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166,999 I like a slow reveal.



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166,998 I need to end this. I'm sick of feeling so empty after. It hurts to much to think about it.


I'm sorry.



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166,997 princess loves daddy.

princess only wants daddy.



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166,996 So, I'm a single mom who gets no child support. I own my home, my vehicle, work 3 jobs, and pay my bills. You seriously have the balls to text me about how miserable your life is now that your separated from your loser husband? You live back at home with your parents, they pay all your bills and give you their credit card to go off and do whatever you want with your kids. Oh yeah, I can completely see how life is rough that they decided to put you on an allowance. Give me a fucking break. Try being a grown up for once. Stop complaining to me! Fuck that. You don't know what the real world is like.



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166,995 The principal of the elementary school when I was a kid was a straight up sadist. I mean this guy really got off on having children scared of him. He used to swoop into the cafeteria during lunch period from time to time and when he did, he expected every child to be sitting down and completely silent. If anyone ever dared speak or get up when he was down there, he'd holler at you to go sit on "the bench" where sometimes he would yell at kids under 8 like a drill sergeant and punch the walls next their heads. Sometimes he never showed up to punish you, but you still sat there crying in fear for your life all afternoon. My older brother said he once saw him drag a kid down some stairs. Why was this sick man allowed responsibility of so many children? We told our parents but it was the late 70's-early 80's that this happened and they put too much faith in the school system and thought we were exaggerating. I heard he died in the 90's and I thought good of that. I wish I could find where this guy is buried and piss on his headstone. Fuck you, Mr Lesiak.



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166,994 How do you really feel about me? Please.



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166,993 I think most school principals are into sadism.



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166,992 I have such a hard time expressing my emotions that it's even hard to put something on here.

A completely anonymous message board where no one will even know who is writing it.

How fucked are my emotions, eh?



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166,991 the fact that u DONT GIVE A FUCK that u runied my life....is astonishing



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166,990 @166987 Not every woman can. Try working your clit while applying pressure and rubbing to the G-spot. If you feel like you have to pee...don't stop.



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166,989 I hope I'm not making a horrible mistake doing this... given my track record with career choices, however, it seems likely that I am.

Oh well. At least I can volunteer first. Now, let's see how little time it takes for me to run away with my tail between my legs.



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166,988 "So... any luck?" she texts me.
With putting my tongue in your pussy? "No, not yet," I text back.
I think she might have been asking me about something else, though.



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166,987 I keep trying but I just can't do it. :( Does anyone know how to make yourself squirt?



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166,986 Even when I quiet my mind now I cannot capture your essence anymore so how is it that you are still in my heart..hovering…floating in and out like a shadow or one of those dreams you dream but cannot remember upon waking.

Loving you was like passing a mack truck on a one lane road, high upon a mountain, imminent danger around every bend.    What is it in my own psyche which keeps your name on the board when nothing about you had ever been good for me?

Is it your soul which in hindsight always seemed like it was in there somewhere screaming to be let out?    Deep down I could hear it and maybe this is why such a one way bond was formed.

This is a radical thought process to maintain but even if my face was plastered on a billboard outside your home, I still don't believe you allow my memory to take up a significant amount space in your history.

Or maybe where we were once out of alighnment before we are now becoming more the same.
I    just    don't   know   anymore.



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166,985 My 8 year old daughter is a really sweet kid. Smart, curious, kind, and adorable. I feel like we got really lucky. She does have one peculiarity.

When she first started potty training at around age 3, her poop would clog the toilet about 50% of the time. She would always use the same toilet, so I chalked it up to some anomaly with the piping at that toilet. It was an old house, maybe the line needed to be snaked?

After a few years, we moved to a new house that has 4 bathrooms. Since we've been there she has managed to clog all 4 toilets at various times. I can't tell you how many times I have plunged our toilets after she has used them.

Being a good Dad, I act like it's no big deal so she doesn't feel self-conscious about it. I would never, ever want her to feel bad about herself. But down the road, if I am still alive, before she gets married, I will have a little "talk" with her fiance, just to make sure he knows what a great girl he's marrying, and to make sure he knows how to clear a clogged toilet.



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166,984 A while back I blew a couple of anonymous guys I found on craigslist. I had been curious for a while and wanted to try it. I enjoyed it but decided the risks involved weren't worth the thrills, so I dropped it with no regrets.

No regrets that is until one of the guys I blew (and swallowed) shows up with his daughter to my kid's Saturday morning soccer! What a bummer! Instead of just casually hanging out watching my son play I have to keep track of this guy to make sure I don't bump into him or make awkward eye contact. Married, 46



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166,983 Facebook post:

"Can anyone recommend a travel agent specializing in European trips for families?"

Translation:

"I'm bragging that we are going to Europe. We have more money than you."



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166,982 I'm old. I'm 61. Elementary school doesn't seem so long ago. I remember all my friends and teachers. Life passes so quickly. It's cruel.



