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172,999 I think people have finally figured out there are more poor Americans than rich Americans. And we each get one vote. Poor people are the majority and they have learned to take advantage. Watch them put in a President like Bernie Sanders. He'll take all the money from the rich and give it to the poor. But then what? What's the plan on day two? He'll destroy the economic engine that keeps the country afloat. He wants to raise taxes for the rich while shutting down the banks and ousting the rich from their jobs.  Where's the money going to come from to sustain anyone, rich or poor? It's short-sighted greed. It's biting the hand that feeds you. Remember, it's a big new high tech world out there. If America votes to give the rich a difficult time here at home, they will start up their new business ventures in other countries. They will employ foreigners. They will pay much lower taxes in India than America.

Choose wisely America. The lifestyle you destroy may ultimately be your own.



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172,998 My wife spends too much. She's greedy and selfish. She thinks nothing of me working overtime so I can afford to buy our children Christmas presents. When the credit card bill comes in there are $1200 in extra charges for things she bought for herself. Getting presents from other people isn't enough for her, she needs more more more. It makes me hate her.

When I bring it up, you know what she says? She says it's a new year and everything will work out.  How does that work exactly with the credit card bill? When I call American Express is there an option on the automated phone service, "Press 3 if it's a new year and you want everything to work out..."

They want their money. I don't have it. But my wife has a bunch of new sweaters and makeup.  "Press 4 if you'd like to trade in your wife's makeup..."

The option I really need is "Press 5 if you'd like to be divorced from your selfish wife and never have to see her again..."



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172,997 It's truly sad people complaining about disable ,handicap or a children with learning disabilities . What about if you or a love one was involve in a car accident and become paralyzed ? Or a war veteran , who came back with a missing limb? Would you say the same , they are just draining the tax payer money?  That is the problem in today's world a lot people lack compassion , no wonder that world is going to $&@" . Too many selfish people who only think about themselves.



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172,996 I used to do it with my boy friend when I was in high school. We'd always find places. His garage, his basement, the music practice room at school, the woods, under the bleachers. LOL. When there's a will there's a way.

PS: In thinking back, I don't recall having romantic sex comfortably in a bed until I was in college!



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172,995 172967 - it has nothing to do with just women.  All people are capable of feeling schadenfreude.  I dated a guy when we were in our late twenties and he'd always pick out "people of walmart" type of people out to me and have a good laugh.  I thought to myself... holy crap, how old is this guy?  He'd always say to me... OMG, if I ever get that fat (points at his victim du jour) please shoot me.  I told him that the person may have a medical condition, but he always tells me that people can lose weight if they want - they are just lazy. No point in arguing with a man who has zero capability to empathy to anyone.  He also likes to follow all these stupid accounts on instagram that makes fun of people.

Anyway, so glad I got away from that child with low self esteem and marrying a man.  I showed my husband something of a schadenfreude nature and asked him if he thinks it's funny... he said NO!  That's just sad.  I'm so happy with my decision as I am not a licensed psychotherapist who can handle my ex and all his issues.



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172,994 My bottom point with alcohol... I got drunk at a bar, drove home, parked my car, and when I stood up in the parking lot, fell over and landed on my face.  I just laid there for a bit.  I'm still a little ashamed about that.



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172,993 When my wife was pregnant with our second kid, I went to the OBGYN with her to find out the sex.  It was an exciting trip, of course, and after she went back to the room with the nurse, I walked to the waiting room.  Sitting in the waiting room was a girl no more than 15 years old with her mother.  The girl was very pretty, obviously a popular one, and she terrified and looked sick to her stomach.  The mom was reading a magazine and had a look of disgust on her face.  I had heard a nurse tell me once that only half of the people she sees are excited about the baby.  I don't think this was the case with the girl and her mom.



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172,992 --984  good for you. I swapped a career in healthcare for one in wellness and I make 2/3rd of what I was making before (so 70k+) but I work 14 days a month and 25 hours a week. People snicker at me for my decision without knowing the details of it. If only they knew.



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172,991 I just want someone to think I'm beautiful.



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172,990 I was happy.



