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171,399 I'm very lonely. I have friends but I feel disconnected from them all. The feeling is getting worse as I age.



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171,398 So it turns out my best friend also has had a secret attraction to the same man I have secretly been attracted to, hell...completely fallen for and have wanted for 3 years. This was a huge shock to me and completely unexpected. All the while, both of us persisted in failing relationships. Now, here we are...finally tired of shitty dying relationships, ready to move on, only problem is there are two of us and only one of him. I am afraid of how this will turn out. We've talked about this, and she seems confident that he reciprocates her feelings but claims she would not pursue it. I told her that I would certainly be jealous if they did become involved, but I have not confessed the true depth of my feelings for him to her. I don't know what I'll do if they end up together. I could lose both of the only people in my life I feel truly know me. I care for them both so much, she is a great friend, and he is the ideal man. This could be potentially the biggest heartbreak of my life. I am so scared it's true. If he chose her over me I would just wither away...



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171,397 Went on dirty roulette twice last night. First time was with a hot crossdresser in a white dress, pantyhose, tiny panties and a huge hard cock. He stroked his dick showed me his ass and begged for my cum. Went on a couple hours later and got an Italian woman with a perfect body and a camera pointed right at her gorgeous and very hairy pussy. She spread open fingered herself while I jerked off. I came so hard both times.
Never ceases to amaze me how diverse my tastes can be. I think more people would enjoy it if they opened them selves up to it.



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171,396 I was locked up in a psych ward for a month.  All of November, actually, a few years ago.  It isn't the same as a prison, but I still didn't see the outside that much.

I remember making sure that when I was allowed to go into the courtyard, I would go outside into that cold, gray, November rain.  It was beautiful.  Whenever I see the dreary weather around this time of the year, it does bring me back to those times.

And though I sort of feel like crying when I think about it sometimes, I have learned to cherish even these days that others call miserable.

I would go out into the courtyard, surrounded by those super tall walls, and just look up at the sky.

I think it's the reason that I've lost a lot of value in other stupid shit.  I'll bet you know what I mean.

It was only a month, which is different from a few years.  Thank goodness for that, at least.  It wasn't the only visit I had to the psych ward.  Not all of the psych wards had those spacious courtyards, or even any outside time at all.



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171,395 Cynda ran an ad on Craigslist. Road head if I recall. It was literally the minute I had met her I was electrified by her presence. She was my kind of woman-cute, petite, thin, sweet lips. I had to have her. Though she didn't offer full service she said it would be extra.

By the time we were done it was an incredible experience for both of us. She had a couple of incredible orgasms, as did I. Afterwards, when I went to drop her off I still had the C-note in my shirt pocket. As I reached for it she paused and said to keep it, that she didn't expect an experience like that.

A couple of dates later and we are making love on my sofa. It was another incredible experience. As we were grinding, moaning she looks up at me and says "Omg , I love you!"   She loves me? Damn. She was a beauty. I fell in love with her too.

By the time I got my head out of my ass I had learned she was a 24 year old mom, married, and hooking for herself and her husband, also a junkie. She and her husband had been together for seven years but had no sex for over a year.

We had a month and a half of something terrific. It was as if we were an item, a love affair albeit a glimpse in time. The she disappeared entirely. Not a single ad on Craigslist. I know where she lives. I think I will send her flowers. I really miss her.



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171,394 I hit a turkey hooking up with exes this week. It just reminded me why I'm single. Nothing against them, I need to work on myself for a while.



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171,393 You completed me..
Since you are gone I've  been lost..
I promised that I'll love you forever..
I shall and have always  loved you just you..
Since the first time we kissed (parking lot) some 20 years back..
Sometimes I just close my eyes and try to feel you..
I'm writing  here after a very long time..
I wish you all the happiness..
You are the one and always have been..

Always.....



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171,392 happy birthday to you who has NO SOUL. yet preaches Love everywhere. lol. You are such an illusion!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!



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171,391 she's fat, has horrible eyebrows, hates her life and children- yep- i really want to go to your wedding- no thanks.



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171,390 I really enjoy how my ex-boyfriend's family things I'm the crazy one. He is an alcoholic, which he managed to hide from me for a few months. He was emotionally abusive turned physically abusive. That's when I left him. Yeah. Sure. I'm the crazy one.

What a bunch of delusional idiots.



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171,389 I don't care if you just doing your job , you fuck with me or my family and I will make sure to make your life miserable. You and your "family" will soon be out of a job so if I were you  I''ll make sure I have plenty of job applications ready.  Oh and quit passing yourself as a war veteran online your poor grandpa doesn't even know how to turn a computer you are not fooling anyone .



