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167,799 Donald Trump is so right. And so honest. Yes he upsets people, but they were looking to get upset. They try to make Donald out to be a whacko. But don't be fooled. These people have much to lose as Donald rises up and gains a larger and larger audience. Go Donald.



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167,798 Since you don't think of the pain and misery your actions cause the people you claim to love, you'll not get anything from me until you start behaving. Karma is a good thing because now you're feeling a little pay back for the consequences of your actions. I don't think she is quite finished with you yet though. We'll see.



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167,797 I jerked off twice yesterday. Not bad for a 58 year old man. Oh yeah, I've still got it!



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167,796 I'm not going to let the fact that you're a selfish ass ruin my plans for the day. I spent too much of my day yesterday wishing you'd text me back. As much as i like you, i dont need that. Here's to putting your number in my spam list, music, friends, beer and America!



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167,795 My wife gets angry at me for things I had nothing to do with. She backs her car into a fire hydrant. She comes home and acts pissy with me. Clearly she is immature. She doesn't like what happened, but can't separate out the fact that she did it, not me. I'm tired of her drama.



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167,794 His dick was so, so perfect. My last weekend there was exactly what I wanted. Sunset, beach, sex.



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167,793 That really hurt my feelings. Too bad I can't tell anyone about it. What will I do when someone asks me what's wrong? Pretend to be happy? I'm going to have to fake it, when I really just want to cry.



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167,792 So completely over this. I'm in too deep far too quickly. This frustration is consuming my life. Yet the second you say my name, I'm sure I'll be there to answer...sigh. I'm weak.



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167,791 To be honest, inwardly I don't care for the notion of gay marriage.

However, I will say this, it will sure be entertaining when their marriages fail! You know how ugly straight divorces get--just wait till the gay men start going after each other! Stock up on the popcorn, you won't want to miss a moment!!



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167,790 The fact that I sometimes go all day without talking to you shouldn't drive me crazy but it does. We aren't anything and I've lost my grip on reality. I crave you in the most innocent ways- you're someone to talk to, someone to flirt with and most importantly someone who gets me. You cross my mind a thousand times a day and clearly I've not been anywhere near your thoughts today. Time to cut this off before I get hurt, again.



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167,789 Someone should have told me that the biggest snakes in my life is my family.



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167,788 I recently looked up the definition of psychopath. It described me almost to an absolute T.  I'm not a killer though. I have a wife and children and a great job and a mistress.



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167,787 I only order McNuggets if a foreigner is working at McDonald's because it would be too awkward to explain to them that I don't want any shit on my burger.



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167,786 One woman I know proudly posted a picture of her high school daughter's summer to do list.  It includes things like:

- eat ice cream
- go to the beach
- watch tv
- eat pizza
- go clothes shopping

My high school daughter also made a summer to do list. It includes:

- Read 50 books
- Solve the New York Times Sunday Crossword Puzzle
- Derive the quadratic equation
- Study SAT vocabulary words
- Practice Dvorjak violin concerto

I didn't post my daughter's list. I think my family lives in a different world than the rest of this small-minded town.



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167,785 You make most true cunty asshole women look like angles. Congratulations, you won the most cunt queen award of the century. Your reward, yourself!

That's right! You won the right to sit with yourself, damn that must be hard. I have a suggestion. Give up.



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167,784 You've been stuck on my mind almost every second for the past few days. This is ridiculous. I need a break,I know you aren't feeling it. I feel myself getting stuck.



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167,783 James Dean was the embodiment of Rock & Roll until he drove his spider too fast and died. What else is rock and roll? Fast women, tats, tits, guitars, leather, etc. You want to know what isn't cool? Putting your dick in crazy. She isn't even that good in bed, and you know it. So much baggage/damage that you will wish you were the one driving over that cliff.



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167,782 If you haven't found the right one and are still searching for her, then wtf am i doing here??



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167,781 I'm slowly but surely dying from the inside out. M y brain is stripping me down and ripping me a part. People think when I say I have no heart or soul I'm joking....I'm not. I hate myself more than anyone could hate me, I think such horrid thoughts, and I have done a few mean things. No one suspects me though, they think I'm to nice, kind and sorta normal-ish to ever be anything but a charming young lady. My friends know nothing of this, nor would I tell them, they all love my husband more than me.
Even though I have this battle raging in my head I say I'm ok and eveyone believes me. I guess I'm a better liar than I thought.



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167,780 Most of my couch cushions are ripped and stained. Before company comes over, I rearrange the pillows so the damaged parts aren't showing.



