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167,199 I know of an all knowing, all loving, all forgiving, omnipresent omega source from which all energy stems from and returns to. The term "God" is merely a term, a box of understanding we put the driving force of life into, because we can't always comprehend it at its maximum, in its true form. Giving it guidelines severely hinders its actuality, that it cannot be guided, or taught, or remotely understood from anyone other than your internal psyche connecting to it purely with intention. That's why people KNOW God, or remain skeptical. Th
ey either meet with it and its many ways of getting our attention, or, they curse it, for they only notice the bad, or the taken away, never the given or the received.  Life is magic, I will vouch for that my whole life. Its immaculate and grand, and we are reflections of that perfect love.



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167,198 I wish my boyfriend was more considerate.



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167,197 It's times like these that I start to derail. Not this time. No matter how painful, I will not go back to the hole. I will stay above water, gasping until my very last breath.



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167,196 I've noted lately you tend to abuse me  physically close to a time I have mentioned your ex and her sexual exploits . it's no coincidence . my goodness ...if you only knew half of the way she (literally) spreads herself around with just about every man she meets at least once or twice ..yikes ..I'd be a bloody pulp !  :( some things are best left unsaid ..is my new motto .



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167,195 >166451   It sux, right?
It's been 2 years for me and her. After 26 years together she passed on. I'd trade it all in to be with her again.



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167,194 So what if I rejected you? Don't you have other hoes you can bother? I bet you do. I'm probably in your phone as Girl #3. Let me guess. They've all stopped talking to you because you're so annoying and I'm the only one who will respond. Please do not call me "hun". You sound STUPID!



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167,193 My aunt passed away earlier this year, and tonight was the burial. Growing up, she was always my favorite aunt.  Very outgoing, witty, very dirty minded in an amusing way, and always the life of the party. As I grew up and moved away I didn't see her much, so as an adult we were not close. I wish I didn't let that happen. I miss you Aunt J!!  XOXO



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167,192 There are so many fucked up stories here. I have had some crap in my life yet when it comes to a partner in life I win the mega-million lottery. My wife and I are one.

M/60   30 years. We kiss in the morning and kiss at night and in between there's a whole lot of loving going on.



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167,191 I said goodbye to my dog a month ago and I'm still so broken up about it.  I love you so much baby.  I hope you know that!  I'm so glad I got to hold you while we said goodbye!  But it wasn't enough!  I just miss her so much! :(



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167,190 Yeah, I should've become a mother just like I should've become a teacher.  Because I'm so smart, pretty & nice.

Instead of grad school & relocating, I should've married the nerd you wanted to introduce me to at a nice wholesome Sunday lunch.  At least I'd be secure instead of fulfilled.

I saw your face in the town newspaper some weeks ago.  You did not age well at all.  No idea if you're still with that closeted socially awkward man who was going to save you along with himself ... but babies & grandkids always make everything better - am I right?

Just have some more ice cream & lots of chocolate, & everything will stil bring hope ...



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167,189 Getting old(er) is horrible. Anything worth anything is taken from you. Your looks, your strength, your connection to the culture. Soon you will be old, flabby & disgusting. We should all die before we are 40. There is nothing good beyond that.



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167,188 Sometimes when I feel really upset and insecure, I just puke. Not because I'm nauseous or anything. Just because I need to get rid of the feelings and apparently the best way of doing that is just to hurl.



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167,187 People always tell me I'm pretty. I have never believed them. Compliments feel fake. I don't think I'm pretty at all... I hate myself. And if I had the money i would get an insane amount of work done. Everything. I would be unrecognizable.



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167,186 I have a bald spot and it annoys the crapola out of me. When did this happen?????



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167,185 My boyfriend is ugly.
No if, ands, or buts about it. He's ugly, both inside and out.



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167,184 I was pre-med in college. This was before the internet. Probably good I gave it up. Now that I see their true colors, by their postings on chatboards, I'd hate treating them and making them well.



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167,183 So many people are concerned with how attractive they look, and I've always dressed sloppy and walked around unshaven with my shirt hanging out.  Why?  Because I know I'm so attractive that it doesn't matter how I dress.  In fact, I've never cared about my good looks.  And then yesterday I realized why I don't care.  It's because good looks are like air - it's not important unless you don't have it.  But still, I'm a slob.