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171,388 I was locked up for awhile. Beautiful days are more important to me now. I just want to share them with some others who were locked up, too. It's the gentlest way to love, there's just no way to describe it.



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171,387 I don't lie, but I exaggerate. There is a difference.



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171,386 If I knew I would get away with it, I would do it. L.L is such a mother fucking cunt. To the point, she is just a bad person. This would woul be better off without a being like that. A being, because I don't see how she qualifies as a person.



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171,385 I've never had an original thought.



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171,384 She lies so much. I can't take it anymore.



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171,383 I love that too



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171,382 I'd like to have "caw caw motherfucker" printed onto a t-shirt, but I'm mortally afraid I'd be violating the writer's copyright to that, and to all derivative works.



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171,381 Go to hell you piss of shit , mentally ill asshole . How delusional you have to be to believe someone is in love with you when the person doesn't even speaks to you even though they live in front of you . Please pack your shit and move , I'm tired of the harassment and your whinny azz and next time I see your elderly neighbors I'll make sure they know the azzhat you are .  Don't you are skittle to all to still live at home , it's time to grow up jerk quit being s freeloader .



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171,380 I miss you less as the number of days in absence from each other increases...
Ah, this is good
Given the circumstances
But not indicative of the way real love should ever be

So many of the things you once said and did still cross my mind at random moments...
New perspectives brought by time and distance have begun to enlighten me...my instincts are growing sharper again without you around
(My bad for ever choosing to listen to you over them)

You really are quite indeed an extra special kind of asshole
You should have your own short bus and anyone who comes into relationship type contact with you ought to be the one wearing the helmet

I felt badly when I had this vision of you, when you were climbing a hill when we were on our vacation, panting and sweating buckets...
I thought of a baby bird in the nest, preening and squalling, mouth open and hungry...I thought of genes gone wrong and you squawking like a cartoon version of yourself, punctuation marks drawn next to you and your exertions...I really wasn't that far off I don't think. Your toxicity was infecting me a touch, even in paradise...I knew then the end of us was drawing near.
Caw caw motherfucker.



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171,379 My wife thinks you can get salmonella poisoning from eating baby salmon.

Someone please save me from this marriage.



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171,378 I hate the terms "fun bags" and "cum dumpsters". Men are gross.



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171,377 Bitch you are not fooling anybody , please quit embarrassing yourself and stop using Google translate. I don't point out your grammatical errors or the comments that don't make sense out of pity and since I don't like to put people in the spot.



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171,376 If I won the lottery tomorrow, I'd probably marry my boyfriend. (With a pre-nup) Still, it's the thought that counts, right?



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171,375 Some cop was killed today.  I don't care.  Chances are he either abused someone, or let another cop a use someone and said nothing.  But all these people online saying he's a hero.  No, he's not.  For every 1 cop shot and killed in the line of duty, 15 truckers are killed in accidents, 22 fishermen drowned, and 45 miners got crushed to death.  1 cop.  Big shit.  Who cares.



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171,374 I think, there four are yams. Or are they sweet potatoes?



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171,373 Dried little bloody booger spatters on the sink in my half bath are one of the last reminders I have of you ever being in my home...

Tissue exists for a reason
And I need to scrub out my sink
With bleach



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171,372 the BEST thing any ex can tell me is that she's getting married! Haha, because I KNOW you will be miserable within a year! never fails.



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171,371 68 lol I have the opposite problem I start noticing some white facial hair and in my privates but I only have one , yes you hear the right 1 single gray on my hair and I'm in my mid 30's . Seriously scientists need to study grey hair on woman .



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171,370 I ate a Columbian for Thanksgiving! have your family time, and try to one-up other families, I much prefer all day sex with a fake boobed, big butt Columbian speaking Spanish during sex.



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171,369 I got a guy good. There was this loudmouth fellow in my town. He's not the brightest guy. He shoots off is mouth like he's an expert on everything. I once corrected him in a town forum.  He was confused about some facts.  I wasn't mean about it, just corrected what he got wrong.  In response, he made it personal and said bad things about me. I really dislike the immaturity of some people. He was the one in error, so I get blasted online? Sigh. Anyway, a few days later he saw me in town. He came over and said hello. I instantly told him that I was no longer allowed to converse with him under orders of my lawyer. I went on to say that it was unwise because of the pending legal action being filed against him.  I walked away.

