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178,299 If you work full time how do you keep up with going to the gym?  After 8-10 hours at work I'm tired, I'll walk a lot but it's hard to get to the gym.  How do some people do it?  Especially if they have kids or spouses to tend to?



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178,298 I do that, shave everything bare all summer long but come October I let my red bush grow out.



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178,297 I can tell my wife loves anal stimulation. If I go down on her vagina, there's one level of excitement. But if I touch her sphincter muscle, she starts wriggling her hips and breathing much heavier. She loves when I touch there. Who knew she was such a wild thing!



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178,296 I dated a cute hippy/earthy girl once, she would shave (Brazilian was) her pussy in the summer and in the winter she would let it grow out (can you say 'rain forest') best of both worlds..I LOVED IT.

48M



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178,295 They think I might have cancer. I think this is my out.



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178,294 I want to be close to him, yet I pushed him away. I felt insecure and I didn't want to show it, so I acted like shit was fine when it wasn't. Now that I point that out he's mad, because he asked me if it was okay with me, and, trembling, I said yes.

I'm sorry I didn't communicate, even though you told me you knew I was lying.



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178,293 If anyone asks, they'll know that I clean the cat litterbox twice a day.

If anyone checks, they'll know that I clean the cat litterboxes no more than twice a week.



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178,292 Will never settle for less than what I love again. Would rather be alone.



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178,291 Never mess with someone who nothing left to lose. You won't win and you will not be happy.



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178,290 I am a neat freak, my house must always be clean, scrubbed, tidy, laundry done, etc. - with the exception of toys, kids books, etc. laying around.  My son went to camp last week (comes back early next week) so I decided to "test" my husband. I dropped the ball and did not tidy up at all (except did dishes & kept the kitchen clean- I loathe a messy kitchen). The result: my husband did NOTHING at all to help pick up the mess. Moral of the story he complains when I am constantly cleaning (oh & I work 10 hour days), but yet he would rather live in a mess! No thanks. My home will be spotless for my son coming home next week & will stay that way. Thanks for nothing hubby!



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178,289 My wife and I are two different people.

I love to lick her pussy. I savor the cream that comes out. I've licked her menstrual blood. I've asked her to pee in my mouth. I gulp it down. I've stuck my finger up her ass plenty of times. When it comes out brown, I show her and then lick my finger clean. That's me.

As for my wife, she has never once allowed a drop of semen  to be in her mouth. And if I cum and semen gets on her hand, she instantly rushes out of the bedroom to wash it off with hot soapy water.

Yes, we are very different.



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178,288 I can do some shit. Please keep under estimating me.



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178,287 What I would like to say to the obnoxious helicopter mom in my town:

Let me get this straight. Your son is "gifted". He was reading books at 9 months old . He would actually pick up a book and read it to himself.  He couldn't actually read the book out loud to you because he's autistic and non-verbal, so he doesn't speak or display any emotions. But as his mother you could tell he was reading those books. And if anyone dares to ask how you could tell he was reading if he is completely non-verbal, your response is, "Ha, that just proves my point!"

Huh?



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178,286 wanted a bad boy. i got one.


...i know i bitch about him on here a lot. but today i am happy. today we have been all smiles. no tears, or fights. just good times. hope there's more to come.



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178,285 Secret: All nuclear submarines have a soft serve ice cream machine on board. I love that. Yes, they are soldiers and have the power to destroy the world with the push of the launch button. But hey, everyone likes a good ice cream cone with sprinkles. :)



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178,284 #283 sending positive energy your way, you may feel terrified and feel that the weeks will drag on, but stay positive. Create a game plan on what you will do if your test comes back negative or positive. It is not the end of the world, you will still be able to live a normal life with HIV if that is the diagnosis. Remain calm at this time



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178,283 I'm terrified I might have HIV.

I know the signs. I have flu symptoms, a rash, all within three weeks of my last sexual encounter. I went to the doctor today to get tested.

I don't know what I'll do if it turns out I'm HIV positive. I will just want to die.



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178,282 I'm 50 something years old. No one has every realized I don't fly on airplanes. (You kidding me, planes crash!) The couple of times I had to travel for work I went by train and never submitted the receipt for reimbursement. At home, I take the wife and family away on vacation, but I always subtly tailor it. We go on long car trips. Or on a cruise. A few times my wife wanted to go to Europe. I said I couldn't because of work, but suggested she go with her friends. It has always worked out. My secret is still a secret.



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178,281 I hate how beautiful historic buildings now have wheelchair ramps.  I understand people get paralyzed. But why does that mean they get to make every building ugly with those stupid ramps?



