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166,299 I bought a car from a Hispanic salesman. Liar, never, never again.



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166,298 I know this guy. We grew up together. We were both raised in Islamic households. Nothing major-we were 3rd or 4th generations so we were pretty much not into the religion. No one was actually. Some became jewish, some stayed Muslim. A few were atheist. No body cared much about what fate he other was practicing. it is no big deal. but this particular guy (on of my closest friends) and I would drink, smoke pot hook up at parties. He would brag about being an atheist. I grew up once I got to college. I just wanted to graduate. My friend did not. he was still stuck in party mode 24/7. pretty annoying. we met up at a family gathering. he started telling me he was starting a Christian college. okay cool. he then started preaching the word of the lord. okay. cool. fast forward a few years this same guy is posting all over fb that hes found Ibrahim. DUDE no one cares!!!!



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166,297 I shot a big load on myself last night (solo). I still haven't showered today and I've been to three stores and a McDonalds.



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166,296 The all white town where I grew up is now 92% black and latino.



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166,295 Matt.

I am still in love with you. Yes, THAT way. I know not to bother. I am not your type. I just really enjoy being around you, and you are the perfect sort of life companion, like say Jean Sartre and Simon Beauvoir. I imagine we could go on adventures, read the Times or great novels to each other and just talk about life, politics, philosophy, music, culture.

Of course this is probably not going to happen. You will marry Mandi or Bambi or Erica and have mini-mes. But I am hoping, if you ever get old, and divorced and are looking for someone to sit across the kitchen table with and talk. Of course there will be good bourbon and coffee too.



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166,294 Never trust a person who badmouth their "friends" behind their back. I used to hang out with this coworker who was nice (to my face anyways) but she always used to talk bad about her friends, she had a friend who just had a baby and when we were at the zoo she made a comment about her friends baby (who happen to be black) she said her baby look like a baby gorilla. What kind of "friend" would say such as horrible and discusting comment about a baby. All babies are beautiful .  And she also ripped off a couple of costumers at work in the daily basis. Sometimes I wonder why do I made such poor choices on people. I'm just glad I never trust her with personal staff and never come over my house.



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166,293 Whenever my penis gets hard, that's  my cue to masturbate, and whenever my penis gets soft, that's my cue to get my penis hard.



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166,292 Jesus was just given credit for helping a man bag a world record 37 lb turkey in Kentucky. Christians are fucking hilarious.



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166,291 I don't know why people still tell me your business like its my business I just guess they figure I would want to know or they just have old habits that are hard to break I don't know why I should care but I do I'd be lying if I said i didn't I really hope you aren't strung out on that shit as people say I hope all of that is bullshit I hope you haven't really fallen that low not you anybody but you it doesn't make me mad it makes me a bit sad we haven't talked in a year today you shouldn't trust everyone around you words gets around I really hope all of that is just bullshit then I can just go back to not giving a fuck but I still care when I really shouldn't



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166,290 I think Josef Stalin is rlly fucking hot tbh.



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166,289 I'm a closet juggalo



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166,288 I like this forum too.  These fictional stories are hilarious.



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166,287 Seriously Jane? I get it you love your husband. But why get on boards and make fairy tales about your boyfriend proposing to you and your mini vacations ( husband has to travel for work) I'm not hating on you or anything but you sound like a teenage girl . Everybody knows that you and your husband been married over 7 years . What's next making up children that don't exist?  A hot affair with one of your friends?  Seriously if I were you I would be writing for living.



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166,286 Divorce takes far too long.



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166,285 I'm watching the Mayweater vs Pacquiao. Just fucking fight already. This is why I rarely watch boxing any more. You have to listen to a bunch of men bullshit each other for too fucking long before the fight. I feel like Charlie Brown and the "adults" are talking. All I hear is WAH WAH WAH. So irritating.



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166,284 I know this slightly chubby girl very well who had a husband that weighs over 400lbs. She wants me to fuck her.