That evening he called.  I didn't pick up.  He called a few more times. He also sent an email asking if we could talk about the situation. I didn't respond. I noticed too he went on the forum and removed his offensive post.

Ha ha ha. Got him real good.



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171,368 How come I have gray hair on my head, but the hair over my pussy isn't gray? Science should figure out what that is and then possibly I wouldn't have to dye the hair on my head so often.



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171,367 So, thanksgiving. My daughter who is a above average thirteen year old girl, hands me her phone. Her facebook messenger is up, there is a man of my age or close to it in traditional Muslim dress reaching out to her for "friendship".

I take the phone and assume her identity. This led to me feeding him spoonfuls of manure, which he ate-up as if the spoon was of gold. In turn he attempted to deceive what he thought was a ignorant little girl, who didn't differentiate betwixt Pakistan and his home Afghanistan. He sent pictures of perfume shops in Pakistan and the countryside of Afghanistan. Then he began to chastise the world's discrimination of Muslims. From there he went on to discuss Allah, and so on.

In short he was a recruiter, who supposedly held a masters degree, and worked from his mud-built house. After boredom set in, or rather my anger at his disregard for her age and admiration of her beauty, I laid into him. I know he's out of reach, querying about Seattle, and none of my governments agents will do a damn thing about it. He encouraged running away to Canada, and so on.

These guys are pit there, they are no joke, and they are targeting our kids off of facebook. Trolling like like the predators they are. I regaled to him a fable I once heard of Eric the Red. The stir goes, when he was a boy near ten, he was bested in a fight. Erick goes home, gets an axe, returns, slaying the other boy. The stoic men watching say "he'll make a good Viking one day". Then I tell the man of our other ancestry, of the cannibalistic side to our tribe. I inform him, because our political leaders are weak, don't make the mistake of thinking we the people are, especially when our children are threatened.

Parents, this is a threat that is not simply on the evening news, its coming into your home, and they'd love nothing more than to rip your family apart. This enemy has no idea the fire with which it plays. What force on this planet has proven more tumultuous than any storm? A people united in a singular purpose, be it American or Canadian. We've long been underestimated due to the scope of our tolerance and desire as a people "individuals" to want nothing more than our peace and freedom. Hitler learned fast what volunteers could do to his precious army, and these people should be given a taste of that forbidden fruit.

Watch your kids, monitor their facebook. These men tell them how to hide friends, send links and so on. This is no joke!

M 36
Seattle, WA.



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171,366 You can find fault with everyone if you look hard enough, but why would you want to?



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171,365 My wife never wants sex. But we go to her sister's house for Thanksgiving and spend the night and my wife wants to have sex. I'm sensing it has less to do with me and more to do with my wife and her sister having some type of rivalry. It's a bit odd. My wife is having sex with me to show up her sister. Not that the sister can see or hear the sex. But in my wife's head she knows she's having sex within a few rooms of her sister and this matters to my wife. Odd, but I don't interfere because I get sex out of it and I'm desperate.



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171,364 Why am I always the one apologizing in this relationship? He comes home late totally messing up our dinner plans. Then he doesn't want to go out at all. He doesn't even want to eat. Which tells me he came home because he already ate. Nice, we had a dinner plan, he ignored it and I ended up waiting and having nothing for dinner. This led to a big argument.

By the next day though, I'm the one apologizing. He begrudgingly accepts my apology. Oh like he's mister big heart to accept an apology WHEN I'M THE ONE WHO DID NOTHING WRONG!

This isn't a balanced relationship. This is a masochist, ME, getitng abused by a sadist, HIM.



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171,363 I am 99.99% sure my ex-boyfriend was conceived during anal sex...he was the biggest asshole and his moves were pretty shitty.



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171,362 Oh you got a new single friend at work you take the train home with that seems to be around the same time your work clothes game  started to really pick up and you go ballistic and gaslight me when I ask pointed questions about this "friendship"? You make this about my jealousy and insecurity? Oh buddy, instead of just having an adult conversation with me what you have done is made me go Red October on your ass, I'll go silent and I'll go deep and when you see me next... you better pray it is not red handed.



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171,361 Every year it's the same thing -- I go to have thanksgiving dinner with my family, watch some football and then come home, put an ad on craigslist and get a girl to come over and blow me. It's such a great way to end the day. No one would ever believe it.



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171,360 I drove my husband to the airport the other day. Got up early to do it. He got Waze up in his phone and was navigating -- and then lost his shit on me when I varied from Waze for a few turns. Um, dear? I've been driving for Lyft for two years, and have a clean driving record. I can fucking DRIVE, okay?