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178,280 I have to go feed my husband at his care home soon. He is only 38. (I am 36.) It is ALS and he will be dead in 6 months. We were never happy anyways, but I mourn not being closer to him. I do this for him now but I wish we had had more intimacy. I leave there aching every day.



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178,279 A few days ago I had anal with my boyfriend and he did not take a shower after. He decided to wake me up in the middle of the night surprisingly by putting his penis in while I was asleep thinking it'd be funny. Today I am barely getting relief from my terrible yeast infection thanks to him.
Moral of the story guys, take a shower after you put it in someone's butt



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178,278 Ok Leonard. Thanks



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178,277 I don't think you'd like it, you wouldn't like it here.  There ain't no entertainment and the judgements are severe...



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178,276 Years ago when I was in high school...think..1988 or 89, I worked at a fast food place. There was a manager there (Karen)...she was maybe 4 or 5 years older than me. She was so attractive, smart and hardworking and very exciting to talk to. She was always telling me ...and everyone else too, that she would marry me. I always thought that was ridiculous She was way out of my league! When I was about to leave for the Army she gave me a huge hug and kiss and whispered that she really would have married me!..I was too young, shy, nave, embarrassed, to get her number and address. What a fool I was! Now I'm in a mediocre marriage at best...I try to be so romantic and serve my wife and fulfill her needs and desires, but she just doesn't want to hear it. I often wonder how things would have turned out if ?I had the guts to ask for her number or address. I have been to my hometown but of course she has moved on...that was a long time ago. I have looked for her on Facebook...and online, but for the life of me I can't remember her last name...It was a different kind of one I remember that! maybe one day our paths will cross again....
So my advice to younger people is if you want something go after it you may pay for it in the future if you don't!!



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178,275 I'm really tired of my asshole hurting. Fucking hemorrhoids >.<



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178,274 There are just too many shitty people in this world regardless of gender. Be a good person, find a good person to share your life with and you will be happy. Apparently that's a secret. You're welcome.



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178,273 All these husbands with bitch wives...I feel so bad for you.  I'm a huge proponent of the concept that we need a third gender...take the pressure off our current "arrangement" - because all men are pigs and all women are psycho kitties.  Each gender has their own flavors and varieties of course, but this is the hand that evolution has dealt us.  :(

And the easiest way to never be miserable / get divorced / lose your wedding ring is to stay single and don't drink the fairy tale Kool-aid!



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178,272 I know a secret. I can't tell anybody. My wife's friend Polly is getting divorced. All the moms have banded together. "Poor Polly." They talk non-stop how her husband is a shit for leaving her. They can't say enough bad about the husband as they rally around their friend. "Polly is so sweet --- Only an idiot would leave Polly ---Polly would never behave like her stupid husband."  Polly is a God to these women.

Here's the secret. Two years ago my wife went away for the weekend to her sister's house. She brought the kids. I was left all alone. On the Saturday afternoon there's a knock at the door. It's Polly. She wanted to return a baking pan belonging to my wife. She came in. She suggested we have a glass of wine. One thing led to another.  We fucked.

It was clear this was Perfect Polly's plan. She knew my wife was away. She wanted this to happen. She deliberately cheated on her husband. She didn't seem too bothered that she'd be getting me to cheat on my wife.

When these women, including my wife, are showing such pity for their friend Polly, they don't know the critical other half of the story. Polly was cheating on her husband. Maybe he left her because he finally realized what SHE was doing. Maybe it's not his fault at all that he's divorcing her.

But what am I suppose to do, tell my wife?



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178,271 Some people can only survive on the belief that they're better that someone else. What a sad life. Comparison is the thief of joy



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178,270 I've had several women tell me, "you'll never find someone as good as me"...really? Each time I find someone better. Keep telling yourself that ladies, whatever helps you tolerate your nasty selfish life.

59/m



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178,269 I usually arrive early to work-related events so I can secure one of the best parking spots. Maybe 15+ minutes early. But that also comes with the curse of having others who poorly plan their events ask me, their guest, to help out.

No, I do not want to push and rearrange 70lbs tables for you. Yes, I actually do mind being asked to place a handout on each chair. Uh huh, I'd prefer not to walk around to each table making sure they all have pens, pencils, post-it notes, etc. That's your job. And no, I'm not spending even 1 second helping your asses "clean up". GTFOH!



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178,268 My wife and I don't make each other happy anymore.  I understood the concept of "staying together for the kids" but actually living it is worse than I had imagined.



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178,267 Women are entitled little whores that think men are their slaves. We should have never even given them the right to vote.



