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168,699 As good as things are right now - I still find myself thinking of You.
The time we spent, the things we experienced together, the emotion that we shared...  it all keeps flooding back from time to time and makes me stop and think.
The girls are so happy now with no strife. The animals are so calm in such a loving home. My health has improved dramatically over the last few years.
But I still think of you and miss you.  

I often wonder if we could ever be friends. We tried and it always seemed to end up with us getting back together to an extent. We can't not be physical and friends shouldn't be that. That is the part that I want with you. I want to share my body with you because of how you make me feel. I want to give everything to you. I want all of you.
But I know that it will kill us.



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168,698 8 am on a Sunday.  You are screaming at your son.  Good morning to you, too. Can we have one fucking quiet morning around here?   Or does noise have to be coming out of you during every waking moment?



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168,697 I still have nightmares about The Exorcist movie.



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168,696 I hate my mother!!!
42F



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168,695 Jeez, I masturbate 9 times in a period of an hour or so...often. Well, maybe once every 2 weeks or so but holy hell, the secrets about masturbating 4 times in a day sure made me feel weird...

33/f



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168,694 168610--- I was diagnosed with genital herpes 2 weeks ago. I have been sexually inactive for 6 months but dealing with reproductive health issues for 3 years at least so there's really no telling how Llong I've had it... I'm 43, super fit and healthy and not promiscuous either.  I don't really know how I'm going to deal with  the situation should I meet someone I like but I too have a conscience and would disclose it. Theres more of us than you think. Hang in here.



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168,693 168673---- enjoy it. It's a hormonal surge that happens to females before they hit their 40s. Delicious but please be careful. Dick/ sex was so much on my brain for 2 years that I took unnecessary risks and ended up with an uncurable std...



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168,692 You're not superior step off your throne you hypocrite.



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168,691 The bright spots on Ceres is part of an alien mining operation.



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168,690 Take it from me, never send a boyfriend a naked photo. Never! You will regret it.



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168,689 That's disgusting. Do you realize how twisted you sound? You had relief from killing an infant. I hope I never meet you in life.



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168,688 I bet when murderers kill their victims, they feel a sense of relief. No witnesses, nothing to worry about, no baggage.



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168,687 168589.  Nope, not buying it.  Had 2 abortions.  One at 17, one at 30.  I'm 51 now.  Still no regrets, not then, not now, not once, not ever.  Just blessed relief that I had a choice.  The people I personally know who've had them too also said the same thing: relief.  No regrets, just relief.



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168,686 I deal with some local elected official. It's amazing how often I catch them making up the facts. Shesh!



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168,685 Never thought I'd say this but I regret not serving in the military. I had the chance. I scoffed and turned it down. Only now do I see it was a honor not to be missed.



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168,684 It makes me sad when someone I like is trying to get me to like them by saying that they plan on getting muscles/losing weight. I liked you before. You don't need to reassure me that your body is going to change! My god! I always fall for insecure people.



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168,683 I love you, I'm going to tell you this week.  I've never been so nervous.



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168,682 I dated a guy two years ago. I had always been jealous of a girl on his facebook. Recently, I found out that the girl is about 12. I am so dumb.



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168,681 A box of Totino's Pizza Rolls has 15 little delicious bites in it. But sometimes... oh sometimes.... it has 16! You wouldn't believe how happy this makes my kids! It's like finding buried treasure! Thank you Totino!



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168,680 If you swim in a public pool, do so in the morning. I work at a public pool. You wouldn't believe the difference in the water color by late afternoon. It's totally cloudy. That's people's dead skin and deodorant and who knows what else (eww) washing into the pool water!!!!!



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168,679 I can say "Hello" to someone online and they think I'm being mean and sarcastic. When did the world because so paranoid?



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168,678 Sometimes I just want to kiss you slowly.



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168,677 Now that I feel we are even, I will be a great spouse again. Getting together a list of things that I haven't received marriage-wise that I'd like. Not manipulative, just clever.



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168,676 So tired of working and not having any disposable income.



