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177,299 I haven't had sex for about 5 years, and I'm married. Not for lack of trying on my part. I feel so robbed by this marriage.

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177,298 I really just want to sleep for a whole day. God that would feel so good.



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177,297 I haven't had sex for three years. I miss it, but I'm pretty sure I will go the rest of my life without getting any again.

F, 34, divorced



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177,296 You can't choose your family, but you can choose your friends. I choose to not have you as my friend.



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177,295 My repetitive regret is that I drove the love of my life out of my life ....

I miss you babygirl.  " I had to go crazy to love you ..."

#ffl #addictionfuckingsucks



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177,294 The way I see it, the way it IS, underneath the color of our skin we are ALL the same species.  The ones born without the conscience chip in their brain (wouldn't fit, too small) are the ones I could care less about and are the ones causing all the trouble on the planet.  There numbers are few but the pain they cause has a ripple effect.  They get more exposure which is why it seems the world is full of them.  It's not.  Most people are good and know the difference between right and wrong.
It would really help change things if people would just take care of their own and not add fuel to the fire.  This happened in my own life so why wouldn't it happen the same for all of us as a whole?
Stop watching any and all videos about them.  Stop watching the news.  Stop making these idiots newsworthy.



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177,293 well..isn't your life just so perfect.. and aren't you?? wow....you arrogant asshole. you are preaching to me about things? ha! i wouldn't be you...for a reduction in age and a million dollars...seriously. i wouldn't. go fuck yourself.



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177,292 Get fuckin over it! So tired of hearing about racism, white privilege, BLM, ALM, and all that bullshit! Jus shut the fuck up, accept responsibility for your actions and move the fuck on! I grew up mixed race, Alaska Native and white. You know where I've experienced the most racism from? My own Alaska Native people, because I don't speak the language, and or am not native enough because I'm mixed, and black people because I'm part white. I grew up with religious family and was not taught to see color. I didn't even realize how diverse the community I was growing up in actually was. You know fucking why?! Because my parents taught me to treat people as you would want to be treated. We are all just people. You don't see American Indian and Alaska natives complaining about what happen over a fucking 100 years ago! Get over your self, do the best you can and forget he fucking rest of the assholes that want nothing more for you to hate someone just because the color of there skin. So fucking tired of this stupid shit!



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177,291 Bernie Sanders officially supports Hillary Clinton.

And now I get to laugh at those who thought he was any different than the other politicians.  That woman is evil.  Way to go, Bernie.



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177,290 Everybody tells me how attractive my two boys are.  It makes me look good.



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177,289 And have more babies with you



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177,288 Just want someone to call mine theirs and have more children and a happy relationship with you



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177,287 Never overmother you children, at best you'll raise a teacher or professor, if they listen to everything you say.  Most likely, you'll raise some manner of professional criminal or disability case.  Worst case scenario, the Sand People get involved.



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177,286 look, we all know there are bad cops out there, just like there are bad doctors, accountants, school teachers.....but you cant define a group be it black lives matter or police or the fucking salvation army because of the actions of some individuals associated with their groups.

The BLM movement can be a tool for change (which i hope they can do), but the leaders of the group just like any other 2nd or addtl party has to be open for real discussions not just dictating their wishes and not listening to responses. both sides need to grow up LISTEN and LEARN from each other



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177,285 I invent reasons for my boys to drive my tractor. They are 9 and 11. They love driving the tractor so I tell them I need the tractor to be driven down to the south field a few times to charge the battery. It makes them so happy. I remember my dad doing the same thing for me.



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177,284 A few things led to my divorce. My wife is mean and selfish about everything. She only did what was best for her, and not for us. And she never wanted sex. The lack of sex went along with the selfish part.

So I planned the divorce announcement very carefully. I wanted one last sex romp with her. It would be something to remember her by. This meant for several months I had to always do what she wanted. She wants to go out, we go out. She wants me to go to her family's for a dinner, we go. She wants me to take her to a restaurant, that's what we do.  I had to agree to everything with a smile. I knew if I did this for months, she would finally agree to sex. It shouldn't be that hard, but there you have it, it's part of the reason for the divorce.

So the day before the divorce papers were to be served, I turned on the charm. It worked. I got her naked in bed. I gave her an oral orgasm. I was then hoping she would reciprocate or allow me some sort of sexual satisfaction. But no, she fell asleep.

This was so typical of her and her selfishness. I make her happy and she's content. Her making me happy isn't even on her radar.

At first I was silently annoyed while she lay sleeping in bed next to me. But then I thought this is actually perfect. It's how I want to remember her. Me putting in effort for months. And her only thinking of herself. It summed up our entire marriage.

Next morning I left for "a business trip". Which was a ploy allowing me to leave with a packed bag. She was served papers later that morning.

