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165,899 I'm sorry that I didn't say what was on my mind. You're really intimidating and I wish we could be friends again. I know you hate me now, but I still wish you could pretend to like me. Maybe I'll get over you someday.



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165,898 It's so weird how google knows what I'm going to type. And I'm not talking about how it knows based off your search history or how you would type app and it would guess apple. I'm watching this show on tv on animal planet right? And they start talking about munchkin cats, pretty random huh? I thought they were pretty cute and I started to google it. Am I weird? Anyways, I never searched for anything about cats before or anything but as soon as I type m, munchkin cats shows up in the search results. I am using google chrome btw and I have microphone enabled on my laptop, even though it's supposed to be off when your not using it to search for stuff. I think google is listening in on me...



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165,897 Please tell your girlfriend or wife or whatever the hell she is to stop calling me and hanging up. Insecure much?



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165,896 I told the love of my life how I feel today. It's not mutual, but at least he still wants to be my (best) friend.

I should have just kept my mouth shut.



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165,895 I gave the wife oral sex the other evening. She took like an hour to cum. Then she immediately tells me to cum right away because she's tired and wants to go to bed. Can you say selfish?



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165,894 Poof, crush is gone.
Ready to move the heck right on.



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165,893 Make an effort if you want it back.



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165,892 I'm so bored, oh so bored. Life affirming things are really difficult to establish as a means of entertainment. Aaaargh!



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165,891 I'm bisexual and embarrassed about it. I think I have internalized homophobia. I want it to go away. I just want to be able to be myself without caring what other people think.



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165,890 I hate people who go around talking about how great they are at sex, but you have sex with them, and they don't do it right.



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165,889 I dream that you wrote a secret about me and that you still love me and want to be with me.
So much has changed but I still think about you.



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165,888 I think my wife's plan is to spend everything and then leave me.



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165,887 I'm ashamed to admit that all you would have to do is say the word. I don't care where I'm at in life, or who I'm with.

I would drop it all if you meant that we could start over.

I know that's never going to happen, but I'll move on and pray that this next chapter in my life will blow the last one out of the water.



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165,886 Mentioning religion in textbooks for philosophy or politics is relevant because the belief system exists. Although, as a non-believer I believe it is a waste of time and resources for the author and a complete waste of my time to have to read their ideologies. It is complete rubbish!



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165,885 lmao im relapsing into depression and idk how to fight it

ive never been this far



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165,884 My ex boyfriend thinks I only cheated on him once, one time, with one guy.

Actually it was six different men, some multiple times. I had one affair that lasted six months.



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165,883 I made the wrong choice. I was in love with two women when I was 22. One was smart, had a killer body, was a great cook and although I wouldn't say she was sexy, she never turned down a chance to get naked. She wasn't great in bed either, but she was raised very religious and I chalked up her inhibitions to that.

The second girl, was super sexy, nice body, but she had small boobs. She was funny and always fun to be around. Loved to laugh and loved sex even more. She was incredible in bed. But she was a lunkhead. She was just plain dumb when it came to book smarts.

So it came time when I had to choose and my brother told me that I have to choose the first girl. She was a good person and had those big boobs and brain to match. Plus he said can you imagine how bad you would feel if you had a dumb kid because of number 2? That swayed me and I married number 1.

The upside in our marriage is that she is a great cook, mother and we had 3 kids who are all highly intelligent. The down side is she never lost her 'baby weight'(17 years since the last one was born), now watches shows like the Kardashians and Real Housewives and never went back to her great career, even after our youngest started HS. I'll mention current events like that pilot crashing that plane on purpose in France and she is like "Really?, I didn't hear about that" WTF!!!!

