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167,299 I think about how nice it'd be if we lived in a place like this together. But then I also look around and see how many guys you'd suck off.

What did I ever see in you?



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167,298 Another day of taking public transportation to my job in the big city.  Really, it's become one big game of Dodge the Panhandler some days.

I can't believe the sense of entitlement coming from some of these guys.  Right, I'm supposed to just obediently knuckle under and give any black person whatever he or she wants, Because Slavery.  Um, society's ills don't boil down so neatly as to Black = Good, White = Bad.  My ancestors were Irish indentured servants who came to the States to escape starvation in the 1890s.  They could no more have afforded slaves than I could afford a Lamborghi — heck, they were pretty much slaves themselves.  Oh, and by the way, slavery was outlawed in the United States in 1865.  That means NO member of my family has ever lived in the United States while it was allowable to keep black people in bondage.  I've never been farther east than New Mexico, or farther south than… New Mexico.

Nonetheless, I can't ride the train, get gas, walk down the street in some places, or buy groceries in this town without a black man wheedling for free money.  Not only that, but back when I was a single woman in my 20s, a certain type of college classmate expected to receive sex on demand, contingent on my perceived desperate need to prove that I wasn't racist by fucking any minority guy who expressed an interest.  Um… I think not.

These days the panhandlers are getting super pushy — some huge muscular black guy asked me for $20 for gas the other day.  What, with muscles like that, he couldn't get some kind of job, as a mover, perhaps?  Another black man got openly abusive and followed me around yelling when I didn't give him anything.  Sorry, guys, but you pretty much milked the “rich" white people dry by the nineties — after the recession, we just don't have any money anymore, and in this paperless economy, nobody carries cash, either.  Plus as a woman, my earning potential is automatically 25% less than any man out there.  Why aren't they exploiting that male workplace privilege?

It makes me wonder how these panhandlers are going to get any money in this city in about 100 years when slavery is a dream of the far past and they can't prey on white liberal guilt any more to get cash handouts.  (Hell, the sympathy for Vietnam vets is already fading.)  However will these poor men live?  Perhaps they can apply to colleges, where they can get in ANYWHERE…

I secretly see these guys as a bunch of Don Quixotes on a ceaseless quest to find the last few rich ultra-PC white liberals out there who still feel bad for them.  “Hi, do you feel guilty enough about race-related injustices of centuries past to give me free money?  Presuming that you have any money, and carry it around in material form?  No?  Then I must move on…."



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167,297 I used to always close my eyes during sex.  For me it wasn't really on purpose it just happened.  I was enjoying all of the sensations so much it would just happen.  (sort of like when you eat a great bite of your favorite food or something)  My boyfriend at the time gently commented on it once.  He said something like "Why do you always keep your eyes closed?" and he sounded somewhat offended or hurt when he said it.  So I started trying to purposely not close my eyes as much.  I think when I started keeping my eyes open more he felt more connected to me during our sex,and at least felt better understanding that it was just my body's reaction to how good our sex felt, like a moan or arching my back.

Open communication is always the first recipe in good sex.  Sometimes it feels awkward, but it will feel better afterwards to know what is going on.  

Not saying everyone closes their eyes for the same reason as I do, but I thought I could bring some comfort/insight.  It might not be for the reason you think.  She might just be enjoying herself :)

F/26



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167,296 115 lbs is to fucking fat. I feel like a massive land whale. I would rather be 87 lbs again. If it kills me, at least I die skinny. I never again want to be 145, that was as big as I have ever gotten. I would honestly rather die than go back.



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167,295 My dad has two advanced degrees, a master's degree in computer engineering and a law degree.  He held a super top secret clearance and during his career worked directly with some very powerful and famous people in the government.  He is a brilliant man who was always in control of himself.  But when my mother died 10 years ago, something went wrong.  He started to lose his famous control.  He's been arrested several times, at least once for stalking a woman and another time for breaking gun law.  I would be embarrassed about him, but I just feel bad.  It's rough to see a man like him break down.