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178,266 I hold nothing against you. The puzzle pieces only came together after we ended, and that's okay. Had I known during it would have been too much to bare, too much to realize. You were good with me. Now, all I've heard is bad. I gave you a chance that one time, to say your peace if you had any to make. Instead, I talked with your new girl, my old coworker, and you couldn't even looked me in the face, even though I held my hand out to you, offering that peace. You didn't want it. You never wanted peace. You never wanted your demons tamed. You always said you were dark, and I never saw it. I never saw the darkness that time after time drained me. I can't be mad at you for it. It's your nature, K. Yet still, I did what was in my nature, and offered you that peace. Your girlfriend was my friend before you both met at the meth house. You were both so beautiful before. I'm sorry your souls are tarnished, and you can never accept the peace he work has to offer. But I know I gained my own peace that day. I slayed a dragon that I once loved, and now I've let her ashes go in the wind, no remorse, no pain.

We will run into each other next year, and it will hurt you. It will burn. It will take your breath away, and I will absorb that energy, the energy you've always lost being around me. Accept this time, it won't be painful for me. You've never touched this body. You've never heard this new voice. You don't know me now, but you've remained the same. I hope you get off the shit. At least do something with purpose, child.

Cat



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178,265 I still remember Mexico and travelling with another couple.  My wife went to bed, her husband went to bed, her and I went to the bar and got shitfaced.

Walking back to the rooms she asked me if I wanted to fuck.  I told her I did.  It was around 2ᚨ AM, we went down to the beach, we found a chair and I told her to get naked, she sucked on my cock for a while, and then I fucked the shit out of her.  I hadn't had sex in a while so I was carrying a full load.

I must have pumped a gallon of cum into her pussy.  The problem was, I smelled like pussy.  I walked into the ocean, naked, and cleaned myself off.  She did not.  We walked back to our rooms and went to bed, me with empty balls and her with a pussy full of my cum.

It was a great fuck.



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178,264 i have a good Life.
i Need for very little.
i am Content.
but sometimes, i feel so very Lost & Alone...
I See what is coming down the line.
Time is Passing bye, but i can't Change my Course.
all i can be is Just ME...



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178,263 My wife has no shame, no conscious.

We have not been getting along too well. She's unhappy all the damn time. I take the role of trying to make her happy.

So yesterday she comes to me an apologizes. She says she knows she's been a pain in the ass. She wants to make it up to me. She want us to go out and have a fun time and afterwards we will make love, something that hasn't happened in a long time.

Alright, I'm in.

She wants me to take her to the big city today. She wants to walk around and take in the sights and there's a restaurant her friends told her about. She wants to go to dinner there.

We do all that.  I try to make it very pleasant.

Afterwards, literally as we are pulling back into our driveway, she picks a fight. She yells I didn't stop to check the mailbox. I say it's kind of late and we can check in the morning. She screams that I'm lazy. She slams the car door and rushes off to bed. I poke my head in and point out we had such a nice day and we were supposed to do one more thing... (meaning the sex part)

She says she doesn't want to make love to such a lazy person. She turns off the lights and that's that. She goes to sleep.

I was played. Plain and simple. This wasn't the first time. Clearly she wanted to go to this new restaurant so she could brag to her friends. She conned me into taking her. Then at the last minute she had to pick a fight so she could wiggle out of sex.

Women, what is with your side of the species? Why are you all so cunning and rotten?  Why do you try to play men? Why do you act like such bad people?  I'm very much disgusted with women.



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178,262 Making a woman remember what it's like to feel wanted, just to discard her is the worst thing you can do. :(



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178,261 In the most recent pictures of you and her, you are smiling but I can see in your eyes that you are not.



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178,260 Happy Birthday Joe!  (8/24)

20 years later, and I still miss and love you.  

You probably don't even remember me.

How pathetic!



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178,259 My wife told me last night "Go ahead and sleep with other women. You'll come back because you'll know what you're missing."
She doesn't know I already know what I'm missing. I've found it a year ago.



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178,258 I feel sexy and naughty when I walk around the house naked.  I only get to do it rarely, like once a year. But oh does it feel good! 41, married mom of 3



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178,257 About a week before my wife and I were married, we had to meet with the priest. He went over some details and gave us advice, like always communicate.

He also asked a lot of questions like how many children we each wanted. He was trying to get us to think these things through. I appreciated what he was doing.

One thing, he asked my wife-to-be what she would do if I was suddenly hit by a bus. [He said it a little more eloquently.] He was trying to get at the idea that life hands you lemons sometimes, people die, be prepared to suffer losses along the way. Or something like that.

