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169,699 I'd rather watch Adventure Time and get high than hang out with you.



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169,698 My rectum is finally feeling better today. My first thought - I want him to stick it in there again.



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169,697 I'm so happy you're better. I wondered why you didn't post in a while... but now all is okay,knowing that you're better. I love you,even though you don't know who I am.



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169,696 It's been a while since I posted here, but I'm happy to report that all is well in terms of my recovery. Still clean and sober off heroin. Still taking my suboxones, but I'm down to one strip a day! My knee is still a little swollen, but not too painful so a Motrin does the job to alleviate the pain. I'm going next week to get another sonogram of my thyroid. I'm hoping it's nothing too serious. I've been reading up on on thyroid disease and I've switched up my eating habits. No cookies and chips and soda. Drinking water and 100% juice now and eating salads. No heavy seasoning of food. It's about a change people. Have a good one!

36/F



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169,695 I'm just overhear looking at before and after photoshop pictures, andmasturbating to the before pictures! Why would I want to masturbate to something so fake looking? Why would you want to take someone's beauty and turn it into something that's not even real? Sometimes, we the entertainment industry sees as as "flaw" are the hottest things about a person!



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169,694 My boyfriend wont wear cowboy stuff to fuck me on my birthday cause its 'embarrassing' and not sexy.

You know whats REALLY embarrassing and not sexy? Fucking some long arm pit haired hippy in the ass for trading pokemon cards. Burn.

What the fuck ever.



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169,693 Maybe it's not fair, maybe that's why there's a gender gap in pay, but I have to admit that I am extremely jealous of girls who can patently declare she's going to go out and get laid whenever she wants.

I'm jealous and there's nothing I can do about it. I've tried that approach with all the confidence and swagger I could muster. Guys don't have a choice. They only have a chance. And chance is even out of his control.

A guy getting laid is a completely random thing. Like winning the lottery. That's why a guy says he "gets lucky" when he get's laid because it takes more luck than anything else.

What does that say about girls? It says that your average girl has a winning lottery ticket in her pocket that she can cash any time she wants.

That makes me jealous. The only guys that have a winning lottery ticket to sex are rock stars and celebrities because girls would rather dream of sex than go and get it.



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169,692 I am getting laid tonight. I'm going to a party. The first man who is nice to me, he's coming home with me. Inspired by a post I just read, I'm not going to wear any panties. Whoever this lucky stranger is, he's going to have a very memorable night.



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169,691 To the husband of the cunt wife....good for you...shes a selfish bitch....good for you



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169,690 I saw a girl on the freeway this morning, going about 90, weaving in and out of traffic, front right tire low on air and missing hubcap......all while looking at the rearview and applying eyeliner.
Why do women do this? You didn't have two minutes at home to do this? Someone splain this to me.



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169,689 I hate to read about a fuckable woman dying. If an old lady died, who cares, she was old anyway.  But I hate when a pussy under 50 is pulled out of service.



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169,688 Dear boyfriend,

I've been wrong my entire life. Cowboys are fucking hot~

Please wear your boots and hat and whatever you want so I can come on your fat cock for my birthday. Yippee-ki-yay.



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169,687 I thought Carly Fiorina was doing good in the second debate, being forceful, getting back at trump, and actually detailing solutions.....until she reminded us that her kid o.d'd and died.
I doubt that happens to kids coming from a loving family and attentive parents. After that comment, I saw her as an acidic, sniviling, miserable cunt....that is not going to belong to the big boys club...........



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169,686 If anyone ever bullied my kids, I'd beat the shit out of the bully's father.



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169,685 42 white presidents. 1 black president. And you think America is being prejudiced to white candidates



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169,684 I've never ever had a girlfriend that i didn't cheat on.



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169,683 I have a very skittish pet rat.  I do my best to treat him well.  But I guess I have a thing in common with him: Relentless and maybe incurable anxiety.  I smoke weed sometimes to help it.  I exhale some at him in hopes that it helps him feel better.  I don't tell GF because she is a good girl and although now accepts that I smoke weed, has a hard time shaking the 'drugs are bad and I must follow the rules' philosophy on life.  Because rules are bad to break, I care for the rat when she's away.



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169,682 To the guy who turned down sex to catch his wife cheating. What happened?



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169,681 Husband of the cunt wife - you are awesome. I hope that one day you'll find someone that makes you happy,you deserve it.



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169,680 I had a boyfriend who could squirt 12 strings of goo during one orgasm. It was incredible. I think most men after the age of 30 can only squirt once or twice.



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169,679 My wife did it again. She promised sex and failed to deliver.

My wife is part of a woman's group in town that deals with local issues. Yea right. It's really just a social club for these women to get together and drink wine. They had a community event coming up and my wife volunteered to write a promotional article and send it to the newspaper.