I wonder if she gets it? How on our last sexual romp she received pleasure but gave none. I'll bet the subtly of that escaped her.



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177,283 I can't believe we didn't seem to learn anything from Sesame Street and that so many still choose to paint each other with the broadest and shallowest brush strokes that they possibly can.

On another note, anxiety is crushing me. Just crushing me.

Mixed.



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177,282 Two years ago, my wife's sister cornered me behind the house, out of sight of everyone. She pressed her body against me for an extended hug, squeezing me tightly.

She begged me, for her sake, to not take the job I wanted because it would take me out of town, and she didn't want to lose me. She said she would do anything to help convince me to stay, then whispered that she hated the way her sister took advantage of me being nice. She said she deserved me instead, and would make sure I knew every day how lucky she was.

I can't even begin to describe how many times I've relived that moment, and especially what I wish had happened. And I curse myself for being "noble" or some BS for turning down the potential offer because she was so drunk.

That job offer fell through, but I lied and said I decided to not take it. My wife was pissed about losing the extra $10k a year, but my SIL was overjoyed. Totally sober, she cried and thanked me as she hugged me again, giggling slightly to feel something poking her hip.

I got a smirk and a slapped shoulder when she walked away, but has never got that close to me again. I think she was right about the difference between her and my wife.

Damn hindsight.



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177,281 Black Americans have been patronized by the liberals and Democrats in this country -for one reason only- for the vote.They have enslaved them again with welfare and kept them down.Black Americans will vote for the party that promises them the most free stuff......that is how the liberals think.
How did it help black Americans ? Not one bit. New legal immigrants come to this country work hard and before in ten  years they own their home and send their kids to university.
Black Americans have been told they are a victims of racism and slavery-that ended almost 200 years ago.What has this helped them ? They are still at the bottom of the totem pole. Kids without proper parenting are joining gangs to belong somewhere. Crime is rampant in the inner cities and people are being killed daily.There is no respect for authority and now black Americans are being told they are fine and upstanding citizens but because of the racist police they are being targeted.
President Obama had a perfect opportunity to be a leader to the black Americans like Dr. Martin Luther King .All he did was to reinforced all the same negative rhetoric that has kept the black Americans down.
White Americans live in safe neighborhoods and go on with their lives, and prosper. It is not because of their color. Most  Asians, Indians and Hispanic immigrants living the same way and is part of the American society.
Black AMericans are loosing out and it is very sad.Take responsibility for yourself and your families lives.Take control and forget about the government to take care of you .Be in charge of you own destiny.
This way we van all proper in the great land.



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177,280 177278...Thank you! I couldn't have explained it any better than you did.
B/M 35.



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177,279 When I was 6 years old, another 6 year old attacked me because I said I work for the government when we were playing pretend.  I used a judo move from Street Fighter 2 to throw him down a hill.  He's a white jihadi now.



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177,278 The media is supposed to be the way that the American people get their information, now it's just become an outlet for the government's lies. They print story after story about black men and women being killed by white police officers, making sure to include a video showing the moment of death, the tears of the family, the blood on the street, and the picture of the cop in question. All the pieces needed to incite anger and intense pain.
This is really just meant to keep us divided.

Now, black people feel like they have the OK to discriminate against white people. They feel more empowered in their anger, more powerful in numbers, and justified because of the history of their oppression, even if their actions are wrong.

White people feel threatened by this of course, and they feel like it's OK to push back against black people, as if they didn't have the right to be enraged and white privilege doesn't exist. They feel and act like black people are trying to take ‘their' country, or usher in black supremacy, so they fight against the idea of equality.

Black people spread the idea that it's not our responsibility to teach white people about their privilege and what goes on outside their scope of experiences. If that's the case, then how will they learn? Yes, we shouldn't have to teach them, but we also shouldn't have to have hundreds of people (and counting) die in the streets before we have this conversation (Shoulda, woulda, coulda, you know?). But how will white people educate themselves if they feel like they can't speak to black people and hear our stories? Yes we're hurting, but who else can show them what we're talking about but us, and get them to understand?

We often generalize when it comes to race issues, expecting each person in front of us to become the unofficial spokesperson for their people, black and white alike. And as hard as it's going to be for black people to talk about their oppression without generalizing, it's gonna be hard for white people to hear these stories and work past their white guilt to want to do something about it. Both sides have something they need to get over to make this work.  

We need to come together. We are all Americans, in our varying skin tones and origins. We're also all being oppressed by the government, this fucking joke of democracy orchestrated to keep wealth and power among a few people and their family members through an inter-connected system of jobs, alliances, and pay-offs.

