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172,199 Not to be a stereotypical atheist, just a normal person that is tired of being around it...

I'm tired of Christians and their constant pushing of their stupid religion on everybody.  Jesus, God, and the Bible are all FAKE!  Stop asking people to pray for others because it does NOTHING!  It's not real!  You aren't sending favors to God because you put your hands together and talked to yourself!  Why can't you see that?  Does it make you feel special because you think God is listening to you?

Stop trying to get people to boycott things you think are Satanic.  Satanism is FAKE as well!  There isn't a red demon trying to corrupt you and society.  Most of the time when you point out some imagery or symbolism on something you claim is Satanic, it has nothing to do with Satan at all.  Everything in the world is not trying to send you to hell.  Go to a psych ward and get some mental help!

Stop trying to blacklist and disown people that don't follow your religion.  Nobody wants to flock to your religion just to stay in contact with you.  I'm sick of all these Christians on Facebook telling people if they don't like God then to remove them from their friends list.  GOD ISN'T REAL!  I'd rather just send them a message calling them out on their poor behavior.

I get so sick of Christians pushing their fake, elitist, fear mongering religion on everybody else.  It sucks they are the majority of people in the world.  I can't call them out on their behavior without being attacked by just about everybody.



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172,198 I think that despite my initial doubts, that I will marry this man one day :)



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172,196 I'm alone. All my family are gone now. I've been a recluse for so long I have all but alienated any friends I had. I'm a social retard. Can't hold my end of a conversation. I think I look older than my 58 years. I'm not depressed or sad.
I'm OK with that. I guess.



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172,195 Oh why don't I die already?



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172,194 I am SO not enjoying this life of mine. Can I get a do-over?



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172,193 When I looked in the mirror today, I saw this really old person. It took a moment to realise it was me. What happened? I used to be young and energetic. And now I'm old, wrinkled, and slow. How sad, how very sad :(



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172,192 I once did the coolest thing. I used to chat a lot on Craigslist Rants and Raves. This was before it became a cesspool of racism and perversion. A man started a  discussion about his loneliness. Yes, he had family. But he had no friends. This happens to men at some point. You can make friends in high school and college. But after that it's just work relationships, not really friendships.

His words struck a chord with me. I understood where he was coming from. I'm a guy. I was the same way. I responded and told him so. We chatted back and forth over a number of days.

All this was about a week before Thanksgiving. He said he was going to a family dinner at his sister's house. Plenty of relatives, but still he felt alone.

I wrote back and said hey look, I'm not gay or weird or anything. But what a laugh it would be if you invited me to your Thanksgiving dinner. I have no place to go. I'm reasonable company. I don't smell bad LOL. I can hold my own in a conversation. I told him he could tell people we were old friends. I said all this to him, I don't know, as a sort of a social experiment or adventure. I was painfully honest. I had no friends. He had no friends. I know it sounds odd, buy hey, I said we could be friends.

So he invited me. I was a stranger out there in the electronic ether. No matter, he took a risk. I could have been a whacko. But I wasn't. He had to start trusting someone somewhere before loneliness swallowed him whole. I did too. We all do.

Thanksgiving day I drove two hours to his house. I had the best time ever. It was great. He was a good man. His family welcomed me. Everyone at the dinner table participated in fun conversation and good food. It wasn't weird at all.

I'll always remember that. I had renewed faith in people after that day. It still gives me a chuckle. It's been about 10 years. Since then I've come out of my shell. I managed to get married. Me, Mr. Lonely, LOL. The guy and I, we email each other every few weeks and sure enough we get together every year or so. When I tell my wife I'm getting together with him, she says, "Good, I'm glad you're meeting your friend." That's right, I'm meeting my friend. Boy that feels good to say.



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172,191 Happy New Year, fuck head, oh I mean fucked up head!!
Ya you know who you are, bitch



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172,190 Canadian Beaver.. Yummy Yum Yum



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172,189 I wonder what I should do about my peeping Tom.



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172,188 You are such a loser , it's funny how you like to troll me and my family  , white you are we're sitting trolling my sister I was laughing at you . She has accomplished many thing you can only imagine . Do you know she is capable of flying a commercial airplane ? She graduated from fly school many years ago and decided after she was done with school that being a pilot wasn't for her however she did finish school graduated and was the only female in her class . Eat shit loser you don't know me or my family that day you can fly a comercial airplane I let you pick on my sister ( maybe) in the meantime go and disappear from my life.  

Ps : Its very hard and expensive ( around 150k) to get a commercial pilot license.



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172,187 My boyfriend smells bad.
I think it's a hygiene problem. Not brushing his teeth or wearing deodorant. It's gross. I wish I didn't have to tell him these things are necessary, he's a grown man. I'm your girlfriend, not your mom.



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172,186 171959, thank you for that.



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172,185 Such a different New Year's to come than the last...

You broke me
But for a moment
Because I ultimately like to win.
And sometimes that's what it comes down for me
No great love between equals who respect each other as people to be had-
So thank-you
In my own strange way, Dear Fishy
You helped me set myself free...
That I may again chase Whale

I'm off soon
To another adventure
To warmer climates
To a locale I've never been to before

You enjoy yourself  this NYE
Here, locally
In this brown and grey

I'll at least think of you for a fleeting moment
When I rub my pedicured toes in the sand
And maybe he'll snap a picture too
The way you so readily used to do....