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166,981 Caitlyn Jenner is HOT!



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166,980 I was traveling in the Midwest for work, had to stay for the weekend as the deal took a bit longer.  Got the local paper to read and there was a picture of avery familiar looking woman in it.  She was railing against gay marriage, sex education and espousing a very religious conservative view point.  The name was not familiar so I didn't think much of it.

Went back a few weeks later to finalize the deal and there she was again with an big letter to the editor about how family values are the moral fabric of society. It bugged me that I thought I knew her but couldn't place the face/name.

It hit me a few days later, she was married and using her middle name as her first now.  

The secret is she literally slept with every man, woman and child who asked all thru HS and college. She left the small town we lived in when it came to light that she was sleeping with most of the married men for money after college. Huge scandal. Funny she has found god now and is so against gays when she had sex with tons of women. I guess a leopard can change its spots....or can it.  Think I will make sure I bump into her on my next trip, she was incredible in bed and simply loved anal



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166,979 Have you ever started to write something here, then something happens and it is gone before you can finish? That bothered me more than most things I've felt in a while.

That actually makes me sad. I want to experience the highs and lows of life. That not much of a low to be so irritated about. I'm impressed with how much I've let myself crumble. Why and I destroying myself?

I've always done things because I was supposed to. I had hoped that eventually I would want to, or something would inspire me to want to. Yet that has not happened. I can't convince myself to care. That had never worked.

I think I'm getting so disgusted with my apathy that it will eventually drive me to make drastic changes in my life. I know I can accomplish great things, I just never wanted to. That is suddenly an exciting thought. I just might do that.



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166,978 I wish I had married a warmer person. Everything in this marriage is to-do lists and schedules and chores. My marriage lacks any kind of charm.



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166,977 I've never lied about the crazy. If I said something untrue about that it's only because I really have no fucking clue myself.



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166,976 I have to tell myself periodically throughout the day she is gone.  I know  we are not going to get back together. May never even talk again. To many mistakes were made along the way. Even with the mistakes we made we still made it farther then I ever expected. Made to the point where I wanted to remarry and have kids. So I will continue  to secretly fantasize about how and when we will get back together.



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166,975 You just apologized profusely and got your way back in. Not even two days back together and you're back to treating me like garbage again.

Listen son, I'm a catch. I'm a babe, I'm funny, I can sing, I'm athletic, I'm well read and a loyal friend. You're the one missing out here, not me.

See what you want, kid, is a summer fling.

Me? I'm a big girl, I want an actual relationship. One where my significant other doesn't treat me like a piece of trash.

Oh, trash is out there, sure is. It just doesn't live here!

Best in your quest for getting laid and then falling off the radar. Here's hoping that the other ladies are more adept to your quirky, dodger ways.

I have tried and do not regret one moment with you. You are special.



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166,974 You can't please women these days....the say they marry a good man, presumably with a stable job and have kids. Is that good enough? No, then they complain life is fucking boring. It's like women think marriage should be some magical coaster ride, with a rich playboy, who wisks them around in private jets to explore the world and discover themselves. Get a fucking grip on reality, if you have a good marriage, get along, respect each other, have healthy good kids and enough money to eat, keep a roof over your head and go on a vacation now and then, YOU ARE A LUCKY WOMAN. Shut the fuck up saying you life is boring,...you make your life boring



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166,973 I'm going to go sit in a dressing room and wait for you,



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166,972 I broke up with my fwb of over a year because I caught feelings and he had recently started to be mean to me for no apparent reason. It's only been two weeks but I miss him and the incredible sex like crazy. I need  a real relationship but I don't want to fuck anyone but him. I'm hoping that one day he realizes how good we would've been together.... Even though I know it's extremely unlikely.  I haven't been able to sleep. I just wish things would go back to how they were before he started treating me like shit.



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166,971 Why on earth do you have to be so good to me. I don't deserve it.



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166,970 k.

I wish you could give us a real try. I know the timing is far from perfect for both of us. but I have enough faith that we can make it work. I would never leave you alone. you never have to feel that way again. even if you relapse again I would still stay with you and help you get back on your feet, and kick those bad habits again. i love you so much I would honestly do anything for you. there is no other man, I only want you and have since we met. I know it didn't seem like it back then. but given that situation, I was bored . trying to keep myself entertained you know how it is in there. other guy meant nothing haven't even talked to him since nor do I want to. I only want you forever. hope you realize that I am your true ride or die bitch. there till the end.

m.



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166,969 I really hope you know how badly it hurts when you lie, my little remarks are that of a broken person who you care nothing for, I've asked you to choose our life our marriage or leave, did you think I was joking? Did you not believe me that I would rather be alone than to be like this with you? I would spend a hundred lifetimes with you as you wish, but not if you can't even look me in the eyes and tell me the truth. As you said you're done were done and you hate me.... I get it now I do it's when all the shitty things come to the surface that's so easy to hate me, I wish I had it that easy, you're lovable and kind and the only one I want to be close to, I wish I was your heroine like you are my sanctuary, when I was a fuck off wife I was now that I have cleaned up my dirt you moved on, so please just go I love you too much to do it myself.