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167,294 I often wonder if the ring I gave you is still in your possession.



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167,293 How can I make that object fit into my delusion? I can probably cram it in there somehow. I ask my finger, are you strangling? No. Guess it doesn't fit. Watch me start to panic in 3...2...1...



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167,292 After 18 months, I deleted my account(s) on another website. I wanted to do it many times, but I never could follow through. I guess my mind has finally arrived at the state of acceptance in this grieving process; I'm still waiting for my heart to play catch-up. I know it's necessary to give-up my fantasies, but I'm really disliking how mundane life is these days.



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167,291 Oh blah blah blah.
That's really all that's registering here. We've all got our crosses to bear. Some, worse than others. Mine, top most all y'all.

If I were to spill it all, you'd think I was mind fucking you with a drill, and reciprocating saw. But, it's all true. Including the fact that most Americans prescribe to the largest smelliest pile of shit any government has ever dropped. Freedom of this and that my ass.

Maybe extinction is the only answer. Keep prescribing, the prognosis is a mixed blessing. Fuck you!

Sigh...



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167,290 You're withdrawing. You're reaching out. You're withdrawing. You're reaching out. You're withdrawing. What the fuck are you doing? What the fuck am I doing? I can't fly. I'd probably just get myself lost. The drone of the plane and my hallucinations are not compatible. Neither are the people or the stress. The pain can be medicated away. That's something at least. I'm just as stuck as you right now. Oh, I could drive. The drone would make me crazier, but it would eventually subside. But I can't afford the gas. I'd have to sleep in the car. And then. You're withdrawing. You're reaching out. What the fuck are you doing? What the fuck am I doing?



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167,289 I had the most incredible dream about you night for the first time in many many years.  

I am glad I decided to wait until you figure things out.

It will be worth it..   Patience truly is a virtue.

Just because we are not together doesn't mean that I am sad I am happy we are on the same planet together at the same time and sometimes that is enough.



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167,288 There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about killing myself.



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167,287 I think I am falling in love with you...



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167,286 Men are so crude. I'm a man and I admit it. I once found myself in a male locker room with men from work. They were strutting around naked. I don't want to see them naked. There is no need for them to be naked. But you know what's worse. One man started shaking his scrotum while saying something about how his testicles sag. He used different words of course (nut sack, balls, you get the idea). This meant all the other guys looked at his scrotum and started commenting on it and comparing the "sag" to their own scrotums. In the end, all the men from work were looking at each other's scrotums. That's just not right. This is a company of professionals. How could it ever happen where they are comparing scrotums?

I had two epiphanies that day.

1) I didn't want to work there any more so I found a new job.

2) I hate men.



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167,285 My "daddy dom" is away on a holiday visiting his real daughter. I am shockingly bereft. We have mainly a sex thing but i do care for him - to the extent that I am jealous of his daughter, who is 5 years younger than I. Because she does not need to fuck and please her way to his heart, he just automatically loves her.

People are funny. I mean, I find our relationship satisfying, I love to call him daddy, it is not about incest at all, but a power dynamic, maybe it sounds weird to outsiders but it does it for me and him. nevertheless, damnit...i guess i do wish i could be loved unconditionally in a protective way, like a daughter is, but without the sex (although i enjoy the sex).



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167,284 I hate when dumb people try to sound smart. Just shut the fuck up. We, the smart people, can tell how desperately you are trying to fake it. You embarrass yourselves.



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167,283 I wish I could disappear.



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167,282 If someone thinks anal is a turn-on, more power to ya. Personally, yuck. Just yuck.



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167,281 I still have about 400 records albums. They've moved with me about a dozen times. But I'm thinking next time I move, that's it, I won't bring them. Into the trash. The albums used to be my life. I feel like throwing the out is basically admitting that I'm now old and my life is coming to an end.