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172,184 Was watching the Twilight Zone marathon when I happen to look over at the table and notice all the tree ornaments that have eyes were starring at me.



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172,183 Agree bullying is so mean. Mean spirited people who are typically jealous or envious Usually bully. Bullys  like to constantly correct,  depict flaws in others and never see anything wrong in themselves. Bullys try very hard to convince others of their innocence when in actuality they are very deceitful and mean. Bullys tend to Try To potray  themselves to be wholesome, quiet, shy, and modest when in actuality. They poke fun at others, try to correct others, are perverted, mean and mock others who are different or not like them, or think like them. Bullys play act as victim majority of the times while really cowardly having mean and hidden agendas to hurt people's feelings. Couldn't agree any more. Bullys sulk at other people and hate for others to get attention or even be in big group settings. Because usually bullys are loners, they tend to like their perpetrators alone as well so they can bully them alone.
Groups are usually to powerful for a bully. So remember always stay in big group settings at school. They pick on the Loners because they usually are a loner. They know there's power in numbers. And bullys love for you to stay quiet. So never keep quiet with a bully. Be loud have a voice, voice your concerns it brakes the chains of bullying by doing so.



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172,182 Best lightbulb moment you will ever discover in life is that if you are being bullied or abused it is because you are allowing it.

Any man who deliberately harms a women is a coward.  They hide behind many faces claiming to love you and say they are sorry every time.  But they will do it again.  This I promise.

You know what they love?  How powerful it makes them feel to be able to control you in any way.  If they make you cry.
Control.  If they break a promise.  Control.  If they say cruel things to you and then say "I was just kidding" trust me, they weren't kidding.  They are the last person you will ever be able to count on.

Don't waste your time on those without a soul.  Forgive yourself for everything and find those who know what love is.

They will show themselves the minute you love yourself again.



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172,181 "Stfu and go die in a hole." ;))



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172,180 Ya...when your a nutcase, troll, who acts like they are someone else trolling other friends and family members  for hook-ups. Or to fuck with their heads only because their minds are so fucked up and thoughts so depraved  that they can't distinguish A truth from a lie. Reality from imagination. Right from wrong. Logic from reason.
Morally right from wrong. Funny part is nobody takes anyone like this serious. People like this are annoying because they are like people who can also says they hate sugar yet eat candy.  Or hate salt yet eat pretzels. It's like saying they hate when people who are not modest meaning morally dressed proper. Yet improperly show their penis. It just doesn't go hand and hand. As to why a person with this contradictive hypocritical personality is never taken serious. I don't know about you but being taken serious is far more important in life then anything. Because that's how you get respect,  and a job at 40...just saying. ;)



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172,179 You gotta love yourself more than you love the abuser.  When you realize this you start to change, they stay the same.  

The enablers, we know this. We know it won't get better, we can't love them to change but we will still try until they break up with us (a billion times) or until they kill or maim us.

That's how the story ends with an abuser. Drive you to hurt yourself, they hurt you or they END you.  There are no happy endings with them.

But it never has to come to the latter.  Not if you start loving yourself, make a conscious decision and walk away, get lots of emotional support read books and build a backbone.

You know what you have to do.  Thousands have done it before you, thousands more will do it after you.

I did it myself.

This is the defining moment.



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172,178 Leave him. Cut all ties. You'll be happier in the end; New year, New you, no disrespectful, probably crazy ex-turned-boyfriend again.



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172,177 I got back with my ex a few months ago.  I love him but we have a lot of issues.  He used to slap me before we broke up but he hasn't this time around.  He can be verbally abusive though when he's angry and we're fighting.  He'll pick apart the stuff i say and interrogate and say mean things.  But then he apologizes for the mean stuff.  Now he's pushing for me to sleep over there more often which i don't really wanna do because he can get weird late at night.  He starts looking for things or turning the light on or saying things that have a dark feel to them.  He'll see that i'm almost sleeping and say my name a few times loudly and say something to me, like i'm awake.  It's like he has a nervous energy at night and I don't feel comfortable with where it could lead.  There were times we got into arguments in the past late at night or he brings up his dark thoughts so i get uneasy.  He stays up all night anyway every night so it's nothing for him, but i find it very selfish that he turns the light on and starts making a ton of noise at night or talks to me like i'm fully awake.  But he wants me to move in.  I'm supposed to move in when he doesn't respect me like that?  I work earlier in the day, I need my sleep.  So when i go there and i'm off the next day, i'm still used to going to bed earlier than him.  Plus he wants tons of sex.  i think that may be why he makes so much noise when im almost sleeping, because he really wants sex.  The thing is, we just had sex!  We can have sex 1 or 3 times and he'll still be weird late at night.  But it becomes my problem when i'm there.  It just scares me a little because i've seen him in the past when he's been up with no sleep and his patience is real low and he can get mad easily.  I don't know what to do.



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172,176 If you're Irish, you're everything—TRULY! Ireland was the world's biggest melting pot during the Bronze Age. People from pretty much every possible country in the world established the first populations of "Irish"thousands of years ago. So, if you're Irish, you've got it all! At least in terms of human DNA!



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172,175 some fantastic sex sounds, well... fantastic!



