what came out was "Magellan was the first to circumcise the world." LOL. If only...



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164,981 I'm so glad I'm not a bitchy nasty cunt who uses men to get things.



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164,980 I can't wait to get fucked for longer than 60 seconds.



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164,979 I'm so glad I'm not a cracked out street whore so I don't have to suck someone off every night or take it up the ass just to survive. For the same reason, I'm also glad I'm not a wife.



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164,978 I'm glad you walked out. You showed us that you're really not a man.



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164,977 You said let it be. That's all I did... The last time we were alone at the rail road tracks, you said you didn't know what to do. I've just been waiting, and doing my thing. If you come, you come, if you don't, you don't. Our time together was wonderful, and that's really all that matters to me. I'm going to have a happy life, I have a happy life. I don't need anything to complete that, anything else would simply be an improvement on what already exists. I've been silent because I really don't want to come here anymore, I also am not 100% on whether or not that's you. Hopefully now if it is, you know it's me, and know that I do care very much.



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164,976 Why the shell am on torturing myself waiting for you to reply?

FUCK YOU.



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164,975 I hate how there are somethings you are not allowed to criticize. Like if our state's football team sucks, I'm not allowed to say it. I could get beaten in a bar if I say anything bad about the team.

Or I can never say anything bad about my town's school system. Our test scores have dropped over the past few years. But if I say this out loud, I'm the bad guy. I'm Mr. Negative. I'm the problem. Everyone else wants to pretend everything is fine. Because... um... I guess when you pretend everything is fine... then it is????

Another thing. I'm not allowed to say anything negative about disabled people and their cause. I feel bad for them that they are disabled. But that's not a free invitation for them to be rude. But I can't point that out.

Where the hell do people get off telling me what I can and can't say. Go fuck yourselves you little Hitlers.



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164,974 I'm terrified of telling you how I feel, if it doesn't matter to you, then there's no reason for me to tell you. It only leaves me vulnerable.



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164,973 My boyfriend (we're working things out) loves me very much but wants a lot out of me.  I look at marriage and wish it was so easy as just sucking him off each night and he's happy.  My boyfriend takes a long long time to cum, no girl (me or his exes) made him cum through their mouth, he's hard to make cum, but wants sex all the time.  That can get exhausting.  A guy who wants it all the time but doesn't cum easy?  He also wants me to wear makeup a certain way, prefers hair done a certain way, wants me to wear certain clothes i'm not specifically into, will probably end up not cleaning much because that's "up to the woman" end up not cooking too much because of the same, and he has a ton of stuff!  i don't even know how to clean all that stuff!  And ne's talking about anal.  I honestly don't know if i can live with him.  i love him dearly but idk if i can please him and stay happy myself.  By the way, there are deeper problems i'm not even going into...



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164,972 Your silence and lack of contact tells me that I meant nothing to you.

:(

If you cared at all, you would have made an attempt, any attempt - but you haven't.  

I feel so stupid.

You were truly quite believable.  I really thought you cared for me.  I didn't think you loved me, but I thought that maybe I was making my way into your heart as you were making your way into mine.

Ugh.  

I feel lame for missing someone who I don't matter to.  

Lame. Lame. Lame in the game.  Miss you all the same, lame.



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164,971 Milk doesn't taste good to so many bratty kids.  That's also why won't have a prohibition on soda - like we already have on cigarettes.  

At least with cigarettes, we had less obesity & more intelligence in our daily life.   What doesn't give people cancer these days?



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164,970 I'm a guy. Why is it considered weak and lowly for me to put a guy's cock in my mouth. I like having a cock in my mouth. I like making his cock hard. I like when he moans and his jizz fills my mouth. I did that. I made him cum. I made another person happy. Why is this bad? I have sex with women too. I make them cum. Why is everyone okay with me making a woman cum, but it's a problem if I make a man cum?



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164,969 To be able to rise to any failure, or success, is to live the life that is given to you, as it is given to you - without sorrow or regret.

Life is right, always.



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164,968 We live in an age when Coca Cola is cheaper than milk - by a huge margin. Coke costs 3 cents per ounce, milk costs 7 cents per ounce. No wonder why today's kids are so fat.