I would rather direct her and her husband having sex. I think very fat couples are freaking hott.
My other secret is  that I wish I was female so I can feel like what it is to be fucked by a 400lbs+ man.

Perhaps I can convince them to be freaky for me.



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166,283 Who is this person who loves my E?



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166,282 So there's this girl who always talks about my weight. First of all I know I'm overweight but I'm not conspired plus size (sorry but it's true) I wear a size 10 but sometimes I have to go up due to my large breast ddd, and if I buy shorts or pants I do the same since I have a big round butt. I always been build this weight even when I was barely 100 pounds ,before I got pregnant my breast used be a small D cup and I always got a butt and big tighs. But any ways this girl should look at who she married before making comments about my weight. Her husband is fat her mother in law is huge and obesed. But she has the nerve to be criticism other people.



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166,281 I like this forum.
My gf showed me this page not too long ago & I dig it.
This really isn't a secret, but I'm not sure if she knows yet.
My gf is awesome. She's beautiful & practical, an excellent sense of humor& has the best smile that takes away anything negative. Our sex is over the top perfect.
We have known each other since we were kids - we were each others first kiss.
We are on a wonderful weekend away & living it large. We have seen some great shows & have eaten at the best places. It's made us even more solid then I ever thought we could be.
And in my pocket, I've got a ring for her. Before we pack up to go home, I'm going to make it official and make her mine forever.
I regret our time spent apart. I regret not being there for her, resulting in some shitty relationships for the both of us over the years. But I'm going to make things better & permanent & never letting her go.
I'm ready to have the family - her kids are perfect & they have both told me that they really like me & how happy their mom has been since we made our way back to each other. I've seen them grow up over the years so I'm not a stranger to them.  
It's time to do this because I want it all with her.
I love you, E.  I can't wait until you read this.  By that time, we will have done some more things in this city you love so much.  Your friend here knows what I'm going to do & she can't wait to tell you how happy she is.
I love you more than anything ever.  I love what we are & what we will be.  I love the family we will have & the life we will live.
I just.....  I just love you.



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166,280 What did I do to deserve a person like you? To just enter my life and become the only thing that actually matters?



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166,279 I love you. You told me not to overuse those words. Haven't used it in a week. Im not giving up on this. Im tired. Im not giving up. I love you.



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166,278 Haven't heard that word in a while.



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166,277 Are you going to text again or no? Just wanted to see if I'd answer you back or not.



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166,276 Just hold me in your arms Pumpkin and don't let go. That's all I want, nothing more.



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166,275 I hate those days when you feel like you're on a different wavelength than everyone else. :- This past week it's like I'm speaking a different language. Everyone assumes I mean something I don't & I can't seem to figure out what other people are saying. My husband (who I love more than anything) is driving me nuts! I can't figure out what he wants and everything he says is confusing. Wtf is wrong with me?? It's gotta be me right?!



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166,274 HOW CAN I EXPECT MYSELF TO BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU WONT TELL ME SH*T.



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166,273 The question is, why do so many people stay in aweful marriages?



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166,272 Leave me alone. You are so fucking exhausting. All you do is take. I can't help you anymore. Leave me the fuck alone.



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166,271 I'm embarrassed I didn't get divorced sooner. If people only knew what I put up with...

= She'd hit me. She'd scream at me. She's unstable. She threatened to kill me while I slept.

- She cheated on my right after we were married with an old boyfriend.

- She cheated on me again a few years later.

- She took a large sum of money I MADE out of our joint bank account and moved it into an account in her name only.

- She lies and lies and lies.

Someday I should write a book about how awful the marriage was.



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166,270 Sex with you the other day was so bad. You are terrible at it. For one thing you are selfish. It's all about me pleasuring you. Then once you've had your fun, suddenly you are in a rush and I have to finish up and orgasm asap. Fuck you. I never want to have sex with you again. Prick.



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166,269 Well....I tried.