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172,174 Fifty women do not suddenly decide to get together and finally to open up and talk about what Bill Cosby did to them.
It was rape.  He denies because that is what predators do.

Lock him up and throw away the key.



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172,173 I will never let anyone near my heart again. Even the good guys break them.



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172,172 A kiss like that will surely end up in some fantastic sex!



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172,171 In March I go in for a upper endoscopy, biopsy, and colonoscopy. See, in 09 when dislodging some steak from my esophagus they observed, what the doc said "something he had not seen before". I go in, they do their thing l, and the moment I step out of the cab it feels as if I've been shot. Starving, in pain, thirsty, all I wanted to do was bathe, have coffee and water.  

My wife, concerned with the agony I was in called the surgeon's partner. He said "it sounds like a perf, get him in immediately". Very reluctantly I go to the ER. Junkie after junkie whining about a stubbed this and that is babied. After more than an hour of pacing in the ER I threaten to leave. So, they take me back.

Other more complex events ensue. They couldn't see shit in the imaging. I was on my way out with coffee in hand, and my nurse a ex narcotics detective from Florida, returning from lunch asks "what the fuck do you think you're doing?". I said "they told me to go home". He replied "oh hell no, I'm calling in a favour, I don't usually work at this fucking hospital, get back to the room".

I fall in and out of time here and there. I recall a nurse in the ambulance screaming at to "breathe god damnit". Then a surgeon looking at me, with alacrity did he describe what he was going to do, if possible. I said "lets go".

I was in ICU for a while. Hospital even longer. Long story short. I go in because they want to try and identify this mass, that even the second surgeon cannot explain, and they think I've crones disease. Biopsy negative, crones and all else negative. Now, the surgeon tells me later. As I'm out of surgery, "I'm so sorry, I don't know what happened". He also later said "I could write a text book about you, but unfortunately none that exist are applicable".

I go from shitting like six times a day, to maybe twice a week. WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with these people, these intelligent, over paid people?

I just want to take a shit! Never thought i would say that!



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172,170 My husband went for a run. Okay, no big deal. He likes running, it clears his head. Except it's 5 in the morning and raining. My first thought should be "omg I hope hes okay and safe." Instead it's, "that asshole better not be cheating." Something is wrong here. Not necessarily with me, see I know something I'm "not supposed to know." I know his 'fuck smell' idk what I would do if I smelled it when he gets home. I can be crazy, maybe smash his phone, stab the tires on the car. Or maybe I'll be so hurt, I cant speak. Oh who am I kidding? I'm vengeful.



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172,169 When a pervert tried to preach to me about god...I smacked them with a penis cake.
Ahahahaha Epic! A great New Years Laugh.
Laughing at a stupid made the cake bitter sweet. ;)



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172,168 I am going to fuck my personal trainer.



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172,167 When a hypocritical person makes themselves look so ignorant by being a spokesperson  for modesty, trends and fads.  Yet the next day does an appearance with a celebrity.ahahaha Like Malian Kunis who happens to be one of the top most "worldly" favored trend setters, who happens to also be on people's magazine showing her stomach, or shows her butt cheeks on teen magz. How idiotic, jealous, shallow, boring, of a spokesmen for m.t.v. How did they become the biggest hypocrite? Hypocrisy is so annoying these days,and just speaks high volumes of "ignorance" especially when they have to try sooooooooooooooooooo hard to try to convince others of their bland view of how their "god" is suppose to view or except you.
Yup :religious at it's finest.
And if you notice that's a lower case "g" I'm using here. Stupid people make loud statement through their hypocritical posts.



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172,166 There is no "FOMO" in a marriage :)
Just be honest about what you want and what you feel you are missing... Sex is super fun and exciting when you communicate with your partner.
Open up, be real and let loose!



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172,165 I have the biggest FOMO (fear of missing out) when it comes to sex. Everyone sows their oats in their 20s but I got married very young and didn't do enough exploration beforehand. My "number" is super low, the lowest of most of the people I know. I keep thinking about that old video "everyone else has had more sex than me" and how true that is for me. I see all my friends having casual sex and being involved in sex parties and all sorts of fetishes but I never got the chance to explore and find out what I really like. I don't even know what crazy shit I could be into, I never even got the chance to have a one night stand! Here I am stuck having vanilla sex with my husband for the rest of my life. FOMO really fucking sucks (read: no one get married unless they're absolutely sure that they want to have boring sex with one person forever, hell, don't even get into a long term relationship. Guys, gals, everyone be single for as long as possible) :(



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172,164 One day you'll realize what a jerk I was to you and how you completely deserved better.



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172,163 I work for a female boss who has driven off other female employees in my position many times.

(Note: this position is no get rich quick scheme...we're talking part-time, no benefits...the schedule works for me though...and she's the owner's daughter)

A kid who works there (to me...due to my age) complimented my appearance one day in front of my female boss.  

Background: It is a very casual office, and it so happened on that day I had visited my father and then boyfriend for lunch, had done my make-up, hair, and dressed differently before going to work...Um, yeah, I can clean up well...not like I have any reason to for the daily shit show I work at...the footwear I prefer wouldn't be at all appropriate...