Racism and discrimination in America are huge problems. Both sides are feeling it now (though I can't get behind the term “reverse racism,” since this hasn't been going on long enough to become a system of oppression against white people). But if we REALLY want the violence to stop, we need to stop being at each others' throats, and learn to be united for reasons other than mutual hate. We need to try and make America great, not again, but great for the first time, to have it be a country that's colorfully diverse, filled with all the cultures we have living just around the corner. If we really embraced how many cultures we have here, we could really flourish!  

That's what *should* happen, but as for now the stories will run with hate and unfairness, the streets will run with blood and glass, and we'll all still be sitting here thinking the other poor man across the table is the big problem because he doesn't look like us.

The manipulation of the masses runs deep.



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177,277 Shat myself sitting on the couch in my bathrobe this morning. Thought it was a fart. Gambled and lost.



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177,276 I don't understand. When you take off your clothes for the day you put them in the hamper. But when you take off  your panties, you leave them on the floor. I have the feeling you are trying to test me. You carefully arrange them on the floor in a certain position and then you come back later to see if they have been moved at all, as if I picked them up and fondled them. I'm on to the game. I do fondled them, put I put them back exactly as I found them.



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177,275 To heck with voting for the (unethical) candidate they are forcing on us.  WRITE-IN BERNIE ON YOUR NOVEMBER BALLOT!  If enough were to do it, we could overthrow the Clinton machine.



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177,274 you are rich, live in a big nice house in the perfect rich neighborhood.  you have everything, beautiful kids, wonderful husband, blogging about your life, being miss perfect. now you and hubs are trying for another perfect child.  you only give it to him when the temp is right and the moon is aligned with saturn.....

and I give it to him every chance we get

he says i love my wife so don't fall for me, lol, as if! i'm not doing it bc i might 'love' you, i'm doing it as a burn bc i will never have what she has....and she will never find out unless he fucks it up.



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177,273 We need someone to take the rap handle 'Blue Turban' and rap about taking down Fox News.  They'll put you on endlessly, they can't resist candy that will sell to Christians that think Nostradamus is the Bible (Nostradamus is technically divination, banned by all Christianity).



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177,272 To #238/236: I, too, feel and share your pain and disbelief. I got the hell out of my hometown as soon as I could - and my parents did the best that they could for all of us - but it is far too late for me to regret any number of things. I recently went to my HS reunion and had a great time and re-met my secret HS crush. We fell hard for each other, vowed to love each other but never get married or even live together which suited both of us perfectly...but he just ended it over the phone...no reason or explanation. Despite his poor treatment of me, he is a wonderful and accomplished man and athlete and I am glad for the chance to get to know him all these years later. But, I am also so very, very glad I had made more worldly choices over the years...and had and loved that life...but glad that I also tried to go back again to see if I missed something. It just doesn't work...ever! Just keep on keepin' on!



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177,271 There are over 500 capable 747 jumbo jets sitting in the desert doing nothing.  

For the cost of just one stupid fucking 500 million dollar stealth fighter we can retrofit 30 or 50 of them to fight forest fires.  Fires that are happening right now.  Can you imagine a sortie of 20 747's dumping ten's of thousands of gallons of water one after another.

Sorry.  Our government isn't interested in that.



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177,270 The Irish say that if an Orangeman's child dies, the spirit shall simply shimmer out of existence.



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177,269 Just because I love being intimate doesn't mean I'm a slut. I want to know we have good chemistry. And the only reason I sucked your dick and swallowed was because I liked you I don't do that with anyone else not even my ex for the last year of our relationship. But you will never know that bcuz you haven't talked to me in almost two weeks. Sucks liking someone that doesn't like you back when you do things for them that you don't do for other people but they probably think you do for everyone but don't get the chance to get to know you.



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177,268 All of my college friends live in different cities. I alienated everyone in high school except for my (now ex) boyfriend... and now I have no one. I failed out of college. I don't leave the house except to go to my job. I am a disappointment to my parents. I have some anti-anxiety medicine that brings my blood pressure down if I'm nervous... if I take a full bottle, it could stop my heart. If things don't look better by next month, I'm opting out.



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177,267 My boyfriend would rather play video games than hang out and smoke a bowl with me, his girlfriend. Lame.



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177,266 My wife has no smell. Not on her underwear, not on her pussy. It's blank. I think this is related to her having no sexual drive. Whatever pheromones she's supposed to be producing are not there.



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177,265 I've discovered that talking a Lutheran woman into reading Birth of Tragedy by Friedrich Nietzsche produces some really hot sex.  As long as you're into being manhandled like a piece of male masturbation meat.  I liken it to being an MI6 agent that's being personally interviewed by Eva Braun.  I have a theory that getting Lutherans to read Nietzsche is what caused the World War 2, but I haven't had enough time to experiment with this theory in a safe, manageable lab environment (i.e., one that wouldn't cause World War 3).



