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177,498 I was abused by the worst of the worst.  Lost all faith in humanity period.  But, I survived and the absolute last thing I would ever do is off myself because of one of these monsters.   They actually would revel in it and knowing this has kept me from doing so.  
Time does heal.  I am coming back not sure I will ever be the same however, life has a way of giving you big rewards if you hang in there.  
Suffering has its perks.  
No forgiveness in my heart though for these losers in human form.  No punishment is actually good enough for anyone who robs a person of their faith.
All I can do is focus on all the good stuff, pretend it was a bad dream and hope someday the contempt I have will finally be forgotten.



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177,497 I FINALLY found someone to truly love with all my heart and now I am destroying it.  It is because of all the monsters who have gone before.  All the heartache, heartbreak, lies, unfaithfulness and just plain egregious mental cruelty have left me nearly unable to accept love.  I cannot trust now.   am hypervigilant now.  Now, I examine every word and action to see if I am being lied to, cheated on or otherwise made a fool of and disrespected.  When I do find something, real or imagined, I blow up; I can't keep it in and ponder to see what will happen, I must get at the root of the problem.

So, it's hell for me and hell for my SO, who won't be around for long with me acting like this!  I can't stop myself.  

When my significant other has finally had enough and leaves me, I am going to kill myself.  I made that decision a while ago and it will happen.  

So, when you cheat on someone and break their heart and abuse them, the consequences can be so devastating that your victim may never recover . . . while you skip off to fuck up someone(s) else's life (lives).

Selfish monsters bound for hell.



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177,496 Deep down, I want a family, husband and a child, but I know no one will ever love me enough to stay. I wouldn't do that to a kid.



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177,495 The truth has a bit of a sting at first and most people can't handle it but sometimes you just gotta speak up.



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177,494 The only people I know of who are voting for Trump are in the same tax bracket so I get it.

All I could say when I heard someone say "Trumps acceptance speech was the greatest of all time" was "oh, was that the first one you have ever heard?".

They looked at me like I was the enemy.
Perfect example of a Trump supporter always looking for a fight but I happily changed the subject.



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177,493 I feel so abused by my town. Democrats took over the local government. You'd think they would then take tax money and help the poor people in town, maybe sponsor a few extra Fresh Air Fund kids, maybe donate to the local soup kitchen. You know, traditional Democrat stuff.

But no. They used tax money to buy a golf course and turn it into a premiere course. They used tax money to redo a local restaurant and make it much fancier. They used tax money to buy new cars for many town employees.

Think about it. They used tax money not to help the needy, they used it to help themselves live high on the hog. They can drive their new cars to play golf and then go to a fancy restaurant.

In other words, they used tax money to become Republicans.

Welcome to greedy America.



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177,492 I'd like to see Ivanka Trump get into a cat fight with Chelsea Clinton.



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177,491 It's not my prejudice. 12 year old boys are distracted by their principal being a lesbian.  Are they prejudice? Or are they just normal 12 year old boys?

I hold nothing against the boys. Just like I hold nothing against the principal. Just somethings don't go well together.

She should be a principal at a high school. Or an elementary school. But middle school kids don't have the maturity to handle it. Kind of like you.



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177,490 To fundamentally believe that being gay is not normal (ie: confusing/queer) is actually exactly what havingsomethingagainstgaypeople is.



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177,489 The principal of a middle school should not be gay. I have nothing against gay people, but it's too confusing to the students. Choose another principal.



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177,488 I live in an apartment. There are no curtains on my bathroom window. I've always meant to hang something there. I'm sure my neighbors across the courtyard are getting a good view.



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177,487 When my hubby takes the kids out I waste no time. I get right down to work. I masterbate and nap.