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172,989 Erich
I wonder where you are and I wonder if you ever think about me
Vic



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172,988 I wish I could make you happy...



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172,987 You want to punish it gets u off regardless of the other person's side



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172,986 Remember that this is your karma for hurting him all those times.



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172,985 A pregnant ninth grader! Holy fuck! She's white and from an upper middle class neighborhood. Like wow. Can I say I told you so! Other girls were studying but the mother wanted her daughter to be cool and the social queen so she encouraged this young girl to date the boy. She'd give them rides to the movie theater and to the park. Somewhere in there they pulled a fast one and managed to get it on. Shame on the mother for letting this happen. I feel so bad for the daughter. What now I wonder.



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172,984 I moved for another teaching job that pays a little more than twice what I was making as a professor at a university.  It's at a technical college so others think it's not prestigious enough.  At my old university PhDs were making as little as $37,000 a year full time.  I only have a master's degree and in 6 months I'll be making 80K+ in Bumfuck Wisconsin.  The work here is half as much as before.  So twice the pay for half as much work.  I teach math so I think you can say I increased my situation by a factor of 4.  This is my first big break in life.



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172,983 I am 2 years sober from a very nasty addiction to opiates and benzos.  When we celebrate our sober birthdays at my 12 step meeting we are encouraged to share our absolute bottom so maybe it can help others.

I told my story of how I ended up in a treatment center after losing everything that was important to me due to my addiction and how I climbed out of the hole I was in to be sober and successful today.

But that's not my real bottom...

The last time I got high I took 20 Vicodin ES tablets and laid back for the pills to consume me and make my troubles disappear at least for a little while.  However, soon after I took the pills I became severely nauseous and I had to throw up.  I tried to fight it but there was no way to stop my self from puking. There was no way I was going to waste the only pills I had so I threw up into an empty juice bottle then after a few minutes when the nausea subsided I drank my puke mixed with the pills. That is my real bottom.

When I came down from my high I realized that I really do have a problem so I checked myself into rehab.  I never told anyone about my nasty secret and I don't think I will anytime soon.



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172,982 Music teachers. OMG what the fuck is wrong with them?

If you send an email to parents saying the concert will begin at 8ᚨ, don't then start it at 7ᛆ.

Does that really have to be explained?

My theory on music teachers? They are druggies. Makes sense. Many of them started as rock musicians. Drugs galore. Now they are teachers and they never gave up the need for weed.

Who the hell would start a concert half an hour early? Doh.



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172,981 I have 172976
And I'm trying to work it out

Call me Barbie
Call me life of the party
You haven't looked inside the envelope
Or simply don't care to
or cannot see



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172,980 No one sucks dick better than a Jewish girl. Not that it comes up often, but if ever you are presented with the choice of bedding down with a Catholic woman or a Jewish woman, go for the Jewish one. They understand what sex is about. They get the whole idea that sex is suppose to maximize pleasure. The Catholic woman will skip that part and instead use sex to maximize some guilt trip.



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172,979 Not to forget the people who "grieve" on Facebook.

"Oh my daddy passed away this morning. Please send me your prayers."

Darling, you are only trying to get attention for yourself. And using your dead father for this purpose is despicable.



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172,978 In my school district they spent $90,000 a year on this one severely disabled student. The teachers bragged that by the time he reached high school age, he was able to count to four.

Was this money well spent? ABSOLUTELY NOT. I think teachers lose sight of what is important.



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172,977 I found the person I'm in love with. We're completely compatible. He's everything I've ever wanted. Too bad I'm already married. Oh well, just dream about it? I'm not a cheater, so nothing will become of it. But the spark is there. It's always there.



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172,976 I think I am depressed at times. Hello everyone, my name is Miss Perfect, who cries herself to sleep at night. No one, no one will ever find out. I just can't share it. People always describe me as the happy girl. Happy my ass, my looks don't reflect my inner soul. I feel rotten. If you would walk past me, you would probably think, "what a pleasant girl". But I guess I never liked people pitying me... I feel like I am cursed. If I only knew what to do to be forgiven. Anyone else has this?



