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171,099 My father used to yell at me if I got 100 on a test, but missed the two point bonus question. To this day I never feel like anything I do is good enough. Gee thanks dad.



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171,098 Should have taken heed when you joked about being known as a "born asshole" in some circles
It was only a matter of time before that'd bleed on in to our little circle

I did always know on some level that you were not to be trusted



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171,097 That thing you do when you blow your nose over a sink, one side at a time, never using a tissue?

I've never told you how gross I found that, how I would cringe when I heard you starting one of your "blow sessions"

The nastiest is when I'd find your wet or dry byproducts in the sink or worse yet on the tile wall or one of my perfume bottles...

Very boater behavior on your part
And I am glad your boogers are staying in your own damn bathroom these days, or wherever else you be spraying them



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171,096 I'm no longer afraid to lose him. You can't lose what you never had. I used to be afraid of losing his love, but it's freeing to realize I never had it to begin with. I will say that I worry more about his dying than myself.



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171,095 I've lost almost my entire sense of reality.  I'm afraid to lose you, but I'm not afraid to die. This puts me in a sticky situation I am sure you understand.



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171,094 I love when a woman inserts her finger up her own ass. Sexiest thing ever.



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171,093 Things I've learned in my 65 years:

Some people are insecure, selfish assholes who put me down to make themselves feel better.  These people can't be changed.  Being mean makes them feel good.  Cutting them out of my life made things a lot better.

Sex is really overrated.  Most women I've jerked off to I wouldn't actually have sex with in real life.

Alcohol is destructive.  Drinking a lot is only a sign that there's an emotional hole that needs to be filled.

Porn can mess up a man's idea of love.  Romance movies can mess up a woman's idea of love.

Being attractive has let me get away with a lot of shit with women.  What would be sexual harassment from other men is considered flattering ego boosts from me.

Failures and crushed dreams are often the greatest thing that have happened to me.

Anger takes up a lot of energy and just makes me tired.

One of the dumbest, most destructive things I can do is to be envious of what another person has.  Stuff doesn't mean happiness.  It's energy better used appreciating what I have.

I was a lot more self-entitled when I was younger than I realized.

By the time a person was in their early 30s, they stopped believing my lies.

Lying should be done very, very seldom and only when absolutely needed.

People will do dumb shit.  Get used to it and just let it slide by, and I'll be a lot happier.

Half the stuff I bought wasn't really needed.  It just sits around waiting to be used.  But having a few dumb things around the house does brighten my day, and is worth it.

If I say one wrong, nasty thing to a child, it can have a lifelong impact on them.

Waiting for good things to happen to me was a dumb idea.  My success wasn't achieved by sitting on my ass.  It took work.

Wow, it is really important to be educated.

Most adults have attached their political views to their egos.  Try not to do this.

Learning financial responsibility when I was younger would have helped me out a lot through life.

What I do not know far outweighs what I do know.

Learning to admit I'm wrong is one of the best things I've learned.  It was difficult to learn how to swallow my pride and put my ego on the back burner.

I will make huge mistakes.  Just move on and try not to let it happen again.

It really isn't hard to be nice to people.  It's actually pretty easy.



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171,092 I called out of work today.  Idgaf.  Fire me.



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171,091 There are alot of us "weirdos" out there, products of our childhoods. Know that you are not alone.



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171,090 My sister-in-law suffers from chronic migraines.  She needs to either win the lottery or marry a rich man so she will not have to work.  No job is going to allow her time off several days a week because it's too painful to get out of bed. Maybe that is why she latches on to the first guy that shows her any interest.  She has a bf of a few months who already moved away from her town for work who now  will be moving states away for another job.  She is planning on moving with him. Huh? You just met him and his priorities are only about his career.  



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171,089 I am obsessed with whether or not my breath smells.  I have never smelled the breath of any of my coworkers which makes me even more self conscious.  Suppose I have halitosis and they all talk about it behind my back?



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171,088 My husband and I cleaned up our apartment this weekend.  I swear you could feel the depression lift off of our shoulders.  I have never fancied myself and artistic person or someone who needed beautiful things around me but my opinion is slowly changing.  When my home looks good I feel good too.