Anyhoo, this particular younger employee apparently remarked that I looked "especially beautiful" that day in front of my boss not me...and then I heard from him later, in a shocked exclamation of, "I didn't know you were that old!"...Told me how my fem boss had chastised him after his comment..."Do you know she's old enough to be your mother?!?"
I'd have preferred a noncommittal nod of acknowledgement versus the passive Aggressive female BS

Meh, I felt better when so many weeks later a customer asked me if my boss was my mother (yes, I do work in a bizarre family biz with the odd family dynamics that come with that...)
But no,
I am not my boss' daughter
We're only 7 years apart
Thank-you kind customer for making my day
Just an example for me of how to not let a busy bodied bitch get me down...and how I could be doing so much more than I am
So in the end, thank-you queen bee of the shit show for the pop off



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172,162 they call it mysore yoga for a reason. i've been sore for three days!



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172,161 Awww hells...
I am waxing sentimental

I blame it on the oxytocin now
Time & distance has given me a new point of view
Godamn, you are quite a real asshole
Can't hardly believe you ever had mine.

I remember you with a strange kind of fondness
A wistfulness
And then I shake my head
For in the end
You were not who I initially thought you were at all

I will always treasure our beginning
And all the hope I felt

Whatever path you take,
May you not resent meeting a woman who beats you at your own game.



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172,160 Oh how i crave a mans touch. A sweet whisper and nibble on my ear. How i would love for a man to grab me by my hair and take me against the wall. How hard is it to find someone who will discreetly do all this and not have my husband find out.



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172,159 It's not marriage that diminishes sex it's kids



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172,158 me: i'm definitely over him
wine: no



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172,157 If I married my current boyfriend, it wouldn't diminish our sex life. I love the pleasure and reactions I can get from him during sex. When all he can do is moan my name, that's the best thing ever. Plus, he is a really generous lover.

Sex isn't a tool to control your partner with. It's a way for us to connect with each other.



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172,156 I cheated on my high school French final.



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172,155 And Men STILL get married???? Women change IMMEDIATELY! they "got you". I have many, many, MANY married friends telling me how miserable they are, no sex, but if they even THINK about sex with someone else, it will be HELL for a divorce! hahaha.

don't do things just because Society seems to thinks it's ok.
I have a girlfriend, but she KNOWS if she gives me any of that SHIT, i'll dump her....so, she remains on her best behavior.



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172,154 You wonder why men get involved in these terrible marriages? I've been there. She lied to me. For our entire courtship she was on her best behavior. She acted like the perfect wife. She was interested in me and what I do for a living. She wanted sex. She was agreeable about everything. She was warm and caring.

It changed literally on the honeymoon. I saw a side of her that never came out before. She was demanding and complaining and selfish. Three days into the honeymoon it rained. She was livid with me. I jokingly explained I don't control the weather. She rolled her eyes and stormed off.  She didn't talk to me for 24 hours, until the sun came out again. She really acted like it was my fault it rained.

Went down hill from there. She was constantly bitter. Constantly whining. Constantly spending all my money to drown her unhappiness.

For the first few years I was walking around in a funk.  I expended endless energy trying to make things work. I always gave her her way. I canceled my plans so we could do what she wanted. I blew off friends. I blew off family. But the more I gave in, the more she wanted.

Finally I arranged for a marriage counselor. She was so angry that I tried to get us help. What does that tell you right there? She knew the discontent was all her doing. She was afraid the marriage counselor would blow the whistle on her. And that's exactly what happened.

One poignant moment. The counselor asked her about the lack of sex. My wife literally explained that she couldn't have sex the prior night because she had to fold some laundry. And she couldn't have sex two nights earlier because she had to watch LOST. And she couldn't have sex the night before that because... After a few explanations the marriage counselor cut her off and asked my wife if she was going to come up with an excuse for every night going back a year.

My wife said yes, she was very busy.

It was laughable. The counselor called me the next day and said I should get divorced. She said my wife has far too many things wrong with her personality.

The marriage ended. You wouldn't believe how difficult she was about it. Story for another day.

But if you wonder why men are involved in terrible marriages, well it's not always our fault. I'm sure some women have met bastard men. But in my case, I met a lying manipulative woman who fooled me, at least for a while.



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172,153 Throughout my life when driving I random street lights turn off as I approach them.  Sometimes, as I drove and I'm approaching one I'll wonder if it will go out.  More times than not it does.

It used to freak me out, now it's okay.  I still don't know why it happens.



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172,152 Every night I go to bed depressed because I wasted yet another day doing nothing but surfing the internet. I promise myself that when I get up the next morning, I won't do it. I'll stay away from the computer.

But in the morning, I do one quick check of my email. Then I might as well look at the headlines. And the weather. Gee I wonder where that package is. And that jerky guy on Facebook, what outrageous insult did he post today? I better respond because he shouldn't get away with it. In response he insults me some more. The game is on..... and before i know it the day is once again over and I've done nothing.

I hate me. I hate the internet.



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172,151 172138: I wish you could contact me. I have so many questions, and need some help, some advice...

Right now things are going a little TOO well, and I'm scared out of my mind. I don't know why; I mean, who fears success? That would be me. Things go tits up so fast most of the time I can't help but think life's triumphs are some weird fluke that I stumbled upon. Too many days of being rudderless on the ocean of life's journey.

*sigh* Yeah, a clue in life's puzzle would be great.