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177,486 Anther six people shot in a mall in Germany!
At some point the American, Western European, and African Presidents have to come to grip with the fact that Islam is a problem. Russia and China don't have that problem, because they don't deal with this kind of ignorance! Every single day, some nation in one of these countries is plagued by these radicals killing innocent people. They are not fighting a war against an enemy, they are fighting and killing due to a warped ideology, in which they believe it's ok to kill INNOCENT people just trying to deal with the daily grind.
What sort of ideology is this twisted, that they think it's somehow honorable to kill and maim innocent people just because they don't follow their political ideology?
If we look at Islam in depth, we find that it is NOT in fact a religion, but a political ideology that encompasses everything in their lives, from politics, to religion, to culture, to education, ethics, and Law. It is all based upon the teachings of one man, Muhammad.
Muhammad was a murderer, a rapist, a child molester, a thief, an adulterer...the list of his atrocities and mental illness is mind boggling. How do you honor a man who believed it was fine to have sex with nine year old girls?  Can somebody please give me some sort of viable explanation for this twisted mentality, and how any person can justify it?
I'm sorry, I cannot...and to hell with your "tolerance" and "politically correct" BS! Too many families suffer because of the evilness of one man, and his faction of radical followers. Stop telling me its the religion of peace, when it's the religion that is currently terrorizing nations all over the planet.
SILENCE IS CONSENT...and the muslim world is silent,
Finally, if governments cannot protect the people, then they should not expect people to give up their right to protect their families from these sick people. It is a natural to defend yourself, your family, your community, and your country, and NO DAMN GOVERNMENT HAS THE AUTHORITY TO LEAVE YOU VULNERABLE!!!



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177,485 Yahoo seems so biased against Trump in their news stories. I can't wait for them to go out of business. Their bias should accelerate their demise. News organizations shouldn't be political. Because if they are, they annoy half the audience. Yahoo can't afford to annoy half the audience - especially the half with money. Goodbye Yahoo. I won't be back.



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177,484 It's my party, & I'll cry if I want to.



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177,483 God I hate having to touch the door handles of bathrooms, especially when I'm on the way out.  It's okay if I have to open the door to get in.  People haven't touched their filthy buttholes, dicks, or pussies yet.  Plus I'd be washing my hands once I'm done.

But no.  There are too many filthy fucking assholes who don't fucking wash their hands after handling their junk.  One person once told me that he trusted his dick's cleanliness more than he trusted the cleanliness of the bathroom, including the faucet.

Yuck.  That's one more dirty shithead smearing his filth all over everything he touches because he doesn't want to wash his hands.  I'm sure he's okay with it so long as he doesn't have to think about all the other men doing the same thing and getting their dick germs on everything he touches too.

Thank you to those who designed bathrooms that have no doors or were smart enough to put in a door that pushes out from the bathroom instead of in.  That way I can just open the door with my foot instead of using my hands.

But for everything else, there's paper towels to use instead of my bare hands.

People are nasty.



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177,482 I hate the fact that I still have to talk to my first ex.  She's the mother of my kids and a total control freak of a bitch.  I have to put up with her bitchiness for another 12 years. Unlike my second ex, that psycho left and I've not spoken a word to her in a while and I'm real good with that.

I know I need to reign in my emotions and keep my cool, my kids are worth it more than anything in this life.  

I look forward to the day when I can hang with my kids and not have to worry a stitch about that old stick in the mud.

Note to self: choose better quality partner(s) in the future without all the bullshit drama and skeletons.



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177,481 I hate touching the door handle after using the public restroom. I'm very aware that I'm probably getting someone else's poop and urine on my hand. I can't imagine anything worse than this.

We all know this feeling.

Yet after all these years of civilization, nothing is done about it. They is no better solution. You would think by now there would be automatic doors or something.

But no, there is nothing. We continue to touch other people poop and urine. Deep down, we must like it. How else do we explain why we keep putting up with it?



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177,480 Great that America might have a rich man in the White House. He will not be taken with the all the trappings of the White House, staff as well as Air Force One. Trump's plane is grander than Air Force One and his houses more luxurious than the White  House.He is used to luxury so he can spend his time doing what he might be elected to do.His wife is elegant and will be a great asset to America. Carla Bruni of France did a good job as Mrs Sarkozy as First Lady of France. Mrs Trump will do the same.They will not have illusions of grandeur that so many inhabitants of the White House had.The life style can be overwhelming for somebody not use to it.The Kennedy's, Reagans and Bushes were not blinded by all this luxury and servants- they were used to it.



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177,479 I behaved poorly at a job. I acted immature in front of my boss. I've always been embarrassed by that chapter of my life.

Recently I found out my boss there died. This sounds horrible, but I was kind of glad. No one living knows what an ass I was. In a sense I'm free.



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177,478 Trump has gotten fat.



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177,477 sick of everyone whom i tell a story telling me what they would've done/said. stfu, this isn't what you might have done --it's what actually happened.



