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178,799 I wish I could tell my husband about this delicious locally-distilled vodka but I am supposed to be in recovery!



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178,798 I wonder if Hillary is being poisoned. Let's be real, our government has poisoned troublesome world leaders in the past. I don't have to mention how many anti-American leaders suddenly come down with cancer at a fairly young age. We obviously have the channels to make this happen to Hillary. The pattern seems right. It was just after the Dem Convention when she started having health difficulties, as if they waited to make sure she was the nominee before spiking her drink. How will it play out? If her poll numbers go down because of her health, possibly they let her live and lose the election? But if her poll numbers go up, do they give her a killer dose before November? I'm not advocating for any of this. I like Hillary. I'm only pointing out that I think America has to be the most corrupt nation in the world.



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178,797 When I was about 25, I went to a dance club with friends. I left my girlfriend at home. I did so with purpose. Honestly, I wanted to cheat on her.  

Once in the club, I started talking to this woman. She was a complete stranger. I flirted with her. She seemed to like it. After an hour or so she asked if I'd like to come home with her. This was a dream come true.

We caught a cab and went to her apartment in Gramercy Park. We get inside. It was a studio. One small room. The only place to sit was the bed. How convenient. We start kissing. Our clothes come off. I end up on top thrusting into her. It was perfect.

Then the situation took an instant nose dive.

I hear a noise behind me. The door to her apartment was opening. In comes this big guy, like over six feet tall and bulky. He starts screaming. "What the fuck are you doing...Who the fuck are you..."

I caught on right away. This was her boyfriend. She was cheating on him with me. He had a key to her apartment.

Like oh fuck.

He turns to me and yells to get out. He starts coming toward me. I'm not a big guy. I dodge him and run out the apartment door. I dash down the hallway. I see a fire door to a stairwell. I duck in there and go down a few flights. I'm totally panicked, but I wait a few seconds to see if he's coming after me.

There's nothing. I don't hear him chasing me.

I hover in the stairwell for a few minutes. I realize I have no choice. Because I have no clothes on. I'm totally naked. We were in the middle of fucking after all.

I don't know what to do. It's two more flights down to the lobby and street level. But what would I do down there? Walk out onto the sidewalk naked? What, and hail a cab? I had no money on me anyway. Maybe a cab driver would have pity on me and give me a ride for free? Or more correctly, maybe he'd call the police.

I'm thinking I could head down to the lobby and hide in the stairwell there. If I see a reasonable guy coming into the building, I could call out to him and humbly explain the situation. Maybe he'd find it funny and have pity on me and help me out. One of many problems - it's kind of a small building and it's 2 in the morning. What if no one comes in? Am I going to wait there all night?

I remain crouched in the corner of the stairwell thinking this through. Minutes go by. I have no plan. I'm half hoping I'm going to wake up from a bad dream.

The only valid thing I can think of, go back up to her apartment and knock on the door. I could apologize like my life depended on it. I could apologize and ask for  my clothes back. It's been about 15 minutes. Maybe he's calmer. I'll tell him he can keep my wallet. There's money in there. And I'll promise to never ever contact his girlfriend again. This is the only plan I can think of.

So I creep back up the stairs. I open the fire door. Damn it creaked. I hope to hell he didn't hear that. I poke my head out and look down the hallway. The coast is clear.  Now I just need enough bravery to knock on her door.

But suddenly there's a click. Her door starts to open. Oh fuck he's coming out. I'm so fucking dead. I'm paralyzed with fear. There is no point of running. I tried that once already.

But her door only opens a foot. I see a woman's hand reach out down near the bottom of the door. The hand places my neatly folded clothes and shoes into the hallway. Then the door shuts again.

Like oh my god, she put my clothes out for me. I have never felt so relieved. She saved my life. Okay, she almost cost me my life, but she made up for it by saving my life.

I sneak up to the door. I snatch my clothes. I go into the stairwell and get dressed. I would live to see another day.

That was the last time I dared to pick up a stranger. I remained ever true to my girlfriend after that. She eventually became my wife. We've been married for 17 years.  I wish I could tell her the story, but I can't. No matter. I will remain true to her for life.



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178,796 I wish I just knew the truth about the whole thing. It was you, wasn't it? It wasn't all in my head, right? Sometimes I think maybe I really was just delusional. Idk. I don't expect anything from you after all this time. It would just be nice to know the truth.