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166,968 Thanks goodness for the "Clear Browser History" button.



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166,967 My wife's family is very unkind. They are all divorced and bitter. Their ringleader is my wife's older sister. She's one very angry nasty bitch. My wife is the last remaining married sibling. The sister in law is on a mission to destroy my marriage so she can have more company in her misery. She's outright rude to my face. She constantly makes negative remarks about me. She does things like host a bar-be-que and tells my wife not to bring me along. Oddly it works. My wife stands by her dysfunctional family. My wife goes to the bar-be-que with our children while I stay home. I suggest to my wife it's not appropriate. She can't bring our children to an event where they will be told bad things about me. It's not right. It's not deserved. I've never been mean to my wife or her family. My wife goes anyway. The sister in law's plan is working. I'm now thinking about divorcing my wife.



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166,966 It happened in the ocean. A closed off reality that only involved the two of us, I lost track of time. I can't think of ever feeling so content. It was perfect.



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166,965 My husband says he's having chest pains and his jaw aches. Please let this be a fatal heart attack.



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166,964 If I take the meds I'm exhausted all the time. If I don't take the meds I'm nervous and scared all the time. Both choices are bad. Life sucks.



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166,963 I'd wish that she'd show up one day and cut off your dick with a dull kitchen knife. That would be justice. Except she'd surely get caught and lose the good parts of her life, too. So, I can't wish that. Makes me know why some people want to believe in karma so bad.



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166,962 M.

You are surrounded by people who love you, myself included, however you don't experience/or reciprocate the love.
I sat there listening to you talk about that. I am the exact opposite. I give so much love and care to others, but when Christmas,my birthday, any triumph or sorrow comes around, I am reminded  that I am all alone in this world. I wish I could have a quarter of what you take for granted.
K



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166,961 I don't think my wife realizes she is married. I think she got confused. She thinks she hired a handyman, driver, cleaner, cook, tutor, butler, gardener. Not only that, she thinks this person she hired should give her lots of money every week to carry on her 'fabulous' lifestyle. All she has to do in return is... absolutely nothing. No sex, no conversation, no nothing.

In other words, this marriage isn't worth saving. It wasn't even worth starting.



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166,960 20 years ago I promised myself that I would never fall in love again. That shit was painful.

Since then, using my head and not my heart: I've married a nice guy, had a couple kids, all while being in complete control of my emotions.

Seems smart, right?

Wrong.

I took the travelled path, not the road less travelled and it's boring as fuck.

What I learned?

Take risks, fall in love. Live loudly.

I regret so much and I've learned that I'd rather regret something I did rather than all the things I didn't.



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166,959 Bitch, please - that Canadian "celebrity" just set that stupid shit up with her baby to get publicity & become more of a "feminist" figurehead.  From what I can see, she's more crazy than pretty - guess that would be "stunning" enough for so many people.  

Her & that crazy actress who may be getting her kids back thanks to her weepy manipulation of our wonderful justice system - & her band of mommy fans, famous & not famous.  The same piece of "God Bless America!!" that was manipulated by that socipathic party girl into making so many people - especially horny men - believe she didn't kill her daughter.

Don't get me started on the "wife rewards" or whatever they call that high-end subculture, even if I see how well these women know how to live without love or any sense of relationships ... it seems to be a better alternative than homelessness.

The less said about that aging sex goddess exploiting her teen son while acting all innocent ... the better.  

Point is: these are some of the many reasons I'm becoming more of a misogynist.  I'm now actually also happy I let motherhood pass me by, since I've been seeing more how it would've brought out the worst in me.  If being a "mama bear" makes women more insane, I don't miss what I never had.