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177,476 I let the ghost hang around the last few days.  It's fun. I'll get bored, and it will disappear. You will disappear. The sun will come up and I won't even remember you were ever there.



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177,475 When I least expected it, love came out of nowhere and completely claimed me.
It's all I could ever ask for - true and honest, open and giving. Free of harassment and accusation, willing and reciprocating.
All the things I was used to are not part of it. You ruined me for years and made me shut down to anything remotely good. I almost lost the best thing that ever happened to me because I was so adamant about not giving in. But once I opened myself up to the possibility, it blossomed into all I ever wanted - all the things I could never have with you.

So, thank you for showing me what a destructive force can do to someone. You taught me what not to tolerate and how dysfunctional it could be if it's allowed.
I've opened myself up to pure bliss and will hang on to it til I die. He truly compliments every part of me in ways I never realized were there.



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177,474 Oh how I wish I could email you...



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177,473 I agree. I'm so sick of erection commercials as well as post menopausal painful intercourse. Seriously.



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177,472 I'm disgusted by all the sexual references on TV. This is during prime time hours when children are w3atching. The nation has become a bunch of pervs. You gotta have your dick jokes and you don't care if little kids are listening in. Sicko nation with no morals.



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177,471 I saw a leaked video of a guy masturbating.  He had a really small micro penis.  Makes me so incredibly glad I have an average sized dick.



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177,470 I get nervous when the doctor takes my blood pressure. It makes my blood pressure go up. Self fulling bad news. This is synonymous with my life. I always manage to make the worst thing happen.



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177,469 Get me out of this small town. Oh my God these people are brain dead. All they talk about is Pokemon, Game of Thrones and what's for dinner. What the fuck is the point of your lives??????????????



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177,468 My heart feels like it's going to beat out of my chest! I can't focus, I feel anxious as all hell. But I'm going to see a counselor next Wednesday, so I can begin to understand and fix these issues I have. I hope we can!



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177,467 i dream my self as i direct hollywood movies and act in a film live james cameron's avatar



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177,466 Just tonight , I got the phone number of a hot little gal  I've had my eye on for a while.  I got in touch with her because someone said she was looking for me after work. So, I took full advantage of the situation and put the subtle moves on. After it was all said and done, I got a date for tomorrow evening just be being a bit crafty.

I love to flirt and I can usually tell in short order if I've got a chance with any gal.  It's not bad being an attractive single man in great shape. Self confidence goes a long way in getting a person what they want.

I suspect by this time tomorrow night I'll either have her in my bed or at the very least making plans to visit me in my state.

Damn, life is good!



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177,465 just once, when I watch those Dateline/48 hours mystery shows, I'd like for someone to say of the victim "S/He was a bitch/asshole and they totally deserved it".



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177,464 joesallybuck.wow

my secret: if i leave you, you'll forever be the victim. "how could he do that to her!"

if i dont, this is my life. it wont get better. it will just slowly become worse and worse. until i'm left to wonder why am i still here?

M/50's



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177,463 Brian,

I'm sorry you had to cancel last minute due to work. I miss hanging out with you. You're smart and kind and remind me that there are good straight guys out there. I hope to see you next month.



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177,462 For the first time in my  life, I have a fuck buddy. The sex is incredible. Because I have zero expectation of what it's going to end up being, I can tell him every single last thing I want him to do to me and, happy puppy that he is, he executes.

Last week, I asked him to put me on a leash and call me his whore while he fucked me. He did it with glee. I have never come as hard in my life.

F/45



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177,461 In the end there is no happy ending.
You don't get to remember with fondness.
The good ol' times are bitter and not sweet at all.
Regrets become your constant shadow.
Memories become your greatest enemy.
This is where I am in life. I think about the people who I shared life with. The one who committed suicide because of me.  The ones who are now swimming in their own grief and mortality. Drowning their own sorrows in alcohal or lies. What keeps me going each day? My fleshly heart that won't stop beating. Believe me, you never know who you are looking at.  You would never think of me in the above terms if you met me. I seem happy. I live life and converse and laugh and joke. I make love with my spouse on occasion. I go on holiday and plan for retirement. Yet... inside, pain, regret, grief, sadness, despair, lonliness.