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167,182 Some women are so hopelessly insecure, it doesn't really matter what you do. There is no trust. You can sneeze the wrong way, and the next thing you know is that you are pinned to the floor by a insanely jealous mouth-breathing maniac. Not true for all, or most, but for anyone facing this no-win senario, I suggest you cut ties immediately. It's like my friends say: a little bit of craziness is a good thing. Full-on batshit crazy will take years off your life if you let it.



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167,181 If you're participating in an activity that you can't tell your spouse or significant other about then yes, it's cheating.



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167,180 It's been 4 months, & I haven't given his dick any attention.
Fuck that.
When you deserve it, it'll happen.
When you become someone that I actually want to fuck, I'll gladly do so, like I've done before...
But you're a jerk & i'm not attracted to those anymore.



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167,179 Honey, even if you lived in a London penthouse or a gorgeous beach spread facing the Pacific Ocean, you'd still be complaining & hating on everything.

Time to find out what really bothers you.



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167,178 I think he's very mad at me and throwing a tantrum.



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167,177 My wife's sister doesn't like me. I'm always nice to her. She's always snippy back. She also bad mouths me when I'm not around. I never let on that I notice. I just keep on being nice. Everyone thinks she's jealous because she married a dirt bag. She can't in her head get mad at her sister for this, so she gets mad at me instead, as if that makes sense.

I have to say though, I get some kind of soothing satisfaction out of this. I like being nice to people, even when they act like shitheads. More people should try my approach.



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167,176 My old street. My old house. My old life. Ha ha, gone with the wind. I always want to fix what was wrong when I see this, but it matters less and less. I can almost look at it now with complete indifference. That's the part that was never meant to be, but here it is.



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167,175 It troubles me to hear that 5% of middle schoolers have had sexual intercourse. My daughter is in 8th grade. Which means one student out of every class of 20 has lost their virginity. My god, they are 8th graders!



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167,174 There's an old cigar box on a top shelf in my house. My children have never been curious enough to open it and look inside. Good. It contains human ashes.



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167,173 I can't stand my roommate. She's a slob. I spend my time cleaning after her and all I want is for her to get a life and get the fuck out.

That will never happen though because she is so deep in the closet she can actually see Narnia.

Fuck my life.



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167,172 I dont care how physically unappealing you might think someone is, but everyone has a beauty to them. just not everyone sees it.



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167,171 It must be real hard sleeping all day and partying all night, but for the people that work 9-5 six days a week, there's this thing called sleep that we look forward to. So, if you could do the whole world a favor and either kill yourself or shut the fuck up, that would be great! I mean, there's nothing I love more than having to keep my window closed in an overheated apartment with no AC, because it's either that or get no sleep. But no, keep blasting your "music" in the middle of the night, it's not like there's other people living around you. Oh wait…

This whole area is a nightmare. Nothing but a bunch of lazy fuckers who found a shortcut to the top, some followers that clung to their ass hair like dingleberries, and over privileged trust fund babies who think they can do whatever they want because mommy and daddy left them a hefty some of money. What are you, 40? 50 maybe? And you still act like you're in high school? Pathetic man. Just sad. Grow the fuck up.

I can't wait to move away from this trash. Yes, trash. Trashy people with trash behavior doing trashy things. Enjoy living on the street when your wishing well runs dry, maybe you could write a song about that on some toilet paper when you're giving some dude a BJ for a cheeseburger. But if you think I'm going to let this shit slide, you're wrong. You're wrong on every level.

Get ready motherfucker.



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167,170 I read a news item today about "an elderly man in his 50s".

I'm in my 50s. So I'm elderly?

Fuck.



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167,169 My wife thinks she's beautiful. She couldn't be more wrong. It's dangerous what well meaning parents tell their little princess. She grows up believing it.



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167,168 I never ever NOT wanted you.
Don't you ever fucking doubt that.



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167,167 Give me a break and lighten up a little.  You act like I cheated or lied or killed your cats. I did say some stupid things in the past though.



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167,166 If people only knew how crazy they sound when posting on Facebook...

But then life wouldn't be so entertaining.



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167,165 167137 I did the same thing. I'm 65 now and still feel guilty and always will.