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164,967 Marriage is simple. A wife should take 10 minutes each night to suck off her husband and he'd always be happy and they'd never get a divorce. In return she'd get to live in a nice house, get taken out to dinner, and have nice vacations. Not a bad paying job. It works out to an hour a week and for that the wife gets heavily rewarded. This arrangement is definitely a great deal for the wife.



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164,966 I want to recover. But the whole weight gain thing is a deal breaker. I'd rather die.



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164,965 My job sucks. I have been applying to new jobs under the radar and there was a perfect one- I have a masters in the subject and plenty of experience. I've been waiting patiently for ten days to see if I heard back after submitting my application. Today in the mail I received my application marked "return to sender." They couldn't read the address because someone dropped it in a puddle or something (it was fine when I dropped it at the post office). Fuck my life.



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164,964 Length days. Bright and sunny, warm. I can't stand this weather. Summer and spring make me really suicidal.



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164,963 Cabbage is the new lettuce.



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164,962 I got a new job after a year of unemployment. I'm not sure if I should work hard at this new job, or kill myself.



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164,961 I'm pre-med in college. According to WEB MD, the average doctor makes $239,000 per year.

There's a small country club in my sleepy little home town. Many doctors belong. The tennis instructor gets paid $279,000 a year.

Maybe it's time to rethink my career path.



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164,960 Everything in my life is perfect but it is I who is broken.
Life did not break me, people did.  
I wish I could live on a planet where there was never any doubt to someones intentions.   They would be all good.
Wouldn't it be wonderful to live in a world where you could trust everyone?



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164,959 Everything in my life is broken.



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164,958 I had a type of infection that started from dry, cracked lips. I licked them too much and became very sensitive during the winter. A legitimate infection. Everyone kept saying I had herpes. Fucking ignorant assholes.



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164,957 I'm thinking of making the moves on a woman who has herpes. That's how desperate I am for a physical encounter with a woman. 41, male, single, apparently unlikeable



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164,956 My mom's sugar daddy has been nothing for the pass 3 years or so. I mean, nothing. Lower than nothing. It went from sweet to abusive over the years. He even went so far as to beat her in front of me when I was 19, a few years back. He stopped taking care of my mother and of course, me in extension. He lied to her to get what he wanted. He is some anti-woman, anti-global warming Republican who has huge mental health issues. I hope my mom leaves him for good. One day, karma is gonna come back to him. Maybe it will be a few months down the line, who knows.

Someone is gonna be sour when his corvette won't start because I pissed in his gas tank. That's for hitting my mom, you old fuck.



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164,955 I am a nobody.  I wish I knew how to become a somebody.



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164,954 I have a way to look up tax returns to see how much people I know earn each year. Fascinating.



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164,953 I realized recently that I don't see myself as a sexual being anymore. Sex, maturation and orgasms are more of a chore than pleasure. This is why people need to go out and sow their oats, I've only had sex with three people in my life and now I'm miserable and stuck.



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164,952 What does your name mean to me anymore? They play one of your songs and then I say it to myself. It sounds hollow and empty. It doesn't mean anything anymore. It has to be that way for my own sanity. It didn't have to be that way, but that's how you wanted it. I'll never understand. I'll just forget.



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164,951 My mom is going to lose her fucking shit when she sees my recent tattoo...  this should be fun



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164,950 It's my suspicion that if things don't get better soon, that's it.



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164,949 I get it, you wanna keep fucking me exclusively!



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164,948 I know you wrote about not loving me, but in person you deny writing it, and say you love me and you gave me a hickey on my breast this morning so I won't go elsewhere.. What's your gain?



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164,947 Size doesn't matter ....it's all about how much they enjoy going down on you.



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164,946 I miss you so much ,but how do I tell u .I picked the wrong one to be with.i should of never left you,He wasn't worth it,now I have to live with that.



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164,945 I empathize way too much with characters on the movie screen. I see a film about a CIA agent who gets attacked in his home, and that night I peer out my own windows looking to see if any enemy agents are stalking around in my bushes. Um, I'm not in the CIA. I'm a stay at home mom.