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167,779 Ill masterbate myself while driving down the highway on a long road trip. As a mom its one of the only times Im alone by myself. I only do it when its dark out. I certainly dont want other drivers to know what Im doin!



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167,778 My husband is such an ass.
I gave birth to our 3rd child 2 months ago. When I found out we were pregnant I cried, because I didn't want another child.
He really wanted another, & was thrilled when we found out. Fast forward, our baby is 2 months old & I am reminded daily of exactly why I never wanted another. He runs errands all fucking day while I hold the baby, feed the baby, care for the baby...when I get a chance to shower or use he restroom he gets annoyed because he has to hold the baby.
Omg you have to HOLD your baby. How awful!
If the baby cries, he freaks out. Because babies don't cry, do they?
It's like raising a child with a primadonna.



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167,777 Been married almost 20 yeas. Never once has my wife let me come in her mouth. It gets worse. For the last 10 years she has forbidden intercourse. Hand jobs only. At it gets even worse. Her arm gets tired so she gets me to do my own hand job while she remains in the bed. She doesn't even keep her eyes open. She falls asleep while I jerk myself off. She is the worst sexual partner anyone could ever have.



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167,776 My wife's micromanagement of me wouldn't bother me all the time if there wasn't so much condescension and contempt in her voice.

I take the kids to school.  I volunteer at the school.  I work a full job, pick up the kids, take them to activities and make dinner.  Sorry the house isn't spotless and that you have to check Facebook on your phone for an hour when you get home to relax as I make dinner.



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167,775 You're 25 and you still need to crawl into bed with your mom when you have a nightmare...really? Grow the fuck up and get a thicker skin you psycho Virgin Mary



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167,774 I worked for a big company. There was a woman from another department who was mean. One day when no one else was close enough to hear us, I tried to make the mean woman cry. I verbally attacked her. I said no one liked her and we talked about her all the time and said how she was so mean because she was ugly. I let into her real good. Next day was Friday. She didn't come to work. I thought good. She deserves to be home crying all weekend. On Monday she come back to work and explained she was out on Friday because something upset her and she was a couple months pregnant and she lost the baby. I think about this sometimes. I don't say mean things to people anymore.



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167,773 Losing my mind? I hardly think so, I know exactly where it is! The problem is, it wanders in uncontrollable directions, of which stoke extreme curiosity within me, and play tug-o-war with my emotions.

Or worse...it stagnates intermittently, or fixates on things.



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167,772 No, don't come home.



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167,771 Stop singing and finish your homework...



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167,770 In real life women don't scream and cry enough during anal. In porn movies they do, but not in real life.



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167,769 If a guys starts having sex, he needs to cum. If a woman starts having sex, she can stop and do something else. I've never understood this.



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167,768 Mexican is not a race is a nationality as a matter of fact most Mexicans consider themselves mestizos ( biracial) and most are , my maternal grandfather was a red head with blue eyes , from my father side I have some native from grandma but grandpa family immigrated to Mexico from northern Spain my great grandparents were both blonde with green eyes. Me and my siblings came out with different hair color and skin tone ,which is not unusual on Mexican families . I h known Mexican who even have Asian on them. I wish people will stop being stupid and quit stereo typing people.



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167,767 Keep this up and you may make me fall for you again...



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167,766 I don't understand how my house isn't worth as much anymore, but my house insurance keeps going up?



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167,765 I was fairly happy being married. The wife and I got along fine. Ups and downs, but mostly fine. One day after 19 years of marriage, she got pissed at me because I asked her not to buy something we couldn't afford. It was a new dining room table and chairs. Next day she went to a singles meet up of divorced people. Day after that she went out to lunch with some divorced guy. I didn't know any of this right away. I only found out a week later when I looked in her emails after she was acting so weird.

I was sickened by what she had done. When I originally said we couldn't afford something, that wasn't me being selfish. It was reality. We didn't have enough money to waste on unneeded spending. We were okay financially, but we weren't Donald Trump. Her response of meeting up with men was so far out of bounds. I filed for divorce. A few days later she apologized. But it was too late. There was no coming back. I wouldn't be able to trust her again. It wasn't the money thing. It was how she so easily decided to meet other men because she couldn't get what she wanted from me. I lost my faith in her.

The divorce went through and I'm fairly happy being UN-married. My children tell me she is miserable. Good. No pity for her. There are some lines you don't cross in a marriage.