Girl number two married a guy I knew from town and that SOB hasn't stopped smiling since. She popped out 3 kids also, her body is amazing as she has become a personal trainer and even bought a nice big pair of tits! All her kids are in the Honor Society, just like mine were. The guy told me all kinds of crazy sex stories they have done (he knows we used to date) from her being with another girl to stripping at clubs on amateur night. At 42, she won the hottest MILF prize of $500 at a bar in Myrtle Beach when they were on vacation a couple of years ago. I still talk to her sometimes and her biggest complaint about her hubby is that sometimes he falls asleep before she gets home from the gym and she has to whip out her dildo and fuck herself! Oh yeah, she was one of those rare women who would cum every time we were together, just loved it.

I always tell my brother he ruined my life and he always falls back to, "look at your kids, they wouldn't exist if I hadn't steered you" I say I know, now let me get back to that chunky lunkhead I married.



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165,882 I am a home nudist.  And I visit nude beaches whenever possible.

41 fat M married to a Textile



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165,881 Why does doing the right thing have to hurt like a son of a bitch?????  Why can't it just feel good, and right and happy?

Why is it all so hard???????

How do other people make it look so damn easy???



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165,880 When I have a panic attack, I crawl around on the floor. It seems to help take my mind off the fear. Must be some primordial instinct kicking in, reverting to a four legged creature on the ground. Kind of weird to do this on a subway platform, but I do. I'd give anything to make the panic attacks stop once and for all. I should talk to a doctor but I'm too embarrassed, lol, as if crawling around on a subway platform isn't embarrassing....



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165,879 Not only will I never get married, I understand "palimony" is possible if I date a woman for a few years. So guess what, I will never date a woman for more than a few months. Fuck you money grubbing bitches.



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165,878 If there is manual labor to be done, like raking the yard, you can bet my wife suddenly has an appointment she can't miss.



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165,877 Kitchen dick:  A person (usually homosexual siuox chef) who frequently masturbates in his/her kitchen.
Did you hear about Mike? He only jacks it in his kitchen, he's a total kitchendick.



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165,876 I am so incredibly happy. I love my life. I've always been tightly wound and full of anxiety. I had an awful upbringing. Getting married to someone who truly loved me helped me heal. But even after healing, it wasn't enough. The anxiety and worry would still take over. We started smoking weed. I smoke weed now every day after work. The only person who knows is my husband who smokes with me. The anxiety is gone. The worry is gone. It just melts away. Even when I'm not high, the anxiety is still gone. I can't imagine a happier life. I still go to work - and I do a damn good job. I work out 4 times a week, eat healthy, pay my bills, see my family and friends. I've spent time with them many times without them knowing I was high. Conventional wisdom would have you believe that this is a bad thing. That you'll just be a zombie sitting on your dirty couch for the rest of your life. But you can be a functioning, successful, HAPPY adult and still smoke weed every day.



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165,875 I have no credit card debt.



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165,874 165864. Never give up. Life can be filled with shit, but you can control how you live it.... not preaching, just a guy who gives a shit....



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165,873 I just want to be alone and to be happy alone. I am sad with you. Please just let me go. You don't understand me. No one does.



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165,872 When I'm on cocaine, I'm a princess, and im in a thrilling love affair with the whole world



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165,871 Anyone who uses the terms "East of the Mississippi", "West of the Mississippi", or "this side of the Mississippi", needs to go jump in the Mississippi.



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165,870 Can we all agree that being a DJ is not a real job already?  You play a mix of other people's music over a speaker.  With the advent of laptops and MP3s, Youtube, etc., anyone can find a playlist and press play.  Why is this still a job?



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165,869 i need to leave the northeast before it ruins what is left of my softness. i wonder if divorce is the only option to leave this hard, cold pent up place.



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165,868 Since I went back to work, I have no tolerance for some of the things that occupy my friends that don't work.  I am probably going to end up with no friends.



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165,867 I hurt all the time. I wasn't always this way. I feel like I'm dying. There are no words to express the tumultuous misery and anger that costumes me. I go to work, I come home, I fight, I sleep. I pray for an end to the cycle. I am so afraid to die. There has to be more than this.