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164,944 I respected how intelligent you were until I noticed you have a tattoo on your ankle. Now I see you are just trailer trash who is pretending to be smart.



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164,943 I love you, T.



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164,942 You were helping me get better. Slowly getting my confidence back. And putting my illness behind me. You were always patient, and very understanding. I miss you like crazy. But it's to late. Can't repair that damage. I never deserved you.



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164,941 This isn't a secret, but I'm finally admitting it to myself: I don't deserve love.



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164,940 I miss my eb Bud like f*ck



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164,939 I'm glad that I completed my degree and diplomas before the advent of the World Wide Web.  Back then, you couldn't just go surfing the Web to find some material to plagiarise and copy-and-paste into your essay, nor could you just go to a website to purchase a pre-written essay or pay someone to write one for you.  There was little reason in those days to think that students could have obtained their degrees through such methods of cheating.



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164,938 I knew it was you.

-m-



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164,937 Sometimes in life, the wrong people win. It's very frustrating.



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164,936 I... yes, me, the person laying next to you in the bed every night... I wish you held me like you held your book. How sad... I'm jealous of your book.



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164,935 We are sleeping together, its phenomenal, I love being with you. The one thing that I hate is when you  are talking with me she's she passes by its like I don't exist ,thanks a lot



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164,934 Got Dayuuuum I miss My Bud :(



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164,933 Sexy boy from New Orleans:

I've been thinking about so much. Can't wait to see to see you again. I want to fuck you so bad. I might contact you tonight. If am drunk enough to do a sexy time Skype session.


-That crazy freak bitch from jersey.-



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164,932 Thanks for that, it was just what I needed to hear to move on without you, never contact me ever again! Not for anything!



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164,931 You're not worth my time anyways, biggest looser



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164,930 i know he loves me. he wouldn't bother being with me if he didn't.
it just sure doesn't feel like it lately.

he loves me, he just doesn't care.



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164,929 Don't look out, look in. How can I grow? How can I ignore this feeling? How do I forget?



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164,928 I care for you, but I don't love you. You get what you give. Thanks for making it easy.



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164,927 ITS SO HORRIBLE GIRLS WHO TRY TO MAKE YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE OR JELOUSE. IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE WAY PRETTIER THEN THEM. ITS NOT MY FUCKN FAULT. WHY CANT PEOPLE B HAPPY W THEMSELVES N STOP HURTN THE PEOPLE WHO DO NOTHING BUT HAVE AN AFFECT ON THEM. PEOPLE SHOULD BE MORE CONSIDERATE HAVE MORE HEART DONT WORRY YOU'LL STILL LOOK COOL. LET YOUR GUARD DOWN AND START TO WONDERFUL.  IF YOUR RELATIONSHIPS COULD GO BEYOND WHAT IS. BEYOND WHAT YOU THINK YOUR HEART CAN TAKE. LET IT UNFOLD. BUT LET   IT bE.



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164,926 I found faith when a friend told me that the bible was a bunch of different love letters put together in a book. I'd bet there's one to you in there. Change takes hard work, a daily determination, and being able to stand and face those who mock you. It's not easy, but it is very rewarding.



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164,925 love you too, J:)



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164,924 My idea of revenge is to get skinny, and hot and find a cute & nice guy to fuck silly. I already have one on the hook, time to find out if he's trainable. All signs point to it! :D wish me luck!

You can and will be replaced! I can't wait until the day when I hear your name or see you and wonder "what the F was I thinking being madly in love with such a looser and letting him treat me like dirt?"



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164,923 +aMy mother on the other hand was screaming screaming (if you missed the first half its underneath me!) >> anyways after the birth things kinda fell into what i believed was a "normal" life. Syringes littered my new sisters room. I would pick them up and turnss them into people. I would play w them by the windowsill. gOD HELP ME. my life wasnt supposed to be this cruel. I FOUND MY DUMB ASS SIS DEAD IN THE BED. can you answer how why or fuck sake kill me. 20 YRS GO BY WITH ME SITTING HERE WRITING THIS DUMB SHIT. STUCK ON THE NEEDLE LIVEN THE WAY MY PARENTS DID. PRODUCT. NOW IM EXPECTIN MY SECOND. MY BOYFRIEND BEATS THE SHIT OUT OF ME IF I DONT LET HER SLEEP W DADDY! SOMEONE OUT THERE HELP