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167,764 I was forced to declare bankruptcy a couple of years ago due to underemployment. I was on my way up though. I was finding work and saving money. New beginnings and all that silver lining crap.

I had an accident and I was in the hospital for one week. I am back at square one. Tens of thousands in debt only this time I can't do a damn thing about it for five years.

I am in my 40s. I have no work, no savings and no hope. I am not going to get ahead of this unless I win the lottery. Everyone thinks I am going to be okay but I've been beat too much.

My secret is I have no hope.



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167,763 On the surface it's a happy relationship and I think I could make it work if I had someone to communicate to. She sure as hell wont. It's like I can't breathe. I am dating someone with the social skills of a six year old.



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167,762 I tied the mic used for my roommates Xbox one around my sweaty junk. So when he's playing COD and trash talking on his turtle beaches I cant help but snicker.



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167,761 I wish I didn't miss when I shot myself in the head in 1976.



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167,760 My low tech dad will look me up on Find My iphone. He can see the green dot which represents me on the map. He doesn't understand though why he can't see me when he switches over to satellite mode.



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167,759 I love sex. I love affairs. I've always been this way. Its kind of scary. Im cheating on my husband to be. I cant ever settle down.



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167,758 I'm trying not to look up this one woman's skirt, but it's hard when she keeps opening her legs. WTF?



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167,757 If we let the liberals and pro-union constituency take over, expect what's happening to Greece to happen here in the U.S.



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167,756 I'm not obsessed. Currently. My love feels especially futile, lately. Is this it? Is this what I put myself through all these years for? Is this what I put her through all these years for?



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167,755 In some ways the checker at Walmart knows her better than I do. Or ever will, probably.



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167,754 I married my highschool sweetheart two years after highschool. We've been married for 15 years now with two children and are happier than ever. I haven't regretted it a day in my life :)

-f/36



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167,753 Can you please stop liking me? I'm ugly, now STOP.



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167,752 I love when I control men.



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167,751 I'm starting think who can take my dogs, when and if I kill myself.. My depression has gone to the darkest place. I have not killed myself so far because of my dogs. ..



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167,750 He never hit me, he'd just punch the wall beside my head.



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167,749 People who get married right out of high school... what the hell you thinking? Don't do it. It's your hormones pushing you into it. Get hold of your lustful thoughts. Stay single. There should be a law saying horny teens can't get married.



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167,748 I have a regular hooker I visit, she's a skank, been hooking one way or another since high school, got into the life. For a long, long time she was truly beautiful, big tits, long blonde hair, pretty face, nice figure. But being a long term hooker also means lots of booze and drugs. I don't know what she is on now but she is really thin, her hair is stringy and her big tits are getting saggy. On top of that she is getting depressed about sucking cocks all the time. She's really smart but has no education, never had a "real" job and is getting too old to hook for the money she was making. Soon she will be sliding down the "discount" highway -- fuck my ass for half price, or I will blow you twice for the price of once. I already see it happening to her. But one thing hasn't changed -- she really knows how to suck a cock, and I love how she looks up at me while my cum is spraying in her mouth and all over her face. She works it and works it til I am completely satisfied. I am hoping that as a regular, she's working me harder than some random guy from Craigslist. In the end it doesn't matter, I give her the money and leave and she sticks a finger down her throat and pukes my cum into the toilet.



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167,747 I have always loved you. Love at f̶i̶r̶s̶t̶ second sight. I belong to you.


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167,746 What a fucking dick. You can't do anything for me.



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167,745 I hate being married. Wish I had remained single. Not so I could fool around more. But because when I was dating the women were always nicer to me. There was something at stake. I'd dump a woman if they wasn't nice. But once you are married, the spouse can get away with a lot more. It sucks.

Lesson: Date, but don't marry.



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167,744 What if this whole confederate flag "oppression" is all orchestrated by the gays to show what it's like to be exiled from society?



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167,743 You don't seem to realize that we're dating.



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167,742 It happened again today, I saw a nice clean kitty during my walk in the woods. Very far from the road where a kitty might wander from home.  It means some SOB brought their unwanted pet here and dumped it. Again. I can't imagine what people are thinking, they are setting it free to live life? These cats don't know how to live in the woods.  Maybe these jerks just don't care what happens to their formerly loved pet.

I try to approach these cats and if they would let me, I'd pick them up and take them somewhere, but they never do, they are too scared. They run deep under brush where I can't possible get them.

Good luck, pretty butterscotch kitty. Although I'm sure you are already in a coyote's stomach by now.