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178,795 784 there is a quote I read, something about how you will accept the abuse you feel you deserve. You will leave someone who abuses you more than you would abuse yourself but stay with someone who abuses you just a little less. I was with someone who verbally abused me, got physical sometimes too and I left when I found him on plenty of fish. Not because of the abuse tho, because of the dating profile. I went back to him after some time and after a year he did the same thing to me, a profile. Leave the guy you're with, don't spend years taking his shit. He might kill you. Idk how old you are, but I gave years to my ex and now I'm in my 30s afraid I won't find love.  But maybe deep down I still think im not good enough or something, maybe that's why I allowed it subconsciously. You need to ask yourself these questions too. Maybe I'm fucked up. Maybe I like being emotionally hurt deep down, this is the twisted shit I'm wondering now. Why else would I allow someone to put me through so much. Maybe I think I deserve it because I don't know how to cook everything or balance everything like some girls. Part of me thinks I'm not enough for certain reasons and I have to get that straight so I don't let another guy do the same thing. It will do you some good to figure it out for yourself too.



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178,794 I'm still curious about how he died but it's not like I can ask



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178,793 I love that Barry Manilow song. : ) Idk. Maybe I'll see you around soon.



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178,792 When will our eyes meet? When can I touch you? When will this strong yearning end?



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178,791 I'm thinking maybe you should word  your OK Cupid ad, and other dating sites ads to just simply say: " toxic abusive narcissist seeking punching bag". yeah. i think that would do it for you.



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178,790 Excessive use of electronics (clutching one's phone while sleeping, constant texting, always being on a tablet)?

You're looking at a cheater.



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178,788 Saying, "Sorry, I messed up," would solve the problem. But you can't say that because you have a large ego. Therefore you lose out. Are we clear on this? Your ego is causing problems for you. Maybe it's time to change?



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178,787 How does it feel to be so ignorant? What is like to be an adult and being stuck in the same place ?  When I was a kid I live in Indonensia and Australia for while , we travel to every single state of my home country , I seen most of the USA.  So please tell me what is like to be stuck in the same place and not visit or travel anyplace that it's exited?



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178,786 One of the best decisions I made this past year was getting a personal trainer.  He tortures me for a solid hour; sometimes almost to the point of nausea and there is no way I would do that on my own.  What I haven't figured out is whether I enjoy it so immensely because I am getting into such good shape or because he looks like a Greek God when looking down at me.
There is no crush to speak of on my end but lawd have mercy he is fun to look at.  Not your typical big neck muscle guy as he used to be a pro ball player and now trains them but he's looks like he stepped right off of a Viking movie set.   A real gentle giant which most men would think twice before looking for a fight.
Yum yum makes exercise fun.



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178,785 My husband just finish doing his will and he gave me a copy of it and introduce me to the lawyer who set up for us. I feel sorry for the one who thinks it's getting a big inherance from him his name is not even on it , he is not getting anything not even a percentage of his state. Also he set up limits on the trust funds and won't be able to get more than certain amount a year from it so they won't blow their money on stupid stuff.



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178,784 All of you complaining about your spouse trying to find something wrong just so they can go "off", they're cheating.  They're guilty of cheating and they're deflecting their transgressions to you.  Sorry but that's that.  

Seriously though, what spouse goes on a vacation on their own without their family?  That's not normal.  What spouse goes to the beach by themselves for the day without their kids?  That's not normal.



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178,783 It's an uneven relationship. You can't respect someone you have to take care of as you would a 13 year old girl. Eventually, you will regret it. Eventually she will have no "use" for you. Everyone will always be a prop in this ephemeral basement skit.

Don't be that person. End it now. Keep her at arms length. She will confuse your kindness for romantic love. Don't be that person. She's an adult. You're an adult. Tell her to get lost and have a nice life.

You will thank me later.



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178,782 weeks from now, when you've begun being an asshole to me all the time,  as you no longer have any need of me, and "move on" (as you call it)  and start dating someone new (apparently the other two recent interests didn't work out for you) and I'm crying all day long, or on the verge of tears and full of anxiety about missing you, and over romanticizing the loss of you, i need to remember what it felt like this morning as i put on my face make up, and felt the soreness of my jaw line and remembered why it feel like that. it's because you beat up on me night before last,  when you exploded because i said one thing that you didn't like. (it wasn't even inflammatory) minutes later, there you were explaining how hard this time is on you, because you love me so much but must move because I'm not the partner who can give you a family and all you want.  so incredulous at myself that i continue to waltz with you in this toxic dance. and it's made worse because no one even knows i see you anymore. what am i? some sort of stupid hapless teenager? I'm a grown woman. I'm a disgrace to myself!  please dear Lord, supernaturally give me the strength to let go, watch you go thru the forever doorway of my life, and watch myself lock the door. I'm only a victim at this point...of myself.