My wife took it another way. She got this almost euphoric look on her face. She said, "You mean, I'd get to pick a new husband?" It's like she couldn't contain her glee. I don't remember her exact words, but she said things like, "Well I'd find someone a little taller. And he'd make more money. Definitely more money. I'd also make sure he'd give me more gifts and that he wasn't as cheap...."

She went on for a few minutes.  The priest had this confused look. I did too. The priest glanced over at me. He knew what I was thinking. I knew what he was thinking. What a self centered bitch this woman was.

But it was a week before the wedding. Everything was in motion and could not be stopped.

The interview with the priest ended. As we said goodbye he shook my hand. He held it a little too long. He looked in my eyes and said, "Good luck."  I knew what he meant. This marriage was going to be a disaster.

He was right.



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178,256 So sad you can't keep a man.



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178,255 It's very simple. If you don't want your spouse to have an affair, ask them their needs and put them ahead of your own. If you don't someone else will.
I know from experience. :(



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178,254 I hope you choke on an aids infested cock.



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178,253 I'm having a dirty affair with a white women who looks JUST like Kellyann Conway I mean they could pass for sisters. this lady I'm fucking is older, but a little cuter than Kellyann. every time I see Kellyann though, I think about fucking 'J' and being deep inside of her wet pussy, then filling her up with CUM. She works at a fancy gallery, she loves it when I come over before work, fuck her good, cum deep inside of her. She won't even take a shower, she likes having cum drip down her inner thigh as she talks to rich fucks buying over priced art.

35 Black Male



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178,252 My heart will NOT let go............  Damn me for falling in love with you so hard. And you actually thought that you were unlovable, how wrong you were/are.



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178,251 You took me for granted, and although you said you wanted a break, I'm going to make sure it's permanent. Other ladies would kill for a guy to do what I did for you. If you thought I was going to stick around and wait for you, you're dead wrong. Past couple weeks you've treated me like shit because of whatever is goin on in your life, but I don't deserve that. I literally turned away 7 women while we were talking, because I thought you were the one for me. I never complained, I always did as you asked, and I always did whatever it took to make you happy. I used to think of you for motivation in the gym, but now I'm going to use the anger. I know I'm a good looking guy, so I'm going to train to get the body to match. I used to be a personal trainer a few Years ago and I had a six pack, so I know what I am capable of. I'm only 3 months into it, so just wait till I hit YEAR 3. I'm going to make sure you regret this decision, and I hope to find someone 1,000,000 times hotter than you, you awful, selfish cunt. You think the world revolves around you. Hope you get a reality check and it comes crashing down on you. Fucking bitch.



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178,250 I have a wonky stomach, so I shit a lot.  It is fair to say that I have spent a fair amount of times in bathrooms of all sorts (my own, private homes, restaurants, airports).  While many factors of public toilets can't be changed, it would be nice if people considered the following for their own home:

1. People may shit in your toilet. Why I am stating the obvious?  Because many bathrooms I have been in, particularly those with just a toilet, seem designed to be merely decorative. No access to extra toilet paper, no air freshener, and a barely functioning trash can (more on that further down). Please be prepared for the fact that people may need to do more than piss and wash their hands.

2. If you have been considerate and provided extra toilet paper, PUT IN SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN REACH IT WHILE SITTING ON THE CRAPPER.  I don't want to drip pee and God knows what else everywhere looking for the toilet paper treasure chest.

3. Air fresheners need to be functional.  Heavy flower or fruit smells are no good.  If you don't mind it, the best thing to have is a pack of matches.  Simply light one briefly and flush.  It's not aromatic, but it cuts the stench of shit like nothing else.  Citrus smells are one of my favorites, along with Febreze or Febreze like smells.

4. And the trash can thing...I've had to barf and shit at the same time on some occasions, and the trash can needs to be able to double as a puke bucket. Decorative trash containers are of no use, and please no mesh, that's for the office.  A good medium size plastic trash can is best, both for possible puke and other "unsavory" items people may need to dispose of in your bathroom.

5.  Finally, if you have a toilet with issues, please let visitors to your house know.  No one wants to be the one who clogged the toilet with the epic shit bomb.

Thank you, and enjoy your day



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178,248 When I was in high school my best friend wanted to get a tattoo of a wolf paw with a crescent moon around it with me. It's a friendship tattoo. Hers would be the waning moon, which represents letting go of the past and building towards the future, and mine would be the waxing moon, which represents learning from the past as you work towards your future. The wolf paw in the middle means we're pack.