Meanwhile he's a crappy driver who has totalled two cars, gets speeding tickets, etc., but somehow whenever he drives with me he has to control every damn thing I do.

You can get yourself home from the airport when you get back, baby. :-(



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171,359 You're like the horizon, my love...always within view, though sometimes clearer than others. Try as I might to reach you, I never can. When I give up and stop walking, you're still there...just as close as you always were...just as far.



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171,358 You remind me of a boil, baby...painful, irritating, sticking around way too long, and then leaving a mark



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171,357 I was just trying to figure out how awkward it would have been to have you over. Well, we had a big breakfast and later went with cookies for dinner because why not? We could have all sat here on this beautiful day with our elbows fighting for space at this small table. What kind of conversation would we have had? Awkward. So awkward. Maybe next year? Shit, I'm willing to take that chance. I hope you're not dying, it would really kill all hope of ever getting our shit together.



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171,356 Me and my pussy are back
Not that any cock is getting in here yet

thanks for the STI wake up call
You disingenuous snaggle toothed near bald headed biscuit

Those few sprouts you refuse to cut on top of your head remind me of your ego...
bigger in your mind than something worth holding on to...

Still smarts I actually once fell for your brand of nasty
But lesson learned
And there is no easy fix
For your kind of ugly



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171,355 Black Lives Matter is turning into a domestic terrorist group. I know there are some people who support them that are good folks who just want the world to be better but unfortunately for them the group has been hijacked by radical assholes who will do everything they can to wage war on anyone who isn't black (for example, they won't allow Hispanic people to join the group, despite having many of the same greviances). Picking and choosing one group over another will divide all of us further and until they see that, they're terrorists.

All lives matter, all people matter, all races and all religions matter. If you can't agree with that, you're part of the problem.

38/M/Black male



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171,354 I am at a crossroads...slow my roll or crash and burn.
Okay, maybe that's a little dramatic, but I suppose the holidays help bring that out in me...
I'm sick of myself, from running from pain, from still hurting over you....
Need to go forward and leave you in my dust
I know I have it in me
If I try



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171,353 The world doesn't consider "America" a smart country , The United States Of America aka USA is considered and is a very wealthy country but far from smart.  Just look at your public school system and the way many young people treat the older population.



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171,352 In America, we measure success with the Gross National Product index, also known as the GNP.  It tells us how we are doing financially, because that after all is the most important thing.

In the country of Bhutan, their government has a different statistic.  They have the GNH index, which stands for the Gross National Happiness index. It tells what percentage of the population is truly happy. For real and truth, the government tracks people's happiness and issues a yearly report.  Currently, the GNH in Bhutan is 75.6%, up from last year's 74.3%.

This is what's important in Bhutan.  Not finances. Not mortgages. Not salaries. But happiness.

Funny thing, America is consider the smartest country while Bhutan is considered a backwards third world nation...



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171,351 I know it was me. I ruined us. I'm more sorry than you'll ever know.



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171,350 Today felt very, very cold.  You know, in the emptiness sense.

I stopped going to Thanksgiving because the sister thought it was acceptable to bully my SO and attack me when I stood up to her.  I won't go to Christmas with her either unless it is the cousin Christmas where there are too many people for her to risk making a scene with.

I was invited back by my mom.  But I didn't go.  To return is to permit the sister that it's okay to attack me and my SO.  Oh, the reason why she bullied my SO?  SO didn't want to fast forward through commercials because they were almost over.

I'm cutting out the negative people in my life.  Turns out, there are a lot.  So it feels quite cold this year.  The loneliness sort of eats at me, but I still made the right decision.  The cold is much kinder than the sister and the people who permit her to act this way.

Thanksgiving and Christmas can make or break people.  I guess that's a good thing.



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171,349 I farted. It smelled like deviled eggs. I don't like deviled eggs, but that fart started a craving.



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171,348 I am 18 years old and have been seeing a 53 year old man for about a year now and our relationship is finally starting to feel as though we're father and son.

I've never had a relationship with my father and my father is battling an aggressive form of lung cancer. This man and I are both artists--he is quite successful-- and have a myriad of similarities when it comes to our personalities and interests. I appreciate him so much but it makes me ache that I will never have what is a socially accepted relationship.



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171,347 I'm spending Thanksgiving alone because I have burned every single bridge that I've ever crossed.



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171,345 Let us all have a moment of silence for all those brave turkeys who gave their life for all the carnivores today.