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166,958 I met a girl on match.com and we went out to have dinner. Although she said she was in her 40s, like me, it turned out she was in her early 20s. She wanted to meet a daddy figure. In the parking garage after dinner she jerked me off. I really didn't care for her -- she wasn't ugly but she was needy, clingy and boring. But I went out with her 2 more times for the sex. After that I was done -- but she wasn't. She stalked me like crazy saying she "loved" me. I would ignore her for months then when I was really horny and no one else was around, I would invite her over and treat her like shit and do disgusting things to her. She had to drive over an hour to get to my house. When she got there I had my cock out and told her to open her blouse and let me fuck her big tits then swallow my cum. She did it all, and i cummed all over her shirt which she looked at in dismay. Then I told her to get the fuck out. I don't think she was there 15 minutes. A month later she begged me to let her back in my life so I asked her if I could fuck her in the ass. She said ok. So she came over and took all her clothes off and leaned over the bed. My cock was raging hard and she cried pitifully as I forced it into her asshole. It must have really hurt becuase she kept yelling "fuck that ass fuck that ass" as I did it, all between sobs. From time to time I would pull out of her ass and fuck her pussy but she was screaming "no no not there, your cock is dirty, I get a UTI" but I didn't care, so I went from fucking her pussy to fucking her ass while she cried. After I came in her ass, I got up an walked out to watch TV. She came out of the bedroom looking dazed. I said, "what, are you still here? get the fuck out." and she said, "don't you want to cuddle now. You took my ass" and I said, "fuck no, get out of here." and she went in the bathroom and shit cum farts while she sobbed, then got dressed and left. But she kept stalking me. I ignored her, hoping she would go away. One day she called me even though I forbade her to call me. I told her to never call me again, but she pleaded with me and said I could fuck her ass again if she could come over. I asked, "Can I piss on you" and she yelled that that was disgusting but then she said softly, "ok, you can piss on me", so I had her cum over and take off her clothes and kneel in the tub and then I pissed all over her tits. She seemed all grossed out and dry heaved a couple of times, then I pisse on her face and she was really mad and got up and said, "you're sick, i'm leaving" but I told her to get back on her knees and I pissed all over her face while she screwed up her face like it was disgusting and pissed all over her hair. She looked at me with daggers. Then she blew me til I came all over her face and mout, "what did you eat?" she asked, "your cum is gross". And I said, "is it better than my piss?" and she said, "i don't know i didnt taste your piss" and I said, "if you ever call me again I'll make you drink it." and then I told her to get out. I didn't even let her take a shower. She smelled like a toilet when she left. She tried to contact me for months but I ignored her until one day she texted me "you can pee in my mouth" so I let her come over. She started to undress but I stopped her. "Get in the tub" I said,but she protested, "I don't have any other clothes to change into" and I said, "I don't fucking care, either get in the tub or get the fuck out." And she got in the tub. All this time I couldn't believe she would do each thing as it got worse but she did. She knelt in the tub and before she opened her mouth she said, "you're really disgusting, you know that?" and I said, "yeah but you're such a pig." and I pissed all over her and in her mouth and she gagged and spit the piss out and tried to move away from it but I kept up a good stream. Then I jerked off on her  and told her to get the fuck out. She wiped herself with a towel and threw it on the floor and left. The funny thing about all this is that all those months she was going to med school and now she's an MD examining people and whatnot and I still piss on her and never fuck her pussy even though she begs me to sometimes. I do this every few months, it's been going on for almost 10 years. She really is a total pig. I can do anything I want to her. How damaged do you have to be to let someone do that shit to you?



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166,957 My secret? I want to fall in love.
I hope you do too, even though it won't be with me. I want you to be happy too.



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166,956 Every weekend is the same, so much I want to accomplish but I spend all day in bed daydreaming. Even though I know I'll hate myself Sunday night when I have nothing to show for the weekend. Why can't I fix this???



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166,955 What do I want out of life. All the sudden I feel like I'm spinning my wheels.



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166,954 My father went crazy near the end of his life. I'm worried the same thing is happening to me.



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166,953 I've watched a bit of Louis CK's comedy and I didn't like it. But I think he's hot and I want to fuck him. How weird is that?



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166,952 God is hilariously laughing looking down at the tragic comedy that is my life.....

lesbian who can't seem to get a girl to like her.....



yeah real funny. Im dying here.
Throw me a bone......



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166,951 I dont understand....
I mean I'm not....hideous....
I dress well.
I smell well.
Im pretty smart.
Ive accomplished plenty.
Im healthy.
Im active.
I love to laugh
I know Im damn good at making you laugh
I want to live a life way better than the one we grew up with..........



what else do i need to do to be an option for you?
this flirting game we play 8 hours a day......and then for you to go home to someone who steals your stuff. Cheats on you. Smacks you around. Is jobless.....



oh oh! heres a bonus.....can't cook and I know you like my cooking....hahaha


I mean I guess as Im typing this I'm laughing but I'm really dying inside because my feelings for you are growing and you're just there. under a cloud Ive told you Im willing to pull you out from under.






I dont understand....... :/



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166,950 I try to make him happy. I hate to say this, but sex once every year and a half is not cutting it. I am attractive and look much younger than my years. I gave him an ultimatum, give me sex or I will find it elsewhere. I can keep the relationship, but I am tiring of this.



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166,949 Had sex again last night with craigslist girl 166912. In my 59 years I have never had a girl who comes so hard and often. She texted me the next day  and and mentioned having feelings for me. Uh oh. This is supposed to be a professional relationship



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166,948 I am 48. I was a wild punk rock girl. I am with a man whose life was cloistered in music. He is the epitome of a "suit". I am still wild. It is strange for me. This salesman. He loves me, but this is weird. I love him, too, but he tries to suppress my weirdness on occasion. I find it fun to tell him to fuck off. We both have been through hell together, and we share the same birthday. I guess sometimes you find love where it is least expected. If you are lonely, don't give up, ever. This man was my patient. Funnier still, he is almost as smart as I am. Hail Eris!