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168,675 I'm really starting to get obsessed with boobs again. Maybe I really am a lesbian.



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168,674 I want so badly to touch your face and tell you that I'm in love with you.



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168,673 I masturbated four times yesterday.

38/F



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168,672 All the best people I know are alone. All the shit is clinging to someone.



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168,671 Why can't my spouse just leave? My kids and me would be so better off without his alky ass around.  Don't people get that?  You're no good for them, why stick around?  I have to admire those deadbeat dads sometimes, at least they have the good sense to split. All better off.



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168,669 I met this $girl on craigslist. She is a petite, cute 24-year old. Her rate was 50 bj, 80 full service. When I met her at my car I was stunned how adorable and cuter she is.  Brought her back to my place, we're talking 6 o'clock in the morning. OMG, she was incredible. When we brought our lips together she looked at me and said,  "you're a good kisser." I removed her clothes and we crawled into bed. Other than my wife it was the most incredible suck and fuck ever.

Of course I went to the MD that week and it checked out fine. No regrets.



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168,668 I open potato chip bags from the bottom so I don't eat to many at one time.



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168,667 Your a dumb ass, you have everything one would hope for and still can't see that instead of the grass being greener over there you have to water your lawn to make it that green



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168,666 My parents' fanatical belief in religion has made my entire relationship with them into one big lie.  

Growing up, I was outwardly the perfect Good Catholic Girl.  I went to church with them, mouthed all the words they wanted, did all the reading they assigned me, pretended to support their beliefs, went along with all the church obligations.  When I got old enough to vote, my dad would give me a card with all of the people and causes I was supposed to vote for.  When I got back from the polls, he'd ask me if I had voted the way he "recommended," and I'd always say that I had.  Thanks for the guidance, Daddy!    

Inside, however, I've always been a lifelong atheist, and always voted for liberal candidates and causes that would have horrified them.

The second I got to college, I stopped going to church entirely, although I told them that I regularly went to Sunday mass and knew the names of all the local parish's clergy and what times the services were and when confession was held.  I got all of that off the church's website.  The closest I ever came to entering the building was when I took a selfie in front it to post on Facebook, set so that only my parents and hometown relatives could see it.  I also immediately went to the student health center and got a prescription for birth control pills.

It makes me sad that my parents will never love me for who I am, but only love the Dream Daughter that they made me pretend to be.  I finished college with high honors, and now have a great job, and am active in our local NOW chapter.  I'm also going to volunteer for Hillary Clinton's presidential campaign next year, and have a loving, monogamous relationship with my boyfriend, who is also an atheist.  They don't know about him, and think I'm single.

Meanwhile my folks call me every Sunday after church, and talk to me like I'm their Perfect Little Catholic Girl who just wants to catch a man, settle down, and pump out babies, who would never even think of using birth control.  They warn me about my biological clock ticking, and not to leave it until all the good men are gone.  They don't know that I don't want kids.

Sometimes my boyfriend has been lying in bed with me during these calls.

I wonder often how many other people are doing the same thing.

F, 26



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168,665 Trying to be healthy? There are going to be people offering you junk food all the time. Trying to stop smoking? There will be that "friend" who offers you cigarettes. People just love to bring each other down.



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168,664 sometimes my brain only has one thing to say.

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE



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168,663 I don't mind the chub, in fact it's kind of cute. It's her fat mouth I can't stand and that grating voice. Shut up already. Blah blah blah-you're just talking to hear yourself talk.



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168,662 I sometimes wish my significant other would commit suicide. This makes me a terrible person. But it would be the best solution.



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168,661 Careful, some gas stations will drop screws in the road in front of their stations exactly so you will get a flat and they will be right there to fix it for a tidy fee of course. This is the American business model.



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168,660 I don't want her to be unsuccessful, in fact I'm scared because I feel like she will be, very strongly. I just want her to regret leaving me behind, though I know why she did, rationally. I'm no good to anyone anymore.