People suck.



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I tried my damnedest to not fall in love with you. but  its to late. I think I loved you from the start. now im retreating into my old familiar space because I realize just how close I almost got to you. we both know it can't happen. and deep down you know your to good for me.

mp



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167,740 We didn't have kids. We would have had to get along at some point for the sake of the kids, and you simply aren't capable of that. Things happened for us as nature intended.



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167,739 (37/M) I posted an ad on Craigslist yesterday, looking to satisfy my bi-curiosity.  I got a response almost immediately.  He didn't say much, but sounded alright and lived in a decent area.  I got up, got ready, and went over.  Went inside, nervously shook hands.  We went downstairs where he already had some porn on.  We watched and got high for a few minutes, then he suggested we move to the futon.  We did, quickly disrobing.  Within a few minutes I was deepthroating him.

I had wanted to know for so long what it was like, and what women go through - and complain about - so often.  He was average size, maybe a little small.  But I was so proud that I was able to deepthroat it all.  I gagged and teared up a bit, but I think I did a pretty good job for my first time.  I got him off and let him come on my face and in my mouth.  I swallowed what I could.  I was so turned on, and ready for him to return the favor.  Instead, he got up, got dressed, and said "sorry man, I'm just not into it anymore after I get off."

I was shocked, and kind of insulted, but mostly felt weird.  I sat there, naked on a clothed stranger's floor, half-heartedly masturbating as I tried to make sense of the occurrence, and I realized this is exactly what women do go through so often.  Used for sex, and receiving no satisfaction themselves.

I got up, hurriedly dressed, and left.  I shook his hand, muttered some kind of "thanks," and left.  I went to visit my best friends afterwards.  I couldn't stop thinking about what a common occurrence this must be.  And how many times someone I knew might have just finished sucking a cock right before I saw them.

So, I went to a stranger's house, got used for a blowjob, then went to hang out with friends with cum still on my face.  I felt so dirty.

I can't wait to do it again.

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PS: I really don't understand what women are complaining about or why they have such a problem with it.



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167,738 All men exhibit sociopathic traits to one extent or another.



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167,737 If your ex gets a picture of your face as a tattoo months after you've broken up, it's because he's a sociopath.  The tattoo is his way of saying that he owns you.  It's a trophy as much as if he shot a buck and put its head on the wall.



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167,736 When I first met my now-husband, he was not over his ex.  They dated for 8 years, only for her to rip his heart out and leave him abruptly.  She left him broken and messed up, and he dated several girls after that without ever being able to not think about her.

When we got together, it took a very long time to build enough trust in our relationship for me to believe that he got over her.  

Now that we are married, I find that I hardly even worry about it any more.

But every now and then I can't help but wonder what would happen if she were to ever reach out to him in any way.   Would all of his feelings for her come rushing back?  You hear about it all the time... people never love someone the same way as their first.



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167,735 My good nature and kindness tends to many times make people think I have some sort of an agenda.
I have no agenda, I simply do not know any other way to be.
It also makes people think I am weak.
Not by a long shot.



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167,734 I know a woman. She's smart and well spoken. She attended an Ivy League school. Now she's a suburban mom with plenty of sass and good ideas. I like her. One strange thing however. She's quite heavy. I'd guess 250 pounds, which is fine. No judgments on my part. But the thing is, she wears the same black dress EVERY DAY. Not only that, the dress barely covers her private parts. It's hangs down about an inch belong her groin area. If she leans slightly in any direction, we can see what color underwear she is wearing. This strikes me as very odd. Why would such a smart woman wear such revealing clothes? And why wear the same thing every day? There's something going on here we don't know about. I think there will be more to this story one day.



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167,733 Be careful. I'm speaking from experience. I fucked a married man from my gym. My husband doesn't know. It was weak moment. I was bored/angry/jealous. I can blame it on a number of things. But fact is, I fucked a man from my gym and broke my marriage vows. If your wife is hanging out with someone far too much, she's probably hoping for something to happen.



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167,732 Every time I have a bad day, I find myself thinking about suicide.

One of these days, I'll act on it. It's a sad thing to know in the back if your head that you'll be the cause of your own death, sooner or later.



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167,731 The liberals have banned reruns of The Dukes of Hazzard.  I'm never voting for another Democrat again.



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167,730 Here is how my coworkers "share" responsibilities.  

We write questions for math olympiads for high school kids  They would come to our university to take them so it was a big deal to them.  My team of writers consisted of 3 people who write algebra questions.  Maybe 120 of the students would take the algebra portion.