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171,087 I make more than $2,000 more than my supervisor.  She knows it.  I cannot imagine she feels good about this.  She's only in her position because she has seniority and we have a great union that makes it difficult to get rid of employees - a blessing and a curse.  We both have the same level of education yet after 20 years she still makes less than I do.  I've only been here for 6 months. Maybe that's why her face is in a permanent grimace.



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171,086 I have been farting for the past few hours.  Silent but stinky farts.  They are so gloriously smelly.  Every time I drop one, I "catch" it in my palm and quickly bring it up to my nose.  

Oh come on, who doesn't do that?



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171,085 My pussy only smells when my husband's cum is in it. I know it's sexy to have his cum dripping out of me all day but by the end of the day, that suspicious fishy scent starts to kick in. Sorry babe.



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171,084 First thing I had learned when I grew up about a million years ago was that not everyone is going to like you or love you so get over it and find the people who do.
Pointing fingers at an iun evolved human is about as useless as two bald men fighting over a comb.



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171,083 I think I'm falling into some of the same old delusional traps again. It's something I really don't want to discuss with family right now. There will be questions I don't want to answer.



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171,082 I took a gamble on you and I may have lost
But I know you and that ego of yours sure didn't count me for the kind of player that knows when to walk away
And it makes me smile.



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171,081 You and your dirty ass dick
you're a lying oaf who gave me trich

My pussy is back
And you and your issues above my paygrade shall never get to enjoy it in the same way again

Toodles.



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171,080 I wonder what it's like to have sex on a regular basis. In other words, I wonder what it's like NOT to be married.



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171,079 I cannot understand what happened in Paris two days ago. All this horror and devastation. The world is insane.



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171,078 I wish she'd just tell me what to do. Seriously, what's with women and all the guessing games?



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171,077 Carson is an idiot and Trump is a buffoon. If that's the best Republicans could come up with, Go Hillary, Go Bernie, Go anybody but these clowns.



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171,076 I had a friend a few years back that started rubbing me the wrong way so I distanced myself from her. I couldn't really say why. She had a history of friends supposedly alienating her and I tried to be that friend that held on, but I didn't. She was hurt and I felt bad.

Recently, I connected with her and I had a nice time, I told her I really couldn't remember why I needed to be away from her. I had an idea but couldn't really articulate it. But an argument happened and then I could see very clearly why I cut ties, manipulating words and being difficult, as if she was trying to make me feel like I was one with the problem instead of her. I will but cutting her off again, this time without any guilt.  I'm sorry she's had a difficult life, but that does not absolve you of social responsibility.

Funny how a couple years of experience in dealing with other people and situation can make things seem so clear.



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171,075 Hmmm, why do I feel you are avoiding me in our new strictly sexual arrangement?

Didn't cotton too well to turn about being fair play... didja Darlin?

I'm only to be fucked with one way ;)
And at least I shall enjoy my spoils



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171,074 I miss you in some ways
The good parts of course
But my life has become so much more interesting lately
Since you've been gone



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171,073 There's a famous person with the same unusual last name as me. I tell people he is my cousin. He's not. Sometimes I make up stories about how me and him would spend summers together.



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171,072 Anyone who thinks the Bible is a historical book is plain out of their mind.



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171,071 I keep forgiving my wife because it's easier than leaving her.



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171,070 Some people say that if there's problems in a relationship, you fix them. That you overcome them and carry on instead of moving on from your partner..
but others say love is effortless, that two people in love are two parts of a whole, without trouble or suffering.
Why settle for fighting, for the continuous effort of being together? Don't you believe your other half is out there, waiting to be blissful with you?



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171,069 Shhh...just be quiet and let me love another. God, I think of how much you'd enjoy these pictures I've been making. I would've shared them all with you. I would've given you everything.



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171,068 My pussy hasn't smelled this great
Since you haven't been in it

It's no coincidence



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171,067 I know I rarely respond to you. It's not because I don't want to but that I know what happens when I open Pandora's box. My silence is because I love you.