Most people tell me I'm attractive which is good, but I don't feel like I help anyone anymore. All I do is project my feelings onto people instead of actually psychoanalyzing their situation. I'm selfish. I have periods where I drink every day. I snap out of it sometimes but that doesn't usually last long. I'm always sad when I'm alone. I'm living off someone else. I don't have any hobbies or do anything but work and drink. That's all my friends want to hang out with me for, to drink or smoke weed or go to concerts.

I know there's more to life, but it's behind a glass wall. I need a change.



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168,659 God hates me. I'm so broke I have just enough money to get to the end of the month. So what happens? My car gets a flat. I paid the nice mechanic. But I will have literally no money for food for the last few days of this month. I'd be okay with it if it was just me. I've gone a few days before without eating because I had no money. But my children? What am I supposed to do? Let them starve? I'm so sad.



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168,658 OK, I hear you loud and clear. I will stop now.



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168,657 I've been banging speed for a couple years now, for an total of 12 years on it with all methods. I am holding up considerably better than the vast majority of other users...teeth look okay, skin is fine, never any serious mis-fires or shooting up beyond my arms (very risky).  I make like 6k a month, look like a traditional "hot chick" and look good in most "come fuck me outfits. Very nice apartment, by myself with no late rent and utilities never cut off.  I've never had trouble with the law,.or with shitty losers who can't respect my right to not be their personal ATM and fuck doll.  I have my own business, a boyfriend who knows about it but doesn't try to force me into sobriety, and have enough $ that I haven't run out completely in at LEAST 8 months.  Hell, I don't even hAve any tracks 99% of the time...only a doctor could confirm that I had hit recently, that's how good I am.  I've been very smart where it really counts, with some dumb luck that has saved my ass when it really needed to be saved. Some people suck.at doing drugs, but I am very good at being very bad. I am an everyday hardcore dope addict, and almost everyone I know would never suspect it. I have been stopped by police while ON IT HARD and acted totally natural, escapING any probable cause searching or field tests. I sleep and eat enough and can afford concert tix/weed/takeout almost anytime. Most people envy my life, money, looks, and lack of responsibilities  or obligations. I do not let men fuck me over or pressure me with mind games like most chicks do. I get that shit outta my world.as soon as I realize he's a shyster or the he poses a threat to my everyday life as I want it to be. Better to be a bitch for denying a loser access to your life, than to become his bitch because you were afraid or felt guilty about saying no to him.  No one is entitled to anything I hold dear, especially my body. I pretty much cut the guys who do my drug, off at the first hello and don't give in and fuck them when they get all hypersexual. They get kicked the fuck out  This has worked for me for 10+ years and allowed me to sustain  a largely unsustainable lifestyle.  Lucky me, right?
...well, not really. After this long, my thoughts are not organized enough to put the extra energy to good use. My house is always too cluttered to think clearly about what my priorities should be concerning projects.   Once i, had to call pop a lock 3 times in one week, cause I kept forgetting my keys on the seat.  I've destroyed my phone by dozing off in the tub.  Being on time for anything is pretty much not fucking happening...I've been late to my own wedding. I can barely get to my  dealer promptly let alone anything i dont want to do or have to look nice for. I cannot date most guys cause I know that my habit makes me 100% undateable and its a LOT of work keeping this a secret from anyone living under the same roof. My brain is mush way more than its not, and if I try to take breaks, the brain zaps and seratonin sickness are there like an old friend after 24 hrs or so. I need rehab and like 2 months of no obligations,  but it's not an option really. There's no way my good luck will last, and I often wonder how it will blow up in my face. Will I die suddenly from a bad injection or batch, get robbed or assaulted, maybe get a preventable illness from not going to the doc enough? Will arrest be my rock bottom,  or maybe losing everything I've worked for ?  I have to stop before my life gets ruined, but i suck at NOT doing drugs. I don't know how to live without them or how to enjoy anything sober. But either I am going to figure it out or I'm gonna die young. I need to cut this shit out, but I can't imagine how. I'm scared.



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168,656 My wife finds happiness is going to an expensive restaurant, followed by a fancy party where she has to wear a new costly gown.

I find happiness in staying home and doing the crossword puzzle.