So logically (come on, we're math professors here), each person would grade 40 tests, and then pass it on to 1 other person to double check.  That means, you grade 40, you double check 40.  80 in total.  The ungraded ones are placed on our desks by the dept secretary and we place the ones to be double checked in another test writer's mailbox.  A very efficient system.

The logic is simple here.  Test writer A gives theirs to test writer B, B gives it to C, C gives it to A, or some similar arrangement.

So why oh why would 2 separate piles to be double checked be placed in my mailbox? AT THE SAME TIME.  You saw another person left some for me and you leave yours too.  Now if my mailbox appeared empty you could have thought I hadn't been given any to double check BUT my mailbox clearly already had a stack.  

Why is this so annoying?  Because it means that 1 person (me!) has to correct 120 tests while another person corrects just 40 of them.  Every time I end up with 3 times the load of someone else.  This is work that I do outside of what I need to do for my 100 university students.  My colleagues have yet to figure this out.  Sheesh!



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167,729 My wife has a male friend. Several times a week they workout together and go on bike rides together. Afterwards they go out to lunch. The two of them sit at a table in a restaurant and talk for a few hours. My wife doesn't talk to me for a few hours at a pop. But she has no problem talking to him for this long. Meanwhile, I work from home, so I'm taking care of our kids while she's out with her friend. Is this normal? I don't think this is normal. I don't want to seem like the jealous sort, but this just isn't normal. You want to have a friend, fine. But meeting with him a few times a week for hours and hours. No, I don't think this is normal.



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167,728 I respectfully feel that worse thing you can do to someone who is suffering is to one up them. Especially if they confide with you.

Example (EXTREMELY GENERIC CLIFF NOTE STYLE)
Person 1: I've just been hurt so badly by (event, person, etc.), and I can barely get out of bed.
Person 2: Oh yeah, when I was depressed I cut myself. I couldn't sleep, it was so awful. Your depression isn't that bad, we have depression too. I live in a marvelous house and our parent gives me a goddamn limitless debit card, but my life totally sucks. I just think you need to exercise. That's what I did. And when I was depressed I gained weight, and life was just awful. Like my boyfriend even commented on my depression. But I'm doing my best. You can't just say you're feeling down, because "X" and I suffer too. You don't have a real reason to be depressed. When I was 15 I was in a really dark place, do you remember that? I wouldn't talk to anyone. Yeah that was depression. That was really bad. You should see it from someone else's perspective, see how bad I have it? Cause yeah, I cut myself, and life is really had, you should pity me....blah blah blah (insert various other stretched stories to trivialize and demean both your suffering and your character).

THAT is an example (as stated above) as probably the worse thing you can do to someone who is suffering. Especially if person 2 is your over privileged, father favored, sister who had a huge graduation party, a limitless debit card, and a private birthday party (I had no celebration. My 21st had to be shared with a damn 10 year old, so I wasn't allowed to drink. My dad just did it to hit on a married woman. Alright, I'm sorry, reader. I had to insert .02 about my life).

My point is: please remember that suffering, pain, depression, whatever word characterizes a negative emotion, is extremely subjective. What seems like a puddle to you, might be an ocean for someone else.

Don't encourage them with your story where you got your favorite socks wet in that puddle. They're drowning in that ocean, throw a life raft. As far as you, consoler, are concerned, their suffering is unique. Your attempt to gain a common ground (read: trivialize someone's pain) is beyond not helpful, it's down right disgraceful on your part.

If you can't set aside your ego to help someone who TRUSTS you enough to confide in you, refer them to someone who can. Or at least get the fuck out of the way.



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167,727 He's not bipolar, he's  sociopath.

My dad's one too.



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167,726 I have no place in my teenagers life and feel guilty for even giving advice or voicing my opinion. My past mistakes caught up with me in the worst way. Nothing can fill the hole in my heart. Now we hardly speak. Without my kids and living with them what's the point of life? I can't adjust to being just a person, I wanna be momma again. That'll never happen.



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167,725 The political commentators on TV never change their minds. So what's the point of all their endless debates?



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167,724 I live in one of the states where people are super passive/aggressive.  Minnesota nice is a fake veneer.  A guy moved into the neighborhood a few years ago and I did not meet him right away because he worked odd hours.  He just got a dog, though, and through the dog we met and have been getting to know each other better and better every day.  He is a young kid, about 28 and he is a cop.  I am 52.  He is a good guy and a big bonus to the neighborhood.