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178,781 783: Good for you, pal! Don't put up with any of her shit. Bravo 👏🏻



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178,780 My wife went away for a long weekend with her friends, while I held down the fort with the kids. She comes back and within a minute she starts looking around for something I did wrong. I see her inspecting each room, looking for any sign of mess.

She eventually found something. I had not emptied the dishwasher. She starts screaming about how lazy I am not to have emptied the dishwasher before she came home.

I explained that we ate dinner an hour ago. I loaded the dishwasher and ran it. It only finished a few minutes before she arrived home. The dishes are still hot. I couldn't put them away until they cool down.

She condescendingly said I should have planned that out better. I should have thought more about the timing of dinner. I should have fed the kids at 4 o'clock so I'd have enough time to empty the dishwasher.

Really? LIKE FUCKING REALLY????

I let into her. Who the fuck does she think she is? She just had a vacation for three days while I took care of all the chores. But I'm a fuckup because there are dishes in the dishwasher???? You fucking out of your fucking arrogant mind you fucking cunt????

Why do women become this way? Who the fuck do you twats think you are? You all think you're the fucking Queen of England and your husbands are nothing more than your servants. No wonder why so many couples get divorced and women end up all alone living with 20 cats.



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178,779 178776, Thank you. I truly needed that. I'm trying to get over the one I loved and I believe that is her sentiment also. Seeing it written drives it home and changes the heartache into "meh, I've had better". Thank you.



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178,778 I wrote a heart-felt letter to a rock-star who was no longer in his prime; telling him how much his music meant to me & how it got me through my darkest days.  He never wrote back.  I resent that.  Jerk-off, I KNOW you weren't that busy ... not even an acknowledgement?  Fuck you ...



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178,777 My heart is shattered. The worst of it is that I cannot speak of it. My own personal hell.



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178,776 My wife sleeps with her iphone clutched in her hand. She's like a baby holding a security blanket. She can't ever be apart from her phone. Last thing she does before falling asleep is look at her phone. First thing she does the next morning is look at her phone. In a few short years, how did our society go from no iphones, to people sleeping with their iphones?



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178,775 I know you cheated on me when we were still married. You assumed I was and that's why you were always going through my phone, refusing me sexually at times or not letting me eat you out. I know I never did and I feel fine about it.

It's a reflection on you, not me. That's why I'm OK.



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178,774 "I must have loved you."

Now I occupy myself with empty sex, I change lovers almost as often as I change my panties.



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178,773 Yesterday, great things happened and I became more whole than I've been in a long time. Also, the caliber of people in my life now is vastly improved from my previous life.

Thank you universe!



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178,772 I feel so wholesome right now.  I can finally belong to something or a group that agrees. I need some sort of emotional connection. I don't want to be a piece of meat.
22F West Coast



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178,771 Tonight, inspired by some things posted here, I went outside and looked in the bedroom window as my wife was about to go to sleep.

Two things I noticed.

First, at one point she moved her hand under her underwear and rubbed at her pussy. Then she brought her hand up to her nose and smelled it. It was kind of sexy. She stopped though. No more rubbing.

The other thing. The whole while she was texting on her phone. Who was she texting so late at night? I imagine it was one of her female friends. I don't think she has a boyfriend. But what was she texting about when she felt the need to smell her own pussy? How did that text conversation go exactly?

"See you at the school bus stop tomorrow morning."

"O.K. By the way, how does you pussy smell right now?"

"Let me check...... it smells pretty good!"

"O.K. Good night."

I'm waiting until she's sound asleep and then I'm going to sneak her phone off her bedside table and look to see who she was texting. I'm really curious.



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178,770 For all those wondering how Hillary's health issues will play out if she gets elected, I invite you to google "Woodrow Wilson" and then guess who will REALLY be president?

A-HA!! It all makes sense now, doesn't it?



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178,769 A demisexual is a person who does not experience sexual attraction unless they form a strong emotional connection with someone.

Welcome to the club! Our flag is grey, white, and purple.



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178,768 Years spent telling the world, I'm not like any of you. It's never been more easy or fun.

There are so many hipsters everywhere I go; Finely tuned outer garments, cheeseball facial hair, try-hard eyeliner, women in various states of undress. (yay for the last observation)



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178,767 I never thought pro soccer would become popular in the USA, because we have our own form of football, thank you. But now I'm not so sure. What with the concussion issue, and now the arrogant and ridiculous attitudes of these overpaid, overprivileged whiny babies and, I'll just say it, how ghetto they act...maybe white people will dump the whole thing and migrate to soccer, and the NFL will be the next NBA. I've never been much of a soccer fan, but who knows, maybe I'll become one.