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166,268 Feel free to exhale...



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166,267 I couldnt help it... it's been so long that I actually jerked off. I stream of hot white cum spurted high into the air from my cock, over and over and over. It felt good while I did it, but I really wanted it to be squirting into her pussy instead and it will take me some time to build another heavy load for her.



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166,266 I really like this guy i slept with on our first meeting...but he went 'radio silent' on me.

so either way if you put out or not they just don't care about you.



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166,265 My ex boyfriend was so worried that I was only attracted to women. I am attracted women, but he's the only person I could ever love. It doesn't matter if somebody is a man or a woman. I love him for who he is. There's nobody who could take his place.



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166,264 To all the players out there: Everyone knows you're texting the same shit to ten other girls. STOP. You look foolish.



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166,263 You can be friends and still walk alone.



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166,262 My girlfriend is beautiful but she is as dumb as a box of rocks. Seriously, if I give her directions for Rte 93 and there is also a sign that says Rte 3, she takes the first one that comes, regardless of whether it's the right exit. She thinks that because the Rte 3 sign is on the same post as the Rte 93 sign that they must go to the same place. This isn't the only thing she does. She really is dumb about some things but really smart about the meaning of words and feelings.



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166,261 Secret: Mindfulness meditation saved me from my head.



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166,260 I walk alone and I love it.



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166,259 The world is equally horrible and beautiful. I cry for both.



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166,258 I have no inner peace.

I am a constant burden to my friends. I need to find a way to cope that is healthy. I need to pull myself out of this. I can't let a man derail me so fully.

My self worth is so low lately.

I can't live like this. I can't keep doing this to my poor friends.

Please God save me from my head.



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166,257 Reach out, please.



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166,256 Every night I tell her how badly I want her. And every night she ignores me. How can you not see that after all that bullsh*t we went through im still gonna fu*king want you



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166,255 I just interviewed for a high profile position.  It's one of those jobs where if my name is googled and something bad comes up on social media, boom, I'm fired.  If a bad Facebook comment comes up under my name and somebody finds it, I'm fired.  When I knew I might be interviewed a few months ago, I googled my name and my e-mail addresses, and all this stuff came up.  I had a YouTube account and a Tumblr account that I didn't even know about that was showing up.  These were accounts I had set up so I could see other people's posts on the pages.  I ended up deleting my social media pages.  My Facebook page had been opened back in 2006 when they first allowed people outside of colleges to register was deleted.  Nine years of memories, gone.  God only knows how many "fucks" were on those posts, but nothing could be risked.  Now I have a new "friendly" account, but it's difficult to break the habit of not posting on sites where the comments can be read.  Everything can be seen on some of these pages.  What a mess.



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166,254 I wish you were here.



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166,253 I had a college work-study job where I worked in the Registrar's office and collated student grades and entered them into their file and managed the files. This was a big responsibility for a college kid of 19 and I had to sign numerous NDA agreements so that I wouldn't blab. The thing I learned that began my cynical turn was the enormous difference of standards for black vs white students. If you were a white student you had to maintain at least a 2.0 grade point average over three semesters and show progress in order to stay in school. I routinely filed the dismissal paperwork for many white students. But if you were black, you had to maintain a 1.0, the lowest possible passing grade, for just one semeseter to stay in school. We never, not even once, dismissed a black student who failed to make the grade. Even if they had a failing GPA they would be graduated and get the same degree as the white valedictorian. And the black valedictorian never had a GPA higher than 2.x. There was also an enormous amount of remedial and hand-holding for these students that was completely unavailable to white students. There were never enough funds. The program was called AID and it really opened my eyes. I used to ask myself, why don't we just give them all a PhD when they are born? The degree we are giving them now is worth the same toilet paper. A white high school freshman has as much mastery of the material as these black college graduates. I am not sure this is the way to achieve racial equality and I don't understand the goals of these programs. If it's to put blacks on equal footing with whites from a degree perspective, then just give them the degree and save everyone the money and time. Someone with a .6 grade point average can't possibly know jack shit about their course of study.