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167,164 I just wish someone knew how this anxiety consumes me. I feel alone. I lose it over small unfortunate things and situations and say really weird mean things and dwell and dwell and dwell. What am I going to do when the big things start happening ?? Kill myself ? Then there's the depression after an "episode", I've hurt my kids by acting this way in front of them, what's wrong with me?! I hate the vicious cycle that is so unpredictably predictable. I've ruined my son. I dont want him like me,please not like me.



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167,163 Finally getting my break in radio!



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167,162 Vehemently pro vaccines, and you have no children? Why don't you go take some more of the meds your mommy has always fed you, and leave the serious talks for the grown ups. Yes sweetie, we know you can parrot every thing you've ever read. Good for you.



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167,161 Here I am - a few weeks before I get married. Nervous anticipation won't ease at all.
Knowing that I'm about to marry someone that is my best friend, an amazing lover, and the one person that would do anything for me - what an incredibly fulfilling and inspiring feeling.
I've always loved him, as long as we've known each other.
I've finally got my happily ever after.



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167,160 is it really cheating if your significant other can't be bothered to show any interest whatsoever? of course i mean sexual, but also just in day to day non-sexual things. i'm really at a loss to explain why people couple at one point, and then seem to take pride in de-coupling and using it as leverage. who decided the winner is the one who can turn on the other the quickest? what happened to picking the best one for you, and appreciating them?

M/not cheating, but understand why some do



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167,159 Every gracious thing my wife has ever done is really some ruse to get something for herself.

Take this week. She cozies up to me in the morning and asks if I'd like to come to CostCo with her.  She tells me she likes my company and it would mean so much to her on an emotional level if I could hang out with her at CostCo. Alright, I go with her to CostCo. Turns out she needed to by some very heavy bulky items for a large party she and her friends are organizing. And look, I just happened to be there to do all the heavy lifting. How about that.

Another day this week our son is in a school concert. She tells me it starts at 7ᚨ pm, but one of us has to bring him over at 6ᛆ. She says she'll do it and I should stay home and take advantage of the extra 15 minutes of quiet time. She says I deserve it.  But after the concert, look what happens. Turns out her friends were out somewhere drinking. And luckily, we have two cars at the concert. So I can bring our son home while she goes out and joins them. She eventually came home at 1ᚨ in the morning. The whole thing was a manipulation to aid her social life.

My wife is a crappy self centered person.



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167,158 spud will a day ever pass that i don't think of you? ilu



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167,157 Keep women on their best behavior...Don't marry them! it works.



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167,156 I saw you last Friday and the spark was electric I have a feeling you felt the same way..... this coming Friday if you're not at the same place at the same time I don't know what I'm going to do I may give the missed connection section on craigslist to try but I doubt you even look there.....so if you read this make sure you get on the same bus as you did last Friday



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167,155 I often wonder about Lisa. I think I could have cared for her in a very deep way if we hadn't been on such divergent paths. She was vulnerable, but tough where it counted. I think she knew how to make her own way in this world. I think she also knew how to avoid loneliness. I hope so.



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167,154 I was going to make a donation to my bosses campaign fund. It would have been a maximum donation. Something told me to wait. The same voice has always kept me from doing things like that and it paid off big time, at least in my opinion. He straight showed his ass to me yesterday. He humiliated me in front of two other employees. He later apologized to me but then tainted it with a poor excuse for why he acted that way. He made a bad assumption about me. He will be reelected but not with my money. I have been giving him way to much credit. Of coarse he will have to pay in some way for this but I have not decided how. I am sure it will hurt. I prefer to make attacks last for a while and have ripple effects. I don't do this often. Certain criteria must be met in order for me to do things like this. Oh he will live and he will still win. However, there will be a lot of blood on the floor and a pound of flesh.



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167,153 The bottom line is I don't feel like I can trust you
It. makes me sad to have to go

I hope you eventually learn table manners at your ripe old age
I winced when you'd blow your nose in a cloth napkin at a dining establishment
It occurred more than once
Ghah!



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167,152 My wife is mad at me again.  I care less and less.



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167,151 How you supposed to feel when you're  being betrayed by the one person who said they would love you for the rest of your lives? The one who said, when you were feeling at your lowest, they would never leave you for another?
I feel paralyzed. Not knowing what to do. A heavy weight on my chest. Tired. Is loving someone supposed to hurt so badly?



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167,150 You said I'd never meet someone like you when I broke up with you.  That was the point.  I never want to meet someone like you.