My wife hasn't written a damn thing in her life. She's too lazy. She said she would write it though because it would make her the center of attention. This is always her motivation.

As the deadline approached, she turned to me and asked if I would write the article for her. I've been down this road too many times. She wants to act like a big shot and suddenly I'm doing all the work. I told her no. She has to take responsibility.

She told me she'd make it worth my while. She said she'd have sex with me if I did it. I've also been down this road too many times. She tries to barter with sex and then never delivers.  So again I told her no.  I told her how she always backs out.  She swore up and down that this time would be different. She'd really do it. She'd really have sex.

Okay, so I wrote the article.  The newspaper has a strict policy that all promotional articles must be submitted by noon on Mondays. No exceptions. This would be fine. The newspaper comes out once a week on Wednesdays.  The event was for Friday.

I sent in the article at noon on Sunday. Plenty of extra time. That night I reminded her about sex.

She blew up at me. How dare I assume she will give me sex... A husband is supposed to take care of things for the wife... I'm disgusting... What do I think she is, my personal slave?

Same old same old. No sex and somehow I once again am the bad guy in all this, even though the sex barter was her idea and I did her homework for her.

She disgusts me. I can't wait til the kids are older and I divorce her.

In any event, the last laugh was all mine. I received a response email on the Monday morning from the newspaper. They couldn't open the file I included. The format was all wrong. I needed to send it in a different way. And I needed to do it before noon.

Ha. Sorry. I'm busy. What does my wife think, that I'm her personal slave? LOL.

I didn't send in the article. Details of the event never made it into the newspaper. Her woman's group was greatly disappointed that my wife dropped the ball.

She's a cunt. She deserves to be disliked by everyone, not just me.



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169,678 Of course I still care.  I always will.  But not enough to put myself in the line of fire again unless I know they have seen the light and respect my heart.  
Their last attempt at reaching out, from my perspective, looked like an attempt to prove to someone else how much I care.
It was rather disturbing.



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169,677 I think women get this wrong. We think men don't want to have sex because they have lost interest and can't get it up anymore. I think it's because they already had sex in the 24 hours. Either they are having an affair or they are mastabating in the shower. Note only does the equipment work just fine, it's been working overtime.



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169,676 You have to admit, Carly Fiorina is an odd looking bird.



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169,675 I get paid a very comfortable 6 figure salary and I work less than two hours a day.  Answer a couple of emails and be on call in guess there is a fire that needs to be put out somewhere.....if my boss only knew just how little i do



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169,674 my wife asked me if I wanted to have sex this am before i went to work....I declined knowing that she would then have her lover over this am as she is "in the mood" Good thing I took the day off today without her knowing.  Going to wait down the street until they have been inside together before I stop by to catch them in mid......what I don't get is I know the guy and his wife is way hotter/in better shape than my wife.  Just needed to proof to confront them both



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169,673 I wish all authors were like that.



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169,672 I just tried to find the worst teacher of my life via Google. It's been almost 30 years since she was my teacher, but I still remember. After I was no longer her student, I went into the gifted and talented center and was bused to a different school. I'd been inattentive in her class because I was bored. She saw me walk back into the school and stopped me in the hallway. She asked me where I was coming from, and when I said I'd spent the day at the other school, she said, "Oh, I thought only SMART kids went there."

It was the first time a grown up was ever purposefully cruel to me.

She had kids of her own. I can only imagine what their lives were like.

Mrs. Holbert, you were a horrible woman with a mean spirit and breath like poison. And by the way, I found my first grade report card and you made some grammatical errors.

Honestly, I hope that dying was slow and painful and gave you a chance to rethink your life. When you died, I hope you were less evil than when I knew you, but I don't trust you enough to think my hope has any foundation.

Oh, and I graduated at the top of my class from one of the best colleges in the country. And I'm a published author. So enjoy your dirt nap, asshole.



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169,671 I went to a school open house with my husband. Meet the teachers and all that. To be amusing, on the car ride over my husband insisted I removed my panties. He wanted me to be bare under my skirt, a short skirt I might add.  I sat in tiny classroom seats and stood around in hallways talking to other parents, male and female. All the while my goods were one slight breeze away from being shown to the world.

Honestly, it was very sexy and made the tedious meetings go much faster! Everyone should try it! :)



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169,670 I always wanted to be the boss. I thought I had good ideas and could be very useful as the boss.

A few years after graduating college and working at a job, they promoted me to be the boss of a small department. I hated it. Nothing but whining employees. They wanted raises. They wanted a day off. They wanted to tell me how sick they were. One guy wanted to show me the rash on his ass to justify him taking a sick day. Blah blah blah. I wanted to do good things for the company. The employees wanted to do things that would only help themselves.