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172,150 I recently attended a high school orchestra concert where the first chair violin player was wearing a loose fitting blouse that hung off her shoulder so the entire audience could see her bra strap for an hour. Where were this girl's parents? Where were the teachers? We've become so used to inappropriate that we don't even see how wrong it is for a young girl to be showing the entire audience her underwear. No one cares anymore. I wish we could bring a little decency and class back to out world.



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172,149 For 20 years I would drink to get drunk.  It was about once every 1 to 2 weeks, maybe 40 times a year.  I would come home from work and feel the urge to drink by myself until I was blitzed.

Then about two years ago, I just stopped.

I drank 5 times since then and got a little tipsy.  4 of those times were social events where I was expected to drink, and once was because I didn't want a year-old bottle of white wine that a friend made for me to turn to vinegar.

I just don't feel like drinking anymore.  I don't know what happened.  But it feels good.



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172,148 I'm afraid of my wife.



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172,147 Another year is almost over. I made it through TGiving, Xmas all that's left is NYE. The best NYE'ves I've ever had have been the kind where I just stay home, maybe write a reflective letter to someone who has passed on, then burn it at midnight...then go to bed. Get up early NYD...it feels like you can sneak up on the whole world.

but of course I have immature friends (I'm not judging) who want to go to raging parties and get wasted...spend 400 dollars on dinner and drinks then spend the day in bed hung over as hell. I did that in my 20's, it's part of life, but my God, some people have no clue on how to grow out of being a child.

New years resolution: Burn some bridges so some of the crazies can't follow me.

47m



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172,146 And you thought your presence and your cock alone, not even trying to get me off, would be gift enough....because it is after all, all about you...

I find you rather naive for all your self-professed worldliness

Oh well, money and my vibrator was the best part of our last exchange



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172,145 I'm on a Facebook page where people post pictures of their surgical scars.  It helps to get rid of the "shame" of not being perfect.  Of course, when the young women post pictures of their stomachs, they get a lot of likes from guys, because they look good despite the scars.  

I'm 48 and have never let myself be photographed with my shirt off because of how scarred up I am.  But for the first time last night, I decided to go ahead and do it, and I posted it.  To my very great surprise... I got a lot of likes, and 85% of which were from women.

I'm feeling attractive now.  It's nice.



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172,144 Ear thing...!

Before you hurt yourself or face disappointment, the setup goes like this:

I had the same problem you did all the time, though I never got tubes and stuff.

You have to lay on your side and have someone pour a capful of hydrogen peroxide into your ear.  It will bubble like crazy.  You'll probably want to have a towel on your shoulder so it doesn't spill.  Lay there for 10 to 15 minutes and let it finish bubbling.  Afterwards, go into the shower and find the strongest spray from the spout, or use a super soaker.  Whatever can have a strong spray.  Spray it into your ear until all the chunks come out.

Repeat with the other ear.

Nurses had me do this and it's been the only effective way.  Q-tips tend to squish the wax against the walls of your ears and hardens it.



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172,143 The only good thing of the heroin epidemic in the U.S. is good-looking, 20-something cheap ho's found on craigslist. Best three hole in town.



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172,142 I have been unable to clean my ears out my entire life.

When I was a kid, I would constantly have hearing problems and ear infections.  The doctor ended up putting these tubes in my ears to try and fix them.  It would hurt when the doctor put an otoscope into my ear to see what is going on.  He said my ears are so waxy inside that I couldn't get the tube out of my ear.  No doctor since then has attempted to clean my ears out.

I've tried with Q-tips many times, barely getting any wax out.  I don't get it.  I stumbled upon advice on the internet about pouring water in your ears to wash them out.  I don't remember what all it said, but I'll have to read it again and try it.



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172,141 My dream vacation:  time, isolation from civilization and society, and a few books on philosophy.  Nothing is more fun than having a great thought. Where better to find inspiration than amongst the great philosophers?



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172,140 Amongst the remains of shattered dreams
There are beautiful things
You have to know what you're looking at
Rarely are things what they seem



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172,139 Cleaning my ears is not part of my normal daily hygiene. But when I do clean 'em, oh man, you wouldn't believe how much gunk comes out of there.



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172,138 Sometimes I know more than I'm supposed to. Like I needed to be somewhere in 20 minutes and I had no clue how to get there. I took a series of completely random turns and voila, I arrived at the location exactly on time. How did I do that?

This thing, whatever it is started when I was a kid. It involved my neighbors. I knew something bad was a going to happen the next day. It was more than a feeling. With certainty I knew something was about to happen. And it did. It was May. Their daughter was coming home from college.  She ended up dying in a car crash on the trip. Even when I heard the next morning, I knew it wasn't over. I knew there was more bad news coming. A few days later, after the daughter's funeral, the father died of a heart attack. I knew.

There have been so many examples. Some small, some big. I was at work one day. The computers at the entire company stopped working. Most of the applications would not run. Hours went by and none of the computer guys could figure out what was a going on. They were stumped. I'm not the computer guy. But I saw them in the conference room having an emergency meeting with the big boss. I poked my head in and suggested it was the file directory structure. It can only hold 16,384 files. I told them to check the number of files. One of the guys instantly looked on his computer. There it was, 16,384 files. He deleted the junk files and  instantly the problem was solved. How did I do that? How did I know? I dunno, but I do.

I never tell anyone this, but the day before 9/11 I had that feeling again. I knew something was about to go wrong. We know how that turned out.