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166,252 I always go the friends with bennies route out of fear of being rejected. Sad thing is i later found out i had a real shot with this guy because he felt the same.



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166,251 My puppy turns a year old tomorrow and last week he contracted parvo. He's been in the hospital for the past week with a feeding tube down his nose and an IV stuck in his leg while he clings to life. He's been totally vaccinated and we have no idea how he got the virus, but we were just informed that he's doing better and might be able to come home for his birthday.
We're going to be happy he's home but sad when the nearly $10,000 in vet bills start to roll in. I don't know how we're going to do this, but I hope this puppy is worth it in the long run.
Oh did I mention....he's an adorable dark gray, very tall, very soft, very handsome great dane? Way too cute for his own good!



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166,250 I trust God, but I lock my doors every night. What does that say about me?



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166,249 Last night you were all over me in the car. Yes I know I pushed you away but I wasn't comfortable with what was happening, you told me you understood and now you've gone radio silent. I know you're seeing other girls who prob do put out on the first date but I'm not one of those. Be honest with me, that's all I've ever asked.   Sorry I'm one of the few girls left in this world with some self respect.



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166,248 Tonite Would be 1 of those nights  We'd be 2gether....Me & My Bud would be hanging out... Just Chillin....Doing some shots sitting at the Bar....Just PPl watching having a good time. Lookin back those were some of the Best times in my life. I guess for some of Us the Secret to life is....Finding out there is no  Secret to life!!!!



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166,247 I told you about my depression today..what I didn't tell you is that you're the one causing it. That's ok because I'm changing that too. Find someone else to torture with your toxic bullshit because I'm done.



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166,246 When I was in high school we had race riots every single year, beginning in 1968 when Martin Luther King was assassinated.

Almost 50 years later we are still having race riots.

But something is different. I look around and I see lots and lots of African immigrants making very successful lives despite their skin color. Lots. Ethiopians from east Africa...Nigerians from west Africa...you name it.

Got news for you people, this is no longer about skin color. This is about attitude.

The black people from Africa dress well (no pants dangling half way down their asses)...they try to learn and speak proper English...they make their kids work hard and get good grades in school. And they succeed.

Hey black America...I cannot imagine what it must be like living in a country where many people -- including cops --  consider young black men open game. And I am truly appalled at that.

On the other hand, get your fucking heads out of your asses and quit whining about being victims. Your black brethren from Africa are demonstrating throughout the country, and on a daily basis, that this is not particularly a color-of-the-skin issue.

And most of all...GET THE FUCK OUT THERE AND VOTE!!!!!



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166,245 I'm now in a friends with benefits relationship with the guy I thought was the one, who I had feelings for. After being rejected thrice he accepted to this proposal. Have I no self respect? One might ask. But this guy I think is worth the effort. I'm not sure if I want this to bloom into something more.  
Maybe..Love?
I don't even know what that means anymore.



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166,244 So you don't love me romantically but you do love me platonically. I think I can learn to accept that.

(But a tiny part of me will always hope your feelings will grow over time!)



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166,243 Any student of human history, no matter the level understands we are all the same species. Moreover, humans love to travel.

It would be near impossible not to know someone of "colour", in this age. As a matter of fact, to say person of colour, is a bit of a misnomer. Maybe we should exchange it for a more accurate description. How about melanistic peoples? This argument is silly. We are divided according to class. Foreigners can come here from Africa and live a far better life than than black American born, because they are in receipt of housing, disability benefits, refugee grants, medical, free tuition, and can work without any of the aforementioned being affected.

Tale a poor black person out of Detroit. Give them the same benefits, or better yet, since I'm of European ancestry and poor, wipe clean all our debt, our erroneous eviction records, our credit scores, give us our drivers licenses back, pay for our tuition, clothe us, feed us.