I've met the one that's meant for me.

No drama, no manipulation, no tears, no walking on eggshells.

Thank you God!



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167,149 With a tumbling exit of chatter and commotion from the others we were alone. We met eyes and I stepped closer to him. I placed my hand on his arm and he slid it around my shoulders. There in the crook of his arm I gazed up at him and he down at me, eyes unguarded and his lips parted slightly. I can't say who leaned in first, because it was simultaneous. Slowly and smoothly our lips met, soft and parting slightly, tongues stroking lightly; curiously dancing along the edges of one another lips and dipping into the sweetness of our open and yearning mouths. Our tongues met with equal pressure and desire, sliding against one another like nothing I had ever felt. Our kissing was deliberate and purposeful, not hurried or hesitant. Never before had my mouth been taken by anothers with equal desire that matched my own. All mouth before had been aggressively insistent, or weak and sluggish. I tried to press my tongue deeper only to be matched in strength and held in place as they slid forcefully across one another and twined in an achingly erotic bundle of fleeting but frozen moments that set the bar to new heights for all future lovers. I was lost in the sensation of his mouth, and swooning on his scent.
We parted slowly and without words left, seeking our friends. We found them upstairs and tried our best to mingle, eyes burning into each other gazing past and through all others. I slipped away and returned downstairs, he followed so closely I feared it was obvious.
Alone again we kissed as intently as we had the first time, his eyes closed with pleasure and exhaled a quiet moan into my mouth. He wrapped his arm around me and ran his free hand ran up my side, and fingertips digging softly into the skin of my rib cage. He pulled me deep into him and I would have been lost and consumed utterly if a jingle of keys in the hallway had not caused us to part.
A friend poked his head in looking for us to say goodbye. We all returned upstairs, laughing and joking our goodbyes to the remaining guests.
I tucked in his sleeping wife with a throw blanket and helped him gather his sleeping kids and take them to their rooms. My husband carried our sleeping sons out to our car laughing and joking with another fellow.
My family left.
The man I kissed was not my husband;
His wife is my best friend.
Whats worse is that we stayed up till 5am texting.
Some of the messages i received:
“I cant stop thinking about the way your tongue and mouth felt”
“I wish you were still here with me.”
“God I want to kiss you again.”

Aside from being a somewhat anonymous way to preserve an account of how wonderful it was; theres a twofold lesson here. Married women PLEASE FUCK YOUR HUSBANDS and dont use sex as a tool of manipulation; especially if they are attractive and you love them. Secondly, trust no bitch who comes along after you and hits it off well with your man, its apparently a timebomb.

And lastly I suck. Not so much because it happened, but because of how relentlessly "sorry, not sorry" I feel about the whole thing.  



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167,148 If it's that fucking important to you, how about YOU do it.



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167,147 Its so much cheaper to fly into Logan airport than t.f. Green airport. Who would have known?



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167,146 Hey you, contact me already.....please



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167,145 I miscarried my ex's baby...after a bad break up...he has no idea....5 years later, with a child of my own and a husband...and two more miscarriages...I feel this sudden urge to go and tell him...tell him WHY I called over several new friends and acted a lot tougher than I felt.

He deserves to know...and I deserve to forgive him.

But how to do it...that's the big question.

"We dated for two years highschool sweet hearts...look after you dumped me 6 days later I miscarried a son at 14 weeks...I...Have a husband and a family now. Happy finally, and just...I wanted you to know cause...that loss was your loss and I never even gave you a chance?"

Shit...I fail at life.



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167,144 Will i ever be happy? How do I get happier? I'm doing all the things that supposedly lead to true happiness.. I changed my job, my shitty town, and am exercising regularly and doing things I enjoy. When does the anxiety about the rest of the world turning to shit go away?? Why do I care!? I would give anything to be one of these happy go lucky ignorant dumbasses. Why are those who think a bit deeper about things and encourage the right choices to be made the ones who suffer when the idiots live blissfully?