About 5 years into our friendship I ended up living with her because of homelessness, and we ended up fighting a lot. We have strong personalities and we're opposites in many ways, so this leads to a lot of conflict between us sometimes. I was kicked out of her house, and I no longer wanted the tattoo. She still did for herself, and that was of no consequence to me.

We remained friends. We took some time apart and reconnected, and all was well again. Recently we got into another fight, this time about how she has trouble admitting when she's wrong about something, which is annoying because I can see right through her deflections, since I know her so well. In the midst of this fight I decided I wanted the tattoo again, because that's when I realized that we are strong, and opposites, but we're still pack. We're always pack. We wouldn't fight like we do without giving up if it weren't for love. My father says I act like we're in a relationship, but I really love her like a sister.

After the fight was over I asked her if she would still want to get the friendship tattoo. It means a lot to me that she said "Of course" :)



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178,247 If someone gives me roses, I'd rather it were just one. A bouquet feels like you're measuring the love by the number of flowers. A single rose reminds me of the phrase "A rose, for my rose," like they're cherishing your individuality in a sea of others that look the same at first glance.



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178,246 Every once and a while, I have these kinetic dreams that make me think we are connected.  They are sometimes mundane, sometimes exciting, but always leave me with a very lucid memory.  I can't explain it.  Like the time I ran into you in DC, or happened to be visiting home for the first time in years the exact same time you were having your fucking bachelorette party in the bar I was at, fate always seemed to be knocking me upside the head.

I had one again a couple of weeks ago.  I hadn't thought about you for months, but there you were.  So I searched for you.  Usually it isn't hard--we have a mutual friend on Facebook that gives me a portal into your life--but I try not to travel down that road, it's too painful.  It's been nearly 20 years since we'd shared our kisses and since I'd bared my soul to you.  You were 5 years deep into a relationship and I knew it was a million to one chance.  Hopeless romantics be damned.  Where I could have taken advantage of our drunken escapades, I always kept it PG-13.  I wanted it to be your choice, and I never wanted you to feel bad about your decisions about being faithful should it not turn out. So I wrote you a letter, you wrote me back, and I have respected your choice of him over me.  I was crushed, and it altered my ability to love another fully.  Yes, I am married to a great woman and have 2 beautiful girls, but I have always been left with a 'what if' feeling.  

But this last time, I googled you.  And instead of finding you, I found message of your Father's passing just a few days prior.  I'm so sorry about your Father's passing.  He was a wonderful man.  I was head over heels in love with you, but I also longed for the kind of Father your dad was.  Smart, witty, full of life...my best memory of growing up was with him ordering us into the backyard to stomp grapes to make wine, a bunch of 15 year olds hanging out in your driveway skateboarding.  You can make wine?  It was that kind of robust zest for living that helped craft my way of thinking, if from the sidelines only.  Life really is what you make of it.  

I wish you the best.  Know that in my heart I will always love you.



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178,245 In casual conversation something came up about being pretty, and my boyfriend said, "Is that why you don't like me? I'm not pretty." It's so hard because I am no longer physically attracted to him. It's led me to do things I'm not proud of, but for some reason I can't let go. He helps me be a better person, I love him and care deeply for his happiness, but no, I do not feel the same for him anymore. There are so many more details about how it came to be this way, but that's for another time.

I said, "I don't care if someone thinks I'm pretty, I know I am. Being pretty isn't a requirement to love someone or be loved by someone. Everyone is beautiful in their own ways. Wouldn't you agree?"

His silence showed a sort of calm understanding with a tinge of pain. I know that feeling. It is part of being in love.

What's more difficult is knowing you cannot continue your life with someone you love.

I've tried everything I could to forget him, but there is another man who truly has my heart. Every choice I make is to eventually get me to that moment when it will be right for us.

In the mean time, loving my pretty boyfriend who couldn't be more perfect, who I couldn't be more horrified to hurt in this way.

Why does love do such horrible things? People want it so badly, but to me it is torture.



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178,244 I cannot believe what I just saw.

I was going through my husband's activity log on Facebook.  I usually use my phone, but this time I'm on the computer.  I noticed something.  On the computer, you are able to jump to different years of your log.  I went back to a particular time several years ago.

I saw that he'd "liked" a post on a marriage-based page.  (We were actually engaged at that time.)  The post said: "Be VERY careful about having friends of the opposite sex. If you have a "friend" that you tell things to that you don't tell your spouse, then you are creating a toxic situation. Affairs don't start in the bedroom; they start with conversations, emails, texts and communication that lead down a dangerous path. Protect your Marriage!"

I didn't find out until almost a year later - two months after we got married - but at that very point in time is when he'd begun an emotional affair with my best friend.

What. the. fuck.