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177,460 A boyfriend fingered me in a movie theater while we were watching one of the Star Wars movies. This was a number of years ago long before I was married. Now I see they are coming out with a batch of new Star Wars movies. Whenever I see a commercial for them, my kids are like mommy mommy can we go. I say sure with a crooked smile. Not because I like C3PO. But cause my mind drifts off to my boyfriend fingering me.



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177,459 It bothers me that I find it impossible to forget someone who is, for all intents and purposes, completely empty of goodness.

And yet, she remains more attractive than I would have thought possible.



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177,458 I love me some Scott Baio! Always did. And I agree with his point of view.



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177,457 I just saw him, as a friend and ended up letting him strangle me and fuck me. It wasn't even good or anything and he stuck his fingers coated in ice cream in my cunt. I went hoe and scrubbed myself raw and washed internally. I feel so cut up and bad about my boyfriend.
I adore him with all I am and he treats me so well, I can never tell him, it'll hurt him, this is my punishment for one being naive and two not saying no. I should have pushed him away, but he squeezed my throat quite tightly it scared me.
I just want to cry, but I have no tears left.



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177,456 I hope you're moving on nicely.  I can't seem to even though it's been 4 months now.  I can't seem to ever stop thinking about you, the great times we had and the places we went together.  I miss the feel of your touch and the sound of your voice and waking up next to you.

Yesterday was our 2 year anniversary, what a waste it all turned out to be.

My secret is: I somehow hope we can reconcile some day. I doubt that I'll ever know passionate love again like we shared. So many times, so many lives together....



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177,455 I feel like a fool. Why do I always do this? I act like its okay, but it's killing me.



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177,454 I am ugly on the outside. I used to tell myself that wasn't the end of the world because I am nice and kind and caring; the ugly shell didn't matter because I am a good person. I don't believe that any more. Oh I'm still a nice person - people tell me I am sweet and kind all the time. I just... don't believe my personality can ever be nice enough to make up for how disgusting I look. Hopefully I will eventually learn to stop wanting someone to hold.



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177,453 Yep , nobody cares . you pulled another cocky bad boy who promised you the moon , had his fun and moved on . I'm dealing with sick elderly parents , third doctors visit where he asked about my stress levels and you want me to take you out , pay for drinks and listen to that shitshow yet again ? Nopeing the fuck out , you are just a waiste of time ( say what you want about bad boys but they ain't dumb like me )



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177,452 What happened? Gosh I'm glad
I get to field this one first. What happened is he was exchanging similar texts to maybe 20 other "fuckable" girls at the same time and he went for the one who didn't have a visit from "Aunt Flo." His goal was to get a hookup this weekend or whenever and he selected one from the dime-a-dozen pot. I'm sure you're "fuckable" but there are SOOOOO many other girls on the same site that are too and he wasn't about to say, "oh no, all you other girls just wait for me, this girl is gonna fuck me right after her period." I don't care if you even didn't tell him that, guys know what they want (SEX. NOW.) and they will get it. Hon, seriously? You're on a site for hooking up! Don't be so naive! This guy is some internet dude who probably tells girls what they need to hear in order to score and there are hella other girls scratching their heads thinking "oh he told me I was so fuckable, why did he drop off?" The answer is, all he had to do was sweet-talk like 10 to 20 of you to get the perfect one this weekend. Probably does it every weekend. It scares me that you're seriously giving this thought.



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177,451 I am talking to a guy. We are very attracted to each other, have conversations, had hot phone sex. We sent pics to each other and he really liked mine. I was supposed to go meet him in his area to hook up, but I got my period that week. We had tentative plans to meet up either sunday, monday or tuesday (today) in my area and I haven't heard from him. He kept saying what he wanted to do to me, how he wanted to fuck me, but I sent him 3 texts over 3 days and nothing. It is Tuesday and I haven't heard from him since Wednesday last week. Why would a guy do this?  When he saw my pictures he was saying how fuckable and attractive I am, like maybe he was surprised..."wow, you're really attractive." He liked my tits ass and pussy.  So what happened?