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167,143 I've looked up exes before, mostly in my last relationship. It wasn't that I wanted to cheat. I was just curious. I had a right to be. It didn't mean I wanted to be with someone else, or that my partner wasn't good enough or unwanted. Some ladies are just hopelessly insececure, or worse yet, they may be engaged in some actual cheating of their own. Cheaters are often the first ones to make a big fuss about possible infidelity. In a trust-based relationship, it's generally ok to maintain relationships with the opposite sex. You should be able to like someone's photo on Facebook. You should be able to comfortably talk about things that happened at work without having focus on how so and so was trying to get in your pants. You shouldn't have to worry about someone routinely stalking/looking through your devices, or going through your personal belongings in order to reveal the cheating that must surely be happening. This is unhealthy. It's also very unattractive, which feeds the cycle of insecurity. It's a shame to have to go through a relationship like this in order to have learned that it isn't acceptable. I wish I could have read this years ago and taken it to heart, just to save myself the hassle of staying in an unhealthy relationship for too long. There are many other things that make a relationship good or bad, but that should have been enough for me to end things sooner when I had the chance.



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167,142 Parents always try to downplay student drug use in my town. It's the weirdest thing. It's like they don't want their kids to get caught and have something go on their permanent record, because maybe their kid won't get into a good college or something. Meanwhile, what happens instead, their kid dies of a drug overdose. Some parents are really dumb.



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167,141 Butt sex advise - Go slow, be patient, be gentle, use LOTS of lube, don't force it. It can take ten minutes or more for her ass to let you in. Take your time. Do it right and you will both be very happy. Do it wrong and the back door may be closed forever.



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167,140 I used to hypothesise that if I was less intelligent I'd probably be happier. Now that I have brain damage, I find it to be true.



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167,139 I have a fear that my husband does and always will love his ex more than he loves me.  I fear in his mind, she will always be the one who got away... and that he settled for me because he couldn't be with her.



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167,138 My kids are so used to my body that when they meet any woman who isn't thin they ask "are you pregnant?"



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167,137 What really drives me crazy is when someone I care about won't talk to me. Won't even acknowledge my existence.  Makes everything in the past seem pointless. If I say hi just say hi back. That's not so hard to have a little courtesy.



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167,136 When I was 14 I talked a girl into have sex with me (intercourse).

As an adult I'm horrified at what I did. My God, she was only 14 years old. We used no protection, nothing.

I'm grateful she didn't get pregnant and extremely disappointed in myself for putting her in that position.



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167,135 "You cannot help the poor by destroying the rich"

I made a lot of money in the past, so I don't work anymore. My accountant has arranged for me to buy my own health care. It was costing $18,000 a year. After Obamacare, for some reason my health care jumped up to $22,000. I'm not on Obamacare. The increase was due to everyone else being on Obamacare.

I used to donate about $100,000 a year to various charitable causes. Now I refuse to donate anything. Yes, you got an extra $4,000 out of me for health insurance. But overall you lost $96,000.



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167,134 My wife is completely ignoring the idea that her losing her job will cost us our house.



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167,133 I've been spending a large amount of time on an online forum dedicated to hating fat people. It started out of curiosity, now I'm obsessed.

I'm not overweight myself but I am trying to get a "hot" body (think fitness model) and for some reason this site helped with the motivation.

The problem is it has also made me increasingly critical of overweight people. I used to think my boss, who is very overweight, was OK.  Now I just think about her with  disgust.  Same for some of my friends, coworkers, even my own roommate (who is getting up there).  I don't say anything out loud of course, but it's there in my head.

Just the other day I was at Starbucks and I saw a rather overweight man struggling to get comfortable on one of those high metal stools they have. I found myself itching to snap a photo with my phone, laughing at what people on the forum would say about him.

I think I have a problem.



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167,132 the bell above the door jingled when i entered the store. She looked up from the counter where she was reading the paper and saw it was me. We had never met, but she knew who I was. We spoke for hours last night and I warned her this was coming. Without a word, I strode over, grabbed her and started kissing her and fondling her tits. Luckily there were no customers, but anyone could walk in at anytime. She took me by the hand and dragged me to the office where we kissed  like school kids. I had her shirt up over her tits and she was rubbing my hard cock over my pants. I can't believe no one came to the store, or maybe we didn't hear them and they ripped the place off blind while she was on her knees with my hard cock in her mouth. She looked up at me and moaned as my jet after jet streamed into her mouth and down onto her crumpled up blouse and she kept licking and sucking til I was soft. I pulled her up, planted a big wet kiss on her mouth, mingling my cum in our mouths and then I pushed her away, zipped up my pants, and strode out of the store. I looked back and saw her in a daze, her clothes still in disarray. I don't think we said a word the entire time, certainly not more than 2 words, and not her belly is filled with my cum. I will call her tonight.