But that's right, we can't write home to a foreign land and say how amazing we have it. How good to us uncle Sam is. Instead we get railroaded in court, shaken-down by bored overly aggressive police, and no bank will touch us for a loan to get out of the hole into which we were born.

The racism is reversed. If your American and poor, your stuck. If your Asian, Russian, African, arrive poor, the golden gates open to you.

The poor need understand Te under one banner, no colour, simply status. The middle classes will be down here with us soon enough when food, housing, fuel, become too expensive to obtain. These are the folks who own firearms legally, that the cops really reference when they say "were out-gunned in the streets".

Napoleon would welcome a fight of a million men, but dreaded the thought of "the mob". Pissed, fed-up, hungry, disenchanted poor. We are the majority, lets rule by our birthright, our constitutional birthright.



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166,242 During a fuck session with my wife, she wanted me to tell her a fantasy story about me fucking another woman. So I told her how I fucked one of her friends. I told her every detail. I explained how we bumped into each other in the supermarket and starting talking. It was a good talk. We stood there for an hour. There was a vibe. I knew she felt it too.

During the talk I mentioned I would email her something. So later that day I did. This started a series of emails. They became playful and sexually teasing.

Then I asked my wife if she remembered when she went away for a long weekend with our kids to her sister's house. I explained that the friend knew this. She stopped by to make sure I was okay on my own. She offered to make me dinner. I offered her a glass of wine, which became a bottle of wine. Then we fucked.

My wife asked for all the details. SHe wanted to know where it happened. We stated kissing in the kitchen. I felt her tits there and fingered her pussy. Then I pulled her to the bedroom. She wanted to know if her friend sucked my cock. Yes. She wanted to know if I licked her clit. Yes. She wanted to know if I came in her pussy. No. She wanted to know if I came in her mouth. Yes. She wanted to know if her friend swallowed. A little bit, the rest dripped down her chin.

My wife orgasmed and said I was a great story teller.

The punchline is that it wasn't made up. It all happened exactly as I told it. My wife thinks it was fiction. Nope.



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166,241 I can not stand white Liberal elitist who think they have all social problems 'figured out' they use big words and shout you down if you don't agree. All the while most don't even know any people of color and if they do, they are sleeping with them to try to wash away their 'white guilt'. yes there is racism, yes it's getting better but we still have a long way to go. but blaming and pointing fingers is not helping. if a kid from Rowanda after watching his family killed in tribal fighting can somehow manage to come to this country and make it,why can't a kid from Harlem, or Baltimore or Detroit do the same?? because you have white liberals excusing them because of 'institutionalized racism' try living in a country with no clean water and war all around you.  I clearly see why the 'Black Panther Party' never allowed white people in their midst.

47 Black Male



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166,240 I do not drink. I do not take drugs. I do not steal to get what I want. I do not shoot things with guns. I do not bully people to get my way.

And you know what, I'm perfectly happy.



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166,239 Problem with most of today's generation, they do not listen, They are so busy transmitting, they cannot possibly be listening. Everyone talks at one time. Who is being heard?



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166,238 I have never seen my wife cry. We've been married for 17 years. Just not her thing.



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166,237 Some women seem so happy during sex. I see them smiling in photos. For some reason this really annoys me. I much prefer photos of women looking unhappy and miserable during sex.

M



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166,236 It really bothers me when I see a white person holding a 'Black Lives matter' sign. it's usually a young bleeding heart liberal or an older tree hugging hippy lady who probably has never really met a black person, in person.



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166,235 So my dirty little secret.....Many many years ago when I was a sophomore in high school I knew a life of almost constant bullying, being somewhat meek, a loner and weighing in at 90 lbs no doubt made me a fine target, one boy in particular seemed to go out of his way to make my life a constant nightmare, I still remember his name to this day! Anyway one day I remained very late for whatever reason and I happened upon him at his locker, he didn't notice me, the two of us alone and his back to me! I let him have it in the back of the head with a mop handle, he went down like the ton of shit that he was and I continued going to town on him! I have no idea what kind of damage I did and never cared, he was a vicious ass who probably wouldn't improve with age, I never saw him again at school or anywhere else, never heard anything about him and never enquired, I have no idea how badly I screwed him up or even if I killed him and don't care! Sorry kids but despite what they say violent revenge is its own reward!