I can't tell anyone about my depression because it would derail all of the progress I've made since graduation. So I tell strangers ands hope that it'll be enough.

I just want to be okay.



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165,866 Mint ice cream is kinda like a vegetable isn't it?



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165,865 When you have one pup that is aggressive towards the other, that pup gets prozac.
And when the aggressive pup starts to chill out and you think there might be some light at the end of the tunnel, the other pup starts to show aggression towards the one medicated.
So now, they are both on prozac.
Ugh...



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165,864 I've had sex less than 20 times. No, not 20 men, 20 times. I'm a 38 year old woman. And I'm fat now, so I guess I can give up on ever reaching that milestone. Much less ever fall in love and have regular sex with an amazing man who loves me too. It's over.



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165,863 I want to love you again.



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165,862 Good husband, good career, financially secure, a little lonely on the friend front, family distant otherwise healthy resilient person but I feel empty inside. I just watched a docu about a girl who crossed the outback with her camels and I sobbed wishing I was her and feeling so trapped... what the hell is wrong with me?



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165,861 When I was in high school a girl I knew told me of a guy who would pay for a blowjob. I refused and was grossed out by the thought but the idea wouldn't leave my mind. I needed some money and it wasn't long that I caved and blew him. I did it twice altogether and to my horror that bitch told everyone what I did. Suddenly I was "Suck-me Sara" at school. I cried myself to sleep every night. And then I got calls from the boys at school who ridiculed me during the day. I always slammed the phone down. I became depressed and my grades suffered. I had been a straight A student til then. My parents knew something was wrong but then my dad died unexpectedly. Things went downhill from there and I barely graduated. I had a reputation as a whore and a slut but I only did it those two times. I moved to Florida to get away from the whole thing, and got married to a guy with a large landscaping company. Life was good, and I was managing the books and doing it well, but my husband was so tight with the money that I never had an extra penny. I really needed money for things and one day I put an ad on Craigslist to sell my used panties. I couldn't believe how many guys wanted to buy them. I met them in a parking lot and let them get in my car, then took them off under my skirt and sold them. I never let the guys touch me at first and I was making good money. No one ever knew and even though it was wrong and dangerous I found it exciting and I loved the money. Eventually I divorced my husband because he was so controlling and I found myself back at home in the Northeast with my mom. At first I took a job as an office manager at a car rental company but the money sucked and I was so much better because I had managed the company in Florida, but I had no diplomas or certificates so I couldn't do much better. So I went back to selling panties. After awhile it became more. I let the guys finger me for more money, and then I would stroke or blow them for even more money. And then one day the girl who fucked me over in high school came back into my life by accident. I pretended I didn't hate her, and she let on that if I teamed up with her I could make a lot of money. We did our first "two girl special" in a cheap motel. Not that many guys showed up because we were asking alot of money so we sat around drinking and she brought out some coke and we did it. The next guy to show up got us when we were really high and we both really gave it to him good. First I would suck him, then she would suck him while I kissed him. It was really creepy and I was amazed when she let him cum in her mouth and she swallowed. Later she told me that it was what made her "service" different from other girls on Craigslist and that was how she got "regular friends". She had been in "the life" since high school. I didn't see it then but she was really spiralling downhill. But the money was really, really good and soon I was fucking and blowing guys on a semi-regular basis, even from the basement of my mother's house. It's been about three years since I have had a real job, I've swallowed so much cum I can't even think about it. I never thought my life would come to this and I don't know how to get out. Oh, and I'm hooked on coke now too.