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177,450 So this neighbor who I never really talk to and we aren't close at all sees me today and starts talking to me.  In that conversation, she tells me "you look really different.  i haven't seen you in awhile but u look really different."  I know i lost some weight, but as a female, when you hear that it's weird.  Like, what do you mean I look different?  And then she's talking about different stuff and out of nowhere goes "what do you do for a living?"  I haven't seen this girl in maybe a year, we aren't close, what?  There was no type of segue, no one was talking about work.  I'm looking for work right now, and she says "so how do you spend your days?"  Wtf?  I don't really know her like that, I don't talk to the neighbors like that because I'm a little shy and don't like nosy shit.  Maybe it's just normal conversation, no i don't think so.  I do talk to other people and not everyone says these things.  I just came away from that conversation like damn what the hell was that?  Nosy ass



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177,449 I was so desperate for affection from my wife that I stuck my head on her pussy as she was laying/sleeping on her side and licked it to orgasm.  

I then proceeded to fuck her missionary style as she obviously was awake from the spasms and my awesome cunnilingus talents.

Nice to have a brief rest from world war 3 at home.   Sometimes I get so down because nothing changes and I feel like I'm holding up world at least from my end.



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177,448 When I was at the doctor's a few weeks ago I had to wait in a small examination room for 20 minutes. I could hear the doctor in the examination room next door. The walls must be paper thin because I could hear everything. He was talking to a woman about her bowel movements and her menstrual cycle. They even discussed how she had ingrown hairs on her pubic area. He told her of a cream to purchase to make the problem go away. I didn't want to hear any of this. But it wasn't my fault. I'm very surprised the doctor and his staff haven't figured out they need more insulation in the walls. People, just know that what you say in confidence to your doctor might not be so confidential.



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177,446 I wish I knew the truth about my wife and if she cheated on me. We went through some rough patches. There is strong evidence she went running back to her former boyfriend. But I'll never know. She refuses to give details because she must think it will break us apart. But she doesn't get it, her refusal to give details is doing even more harm.



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177,445 I forgive you for falling out of love with me.  I can't forgive you for not telling me so.



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177,444 Not one slave in America was owned by a Republican.  I didn't believe it at first, but I looked it up and it is true.  All slaves in America were owned by Democrats.  The next part of the lie is that the old Republican party morphed into today's Democratic party and the Republicans became Dixiecrats.  This is also a lie.  There was only one person who switched parties over the racism crap.  It was the Democrats who had lynching in their platform in the early 1900's.  It was the Democrats who fought the Republicans tooth and nail to oppose any and all reforms in regards to race.  It was the Democrats who embraced Margaret Sanger (the founder of Planned Parenthood) who was well-known to hate blacks and came up with abortion as a way to weed them out of the population.

If you think about it, since the great "war on poverty" began, blacks are still at the bottom in income, they use a disproportionate amount of welfare and government aid, their families have been crushed by what the Democrats have wrought, yet they still vote 95% Democrat.  

How much different are they from the slaves over 150 years ago?  They just work for another master, is all.



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177,443 I just did a really bitchy thing. I'm in the wrong and I know it, but the words just flew out of my mouth and I didn't want to stop them. I just wanted to end the conversation, and now she probably won't talk to me for a while...or until tomorrow, when this comes up again.

How do a slob and someone with OCD get along?

And I'm sick of the attitude: "Well you should just be as clean as them because they're right to not want things messy blah blah blah" because I don't think this is something that should be fully indulged. That's like saying that because someone is depressed you should let them wallow until they kill themselves, instead of trying to steer them in the other direction. They're hardly comparable, I know, but I'm not gonna be nagged at by somebody who's not fully in the right themselves.



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177,442 I realized today that I'm a slave.



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177,441 Why is it that conservatives distrust the government in all things - except for the cops? The cops _are_ the government. they are the armed force of the government and where tyranny is enforced.



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177,440 Let's all focus on Melania's speech instead of what the mother of the State Department official killed in Benghazi had to say. That's just what the media and the Democrats want. If you haven't heard her you must. What happened there was a travesty and everyone must hear it.



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177,439 A US cop represents the the law.Get that through your head! When you have to deal with a cop treat him with respect and do what he tells you .He is in charge. If he abuses you file a complaint. While dealing with him don't be a badass.
Cops don't know who they are dealing with  so be aware of that as well. He is only a human -he is not a mind reader of a clairvoyant.There must be respect from both sides.



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177,438 At least 834 people had been shot and killed by American police officers so far this year. That's four people a day. And I'm not so sure all of them deserved it. I'm scared I'll be next. If not by cops, then by the people who are retaliating. I'm so afraid to go outside, and I don't anymore unless I really have to. There are too many fucking guns in this country.