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172,975 at the talk of angels.... I was stranded on the side of the road with three young kids in tow twins 1 year and 2 year old...flat tire  no four handled thingy to change my tire.. Nissan stanza.. truck drives up im crying it starts to rain and I tell him my dilemma and he said he will run to local hardware store and get me one... I say I have no money he says its fine.... in the interim... a gold Nissan stanza same year as mine drives up and pulls in front of me.. out comes a manin a goldish beigh suit head to toe white shirt gold tie and suit  not goosh very nice looking .. says  can I help I tell him my proble... he goes into the trunk of his car and has the turn thing I need to take off my tire.. he changes my tire  and walks to the side of my car when my trunks open and hands me the turn thingy and says  here take this  and im looking at him cuz he was dressed so beautifully and yet changed my tire.. then he extended his hand and I kept saying I know what you are your an angel.. I know what you are.. and in my hand was a pamphlet saying " have you accepted jesus as your personal savior today?" and after I looked up to thank him in the less than 30 sec it took me to read the pamplets title he was gone.. his car was gone... didn't hear a trunk close?.. didn't hear a car leave drive off or anything.... and at the same time im standing there thanking god with tears streaming down my face the truck guy shows up.. and he says  here I tel him my story of what just happened and he smiles and says here don't worry about it and smiles... that was my encounter with an angel... it was one of the most beautiful things  that has ever happened to me  outside of the birth of my children or my marriage... it was truly beautiful...



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172,974 My stepfather passed away a year and a half ago. Today is his birthday. He would have been 78. He and my mom got together when I was 10 years old. I'm 38 now. He helped raise me. He was one of the few people in this world I could trust and the only person who never lied to me. I am so lucky to have had him in my life. I miss him every day.



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172,973 I'm about to share the meanest thought I've ever had.

I'm a teacher in a large inner city elementary school.

There are classrooms designated in my school as "multi-handicapped."

They are a colossal waste if taxpayer money and resources.

Those children, I don't care how awesome the teachers are, are not going to get anything truly useful from those classes.

It's a warehouse for people who will never contribute, only drain, from society.

I don't know what the answer is, but it sure as hell shouldn't be paying one to one paras and two teachers per classroom.   That money would be better, more productively, somewhere else.

I'm sorry, but it true.



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172,972 971 i would love to cum in your ass....



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172,971 Last night I had the strangest dream. I was in a room with a group of people who said I could choose any sexual fantasy I wanted and they would make it happen. I said I wanted to be DP'd by a Black guy and a Latino guy, with the Latino guy in my ass and the Black guy in my pussy.

The Latino guy lay down on his back and I worked his cock into my ass. Then I spread my legs for the Black guy. He went down and licked my pussy and the Latino guy's balls, then got on top of me and into my pussy (his dick was average size BTW) and fucked me. I came so hard my whole body was shaking and then they both came inside me.

The weird thing is, I have never fantasized about anything remotely like that in real life. But now I can't stop thinking about it. I've already masturbated to it three times today and I have this feeling I'll probably fantasize about it for the rest of my life! Hm...I don't know where the idea came from, but THANKS!



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172,970 To all you facebook whores....
I think its hilarious, when an ugly girl changes her profile pic, and all her girly girl friends press the like button and comment how "Gorgeous" you look. And of course it makes you feel special, because, well even really gorgeous women are so insecure.



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172,968 i like it when she licks the head of my cock



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172,967 Here's a perfect example of why I don't trust women. My wife has a best friend. They are all kissy face with each other in person. But when the friend leaves, my wife will ridicule the hell out of her best friend. The friend is married. Her husband makes a lot of dosh as a trader for a hedge fund. The best friend calls my wife today to say her husband was just fired. After my wife hangs up the phone, she starts jumping for joy. Her friend won't be able to buy a new BWM this year. The friend won't be able to go to Barbados over Spring break. The friend won't be going to Paris this summer.

Wait a sec. I thought this is your best friend? No, my wife is thrilled that her "best friend" will suffer financially. This will put my wife in the lead. My wife will win the race!

All kind of sick if you ask me.



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172,966 I'll get a 99 on the mid-term and my Dad is like, "What did you get wrong?"