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177,264 If I wasn't such a coward I would kill myself.



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177,263 I wish I could travel to other countries.  I wish I could learn more languages.  But I don't have money.  I want a job I could agree with, but the culture here seems that you can only have time or money.  If you have a job, you have no time for a life or travel.  If you have time, then you can't have money either.

I want to visit Germany and Ireland.  I have a friend in Germany I would love to see again.  I've been using Duolingo to try to learn more languages, but there is just no reason to practice any languages.



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177,262 I don't understand why everyone feels the need to talk about other people's lives. Don't you have enough going on in your life to worry about? Is it really any of your business what happened between my boyfriend and I last year? You left your husband, moved to another state. Of course he moved on. Don't assume we went through the same thing. It's different. I can say this because you openly talk about your personal life. That doesn't give you the right to pry into ours. My opinion of you has officially a nose dive. I used to stick up for you, no more. You are not a friend, and you don't me so stop trying to act like you know.



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177,261 I'm a flat chested, skinny girl in a town of fats. Today was the 1st time I ever looked at someone and thought "damn! we got the same size titties!" ... and it was a guy. 😢 fml.



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177,260 You know she might of done it because shes panicking. Its okay if she wants to take a pregnancy test theres nothing wrong with that. Its easy for guys to say oh your not pregnant. I know i panick when i dont get my period. My boyfriend always say youre not pregnant but just for my own state of mind i take it. I mean of course i wait usually 2 to 3 weeks. But hey if she want to do it let her youre not buying the pregnancy test.



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177,259 I received an email from an ex gf a few months ago. It was great to hear from her. I'm married now but I miss the great exciting sex we used to have. I'm so tempted to reach out to her to see if we could relive some of those amazing experiences or explore more. Best sex of my life.

actually try some new variations on what we did before. she was more open and adventurous than any woman I've known.



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177,258 I didn't trust the lady living next door. She's been angry since the day we moved in. She calls the cops if we have a bbq in the backyard. She calls the cops if I chop firewood.  She once called the cops because my lawn chairs we facing her yard, proving I was spying. WTF? At one point she was walking around her yard carrying a gun yelling over at us, asking if I'd like to start something. That's when I called the police on her. They said they couldn't do anything because people are allowed to carry guns.  They are? They can carry a gun and act threatening? I don't think so. Next time I saw her she outright said she was going to put poison down our water well.  I called the police again. They were less than helpful. They said it wasn't a police matter and I needed to work it out on my own with her. Someone threatens to poison my family and this isn't a police matter? There are assholes in the world like my neighbor. Then there are lazy cops who do nothing to stop the assholes. Every day I ask myself why we have cops and why they get paid.



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177,257 My secret is that I would love to meet one of those Alpha Females in 254.  Damn, that would be amazing.



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177,256 177255: Repeat a prayer from childhood once a night before you go to sleep, out loud.  It makes the dreams better.  If you were raised atheist, use an inspirational bit of poetry you used to enjoy.



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177,255 I'm thinking about committing suicide. I should probably talk to someone about this, but suicide hotlines always seem to scold me (not what I need to hear right now) and I'm afraid anyone else will lock me up for being a risk to my own well-being, therefore basically ruining my entire future.

So, I just keep on going, wondering when my snapping point is going to be.



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177,254 Tip for alpha females: if you're getting together with a man, slip him just a little LSD in a drink, then sit on his face after leaving him alone for roughly twenty minutes with fetish porn nearby.  He'll get hard whenever he even thinks of an alpha lady's butt, let alone sees one.

Trust me, you're doing him a favor.  Best thing that ever happened to me.



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177,253 My wife went to the doctor. Her blood pressure is 180 over 110. The doctor was like holy shit, that's high. The doctor wants to put my wife on medication. My wife said no, she doesn't want to be on medication, medication is bad for you. This is so typical of my wife. She is an expert on everything. She is smarter than the doctor. My wife is in her fifties. When her mother was in her fifties she died of a brain aneurysm brought on by high blood pressure. My wife is an idiot.



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177,252 When I was a sophomore in college, a girl a year younger came to study at the same school, that I had a massive crush on for about four years.  I was pretty stoned, and when I met her, I think I may have accidentally stinkhanded her with the palm slide greeting I insisted on giving, despite having just used the toilet.



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177,251 FUCK YOU APPLE. FUCK YOU. YOUR PRODUCTS ARE SHIT.