I slogged through it and got promoted again. Now it was the managers who were whining to me. Same old crap. They always put themselves first and the company dead last.

I never said anything mean about their bad attitude. I tried to be encouraging and work with it.  I got promoted again. And again.

Ultimately I was promoted to be the President of the entire company. And you know what? I still hated it. Not because of the work. Not because of the products. But because of the employees. They don't see how annoying and self centered they are.  I could see it. Maybe there's a hint in there about how to get promoted to the President's job.

Anyway, I finally gave it all up. I don't need to work anymore. I amuse myself with other projects. But you can be sure all the projects are solo efforts. I never want to work with people again.



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169,669 I lie about my job.



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169,668 i know.....and you know...and thats all that matters....i love you



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169,667 i will never question your love for me again....i knew in my heart that you love me.....yes my baby.  i do know.....



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169,666 Holy shit you emailed me. Cool.



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169,665 HOW TO CHEAT ON WOMEN:  Establish a gym, workout regularly, and tell her "I dread those couples that workout together...it's cheesy...let the men workout, and let the women workout".
then you have a good couple hrs every now and then to go to another woman's house or hotel and fuck!



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169,664 I once frantically got up in the middle of the night to check this website. Before bedtime I was posting on facebook and here. I told an intimate secret about myself. Then I went to bed.

But I awoke with a sudden fear that I had accidentally posted the intimate secret on my facebook page.

Like oh shit! So I raced to the computer thinking how I'd be so embarrassed if my friends or husband read it.

Luckily I posted everything in the right place. But oh what a scare!



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169,663 My husband doesnt even kiss me. I am chronically needy. Hurray to all the good men and thoughtful husbands. It is hard feeling undesired...it is a bit like always being hungry



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169,662 I love licking my wife's pussy. I love pleasing her. I try to do it everyday. No reciprocation needed. I'm happy making her happy.



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169,661 Some of the officials in my town are blatant racists. It's appalling to me how this goes on. They make endless comments slamming people from other races. This is here in America. How can this be? Yes, you have a hard fought right to say and think what you want. But you don't have the right to hold public office. That has to be earned. The only thing I can think is that the voters are also racists, so they put these scoundrels in office. Where's the media to drag this muck across the carpet? Are they racist too?  There's no hope.



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169,660 Don't mess with me. I'm always ultra prepared. At work, if ever I have to confront someone about an issue, I make sure to have a backup in my pocket. For example, there was a guy in the accounting department who never finished his work on time. I really needed his numbers, but they were always late.

I brought it up at a group meeting. I was ready for the guy and his boss to defend their late numbers. Right on cue, they tried to say it was my fault because my group did so many complicated deals. They said if I wanted to have numbers on time, I had to pay for more employees in their department.

Ha ha. I then handed out a package of the accountant's private Facebook posts showing all the racist jokes he puts up everyday during work hours.  

The head of the division is African American.  Big whoops on the accountant's part. He was fired later that day. And after that the accounting department always made sure to do the numbers I needed right way.

I'm serious, don't mess with me.  Or I'll cut your balls off.



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169,659 Ive had quite a fair amount of sex with woman. But I've never had an Asian woman. For some reason the idea never appealed to me. But it's time to rethink my stance. Asian woman might be the sexiest women of all.



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169,658 Asian girl,please tell us more. That was the sexiest thing on this site.



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169,657 I wanted to do this since before I met him. At least, I think I did. I have a hard time remembering when things happened. But I just have this gut feeling that this career is the one for me, and hey how about that, it was his dream career, too.

I've started this job, and I'm not very good at it yet, but I'm passable and learning and improving and loving it all. I come home every day, exhausted, collapse on my bed, always with my head turned to the right. Toward my desk. On which sits the only physical evidence I have that I ever meant anything to him: a little rock with an engraving of a fern on it. He told me he loved me the day he handed it to me.

He was inexperienced, like me. He was constantly learning, like me. He was passionate about getting to do this "for real" someday, like me. I keep seeing more and more things I have in common with him.

People complained about him. About his flakiness, his lack of focus, his inconsistent performance, his procrastination. I remember all of those things, but I also remember someone who was dedicated and driven and enthusiastic and helpful charming and kind and funny and always tried so, so hard.

I want to be the best of what he was. I want to be everything he would have become, given time and guidance. I want to be able to look at that little rock on my desk and say, "I did it. I hope I made you proud."

Maybe then I'll stop feeling guilty.

Sometimes it sucks to fall in love.