Anyway, his yard looked like crap.  It was filled with weeds and dandelions and the trees were so overgrown that it looked like it was going to turn into a jungle.  My other neighbor and I did not care too much because he is a great guy and it does not hurt to have a cop living next to you.  

Well, my other neighbor and I got to talking and we decided to ask him if he wanted some help with his yard.  You could see the relief pass over his face and he was overjoyed for the offer of the help.  We all went out for pizza that night with another friend and decided that the next day, a Saturday, we would show up in his yard and start working.

My friend and I, and my son, went over at 9ᚨ and started with the trees.  We took off easily a third of his biggest tree and it looked great.  We pruned all of the trees in his yard and my son started spraying the rocks with Roundup and the yard with weed killer.  The neighbor across the street made a snide comment about, "why are you helping him out now?  Why start now?"  I told him the guy was overwhelmed and we thought we would give him a hand.  Well a half hour later he came over and offered to help and was a big help.

The yard took about four hours to complete.  The cop did not come out until we were an hour into it because he had pulled a late shift.  He bought us lunch and then offered us money and I said a beer the next time we go out would be fine.  I told him he could pay my son if he wanted because my son is in college and volunteered to come help.  He gave him a couple hundred bucks.  The house and yard look completely and totally different like there had been a reality show makeover.  He was so fucking happy and grateful.  He told us he was overwhelmed and did not know where to start and he did not have confidence in doing it on his own.

He now has sprayed the yard four different times for weeds.  He is going to put down grass seed in August.  He has taken pride in his yard.  I found out that the neighbor that made a snide comment came over only after his wife talked to my wife and asked what we were doing.  She told her and his wife said he would be right over.  He came over and helped tremendously even if for the wrong reasons.  

People have stopped and looked at the yard because the transformation was so great.  It is amazing.  Other neighbors continue to be passive aggressive little fuckers and ask when the guy is going to do more.  I tell them he is doing the best he can, he is a great guy and he has been busting his ass.

I am not looking for praise or thanks but just to say if there is something you can do to help people, ask.  Not only will you make someone else very, very happy but you will walk away feeling pretty good too.  Sometimes you will be tired but you will feel good.



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167,723 Oh sleep oh precious sleep why do you taunt and toy with me so?! Sleep you are more elusive than an alluring woman.

Sleep when you take me into your grasp I can't escape. I can't resist or utter the faintest No. I get weak and give into your demands and it feels so satisfying to have you take me away.

Sleep why do you avoid me all night and have your way with me during the day?! You elusive whore that is with everyone else except me. You only have time for me when it suits you not when it's best for me.

Having to be medicated to spend time with you isn't healthy or a long term solution. I love you and we used to be such great friends. What happened to us?? Is it those 12 years I worked  nightshift, or that tbi that almost killed me, or maybe the lack of exercise and me being lazy?

We can work this out but you have to meet me half way. Showing up in the middle of the day to have your way with me isn't healthy because than I'm awake and tired all night. I wish I could just get rid of you forever and move on. But that's impossible. We have to work together for compromise because i'm not going to let you rule or ruin my life.

Started as a funny text to a friend and developed into this so I thought I might as well share it with others that can appreciate the insomnia battle. 7/01/15 530am PST

For cryin out loud what're you doing here?! You filthy whore it's about time you showed up after being with everyone else all night...ahhhh that feels grrrreat zzzzzzz



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167,722 My mother is an abusive and manipulative narcissist.

I'm 26 and nowhere near to being a functioning adult. Growing up in an abusive home has destroyed me forever.



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167,721 I talked to my ex-wife today when she picked up our daughter. She looked really good so I asked her to come over to my  new apartment for dinner next week. She agreed so I'm really excited  because after dinner and a few drinks I  will be jamming my cock in her hot wet pussy. She is an animal in bed and miss that. I can't wait for next week. I'm so excited I'm hard right now.



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167,720 My ex got a tattoo of my face on his arm MONTHS after we broke up.

There are some very dark, mentally unwell people in this world.

I left a very increasingly dark and troubled relationship less than a year ago.

I can never accurately convey the terror that I felt leaving the relationship to my friends or family.

They didn't get it, couldn't comprehend it.  They were just glad I left and that's okay with me.
Only people (men and women) that have been in a toxic relationship would really understand.

There were nights I wanted to give up.  I felt his hold and control was too strong.

I didn't know my next move. I worked for his company.  I had no bank account to call my own (he forbade that).