Now I'm sitting here searching in my head. I don't see anything immediate. It's clear for the foreseeable future, meaning weeks. But still, something is nagging at me. I can't quite place it yet. But it's big, like nothing we've ever seen before. I know something is on the horizon.

I know I sound crazy, like a nut job. But those other things happened and something else is coming.



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172,137 Bucket List Secret
Performed anal w/o lube on gf.
Aggressive couch sex w me on my knees.  Rubbed the head at the backdoor, looked down and spit on her anus and after a minute or two, full insertion.  Most intense anal ever with her. She just kept saying, 'Mmmm, no lube', and 'Take my ass Daddy'.
Can't wait for next go around. Me 44, she 21



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172,136 Why is it that holidays always cost money? I have to purchase so many items for Christmas at inflated prices. I have to buy a big meal for Thanksgiving. I have to buy liquor for New Years. Chocolate for Valentines Day and again for Easter. Flowers for Mothers Day. Beer and burgers for 4th of July. How about a holiday from buying things?



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172,135 My wife likes me to stick a finger up her behind while I'm licking her pussy. It's the only way she'll orgasm.



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172,134 I saw you at the park today. I tried my hardest not to cry in front of you. I promised not to bother you.



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172,133 So many lies I hardly know just which were true...the ones you told, or the ones I told myself. I've gone over it again and again, from every angle, forward and backward...and still I know no more than I did when I began. I know that I love you and that I think you might love me, too. I know that I'm not sure it matters, or if it ever did. I know that I survived the heartache, and will continue to live and love. I'm past the point of anger and resentment...past the point of tears on my pillow. For now, I'm choosing to see the beauty in the experience and focus on how it helped me gain a greater understand of my own heart and the meaning of love.



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172,132 My brother in law sent an email to everyone saying how he just happened to see my name in the newspaper (for something good) and he thought everyone should know.

Reading between the lines. The guy is keeping tabs on me. He obviously googles my name to see what I'm up to. The mention in the newspaper was in my home town.  He doesn't live in my home town and never has. So clearly he googles me.

A bit creepy.



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172,131 172130, I'm pretty sure she would take you back without question, no matter what your "state". ##



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172,130 I started missing her before she even left. The lack of resentment was my own. Who knows what she thought. We never really did have a real conversation, did we? I'd already given away my white horse. I'd spent through every last piece of silver in my pouch. Not that there was much in there in the first place. I thrashed around trying start trudging, again. Wanting to help her, follow her, follow her and help her?

In the end all I could do was lie to everyone I cared about to make myself still seem battle worthy, if ever I was. I crawled under my bridge to live in the dark with my hands clasped over my ears to hide from the harsh sounds of the world spinning around me.

A knight in shimmering armor? A man with integrity would never have lied as much as I have.

If she enters my life again, she better damn well know just what a beaten down wreck she will find on her path.



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172,129 This was the best Christmas I have had ever.  NO drama from a boyfriend, friends or family. I spent it helping others who were grateful to get a meal. I didn't have to listen to a bunch of people whine about their presents and why I didn't get this or that for them. I didn't have to listen to all of the family drama. Who is sick and who has died.  SO DEPRESSING.  I didn't have to worry about some man using me because he is a user and thinks he is entitled to everything in the world even though he made his own bed. He whined more than anything and could never step up to the plate to be a man and take care of his shit.  Instead he put it on top of me.  I didn't have to listen to a daughter complain because she didn't get what she wanted or it wasn't enough or it wasn't up to her standards of the materialistic world. I didn't have to listen to the parents complain that I haven't helped them out enough, or come clean there yard during the Summer time. Or have them tell me who I should date and not date. I didn't have to listen to the friend dramas and having them put me down. It was just a wonderful, wonderful experience.  I should have kicked a lot of them to curb long ago.  For once, I finally said Fuck It and did something for myself without a care in the world and enjoyed every ounce of it and had the most relaxing Christmas ever!!!!  No phone calls because I disconnected my line and didn't have to worry about them calling me with some pity party bullshit or some guilt ridden woes me or I am going to kill myself story.  Damn it felt awesome to not be treated like crap for once on a Holiday. For the rest of them, I could care less and I am better off without them.  They never did anything for me besides cause trouble and bring me down. I was stupid enough to believe them. All they did was use me over, over and over. Thanks for that everybody because you have helped me turn into a better person and I know that what you guys did to me was wrong.   Very wrong but in your absent minded, self-egotistical world, you are the almighty of your worlds and never do anything wrong.  In the end, the truth always reveals itself.  Thanks for the Christmas present of bliss, it was the best present ever!!!



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172,128 I'm so happy this, like every holiday season, is almost over. It's come to the point where I don't even see my family anymore, I spend it with friends and their family. My Mom is out of control, I wish I could say she had Alzheimer's or some condition, as horrible as that sounds, she's completely sound and in Great shape for her age (86) but as long as I can remember, I have never and am unable to have a mature adult conversation with her. When my father was alive they had a thriving business and built up a nice next egg. Since he's been gone, she's gotten involved in  this "Church" and I think she's given them most of her money. she can't even pay her bills, when I ask, she gets SO defensive and full of rage, it's like 'how dare I ask her where here money is going'. It makes me really sad. I don't have kids, but If I did, I think I would keep them away from her. She's so angry and jealous and living in her own little warped reality. If I had money like that, I'd give it to her, but I honestly don't. If I tell her that, she'll just say "I'm selfish, evil and that she wished she never had me" yeah, it's that crazy.