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171,066 My group of friends and I are all in our late 20s/early 30s, and most of us are in relationships. My best friend and I both confessed to each other that we both have feelings for the same mutual friend, although we are both in long-term relationships. Even stranger, I ended up cheating on my boyfriend one time a long time ago with my other friend's now husband. I mean, should we just all be fucking each other or what? What is monogamy even for?



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171,065 My mom has schizophrenia. I'm a little weird, too. I learned to not have much of a reaction to things as it would set her off. It's not that I wouldn't be upset but I knew if I cried or said anything, it would be worse for me. Same thing if I was really happy about something, you never knew what would set her off. To this day many people think I'm cold, I'm not. Old habits die hard and that habit kept me from harm for many years.
My mom did a lot of insane things to us and herself and pretty much anyone who crossed our paths.
So ... You are not alone. We survived fucked up childhoods and we might be weird, but it's what helped us survive!



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171,064 I have no way of knowing what you think. It's a yes or no question and you have been stuck on maybe for far longer than ever should have been allowed. That's just the way it goes, I don't live life with regrets, it was beautiful for what it was. All my love.



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171,063 If you weren't in love with me the first time around, what makes you think you can fall in love the second time around.  Uhm...I don't think it works that way.



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171,062 I was reading about Amber Hagerman, the girl who went missing in Texas and the reason why we have the Amber alert system. I'm thinking to myself why did no one suspect the neighbor that called the police saying he heard a screaming girl and seen a guy carrying her off into a black truck??? Your telling me in a neighborhood, only one person hears her scream? Sounds like he's created his alibi. I know he's the one that did it, I have a feeling. There are really no sites where I could pose my assumption and someone of authority might see and try to solve this case. Why was he not a suspect? It doesn't make sense.



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171,061 If I wanted to I could call the manager at the electronic store where you used to work and get all the information I need to press charges against you and the other idiots. My bff is a very good friend to one of the upper managers at store. So keep it up just don't be surprised that day a police man shows at your door smart ally.



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171,060 I wonder what it's like to remember what your father's face looks like. Not the photo of his face, but the real him. I don't know what's making me think about that again. A weak spot in my psyche for sure.



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171,059 I also went pervert one evening. We were visiting my husband's family for the holidays at his parent's house. At bedtime I went out to have a cig. I sat alone on an old stone wall looking towards the back of the house.  I saw my husband's brother enter the ground floor bathroom. It had a giant picture window. Who puts a giant picture window in a bathroom??? He took his clothes off and hopped in the shower. Even the shower had a glass door so I guess you can look out the giant picture window. Or in my case, I could sit on the wall and look inside to see the brother soaping himself up. This sentence is usually never said in the English language, but I watched my brother in law wash his penis. I supposed I could have gone inside or turned the other way. But I didn't. I watched and was a total pervert.



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171,058 I'm growing more and more attracted to brunettes.



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171,057 I knew you were hideous looking but oh god . You actually look worse I person , keep dreaming.



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171,056 1055 - Another example of a borderline woman destroying lives. People act as if it's hard to diagnose, but you hear the same stories and key phrases "living on pins and needles", walking on egg shells, set them off, etc. it's a terrible insidious mental disease and should be out in the open rather then covered up behind closed doors.



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171,055 They couldn't attack the terrorists. It was to hard to get over the dead bodies.



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171,054 People don't like me. They think I'm weird and insecure. They are right.  I wish they could find a place in their hearts to cut me some slack.

When I was growing up, I suffered through such torment. It has left me damaged. So many examples.

When I was like 8, my mother got mad at me and left me on the side of a highway. I walked home. It took 6 hours. I didn't know the way. I was scared the entire time. Can you imagine what it's like to be scared for 6 whole hours?

When I was like 10, she got mad that I took too long in the shower. When I came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around me, she shoved me outside on a cold winter morning and locked the doors. I don't think I have ever gotten over the embarrassment of neighbors seeing me, or the shame of hiding in the bushes until my mother finally unlocked the door an hour later, or the physical pain of being so fucking cold.