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178,766 744, 741, 742...Thanks! I don't feel so weird now.
Am a guy & sex without an emotional connection is such a waste of my time...I don't care how beautiful  the woman is...I can do casual sex but only with a female friend i have some kind of emotional connection with...
One night stands with some rando...not a chance!



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178,765 My ex who wants me back tells me that he fucked up with me because he realized he may have not been ready to be in a serious relationship. The first time we broke up he tried like crazy to get me back, he was 36 when we got back together, but he wasn't ready to be in a serious relationship? What the fuck were we doing then? We were together over 5 years, but he wasn't ready? When the fuck was he gonna be ready, at 50? But he was in a serious relationship with his bitch ex. So here it is, something I learned when i was 20 but I guess still holds true: I'm a nice girl, a good girl. Not an angel, I'm not a virgin, I'm nasty in bed, but it's not about that. But I'm nice. Guys don't want the good girl because they know that's it, that's the end of anything else, time to settle down and it scares the hell out of them. So they get with the other ones, the ones they think they don't take seriously. Because they "know" they'll be with other girls after her. It won't go anywhere. Problem is, they fall for that girl, because even if a guy's an asshole he still has a heart. And that's where these guys end up with bitches. And nice girls get left out in the cold because they were put on the backburner.  fuck that.  it pays to be a little bad. I'm not gonna be so nice anymore. I'm gonna be a little bit of a bitch. Let him (a guy, not my ex) work for the sweet girl I really am. I am so hurt by this, the fact that he wanted me back so bad and wasn't ready for something serious after all. Confuses the hell out of me, what were we doing then? He talks so much about wasting time, that's exactly what we were doing. I'm so hurt and I don't even want to be with him, I'm just hurt by this :(



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178,764 Every single day fucking Trump spews some new nonsense and/or outright lies. The guy spews absolutely nothing but nonsense and/or outright lies. I swear he must think about what kind of bull shit he can come up with that his moron supporters will eat up.

It's like I'm living in some alternate fucking universe where people insist black is white and day is night.

The guy is the fucking worst. He _only_ cares about himself and his ego. He believes none of the fucking garbage spewing from his moth. It is all designed to get the morons to support him and inflate his already way over inflated ego.

He is simply a bad, bad man.



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178,763 I've been reading true scary stories on reddit for a month or so now.  People often include in their stories that they live in a safe neighborhood and so they don't lock their doors at night or often or whatever.  This makes me as confused as a person can be.  I don't agree with not locking your door during the day but I can SEE how it would happen under the right circumstances.  But at night?  This completely confounds me.  Holy Hell, WHY?????  I don't get it, how could people leave their families so exposed, you're supposed to keep your kids alive, you nut jobs!!!!  And inevitably, the people who have these stories with their doors being unlocked attract maniacs who come in and attempt to rape/rob/kill these people who have no idea about reality and the monsters that live among us.  All you have to do is LOCK YOUR DOOR.  It WILL stop most intruders.  Like most, if not all.  There was a serial killer in Sacramento a long time ago in the 1980's named Richard Chase who committed the most heinous crimes you can imagine (killing entire families, drinking their blood and eating them, raped a pregnant dead woman's corpse, shit on their bed, I mean everything) and when he was asked WHY, he said, "Because the door was unlocked."  He actually went so far as to say that a locked door meant he was not welcome there but an unlocked door was an invitation to come in.  Okay?  What more do you need?????  LOCK THE FUCKING DOOR!!!!!!  Also, don't leave your blinds/curtains open at night.  The guy outside deciding whether he wants to come kill you or not will be FAR more likely to try to come into YOUR house if he can see in.  He can see who is there, where in the house they are, what valuables are where, what other entrances there are and where they lead, if you're awake/armed/asleep, if you're young, old, if there are dogs or not, you name it.  Imagine you're a creeper and you're deciding between one house with the blinds open or the neighbor's house, which has all the blinds closed.  You have NO IDEA who or what is in the neighbor's house but you know exactly what is going on in the blinds-open house.  You are going to choose the one you can see into.  And will have a plan that you have improvised around that individual situation.  PLEASE for God's sake and for the lives of you and your loved ones who you don't want to be raped and killed, CLOSE YOUR BLINDS AND LOCK THE DAMN DOORS.  SO many of these crimes could have been avoided had they just done these amazingly simple and obvious things.  It SHOULD be common sense but my God, it's not.  How completely insane that THIS is a SECRET to some.



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178,762 An 8 year difference compounded by BPD; You may as well be dating an 8 year old. Don't fall down this rabbit hole.