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166,947 I love men always have always will.  But...I don't need one in my life full time in order to be happy.   Some men have a very difficult time understanding this.  

I'm not looking and should the moment arise when I am finally ready to open up and let someone in then it will happen.  

Nothing will change when it does.  I will be just as happy as I am right now with maybe a bit less energy..wink wink.



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166,946 Chasing the dream of a guy. This guy, then that guy, then the next guy. They were all perfect once. They were the answer to all of your problems. You change, they change, but the dream remains the same. Will anyone ever live up to the image of your daddy? Your dad doesn't ever really love that way, so you search in vain for the aloof lover who will fulfill your dreams. These two things won't ever exist together. Commitment demands caring and dedication, the kind you long for in your emotionally distant gentlemen. That's why you keep hitting the wall over and over again. It isn't fair. Life isn't fair.



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166,945 I am crying in a store dressing room because I realized that I look for you in everyone.



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166,944 166942 I feel you
I'm in a way similar boat and my instincts are telling me to jump ship
But yet here I am
Clinging to stay afloat



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166,943 I'm laying a trap
To see if you fall into it
"Turnabout is fair play"
So damn curious to see if I'll snare you
That it hurts



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166,942 Yeah I found out today that I'm nothing more than a roommate to you a companion. Someone to just get you off once in a while and help pay bills with no consideration for my own pleasure. It saddens and hurts me to think that your "queen" is in another state, possibly waiting for you to sort stuff out and get your shit together. And you were going to use me for that end.  What a fool I was to fall for your lies. I'm leaving as soon as I get a place and you can do whatever. I don't feel like your girlfriend. We don't act like a couple    We barely kiss. We don't hug. We don't cuddle or hold each other at night. I need that to feel emotionally bounded to someone. To you. You don't need it. Or you act like you don't. And if me not being your one and only is not enough to make me leave you, the lack of affection and sex is. so there you have it. It is what it is. I'd rather be alone than live like this. I may as well be alone. So when I'm gone, you can have whoever, whenever I'm beyond caring at this point. Will i miss you? Sure .I'll miss the man I thought you were. I won't miss the person you've shown yourself as the liar and cheater. You have a lot of good qualities but for me the bad ones outweigh the good and I'm tired of lying here next you every night crying myself to sleep. Or crying in the shower.i can't explain to you the hurt and the anger i feel. You say I'm stupid for thinking or feeling a certain way.but my instincts are telling me different. I just know when a man loves someone, he does everything in his power to make them feel loved and safe and secure in his love. I don't feel any of that. When a man loves a woman, he wouldn't be able to keep his hands or lips off of her i don't get any of that.. nada . I'm just a companion a roommate. Nothing to you.



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166,941 "Hey
I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do"


The reason why I contacted you is because I have come to realize people are not good or bad. People are not extremes of one or the other. We all have very mixed inner worlds and aspects that influenced them.

I know when I met you had been mistreated in the past, and I know you were a good person. I know when you went through your life you saw things most people don't see, and you experienced danger. I know you have a good heart.

I know you hurt me. I know you don't remember even half as much as I do about us.

I remember. And if I look inside myself, I know I mistreated you first. I know the things you did to me were deplorable, but I love you. I will always love you because in my mind's eye I still remember those distinct moments when I knew you were good. It's like when you catch someone doing an act of kindness when they don't see you.

I don't know long I have left to live, nobody knows.

I don't know if I will agree to see you. I don't want to stir any old emotions, I have been through a lot.



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166,940 I check out Cave  Canum on a daily basis to remind myself on how other people live and that everyone has issues. I am blessed to have a stable life of my own making. My main "issue" is having an ongoing vivid wild sexual life with a pseudo husband in my head but at this time, I choose to be without a partner for personal reasons. (Let's just say if I had a partner now, he would be a very happy man! ) Nevertheless, reading Cave Canum has made me more empathic and non judgemental towards others, more accepting of all kinds of people. Cave Canum  makes me realize that we all are both good and bad, even hypocrites, given what people do in their lives. Reading Cave Canum has helped me broaden my horizons about other people and their choices in life. Thank You, Cave Canum, for helping me grow in reading and relating to other's experiences!



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166,939 My husband getting head (from me) won't happen anytime in my foreseeable future.
That's just what happens when you are just untrustworthy enough to make me doubt you.
& to think, I happily, & with great lust, gave it to him on average 3x a week before. I'd even swallow, & was totally okay with not orgasming myself. Because that's how love works (at least for me.)
Yeah, he should have appreciated it. I can't say I know a single female friend that actually enjoyed giving head. I did!
But he's not getting it from me. He might realize sex and intimacy are important, but I think that wisdom may have arrived too late.



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166,938 It makes me sad that I'm the best option my children have. I like to think they might have a chance as they already have one thing I did not: a parent who loves them and puts them first.