Then there was the time I dropped a spoon. My mother went on a tirade. She stormed out the door and didn't return for two months. All because I dropped a spoon.  

She had mental issues. I see that now. And because of this I lived on pins and needles. I constantly feared setting her off. I constantly feared the resulting pain, shame, embarrassment and loneliness.

Yes, as an adult I'm still insecure and weird.  But couldn't someone please have a little compassion and understanding and not put me down because of it. Please. I'm hurting so big on the inside.



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171,053 I'm going to beat the shit out of my sister one day. She has gone too far with her damaging accuastions to my brother and hateful judgement of me. That's alright...her justice will not be overlooked.



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171,052 When I look at a picture of myself, I no longer see a little girl with maybe a few wrinkles and a hint of gray. Instead I see an elderly woman. My life is almost over. I'm filled with sadness.



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171,051 Our love story has come to its end, and yes, that still makes me feel very sad. When I think of you, I cry...so I try not thinking of you. But god, you must know how much I loved you. Don't you? It was gut-wrenching soul-level love. It still is. I just don't want you to ever doubt the depth or sincerity of my feelings. The truth is that I'm afraid that you just may be the love of my life, but what the fuck am I supposed to do with that? I wanted so desperately for you to love me. But I wonder how could you have really loved me if you gave me so little? You watched me destroying myself and you never said a word. Is that love? I don't know. All I do know is that I must cling to the happiness that life is tossing my way like a life preserver, because it has actually saved my life. When I fail to look at you or speak to you, it's not that I hate you but rather I'm trying not to love you.



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171,050 Part of me feels badly for you right now

Another part of me thinks your Karma may just be coming home to roost



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171,049 You are not fooling me with those "so in love" pics. I know his wiener doesn't work half the time and he has a low libido anyhow.... Meanwhile! I am getting loved one to three times a day.  What I always wanted from him and couldn't get.

Life is ten times better now!
Glad you took him over.



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171,048 Yes, I won some games tonight...

Sweet Boater types thank-you for underestimating me as a female
I had a lot on my mind
My heart hurts for Paris
And her people

Sad that I am going to bed alone
At least my best dog ever leaps up
To sleep by my side
In these unwashed sheets
I'll take it

Kicking ass on a lot of green felt better than sex tonight...



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171,047 170993 Take my word for it; no woman wants to see that.



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171,046 If a woman wanted to lick my pussy, I might let her. There would be a few restriction like she must be a total stranger. I couldn't do it with a friend. Too weird. No offense, but she couldn't be a total dike. A pleasant normal married woman like me would work best. And yes I would consider licking her pussy in return.



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171,045 If a guy wanted to blow me, I'd let him. I might even blow him back.



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171,044 There is a woman where I live, a white suburban rich neighborhood. She drank excessively. She was arrested several times for DUI. She had her children in the car for some of those arrests.  Everyone knew she was nothing more than a tawdry alcoholic. No one did anything.

What got me though is that the courts never did anything about it either. How can you be arrested for drunk driving so many times, and in every case she only had to pay a small fine?

In the end, she took one too many sips from the bottle. Her 11 year old daughter came home from school one day and found mommie dead on the couch. She died of acute alcohol poisoning.  Poor kid.  She has to live with the image of finding her mother dead.

Something so wrong with this story. The woman committed suicide in front of everyone, but none of us did anything except watch.



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171,043 Hating people, and letting them know is a zero sum game. That doesn't mean that people shouldn't retaliate when appropriate. When someone's ideology calls for your destruction, you must plan to get rid of them before they get rid of you. The right motivation is self preservation, not hatred.

p.s. Honey, if you're reading this, that's why I got rid of you



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171,042 When I get a flat tire, I change it myself. Oh yea, I rock.

24F



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171,041 My cousin lives in Paris. No one has been able to get in touch with him...



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171,040 I don't enjoy sitting on a man's face while he licks my business. It's too much effort on my part. I'd much rather be lying on my back in a restful pose and he can get between my legs and go to town.