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177,437 Melania wrote the original parts, which was most of the speech. The plagiarized bits came from the staff writers. So there you have it. Melania was honest when she said it was mostly her work. And no she didn't plagiarize anything. But the Dems will keep trying to spin it as if she did something wrong. That's how desperate they are.



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177,436 I remember getting dressed up when I was little to get on an airplane along with my parent and I would feel very foolish if I did that now.
Welcome to the 21st century.



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177,435 The people of the US are really starting to scare me. The RNC was a complete and total sh*t show last night. Scott Baio, really?
The best part was the interview with Melina prior to her speech where she state " I worked hard on my speech and had very little help" (or something to that effect).
Now that the whole plagiarism issue has been raised, she had writers write her speech.
So which is it, is she a Liar or a Plagiarist?
Im really very worried by the level of blind fanaticism I witnessed last night.



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177,434 wisdom is a fleeting trait.



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177,433 About wearing active wear on the weekend: I'm a highly educated professional with a six figure income. I dress to the max every single day of the week Monday through Friday. Hair perfectly done, make-up, wearing suits and most days high heels. On weekends when I'm running errands (cleaners, Walmart ), I kick back and wear my Nike gear, nothing flashy, just a white t-shirt and long black exercise pants. I don't wear make up either. Unless I'm going to an event I'm completely casual and I'm feeling relaxed. Not quite sure why some people feel that this is inappropriate.



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177,432 To be clear, I don't think Melania plagiarized anything. I'm sure the campaign has hired experts who write all speeches. If something was plagiarized, we're looking at the wrong person. But that won't stop the Dems from blaming Melania. It's like blaming Trump because his last name changed 300 years ago. The Dems will twist anything into a story to suit their agenda.



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177,431 Like Melania Trump plagiarized Michelle Obama speech-Hillary Clinton plagiarized Bernie Sander's ideas.This is politics in America. Same old same........



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177,430 I don't like listening to people's bad dreams.

I also don't like hugging people.

Fuck my life.



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177,429 What the fuck BLM?
When we locked up all the Japanese Americans in internment camps, they didn't kill cops. Quite a few of them joined up and killed Nazis.

And I don't think this is what MLK Jr meant when he said I have a dream. At this point, you are terrorists looter thugs.



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177,428 My five year old bit my husband tonight when he was washing his hands for dinner.  He wanted mommy to wash his hands, not daddy, so my son got mad and he turned his whole head and nearly took a chunk out of my husband's arm.  I heard my husband scream in pain and the next thing I see is my son laying on the floor in the hallway crying.  My husband instinctively threw him away from him when he got bit.  My son has blood coming from his chin from a carpet burn, and he bit his lip.  When things calmed down, my son said he bit his father because he was mad at him for washing his hands.

We don't hit our children.  I hated to see this happen.  My husband has clear bite marks in his arm.  But on the plus side, this might be the last time my son ever acts out like a spoiled brat.



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177,427 I have a problem



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177,426 I'm INTJ personality type, supposedly the mastermind. I never really took it seriously. Then a week after breaking up with my ex-boyfriend, I discovered he cheated on me. I didn't yell at him, scream or make a scene. I did tell him that what he did was an absolutely shitty thing. I was outraged that anyone would treat me like that.

So I plotted his downfall. I plotted how to burn down his entire fucking world. It was beautiful. It would have worked. Then I realized I'm not a comic book villain and let it go. I knew he would cause more damage to himself and it would be more entertaining to watch it.

So far, he lost the job I helped him obtain. He's lost the respect of other people whose respect he craved for how he treated me. It's awesome. I am just going to keep on watching with a smirk thrown in from time to time.



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177,425 I cannot stand women (or men but more often than not its women) who wear activewear out and about town. It looks absolutely trashy and disgusting. There are only 2 scenarios: 1) you're just a lazy piece of shit and you're wearing activewear because it's slightly less frumpy than regular pj's or 2) you were actually working out and now you're going to the bank/grocery store/cafe with your sweaty pits and nasty ass. Gross. Be a fucking adult and put some clothes on.



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177,424 I used to be a BLM supporter but after they killed those cops on sunday i realize they are just terrorists and looters. Fuck them.



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177,423 Black lives matter unless you're a black cop.



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177,422 I like to do my grocery shopping on Saturday morning when the crowd is small. I go right after yoga class, so I am wearing my yoga pants and workout bra.