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165,860 What the FUCK is wrong with women?
Dads, do a better job treating them like they're worth something, anything because I get literally SICK to my stomach seeing the degree of depravity that porn has become.
Do we really hate women enough that that shit is legal? That men get off to it? That women ALLOW that shit to happen in the first place?
I'd rather be homeless than be double & triple penetrated by a group of meathead steroided out brainless gorillas.
I'd rather eat my own shit.
I'd rather burn money.
Seriously women, stand up for yourselves.
Love yourselves.
We are living in a serious mentally ill society when people not only can stomach the torture and legal rape of women but actually get some form of sexual satisfaction from it.
& if people think there's some kind of rational thought or logical explanation for it to defend it, then imagine that woman is your mother, your sister or God forbid-your daughter.



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165,858 Some people move on quickly because they were never really attached in the first place. They fall hard for an idea of who they think they love. They go all in on the surface and none of the substance. Why would you look back in that case, you know, examine where you went wrong and such. It seems kind of embarrassing to do so actually, facing the fact that you blew it again in spectacular fashion. This repeated process demands that you forget, though I wouldn't consider it moving on iF yoU're just doing the same thing with different people. Am I making any sense?



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165,857 Can someone explain what kitchen dick is?



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165,856 Unless you walk around strapped like a cowboy guns are useless for personal defense. Muggers & thieves don't give you time to draw weapons or prepare a defense, they attack suddenly while you are unaware. Then they have your money, phone & your gun.



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165,855 Pithy platitudes and soothing words about the exacerbating nature of life will only go so far. Problems aren't fixed with words unless you say something like "I'm sorry" or "I love you, it will be okay"



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165,854 Had a dream i was fucking my husband.
we are going to have to have sex in the next week or two because it will help induce labor.
i haven't had any interest in sex for the past 8 months so here's hoping it isn't awkward and uncomfortable.
(it will be)
but it has permeated my dreams. in the dream, we were trying to do it, and he transformed into this gross ugly man that i wasn't attracted to at all.
this isn't the first time i've had this dream.
it always indicates my fear of losing my attraction to my husband.
regardless of my state of disinterest in sex, it is only because i am carrying around a beach ball in front and that beach ball happens to kick me in the vagina.
my stomach aches and there's just no ignoring it during sex. the only remedy is giving birth.



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165,853 A wife might throw a party for her husband if he gets promoted at work. Not my neighbor. She's throwing a party for her husband cause he's getting out of jail.



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165,852 I would love for my husband to be my baby daddy.  But we've been trying for 4 years with no luck.  It's crushing. :-(



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165,851 My mother killed the only dream I had during my senior year of high school.
I don't think I'll ever forgive and forget it.



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165,850 There's nothing worse than kitchen dick. There's no cure.



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165,849 So many "nice" women who want to help others so bad are actually some of the most devious people ever.  It's always about them first.



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165,848 I hope your kids get fat & gay, Miss Goody Two Shoes.



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165,847 There is a married man I work with. He messaged me inappropriate things late at night this weekend while he is clearly drunk. The next day I asked him to stop, to fuck off. That it is extremely disrespectful to me. His response: "can you please not text me right now? I'm with my wife and she can't see these messages."

This sickens me. I'm trying to convince myself not all men are like this. I'm having a hard time convincing myself this.



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165,846 Sometimes I wish this wasn't anonymous. Like, for a day, everyone posted their initials or something, so there would be some indication of who posted.
That way, you would know that I haven't been trying to communicate with you.  It's called 'moving on' and it feels great. You should try it.



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165,845 You're still the same old stubborn bitch.  You will never change.



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165,844 Call me, but only if you're willing to open up and talk.



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165,843 And you must be in love with this average guy/girl



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165,842 Touche'



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165,841 Hell hath no fury like some lumpish, fattish, average-looking dude of average intelligence and average achievements and an average job, whose Mom brought him up to believe that he's entitled to a supermodel girlfriend or wife because he's such a nice guy, and he can get anything if he just works hard enough.



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165,840 You have made me stronger.



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165,839 I don't need to lead the way.



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165,838 Im ready



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165,837 I should have let you have my sister that night.



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165,836 Was it real?  No
Was it a facade?  Hell ya!