In other words, this marriage will never last. What the hell was I thinking....



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168,655 You can only treat people like shit for so long. After a while they get sick of it. Then they bail on you, forever. Get used to it. You deserve it.



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168,654 I've been guilty of trying to fatten up a woman. If she stays slim I figure she's tempting other guys. If she gets a little chubby then I know she's happy just being with me. Nothing wrong with a woman gaining a few pounds.



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168,653 I saw a documentary once about this dude. When he was about 25 he was dating this chick. They were having sex. You could imagine. He was licking her clit and cumming in her pussy. She was sucking his dick and swallowing his jizz.

They decided to get married. Her family threw a party. It wasn't her blood family. She was adopted. So her adopted family threw her a party.

She did have one blood relative. An aunt who had arranged the adoption all those years earlier. The aunt had kept in touch. The aunt came to the party.

Anyway, the dude shows up at the party and there was awkward like you couldn't believe. Because it was also the dude's aunt. It turns out the couple were brother and sister. The aunt arranged for both to be adopted after their mother died. Somehow they found each other.

I've never gotten this story out of my head. The dude was fucking his own sister. He was cumming in her. This is the hottest real sex story I've ever heard.



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168,652 I guess I thought I'd hear from you today (in some form), but you continue to find new ways to break my heart. Have I really fallen so far in your esteem that you are now completely without care? Your indifference is my worst fear.



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168,651 When my wife and I have sex I'm thinking about another woman. I guess it isn't so surprising except the woman isn't very attractive. Why am I thinking about someone less attractive than my wife?



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168,650 I am so scared I have an STD even though it's pretty unlikely.  Maybe it's something like the feeling I have that I am somehow bad, inferior and incomplete.



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168,649 why? I'm interested in having an intelligent conversation about why.



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168,648 This shouldn't be a secret: Homosexuality is not a normal part of life. It is an aberration. Children should not be exposed to it or be aware of it until they are of an age to deal with it.



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168,647 You don't have to marry me...just be with me.

Life's short. Love me while we are able.  

Truth be told, I'd settle for you at least acknowledging me.



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168,646 All I wanna do now is travel the world



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168,645 Everyone was fooled by you, even yourself. Sadly, though with some measure of poetic justice, you are the biggest believer of your own bullshit. Such a shame, too, being so smart and full of potential. I've never known anyone who was handed so many opportunities just turn them down to live a life of shameless squalor and self delusion.



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168,644 I can tell when a guy is trying to fatten me up. Why do guys do this?



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168,643 guilty as charged



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168,642 I'm glad you left me, broke me, treated me like crap. I never would've been where I'm at right now if you didn't. I would've lived under the false impression that I was headed in the right direction. But now I know. Thank you, truly, for being such a horrible human being.



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168,641 168639. REMEMBER THE NAME



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168,640 What I don't have is fixed on a loving mother
Or the drive to surpass the way she ended under
I see the truth
I wonder why the days go on
Is it worth is to continue when I think they're getting long
It's the wrong one
I should be checking off my talents like it's all fun
Or taking pictures to remember when it's all done
And I can't help the way I'm feeling like a lost one
But I remember now that this is how we all begun
I see the sun



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168,639 I went to a party on July 4th, I had sex with a guy in his car. Now my period is two weeks late. Fuck fuck fuck. I don't even remember his name. Fuck fuck fuck.



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168,638 I often see cops driving by while on their cell phones.



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168,637 Thus anger is laser-like: well-directed and well-deserved.



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168,636 Had a drink with my best friend for the first time last night (we live in different states now and she's taken awhile to come around to drinking). Drunken hilarity ensued, and I'm not even mad that she threw up in my sink! Lmao maybe I will be when I clean it later, but whatever, BFFs! :)



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168,635 To make up so many lies about a person and to spit out as much hatred and venom, just shows you have way too much time on your hands. Please go and get a life



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168,634 If you can recall which rock you slithered under to come in, use it, when you slither out again.