He's the most difficult negative person I know. The next highest score was 93. How about cut me some slack? A little praise might even help.



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172,965 I've been wishing lately to finally see a real angel. Sometimes I just imagine that one is standing somewhere in the room watching me... Maybe eventually a real one will show up. Although it seems to me that angels and spirits show up for those who expect it the least...



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172,964 C I don't know if I can do this anymore, I'm falling to hard for you. It's not fair to me. I just wish you would make up your mind already on what you need to do.
S



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172,963 It says "be not afraid' at least once or twice in the bible, whenever an angel appears. Demons are thought to be easily understood or easy to describe, which is the excuse used to burn Joan of Arc. But angels...they really put on a show, causing people to fall on their faces, and the like. I like to imagine the kinder, gentler version portrayed in the Wim Wenders classic, "Wings of Desire" Sometimes they are said to take on a human form. The bible seems to suggest that they either show up unannounced and scare the shit out of people, or they hang around in some heavenly realm, looking very ominous.



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172,962 I think I may have found the one. :)



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172,961 At work, I always stand up for myself. I'm confident. I'll confront anybody if I believe them to be doing something wrong, inconsiderate, or whatever.

To my friends and loved ones, I can't. I am so afraid that if I stand up for myself to my loved ones, they'll leave me. When a friend or S.O. hurts my feelings, I just let it slide. I'll go cry in the corner and never mention it, pretend nothing is wrong.

a job is just a job. my loved ones are my whole life. if i lose them ...what would my life be...



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172,960 Bernie Sanders says he will raise taxes and break up the large banks. Sounds like a personal vendetta against the rich.

Count me in!



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172,959 It's so hard to be happy when you know someone else is in pain because of you.



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172,958 My wife has 27 different kinds of shampoo in our shower. She buys one, doesn't like it, buys another. Proof positive that she spoils herself silly.



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172,957 I was raped 20 years ago today, January 26, 1996.



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172,956 God just PICK a president already so my husband will shut UP about it.



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172,955 I still look for a sign that you miss me...that you still care. I'm happy, but still I look.



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172,954 How long is this feeling going to last for? Because it is killing me.



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172,953 i feel you
my soul, it sings



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172,952 hey 950, here's hoping you get it



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172,951 I just watched all 121 episodes of Lost over 8 days.

Okay, yes, I think I need a job or a girlfriend or something.



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172,950 I've been reading the same e-mail over and over again from a recruiter.  He said the company is very interested in me, and he'll get back to me later this week with their decision.

There is so much riding on this.  I've been at my current job for nine month, it doesn't pay me enough, and my boss is an overgrown child.  I am tremendously unhappy.  I have a job that barely pays my bills and I'm being yelled at and condescended to regularly.  I've been trying to leave since the month after I started.

The new job will pay me 2.5 times as much.  It will be a short commute.  It will let me pay of my debt and still see my children.  And even if the boss turns out to be a dick, half of my problem is still solved.

And this is why I pathetically keep re-reading this e-mail.  I don't know what I'll do if I don't get it.  All the signs point to yes, but nothing is certain.  I'm going to read it again.



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172,949 So many of the obituaries are for people younger than me... It leaves me scared that my time is soon.



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172,948 I feel so lonely, and it is an abject feeling.
I have not been in a meaningful relationship in 21 years. If you'd ask me that question a few months ago, I would have 6 years but it came to light recently that the person I dated for 3 years 6 years ago is a con artist, who did not care about me one bit and used me for whatever little money I had.
So yes, it has been 21 years since I had a meaningful relationship. Sure, there were some ships in the night, here and there, but nothing of substance really. How does someone/anyone manages to live like this and not blow their brains out? How can I continue living knowing this? The knowledge that no one has cared about me enough to stick around in two decades pierces my heart and it is all I can do to watch it bleed, one drop at a time. I am so spent. So tired. So hopeless. I don't know how to handle this piece of information, other than just give up because, if I am honest, what difference is it going to make that I am here or not?
No one cares.



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172,947 I know someone heavily involved with the hacker group Anonymous. I'd never say anything. I like what their group stands for.