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178,243 I'd keep the overweight girl. My best relationships were all with bigger women and I love bigger women: )



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178,242 ........ if you were here, I'd kneel for you, a thousand kisses deep..........



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178,241 Slowly the truth is loading
I'm weighted down with love



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178,240 Imagine all the things that take you back to a simpler time are like a grove of trees. One by one, everyday, they get cut to the ground. Now it's mostly stumps. I'm here. I can't care about the past anymore. I feel like I'm done.



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178,239 I never say anything, but I hate when my friends order take-out food. It seems so lazy to have someone carry your dinner to you. Selfcentered too. Why should someone else have to fetch things for you? Because you give him a buck? Yuck.



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178,238 im starting to date a woman who meets all of my criteria but she is overweight. I might have to dump her and it kills me. everyone knows she is only going to get fatter.



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178,237 226: Can you see things for others? I  have very little money, but  if you can tell me if I'm on the right path that would mean a lot...

Let me know on here....M



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178,236 I get anxiety every time I think of our old friends, and our old group. All these "ours" are just yours now and I can't compete with your philandering. You make it my fault by saying I could do the same so why shouldn't you, and in turn I feel bad because I don't exploit others the way you do. You look so happy on the outside, but you're probably just searching to fill the empty inside you just like everyone else.

And then I breathe. And I realize that even if what I'm about to venture into with him, the one I reluctantly love, we're at least going to try to build something together and that means the world to me. I'm stepping into a new world, a mature world, where reality is always present, but the present can still be enjoyed.

So why do I get anxious when I think of seeing you again? Maybe it's the same as when we wish for our childhood back, when things were simple and innocent and we were blissfully unaware. No turning back now.



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178,235 I watch what my friends' children post on social media. I tell their parents. It's a public service I freely offer. These young adult urchins today can be such jackasses on-line.



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178,234 This is a stretch. I know it. You don't have to me. But I knew a fellow who would speak up on chat forums against Clinton. The other day he was found hanging from a tree in his backyard. No suicide note. Not too old. Only about 50. Not sick. Well spoken. Financially sound. I don't know what to make of it.



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178,233 I could never tell her, but sometimes I'm embarrassed by how my wife dresses. She'll wear really awkward looking, ill fitting, green pants, the kind janitors wear. She's thin and fit, but the pants look like something she bought for a dollar from the Salvation Army. Then on top she wears a flowery blouse. A total mismatch. She thinks it's cutting edge fashion. Eek.



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178,232 225, I believe both God and the Devil are real. You can't have good without the balance of evil, and I think your theory on possession could very well be true



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178,230 I'm overweight by at least 40 lbs. now. I used to be 275 lbs and worked for years to get the weight off. But I have never had problem dating...not at my heaviest, not now. In addition, I am working on my second Masters. I found that the more educated you are, the harder it is to date, but still not impossible. Do you know what I do? I do not sell myself short. Men know that I am smart, I am working toward my weight goal and I am enjoying my life. Despite my weight issues I love myself, I am confident and have healthy self-esteem. Do not confuse it with being selfish or snobbish. Dress and smell well, exercise, go out, let your hair loose once in a while. Get a lover...boyfriend will come later, when you are ready and not desperate.



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178,229 178168  It's good ol' fashioned resentment and envy. No he's not very smart or successful or good looking or anything I'd aspire to. He's as unremarkable as they come. If anything, to me he seems selfish and childish. I'd treat her better. I could give her more. But she loves him more than she loved me. If it was someone better it would be easier to take. Don't get me wrong he's not a bad guy (the guy pining after a married woman on the other hand...) - he's just not very good either and she deserves more.



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178,228 I'm 28 now and for the past few months I've been having dreams about my old high school crush. Well I recently found out she is single...

Maybe I should go for it now...



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178,227 Apparently I am intimidating. I'm 27, have a doctorate and a career, own my own car, have my own place. I have goals and expectations for myself. I have never been married and I don't have kids.

I can't get a date. I try. I've been stood up 4 times this month.

I think it's because I'm overweight. I have a pretty face but I'm not slim. I'm not curvy. I'm overweight. I accept it while trying to change it.

I'd love to be a wife and a mother someday. I highly doubt that will ever happen for me.



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178,226 Three times.

1) I was laying down on the grass in a park.  A plane flew overhead. A voice in my head said there would be a plane crash. A few hours later, I'm watching the evening news. There was a major plane crash.

2) I was sitting in my apartment. I had nothing to do. There was nothing going on. I had no place interesting to go. A voice in my head said not to worry, something really big is about to happen. Next day was September 11, 2001.