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177,250 I'd smash the shit out of Judy King



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177,249 I accumulated a dozen or so half empty paint cans over the years. I finally decided to throw them out. But you can't just throw them out. You have to wait for a once a year paint recycling day. Fuck that. So I embedded a paint can in each of my my next dozen plastic garbage bags. The garbage man hauled them away one at a time. Poof. Gone. Except.... A few doors down my neighbor has light blue paint drips on the street in front of his driveway. I recognize the blue. It's the color of my son's bathroom. I think the garbage man must have compressed the trash when he was at that spot. The blue can split open, letting the paint drip everywhere. Oh well, it's not in front of my house. Not my problem. I don't like that neighbor anyway.



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177,248 A guy I know. Not trailer trash. He's a white educated banker. He was married. At the same time he was having an affair with a married co-worker. He knocks up his wife. Amazingly he also knocks up his co-worker. Both women are pregnant at the same time. They give birth within a few weeks of each other.

When his wife's child is a few weeks old he files for divorce and marries the co-worker. As if running away, he and the co-worker move clear across the country to raise the new family. He totally abandons his first wife and newborn.

So this second marriage bliss goes on for 10 years. Then suddenly he files for divorce. Turns out he's had a girlfriend for many years. Guess what. She's another co-worker and she's pregnant. Deja vu. He's going to marry her. She's already married. No matter that she has a 5 year old girl of her own. She's going to leave that family and marry Casanova. She's leaving her 5 year old daughter behind. Just likes he's leaving his 10 year old son behind - just like he left his other 10 year old son behind.

So in 10 years he has impregnated three different women. He has abandoned two of them and two of his kids. What a fucked up man this is. But what gets me is this 3rd wife. Can't she see the writing on the wall? He's going to leave her too. And their child.

Men are bad. Women are blind.



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177,247 If my wife's period is a day late she takes a pregnancy test. I wasn't in that section of health class in high school but I dont think it works that way.



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177,246 There is this couple down the street who really wants to be friends with us. My wife will have nothing to do with his wife, nothing. Have to say I agree with her.

Sorry dude.  Your wife looks like she has sponsored a few too many gang bangs.  



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177,245 The press has made so much to sensationalize the last few days events that it is sickening. People are suffering and all they can do it rile people up more.Some many news channels and they all need to find news every minute to fill their air time.Ignore them  
There are bad and good on both sides so stop with all this nonsense and find a solution from within. Forget about the President or the government to solve this.We all have to take responsibility for what is happening in America . We can not change the world but start with the circle of people around us. Be sensitive to others people feelings. We are all human and need to be our brother's keeper. We all can point a finger at the other person but take stock of your own feelings and what you can do to change for the better.We are ALL Americans.



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177,244 224 I agree with you 100%.Change must come from inside of the community. I think this is one of the President's biggest failures. He had 8 years to help the African American community but  reinforced the old story of being victims of police brutality and racism. Both does exist but by playing the victim does not help. Educate the youths of the inner cities .Welfare has enslaved the community for generations. Take responsibility for our lives and make it better. Dont wait for the government to do it for us.



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177,243 When I'm having sex I can't tell if she enjoys it or not. Even if she says she likes it I can't tell. I feel so guilty afterwards because I will always enjoy it but no matter what I do I think she's in pain, bored, indifferent, or complacent.  How can I enjoy sex like this? For all I know I'm a horrible terrible person for using her vagina for my selfish pleasure. I thnk it's normal for women to resent men for wanting sex with them and when she lets you inside her it's because you tricked her into it - not because that's what she wants.  Men are pigs.  I'm a man. That makes me a pig. My dick is not wanted.  If men didn't talk girls into sex then the human race would die but women would be happy in the meantime that they weren't bothered by horny men.



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177,242 227 - I'm sorry you feel so alone. I know what it's like, I've been alone for 9 years now. It's hard not having anyone to share with. You probably haven't heard this in a long time...I care :)



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177,241 It sort of feels like a badge of shame.  :(   I've only lived 2-3 blocks away from the main street in our town. Many houses over the past 40 plus years, and many changes...

I saw the last house I lived in today. It felt like I could park the car and just walk right in, except, I'm like Alice, and that house is a rabbit hole; I'm not small enough to go there now.

I've seen so much by just staying in place. My wishes have come true when I realized later I wished they hadn't.

The strain's so great that every sixteen hours everybody lies down and gets a rest, and so must I.

You get a good rest, too, Goodnight.



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177,240 I ate them



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177,239 I'm so tired of it.



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177,238 236, I feel your pain.  I was just talking about this the other day.  My friends and I grew up with the same opportunities as you - great educations, world travel, exciting jobs, community service.  All of us speak at least one other language besides English; some of us, two, three and even four or more.  We play instruments, ride horses, ski, sail, play tennis, recite poetry, can quote the classics.  Very few of us stayed in our hometown after high school and even fewer moved back.  Some even live overseas.