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169,656 I just rubbed my clit to orgasm while reading the sex story about the sister. That was so damn hot. I want to know if you ever let him cum in your mouth? Ooooo, a sister with her brother's semen in her mouth. I'm going to orgasm again.



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169,655 I met a ginger guy with dreadlocks today,  and so...not my type cause dreads usually stink but this guy,  he smelled great, and I think I'd like nothing more than to give him a hot and slutty masturbation show and then let him fuck my swollen pussy until he can't stop himself from blowing a load inside me. Yup. I would definitely not stop him from doing that.



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169,654 Just a few more days. All I have to do is keep my mouth shut for a little while longer, then, they're just thoughts, not problems.



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169,653 Even though I am 25 now I cannot stop thinking about this thing that happened when I was 15. I lived in Chicago in those days with my brother and mom and dad. My parents were scientists caught up in their research. They were never around. I was an honors student following in their footsteps and preparing for an internship at Johns Hopkins. I ran track. I had friends. But no boyfriend. I noticed that I became horny at an early age. I am Asian in an almost all white school. No boys ever talked to me. I felt lonely, but I also was always horny. I would tease my mail track coach by taking off my bra under my track suit and letting him see my hard nipples. My breasts were tiny but my nipples were always hard. He never touchedd me but I know he looked. I was masturbating frequently at home in my room. One day I caught my brother watching me through the door. It was embarrassing but also humiliating because for me to come I have to be on my hands and knees with my head on the pillow while I work my clit. He saw me like this. I don't know how long he was there. I had already come when he saw me. I was humiliated. There wasn't much talk at the table that night. He was 14 then. I knew he was masturbating in the basement but I never paid attention til now. To punish him I decided to watch him without his knowing then spring out and say "aha" or something equally stupid. As Asians we showered as a family together up to a certain age. Seeing his body never made me feel anything. I certainly saw my father's and mother's bodies naked and it seemed natural but secretly watching my brother look at magazines of naked Asian girls and take out his penis and stroke it up hard was new for me. I was shocked at how big it got, not that i had anything to compare it to, just that it was hard like that. And I was surprised when it spurted come all over the desk, not least of all because I used that desk sometimes. I let him catch me watching at the last minute. He was pretty embarrassed and covered himself with the magazine. I laughed and danced out of the room, beccause I won. It was about a week later that he knocked on my door while I was studying. He came in and said he was sorry for watching me that day. I blushed and said it was ok, I was sorry for watching him. Then, to my surprise, he asked if he thought we could watch each other, right there, in my room. At first I was angry and was going to yell at him to get out. But something stopped me. I was always horny and I had no boyfriend. I never wanted  my parents to think we did anything like this, the shame would be enormous. But I was always horny. So I told him, "you first". He was very shy about it, but he sat at my vanity and undid his belt and made me swear not to tell and that I would do it too if he did it. I said ok. My heart was pounding and I couldn't keep  my eyes off what  he was doing. I found that my nipples were tingling in a way they never had before and I knew I was wet already. I wanted to touch myself but I didn't. I was certain he wouldn't go tthrough with it, that it was a joke. All these thoughts and a million more went through my head until he actually pulled his penis from his shorts. It was already hard. I laughed and he shot a look at me. He was blushing and angry, and he was holding his penis with two fingers. "No, no," I said, "I'm just really nervous. Show me what you do." He grasped it but said to me, "No, now it's your turn, you show me." My heart was really pounding now. Was I really going to show him? But he showed me his and it wouldn't be fair to refuse. The blood was pounding in my head and my hands were shaking but without even thinking about it I slipped my shorts and panties off. He was staring at my crossed legs and my hands over my crotch. "Come on," he said, "that's not fair. Move your hands." Slowly I moved my hands away."You have alot of hair there!" he exclaimed. "Don't you?" I asked. He pulled his shorts down. He didn't have much. Being Asian we didn't have much pubic hair anyway. "Not as much as the guys at gym" he admitted. He was stroking himself and couldn't take his eyes off my crotch. By now I was brave enough to sit Indian Style. He could see everything. I was wide open and very wet. "Can you spread it open for me?" he asked. I giggled a little very nervous but did it. It felt so exciting to touch it now. I wanted to rub it. "Show me how you do it," he said to me. I really blushed then. "No," I said, covering myself with my hand, "that's private". He said, "I will show you first if you want." and he started to stroke himself. I noticed his index finger pointed away from his fist while he did it. His face flushed and he was breathing hard and his head went back and there was a burst of stuff splurting from his penis all over my carpet and his hands. I was mesmerized. It was over in a few seconds and his face was red and he was breathing hard. He was rubbing the stuff all over his penis. I had started rubbing myself without realizing it and was already moving towards a big climax. I could feel my belly tighten and my hand was moving really fast. He got up and came over to me. I yelled at him, "don't touch me!" and then I came. There was a large amount of wetness that flowed out of me onto the bed spread and some white creamy stuff. I was dazed by it all. My body was tingling like it never had before. I looked at the wetness on my bed, his stuff on the floor and his hand on his penis. I told him to leave and that we probably shouldn't do this again and never to tell our parents about it. He left and when he was gone I wiped myself and the bed with a towel. There was nothing I could do about the wetness so I p ut the bedspread in the wash and remade my bed. I saw him in his room but I kept my eyes on the floor as I carried the bedspread to the washer. Mom asked me why I was washing it later and I said I spilled milk on it. She tsked tsked and we spoke of something else. Later, lying in bed before going to sleep I thought about what we did. I felt guilty and thrilled too. It was sexy. When I checked, I was really wet and rubbed myself to a quick orgasm. Eventually I fell asleep.