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171,039 I don't exactly all the details from the tragedy on Paris but i'm amused that were hundreds of people and very few terrorist and did some to serious damage. I never been in the kind of situation but I think maybe we should start training to people to attack and confront instead of running , I'm sure some guys got together and said , You know what if we are going to die at least we should take those jerks with us . I understand this guy were arm but still there were like 5 vs 100 plus ? . We should all put a top to this , Im tired of news like this , spreading terror and killing innocent people .



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171,038 Love/respect yourself before you wage a hatred or bitterness on humanity. No one is entitled to devalue you and you are are only obligated to reach these man-made standards due to regulations. It's the way we are governed that keeps humanity fighting/competing against one-another. In this case, we must learn to accept the notion of "failure". We must learn to accept one-another. We are the same kind. We are one. We all have the equal opportunity to reach out to understand one-another. I have love for you, brothers and sisters.



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171,037 171027 That sounds fantastic!  Whenever I feel my man is enjoying my body I enjoy it. It's so hot!



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171,036 I'm tempted to set up a hidden camera. Many guests staying over for the holidays.......



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171,035 it is the hottest thing ever when a girl turns her head and looks back at you and says, "i love your cock in my asshole".



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171,034 I am at a loss of how to flirt.  Pretty sure I've regressed in some way socially too. 37/f



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171,033 It remains to be seen how the Bill Cosby thing finishes, if ever. With some of these women it is hard to believe they were raped, and some raped repeatedly over weeks or months. More likely they were alone with him when he whipped out his big black cock to the surprise of the 'victim.'  They were probably in awe, shock, confused and did what they felt were supposed to do--they sucked his dick. After all, this is Bill Cosby the model dad of America. How could they walk away and say no to a very popular figure? They might have felt obligated to honor him with the gift of their mouth to his penis. And now they want to get paid.



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171,032 It's very difficult  to survive on food stamps and cash aid.



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171,031 I dare you, bitch!



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171,030 In about 2 years Europe will be demolished. Christians,Muslims,any kind of life will vanish in Europe.



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171,029 Yes that is amazing and some women never get that. You don't even know...it can get to the point where the oral neglect makes a woman feel embarrassed, frustrated, and longing so much it is perverted, not productive.
Yay you...you are a credit to the sexual species.
Married female/39/sex life isnt so hot despite best efforts!



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171,028 um...I got wet reading that.



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171,027 So the other morning I'm in bed with my gf and she's on top of me and we're kissing. I move her up so I can kiss her breasts and nipples. Turns out I ended up doing this for quite a long time. Kissing, sucking, biting, licking her nipples, her breasts, and the space between. Then I started to move myself down the bed and I kissed her belly a bit. Then down further until I had her straddling my head and I went to town licking, sucking, and kissing her clit.

I can tell you I thoroughly enjoyed every moment of this. Seemed so erotic and sexy to me. A few days later I told her I had been thinking of it and how much I enjoyed it and I certainly hoped she did as well. She said she did - but in sort of a noncommittal sort of way. She is kind of shy about sex and a bit prudish, so I am not really sure if she enjoyed it or not.

So for all the women out there - give me your thoughts. Do you/would you enjoy this?



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171,026 The only real and sincere black leader ever was Malcolm X.



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171,025 you can see right thru the bullshit that's only purpose is to make ppl feel insecure



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171,024 It's too bad you'll never get to talk to me or see me again. Your loss totally



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171,023 I've never hated someone who I like, so much. It's like..I find myself being polite to this person, I enjoy this person's company, I find this person a "good person" conceptually...and I even dated this person..however, whenever I see this person's face..I just feel annoyed. I feel that I don't have a reason to dislike this person...but I feel so annoyed that I even began to think horrible things..( nothing that would cause harm, maybe more like mild s&m things). I think because this person is just so addicted to "positive" that they are so disturbed by "dark" thing it pisses me off so much. I had to leave our 3 month relationship because of this..i just couldn't take it. At first it was the reason why I thought i could love this person, because they are so beautiful and pure..but then I realized that I was not all that..that I have other sides, other experiences, that I love people and things that aren't always perfect..and then so began the insidious feelings...that someone who hoards morality...makes tyrants and barbarians..of everyone else. and now...everytime i see this person, I think of how much disdain i feel..as if i want to teach this person a lesson....teach them about themselves..but i won't..i won't. I think its bullshit to reach into someone else's life and tell them how to live.