The times I had doubts, leaving the relationship, I poured over my journal, reliving the torment of the relationship.

It only gave me resolve to see my way out.  I felt hopeless, when there was no hope.
Darkness and I felt there was no light.
But the light eventually came and the darkness retreated.

My ex...He was a very manipulative and emotionally abusive and controlling man.  I strongly believe he was bipolar and kept the diagnosis from me.  He was on several different prescriptions after battling opiate addiction.


The truth tattoo on his arm was, as he proclaimed, was because he valued truth.  I had an inner joke, years down the road, that it was to REMIND him of the truth.

I digress....

You should never fear the one you love.

I went no contact, moved, locked down all social media so he couldn't come find me.

He tried...trying to still have a foothold in my life.  All he has is my email address that I refuse to give up because I've had it for so so many years.

What rational person would get a tattoo of their exes face on their arm 6 months after the relationship ended?

The day his brother sent me the picture out the blue(we were on good terms, his brother and I) I felt like someone walked over my grave.  I actually called in sick.  That is the worst feeling that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.


As much as I cared for his extended family over the years, they too were cut off.  They are well aware of his dark side after I left.  The curtain was pulled back as I was no longer the buffer, the peacemaker, of all family ties.  Those ties, all fell apart.  According to the ex throughout the years, his mother was a bitch, he doesn't speak to his father or his siblings.  

To him I eventually was every horrible thing under the sun yet he goes and inscribes my face on his body.

It was haunting...beautiful, and I was terrified and experienced vertigo as I saw that picture.

The feeling was very akin to a soothsayer revealing to you the day you will die and how.  
You forget that day and dismiss it.  "Hogwash"! you say and put that thought in the furthest corner of your mind.

Then that day, that moment, transpires and you remember what the soothsayer said as you realize the final moments of your life.

That's what that moment felt like.  I cried from my soul for a good portion of the day.  Eventually, I had to stop escalating pity party and pull myself up by the bootstraps and rid him from my life for good.

Months after the breakup I tried to remain cordial.  Sorting out our financial manners and joint accounts, odds and ends that would pop up.  I always held the high ground amongst his threats, mood swings, vicious verbal assaults and leverage that was slowly ebbing away as I took back power in my own life.

He's asked on email to meet up for lunch when he moves to my state.  His answer is silence.  I will not nor ever meet that man in this lifetime.

I've seen too much First 48.  I've read too many stories of people being maimed and killed by scorned lovers.  I would be one of them.  I know this in my bones, beyond a shadow of a doubt.  This man does not ever need to see my face.  He will kill me or maim me if given the chance.

It wasn't love, it was and is obsession and control.  I was a trophy.  No one should be treated this way.

Sometimes I feel ashamed I wasted so many years with a man like this.  Trying to save him from himself but in turn I ws slowly being broken down and destroyed.

I should have stayed gone the first time I left. That's on me.

I came back to the manipulation, control and steady verbal abuse and sometimes physical abuse.

Of course it didn't come all at once.  I was conditioned over the years.  Chinese water torture if you will.

I make no excuses for him now.  I owned up to my mistakes for being an enabler.

He still emails me.  Sending me shirtless faceless pictures of himself, trying to woo me back.

As if him getting in shape will erase all the emotional damage he inflicted.

You cannot save tortured souls.

I can own up that I am no saint. I've had my share of wrong doings.  The only thing I can do is not carry it to my next relationship.  Learn from it, grow from it.

I had to, towards the end of the relationship and after, learn what a healthy relationship was and was not.

I'm still learning.  But I'm growing.

Meanwhile I'm enjoying life.  I smile again.  I laugh again.  I have the means to provide for my child and I.  I don't have to pinch pennies anymore and I work towards saving money to be a homeowner.

I have goals.  I have ambitions.  I'm driven.
Everyday I wake up is a good day (even when I'm having a bad day it's STILL a good day)!

What I've been through, what I've endured, it's not a destination.  It's a journey for something greater.  Something bigger.

This weekend is the 4th of July.  My first 4th of July out of that toxic relationship.  Many Americans will celebrate out independence.

I will celebrate that and also my own independence.

Thanks for reading my secret.



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167,719 There is spiritual warfare starting in America.

Wake up



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167,718 Some of the things that turn me on... oh dear me. Like seriously messed up shit. So I'm SO happy to find out that simple impregnation kink turns me as well! Now I can turn my back on the stuff that's just not right. Probably get get off a few FBI watchlists, as a bonus.