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165,835 I think about what could have been all the time. Am I going to regret the choices I have made. Does my life have any joy without you in it. Was it really that simple and then I made it complicated. Is it all just a facade.



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165,834 I wanted her to be calm. Make an effort towards being tender and empathetic, but calm. Only when her back was against the wall did she start to be those things. Otherwise it was war and war isn't loving. I longed for that golden girl that she was, my best friend, my one and only. I had the courage to stay with something that couldn't last as long as I did.



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165,833 Super Mom - you don't get to secretly bash me while patting yourself on the back. You can break a shoulder that way.

Besides, I'm from Jersey. We don't get mad --- we get even.

Enjoy having all of your moves scrutinized by the rest of the mommies from now on.

People who try too hard to be good and tell others to be better people are usually doing secret mean stuff.



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165,832 So often I become confused between the dream and reality of 💘.



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165,831 i don't know who you are
but i will find you
and i will hug you



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165,830 You can't love and care for me and emotionally cheat on and hurt me at the same time. That is not love.



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165,829 I don't know why you incessantly make me the demise of our relationship.  I only acted on the fact you were too cowardly to tell me, i was not what you wanted.



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165,828 I finally built it up and fucked another girl since you. I haven't touched nor been touched since before October,  not because I couldn't but because I chose not to. I chose to respect myself and didn't trust any. But damn, it was a fun night, the way she moved her hips, gripped my hands and pulled the pillow over her face as I watched from below. She pulled my shirt up and over as she continued to kiss me and I couldn't help but to keep going back down until she finished in which she wrapped her arms around me as I laid on her chest. We fell asleep and I had to leave a couple hours later to return my friend's car. Funny thing is, this is the same girl that stood next to you when I first met you and stood by you in the mornings ;p



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165,827 165821 - We need more officers just like you! Be proud of your years in the police force! You are the kind of officer we need more of in this crazy, chaotic world! I wish you the best in life! Breathe, take in the world around you and all nature has to offer in the way of peace of mind! I commend you! I am proud of you!



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165,826 Many things lose their meaning after going through a divorce. Marriage is something I wouldn't take lightly ever again. My life felt meaningless before I got divorced, so the cake was already baked by that point. The divorce was like doing the wrong thing for the right reasons. I never wanted to be that person, but I can overlook that now. I just wouldn't want to bring that on myself again, nor would I wish it on my enemies.



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165,825 Is it wrong not wanting to marry someone I've only known for 3 months?  Is it wrong not wanting to date him if he continues to associate with drug dealers?

He makes me feel like I'm wrong because I won't get him his green card.

I am not expecting Prince Charming, I know I'm almost 35.  I am very aware of my age and all things concerning my life.

That being said, it feels safer to be single, than to be manipulated into a marriage for someone to get his green card ... and hangs out with criminals.

Wow, when I read what I wrote ... there it is.  There it is.  

I cannot stand that he resents me for not marrying him yet.  Hello, 3 MONTHS IS NOTHING.  This is my life too, I'm not guest starring on the __________ Show.  

The obvious answer stares me in the face... then my emotions show up and I'm back to where I started.



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165,824 My birthday is coming up soon. As usual, my wife askes me what I want to do for it.

About 10 years ago was last time I told her what I wanted to do for my birthday. Her response?  "That's the last thing I want to do !!!!"

I then gave her a second option of what I wanted to do. She never followed through.

Now when she asks, I just say, "I don't know."

I don't mind getting older, but I pretty much hate my birthday ever since.



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165,823 God is steering my life in the right direction. I'm so happy. I don't feel guilty about my tattoo anymore, and I can sing and dance and pray with passion and happiness. I know what I love to do, even though I can't afford to do it professionally I can still do it in my spare time. I don't want to hate or hurt my ex (much) anymore, and I've accepted the reality that I'm going to be alone for a while so I can hone myself into an amazing individual. And though it'll suck not having someone to tell me they think I'm amazing, I'll be able to tell myself that when I look in the mirror. It's not the worst trade-off in the world. All I can say is thank you!