I swore I would never do that again with my brother but that vow lasted about a week. We did it again, only this time, I was curious enough to touch him to see how hard it was. That was all. I didn't let him touch me. This time I put a towel on the bed. It was much the same as before. I didn't feel as bad afterwards. At school I found myself thinking about his spraying on the carpet and how he held his hand on his penis and how hard it was. It was the very next day and he was in my room again and this time I was stroking him. I made him spurt. He acted like he was in heaven and I was soaked. But I never let him touch me. It seems we ended up doing something like this almost every day when my parents weren't at home. When they were I made it a point to ignore him completely. I was terrified they would find out. But I was often longing for it. Finally one day he asked me if I would put my mouth on it.By now we were pretty brazen about what we were doing. I told him only if he put his mouth on me first. He really didn't want to do it but he did for a few seconds. I could see how girls could really get to like it. But he only did it for few seconds then said, "your turn." It left me feeling cheated and wanting more but he walked over to me with his hard penis and slowly, I let him put it in my mouth. I didn't know what I was supposed to do at that point so I just ran my tongue over over it a few times. I didn't want his stuff in my mouth so I stopped after a few seconds and said, "Ok, how is that". I could see his penis right near my face and it was straining because it was so hard. "Do it again," he said, but I said, "No, I don't want your stuff in my mouth." He pleaded with me and said he would try not to do it and I put my mouth on it again. I could feel the head against the roof of my mouth, my tongue on the underside. I could feel it vibrating in my mouth, feel the hardness. he was grasping it with his hand and moaning. By now I knew something would happen, so I pulled my mouth off and he came. A big jet of watery white stuff hit my cheek, but at least it wasn't in my mouth. He spurted alot, all over my bedspread. He was stroking it hard by then and it was going all over me as well. He was breathing hard and I was still very horny but I had come to realize that after he spurted he lost most of his interest in touching me or my needs for awhile. So I let him leave while I cleaned up. I couldn't wash the bedspread again so I just let his stuff dry up on it. I smelled it all that night. It made me even more horny.

It wasn't that long before we were having sex on a regular basis. I knew it was wrong and felt incredibly guilty about it but it just felt too good and it was too easy with him right there all the time. I often said no or tried to say now and tried to tell him we had to stop, but we never did. He didn't want to and my willpower was weak. When I got pregnant was when I knew things had gone out of control. Naturally I got an abortion. There wasn't even a question. I didn't tell any of my friends. I didn't tell my brother. But that was the end for me. I was just too scared and studying biology all the time I knew what was going on. I had to stop. I had to stop. So I picked  decent boy at high school and told him I would let him fuck me whenever he wanted til we graduated and I went off to school. And that is what I did. My brother was hurt and tried to work his way back into my room all the time but I told him I had a boyfriend now. When I  moved off to college I was able to finally breathe freely again. I hadn't realized how much the entire situation was hurting my life and stressing me out til I got to college and felt free for the first time since before we started doing it almost a year previously. It was a huge mistake. I avoided going home, except at holidays, not just because he wanted me, but because I wanted him too. But I wouldn't do it anymore. It was wrong. It's been ten years since then and I still think about it. I still want him inside me. And so I never visit him or stay at home with my parents when he is there.



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169,652 I see you married that beautiful opera singer.  I'm happy and sad.

You are the third ex to marry a celebrity or public figure.

I'm starting to think I'm the female version of Good Luck Chuck.



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169,651 I'm going to court tomorrow for the first time. I'm so scared because I'm black and the prosecution is white, and I don't believe in the power of the truth anymore. I'm innocent, but that might not matter. Plenty of black people have gone to jail based on prejudice, and I'm scared I'll be one of these people. All I can do now is pray.