I myself ended up in a big city on the other side of the country, but later moved to the suburbs when I got married.  OH am I a fish out of water here.  Few people here have even left the state, let alone the country.  A lot of them live at home until they get married, and some even after!  The only people who speak another language are those from another country, or who are first-generation Americans.  I'll say a quote from a historical figure or philosopher, classic literature/movie, or a Latin phrase, and I'm looked at like I have two heads - no one knows what I'm talking about.  I try to share my knowledge about something and am met with blank stares.  They snicker behind my back and call me things such as "intellectual snob."  And pretty much no one believes what they call my "stories" about my experiences around the world.

I divorced my childrens' father years ago (I'm remarried now) but remain here so they can maintain a relationship with him.  Even my children and husband can't wait to leave.  Just a few more years until the youngest is ready for college and we're free.  I just hope I can make it.  I feel like I'm withering away here.

I know it sounds cliche, but thank God for Facebook.  At least I can get some kind of intellectual stimulation by interacting with my childhood friends on there.  Here they only want to drink, shop and talk about everyone behind their backs.



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177,237 I learned tarot at 13. I now am a professional, full time reader and I make a great salary. I also have a Master's degree, very well traveled and left a career to pursue this passion of mine. The unmitigated bias, ignorance, and stereotyping of tarot and people who read tarot is unreal. Listen, I don't read minds, I don't spell out fate (we all have free will). Tarot is a probability arc that usually dispels the bullshit we tell ourselves. It is an elegant tool of self discovery and understanding cause and effect. I wish more people would actually read up on tarot, talk to a reader before eschewing their bigoted opinions about it.



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177,236 I wish I could meet a person with similar life experiences like myself. I have live in four different countries , speak more than one language and loves to learn and experience new things. I understand not everybody had the opportunities that I had as a child but thanks to those experiences it makes me see the world very different . Where are all the well travel , culture , well spoken, with good manners people are?



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177,235 This is complicated. My wife has a friend. The other day her friend texted to say her husband is leaving her. He filed for divorce blah blah blah. Apparently he thinks she's a bitch and has been for a long time. My wife and her friend are calling him a scoundrel and everything else. Human nature, they are making him out to be the worst person in the world. But truth is, I agree with him. His wife is a bitch. I've always seen this in her. What a crappy person she is. I have no horse in this race. So I'm not biased. She's a bitch and good for him for leaving her. But funny how my wife and her friend are so quick to blame him. I laugh. Keep it up. It's why you'll never change. You will always end up alone.



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177,234 All of those things I wrote, they were for you.



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177,233 I want him to leave. I don't think I love him anymore.



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177,232 Tarot's been one of the best skills I ever learned.



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177,231 I have confessed my alcoholism to my husband, dreading that he would be angry, only to find out he didn't care. I am in this fight alone.



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177,230 ive been dating my boyfriend for almost 4 months, things are going well and since we've known each other for more than 3 years (as friends) , we are going a bit fast... we have discussed moving in and marriage, which city we'll move to next.

i feel like i should be worried that it's going too fast (aka red flags everywhere), but for some reason, i'm not worried deep inside.. it almost seems as if people want me to be worried for the fact we have not dated for a long time .. hmm



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177,229 If you want to teach your kid Tarot cards, make sure they know the self-fulfilling prophecy trick.  That's my favorite.



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177,228 I am teaching my 13 y.o. daughter how to read tarot cards. She is excited. I'll also teach her how to read astrological charts before she goes to college. It will provide her with nice extra income. Much better than working in bars or restaurants.



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177,227 I really need somebody to be nice to me. Even for five minutes. I am so alone and so ready to give up.



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177,226 Obama recently had a good point believe it or not when he said that we are living in some pretty good times compared to past history.  People have always always always been battling a war of egos.  

Until people rid themselves of "I want more" or "I want what you have and don't care what I have to do to get it" there will be chaos brewing somewhere.
  
What really gets me is when they kill in the name of "God" or country.  Makes me want to scream.

The more evolved you become the more ridiculous it all seems when there are people walking 10 miles for a bucket of water while others pay good money for a few ounces put into a fancy bottle.

Change only happens ultimately in yourself.



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177,225 If you read the BLM mission statement and Internet research you would see there are activists in the inner city communities striving for change.

But the media won't broadcast that.  Only sensationalism sells.

When inner city people commit crimes they get arrested and usually go to jail.

When bad cops are caught on camera and it's in the media they usually don't.

That's usually the outrage.  No human should be above the law when some inhumane happens.
BLM is still in its infancy stage.  There will be mistakes, mishaps as they get more definitive in time.

Everyone wants to criticize but no one is stepping up to lend a hand, direction or suggestion.

I'm working on that.