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166,234 There's nothing like the feeling of loss you feel when a woman unfriends you on Facebook because you talked about tits too much :(



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166,233 USA has a black president who a lot white people voted for, there's organization meant only for black people and other minories ,there's black people in entertainment, they are back people who are educated with high paying jobs ,most football players and basketball players are black. Women can be and hold jobs that only men held in other countries,  you can still move classes regales of your upbringing if you work hard and put effort to it. Gay people can get married even adopt children in some states. Tell me a country who is as generous and diverse as the USA.  I'm sick of people complaining crying and talking about women inequality Lol ,even though we have women in politics , professionals and even CEO . It's stupid all the whiners and complainers need to travel outside the country just to see how good they have it here and quit being so ungrateful.



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166,232 I feel something's going to happen. My stomach knows.



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166,231 Fuck it. I'm taking my chance. I want to be with you.



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166,230 I've been with him for 13 years. He's made many mistakes, done me wrong, and hurt me. I've been a loyal companion the entire time. So, why do I feel so insecure today? Like I don't deserve him? Maybe it's all the women he stares at, in front of me. What does he do when I'm not there? Obviously, he's a man. He cheats. I don't really care about that so much. What am I going to do? Leave? I can't because there is nowhere to go. I'd rather be cheated on and have a home for me and my kids than not. I do have a plan and it's a work in progress. It's going well, my mission to independence. It's just going to take time. A degree isn't easy to get, but I'm plugging away and it's my main focus right now. It sucks though because I know that I probably won't leave him before he trades me in. I put up with all this shit just to he replaced. It's OK though, I'll be fine. I just feel so insecure.



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166,229 MLK was protested peacefully. But the what happened? Oh yeah, right. He got shot. Malcolm X was more aggressive. He got shot. No matter what you do or how you go about your  ways white ppl still view you as a "thug".



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166,226 May is BPD awareness month, so please take a hard long look in the mirror.



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166,225 I will wait for you forever.



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166,223 I want to kill myself. I really do. I hate life. If you don't love me then I have no real reason to be alive.



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166,222 I live in Australia my father work for an Australian company. And yes there's more racism there that will ever be in the USA. My whole time over there I never saw a black person even though the natives are blacks. Bow I lived in a big city Melbourne and even though they were many immigrants mostly Chinese and Greek , they were like no black people. As much as I love Australia and I think giving the opportunity would go back there racism especially the older people.



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166,220 So yea, she's mine now. We should have always been together but life got in the way.
But it was good for us to grow up & live our lives even though we came around every now & then through the years.
But she's mine & I'm not letting her go.
So stop searching for her online & get the fuck over it. I'm tired of cleaning out her email & deleting all the crap that is caused by you.
Hahaha yea she let's me in her email & Facebook & everything you were kept from.



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166,219 I get it.  I get it.  I want a friendship is all.



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166,218 I just came out of a relationship where he strung me along. He didn't know what to do and how to break up with me either.

If you know in your heart that this man is not doing it for you and you may have your own stuff to work through you need to acknowledge that your boyfriend's feeling are important. The sooner you are able to be honest with yourself and with him the more free the two of you will be.

I'm still hurting, but I know he and I are now free for something better. Neither of us are stuck anymore.

He wants to stay friends, but for me that hurts too much right now.  Maybe after some time goes by. In our case we weren't friends before we started dating. We met, he got my number and boom we we're dating.

Anyway, he ended it, he needs to be good with my timeline for healing and maybe a friendship in the future.