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169,650 Hey handsome. Glad to see you are back



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169,649 My wife made an executive decision and decided no more bjs. I made an executive decision not to buy anything she puts on the grocery list for herself. Funny to watch her looking for her special yogurt this am, she kept saying "honey, I thought I put my yogurt on the shopping list"
Two can play that game



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169,648 She sneezed and shit herself in my bed. It's ok, I guess; (shit happens - ha ha) but she's 43.... We've been dating for almost 1 year and I'm concerned of what other surprises the future will bring.



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169,647 Whenever I'm in D.C. I think of you.



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169,646 Very happy to learn that I have a big dick! I always thought it was average, but girls said it was big ... of course that was me just thinking they were saying what I wanted to hear. then I recently realized I wear extra large condoms and those are tight and hurt



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169,645 i have a sibling to had to cut our mother out of her life. sometimes people are just toxic and for self preservation, the only thing you can do is cut them out. now i get to listen to mom whine about being on the outside. i feel no regret, mom did this to herself. if reincarnation is for real, may she come back in the next life a little smarter



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169,644 I will vote for Trump. He is a smart man with balls. I respect his guts telling it like it really is! He would be a stronger president than what we have in the WH now....a sissy weak professor. For America to be strong again, we need a strong man to be our leader and one who can go toe to toe with the likes of Putin and Amahad (Arabic spelling?) AND make America proud again! F/40



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169,643 In retrospect, maybe I should have gone after someone with money and a 7 inch trouser snake...



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169,641 When I was in 10th grade my social studies teacher said a big change was coming to our school. Minority kids would be bussed in from a poor neighborhood in a nearby town. He wanted us to discuss it.

I didn't say a word. The whole time I sat there thinking how black and hispanic girls would be new to our school. They would need friends. I'd find one and date her and maybe even have sex with her. I was very lonely in 10th grade. I had no friends, and certainly not a girlfriend. I was very excited about this news.

At the end of class the teacher explained the minority kids weren't actually coming. He made it up to see what we thought about integration. I was so disappointed.

Here we are 20 years later. I'm seeing in the news how Syrian refugees will be coming to live in the USA. There will be women. They will need a friend. I could find one and date her and show her around the country. We could have sex. I hope this time it's not a hoax.



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169,640 email me. I want to talk to you. Please



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169,639 I had to cut my mother out of my life a few years ago. She is a narcarssit and was emotionally abusive and unhealthy for me.   Every year around my birthday she sends me some sentimental guilt items.  This year it is a photo of my beloved dead Nana and me dancing.  Also, a photo of me and my dead dog.  She does this to evoke certain feelings in me.  I sit here and want to blow my fucking brains out.  It just reminds me of how fucked up my life has been.  I try so hard to be a hardworking, loving, honest, considerate, compassion person.  Yet this strips it all away and I am the nothing she wants me to be.   I just hope this feeling goes away quickly and I can get back to building my life without being someone's scapegoat.   I have no one in my life I can talk to who understands this secret.



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169,638 Someone was slamming dink's (double income, no kids) on social media. What's up with that? They were speaking as though it was generally understood that this particular segment of society is inherently rude and immature. I have kids, and I don't really know any dink's. I wonder how true this is?



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169,637 I did not send it for the reason you may think.  I had planned on it for weeks, but I was low on cash.  I wanted you to have something to take care of that also gave back to you. :) I still care about you, and we have so much in common I wish we could be friends.







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169,636 How can America possibly be thinking of electing Ben Carson. He's another black man. Is the country biased against a white men for President?



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169,635 it's liberating to speak directly to my girlfriend about how annoyed i am at her actions.  break up is next..then more single life, with all these girls that have been hitting me up!



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169,634 I did not send it for the reason you think.  I had planned on it for weeks, but I was low on cash.  I wanted you to have something to take care of that also gave back to you. :) I still care about you, but...



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169,633 My wife has decided to "hire" two of her friends to redecorate our house...ignoring the fact that both their houses look like crap.  Yes I want the slum living/goodwill dumpster diving look in my house, doesn't everyone?



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169,632 I believe our loved ones visit us in dreams.



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169,631 People don't like me. I say it doesn't bother me but it does.



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169,630 My boss has farted during meetings and keeps on talking as if it's nothing.



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169,629 169612 - same here!!  Got to a point where I was walking like a penguin (so much pain just walking), popping pills like they were candy to (sort of) mask the pain.

I got my first hip replaced at 43 and the other at 44.  Best decision ever!  Got my life back.  Do your homework and find a great Dr./surgeon!!  Don't be terrified...  Short term is a pain (literally), but long term - you get your mobility back!!  Trust me, it'll be awesome!!



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169,628 My husband will make snide comments when he sees a man with a pot belly. My husband will also look in the mirror and comment about how trim he himself looks.