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167,131 Fuck Paul walker



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167,130 Should I stay or should I go? Mercury is in retrograde and I do believe I'm feeling it



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167,129 The road to hell is paved with good intentions.



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167,128 i often think about what would happen if I just disappeared tomorrow never to return... who would honestly be hurt & who would forget I even exsisted



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167,127 I jack off on my wife's feet while she sleeps.  Do others?



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167,126 I troll Craigslist for NSA ads where a married couple is looking to add an extra man to their sex life. Been somewhat successful. The trick is to answer ads with no picture. The picture ads are fake. The ones without pictures are real people who don't want to reveal themselves in case a neighbor notices, or boss, or ex and so on. I always skip the non-picture ads from one particular town though. It's where my sister and her husband live. That would be way too embarrassing.



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167,125 I hate my "best friend".

Of course, he really isn't my best friend; he THINKS he's my best friend. He forced his way into my life years ago because he had a crush on me and I still haven't had the courage to tell him to fuck off. He's clingy and had deluded himself into thinking that I'm the center of the universe and that I'm his closest friend. He messages me non-stop about things that I don't want to hear about and if I don't answer, he acts like it was "just a fluke!!!" and messages me again and again and AGAIN on every single site he knows me on. The worst part is? He's friends with all my friends and if I tell him off, they'll all hate me.

I think maybe I should just fake my own death.



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167,124 I WISH I WOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN BORN AT ALL



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167,123 I always wanted you.
I will always want you.



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167,122 I am so horny, i really need to cum



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167,121 Wife is away. Neighbor I have turned down 8 million times already is taking the opportunity to come on to me every time I go outside to do chores. Sorry lady but the wife is 10 times smarter and more beautiful than you. Go jump on your drunk husbands lap and leave me the hell alone.



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167,120 Mercury is retrograde until June 11.  Mercury rules communication, so things get a little screwy when the planet goes "backwards".  That's all that means.



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167,119 My horoscope says "If you've been having any frustration in communications with one of your children or your sweetheart, that should begin to clear up after June 11." We first got together on June 11 last year. Does that mean that's when he'll come back? Or does it mean I'll die on June 11th? I would really appreciate it if one of the two things happened.



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167,118 All ugly people should be shot. Myself included.



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167,117 Ugly people like me shouldn't be born. It hurts that I'll never find love because I'm too ugly. I hate myself. I want to stab myself because my ex doesn't love me anymore. That's all I think about lately, stabbing myself.



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167,116 To #109: I wish beyond anything that what you say is true, but for me, it is not. The man I loved told me he hates me.

Fairy tales, for me, don't come true...

Nightmares do.



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167,115 That post about love purgatory really hit a nerve. It is comforting to know not everyone has the fairytale romance of movies, that there are others out there struggling because they have met their "one" but can't be with them.

I wish I could have the poster's belief that it will all come right in the end... Maybe in another life *sigh*



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167,114 "That's the difference between us. .  ."

"What?"

"I say that and I mean it. . . . "

Fuck.You.

There are different kinds of love, we've talked about this for years. I know we weren't meant to be you didn't want me remember? That's how this went. You. Didn't. Want. Me.


I loved you then, I loved you now.
Chances are, I will always love you in one way or another,


Don't you ever fucking doubt that.



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167,113 On a one night stand with an obviously sexually neglected 27yo woman around thirty years ago, it wasn't long into proceedings before she hinted at something she'd like with "you can put your whole hand in if you like".  Back then when I knew less about such things than I do now, I was so surprised at her suggestion that I didn't act on it.  I've kicked myself ever since that I squandered the opportunity to fist a woman who would not only maybe consent to it if I suggested it, but who actively wanted it.



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167,112 is god laughing at all the shit going in our lives right now? does god answer prayers and make things happen. does everything have a meaning? have i lived before? i need answers.



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167,111 Hate might be too strong a word for my feelings on the phrase "moving on".  I never move on from loving someone..I merely add more people to love and hope some day I will have another chance to show how much I appreciate someone who is absent from my world right now...again.