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166,217 i never loved my boyfriend. i am only obsessed. sex doesnt please me. at first i thought i was a lesbian but this situation just happened. i can make myself orgasm just by watching girl porn but ive never had a sex orgasm.

beyond this.. i am not happy. i dont know what the fuck im doing. im diagnosed with depression and i havent felt emotions in years. i am numb.

i pursued him and our relationship is peaceful and good. i still dont love him.

i dont want to leave him. he loves me so much. what should i do. please help.



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166,216 Here I am.  Where are you?



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166,215 I have this brother that is an alcoholic and drug addict - when I try to talk to our other siblings about how he is not to be trusted in any way, shape, or form, then I come across as the idiot and the one with the bad attitude and the unforgiving one. If they only knew - - - I'm going to start a private blog soon, that tells my story of when we were younger and how this brother treated me time and time again. It will be written in my will, the access for reading this blog, for my children only to read, upon my death. Our siblings will know the truth in the afterlife. Our deceased parents are already aware, I'm sure. Ha!!



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166,214 One of the biggest thrills in my life is not only that I get to regularly have sex with my gorgeous,  married,  coworker... But that we often sext throughout the work day.   Having her send me pics from the bathroom turns me so much,  I can barely handle it.

On a related note, I love seeing her wedding ring on her hand as she's fucking and sucking me,  love it



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166,213 Dr. King was shot as well as Gandhi.  Lincoln and JFK . That happens to true leaders that changed the world.



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166,212 When a cop stops me I am polite and do what he tells me and treat him with respect. If he violates my rights I can go and report him. I treat him with respect even he does not.
I don't tell him to f*ck off or spit in his face and try to grab his gun. These are rules that most Americans abide by.
How come only black Americans have a problem with this?



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166,211 I had a dream last night that I auditioned to be a prostitute.

I had an interview with this blond lady in a tight bun and a crisp outfit, very professional-looking. I don't really remember the interview. But I do remember that the last part of it was someone coming in to fuck me - this Japanese woman, also with her hair pulled back tight, who was not terribly good-looking. But I was aching, I was so aroused. She didn't even bother with the foreplay. Just got to work, like she was writing a grocery list instead of getting a stranger off. I was vaguely aware that the blond woman was right there, watching us. I came harder than I ever have in less than a minute. I could actually see my own squirt.

Then the Japanese lady left. She hadn't said a word. I didn't know what her name was. And I was too lightheaded to thank her.

The blond lady turned to me and said, "So. Are you in?"

I couldn't quite explain why, but I didn't feel right about becoming a prostitute. I smiled sheepishly and said, "You ever have one of those moments where you were so sure you wanted to do something, and then just when you had it, you changed your mind?"

She nodded and said, "That's a shame. Here's my card if you change your mind."

I woke up wet. Gee. I wonder why.



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166,210 I'm developing a huge case of performance anxiety about this woman. Which is especially stupid because I'm nowhere close to getting laid.



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166,209 Maybe we would all know what Martin Luther King would have to say about these riots if he hadn't been shot down for the crime of being black. Who wants to be the next Dr. King? How long would he be allowed to live? Yeah. I think we've all probably learned that lesson by now. I'm not volunteering for the position of martyr, either.



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166,208 "If one follows the rules, cops will not cross your path."

As a non-criminal, law-abiding, black man with a graduate degree who happens to live in a not-poor area in the Bronx (apparently an area I should not be able to afford but can), I have to enlighten you as to the TOTAL AND COMPLETE FALSENESS of that statement.  

The cops have crossed my path PLENTY, based only on the color of my skin.  Happens all the time in my own neighborhood. 



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166,207 Racism, racism ,racism blamed for everything.....
Please grow up America!