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166,937 I was going to drink last night.  I decided I was going to finish off a bottle of wine.  But I just sat down and watched TV instead, and went to bed.  After 25 years of heavy drinking, I've just stopped.  I don't know why, but I just stopped.



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166,936 My father was so gross.  He'd be relaxing in his room wearing nothing but sweatpants, and he'd order me, his daughter, to come talk to him with his dick obviously a-swing under this sweats.

And he wonders why I haven't spoken to him in ten years.  Um... probably because you're a sick fuck, old man.



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166,935 well fuck you too. nice nickname btw. i think it suits you more than me. tonight was all the proof i needed that you are in fact a cold fuckwad. i try. it's you whose not picking up on my signals... sadly i still love you. i have since we met.


and btw. it was a miscarriage.



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166,934 If you want to, please...keep looking for what's out there
I think maybe a working gal by the hour would better suit your needs
Even though you "wanted to change your life"
Fucking gag me,
I feel like your princess of  nothing

If you don't want all of me
Set me free
But you're dolling it out
Enjoying yours while I
Enjoy the perks and crumbs

Even better....
I find it in me to release myself



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166,933 It's the middle of the night. I know it must be real hard doing nothing all day, but people with actual jobs who work full time don't want to hear how loud of a loser you can be. Would you kindly shut the fuck up, you ignorant douche.



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166,932 Any female wrestling fan who says she never fantasized about being gangbanged by The Shield is lying.



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166,931 The alcohol is ruining my brain and I can't find a reason to quit.



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166,930 Im so over empty promises and the "what if's" that surround this relationship.
We are engaged, you fucker. Come home after work, not the strip club. I'm very tolerant, but I'm getting very tired of the shit.



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166,929 Kevin, you are terrible but I want to fuck you. But you can't talk. It would ruin the whole thing. But I do want you to scream.



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166,928 M.
I keep a journal. You probably know that. What you don't know is that everyone I come into contact with has been christened with an archetypal nickname. Yours has just become
"Tin-man". I have fallen in love with a man who has no heart, no soul, no warmth and no emotion. I used to think you were just shy or one of those "slow to warm up" personality types. Now,
I think I need to do a reassessment and figure out exactly what I get out of our friendship, because I am beginning to believe that I have never met a colder and more remote person than you.
I think I used to supply the warmth for both of us, but I am afraid its chilly with you and I don't have enough warmth to survive your chill anymore.
K



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166,927 Well Bud,
Tonight would have been an excellent night to go to the bar and ppl watch. I remember the smile on your face when I did or said sumin stoopid..just to make you laff. Sooo this 1 is for You Bud....Rubbin your thigh lookin into your Eye's......... :-)



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166,926 im sorry



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166,925 Seems like you were more attracted to someone who tries really hard to be cool, rather than someone who doesn't have to try at all to be himself. I don't want to fit inside the box. I don't care about the box. You are going to miss that whenever you decide to grow up.



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166,924 Someone is toying with your head, dear.  If I ever saw you on the street, I'd punch you in your fucking throat.



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166,923 I have never understood why he only chooses to show me his worst side when I know perfectly well there is good he could have shown me.   Maybe he hated me for loving him so unconditionally.  
It's a mystery that haunts my heart.



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166,922 I often wonder...would you ever date me again....



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166,921 My life is so beautiful it blinds my eyes



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166,920 Our culture teaches women that liking sex is shameful and dirty. Women who engage in casual sex are called sluts and whores and considered "used up." Its true that lots of older women lose their sex drive. But I'm a girl in college and most women I know love sex. Penetration feels really good, it just doesn't make me cum. Which is really not the end of the world. I still like it.



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166,919 I am an escort, and have been for 12 years. Never in twelve years have I had 7 cancellations in a row, but that's where I'm at right now. I'm fucking scared and feel like I'm probably gonna actually lose my apartment.  No one had any respect.  I'm so sad today and it's not right to have to deal with this over and over
Men lie and lie. This disregard for my needs and time is completely fucked up. I don't deserve this. Just STOP.



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166,918 I think Hillary Clinton is delusional. She has done so many bad things. I don't know anyone republican or democrat who would vote for her. Yet she thinks she'll become the next President. I think some people get too big for their own head and behave in these embarrassing self-serving ways. The same thing is true of bosses and spouses, just not so publicly. I wish people could take a step back and see themselves.



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166,917 When I think back to all the times my dad would walk around the house wearing only boxers, yuck. It was so wrong. Why wasn't he wearing pants? It was completely inappropriate. I was too young to see it then, but I see it now. There's never a need for grown man to walk around with no pants in front of young girls.



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166,916 i love you lenny



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166,915 When did braces become the new status symbol for teens? It used to be a gold chain or an iphone. Now to be cool and look rich, you need to be wearing braces on your teeth. I see kids who don't even need braces wearing them. What a world. I can't believe how the parents go long with this, but I guess the parents are so into status themselves that they think nothing of dropping $5,000 on unneeded braces.