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172,946 The dumbest person I know runs our local Board of Education. You'd be amazed at how idiotic this guy is. He can hardly conjugate a sentence. Sometimes he has to write something down... oh dear... I think the elementary school children could do better. So how does he get a job like the head of the Board of Ed? Party politics, that's how. He was a good soldier in his political party. They suddenly had an opening. They needed a warm body to fill the seat. No one else volunteered. And bingo, we have an idiot in charge of educating all the children in the district. Heaven help our future.



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172,945 Person with no food: if it's because you are broke, call churches. It doesn't matter if you don't go to the church or belong to the church. There are many churches that have food banks. Try Catholic Churches, Baptist, Methodist. See if there is a food bank in your area. Look it up online, there are a lot of places that give food. Esp if you're in a city but even in rural areas. Make sure you ask what you need to bring to get the food. Some places require nothing. Some want id and a utility bill.



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172,944 I have this friend. He is the most negative person I know. Any minor thing sends him into a black cloud. He's wasn't always like this but the last 6 years or so, it's total negativity. It gets to the point where I dread talking to him. I suggested he talked to a professional about it, self help books, looking at the positives, everything... But it's like he wants to be miserable.
He used to be one of my closest friends and now I'm thinking of walking away. It makes me sad.

The funny thing is that his life has a lot of positive things in it.



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172,943 I have no food in my house. No wonder I've lost ten pounds.



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172,942 Social media... "Opium des Volkes". LOL! Love it!



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172,941 I honestly feel bad for people who are consumed by social media. Endless selfies and status updates are the new religion - "ist das Opium des Volkes."

I love you guys but seriously, try reading a book or taking a walk or talking to your lonely elderly neighbor instead.



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172,940 I miss you so much. I think about you all the time. I wonder if you can feel my presence.



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172,939 I was bullied by my church to purchase tickets to a fundraiser I can't afford. Now even a church will stoop so low as to demand money from me? I'm so sad.



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172,938 People get so mad at me because I don't remember them. Sorry, I'm kinda busy and  but the universe doesn't revolved around you. You are just a person. We had an interaction because I helped you. I'm supposed to remember you for that? I help many people, so no I don't remember each and everyone. You got to love it though. I help them and now they are mad because I don't remember. Isn't that backwards? If you helped me, yes I would remember. But you can't get offended because I help you and don't remember. Maybe I just shouldn't help anyone.



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172,937 Today is one of those days when I feel like jumping from a bridge.



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172,936 Um...last weekend's blizzard caused over 30 deaths and caused an estimated billion dollars in damage. Does that not meet the threshold of causing destruction and loss of life?



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172,935 Age discrimination is alive and well, don't kid yourself.
qualified f/58 looking for a job.



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172,934 Naming winter storms just seems weird to me. Hurricanes, I get that. They cause massive destruction and loss of life, and they don't come around that often. Blizzards cause problems, but only till the snow's cleared off, and then it melts, and whoopie doo, you had to shovel your driveway. So far I've lived through three hurricanes and about ten major blizzards. People still talk about the hurricanes even though they happened 44 (Agnes), 24 (Bob), and 4 (Sandy) years ago. Who's going to be talking about Winter Storm Jonas 44 years from now?

Besides, it deprives us oldies of saying, "You think this is bad? You should've been there for the blizzards of 2010! 20 inches, and then three days later another 20! And then there was the blizzard of ྏ, wasn't that ྏ, honey..." and on and on while the younger generation's eyes glaze over. It's one of the privileges of aging!



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172,933 And then there are the people who seek out medical advice on facebook....



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172,932 Some of my biggest regrets are the smallest things.

Not taking a selfie with a friend at a party. Maybe I felt silly asking her. Maybe I wasn't feeling pretty that day or something stupid like that. Next time, I told myself.

She was murdered by the man she was dating and I never saw her again.



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172,931 I hardly ever watch television anymore, however a friend of mine suggested I give "Outlander" a try so I did. I was thoroughly enjoying it up until the moment the female heroin, Claire, tells her strapping younger lover-now-husband the dreaded 3 words "I love you". Just like that, the magic of the show disappeared for me. Why do people have to say these words? Why can't it just be left unsaid? Saying "I love you" is like saying, "you've got my permission to not try as hard anymore" or something to that extend. I'd rather BE loved instead of BEING TOLD I am loved. Why am I so weird about stuff like that?