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166,206 The biggest failure of the Obama presidency is that he did nothing to sort out the racial problems in this country. He made it worse by reinforcing the idea that blacks are victims. In the 32 years that I live in this country it has been the same agenda from every black leader.
New immigrants come here, they work hard and achieve their goals. The American dream works for them but not for African Americans?
Liberals have not helped black Americans. They have  enslaved them once again -making generations become depended on welfare and public help. When it is not enough, they riot and blame the rest of America for their problems.
Obama -as the first black American president -had a perfect opportunity to call together all the black community leaders and to find a way to get the black families off welfare, find jobs , help their kids to  stay in school and guide them not to have kids at 14. In other words to be like the majority of other Americans, white, black, yellow, green or  purple
This has nothing to do with race but all about taking responsibility for you life. Follow the rules of society and this civilization. Once again not something difficult to do - most Americans live this way.
If one follows the rules, cops will not cross your path. Don't cry when you cross against a red light and  a car hits you.
Stop looking at government to take care of you -do it yourself. That is what freedom means. With freedom comes responsibility.
Pity the President did not use his clout to help his own people by educating them and getting them off welfare.
He could have been a leader like Dr. Martin Luther King and his legacy would have been great. Unfortunately his was too busy being a celebrity to care.



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166,205 Racism is way worse in other countries that will ever be in the USA. Just look at India where they still have a cast system and only have very light skin people on tv, same with Mexico where the indigenous people where treaded like 2nd class citizens even though most of the country is biracial, Venesula, Columbia and more other the same. Most Asian countries discriminate the dark skin Asian and don't let me get started on Australia.



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166,204 Rules my wife has ordained for sex:

- I am not to talk during sex, certainly no dirty sex stories.

- We must do it on her side of the bed. She is only comfortable on her side of the bed.

- She will always be on her back. It makes her too tired to be on top.

- Lights must me off.

- Kids must be in bed by 9ᛆ, she goes to bed at 10ᚷ, sex must occur in the 45 minute time window. But included in that time, she needs to wash her face, take out her contacts, brush and floss her teeth, put on her pajamas, and oddly, read one page from her book.

- Nothing sexual outside the bedroom. Never another room. Never outdoors. Never when we are staying somewhere else.

- If I remove her pajama bottoms during sex, I must fold them before continuing. I am not allowed to remove her pajama top because she gets cold.

- If I opt to touch her clitoris, I am to make repeating circular clockwise motions. No variations.

- Under no circumstances am I touch anywhere near her anus. The sex session will be immediately canceled.

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I have two choices. I can either put up with this control freak. Or I could cheat on her. What would you do?



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166,203 I'm tired of the manipulation. So very tired of balancing on eggshells. This time, it is forever. I will be moving out of the state soon and only a few people will even know what state I am moving to. There are too many hurtful people I have been forced around for far too long.



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166,202 My latest tampon had been in my anus (because It won't fit in my penis) for nearly 3 days, when finally the need to poop became too much, and it had to come out.  So I pulled into the nearest gas station, went to the men's room, and found an open stall. Reaching around behind me, I felt for the pull string, but by now the tampon had worked it's way so deep inside me that only about 1/4 inch remained outside my anus.  So I fished around a while till finally got a firm enough grip to gently tug the tampon out of my ass, and then of course, my rectum erupted with what seemed like pounds of "bio-mass", and it felt SO WONDERFUL! The whole experience just served to remind me how TERRIFIC it feels to ssssslowly ease a tampon out of one's ass!  In fact, the only thing that feels better is shoving it up in there in the FIRST place!



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166,201 My friends sometimes mention political tv talk show hosts. The names Glen Beckman, Sean Haggerty, John Stuart come up. I have no idea who these people are. I've never seen their shows. I don't know what they stand for. I don't know if they are ultra conservative or ultra liberal. I have no interest in politics. But when my friends mention these tv hosts, I nod along like I agree with whatever point my friends are trying to make.



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166,200 I've officially given my wife permission to fuck other men. This turns me on so much. I picture coming home after work and she then tells me she did it, she slept with someone that afternoon. I'd dig all the details out of her. She'd reluctantly tell me how he came inside her. I swear, I'd pop right then and there.



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