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165,822 I've seen the results of incest.  It's not a pretty sight.



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165,821 with all of this bad news on police officers i want to say something. i would love to be able to say some of this openly but it would cause me trouble.

i have been in law enforcement for 20 plus years. i have never lied on a report to help cover up or convict a single person. i have not even come close to doing such a thing.

i have been in fights and have almost been killed but both me and the offender lived to fight another day.

i was once bitten by a suspects dog while trying to take him into custody. i didn't shoot the dog. i didn't mace the dog or even hit the dog. i liked the dog because he was doing his job even though his owner was bat shit crazy. i got stiched up and went about my business. the guy got some jail time and started taking his meds.

i am for the legalization of marijuana. the war on drugs is a huge waste of money. i once participated in an operation to arrest drug dealers and all that was seized was a few hundred dollars and a little weed. we had more than that in man hours and gas.

i do not like how parents have become ok with seeing there kids get locked up. i can remember getting in trouble as a kid and not getting arrested. i got brought home and had my ass tore up by my parents. my parents were working class lower blue collar.

i don't like how we arrest kids for fighting at school. what in the fuck is wrong with you people. kids fight why do we insist on putting our kids in jail for shit that we have all done.

this job has been one reason i have no children of my own.

i take a fist full of sleep aids to go to sleep at night and i am on all kindsof bp and heart rate meds.

i have had ptsd for years. it wasn't ok to have until the war vets started coming home.

i once picked up two little boys heads because they were in pieces. there dad had shot them in the head with a 45 because he was mad at his wife. they said it was because of his ptsd.

i have the same ticket book that i started with when i came to this office 15 years ago. i hate writing tickets. i haven't worked a beat in years but when i did i liked visiting with the business in my area.i was well known for not putting up with shit.

i have never felt like a big guy with a gun on my hip. it is a fucking burden. i never had a taser. i had some mace but that shit was always messy. i tried not to have to use it.

i worked in a major state prison in the very first part of my career. really did like the convicts that worked on my crew. i still think about them to this day and just wonder what happened to them.

i have worked major homicides as a lead investigator. i have also worked major cases. i have been on the discovery channel a few times. i have been a real cop in case you are wondering or judging.

we are not all bad. you may not realize this bust a lot of us are good. i have never wanted to shoot a black man or oppress anyone. many of my coworkers and i have talked about it. most of us wish we never had to deal with anyone. i can't count how many people i have helped and i didn't take pictures of get any medals to prove it. i have no idea why i choose this job. i think i may have been trying to impress my dad. it didn't work. i think because i was a bad kid that i was trying to prove i was good or good be good. looking back i should have just vanished without a trace.



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165,820 Hey you worthless piece of shit! Leave my electronics alone, I hope you get run over by a train.



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165,819 I'm a very sexually dominant male, but I worry that my use of porn in the past few years has jaded my actual ability to have a healthy sex life in the future...



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165,818 I grew up in a place in which people lived within a reasonable distance to one another. No neighbors peering through windows.
I was naked outside running around most of my childhood.
Because we were hidden.
My mother gardened naked. The garden was 2 acres and partially shaded in pines & maples.
I watched the crows congregate on hot summer days as I took a salt shaker to the tomato vines with me, to sprinkle as I ate warm, ripe tomatoes.
I hate tomatoes from the store. It took all this time to realize why. It's because they are cold & spongy.



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165,817 I have adopted 3 kittens at nearly age 60.  Yes they may outlive me.  None of us know how long we have left and hopefully someone kind will step in and make provisions for their care.



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165,816 Dont' buy a thing until after the divorce...it all becomes marital property if bought with marital funds!  GET A LAWYER NOW!!!!!