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171,022 Bernie Sanders is I think the only candidate genuinely interested in African American well being.

#FeelTheBern
-36/M/White



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171,021 on Payday, the first thing i do is look at the hooker ads, to see who will get my $



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171,020 I'm genuinely curious, why wouldn't a black person vote for Bernie Sanders? And, who do you think will get their votes?
26/ white female



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171,019 The hooker I visit is starting to get to  be a pain. She is texting me constantly. Woman, I don't have any more cum for you to swallow! Give me at least a week to build up another load, I am older now after all. She's not expensive and takes the sperm all over her face and licks me clean but I can't keep up with her.



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171,018 I've been getting in a lot of debates over Bernie Sanders and why most Blacks will not vote for him. His supporters without fail always come back with the words 'stupid' 'ignorant' and 'too lazy to vote anyway'

which confirms my belief that the majority of his supporters are hipster doofus's who are closet racists suffering from white guilt.

45Black Male



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171,017 20 years ago I worked in a deli with a girl who in high school.  She was 15 years old.  One day we were chatting and she told me she was fucking a 25-year old man and a 30-year old man.  What the fuck?  How do grown men fuck teenage girls with a clean conscience?  And there wasn't one guy fucking her, there were two grown men fucking her.  Maybe I should have reported it, but I just wanted nothing to do with her type of crazy.



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171,016 I really am stuck on the "golden shower" fettish. My wife doesn't like it but she obliges. A couple of my various girlfriends will also accept my desires. (my wife is ok with my extracurricular exploits, I'm not doing anything behind her back.) The difficulty is, that it permeates my thoughts daily. I am very thankful that anyone would permit me to do anything so taboo to them, but I feel somewhat guilty for being so graciously "serviced" and yet, I still want it more... A LOT more!



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171,015 Marie, why didn't you come last night? Please let me know the angels came and took you home. I can't stop thinking about what he did to you. Please come to me, in my sleep, while I'm awake, in any way you can get through to me. I need to talk to you. Even if you are not at peace yet, come anyway...please.



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171,014 to the computer man...god bless you...we need more people with love in their hearts and God in the lives like you. Im sure that she appreciated it alot....Im sure God is smiling down on you...



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171,013 I know two ladies who get up at 5 AM to go running. They are trying to lose weight. Good for them..... except for the part where they meet up at 5 AM at Dunkin Donuts. They have a coffee and a jelly donut before running....



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171,012 Marie, it's me again. I can't stop thinking about what happened to you. Please come see me in my dreams tonight and show me you're okay.



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171,011 I'm the behind-the-scenes person on many of the school plays in my town. I paint the sets and create the costumes. I started years ago when my own children were involved. I continued to do it anyway after they graduated. I enjoy doing it and volunteering my time.

This year the director called in September and started talking about what was needed for the most current production. I had to interrupt and explain I can't do it this year. I said something came up, and I'll be too busy. I won't be able to find the time to help with the play.

The director was so sad. She doesn't know who else to go to. After all these years I consider her my friend which is why I felt very bad lying to her.

I'm not busy. But there is one parent in this wonderful town who has been so unkind to me and people I know. When I heard her child was in the play, I couldn't find it in me to help. That's how mean this person is.

I saw photos from the play posted on line this week. It looks dreadful. It looks like a child painted a cardboard box for the set and the costumes look like leftovers from Halloween. I feel bad for the other students. They deserved so much more.

The one bad family has dragged everyone down.

Hopefully next year the nasty woman's child will decide to give up acting and I can once again help with the plays.



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171,010 To the person with the constantly runny nose, I understand your frustration.  I have the same problem with in addition a chronic cough that annoyed me and everyone around me.  I finally went to an ear,nose and throat specialist.  He prescribed to nasal sprays; one for the cough and the other for the runny nose.  Problem solved. Still get a cough and a running nose from time to time but the sprays take care of them we they happen.