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166,914 Confirmed - The date you had the affair and the date that I was infected with HIV - the same time period according to the doctor.

Me - I will be fine. I am considered an elite controller with virtually undetectable viral load.

You - I will let the state tell you that you are infected. Based on what I am hearing, you haven't been healthy lately. Such a shame. Guess you shouldn't have lied to me about everything in our marriage.

Karma coming full swing!



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166,913 Oh, forgot to mention on my story below. M/59



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166,912 I found this ad on craigslist casual encounters W4M. Ad read "Early morning car head." Wtf, I'll answer that. I'm just getting up at 6 AM. I'm a widower, morning head is awesome (anytime head for that matter). When my beautiful wife was alive we had great sex- be it morning, noon and night. It has been a few years for this kind of encounter so wtf, go for it.

It took a minute of chatting back and forth but for sure there was a real person there. Turned out to be a 24 year old girl. Ok, I can dig this, but how does she look? I asked her for a pic. She sent two pics; a selfie of her face and another from her vj looking up. Upon verification that it really was her I was flabbergasted. She was stunning-slim, petite, beautiful smile, nice teeth, perky tits, incredible ass. This encounter deserved more than an early morning car bj. I decided I'm bringing her back to my place

Told her I will be there in 10 minutes to pick her up and bring her to my house. She said she usually doesn't do outcalls. I explained to her that I am a daddy of two kids, a respected member of the community (all true) and she will be 100% safe. She was standing outside in her driveway and sure enough, she was just as stunning as her pics. She got in the car and we drove away.

Got back to my house at 7 AM. The kids (20 and 23) were still asleep. Brought the girl to my room and we began to make out like long lost lovers. It was amazing. She unzipped my fly, unbottoned my pants and I did the same to her. As her pants dropped to the floor she had no undies, Her vj was smooth as silk. Our hands were all over each other and she wass dripping wet. OMG, my dick was throbbing.

To make a long story short she grabbed my hand and jumped into bed. I have an oral technique that I developed over the years with my wife and it drove her crazy. So as  this girl was lying there I went down on her. OMG, she arched her back, rolled her eyes in the back of her head, became very vocal and was writhing in orgasmic pleasure. For the next half hour we played the three-hole and she had four incredibly explosive orgasms. It was awesome to say the least.

Afterward we got dressed and I took her home. I pulled out the sixty bucks to give her and she turned it down saying she did not expect a date like this. Then we kissed, hugged and said goodbye-but not before we made plans for a real date, on Saturday.

We are texting since then and are so looking forward to our next date. Where it goes from here is anyone's guess. But something tells me there are two strangers who have met and have something to say. Will it survive? Time will tell.

Lodi



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166,911 I feel like my instincts are screaming at me right now...

Leave, Fly, Go!!!  

I've been no angel, but damn, not sure if I even want to try and hang with a person I feel has been so disingenuous towards me



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166,910 I told you that when I'm done, I'm done. Took me over 20 years to get to that point. It was not a decision I came to lightly. Been almost 4 years and now you want to see if we can have a relationship? Seriously?? Newsflash for ya : I've moved on. My wife has moved on. And so have my kids. You are not needed nor are you wanted in our lives. So have fun in your life. You won't be having fun in ours.



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166,909 I feel completely desperate. It feels like absolutely nothing has gone right for us in years; the only good thing has been our daughter, and honestly I feel sorry for her that she's got stuck with us... Or at least me. She's a good girl, and so smart. She deserves more than I can give her.

I'm so tired of everything crumbling before our eyes. Every time we see a light at the end of the tunnel, the tunnel collapses and we have to start digging our way back out.

I don't know what to do. I wish there was a way I could make a lot of money fast. Scratch offs sound wonderful, but we'll just become more broke with our luck. Same with casinos. I've seriously considered stripping, but I doubt that would work out; somehow that would blow up in our faces, too. Plus, I don't want to tell our daughter on day-because I know she'd find out at some point- "yes, dear. I took off my clothes for strangers and let disgusting older men and terrible younger men slip dollar bills into my thong. They Made me uncomfortable and turned me into an object, but I pretended it was ok because hey, what's a little self worth when money's involved?" I want to set a good example of what a strong woman should be for her; that's why I went back to school.

Now, though, I feel like I've made a mistake. Everything seems to be falling apart, and I can't fix it. So much of it feels like my fault. I never should have left my job. I shouldn't have taken metformin; I had no right to drag a child into our unraveling life... as much as I love her, I wish I'd never tried to have her. I'm not a good enough mom. I can barely provide for her. I don't play with her enough. I get mad and fuss at her over inconsequential things. She deserved better than me.

You did, too. If I'd really loved you, I would have left you the summer we got married, the day I broke down and told you I didn't think I could have children and that you deserved someone better. I should have stood my ground. It would have hurt-excruciatingly so- but maybe you could have had a happier life.