3) I was thinking to myself how no one I know has died in years. The voice in my head said someone while die tomorrow. I asked the voice who? The voice said my friend William.

I thought to myself, is this one of the situations where I'm sensing the future again? Will William die tomorrow? When I've had these premonitions in the past, I've doubted myself afterwards. Maybe I jumbled the timeline and I  only thought I knew about 9/11 before it happened?

So this time I did it differently. I wrote it down. On a scrap of of paper I put the date and the sentence, "William will die tomorrow." I signed it. I put the paper in my wallet.

Next evening, I got a phone. William died.

No one believes me about the piece of scrap paper. They say I wrote it after I heard and that's it's a sicko thing to do. But I know. I know I wrote it down before he died.



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178,225 If you believed in God you also have to believed in the devil . Sometimes when I read about henious crimes I wonder what drives a person to do such horrific crime , I believed some people do get possessed by Satan himself . I'm not saying everything bad that happens is because of him but if you look into cases like the crazy guy who used to kill children and then eat them it has to be something beyond free will .



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178,224 AS I journey through life now, without you by my side, one thing is apparent, you and I were meant to find one another again an d it certainly served a purpose for each of us. I truly believe that with all my heart now. It still hurts knowing that we weren't able to work out our differences, but you did leave the largest impression on this soul.

no ONE will ever compare to you my love. Never. Even though I hope to find "true" love again, I am at this point skeptical, it really doesn't matter now anyway.  

Had I not met you, I never would have known this kind of personal growth. I hope your new life brings you the peace , love, light and joy you seek and that I was never able to provide.  

A.



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178,223 I'm due for a time of struggling again. I've been living on my Dad's couch for the last 5 months, and after multiple failed attempts to find an apartment again (friends not holding up their end, having a shitty credit score, not having a cosigner), a friend of mine offered to let me stay with her for a couple more months while I try to work something out.

Now she's in a mental hospital for abusing drugs and trying to OD on her meds. She won't make rent this month, and her roommate doesn't want her back because everyone in the house does some kind of drug. It's going to become a fight.

I don't want to get in between anything, and I also don't want to be in the center of a house full of people disagreeing.

On the other hand, my brother is coming back from the military, and is planning on staying with my father. There's already hardly room for me in that house, so once he comes we're going to be jam packed. Not to mention I'm a female, so bye bye the the little privacy I had.

So either way, I'm going to be dealing with something difficult in the coming months. I can only look to God for a solution.



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178,222 The ideas of the Christian God and science don't have to disagree. Once a pastor told me, "God made the laws of physics, and then he followed them!" That really stuck with me, because it explains a couple things.

1) It's a viable explanation for why we don't see the fabled "righteous acts of God" that the Old Testament talks about. It wouldn't make natural sense for a lightning bolt to come from the sky in sunny weather to smite someone, just because they uttered the phrase "May God strike me down if..."

2) Also an explanation for why bad things happen in the world. Aside from probability, diseases (for the most part), and natural disasters, many of the bad things that happen to people are caused by the actions of other humans. Free will is a universal concept, and that means that people are free to hurt each other as they please without God's interference (in the physical sense, as opposed to His interference through the actions of a believer). God isn't going to pick and choose who gets to have free will or not.

3)Given how much research has been done in the scientific community, it wouldn't be smart to avoid all the evidence we've uncovered of lost civilizations, dinosaurs, life on other planets, etc. If you put this idea alongside the Christian belief that God is omnipotent, you can conclude that this God would not only have the intelligence to create the Big Bang, but the patience to wait for its effects to play out over millions of years. If this God were really transcendent of time, it wouldn't seem like very long. This is the one point I feel like most people disagree on, because they feel like Creationism says that Adam and Eve were created from dust like magic, when that "dust" could have been the subatomic particles that all life on this planet started from. I think it's fair to say that whatever physical person who wrote the Bible wouldn't know about the long link between dust and humans. Energy can neither be created nor destroyed, and the idea that an entire human, in all of our complexity, could be created in an instant from literal soil is ridiculous.

I don't know. I feel like there are 3 sides to it. The Christian side, the scientific side (assuming that side doesn't believe in God & the Bible, which isn't always true, I know), and the truth (that both ideas can coexist.