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171,344 My bf is upset that he missed thanksgiving the other day with a part of his family. I mean, who the fuck has thanksgiving the day before? Anyway, I feel pretty bad. He's absolutely distraught by it. I wish he wasn't because it just makes me feel like shit. But now his feeling bad ruins my entire day and thanksgiving. There's nothing that I can do to alleviate him. I offered to stay home instead of go to my mom's, because honestly who cares about going to my mom's. She lives down the street from me. I see her every other day. No, he wants me to go.

Great, you want me to go over to my mom's and feel like the biggest fucking asshole to walk the earth so I can stuff my face all day while he sits at home doing nothing, eating nothing with a thumb up his ass.

Meanwhile I have to spend the entire day awkwardly explaining why he isn't here and try to ignore my shit mood which is going to be impossible. I don't understand why he has to drag us both down and just can't come over to my mom's. So the fuck what if my mom's boyfriend is there? He tells me that he can't be around him, but I think thats a farce.

My mom's BF has beat her/fought with her in the past, so fucking what. I can still be around him. I just fucking ignore him. I don't understand why my boyfriend has to make us both miserable. All I want is a cute life. Everyone else is posting cute pictures with their family and significant others.

I didn't want to spend holidays with his family either, but you know what? I put on my big girl pants and tried to enjoy it and I got to see him and his family happy. Whatever. Just another shit day in my incessantly shit life.



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171,343 I'm spending this Thanksgiving with my husband and my pets.  I have work tomorrow and I'm just so glad to be home relaxing instead of entertaining or travelling.

I prefer quiet holidays.  

I was invited to my family's but I declined, I also didn't invite anyone over.  

So I'll watch the parade and enjoy my turkey in peace!!



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171,342 I know where there's a bunch of uranium. It's sittin out in the open. It's not guarded or nothing. The geiger buzzes off the charts. It's crazy. The world is filled with shitheads who want to blow us back to kindgdom come. We spend trillions on homeland security to stop it from happenin. But there's a pile of uranium sittin out in the open. Fucked up.



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171,341 It's been a while since I've been on here. I'm happy to report that all is well. I've had a few ups and downs working out my relationship issues with my husband since I got clean, but the make up sex is AMAZING! Weird how when you get into an argument with your significant other and you get everything off your chest and you make up or forgive, etc. And then you get quiet. Then you just stare at each other, kiss and have earth shattering, multiple orgasm sex in your kitchen. Love it.

36/F



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171,340 Lol I have this punk of a neighbor he makes up all this crazy stories about himself . First of all he always talks of himself as her , his neighbors an old couple from Serbia are now his parents , he talks about the poor woman as she is a burden to him , hello idiot you volunteer to give her rides since she doesn't drive , his grandpa is a veteran trap he pretends he is a veteran too and tells people who will listen he serve this country and the final straw he gets in all peoples business and wonder why people don't like him . Well people don't like pathelogical liers .



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171,339 I'm a manly man, no question about it. But I have put ads on craigslist to hook up with men. With the exception of one dude, the other 15 have not provided me with pleasure. I always feel guilty because I never wanted it, or, I mean, the fantasy is always much more stimulating than the reality.

Recently, I met a girl who I am into. I want to get with her. I don't think I'll ever tell her about the homosexual past. I even feel like I might love her--though we have not had sex, the interactions are really hot. She makes me feel like a real man because she's really into caretaking, plus she's a published poet and working on her second PhD. She makes me feel like I rock her world and we've only kissed once.

I know for sure I could never have a relationship with a man, but I find myself assessing some men I encounter and thinking, "Uggghhh. I had someone like you and it just wasn't good, with their smelly balls and dumb egocentric demands." I find myself wondering, "How do women put up with men?" I certainly couldn't put up with their juvenile antics and controlling behavior. How can women? I played at being passive and into anything they wanted, while inside I felt dirty and as if I was letting my true self down.

I am being a good boy while she's visiting family. I know I want her. I know she wants me. I'm afraid that something will screw it up because the few moments we've shared have made me feel like heaven can be had on earth.

I have not gone on craigslist in five days. Nor do I want to. I want her. I hope she loves me too.  



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171,338 Dreamt last night that I met my soul mate. He was gentle, with the kindest eyes I'd ever seen. It was heartbreaking when I woke up.

-F/married



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171,337 In my 60 years I have participated in many a bountiful and festive Thanksgiving feast. Mostly with family and friends. It is my favorite holiday. Yet, as I sit here and think on it I cannot recall a single memorable moment. The moments have simply vanished from my memory.