I wish I could just unexist. I won't kill myself, even though I want to, because it's selfish. I feel selfish leaving the two of you stuck with me, but I know it would be worse if I did the cowardly thing and ended it. I often feel like my child would have a better chance if another woman raised her. I feel so guilty. I wish I'd never been born so you wouldn't have met me and gone through this.

I've wondered if we might be better off splitting up. Maybe we could get straightened out each on our own, then fall back together and be ok. It's become a fantasy.

I wish life had a reset button. I'd go back to the apartment. I'd love you, and we'd make better decisions. I wish things had never started to fall apart. I wish I were stronger. I wish I were better. I wish I didn't dream of running away.
I'm sorry. I love you.

I don't know what to do. I'm so scared.

I'm torn between begging you to leave me and clinging to you for dear life.



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166,908 I get that girls "let" sex happen, but don't get the idea that they actually "want" sex. I mean, if I want sex I'll go out and meet girls and flirt. It's pretty obvious. But girls don't do this. They may show up but they don't flirt very much or try to get laid. If they did try to get laid it would be so easy (obviously). I knew a philosopher guy in college who concluded that girls really don't get horny or like sex in the same way that guys do otherwise casual sex would be way more common. In the end we figured that the penis isn't very well suited to please a girl sexually because it doesn't rub the clit when it's inside her. It didn't help that my mom said girls don't like sex and only do it to please the guy. Porn is so fucked up. You see girls squirming in pleasure as the penis goes in but no girl has ever reacted like that to my cock (as perfect as it is) so it's obvious that girls are just faking pleasure. Just once in my life I want to meet a girl who admits she gets pleasure from penetration. I want to hear her say she loves having cock in her pussy, but you don;t hear that, do you? No. Girls don't go around saying stuff like that. It's always about her feelings and how safe and "close" she feels to her partner. You never hear a girl say how good her pussy feels. You never hear a girl say she's craving a cock inside her. Maybe because cocks are overabundant and essentially useless. The philosopher never went that far, but I think his wisdom is finally starting to make sense.



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166,907 My wife wears inappropriate clothes around the house. We have teenage boys. We also have house guest sometimes. My wife wears skimpy Italian tees with no bra. Everyone can easily see her nipples. They also poke out. And from the side view, the tee is loose enough that you can sometimes see her entire boob. I've asked her to be a little more humble with this. She doesn't care. Kind of sick to show off your body parts to your own teenage boys.



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166,906 K,

it was love at first sight.(well second in our case).. I wish I.could say I love you. but it feels to soon. I.hope you know I do. I would do anything for you. I LOVE YOU.

M.



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166,905 I know you love me, you prove it in the strangest ways. You don't want me looking back but looking forward is not reassuring me at all. I know you're stretched too thin to tell me what I need to hear. I can't get my arms around you and I am driving myself up the wall!



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166,904 Crisis averted.

I had this weird yet heartwarming moment just now. I love her to death and I will long after she has left, but we fight. Like everyone. And we were so close to getting into a fight and I told her I have a shitty day literally every day and she told me she has one too. And I said im sorry im sorry about that, I really am, and she said im sorry back, and we had this strange connection for a second. Idk



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166,903 Im writing this here because I don't really wish to hate anyone in the world. I don't mean anything mean but I need somewhere to vent. I hate people like her. She is a sycophantic, manipulative person. She has a lack of self-love that has become virtually sociopathic since everything will go into her ego consumption. I have thought hard and wondered if I could possibly be projecting or maybe I am being a hypocrite..but I think I am just angry that she tried to pursue me and her blind-of-me reaction in which she attempted to corner me every block. I don't know why she thought this was okay. She didn't hear me say I wanted her to back off...she heard it..but its as if she didn't care. When i reminded her of how she might feel when she was trapped once before, ( to get her to empathize with me), instead, she cried and called me inconsiderate.  I think this hurts because I don't want to hate anyone and yet I can't make sense of how a person is so wretched and disgusting. To have had intimate relations with this person and then to have them corner me and steal my phone to get me to go with them. I am angry at the entitledness of this person. every time i see her name pop up on my Facebook I want to do something terrible but i won't...and i know hate won't get me anywhere.



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166,902 I made pesto the other day. I picked the basil from my garden. I put it in the food processor with oil, cheese, and pine nuts.  It was delicious. My husband and children thought so too. Afterwards, when cleaning up, I was putting the leftover basil in the fridge. That's when I noticed there were inch worms on the leaves---- many many inch worms on the leaves. Shh, don't tell my husband and kids. PS - I want to puke.



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166,901 I am always the prettiest woman in the room. I pretend I don't notice, but I do.



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166,900 Workaholic boyfriend just got called a slacker by his boss. He already puts work before everything and is not nice when he is stressed out at work. It is sending him into overdrive. This is hands down going to ruin our relationship. I hate his f'in boss.



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