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164,922 The government raised me. Parents always lived in and out government housing facilities. I always felt it was my duty on earth to protect my lil' sis. she was an unexpected pregnancy/birth. She was born on my mothers light green laminate floor. I remember my father smashing a bottle of gin over my mothers knee, out of frustration and his unbelievable amounts of intoxication. MY  



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164,921 I'm so sick of hearing my obese friends claim to have illnesses. Chronic back pain is a SYMPTOM, not a condition. It is your body telling you to be nicer to it and to stop putting so much stress on it with your excess weight. Your stomach hurts all the time? Quit eating junk. Mix some fibrous foods into your diet and drink more water. Take walks before and/or after work. You aren't healthy at 300lbs, and that's why you're not exhibiting good health. I'm not thin, and I don't eat the way I should 100% of the time - but I take care of myself enough to know the difference between an illness and symptomatic consequences of a bad lifestyle. Your body = your prerogative. Treat you however you want. But don't pretend to be victim to circumstance.



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164,920 I love you, K.



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164,919 Your  mom is fucking stupid, I can't imagine what kind of chaos that could cause to a child's mind, thinking that their inner dialogue is some imaginary person that doesn't exist. I can admit, thought's aren't always easy to sort through. Every person who speaks to you, every book you read, everything you experience goes in. What comes out of your mouth, and what you do, is ultimately your choice. I have serious doubts about things like bi-polar disorder. Like Bernadette says in BBT we both invented and cured restless eye syndrome this month, caching you twitchy bastards! Our society takes advantage of the children with shitty parents (I'm not here to sugar coat things). You can lie to yourself, you may even be able to lie to those around you, but the truth still exists. People call other people crazy to explain what they don't understand, we give children buckets of medications instead of teaching them to overcome, handle, and understand their emotions. We've become so obsessed with knowing all the answers that no one is willing to admit that we really don't know shit.



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164,918 I'm fine with people smoking. Just don't do it around me. You can quit. It's for the better. There is an equivalency between recreational drinking/drug use and chronic smoking, though the later in many cases is worse for your health. I don't mean to be mean, but it also smells terrible. (Former smoker)



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164,917 I'm in my damn 30s and am just learning how to handle my bipolar mother. Growing up, I just considered her sick. She was "mentally ill" - her weird, erratic, often rude or mean behavior was not her fault. I did not understand that while it is an illness, the manipulative and erratic aspects of the condition can't be explained away all the time. She sulked through my wedding. She is rude to my husband. She does not care that I am changing careers and am involved in school - she phones, weeping, asking to visit, saying she is lonely.I feel like she would happily destroy my life, just because chaos is my family's norm. I'm not taking her calls until I finish school. She is not invited into my life in any real or substantial way, because inevitably she detonates. My family is trash, my siblings live in chaos; fuck my mother, I will not be destroyed too.



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164,916 Yeah, cigarettes are the monsters here. Not the alcoholics and junkies who are ruining EVERYONES life, but the guy who's only hurting himself. I've had one family member die from smoking, and that's coming from a family of smokers. But you want to know how many alcohol and drug related deaths and injuries there's been? Immeasurable. Infinite.

Tobacco is bad, sure, but it's bad for me. I don't smoke a cigarette, get in a car, then hit kids trying to cross the road. I don't smoke a cigarette and start to freak out and scream in public. And I certainly don't smoke a cigarette and then lose the ability to NOT piss myself.

Give me a smoker any day of the fucking week, but keep those weak ass alcoholics and junkies away from me.



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164,915 I regret ever meeting you.  :-(



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164,914 I don't know if it was rape.