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167,280 I am a straight female, but I get so horny when I watch lesbian porn.



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167,279 I cum 10x better when I masterbate while my fiancé is asleep. I love him to death, but he cannot make me cum.



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167,278 My wife closes her eyes during sex. She does it for the duration of the entire encounter. I hate it. It's like she can't stand looking at me, so she has to close her eyes and pretend it's someone else. It's insulting.



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167,277 I tried to help someone find the truth, but in the end I failed. I wasn't really surprised. The allure of fantasy can be so very potent. I've walked in those moccasins myself. Maybe I still am.



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167,276 I do a lot of volunteer work for various charity organizations. It's fun. I get to hang out with some nice people. I've helped school groups, nature groups, sports groups, music groups, Multiple Sclerosis groups, and cancer groups.

The one thing I have never done nor will ever do is help a group raising money for epilepsy. The biggest jerk I've ever met has a child with epilepsy. They're on their own for now. I tell myself that as soon as the boy's father dies (hopefully a painful death), then I'll start volunteering to help epilepsy.



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167,275 I hate when men or women use vulgar vocabulary. IDK but in my country even the poor speak better and have better manners , they teach manner and ethics in school starting in first grade. I wish the USA will teach it in public school since a lot people don't even bother to say thank you and please anymore.



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167,274 HB
I meant it about you being the love of my life.
BB



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167,273 I'm secretly rooting for the New York maximum security prison escapees that the don't get caught.



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167,272 I was trolled online to the point that I almost killed myself.



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167,271 I'm back. I've missed Boston so much!!!



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167,270 I'm have a broken heart.



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167,269 I cheated on my wife. I'm glad I did. My wife doesn't know. She thinks I don't have it in me to cheat. It's one of the reasons she treats me so badly, because she thinks she can get away with it and have no consequences. Wrong. I cheated and loved it.

M, 50s



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167,268 I want to break up with my boyfriend of 4 years but I don't know how to. I'm scared to. I love him so much but we won't amount to anything. I won't marry him and he doesn't want to give me children. Is it wrong to want to break up with him?



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167,267 I can barely masturbate to photo shopped pictures. So I tried looking at celebs without photoshop or makeup and I came so hard.



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167,266 5 years ago, a really trashy young woman I know offered to fuck me.  I'm married, and I turned her down.  I should have done it.



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167,265 I was in a long term online emotional affair with a friend who never wanted more than to love me (and sometimes hate me) from the shadows. Now that he will no longer be seeing me in real life, he's taken this opportunity to move on without any explanation. It's been hurting me like hell, but I'm trying to be strong and move on myself. I hope I can find the strength to discontinue looking for some word/sign that he still cares. After all, even if he does, he'll never give me what I've wanted all along...his love.



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167,264 I have such a weak heart.



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167,263 After tonite
I am so afraid,
Acting inappropriately (but really, what are the boundaries here?)
At least I know mine, however scant and changing....
Now, set...for I am done
Sorry if I pissed you off
But come on now, so I couldn't blow you on demand one time ...
I am allowed to have an off day
I am a fuck doll with a conscience after all
You are not impressing me per our agreement



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I'm sorry you feel alone. I am a wife whose husband has a career that sounds like yours, so in a way I understand. Your family loves you and they need you. You are the absolute opposite of a failure, you are a provider and noble for it. There is more than one kind of good father, I promise. :) but that said you have your entire life to work and only like 950 weekends to spend with your kids from birth to college. If nothing else start browsing jobs and make a plan. You can do this and make it work. Your friend in ohio believes in you and is pullin for you.



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167,261 been fighting the urge to contact u. why do i even want to?  ur just going to act all douchey and mean. OR u will act all nonchalant. either way it will be bullshit. youre such a fucked person and u suck more than i can possibly explain   yeah. after all this time its still fuck u. amazing that i feel that strongly. as much as i loved you is as much as i fucking want u to be miserable, have ur kids die in front of u, lose everything and everyone u care about. be left ALONE in the world and know that its all ur own fault for being a smelly cunted whore



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167,260 I'm so tired of being treated like shit. I knew I didn't matter to you.