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178,221 I wish I could see what people were really thinking. Not for some dark or crazy reason but because sometimes I get so overwhelmed with life & work I wonder how other people do it. I would ask but I doubt anyone would answer honestly. This week for example: I am insanely busy at work. I feel like I'm drowning. I literally do not know how I am going to finish all the things that need to be done. This makes me feel embarrassed, ashamed and angry. I'm a hard worker and I hate looking stupid. How do other people handle it? I spoke to my boss about delagating some of my tasks to other less busy co-workers and she shrugged me off. Am I being an asshole? Or stupid? I feel like if I were to ask say, a co-worker or friend they wouldn't answer honestly because they don't want to admit they feel overwhelmed too. Or maybe they would answer but I would believe them. Why is life so fucking complicated??! D:



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178,220 Sometimes as we walk through the heavy mists of life, we find something beautiful and true that shines its light so bright that, for a moment perhaps even for an infinite moment the mists become a veil of stars.

That happened when I happened to find You.



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178,219 My husband and I had a courthouse/city hall wedding.

I wanted it because I'm very shy and can't stand the thought of everyone staring at me.  I would be so uncomfortable.

My husband wanted it because he wouldn't want anyone to see him marrying me.  He would be so uncomfortable.



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178,218 I LOVE  hairy Pussy.  Shaved is disgusting. Looks like you're about to have surgery.



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178,217 Sometimes my ear wax isn't brown. It's closer to black. I assume this is my brain juice leaking.



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178,216 The school drop off lane makes me wish I could legally rear end mini-vans!



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178,215 If burning my copy of the adoption papers that I signed would help me take it all back, I'd set the whole fucking world on fire.
..except then you'd have to live in that ugly burned down world, and I wouldn't ever do that to you.

That is how I sum up how I feel about my decision to place you up for adoption.
ILY
F/25



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178,214 I don't want my boyfriend to go to a con because he'll see how many beautiful nerdy chicks exist that have way better bodies than me (and to top it off arent sick) and he will realize that he can do way better and leave me



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178,213 Run away my love. To be continued?  Likely not.



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178,212 I shave my pussy. It looks so much better. Especially with panties on. When I don't shave it sticks out the sides, which I hate. I'm full blooded Italian so I typically grow a lot of hair. I love the way it looks shaved so much better but man is it a pain to keep up with.



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178,211 why do people at the gym always search for the parking spot closest to the door?  You are going to work out, the extra steps are not a bad thing



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178,210 Its cut time for the local HS sports.....  Three of our neighbors kids have not made the varsity their jr year despite playing on every possible travel team possible and each kid having a personal trainer for years.....one parent is actually trying to transfer schools as he knows the only reason his son isn't starting for the football team is the coach and with the right coach that he will be offered a D1 athletic scholarship to either clemson ot alabama....um there isn't a big demand for slow 5ཆ" 180 lb linebackers in college and if your kid had any talent they would at least be second string, getting cut means the coach doesn't foresee any chance of your kid helping the team the next two years.

I feel badly for the kids as all three have been told that they are budding superstars by their travel coaches and organizations.....when will people realize that travel sports are a business?  and that they prey on parents by telling them that johnny is the next Tom Brady or Messi?



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178,209 Stupid fucking addict. I hope you come across a bad batch and die. I'm so tired of you



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178,208 My refrigerator broke yesterday. Everything is warm. I can't take it. Everything is going wrong. I have no money to get the fridge fixed. All the food is going bad. I have no money for more food. I'm so desperately sad.



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178,207 Men create the iconic "Man Cave" in their basements, not so they can watch football, but so they can jerk off in private. Wives, you don't believe me? Put a secret nanny cam in the Man Cave. See for yourself.



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178,206 I've stopped shaving. I dont care. You want my pussy,I give you my pussy. You want to complain I dont shave down there, go find a different pussy.



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178,205 I know how I'm going to die. I have a heart condition. My heart goes into arrhythmia several times a day. One of these times it will stop. That will be it for me. My little blip of a life will be over. You only get one very short shot at living compared to the 15 billion years the universe has existed. And mine will be cut short. It pretty much sucks.

The part which sticks in my head - when my heart finally decides to stop, I'll feel it and know I only have four seconds left. That's how long a human brain will stay conscious without blood flow. 4 seconds! What will I do in those 4 second? Will I have epiphany thoughts? Like OMG I now see the pattern to prime numbers... or God does exist... Or will it be filled with fear. How cruel to be scared for my final four seconds.

I hate not knowing when it will be. More and more I understand why people take their own life.



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178,204 Klixen, indeed. She is amazing.



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178,203 I'm a social retard.



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178,202 If I could have a do over, I think I would like to have been pretty, and have incredible artistic abilities. Yep that's what I would have done with my do over.
F/60



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178,201 Fat people sing better.



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178,200 The fact that you can be attacked by a random psycho for no reason, and even the person(s) going as far as to eat your face is the reason why I carry a gun everywhere I go. I refuse to be a victim again!



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