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177,224 Far be it for me to agree with Rudy Giuliani but he's absolutely right. Violence in the inner city community (which is largely black) is FAR worse than police brutality in terms of how many people are killed. If the BLM people really want to make a difference, they need to start from the ground up and work with people to make their lives better so that their children's lives will be better and they won't resort to violence. By doing that, they can actually affect positive change in the world. But no, they want to make a whole hullabaloo that won't change anything in the long run. That's why I can't respect the movement, they're all about showmanship and hashtags and not about actually helping people. No one who is hustling hard in the hood gives a flying fuck about BLM because their lives aren't being improved in a demonstrable way. Until that changes, the movement is only going to continue to fail.

To the first person who responded to me: The hood doesn't need sensationalism. The hood needs generational change. I go home periodically and bring books for my younger relatives and their friends. I take them under my wing and make sure to teach them what it's like to be good people who have dreams and goals. That effort is worth way more to them than BLM ever will. It's a movement that's in its infancy, yes, but with the way things are going it's going to fade out into obscurity soon enough, just like what happened with Occupy Wall Street. Sensationalism sells papers but it burns out quickly. I'm not putting my eggs in that rotting basket, I'm much smarter than that and the youngsters that I'm helping to teach certainly won't do that either. That's REAL change, the change that will change the world because it changed their world. That's how you do it. But you're not going to give a damn, as long as there's a pathetic mission statement that you can point to to make yourself feel like you're helping. You're a real winner.
- An educated, young(ish) proud black man who rose above the hood and actually made something of himself because my Momma taught me well



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177,223 What the hell is this now?

I have an unusual last name.  I get on Facebook, and there's one of those "Sponsored" posts, it's for some clothing company.  There's a picture of a guy in a hoodie, and the hoodie has my last name on it.

Curious, I go to the page.  There are about 100 pictures posted, all of this same guy in a hoodie, but there's a different last name beginning with the same letter as mine on it.  No last names beginning with A, they just randomly started with a different letter.  The page is completely new, only started three days ago and only has 29 likes.

This is very strange.  I don't like this.



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177,222 It's almost 5ᛆam.  I've been up since about 9 last night.  I'd done a lot of yardwork yesterday and was so tired that I passed out right after my shower, at about 5ᛆ.  So I got up, got something to eat, surfed the web, watched a little tv.  By then it was 2ᛆ.  I could have gone back to bed, but I decided to stay up all night.  I made some coffee.

Why?  During the school year, my routine is to get the kids off to school, and then 2-3 days a week I'll immediately take the dog to the dog park so he can run.  He's a rescue, so we're working on training him to stay on our property.  He's also afraid of other dogs and as a result acts like he wants to kill them, so I have to take him to the park when no one else will be there.

Since school ended a few weeks ago, I've been sleeping in.  A couple times I've driven him to the park, but there's always someone there.  I'll drive up and down and all around, waiting for them to leave.  Either they're still there, or someone else comes along.  Poor dog is just wanting to run.  I end up sometimes taking him to a fenced-in tennis court at the park, which is 1/4 of the size of the dog park.

He's an old guy and might not be with us for very long.  I want him to enjoy his life.  So I committed myself to pulling an all-nighter, so I can get him to the park before anyone wakes up.  I love my buddy :)



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177,221 I am such a good girlfriend. I let my man fuck my face until my throat is sore. I let him fuck me whenever he wants in whatever hole. I send him nude pictures all day long. And lately, I have even been bringing my friends over for him to fuck. Yesterday I brought over a super fun girl. She had to go home that night and he got mad at me for that. He got mad at me today because she said she was busy and couldn't hang out. He blamed me, called me selfish, and said I never do anything for him. Crazy motherfucker even told me to know my place. I am so offended. He is the one being selfish, ungrateful, and unappreciative. Any man should feel lucky to have a woman like me. There are so many men who would gladly take his place. And I don't even know how to say all of this to him without making the situation worse



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177,220 That chick he's screwing now looks like a middle aged Oompa Loompa with overplucked eyebrows who's been around the block about 8,000 times. Even at 39, 40 you can tell she was the girl in high school who fucked everybody. She also seems to "like" every one of her guy friends photos and he is the jealous type. Anybody who has a photo of themselves as both their profile picture AND their cover photo is a flaming narcissist. Damn, I hope he gets his wits together soon and leaves that witchy-looking hobag.



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177,219 Valerian root tea both smells and tastes like feet.



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177,218 It's weird.  I used to love to say 'fuck.'  I still kind of do.  I've been working with a therapist to get through some anger issues and it has been successful.  A lot of things have been released.  I stand up for myself better.  I am calmer.  But when my anger comes, it stays for a long visit and we enjoy each other.

Lately, 'fuck' has been tasting... off.  A bit too bitter.  A bit too charring.  It's like I want to give my mouth a break from the word and maybe I might cool off a bit.  'Fuck' is a great relief to shout, but I think to some small degree it reinforces my anger.  Maybe if I just cut back for a while, I can stop reinforcing some anger.