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167,717 Oh my god I am scared shitless. What if this doesn't work out and I'm back to being miserable? Or what if it does work out and I'm in totally over my head?



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167,716 I have a theory but I'm too lazy to test it. I'm a bad scientist on top of everything else.



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167,715 I wish I could meet the people on this website. They touch my soul.



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167,714 Damn your iron will. You won't love me the "right" way and you won't love me the "wrong" way, either. Yet here we both are being miserable...lost in this want for one another. Space. I wish we could find some space in between the lines to love...to touch and hold one another...to speak words of love and adoration, and lick them from each other's lips like honey dripping from a spoon.



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167,713 People on my local town internet forum were complaining. A garbage can in the park was overflowing with trash. A picture was posted. Soda cans were on the ground, as were Starbucks cups and candy wrappers.

People immediately started blaming our local youth. These kids were called disgusting and uncivilized.

There was a debate about who should clean up the mess. Was it the Parks Department? Was it Town Hall staff? Maybe the local kids could should be forced to do it!

This conversation went on all day. A hundred people chimed in, all pointing fingers and demanding action.

Meanwhile, I went over to the park with a trash bag. I picked up all the litter. It took all of 10 minutes.

Really, they spent hours and hours debating the topic, which only took a short while to clean up.

People are weird.



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167,712 I can't help but wonder what her name is.



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167,711 i'm so lonely and sad and angry  - i really am done with this life - if there is a god, why won't he come already? this life is painfully hurtful - my depression is getting worse as i get older - i'm a full on hermit now ..



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167,710 I'm so glad I got to see her. A million feelings came rushing back. Not all of them ones I would expect. Hard to explain but she feels very much like home. Reminds me of a different time... a more innocent time. Now, I'm an adult and I still very much want to do adult things with her. Once upon a time, she would have gone for that. Now, too much has changed. I missed my shot with that one. In another life, she'd be the one.



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167,709 I'm glad to see you when I see you, even though I don't ever plan on seeing you. You are pleasant, and I like you.

That's all that matters.



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167,708 And now I'm horny!



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167,707 People, American or not, are so seemingly angry. Money, sex, him, her, politics, the weather, a neighbour,and so on.
What message didn't everyone hear from any of the great religions on this planet? Hello!

Maybe people should look inward before casting angry stones. Then, if you see something wrong, act accordingly.

Like America for example. Its just as Roma was. It will inevitably fall unless there is a revolution. That automatically conjures images of brother battling brother, massive bloodshed. But, Ghandi did it, without a massive conflagration of conflict. Stop viewing each other in terms of Democrat, Republican, sexual preferences, and worst of all, colour. Let us all wake up and realise none of these politicians are doing anything for our best interest. Were suckers to them, they are bought and paid for. Look at your neighbour as they are...American, and in just as much bondage as you, or him, or her each in their own way all over a broken system.
Time to reassert the constitution, and kick out the garbage!



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167,706 My life has no meaning, but at least the view from here is good.



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167,705 I watch 3 movies per day, sometimes 4. I have my own movie theater built into my home. So I watch about 1200 movies a year. Hollywood has made 44,000 movies.  I figure I've already seen about 10,000 of them. This means I'll get through all 44,000 films in 28 years. Except that Hollywood is now making 1600 news films each year. Basically, I'm screwed.



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167,704 I'm done, can't do this, I say I will but I really don't mean it. I can't go any further. I need to stop this. How do I get off this merry-go-round. :(



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167,703 I hate some of the people in the ghetto working class.  They are constantly broke and don't do much with their life outside of watching TV and drinking.  I want to do more with my life, make more money and go into the middle class, or even the rich class, and some people in the ghetto working class are pissed off about it.  Raging about people that work in offices and own businesses.  They brag about being broke all the time and starting fights.  Fuck them.  I refuse to be one of them.



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167,702 I guess the witch is jealous because she wish she didn't have to worry about money. My husband just retired this year at 50 , I don't work either we have plenty of money to live a comftarble life without altering our lifestyle and still saving money on my kids collage fund and putting money on investments . We go out a lot go on mini vacations, eat out , go to the movies etc.. and every three years get to go in a fancy vacation and stay on a fancy and expensive hotel. We also have nice cars which we own , (no car payments here) we have no credit card debt and one of the house will be pay off this year . Eat shit you miserable bitch ..LOL



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167,701 I'm over this life



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167,700 This has nothing to do with the 4th oh July but everytime I hear those pre holiday fireworks I tend to think of you.



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