Mothers seem to enjoy this time to be alone because I see many men there with 1-2 kids in tow. What mothers do not realize is how much attention a 40-something woman in great shape gets from these men when they wear yoga pants.



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177,421 At the company where I work, the ladies room has a large couch. The mens room doesn't. Instead the mens room has a bulletin board with available job postings. Who thinks these things up. The message is that only men can be promoted to better positions, and women, well they can have a comfy seat.



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177,420 There are so many bad guitar players out there. I'm talking about grown men who fancy themselves as rock stars, even though they are over 40 and have never made it anywhere near big. But each weekend, or at each country fair, there they are, strumming away on some tired old rendition of Rolling Down The River. It's time to grow up boys. The dream was over 20 years ago.



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177,419 Yesterday for the first time, I wepted for America. After the shootings of those Baton Rouge police officers, our country has truly turned the corner and there is no going back. Police officers are the fine line between a civil society and a barberic nation. We have become a barberic nation. Black Male 48



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177,418 New research has shown a link between happiness and immunity.  Build your immune system and you will get happier.



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177,417 Step one on the path to healing. Complete.



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177,416 I often wonder what it's like to have a husband who does unexpected nice things. Throws you a bday party, gets you tickets to a favorite band of yours with vip, cleans up the house without asking,takes you on trips or nice places having already found a bbsitter. I guess some people would think I'm never satisfied for wanting this. But, to mean I think I don't wanna look back on my life and think of how boring it was and how anything I wanted to do was always done by myself or not at all. This runs through my head daily. I wish I could just be happy but, I can't knowing other people have this and I don't and never will. I'm almost positive this has something to do with my reoccurring depression and anxiety. I feel trapped but, I don't want to leave. I just want to be happy and feel like I truly enjoyed life before I die.



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177,415 I can't stop shaking my head at the things Hillary does. She now says her first act in office is to stop mega corps from donating so much money to political campaigns because it's wrong.

Hello? Who do you think they are giving money to? Not Trump, he finances his own campaign. Not Bernie, his entire model is based of $5 contributions from ordinary people.

The mega corps are donating to Hillary! But once the campaign is over and she's taken advantage of all that money, then she's against it.

You couldn't make this stuff up!



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177,414 On the off chance that Trump becomes president I am thankful that my kids are grown.  I would be mortified to allow my small children to watch such a blatant example of everything I am against in terms of character giving a speech on national television.  
Self absorption is what is wrong with this world and Trump is the poster child.



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177,413 The world is coming apart and Americans think Hillary can deal with this? She is a turncoat politician.We need a leader in this world not a follower. We had that for 8 years- and this is one reason why the world is out of control.



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177,412 I married an irritating woman.



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177,411 i hate stupid people with too much money and no appreciation of it
i hope they go bankrupt in an awful way



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177,410 I'm glad that the macaw died.  For the bird's sake.  The people who owned the poor animal had it locked in a cage for most of its life for 30 years.  They used to let it out a lot when it was younger, but after a while the owners cared less and less about it.  The poor thing had no companionship.  They took such bad care of it that there were fruit flies in its dishes all the time.

The bird was miserable.  Those people had no business owning a macaw.  Not many people do.  They even wanted to breed her.  Why, so we could increase more exotic pets for people who don't know shit about these animals?  Macaws live for 70 years and their plan for when they were too old to take care of it was to give it to their grown children, but never thought that maybe their children wouldn't be in viable positions to care for an animal like that.  Maybe if the bird was socialized instead of taught to bully, she could have been manageable.

I'm sad her life utterly sucked.  It's sad there were no resources for this animal.  I don't know what the Humane Society could have done for this macaw.  She didn't deserve that life.

The bird supposedly died of an illness.

Bullshit.

It was neglected to death.



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177,409 I'm hurting. Reeling from being let down by a woman I love. It's been six months. We have a daughter.

It would be so much easier if I didn't have to see her six times a week to exchange our daughter.

How do you heal from somebody that has broken your heart when you see them constantly and have to continue to bow to their will, or they will take away an even greater love.

I've been in some difficult situations in life before, but this one really has my number.

When I'm not with my daughter... I get ridiculously wasted. Drinking, weed, coke, mdma, whatever...

I've lost who I am.