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167,110 #7109 you couldn't be more right



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167,109 Breakups are always hard because you have to mourn someone you loved and lost.

But, time heals everything, and eventually, you'll meet someone else. Eventually, that former lover will become a distant memory.

But, this kind of breakup is not the same. This breakup happened with a person who, no matter what you do, you cannot get over.

Not a day goes by that this person doesn't cross your mind and your heart feels heavy.

It's usually because the relationship is unfinished. But, you can't tell yourself that, and you certainly can't believe it because it will literally drive you mad.

So instead, you tell yourself you are fine, and that you can move on. You get pretty close to fooling yourself.

That is, until you hear that song, see that photo, yearn to share something or wake up thinking about him or her.

Then you are right back to square one.

There are so many people who come in and out of your life. Some you date briefly and never give a second thought to, and some you like a lot, but it doesn't work out.

Then, there are some who crush you, who take months to get over.

But this is different; this is the feeling you get when you know something has to end right now but isn't over for good.

You can't just say, “I wish you the best” and move on. You can't end that chapter because you know you can't quit them. Not yet, and maybe not ever.

And then, you are thrust into what I like to call “love purgatory.”

It's a place where you know who the love of your life is, but you aren't currently together.

Maybe you dated briefly, maybe you had a full-fledged relationship or maybe, you have never been officially together.

The connection with this person is so real and strong and magnetic that you are constantly pulled back. The relationship hasn't reached its potential yet, so it can't be over.

In fact, this might be the person you end up with. But, you aren't together now because of timing, schedules, missed opportunities or blah, blah, blah.

So, you sit in love purgatory, just biding your time until you can both find each other again.

You don't just sit around and listen to sad music and wait though.

You find distractions and push away what you feel in order to be a sane enough human being to function in life.

You meet other amazing, beautiful people with whom you want to work things out, but it never happens because something is off. He or she just isn't _____ (fill in the blank with your person).

“She's not Rachel,” is the famous line from “Friends.”

Although, it actually went more like, “She's not Rachem,” for laughs. And, that is what this person, who has kept you in love purgatory, makes you feel; no one can ever compare.

Because when you know, you know. That connection comes around once, maybe twice, in a lifetime.

Your friends think you're crazy, and you yourself feel crazy. Why, in a world full of billions of other people, are you allowing one to keep holding you back. You can't answer that question.

“The heart has its reasons of which reason knows nothing.” — Blaise Pascal

Some people meet someone, date, fall in love and live happily ever after.

Many others are not quite so fortunate. Some of us have to fight, breakup, makeup and go through hell with our person until it finally works out.

Maybe the problem is, again, timing. Maybe you have to learn and grow more before you can settle down.

Whatever the problem is, you know that eventually, the two of you will find each other again.

Because like Ross and Rachel, Carrie and Mr. Big, Allie and Noah and all the great love stories from movies and television, there are just some people who you can't let go of and never will.

But, until you find your way back, you miserably sit in love purgatory, hoping to find someone or something to keep you occupied long enough to not self-destruct.

Some people will be outraged about this and think, “This is not how love is supposed to be,” or, “If you were mature about love it wouldn't be this hard.”

But I beg to disagree, and would counter with, “How do you know?” Just because things were easy for you doesn't mean they will be easier for everyone else.

People are very complicated and love is sometimes messy.

If it's not that way for you, it doesn't mean it's wrong. It just means your path was easier.

For those of us currently in love purgatory, we will one day be with our person, too.



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167,108 I had a dream about you last night.  You were a kind, living, honest person.  Yep, it was a dream.



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167,107 I once knew a succubus.



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167,106 I hate fb.  I already feel ugly, unloved, unexciting and invisible.  Looking at fb exacerbates my feelings of inadequacy.  So why do I look at it????????????????? IDK!!!



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167,105 If I could hear your thoughts I would surely be driven to madness.



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167,104 You best do your best to stay far, far away from me.


You won't like what is coming should you not.



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167,103 I hate life. Nobody likes me. My friend cancelled on me. I have no one. I don't have you. My whole life is going nowhere.



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167,102 I'm all alone and I don't know what to do. Help :(



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167,101 I really wish I had been fucked up the ass when I had wanted it.



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167,100 I should have fucked my girlfriend in the ass when she asked if I wanted to.  This was 16 years ago.  I still regret not doing it.



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