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171,336 Please.



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171,335 33  what you mean your boyfriend is Purto Rican and you are white? Puerto Ricans come in all colors . Is he black,mix, what? I have met many Puerto Ricans who are white blue eyes and blonde and other who look like a mix of black and spanish so in other words theres no such thing as Puerto Rican race.



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171,334 I'm the scapegoat for my wife's family. It started where everything I did or said was wrong. Constant ridicule from them. They'd also constantly tell me what I'm doing wrong in life. This made me chuckle at first. They made nothing out of their lives. They work in boring jobs and they all, yes all, got divorced. Me, I've been so much more successful than them. I imagine this also makes me wrong somehow.

Their young adult children also labeled me as the bad guy. This disturbed me. I liked their children.  Ugliness is contagious.

I eventually stopped going to any family events with these people. This of course made me into an even worse person in their eyes because I "abandoned" the family.

it's one of those situations where I can't win.  I get abused if I go.  I abused if I don't go.

My only solace is that they are miserable people. It must be hard being inside their own heads all day. I count myself lucky for not being like them.

A recent twist. Those young adult children. Ha. In the last 10 years or so they have gotten married. And guess what?? I was no longer a convenient target seeing I was never there. So the same adults who were ridiculing me, have switched their focus to the spouses of their children. The son-in-laws and daughter-in-laws get put down all the time. What goes around comes around.



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171,333 I have a huge problem with my mother. After the painful divorce (he cheated), I had to move in with her. She purchased a townhouse, and I moved in with my daughter. My mother paid for the house in cash. I pay for everything else: HOA dues, electricity, internet (she's on it 24/7), gas, garbage, food, entertainment, etc. You name it, I pay for it. Sure, I don't pay for the mortgage, but I pay all her other expenses. Plus, my mother doesn't speak English...so I take her to the doctor, order meds, she doesn't drive,  she depends on my like a little child. What's the problem? She doesn't like my bf. See, I'm white and my bf is Puerto Rican, plus he stood up for me on several occasions when my mother was emotionally abusive. Now, he's the enemy #1. She demands that he should never come to the house as the house is hers! She broke and opened the door to my room when we were sleeping. We've been dating since April. I'm actually surprised that he's still with me as anybody would have left by now. Who needs all this drama! I tried to explain to her that this is not actually about my bf, but about control and invading my privacy. She doesn't want to listen.
In addition, I'm a professional woman with a masters degree and an educator, I'm working on my second masters. I bring good income. I rarely drink and never smoke.  What's  the hell? I asked her to go to counseling, to go with us (my bf and I) to dinner to get to know him, but she refuses.
If I leave, she's going to loose much more. Nowadays, my income allows me to rent an apartment. I'm more worried about her. How would she get groceries, go to the doctor, communicate with others? Obviously, she's not worried. Why should I? I'm moving out in December. I'm actually looking forward it. I don't even cry anymore. Why would anyone treat their child like this? This situation has been going on for a month, I have chest pains, high blood pressure and I'm lightheaded. I might have to go to the ER if it gets worse. Happy Thanksgiving, mother.

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171,332 I had a threesome in college. It was with two strangers. I picked a girl up in the student union and she took me to her room and while we were getting it on her roomate came in and joined in. I was so nervous I was shaking. I came in like two minutes and it was over. Both girls had huge tits, one had them big and droopy and the other had them big and perky, like Bernadette on "Big Bang". After I came I smoked a joint and went back to my apartment. I saw the girls around the campus but we didn't even ackowledge each other.



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171,331 Maybe next week. No Christmas for me!



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171,330 big tits are overrated-- usually the nipple is way too stretched out and too big to be sexy and all thats left is no areola but just a hard pointy nipple in the center.

I use to want big boobs horribly, but I realized I'd loose my puffy nipples. What was I thinking?



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171,329 I was in a three some once in college. It didn't work. It was me, my girlfriend at the time, and her friend from high school. The entire thing was my girlfriend's idea. But just as we started my girlfriend freaked out and was jealous I had my cock in her friend's pussy. The sex lasted for 5 minutes before my girlfriend started crying. Mood crushed. Three some over. It is probably the most disappointing sex encounter I've ever had because of what it could have been, but wasn't.

PS: A few weeks later I secretly met up with her friend and we finished the sex. My girlfriend never found out.