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167,259 I was on a friends computer and was shocked to see some saved video I didn't think that good moral Christian women acted this way.Why what's the point of being vulgar.It's disgusting, God will punish you.



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167,258 A bully I went to high school with joined the army as a career. I secretly hope he dies overseas.



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167,257 Send back the ring and I will listen any time you want.



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167,256 I'm in my early sixties, and have lived solo for many years, so I've accumulated quite a few "secret" items in the household over the years.  This weekend I'm gathering those items - and they're things that I've barely used or referred to over the past twenty years, if at all - and bagging them for orderly disposal.  While I'm not expecting to die next week, I'm disposing of those things now because I'm embarrassed at the thought of family members finding them in the house after my death.



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167,255 I don't believe in karma but what a happy coincidence! See ya never! LOSER!



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167,254 been fighting the urge to contact u. why do i even want to?  ur just going to act all douchey and mean. OR u will act all nonchalant. either way it will be bullshit. youre such a fucked person and u suck more than i can possibly explain   yeah. after all this time its still fuck u. amazing that i feel that strongly. as much as i loved you is as much as i fucking want u to be miserable, have ur kids die in front of u, lose everything and everyone u care about. be left ALONE in the world and know that its all ur own fault for being a smelly cunted whore



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167,253 I wear khaki pants to work most days, especially in summer. Problem, when I take a piss, sometimes old Albert leaks a little afterwards and creates a wet spot on the front of my pants. I compensate by always carrying something with me to the bathroom - a book, a newspaper, a coffee cup or whatever. As I leave the bathroom and walk back to my cube, I hold the item in front of my crotch so no one can see any potential wet spot. Just writing this makes me feel so stupid and vain.



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167,252 I guess you gave me what I wanted. I no longer feel the urge to try to cling to the scraps of any hope. This love has been nothing more than a soul gutting ride through every circle of hell imaginable. Time heals nothing.  My life is a facade. Give me back my heart.



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167,251 Im smoking  a joint and sipping on vodka.  Just finished fucking my mistress before heading home to my family.  Pay day too!  Regrets, none.  Life's hard.



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167,250 I as a husband and father feel worthless. I work, I make very good money, but I work very hard for it and a lot of hours, at least 60 many times 75 hours a week and more. I wish I could be there more for my family. I work by myself and it's very strenuous, so when I get home I am wore out. I want to be with my family, I am tired, lonely, depressed. I don't know what else to do so I work.



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167,249 while your dreaming about me, I'm fucking him.



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167,248 I feel really worthless.
I shouldn't but I do.
I have panic attacks & nightmares.
I feel like my life isn't going anywhere.
I have a newborn & the fact that I've basically done nothing but take care of her makes me feel like I'm missing out on something. I've had dreams & aspirations but ultimately at the end of the day raising my kids the way I desire outweighs any other goal of mine for just me.
It's a tough call, really. My line of work gets me zero respect, but a lot of judgement.
I stay at home with them because daycare is simply not an option for me.
I homeschool my oldest. My little family means everything to me.
I am 30! That's all. But I feel I can't call myself anything anymore other than a mother.
I envy women with careers. I envy women who have free time & date nights with their friends.
I envy the young. I envy women who have help.

I have learned that as women, we cannot have it all. You don't get the career & the kids & the husband. There aren't enough hours in the day.
I don't have parents that can help me, or in-laws.
I have a husband who I find myself jealous of because he gets to take a shower without worrying about whether or not the baby will cry.
I don't feel like there's any "me" left.
Nobody seems to understand this, least of all my husband.
He gets to be a parent but he also gets to sleep at night, & go places, and have a career & make lunch dates.
I'm really trying to value this time, these baby moments but then again I just wish my baby were a bit older so I could be a bit more independent. & that makes me selfish I know.