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168,633 I think about you all the time. I have fallen for you hard. I'm totally enamored with you. I want to take you away. I want to give you the opportunity to flourish that you have always been missing. I don't want either of us to ever look back.



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168,632 About as far as I can throw you.



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168,631 My pussy only smells after my husband has come in me.  After a few hours it reeks to high hell.  Otherwise, it's fine.  I love feeling his cum dripping out of me all day but I can't stand the smell.



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168,630 On the way home form work I usually top off at McDonalds for dinner. I eat it in the car. Then when I get home I also eat the dinner my wife spent hours making. Meaning I eat two dinners. Yes I'm overweight.



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168,629 My husband wants me to go back to work. I used to be somebody in the working world. I was in sales. I made big money for the firm and for myself. I stopped about a year after I got married. That was about 10 years ago. Now money is a little tight and he wants me to go back to sales. I can't. I can't tell him why either. You know why I was so good at my job? You know how I could convince big clients to come onboard an keep doing business with the firm? I'd have sex with them. I'd rent a room and do naughty things with clients. I fly to London and take a client out on the town and end up getting naked with him. I did this before I was married. I continued to do it for the year after I got married. I was so disgusted with myself. I finally quit. Now he wants me to go back. He doesn't know what he's asking.



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168,628 I love my wife so much I would die for her. I would also kill for her.



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168,627 Every time I inadvertently discovered another piece of information about you, how you shit on people behind their back, how you ripped off your company, how you cheated, lied and stole and felt absolutely no remorse -- the pit in my stomach grew a little deeper. I denied it for a long time, wanting to believe the good about you but the proof was in your vapid words and lack of actions. The incessant cheating, the compulsive lying, the charm you would turn on with strangers to get what you want. I feel SORRY for your current victim. YOU are the black hole you accuse everyone else of being. You demand to be loved and understood yet offer NOTHING in return. Everyone around you is spiraling around a supermassive self-destructive sucking void! You are a walking train wreck who is incapable of distinguishing right from wrong; a parasite who feeds on the kindness of others; a true malignant narcissist. I'm so done with trying to understand or to absolve you. I am FORTUNATE the benevolence of whoever or whatever is looking after me and mine prevented us from spending ANY more time together than we unfortunately did. Unfortunate for your children, they are forever scarred by TWO pieces of shit who lied and cheated each other to bring innocent souls into this world. I wish you nothing but the very WORST life has to offer and I am NOT sorry. I'm so GLAD i found out the way I did.



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168,626 Hating you feels so much better than loving you ever did! Maybe because you did nothing to deserve love.



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168,625 I don't think she'll ever really trust me. Vice versa. Love is weird.



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168,624 Borrowed time. I'm not grateful. I'm not angry. I've lost too many ways to reach her... Is this what goodbye looks like? A.P.E.



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168,623 YEAH, freedom looks like my foot up your ass! YOU DARE try anything, i'll show you a bitch like you've NEVER seen but fully deserve!



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168,622 Righteous anger is so empowering. You're so right, I should have done it years ago. Fuck you, you self-righteous, projectile vomiting asshole! FUCK. YOU.



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168,621 My wife yields the ultimate power over me. She will behave badly and she knows it. But by the next day she'll walk in front of my with tiny tight shorts. She'll slink out of them and lean her nakedness up against the wall and say, "Mommy has been a bad girl. Mommy needs you to fuck her in the ass. My wants your cum inside her ass."

I fall for it every time. I'm unable to stop myself.



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168,620 How come you haven't sent me a text yet? I'm still waiting on You.



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168,619 168620, Friendly guy: I think you should date and just be honest about your situation. You actually sound like a really neat person who deserves a lot more from life! By the way, you still can use protection when having sex. Besides,there is a lot more to a relationship than sex. The woman who really likes you, won't care. She will understand. And if she doesn't,  you don't need her in your life anyways!



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168,618 always open to feedback that i can get defensive about and ultimately ignore.



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168,617 Wherever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you.



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168,616 All our freedoms are waning. Wow, especially on the net.