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177,217 Love you too! :)



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177,216 I'm sending love out there. I don't care what color you are or what your religion is or how much you weigh or how old you are or how much money you have or who you vote for or what state your health is in or what country you're from. Love you! <3



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177,215 You are right Obama is not black , he is biracial his mother is white and was raised by the white side of his family . There are plenty of "back people" who are like him . I never understood why some people are not proud of of their European heritage. Why pick one side when you have 2? There's nothing wrong with being biracial . I'm sure his white mother love him and care for him withou seeing only skin color.  The same way he celebrates his blackness he should be doing the same with whiteness .



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177,214 When Obama was elected, I had high hopes for race relations in the US.  I think we are all disappointed.

The secret but not really is that he was never a 'real' African-American.  I grew up in the suburbs but have a history of the black struggle on both sides of my family for a few generations.  Deep roots in communities where black folk couldn't use lunch counters and bathrooms.  Obama grew up internationally and in Hawaii.  No offense, but there are't typical black communities there.  HE DOESN'T KNOW BLACK PEOPLE.  His experience is pseudo-intellectual claptrap he learned in college.

TL;DR Obama isn't black

M 45 Black



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177,213 I monumentally fucked up by getting blindly drunk (I'm pretty sure I was spiked) and somehow managed to tell a very large group of people about my violent father, which I hadn't even told my own mother, who subsequently found out. I have no idea how to get myself out of this situation and the consequences of what I have said will reverberate in the community for months. I have never felt more disgusted and ashamed of myself.



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177,212 Men are nothing but a giant pain in the ass.



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177,211 205... I know a former President that would disagree!



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177,210 I'm extremely tolerant to the point that it's considered naive. I saw a post that made me think. This girl said "you go to the doctor with a broken bone and the doctor say 'all bones matter' you have to take care of the problem at hand first" it made me think. That is true and I applaud her. But in that sense we have woman being assulted, homeless veterans, children in orphanages, single moms who can barely afford to live. It's not just a black thing. And who all to decide who has it worse? I personally would think the children need to be taken care of first. I don't mind the black lives matter. I think it's true because all lives matter. And I to agree with this girl who said as soon as the black lives matter movement went forward everyone jumped on the all lives matter bandwagon. Of course all lives freaking matter. I just don't think blacks have it the worst. People are killed every where. People are abused and the system takes advantage of everyone. I'm a white gjrl, do you think people take it easy on me? No. I'm afraid to go places alone because there are men who hit on me to an extreme. It makes me uncomfortable.  I can tell them "my boyfriend wouldn't like that" and they still try. Black people are scared to walk out on the street because some cops are twisted. I'm scared to walk out on the street because some guys are twisted. Life isn't perfect but I wouldn't say I have it the worst. We're all scared. I have mixed emotions about the whole thing because on one hand why are some cops abusing their power and on the other some are fearful for their lives. But while that is. A lot of black people want to jump on the "kill all pigs" bandwagon. Can everyone just stop and get along?



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177,209 There are over 7 billion people on Earth right now. None of our live actually matter that much.



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177,208 All lives matter! This is what's wrong with this world! People thinking only one race matters. Regardless of color, we all look the same on the inside. We all bleed the same color. We have feelings just like everyone else. Start excepting one another for who we are and what we are.



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177,207 Black lives will matter when blacks start acting like their lives matter.



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177,206 During lunch brake your hubby do me good ;)



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177,205 It occurred to me a week ago that when I sucked his dick that we'd had sex.  That's the definition right - body part of another in the body part of someone else?

I'm quite sure his wife would agree.



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177,204 #DogsLivesMatter
We all know you killed your family dog ;)



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177,203 I hate both Black Lives Matters and Thin Blue Line Movements because The Leaders of the Black Lives Matter Movement Do not Speak against the people that Speak about Killing Cops or Calling them Pigs etc,,, and The Cops don't Speak Out Publically with Anger in their Voice against BAD COPS, Both Movements need to Call out the negative aspects of their Movements.



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177,202 Civil War has broken out again.  

The sworn reservist turning on his government.  HOLY Shit.  

Our rulers own this one, as usual.   You know who you are.

"The Billions shift from side to side, still the wars go with brainwashed pride"



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177,201 Only thing I asked for was honesty. I would have done anything to make her feel safe, happy and secure. I was the one who caught the STD called feelings. I am for the first time in my life truly, madly and deeply in love. I also let her go today and hope she finds what makes her whole. I on the other hand am lost.



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177,200 Humans have been killing other humans for hundreds upon hundreds of thousands of years.  Now we can film it happening so it seems like it's new.
Not a new thing.



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