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172,930 Does it really matter who becomes president?  One guy gets elected and he gives health insurance to inner city residents. Or the other guy gets elected and he buys 1,000 more fighter jets for a war far far away. Neither path affects me directly except that in each case my taxes go up. So does any of it really matter? Either I'm being naive, or I have a better understanding of reality than most people.



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172,929 Things like BDSM, kink, dom-sub sexual activities are meant to happen under a respectful understanding in the beginning.  That's what helps people stay safe.  If you don't feel safe or respected, then the feelings are no longer mutual.  The BDSM community tries to teach respectful awareness of one's own fetishes, but also the boundaries of others because it's easy to end up doing something that the other person will suffer for or won't like.

In other words, not liking it or not feeling respected is a good enough reason to say you don't want to do those things anymore, and he should respect those feelings.  If he doesn't, then there are other problems.



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172,928 I found what I believe to be evidence he has visited escorts

It doesn't make me want to let him put his dick in me
All just strikes too close to my last relationship I suppose...



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172,927 if i could have one superpower it would be being invisible. I would kick the shit out of people who  disrespect others. there were these 3 little bastards who were cursing out the busdriver, and you know it's too much when the busdriver gets out of his bus. i imagined myself punchin the first kid in the neck, so he wouldnt be able to breathe for anout 30sec and then punching the other one knock out. lastly, i would call the smallest one, come to mama and lift him like i would in the gym and BAM, he would be gone. too bad i'm a girl, and too bad I need to study and I wont ever be invisible. when things like these happen, my whole body starts burning and I aks myself, would I be able to win this fight. People like that suck, they need to be punished.



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172,926 I spent all day getting ready. He came and picked me up and then my best friend. He brought us into his room and gave us a joint and some drinks. He said, "I have to go make a phone call but I'll be back in twenty minutes." I said "Ok daddy do you mind if we're naked when you get back?" He said no baby make yourselves at home



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172,925 I'm still not quite over you

Sad thing is you don't even deserve it



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172,924 Ghah, thought I found my tribe...

Don't know if I 'm too sensitive
Or maybe I just make you nervous

The latter please...
Female Athlete



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172,923 my relationship isn't the same anymore...



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172,922 I like to watch TV shows about real people who have been terrorized and possessed by demons.  I like to watch the shows by myself, in the dark.  When I feel myself getting scared by what I see on the TV and by the darkness, I tell myself something that I bet few people would ever understand.  It's something Ive experienced six times since when I was a teenager.

"Don't get scared," I tell myself, "Because if you get scared, "HE" will show up, and that angel is a hundred times more terrifying than any demon is."

It sounds crazy, but it is the truth.  I don't think many people in those TV shows have the same problem I have.  But it is the absolute truth.  I think I watch these shows to remind me of "HIM."



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172,921 I use to wake up the next day and wonder to myself, "Was it all real?" What was real?
I heard applause. I heard people cheering and having a good time. Was it something I said?
The game. Its all about playing the game. I wish to distance myself from all of that. I will be happy playing the song in my heart.

I am free.



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172,920 @172908 Same thing happened to me this year for my 50th Birthday. I feel your pain too!



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172,919 I once had someone do something almost evil to me.  It was right after I had major knee surgery, too.  I found out the next year that this person had a sudden, major problem with her knee, too.  Almost the same surgery.  Came from out of nowhere.  I always thought that was weird.



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172,918 I'm afraid my husband is a bit of a sexual sicko. He wasn't always this way. Or maybe he was and I never noticed. It took me a while to see it in him. Just one night a light bulb went off and I thought wait a second, this doesn't feel like love.

What happened was this. We were a normal couple. After we married our sex life became more twisted. Lots of risky public things like sex in a department store changing room. We did more and more anal too. This led to the repeated strangeness of him putting his finger up my butt and getting it coated with my poop. Then he'd make me lick it off his finger. Somehow I went along with this until that epiphany one night where I was licking my poop off his finger and thought wait second, how does me licking my poop off his finger equate to love? Does that sound like he loves me? Or does it sound more like he hates me and enjoys humiliating me?