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171,328 I like being the boss exactly so I can punish people who annoy me. I think it comes from high school. There were some uppity dick wads who thought they were better than "low lifes" like me. I hated their attitude. Well guess what. Now I'm the boss. You act condescending to any of the good people at this company, you get thrown out the door. We may not be the richest company ever, but it's damned satisfying to work here.



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171,327 I need to develop a Network where men can post names and info of women who Squirt!



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171,326 Insecurities are a bicth. If my "friends" post a picture of their houses or vacation they want people to comment how beautiful or how great their vacation were but if I do the same I'm stuck up considered bitch who thinks I'm better than them lol , and then they wonder why I don't socialize with them . Envy is an ugly trait that I don't have and don't like to surround my self who are the way .



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171,325 I think people are most sensitive - not about looks, or wealth, or accomplishments - but about intelligence. Nothing upsets people more than when someone thinks of them as not smart.

Take my school for example. Whenever there's some comparison published in the media about which school is smartest, and we don't win, everyone around me goes nuts with excuses.

"The survey wasn't fair..."

"They forgot to include..."

"Their methodology was flawed..."

No one is willing to simply accept that we're not as good. And if we never accept it, then we will never work towards improving.  So next year, the same thing will happen. We will continue to be ranked lower than other places. We hurt ourselves. But we're okay with that, just so long as we can soothe our wounded egos today.



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171,324 Seems like we really really gearing up for a race war to explode



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171,323 The misleading thing about large breasts is that they attract attention due to sheer size. Usually, these are the same people who receive all the associated accolades when they first started to develop. You don't really notice the small ones as easily. Im an equal-liker. If you flaunt what you've got, ladies, it's sexy as hell. (Equally hot)

The plus size girls in the wedding party are all good for an after wedding romp-wtf, would totally fuck. The waitress yesterday with literally next to nothing and an arm tattoo, poor man's suicide girl, aka hot as fuck. The ex with different sizes-who doesn't love that variety?

Maybe this is just another sidewinding way to objectify woman, which is perhaps true, and if so, it is the lesser of two evils. We need to be okay with who we are. If you smile, the whole world smiles with you. Confidence works in the same way.



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171,322 The more I learn about people, the more I appreciate my dog.



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171,321 What I want for Christmas can't be found in a store or on a website. I want nothing more that for you to see how much I actually do and appreciate me. Everyone else can see it, why can't you? Your approval is all that matters and it tears me up inside that you only see what is wrong with me.



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171,320 My mother  has been telling my four year old that my father and i are horrible people and that she and her
Son are nice people.  My daughter
Blurted it out today. Who talks to kids like this ?
Bitch, karma will come bite your mean ass.
And when that happens i will have my last laugh.
Fyi.. Your son is the most spoilt and selfish
person i have ever known. And you think
Sun shines out of his butt. Well, the
Illusions we live in! I am not going to ask her
Upfront why she said that and wallow in self pity,
Because i am a better person than she ever will be.



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171,319 My mother is a bitch



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171,318 And here I am, after coming home alone

Please don't get it twisted
Just because you have a dick

I come here to play the same game as you
And to learn...
Well... The one on a lot of green...

As for the other games y'all be playing...
Fine and whatever...
But I am here for my main
And not looking for your schooling on any others...

That be a good time across 9 feet of green cloth on my favorite table
Me and my cue
Not so much you
The meaning is personal to me
I learned what I know so far from dear friends and family...true mentors to me...and now I feel the need to get out and do my thing even if that means being solo, sometimes it is even better that way to me where I am at right now....
And maybe ya don't get it
I am looking to play
And to learn to do it well
I ain't here looking for Mr.Goodbar
Not that I reckon a lot of you would get that reference anyhow...
(I can see why I seem a lil strange up in this place, and in general, but please...try and know me as a person, as a fellow player of the sport you play...)

Please, sometimes I get tired of feeling like such a weirdo
But other times I revel in it

And I look forward to winning games against any opponent one day that comes my way, taking everything I have learned here, the good and the bad, and using it ...
I have a lot of work to do.



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171,317 I have bipolar disorder and even though I take meds and participate in counseling I cannot stop shoplifting. Today I stole a bottle of rum, a USB cable, a magazine and an energy drink.  I get such a rush stealing I don't want to stop. There is a small part of me that wants to get caught but I feel that I never will.  Sometimes I really hate my life.



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171,315 Me: "Let me know if the show has boobies" - I get up to leave laughing

Wife: "They are models.  Hardly any boobs"

Me: "Oh wife. You know nothing"

All boobs are awesome.

Shouldn't be a secret but too many women don't like theirs.