I just leave her alone and decline her phone calls. It boils down to living my life, or joining that freak show that would only leave me penny-less and broken



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172,127 I don't know the names of everyone in my extended family. They are mainly related to my wife. Her sister remarried 3 or 4 years ago. The guy's name might be Mike, or possibly Hank. I have no idea.  Many of my wife's nieces and nephews are now married. There I'm totally lost on the names of the spouses. I'd say at a family holiday gathering there are 35 people and I don't know the names of a dozen of so. I try to hide it well with a big hello and a pat on the back.



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172,126 I at least hope I gotcha in the ego, flaming asshole



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172,125 Every time I become depressed I don't eat.



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172,124 I have some antibiotics I should take, but I'm holding off because I get a yeast infection every time I take antibiotics

So this "pimple from hell" in the form of folliculitis lives on on my ass, red pigmentation marks left behind from others...Brazillian waxing and waxing your behind super smooth does come with drawbacks



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172,123 When I was a teenager, I thought that when I became an adult everybody would be "mature" and "respectful" to each other, or at the very least they would know how to control their issues.

Now that I'm older, I understand that many adults are nothing more than overgrown children.  Not "some" adults, "many" adults.  They never grew up, and they're worse because they feel that as adults, they can just say and do whatever they want.

And it doesn't matter what their age or education or position is.  I work with a bunch of PHDs and MDs, and half of them are assholes.



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172,122 You cancel and cancel and cancel....know what i think? Ya got another gf....good luck with that as you lose me in the process....



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172,121 Ive been married for 3yrs and have given him a total of 5 yrs of my life and for what? Just so he can forget another anniversary. Fuck the anniversary, every day i feel less and less attracted to him. Hes gained so much weight. .. and he doesnt ever do anything to try and seduce me or romance me. I work out, give him head and even let him put it in my ass a few times. But the more i look at him these past few months, the more i wanna find someone who will fuck my brains out and seduce me with good conversation and foreplay. It that too much to ask for?? Married and looking to have my first affair. 24/F Tx



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172,120 I think I have a yeast infection but I have no idea because I've never had one. I had to take anti biotics for almost 2 months, so that could be a reason, but...

Its not itching or burning but boy is there a lot of white stuff. Ugh.



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172,119 Ha ha ha , I find funny how many Americans ( U.S.A)  complain about how poor they are but yet they have a working car, roof on their heads , while the clothes they wear might not be latest or big brand name  is still nice , they might have only 1 or two pair of shoes but at least they have something that covers and protects their feet and their children get to school .  In my country the poor don't even have access to clean water or electricity , having a phone is a luxury , their clothes have holes and shoes have holes in them , there's no such thing such a free education . Most schools are not well funded and starting since 1 at grade you have to pay for books, materials , test , etc..    I noticed a lot people who struggle financial get themselves in unnecessary debt , they buy a house they can hardly afford , get loans for cars every five years because they want to drive a new car , used credit cards for everything and just pay the minimum . I'm sorry but I do not feel sorry for you , my car might not be the newest but is a good car with very low mileage and is paid for , all my clothes is paid cash , if I cannot pay cash it means I cannot afforded , my place is small but that's all I need , no need to live in a mini mansion just to impress people . Don't get wrong I also like nice things but when I want an expensive item or plan on a expensive project , I save up . Live with in your means and you will be a more happy person.



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172,118 I need the excitement. You refuse to kiss me, even though a real, honest to goodness kiss was all I asked for as a Christmas gift. I didn't get it. You went hunting instead. I'm lucky to get a peck now and then that I have to initiate. I don't know how many more ways to tell you I need more passion. I need you to talk to me during sex. I need you to tell me my pussy feels good. Tell me you like to see me gag on your cock. Just something to spice things up!!!! If you had any idea how hot it would make me to have a hot ass make out session, and how incredible it would make the sex, you wouldn't hesitate. But you're selfish. You tell me to quit complaining about the sex you give me.

So that's why next weekend I have a passionate fuck planned with a guy from high school who knows the value of kissing, foreplay, and listening to what your woman wants. I can't wait.



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172,117 Idk what's worse. Being unhappy in a relationship or being unhappy alone.



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172,116 I have to confess it's been hard to know what to say. Mainly because like most adults I feel preposterous asking anything of you because our time with you is surely done. Now we get our own presents, control our own fates, take responsibility for our own actions, and live in the world we have created... so it's not for us to turn around and plead for your help with the environment, the migrant crisis, the NHS, education, food banks, human rights, fundamentalism and wars. Though God knows we need all the help we can get with all these man-made problems and more.

And it's not that you aren't compassionate and full of joy. You're great. In spite of you being changed into different colours for corporations and being bastardised to represent materialism gone mad - despite probably originating in some season based pagan druid ritual a million thought miles from requests for spontaneously combusting hoverboards... Kidadults cynically pointing this out after having their moment of belief in you are wasting everyone's precious time. Because you are not for them. You are for the children. Children who need some magic in a world where the borders between innocence and responsibility, playful imagination and cold, adult obstacles are continually shrinking.