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172,917 I have been married. I have been engaged. I have had girlfriends and even a few one nights. There is one first kiss that I vividly remember. The rest I can barely remember if at all. It was one of the girlfriends. What does that say about that one. Does it say what I think means and I'm just a fair to go after it. The opportunity is still there. I don't know what to do.



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172,916 I know a situation where the police harassed an old lady. Her neighbor was an unpleasant fellow who illegally dumped trash in the woods. The old lady asked him to clean it up. The neighbor was connected to the police department. Next thing she knows the police came to her home to intimidate her.

This is apparently what being a police officer is about these days --- harassing old people. These tough guy police officers are bullying a senior citizen.

I'm so disturbed and disappointed. I've lost faith in cops.



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172,915 When you have borderline, you start questioning every thing you think about or think you want.
All I do is think of what a bitch I am, and cry.



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172,914 My wife told our children I am worthless. This is the woman I married?



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172,913 Three people have wronged me in the last few years. The three people don't know each other. No connection between them whatsoever. In the last couple of months all three of them came down with kidney stones. How weird is that? I'm not a mean or vindictive person. But I feel someone up above is looking out for me and sending a very clear message to bad people. Be good or be in pain.



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172,912 I purposefully do not list my birthday on facebook, so that I won't be disappointed at how few people will acknowledge it.

I did something similar when I used to have a crush on a girl and I'd leave messages for her to call me back. This was back in the day of answering machines and no cell phones. I'd leave my house, and purposefully turn off my answering machine, so that when I returned home that night and see that she didn't call, I could blame the fact that my answering machine was switched off (and thus delude myself that perhaps she did call). [It worked out in the end, as many years later, I peed on her.]



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172,911 I post FB updates that only my handful of "closest" friends can see, saying how much I hate myself and am so unhappy that I cry in public, and nothing nada. They don't even offer any sort of support or sympathy. I always say I should stop reaching out for help. But I feel so bad I can't help it.



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172,910 I am always two steps ahead of every one. It is lonely out here. I can't make myself stop.



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172,909 I'm friends with a very attractive woman who's a personal trainer.  She's not the smartest person in the world, but she's pretty damned cute.  Imagine how jealous I was when she told me she sucked off a guy she was training.  I bet her husband wouldn't be happy about that if he found out.



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172,908 Is it bad that i care? only 3 people said happy bday to me on fb yesterday. Everyone else gets tons, like every one of their friends posts well wishes. It just makes me feel like people don't care about me much. That hurts when I have the natural instinct to care so much about people, myself. I care too much what they think when it could be judging me, yet they are not their for me to celebrate me or with me. It makes me seriously question the decisions I make and the associations that I make. I can be a great friend, but it seems like maybe I shouldn't be to some people. Their loss. There are the few people who do care. And I take care of my friends.



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172,907 If I found out a non-blood related man who was invited to my home or vice versa were sniffing my underwear, I'd be hella flattered!



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172,906 I hate my life.



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172,905 He says, I miss you and see you soon, but I don't think he means it.

I won't be reaching out again.

It was a pretty good run.

I will never, ever show how much this ending hurts.



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172,904 It's getting harder and harder to hide
That I am just not physically attracted to him

Pheromones
Physicality and chemistry
Personal preferences
Call it what you will...

Flattered he likes my envelope
appreciates my physique
Though there's a lot more to me

The whole obese man dissing on heavy ladies thing he does just annoys the hell out of me as well...I mean, hellooo...irony calling...



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172,903 It would depend on the guy.



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172,902 If I found out that a guy was jerking off while thinking of me or looking at my picture I would be flattered that he would find me arousing enough to do that.



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172,901 I wonder what a woman thinks when she finds out a guy thinks of her when he jerks off?  Is it creepy?  I bet in some way it has to be flattering.



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172,900 Dear Life,
You are a bitch slapping, soul sucking fucker. But you are also a beautiful, amazing, strange roller coaster ride, and I wouldn't be here without you. Love, Me



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