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168,615 Supposedly taking monolaurin (Lauricidin is the one studies have been done on) for a period of 6 months or so, is meant to be able to kill off viruses, including herpes.



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168,614 Sorry for the multiple posts below. I just can't delete the repeats on my phone...

Take care, cavecanum. Life is tough but great.



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Welcome to my world. I'm a single dad now after a divorce caused by my ex literally going insane. She's full-blown schizophrenic now but is fortunately living 800 miles away while I have full custody of my daughter. But yeah... one week after we met something pops up on my junk. Prior to this i had been one of the least promiscuous 31yo guys ever. But a week after the first time... stuff on my cock. Didn't matter at the time because we were getting married (we did) and having a child (who is 100% healthy and doing GREAT). Anyway, my ex literally went schizophrenic and forced me into a divorce. That's cool because I have full custody of my lil gal. But yeah... how do I even approach dating when I'm 95% sure I have the herp. Rationally I know that 1/4 of all women 18-35 have it, and 1-9 guys... but less than 10% of people have symptoms. So... they don't know yeah they're spreading it. Unfortunately I have had the symptoms a couple times and I have a conscience. So I'm pretty much screwed because of the stigma involved. I can't just pretend that nothing is there like the vast majority of people who are wayyyyyyy more sexually active than I have ever been. So I'm pretty much fucked. I have a great, great career. I'm 6Ƌ", fit, and friendly. But i feel doomed. I can't date because of the stigma.



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168,612 REPEAT_PDA==REPEAT_PDA==ADD_PDA==169612...

Welcome to my world. I'm a single dad now after a divorce caused by my ex literally going insane. She's full-blown schizophrenic now but is fortunately living 800 miles away while I have full custody of my daughter. But yeah... one week after we met something pops up on my junk. Prior to this i had been one of the least promiscuous 31yo guys ever. But a week after the first time... stuff on my cock. Didn't matter at the time because we were getting married (we did) and having a child (who is 100% healthy and doing GREAT). Anyway, my ex literally went schizophrenic and forced me into a divorce. That's cool because I have full custody of my lil gal. But yeah... how do I even approach dating when I'm 95% sure I have the herp. Rationally I know that 1/4 of all women 18-35 have it, and 1-9 guys... but less than 10% of people have symptoms. So... they don't know yeah they're spreading it. Unfortunately I have had the symptoms a couple times and I have a conscience. So I'm pretty much screwed because of the stigma involved. I can't just pretend that nothing is there like the vast majority of people who are wayyyyyyy more sexually active than I have ever been. So I'm pretty much fucked. I have a great, great career. I'm 6Ƌ", fit, and friendly. But i feel doomed. I can't date because of the stigma.



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168,611 REPEAT_PDA==REPEAT_PDA==ADD_PDA==169612...

Welcome to my world. I'm a single dad now after a divorce caused by my ex literally going insane. She's full-blown schizophrenic now but is fortunately living 800 miles away while I have full custody of my daughter. But yeah... one week after we met something pops up on my junk. Prior to this i had been one of the least promiscuous 31yo guys ever. But a week after the first time... stuff on my cock. Didn't matter at the time because we were getting married (we did) and having a child (who is 100% healthy and doing GREAT). Anyway, my ex literally went schizophrenic and forced me into a divorce. That's cool because I have full custody of my lil gal. But yeah... how do I even approach dating when I'm 95% sure I have the herp. Rationally I know that 1/4 of all women 18-35 have it, and 1-9 guys... but less than 10% of people have symptoms. So... they don't know yeah they're spreading it. Unfortunately I have had the symptoms a couple times and I have a conscience. So I'm pretty much screwed because of the stigma involved. I can't just pretend that nothing is there like the vast majority of people who are wayyyyyyy more sexually active than I have ever been. So I'm pretty much fucked. I have a great, great career. I'm 6Ƌ", fit, and friendly. But i feel doomed. I can't date because of the stigma.