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164,913 I'm slowly loosing my mind. Growing up my mum told me the voices were imaginary friends but I always thought there was more to it. Since growing up I have gone through anxiety and depression, suicide attempts and my mum and family believe that there's nothing wrong I'm just pretending.
The voices are still there, they're worse now.
I hate you family. You are wrong



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164,912 You hurt me, and you don't care.The way you've spoken about me to people shocked me and changed the way I view you. I will never forget how you mistreated me, hurt me emotionally & physically. Pushing me out of bed, throwing me around, hitting & biting me, and telling people I'm delusional for accusing you of cheating & lying. I've seen her in & out of the house, in your bed as you ignored my calls for a ride as I had to
Walk 10 miles home. That showed how little you cared for me and even bringing her into my room in your coked out state!
Hearing you tell people over the phone about me, describing me as an old crazy bitch and how you can't wait for me to move out and be gone. Seeing you smile as I told you that you played me good, and that you really got me. I realize you're a damn sociopath, no feelings of guilt, no remorse.
You go through life just looking out for yourself, no regard for who you hurt whatsoever as long as Randy Christenson gets what feels good to him. I quit going to church because of you, after seeing what a phony you are I lost faith.
I know you're proud of what you've become, having your dad lie & cover for you and treating me like I'm nothing. You succeeded, you broke me down real good. I lost myself, my self worth and my confidence has to be built
Back up from nothing. I never wanna hear you say you love me, I never wanna be on the receiving end of your "love" again. Remember tonight, you will never have me again! Bet your life on it!

It's gonna take years to build myself back to the person I was before meeting you but I'm worth it no matter what you think of me. Go be with your 22yr old mid life crisis slut, she can have my seat! She's a hoe you still won't admit. Lol why is that? It's because you know she's just a silly uneducated whore who will fuck anyone & everyone. She's only good for one thing, and she's arm candy until she gets starts putting on weight and ages. Everyone knows (and says) you didn't want her for her great conversational skills! You threw me away like trash for her, remember you chose this girl over someone who really loved you, and was faithful and put up with way too much bullshit at the end.

36 female! Portland, Oregon. Not fat, nor crazy or any of the names he has for me! He won't let me go, so I'm letting him go. Have at it girls, he's ripe for the picking!



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164,911 When I was younger we did anal sex because we didn't have to use a condom. If you have to rubber up it seems kind of pointless.



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164,910 I don't feel anger towards you anymore for cheating & lying, I'm just numb. It's not your fault for having a 12yr olds mentality, it's my fault I wasted so much time on someone who broke me down while I tried to build them up. I will have healthy relationships in the future, you will not. You have learned nothing, and will continue to be a sociopath who can't keep it in his pants. Your true self came out in the last 5 months, and I'm ashamed of myself for putting up with your deceitful ways. I'm angry with myself for letting your break me down. Be man enough to let me go even if she won't come back to you. You don't deserve both of us, the three of us, but you do deserve his coked out blondie. She's the one for you! You deserve each other for sneaking around, cheating on me & her boyfriend since Oct 2014, every damn night! I see you guys posting how you miss each other here, and on craigslists missing section. Stop saying you don't love her, you love me. You love no one, you've toyed with me for the last time.
We're done, I walked away. Never contact me again for any reason!
I'm gonna work on loving me again. Soon I will have forgotten the name Randy, and so will my kids. I've deleted everything that has anything to do with your scheming lying  ass! Go break someone else down! This "old, fat, chubby, ugly and delusional" woman can do better and will do just fine without you.



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164,909 I thought that the rise in shaved pussies and anal sex in recent years had to do with the pornification of our culture.

I now have a theory that it really has to do with power.
How do you reduce a woman to a girl?  Shave her.

What is the most degrading way to take a woman? Fuck her ass.  Guys use the phrase 'getting fucked in the ass' as a bad thing now they want to do it to someone else.