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167,247 Sometimes I give my hubby a blow job for no reason at all. I want to make him happy. Maybe this is how good marriages work.



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167,246 Two of my best friends want to have sex with me now.  They are a married couple.  I feel sad and weird about it.  I am falling in love with a guy who is younger than I am and I don't think he's interested but I can't seem to give up hope.



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167,245 From where I am, I can hear your dreams.



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167,244 middle aged Man, married, kids, still lonely and need someone to talk to. sad



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167,243 I have a co-worker. So many things on her resume are a lie. People know about it. Where's the justice? Why does she still work here? I hate this place.



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167,242 Boston...I love you. Hurry



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167,241 My dad lost his drivers license because he was caught too many times driving drunk. Now he rides around the area on this oversized adult tricycle. He pedals to the grocery store and of course the bar. You'd think he'd be embarrassed as hell. Nope. But I am.



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167,240 Getting over him is hard, until I remember how he's hurt me.



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167,239 I don't love you. I never have. I stayed with you out of fear. There was never a single moment I spent either you where I wasn't silently praying to still be alive by the next morning. Yes you've changed. But the damage has already been done. I can't ever forgive you. Please get out of my life.



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167,238 I wanted to be relieved to never see my work crush again. But I couldn't help messaging him on FB a week after I left that job. I wish he would miss me. I wish he would want to talk to me. But it's not going to happen. Time to just move on. I know it'll get easier, but right now it hurts.



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167,237 167228, I get it.  I'm not racist, but sometimes I just sigh and shake my head...

I live in an expensive, luxury apartment complex. $1400 a month, plus utilities.  I've been here for almost seven years. Management is very strict on maintaining a pleasant and visually appealing environment.  Cats are only allowed in two out of eighteen buildings.  No dogs allowed anywhere on the property.  I once had a friend stop by on her way home after a road trip, and we were standing in the parking lot, her holding her dachshund on a leash as he drank some water out of a dish.  Maintenance rolled up and told her she had to leave the premises.  No bike riding in the parking lots, no skateboarding, nothing allowed in the windows except Christmas decorations.  Nothing on the patios except patio furniture, plants, and satellite dishes.  Not even bikes are allowed on the patios.  Nothing allowed in the hallways.  A new neighbor moved in across the hall and put a nice potted plant next to her door.  It was beautiful.  It was gone the next day.  Another neighbor got satellite, and as the worker was putting the dish in the dirt in front of her window, maintenance rolled up.  "You only rent the patio, not the dirt.  The dish has to go on the patio."  Not only did the satellite company have to come back another day with the proper equipment, but the girl had to buy a smaller patio set because the dish takes up so much room.  Another neighbor's car engine seized, so he put it on Craigslist to sell for parts.  In the meantime, he bought a new car, and transferred the plates, so he removed the plates from the old car.  Someone reported the old car as abandoned, and management had it towed.  Not like they couldn't have looked through the records of everyone in that building and figured out who owned the car based on color, make and model, and contacted them first, you know.  We have a pool and BBQ area, under video surveillance.  If you are caught in the area after 8pm, you will be fined.  How much?  $2000.  Not a joke.  Trash has to be disposed of at a central dumpster/compactor.  It frequently gets jammed because of idiots who throw things like mattresses and couches in there.  It's also under video surveillance.  If it's jammed and won't open, or if it's full, you are not allowed to just leave your trash bags next to it, on the ground.  If you do, you will be fined $500.  One time we were going away for a long weekend, and the compactor was full.  We asked management what to do with our trash.  We were instructed to take it back to our apartment.  Yep, we had to leave two-day-old trash in our kitchen for another four days.

So you get the picture. A nice, clean and beautiful complex.  I took a walk out back last night.  I guess maintenance doesn't walk around back.  There was an apartment that had so much junk on the patio, it looked like Sanford and Son.  A woman came out to put a bag of trash on the patio.  A black woman.