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Welcome to my world. I'm a single dad now after a divorce caused by my ex literally going insane. She's full-blown schizophrenic now but is fortunately living 800 miles away while I have full custody of my daughter. But yeah... one week after we met something pops up on my junk. Prior to this i had been one of the least promiscuous 31yo guys ever. But a week after the first time... stuff on my cock. Didn't matter at the time because we were getting married (we did) and having a child (who is 100% healthy and doing GREAT). Anyway, my ex literally went schizophrenic and forced me into a divorce. That's cool because I have full custody of my lil gal. But yeah... how do I even approach dating when I'm 95% sure I have the herp. Rationally I know that 1/4 of all women 18-35 have it, and 1-9 guys... but less than 10% of people have symptoms. So... they don't know yeah they're spreading it. Unfortunately I have had the symptoms a couple times and I have a conscience. So I'm pretty much screwed because of the stigma involved. I can't just pretend that nothing is there like the vast majority of people who are wayyyyyyy more sexually active than I have ever been. So I'm pretty much fucked. I have a great, great career. I'm 6Ƌ", fit, and friendly. But i feel doomed. I can't date because of the stigma.



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168,609 I probably check my phone every minute of the day. Maybe there are a few rare times where I miss a minute and end up having a gap of two minutes.



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168,608 My baby girl just turned 3 last week, and she's a champion sleeper. Always has been going back to when she was 4.2 months old. Anyway, I went out with some friends tonight for a couple hours, came back earlier. No biggie. Then, for some reason, I decide to go smoke a cig at 2. And I don't smoke except for the occasional one when I drink. So I walk back to my room after my one smoke and the sweetest lil gal is tucked into my bed.

Dads know.... there's nothing better than a "baby girl". NOTHING.



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168,607 You make my heart race. You give me shivers. You have no idea how much I feel.



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168,606 I was told a week ago that I have genital herpes. I have sexually inactive for 8 months now so I can only imagine who gave me it.

I don't really care who gave it to me, to be honest. What's done is done. It just cements my decision to not have intercourse again. I can't in good conscience not inform a potential partner of my situation, yet I do not want to talk about it. Ergo, I need to be celibate.

Oh well.



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168,605 I finally asked you to hang out with me. Can't wait to see you on the 12th. It's OK if we end up just being friends. I just want to hang out with you.



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168,604 The trouble with pedestals is they are so narrow and unstable.



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168,603 A selfie while peeing. My boyfriend's ex was so classy! Not.



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168,602 When I was a kid I had 4 really close friends. We hung out all the time. Susy, David, Jim, Alan.

By the time I was 30, all 4 were dead.

Alan remained in our home town after the rest of us went to college. He killed him at age 18.

Jim was next. He was always very skinny. His heart stopped when he was 24. Scary as hell. I wasn't there, but I was told that one minute he was talking, then in a span of 5 seconds he got this weird look on his face and collapsed and died.

David died at 28 years old from AIDS. He was gay. He wasn't always gay. He used to date Suzy. At age 20 they broke up and he started daring men. Fateful decision.

Suzy died at 30 in a small plane crash. After David died, she went on this mad dash to get married. I honestly think she had been waiting for David for all those years. Once he was gone, she tried to wipe his memory away by finding a new man. It almost worked. She got married and went to Hawaii on her honeymoon. They went on a sightseeing plane which crashed and she died.

I'm th only one left and I constantly feel like it's a mistake. They were great people. I was unworthy to call them my friends. Yet I'm alive and they're not.



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168,601 Ever have someone fuck you so hard and fast that it's painful? Now imagine someone doing that with your emotions. That was what it was like to be with you, you insensitive bitch.



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168,600 I once had the opportunity to fuck this chick.  She was kind of hot and she came on to me. But I said no. You want to know why?

It wasn't because she was my cousin. I didn't care. If anything the incest factor made it a little kinkier.

It wasn't because all this happened at the dinner after we buried our grandmother. I didn't know my grandmother very well. She was old. It wasn't sad that she died.

No, the reason I turned down my cousin was because.... a few months earlier my brother told me he fucked her. There was no bigger turn off to me than the idea of sticking my dick where my brother's dick had been. That will never happen.



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