This is what I'd like to ask you to help with. A little more time for children to be children. Stretch the moment of magic and playfulness. Distract them from the realities of a world gone mad so that they can laugh with their breath rather than sob with their tears. Especially those caring for family members, or suffering illness, hunger or poverty. Especially those hiding in buildings as bombs rain down, or being handed shaking with fear or cold into a boat to escape environmental disaster or war. Please help to light up their worlds with a moment of joy and hope.

When I think about it you've got it tough this year... And when I really think about it I'm not sure that asking you for a lightsaber and getting one (not that I ever did by the way) is equatable with controlling the space time continuum and making the good of childhood last a little longer.

But you do inspire wonder and awe amongst those that write you letters and go to sleep hoping there might be a new object in their possession come dawn. You inspire good behaviour and, at least in my memory, some desperate last minute attempts to redeem bad behaviour so as not to be overlooked. Spare a thought too for those millions who want to write to you but through illiteracy can't. Hear their words and help to give them the time and chance to learn how to read and write so they can better their lives and escape their impoverished beginnings.

I feel a little sorry for you. And I guess I've done exactly what I said I wouldn't... Asked you to help with adult problems and solve some of the greatest worries we have for our children. I promise to leave some extra port and mince pies for you!



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172,114 Strap on your Velcro tennis shoes

And go chase some low hanging fruit online, sugar

They may have you
I no longer will.

Stalker...gawker....BYE!



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172,113 So thats what it feels like to get your heart ripped out.



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172,112 You appear to quite like my envelope
And for this I am grateful
These days won't last forever
And it feels good to be admired and pampered

But whooo boy
You don't know me much at all
There's a surface to be scratched here, ya know?!?
Meh, I plan on just having a good time
Along for the ride
On my own terms...don't see it mattering you being privy to that part right now...if ever



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172,111 Dude...when shall you see that my sense of humor doesn't find your racist jokes funny?

All I said to your last..."No comment"
You getting a message yet?
You're free to hold your own beliefs
But that doesn't mean you get to infect me with them



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172,110 Some people never outgrow their immaturity. I married such a person. We were both young. Over time I matured and became responsible. She did not. I wonder if me growing meant that she didn't have to - in her eyes. I would take care of everything. She could act like a toddler knowing I'd be there to make things right. But I didn't sign up for this. I'm not interested in being her father. I think it's time for me to remove myself from this situation.



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172,109 You only miss me now that I'm gone and you know I'm not looking back.



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172,108 172102 Lol...I feel your pain & am a guy.I think different people are wired differently. Been dating the same girl for the last 3 years, sex is great for her, but am left feeling empty because we have no connection whatsoever spiritual or emotional apart from physical attraction to each other. Somehow that is not enough for me..So yeah, connections beyond outward appearance is important to some of us..I need to get out of this relationship..



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172,107 I feel like my girlfriend and I are 'stuck'. I want to keep on growing in our relationship, but she seems to act so childish about things... She has to learn about her behavior so that she can grow to change it. I've given her plenty of chances, but I don't know how much more I can take.

M/24



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172,106 Get your spider clothes on.



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172,105 Many years ago -- I think it was in the city previous to the one that I've now been living in for the past 24 years -- I had an exceptionally satisfying shit.  It wasn't breathtaking (in the literal sense), but it left me with such a deep-seated feeling of relief and relaxation in the lower end of my gut that I thought at the time: "If there were ever such a thing as a five-star shit, that was it."

I don't think I've had another "five-star" since.  I'm confident that I would notice it if I did.



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172,104 I miss having a high libido when I was a teenager.  My erections were much harder, I ejaculated harder and ejaculated more cum, and I had all these sexual fantasies that I would play in my head all the time.  Now I'm nearing my 30s and I'm not even close to being as sexual.  I wish I could get my libido back, along with finding people that want to share my fantasies.



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172,103 Maybe I should just die?  I dunno, haven't thought about it in a while.  It's weird.  But maybe I should.

I mean, I'm not getting any better.



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172,102 seriously. who do i have to screw to get laid around here? is it so much to ask for a man to want to have a connection with a woman? I just want a little bit of something with someone before we get physical. what they dont realize is all the benefits they would get. i would even make them a sandwich, if they earn it of course ;) lol.
seriously seeking a great guy who will do me right! ughhhhhh



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172,101 A clean love. Without resentment, or bitterness. Love that is not a proving ground, or an ordeal.

Yes, I would like me some of that.

It didn't even occur to me that it might be possible.

If it doesn't explode into some epic romance, it'd still be wonderful to have such a comfortable friend back in my life.



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172,100 Stories of lost love, guilt, shame, lust, greed, anger, hate, passion... emotions. We share our struggle with heartbreak, love and lust... If there is one thing to know it's feelings we cannot trust. Feelings are a temporary thing, important yes, but they do not determine reality. Feelings merely tell us something about ourselves. They help us to realize areas where we need to grow.

-If you are here, chances are you have shared a story with strong feelings.. Think about that experience you shared. Picture that story you share as an observer. A fly on the wall. No emotional connection, just watching the interaction that has taken place... What's different? What can you see that took place?

Often I think the secret to dealing with our feelings isn't running from them, or posting them online to get them off of our chest.. instead it is taking the time to think through them. To re-visit our experience and to measure it through our values.

Take some time and reflect. I guarantee you'll be glad you did.



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