Last month, I went out to get the mail and had the shit scared out of me when a flock of vultures scattered.  They'd been in the bed of a neighbor's truck.  I peered in and saw about six bags of household trash in the bed, now ripped open and stinking to high heaven.  The truck belongs to the guy who lives behind me.  A black guy.

A couple months ago, I was outside cleaning out my car when a strange truck pulled into the spot next to me.  Four young people, all black.  Two girls got out of the back and walked clear across the lot to the building on the opposite end.  After about 15 minutes, they returned.  One guy said, "Did you get it?" The one girl responded, "I got some, but she didn't because she forgot her money."  Now, I'm not usually one to make assumptions, but it was clear what had gone down.  A drug sale.  I have a friend in that building, so I asked what was going on.  She told me there's this one apartment that has people going in and out at all hours, and she thinks they're selling drugs.  There's constant noise, loud music, fighting...and once she walked by when someone who lived there opened the door.  My friend said she couldn't believe it - the place was a pigsty and there was a horrid smell emanating from the place.  Who lives there?  A black family.

Last weekend, I was walking to the pool.  I came upon the mailboxes for one building.  Behind the boxes is a patch of grass about 10' x 10'.  Spread out on that patch of grass was a bunch of junk, and I do mean junk.  Just a lot of crap.  One of the tenants was apparently having a "yard sale."  Seriously?  I've never in my whole time here seen a yard sale, because it's not permitted.  It's in the lease.  It was a black woman.

So...I'm not racist, but sometimes I just sigh and shake my head...



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167,236 It's a shame that someone with such a dreamy, fun, beautiful and gracious mind should spend so much time propping up the ego of someone who can only dream of having such abundant gifts.



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167,235 The beautiful flowers and plants people see surrounding my house were all once headed for the dumpster in the various big box stores in my area.  Not one of them looked "alive". I could afford to buy new ones but I felt so sorry for the once headed for garbage.   Once I got them home and gave them some TLC within a day they all perked up and bloomed right away as if to say "thank you".
Plants have souls too and are the very reason we all can exist.  Love your plants and they will love you back!!



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167,234 I'm hunting...



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167,233 I was standing in the ally. I had a little blue jacket with a fur-lined hood. I stood there staring up at the cold September sky, filled with crisp cumulus clouds. They say that the universe is vast, devoid of life, and unattainable. That's where I was. That's where I am, somewhere on the other side of the universe in my little fur-lined coat, staring up at the sky, listening.



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167,232 Over the years I have seen you go from stupid girl to intelligent woman.  I never truly saw you as being stupid by the way. The intelligent woman came at a price though. I have seen you give up some your dreams and goals in the name of being more practical. I played more than just a small role in this I admit. I allowed my own inherited working class mentality to doubt you. " Life sucks and there is nothing you can do about it. So go to work, pay your dues, and be happy with what you got".  That is the advice I get from my parents. Don't give up on grad school. Don't let the opinions of others get in your way of getting what you want in life. If you want to buy a house and fix it up then do it.  Don't let the nay sayers bring you down. Follow your heart. That is the advice I give you now that I should have given all along. So to hell with being practical. Your ability to see and dream beyond what society, your family, and friends say is just one of things that make you amazing



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167,231 I'm missing you so much. I can't sleep. I don't think you care about me anymore. I don't even think you like me. I feel very sad.



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167,230 I thought about having your kid last night.  

It was an invasive thought, I don't want kids --I have my reasons; no biological children. Ever.

But I wanted your baby. This has happened before, but it keeps coming back for longer and longer and stronger.

Fuck.

It's not going to happen. But it's still sitting there in the back of my skull gnawing away like a rodent at the wires in my head.