M 41 admitted fan of Brazilians and anal



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164,908 Miguel, I dreamt about you...and I think it's funny that I do not dream about you a lot, but when I do it means something to me. It makes me miss you. But why would I miss you in the first place? I have someone. Maybe somewhere in my heart I knew you were the right one. You knew how to treat me but you didn't know how to treat yourself.
It's been a couple months since we last spoke but I enjoyed conversing with you, even though you really had nothing to say. I fight the urge to FaceTime you. Even talk to you for that matter. I want to know how you're doing. Especially because of the dream I had about you... Suicide can be a bitch huh. I hope you haven't done anything rash... I did not want to have sex with you because I wanted us to get to know each other better on different terms. That's what I wanted from you and still do. You put a smile on my face (even when I just think about you) and I miss that. I miss you. I hope you're ok and better than what you were the times I've talked to you.
But I feel like it's a good thing that we stopped talking. I want what's best for you, which probably doesn't include me. I wanted to make your life better and I wanted to be in it, but I can't because all I did was hurt you. I love everyone differently and I believe that I loved you. And I know you needed me more than anyone else, but I can't be there for everyone...especially when I'm not even there for myself. I hope that in the future, whether it's by fate or not, we run into eachother and start over...
"Your heavy heart is made of stone and it's so hard to see you clearly you don't have to be on your own." Love, the girl that you were crazy about in highschool.



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164,907 I can't believe anyone would actually get pissed off about parents giving their child life saving medicine if it happens to be Marijuana. Barring people from using it ensures that a kid will suffer more. It's not like doctors and parents are getting the kid high, they're using it for pain medication.

Some people will do anything to impose their narrow world views on others. IDIOTS!



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164,906 Most of the people in here fucking deserve what happens to them. Bag of nuts guy, guys whose wives treat them like a dog, women that are cheated on, know it and all they do is complain.

I mean, really? Grow a fucking pair of balls and tell them tok fuck off. Its really not that dificult.



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164,905 Currently I have plenty to love and blessings galore however after being exposed to serious evil one is never the same.   I don't think I will ever feel safe out in the world again.   When I see someone rewarded for evil, I just want to drive off a bridge and hope I get a do over without all the memories of this life.  
I know very few people that I can truly say will never take advantage of me.  
I was naive, I paid the price.



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164,904 When I was 14 my dad took me up to the mall. He gave me a $100 bill and suggested I go buy some Christmas presents. My dad was a really good guy.

What did I do with his kind gesture? I promptly lost the $100 bill. I have no idea how. He gave me the money in the car just after we parked. By the time I got inside the mall the money was gone.

I'm still sick about it to this day. Not only did I not buy anyone a Christmas present, I feel like I let my dad down. I've never been able to escape that feeling.



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164,903 In looking back at my life, I wish I hadn't been so nice. People took advantage of me.



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164,902 He stood me up to hang out with his old co-workers..he lives two hours away I haven't seen him in almost a year. When I told him I may not make it he got mad, but I threw away the chance to tour the USAO, and meet the DA to see him. Apparently his friends were more important than me BC he didn't even bother to answer my msgs for more than 3 hrs!
I've never been so disappointed with  someone in my life. To me he was always the perfect guy, clearly I was wrong. All I got wasn't even an apology, it was just a "I'm stuck with them"...uh dude wtf. I blew off something way more important just to see you and that was how you responded? I wish it was a fucking joke, but I know it's how he really feels about me. He never cared. Ever.
I spent all weekend being miserable. Saturday the pain wouldn't leave, I went out and drank my sorrows until the tears almost fell but I didn't let them. I haven't been able to sleep. I can't get this feeling of rejection, of not being good enough out of my head. I just want to sit and yell or cry but I can't. He's not worth my tears.
I want an explanation, yet I refuse to talk to him again. The pain is too much and I don't want  him to think I'll be waiting for him forever, hoping some day he'll make up his mind and actually care.
Today I somehow managed to get myself sick, maybe it's this pain that won't leave me alone that caused my migraine, the nausea,the light headed feeling and the dizziness. Maybe its just the lack of sleep. Maybe I'll never know. But it sure does feels like it's a side effect from this disappointment. Is it possible to really make yourself this sick based on something so ridiculous?



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164,901 If I could put feelings into words, I would never stop talking to you R.



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164,900 I am now a large perfect c cup. My tits are perfect I am now the perfect 10 I couldn't be happier. Now if only I didn't love a boy who takes me for granted and has mental issues but I won't leave bcuz I don't want anything bad to happen to him so I'll wait for him to destroy my heart and walk away from me again and for once let myself move on even though I would rather die. Who wants to date a single mother anyway. But why let another monster control so much of my emotion I love too deeply and care too much. I wish I could turn off my emotions.



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