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171,314 Was it strong for me to forgive, or weak for me to let it go again?



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171,313 I work my ass off doing Crossfit 6 times a week.. and do 6 spin classes a week... I'm 45 and over 6 feet tall under 200#,.. and it's not enough...I just want to be desired... When my spouse and I make love, he looks so bored.... why do I bother?



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171,312 I wouldn't be surprised if one day my wife poisons me to death. And I wouldn't be surprised if she's brought up on capital murder charges and at the trial she tells the judge, "I mean like what else was I supposed to do. He wouldn't buy me the ski jacket I wanted. Of course I had to poison him."



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171,311 You're willing to "walk through hell" to stay with me, but youre not willing to communicate for the same purpose. Incredible



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171,310 Yesterday you told me communication is the most important thing in a relationship (like Im the one who needs to be reminded of that).



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171,309 It's sad when you know she was unfaithful, even the day, the time, the place.  Only thing missing was with whom.



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171,308 There is an expression said about slavery that is attributed to Thomas Jefferson. It goes something like "having slavery in the republic is like holding a wolf by the ears" or something to that effect. As soon as the north let go of the wolf, between 600,000 and a million people died in a civil war. It turns out that this an extremely useful metaphor to describe some marriages. You want to get away, but if you let go, you'll get bit, or worse. I've had ditsy bimbos, who I loved to death. I've been with crazy hippies who never shaved and smart sexy librarians. I've even spent time with confused lesbians. Any one of these combinations are fine-even the ones with zero financial IQ, but, throw a habitually violent temper in there, then you have a wolf by the ears.



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171,307 303- I'm in my 20s and I feel extremely guilty for how mean I was to my mom when I was in my bratty teenager phase, and I am so so thankful that she had the will to do what you are doing.  I called her every horrible thing I could think of, and we fought all the time.  But now because of her I know I need to work for what I want.  I have her to thank for that, and I try to thank her as much as possible now.  Please have faith in your bratty teenager and keep up the tough love, these are the tough mom moments that turn your daughter into a gracious woman.  Please take some of my gratitude as a kind of "security deposit" for your hard work as a mom.  It will pay off someday.  I still feel so bad for how mean I was to my mom when I was younger. I'm a much more responsible, hard working person because of my mom doing similar things.



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171,306 I fucked a Columbian girl, and she spoke in Spanish the whole time! OMG, not much better than that!



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171,305 This is a place for secrets, not for fat-shaming or being a MRA asshole. People who judge others so harshly should have no place here.



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171,304 Every now and then I see a photo at a wedding or other social event where a few pretty girls stand huddled together smiling for the camera. And in the group there is one heavy girl. She always manages to look so uncomfortable, so awkward. I can immediately tell what she's thinking, "Do I blend in? Does anyone notice I'm fat?" Of course we notice you're fat. Everyone who looks at the photo is thinking about it and how out of place you look. I don't say this meanly. I feel bad for you. Maybe in the future, avoid those types of photo opportunities.



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171,303 I hate tough love. I have a child who takes and takes. I finally had to put my foot down. If I didn't, I'm afraid she would turn out to be a totally self-absorbed, self-entitled adult. But this has been hard on me. She demanded to be given a car when her 16th birthday arrives.  I said okay, but I told her she'll have to work for it. I said if she earns $2,000 towards the car, I'll pay for the rest.

She started saving money babysitting. But within two weeks, she spent all that money to go out with her friends. I told her that's fine, but now her car will be delayed.

Oh the tears.  I was called the worst parent ever.

She did more babysitting. But a week later she had on a new pair of leggings. I told her the car is once again delayed. Nothing but wailing from her.

Kids don't get it. They think parents are there to serve them everything they want. I'm sorry, but that's not what I'm going to do.

Still it pains me to be called names and to be treated so poorly by this bratty teenager to whom I've already given so much.  Somewhere out there is her future husband. I already feel bad for him.




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171,302 I lost my virginity to a girl while her father was asleep in the next room. LOL.



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171,301 When my husband gets mad he calls me a "fucking cunt". This is the man I married. I want to leave him so bad.



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171,300 My son needs a winter coat. He came home from school the other day shivering because his current coat is too small and the zipper is broken. I explained this to my wife. I told her I would take him today (my day off) to buy a new coat with the $150 in our bank account.


My wife was out all morning. She came back home with a new haircut. She spent most of the $150. This is who she is. She saw I was going to spend the money on our son, and she wanted to make she it was spent on her instead. I've never known of any woman so lacking in maternal instinct.



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