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167,229 I had a wingnut neighbor who got mad at me for planting a tree in my yard. He said it would grow in a few years and cast a shadow in his yard. I pointed out it's a little apple tree and it wouldn't grow more than 8 feet tall. He was a dickhead about it and demanded I remove the tree... which... ummm... was in MY yard. Last time I checked, I paid for my yard so I can plant whatever I like.

Anyways, next morning I found paint spilled all over my driveway and the empty paint can was flagrantly sitting on top of his garbage can.

I called the police. It was very clear what happened. Well, to intelligent people. This excludes the cops. I still shake my head at this, but the police said they had no way of knowing if the paint was actually spilled in my yard. They said maybe the neighbor owned my driveway. Why the fruitcake would the neighbor own my driveway?

I told the cop I'd go inside and get the property survey. He said that wouldn't be good enough. He said maybe I faked the survey. He said I'd have to call a professional surveyor and have the property surveyed again.

I said that's ridiculous. My driveway is obviously my driveway. What the heck is going on? He wouldn't budge. And I certainly wasn't going to pay $1000 for a new survey. I don't know what the game was. Laziness perhaps? But it was clear the cop didn't want to help.

How pissing annoying that we pay taxes to have cops and they blatantly refuse to help. I called the head of the police department. I told him the story. He said it was too little to bother with it. I told him I had a prediction. I told him that this cop is trouble. And if he gets away with not doing his job now, then in the future he's going to something really bad. The head guy brush me off.

Fast forward a few years. A homeowner gets shot by a cop. Very odd circumstances with conflicting reports of what happened. By all accounts the homeowner was a good fellow, very respected around town.

Well guess who the cop was who did the shooting. The same cop that dissed me. My prediction came true.

I see cop stories in the news. I see most people siding with the cops, even when an unarmed man is killed. But I know better. I think cops are out of control. Not all of them. But enough to make me think all these news stories about unjustified shootings are true.



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167,228 I'm not racist, but way to live up to the stereotype! Worthless, loud, and inconsiderate. It takes a special type of douchebag to play your music this loud, this late. I know it's real tough smoking weed all day and masturbating your life away, but for the sake of people with ACTUAL jobs, shut the fuck up. Nobody pays this much to live here so we could listen to you shit out another shitty rap song at 2am. LOSER!



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167,227 Still waiting for that photo of your other knee...



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167,226 My girlfriends birthday is this Sunday. She's going to be 32. I got her a set of bra and panties from V.S. and will give them to her. She'll model them for me...until they come off! Don't tell my wife!
65/M



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167,225 ever notice how the pubic hair thins out on menopausal women.Yuk



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167,224 I see what you do with your manicure, what do you do with your pedicure, shove it up his ass!



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167,223 I don't want to work.  I am horrified by the idea of only having 5 hours of free time to myself, most of which will be used for cooking, cleaning, or other chores.  And jobs have so much control over how you look.



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167,222 There are times (like now) when I wish I could call you and speak as friends. I'm dealing with a major family issue, and it seems that I'm the one being relied upon when I feel ill-equipped to handle the situation. I wish I could have you here as a sounding board; you'd know just the thing to say/do. However, at this point I'm not even sure you'd be willing to give me the time...even as a friend. Time. It never has been something freely given by you. That hurts to admit.

I miss you. I'm not sure that I want you to know this.



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167,221 With my wife, I have trouble cumming.

With my girlfriend, I have trouble not cumming too soon. This is the kind of trouble I like.



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167,220 IS IT ACTUALLY POSSIBLE TO TRULY BE ABLE TO GIVE NO FUCKS???



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167,219 To anybody having a hard day; don't make it harder for others. Don't project your shit on them.



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167,218 213: Don't despair! You sound like a great guy...my type actually! :) I like and respect hard working intelligent men. Keep looking and there are good women like me looking for good men like you! Best of luck in your search.