I've been lost before, but in the past I had a stronger will to overcome. This time I simply feel so defeated.

Struggling to find a will to be a better version of myself. Struggling to care about it all. Everything.

I love my daughter. I want to be around for her, but this pain is raw.

I can't keep pretending. I need help, but I don't have anybody in my life I trust to turn to.

I need a will to get better. Where is that voice in my heart that usually kicks me into gear. It's gone.

Defeated. 100% defeated.



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177,408 Ask your doctor for a prescription for robinal. It helps with excessive sweating. Just make sure everything is ok first



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177,407 People give me a hard time. It's one of two things.

Either,

1) I'm a bad person.

Or

2) They are jealous that I work hard and get things done.

It disappoints me that it's the latter. I'm humble and helpful. But there are people near me who want success, they just aren't willing to work for it. To cope, they spend their time putting me down, as if I've done something wrong by working hard.

I won't stoop to your level and say bad things, but you should reevaluate your lives.



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177,406 I usually keep my political views secret, but I feel compelled to speak up. I have no horse in this race, but I feel Obama is wrong calling the recent spate of cop shooters cowards. What then do you call the cops who gunned down so many innocent black men? A gang of armed cops choked a man to death when he did nothing wrong and he didn't have a weapon. That to me seems cowardly.



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177,405 If I may add on the excessive sweat subject often times it is due to the liver working overtime like addictions to anything your body doesn't really need to restore itself.
I hardly ever sweat unless working in the hot sun or exercising no doubt likely to a healthy lifestyle.  
On the down side, one drink of alcohol will send me to bed for a couple days and if I decide to eat some junk food my body goes into shock (feel tired and flu like).  
No kidding.



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177,404 Did the cops really think people wouldn't start fighting back? Bad call on the part of the cops.



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177,403 398- excessive sweating is a very real medical problem. There are many options available that can help including prescription only anti-perspirant, medication and even surgery. Go and see your doctor, you don't have to suffer with it.



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177,402 Former escort here. I was a pretty young thing (also college educated and from a decent background) and I thought it would be fun to travel around the world in the companion of gentlemen and see different things. I thought it would be a glamorous life and hey, if I got some extra money for porn here and there, that wouldn't be so bad. I was a "liberated" woman who didn't see anything wrong with prostitution or sex work. I thought getting into the industry would make me feel truly empowered because I was making the decision to be involved with it and to do what I wanted with my body.

Not every single person I met was a creep, just most of them. I have been raped, kidnapped, robbed (many times), drugged and almost killed. The pornos I did were horrible and degrading. Sometimes they would choke me, spit on me and then fuck me (and I had to look like I liked it otherwise I wouldn't get paid). It was horrific. When you first start, you'll make decent money but soon it will be about as much as you would make at a part time job. It might be no big deal for you to have your intimate parts up on the screen but no one tells you how cringe worthy it is to be recognized by people you know. Plus, it will always be there. Nothing will ever get rid of it.

As for seeing the world? Yes, I saw it, but I couldn't truly enjoy it because I was always heading off to have sex with someone. Because I was providing an experience, it was all about them and only a handful of guys would even bother to ask me how I felt about doing certain things. I met tons of girls who put on smiles on the outside but we're crying every second on the inside because of what happened to them at the hand of other people.

It's sad that something I thought would be so liberating and empowering wound up imprisoning me instead. I don't behoove girls who get into the industry (they sure do make it look tempting), but it breaks my heart that they don't know exactly what they're signing up for. If it were as simple and straightforward as just selling sex it wouldn't be so bad, but the reality is much different and darker. The sex industry as a whole uses and abuses women. It chews them up and spits them out as mere shells of themselves. I have talked to so many survivors that wish there was someone who could have informed them of that aforementioned darker side before they got involved in it. So here I am, speaking out here and on social media.

Good luck to the women who want to do sex work. May your story be different than the millions of us who have been degraded, abused and used.



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177,401 Chris Rock was right.  There is a war in this country.  Black people vs Niggas.  Niggas commit crimes, shoot at the police and cause mayhem.  Black people have jobs and try to improve their lives.
Now I can't walk up to a police officer without him reaching for his gun because niggas shoot first and last.

45yo 6Ɖ" Black man who has never been hassled by police since I'm respectful to everyone including police.



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177,400 I don't want anything bad to happen to my husband, I just want him to go away.



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