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165,815 It's not practical in my circumstances for me to acquire a cat of my own...  but one day she showed up in my yard.  Young, half-wild, fearful, and hungry.  Very hungry.

I can't let an animal starve so I fed her.  After five weeks she "adopted" me and has been here ever since.  She has a cat door which enables her to come and go at will.

She will outlive me, and I will make provision for her care after I'm gone.  Until then she will have a home with food, shelter, medical care, and love.

M/over 70



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165,814 My parents' final two cats, acquired a few days apart as kittens, lived around eighteen and nineteen years.  I lived on and off at my parents' place for only the first few years of those cats' lives.  For the last half of their lives, the cats usually only saw me on Sunday evenings, when I used to visit my parents for dinner.  When my parents and I would retire to the sitting room after dinner to watch TV, the cats were mad keen to hop up into my lap and settle down to sleep - whichever cat got there first.  Strangely, it was only my lap that they were interested in.

That all ended over 23 years ago with the death of the last cat.  My parents - now passed on themselves - didn't get another cat because they were concerned that the cat might outlive them.  Even after all this time, when I switch off my bedside lamp to roll over and go to sleep, I often think of those two cats, because I find the memory of them sleeping blissfully in my lap quite soothing.

To preempt the obvious question - no, it's not practical in my circumstances for me to acquire a cat of my own.

M/over 60



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165,813 I could pop blackheads ALL DAY LONG.  Seriously, all day.  I also love plucking little hairs from my chin.  

And if I manage to free an ingrown hair from its viciously coiled hell, especially those lil buggers needing a pair of tweezers and a needle, well I might as well have died and gone to heaven.



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165,812 I hope I am just paying my dues right now and things improve in the future. I don't want to kiss ass to get ahead. Networking fucking sucks but it's the only way to make it in my field. I don't matter. I hate myself and I hate the art world.



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165,811 I'm giving this three months. I should just end it tomorrow. But you're you and I'm me and it feels like we'll always find a way back to each other. That scares me but I might actually start falling for you. Again 😒😔.



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165,810 I think I must be having withdrawals from you tonight...

Goodbye lover



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165,809 What a wonderful feeling, being loved for who you are and not what someone expects you to be. It's too bad it doesn't matter, but still it's nice.



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165,808 My gf is a bit dumpy but I don't deserve better.



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165,807 Ya, I don't miss you at all.



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165,806 One positive thing about getting old, I can watch a movie I watched last year, and not even realize I've seen it before.



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165,805 I'm house hunting. My wife tags along telling me in a pushy tone how she'll decorate each room. She doesn't yet realize she won't be coming with me to the new house. I'm buying a house for me and the kids and I'm divorcing her. She can go buy her own house. Makes me laugh though how bossy she is when telling me how she'll be decorating MY new house.



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165,804 I drive to work and back each weekday.
I work in an office where some days I don't have to speak to anyone. My wife works shift work and I'm not sure if it is purely coincidence but she seems to work conflicting shifts with my regular office hours.
If not for our pets I can go for days without any physical contact with another life form.



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165,803 Without you, my whole life is terrible. Life is empty and meaningless. I"m so lonely despite being surrounded by people. Having good things happen to me just makes me miss you more. I wish you were hear. I'm so depressed. I know you won't call. I know you don't care. I am nothing to you. I feel like I can't go on with life.



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165,802 I just got the most wonderful news from my doctor - after almost 3 years of trying, my son finally got me pregnant!    I'm hoping for a little girl, so that one day, he can get her pregnant, too & give me beautiful grand children!  I can't wait to tell my best friend - she's been praying for us to get pregnant & she'll be so thrilled!



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165,801 I've gotten to know quite a few elected officials personally. I think not a one is intelligent. They are good looking. They smile a lot. But smart? Nope.



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165,800 I want you and I might even love you. I so doubt you like me at all but I can't be sure. Is it better to tell you or wonder forever I wonder.



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