He has the same size pot belly as the man he was making fun of.

Funny how men can see only what they want to see.



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169,627 There's a guy I know. He's a cop. He posts on facebook. He comes across as arrogant and stupid. What a bad combination. He's like a little boy who never grew up. He tries to act all tough online. He strikes me as a bully. I could easily see him being a douche to the public while in uniform.

Turns out his car got shot up in the driveway of his house. Now he's on a verbal rampage saying he's going to find out who did it. The thing is, he comes across as such a jackass that the pool of suspects is basically everyone who has ever met him plus anyone who reads his facebook posts. I harp on this because he's the perfect example for why cops are so disliked in this country. And they are too dumb to see it.



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169,626 169624 made me cry



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169,625 It doesn't matter who will be the next president in the USA , that's not the problem,the problem is the senators and house represantives they make a very profible career out of the taxpayer expensive. It's sick some of them stay on power until they are too old to function , if the USA  wants to see change they need to put on new laws and put limits on how long a person can stay in power otherwise it just going to be the same old just with a new president every four to eight years.



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169,624 Last night I dreamed that my family was having a BBQ at our house, and we invited some of our Spanish friends over for fun and drinking games. This is only weird because my brother, mother, and father were there. My brother is a US Marine, stationed in California. My father is homeless and lives in a shelter in Quincy, and my mother has been dead for 15 years. I live in Boston, and with my shitty income I continuously struggle to find a place to live, and it puts a lot of stress on me. Sometimes I want to kill myself because I feel like I don't have a place in the world, and if I make one, I'll have to carve it out with my bare fingers.

I hated having that dream. It felt so real until I saw my mother and called to her. But I haven't used the word "Mommy" in so long that it shocked me enough to be lucid, and realize it was just a dream. So I went to my mother crying and hugged her and told her I love her, and I woke up shortly after that.

It was like the cruelest snapshot of a life I'll never have.

21/F



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169,623 I hate living in a big house too many things go wrong. I want to live in a small cabin. If I want more space I'll go out for a walk. Everyone out there, learn from this. A big house sounds great at first, but believe me it's a bad idea.



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169,622 My manager was "totally shocked" when I put in my two weeks. I'm totally shocked that she finds my quitting shocking. In my tenure with this company I have been screamed at, threatened, mocked, and verbally abused by management. I've been stuck in a dead end job with no hope of promotion because my boss thinks I'm too good at what I do. I'm too good at what I do because my job is well below my education and skill levels. In fact, I'm so good that a competing company decided to offer me a management position that doubles my income. Of course I'm leaving, stupid! Why would I stay? So you can keep abusing me and paying me peanuts for the privilege?! I'm the seventh person to leave this month, second to leave in my department.

People. Treat your employees like human beings. It's not a privilege to be treated with basic decency. If your employees are leaving in droves like they are at my company, you're the common denominator in that equation. And even if every employee really is just leaving because they got a better job, maybe you should ask yourselves why the job you're offering isn't better. That's the secret. It's not that hard to figure out.



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169,621 I spent an hour an a half waiting for a chat representative on a suicide hotline last night. I was finally #1 in the queue. I waited that way for 30 min and then saw that it had cut the connection somehow.

Fucked up



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169,620 My first time doing anything sexual. I was at a guy friend's house. No girls seemed to have a guy friend, only me. We had been friends since we were little mostly because our moms were friends. On this day his parents weren't home. He showed me porn magazines belonging to his dad. We laid on his bed and looked at them for a while. Eventually he laid on his back and said his penis was hard, except he used the word cock. No one had ever said that word to me before. I could see the bulge in his pants. He took my hand it put it there. I didn't do anything. He unzipped his pants and put my hand on his penis. I still didn't do anything. He pushed my head down on his penis. I opened my mouth. He thrust a few times and came. Mostly in my mouth, but I pulled back a little and some got in my hair. I didn't realize. I walked home like that. I didn't notice until I looked in my bathroom mirror. By then it was dry and crusty. That's when I cried.



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169,619 How come the coach wants us to run as fast as possible in the race, yet it takes him 4 days to post the results?

Classic case of do as I say, not as I do...



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169,618 I think people will vote for Trump because they don't believe in this country's government anymore. A vote for Trump is like giving Congress the middle finger. It will destroy the nation, but who cares. I don't. I'm voting for Trump too.



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169,617 Too little too late, but I do feel badly about the way I treated a few former girlfriends. I was immature and a shithead.



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169,616 My family is ungrateful. I give them gifts, they say it's not enough.

It's not enough for what? I don't have to give them anything at all!!!!!

My sister needed money. I gave her $1,000. That's a lot of money for my salary. Her response, she really needed $1,200 and I'm selfish for not giving her more.