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167,217 20 years ago i was involved with a wonderful man for over 3 years and we lived together for the majority of that time.  i was devastated when he ended it and finding out 6 months later that he was marrying his first wife nearly destroyed me. He wanted to remain friends, but it was too painful so I severed all contact.
i recently found out that he died last year from a rapid illness leaving his 2nd wife and two young kids. i'm overcome by grief. i'm realizing i've never gotten over him.  I have no one i can talk to about this.  i've been thinking about calling his wife who i've never met to express my sympathy, but it's been 10 months so i don't want to refresh her pain.  I'm also questioning my motives.  I think I want to call her because she and I have both lost him although 20 years apart.  i feel selfish because she lost her husband and the father of her children and i've lost a memory of a lost love.



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167,216 I need sex badly right now, it's been nearly two weeks, yet I have a boyfriend that is supposedly attracted to me.



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167,215 Oh my god, my cock is so hard right now. Sigh...no may to alleviate the throb.



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167,214 Word of advice to young people. Your feet smell because they are growing and shedding old skin so new larger skin can grow. Two things:

1) Please don't take your shoes off in mixed company.

2) Don't worry, it will get better once you reach the age of 25 or so.



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167,213 I don't smoke, drink, gamble, fight. I am fairly well off. I have never been in trouble with the law. I have degrees and patents, have traveled the world and done  many incredible and intersting things. I bike, ski, sail, hike and am interested in all kinds of information and topics. And yet I have no girlfriend. I am alone and loveless. Why is this? Am I that hideous?



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167,212 My wife is so mean to our children. It makes me sad. I don't think she is cut out to be a mother.



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167,211 i'm proud of how much semen my bf produces. lol



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167,210 To Parents of mentally challenged children,

I feel for you. I applaud your bravery. I know you are the best of the best to care for your child.

One thing though. It's not okay to make your child into everyone else's problem. You can't let your son wander around the room touching everyone. He can't take my daughter's piece of cake. He can't scream uncontrolled while others are trying to talk.

Again, I fell bad for you, but we can't sit back and let your child take over.



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167,209 Can't tell which is worse: a mother-in-law that is nice, but completely faking it, or one that is openly contemptuous. Thank goodness both kinds are out of my life.



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167,208 At the pharmacy, I was called to the window, and she addressed me as Sir. It wasn't until I spoke that she realised her mistake. Who could mistake this short, middle aged woman all gone to fat with a man?  It's happened many times since I was a child. I wasn't angry, I wasn't hurt, I was satisfied. Do I want to turn from caterpillar to butterfly like Ms. Jenner? No. I could never be the man I see in my minds eye. But, the voice that I hear in my head is a Man's voice. Maybe some other people can hear it, too?



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167,207 So, my MIL was on us to have kids for YEARS.  I finally told her that I had stage 4 endometriosis and it wasn't going to happen.

So she gets all COLD, and refuses to speak to me.  Finally she asks my husband if he's been... tested for this... endometriosis?  And she's SURE I just got it off a toilet seat and hadn't been stepping out on him...?  Hint hint...?!

That woman is SO FUCKING DUMB!  I'm secretly counting the days until she dies.



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167,206 I found a tick on my balls at 5 a.m.  A fucking tick sucking away at my nuts.  At least it came off easy, but I feel violated.



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167,205 Who am I kidding, I will never be over this. I deliberately did not contact you for a year to try and heal, and I still could not resist, 365 days later, and my pulse is racing and my body aches just reading your text. I've got it real bad.



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167,204 I know of a girl scout leader who broke the rules so her troop could get an award. How sad when the girl scouts act in an immoral way.



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167,203 It's a setup.



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167,202 I really want to experience the rush of killing someone and mutilating their body, but at the same time I REALLY want to live a mostly normal life.



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167,201 A girl that I have despised for so long came to me and asked why people hated her. I consoled her and told her that she was a good person and some people just didn't see that. I realized that I had been one of those people.



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167,200 I think my "best friend" isn't that great of a "friend" after all. And I'm getting annoyed about it.



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