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171,009 She said, put up or shut up. I couldn't do the one and I wouldn't do the other. I'm still working on it. I'm getting quieter. I didn't want to go out screaming.



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171,008 I have such horrible sinus issues and as such have been dealing WITH CONSTANT NONSTOP boogers for 2 years now. People who think we are just "gross" do not understand how seriously this affects someone. I am a very attractive woman and I look down and avoid eye contact, conversing unnecessarily, and entire social situations because of something i cannot help or fiND a solution for. I blow my nose every 5mins or less every single day. It never stops or improves. I live alone, and worry about the smallest opening in my curtains, and it's just very lonely to be me. I cry at night because people can't be allowed close enough to see me in this light or I'm just written off as nasty and inconsiderate. No one WANTS THIS.



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171,007 I know you



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171,006 I can understand how ex's can murder each other



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171,005 # May you find peace among the angels Marie;(...
From this stranger....& to the original poster, am so sorry for your loss....:(



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171,004 About a year ago a friend of wife emailed me. She was having computer trouble. She wanted to know if I could remove a virus from her machine. She knew I worked with computers. I told her I'd try, but no guarantees.

We met at Starbucks. I bought us both a coffee. The virus problem was easy enough to repair. She then explained she wanted to sell the computer for $50. I asked why, it looked to be in fine shape, it was only a few years old, plenty of life left in the machine.

She said she needed the money. Her voice turned sad and shaky. She said her husband lost his job a year ago. He couldn't find work. She did what she could. But it wasn't enough. So she's selling off their computers and other belongings.

There were tears running down her cheeks. Her face was clenched tight. She stared at the floor and looked like she was about to lose it and burst out bawling.

I felt overwhelmed with sadness for her. She's such a good person, such a good mom, such a good friend to many in our community.

Without missing a beat, I put on a cheerful smile and told her this is my lucky day. I explained that as it happens, I was looking to purchase a used laptop. And I love her particular brand of machine. I asked if she wouldn't mind waiting and finishing her coffee, and I'd run across the street to my bank and get the cash.

Ten minutes later I came back. I handed her an envelope with the money and took the computer. She thanked me and we said goodbye.

The next day there was a knock at my door.  It was her.  She put her finger to her lips, motioning that I shouldn't say anything. She hugged me. A big warm hug.

She backed away, got back in her car, and drove off.

I guess she looked in the envelope and found the $5,000. What can I say, I really needed a used laptop. :)



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171,003 While you are home waiting like an idiot to call you or chat with you online he's with wife of many years celebrating their anniversary which was yesterday. They are probraly laying on a beach somewhere , please get a some self esteem and get over your daddy issues or whatever childhood trauma you have. Do you know pathetic you look standing there in from of my house? My life is far from perfect but at least have some dignity and respect to go after a married guy who will not leave his wife.



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171,002 I knew a girl, a family friend, whose life was very sad. Her own mother sold her body when she was a child. Child Services took her and she went about her life from foster home to foster home. Beaten. Raped. Neglected. No one ever looking out for that little girl.

She became an adult and tried to make it right. She had a baby girl of her own and she was her family, her world. She was a hairdresser and studying to get her real estate license just trying to get by and do right for herself and her daughter. She was a fighter. I'll always remember her for that.

Last week, she was murdered by a man who she had hired to do some repair work on her house. They found her body in flames in her car in a remote part of the woods.

I just wanted to share her memory with someone.

Rest in peace, Marie. I love you and I hope the next world is kinder to you.





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171,001 Women...men are only as faithful as their options.
...yes, even YOUR man.



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171,000 Some days I don't want to go on. I am running out of excuses to stay alive.
I have so much to be grateful for. But I don't want it.
I want to donate my organs to people who want to live and drift away into nothingness. This world has too many evil, superficial, materialistic, money hungry, disrespectful people.

I have yet to find someone like myself.

There is something wrong with me.



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