REALLLY????????????

Well maybe I could have given more if I didn't also give my brother $1,000 and my mother $600.

These people are unbelievable!!!!!!!



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169,615 I just realized how visible I am through my dorm window when I masturbate. Oh, well...



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169,614 I'm mean. The people in my department hate me. It's not intentional on my part. I grew up in a bad situation. My parents yelled alot. I was the youngest. It's how I learned to interact with people. Doesn't work so well in the working world. But it's kind of not my fault. If I had grown up with kinder parents then I wouldn't yell so much today. Don't hate me for this. Give me some slack because I didn't have the cushy country club upbringing y'all had.



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169,613 I have a son in 6th grade. He has a new teacher this year. He's telling me stories of how this woman is out of control with screaming at his classmates. I've given my son permission to secretly video her on his phone.  School rules says he can be expelled for this. Gee isn't it nice the way it works out for the teachers. They can misbehave and students aren't allowed to record it. Well to hell with that rule. He's going to record her and I'm going to demand she be fired. He'll be expelled and I'll sue the shit out of the damned school district while my son's classmates throw him a ticker tape parade for his willingness to take on this rotten teacher.



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169,612 I'm 46. I'm told I need to get my hip replaced because I played sports in high school. I'm terrified. If I had known this might happen, I wouldn't have played sports in high school. This is so dumb. They never explain these types of consequences to students. Why not? So the school can have bragging rights that we are #1 in football? This is why I have to get cut open and might never walk again? A big fuck you to coaches all across America.



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169,611 Something like one in fifty times I use my DC drivers license outside of DC the person challenges me to produce a US ID, because I guess DC isn't part of the country it's the capital of...Once it was a TSA agent, a fifty-something woman.  These are usually people whose job it is, in large part, to take IDs.  People are stupider than I thought.



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169,610 I wonder if the only reason you're still with me now is because I might kill myself. If you cheat on me with her, I hope there is a way to find out that doesn't kill me. I feel like I can't deal with my life right now. I feel like you have contempt for me and my work and my parents and that maybe you're just using me for sex???? I am so confused and hurt.



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169,609 I've reached the point where if I was independently wealthy I would pack up and leave and never speak to any of my family again



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169,608 I'm fantasizing about a 45 year old guy I know and I am 58. I look at my old body and say what what he think of me



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169,607 it always makes me happy to see you...i love you...and i know you love me...you try to hurt me by talking about her...but im strong...and i know your doing it becuzi told you that she jad to be first since shes the mother of your children but i know im first in your heart...its simple...i love you and no matter what i always will



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169,606 Michael still hasn't spoken to me. Of all the people I'd like to hear from... It's just like him to not show up.



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169,605 I'm honest and pay for what I purchase.

But then again I am a Liberal.



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169,604 My favourite hello.
My worst goodbye.
In the quiet moments you are
Still
The company I keep.



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169,603 Stalker go away and quit making lies and stories about me , seriously . Are a closet lesbian? Seems like it since you are so obsessed with me as a matter of fact you are more obsessed with me than Frankie was . Go away and leaved alone and quit following on social media in only makes you looks more pathetic.



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169,602 In high school I was 200+lbs (didn't know for sure because I was too scared to step on a scale) and whenever I had a crush on someone (always unrequited) it was painfully obvious. And I mean awkwardly, PAINFULLY obvious.

Like this one guy Jonathan. I had a crush on him so sometimes I would sit sideways in my chair, head facing forward, but body facing him. I stopped when I noticed one day that I was the only one sitting sideways.

Another guy, Oliver. This one I fell in love with. One semester when I didn't have any classes with him but I realized he and another friend of mine had a class down the hall, I would go to their class before going to mine. EVERY DAY. I would even ask for him when he didn't come, and I was there once when he came late on purpose to avoid seeing me.

Now I'm older, skinnier, more confident, and better dressed, and now I'M the one who notices when it's obvious that someone likes me.

Still, thinking about that period of my life makes me cringe.



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169,601 Nobody likes talking to me anymore because I just unload my anxieties on them. I don't mean to do it but that's all that's on my mind. I have to move out of my current place in 2 weeks and I have no clue where I'm going. I'm going to court on Friday for assault charges when I didn't even assault anyone. My past is a total wreck so I'm not even gonna go there. And yeah, I'm gonna talk about getting fillings for my cavities because I went to the dentist for the first time about a month ago, and I find it to be a great personal achievement that I got my own insurance and made my own appointments and got over my fear of the Novocaine shot.

I need a therapist so much



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169,600 I miss those little Dawn balls that you could fill with fabric softener and put in the dryer. Those were cool



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