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178,761 I'm not voting for anyone because there is no one for ME to vote for, but I hope Trump wins.  I figure we're definitely screwed, no matter which way it goes, but I am so looking forward to the Republican rhetoric after he is in office and screwing up astronomically.  I can't wait!

By the way, I know Hillary would be just as horrible, but it just wouldn't be as entertaining to watch (we've already had the Bill and Hillary show).  I just think Republicans look much better with egg on their faces.  Can't wait!!!



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178,760 I watched outside a bedroom where my wife was staying. It was her boyfriends. I don't recommend it to anyone.



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178,759 I came out of a relationship and signed up for OKcupid after a couple of months. Wow just wow.  So there are guys on there who are 44 whose age range to date is 24-36.  Seriously?  The lowest age gap you'll accept is an 8 year difference?  That's the highest age gap I'll accept and that's still pushing it.  I like 2 or 3 years older than me, 6 is the highest i've gone. But i'll go to 8 if the chemistry is there.  And honestly, you'll have exceptions but 24 year old women stay with guys around their own age, so who are you kidding? a 20 year difference?  If a woman is 37 and 7 years younger than you, she's too old for you?  Mathematics on dating sites don't follow normal rules.  And it's the over 40 crowd of men too.  Guys in their 30's are less ageist to women their own age than the over 40 crowd.  I'm in my early 30's and it's amazing to think i could be too old for a 41 year old but just right for a 32 year old? These men are looking to vicariously live through their younger counterpart, or have a trophy, or they've decided that at 45 after they've fucked around their whole life they want a family. It's crazy.



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178,758 It's a tight race now... Deplorable vs. Despicable 2016.



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178,757 My wife does shit around here. She's the laziest piece of trash. I work from home. I'm always here. So it's easy for her to avoid everything and leave it for me to take care of. I make the meals. I clean the house. I take care of the yard. If there's anything that requires effort, she leaves it for me.

Getting drunk on a bottle of wine, oh she's got plenty of time for that. But she has no time to feed our children, .

She had a friend stop by the other day. The friend wanted curtains. We had some extras in thee attic. My wife invites the friend over to pick up the curtains. But my wife couldn't even be bothered to be here. Spur of the moment I had to search through boxes in the attic to find the curtains. The friend was kind enough to help. But my wife was nowhere to be found.

My wife is the most self centered person I've ever met. Life is all about her pleasures, and she doesn't spend an inkling of time on anyone else but herself.

Oh look what time it is. I gotta dash. Gotta pick up the kids from school and bring them to various events. Where's my wife? She's still out for lunch. What will I have for lunch now that's it's well past lunchtime? I'll grab a plain dry bagel on the way out the door.

I love my kids. I'd do anything for them. I do do everything for them. But it's way frustrating to have my wife involved and to have to listen to her criticisms, when she does none of the work.

She was gone to the beach for an entire day. I stayed home with our kids. (What mother doesn't bring her kids to the beach???) When she returned, you know what she did? She looked in the trash and went on a half hour rampage that I throw things out incorrectly. I don't fold the empty milk carton to her liking. I'm supposed to fold it flatter and then squish it so it takes up less room. Less room in the trash? WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT SQUISHING THE MILK CARTON WHEN I'M DOING SO MANY OTHER DAMN THINGS! Someone should squish my wife so she takes up less room in my life.



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178,756 Here's a big secret I wish I'd known when I was younger:  All those things in your head and heart; those paradigms that absolutely make you, will fade into nothingness as you age.  Values and ideals change.  So, all those absolute imperatives you have in youth turn out to be just frivolous daydreams.  That is why when you approach an older person with your life-changing ideas and solutions you only get a beleaguered eye roll.  We older people know much better, especially those of us whose dreams have been dead for years (and years and years).



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178,755 My wife is not happy unless she's causing a problem. I'm so tired of her and her crap.



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178,754 Patricia, if you are reading this, know that I want you back.  All can be forgotten and we can start new and move forward.  Please reach out to me in some way.  It's a new day and a new time for beginnings.



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178,753 Hey assholes, why would I want to "Subscribe" to every damn site that I happen to glance at an article on? Or even BEFORE I've read the article?! I guess probably for the same reason I'm expected to tip at a yogurt shop where I've prepared the entire thing myself and they do me the incredible favor of accepting payment from me. Get over yourself and stop asking people for things you clearly do not deserve. It's just downright insulting.



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178,752 Yes, but I'm so grateful not to be stuck in 2012 like you are. Someone keeps pushing your reset button. I guess it's the best you can do.



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178,751 I'm so dense. You wanted out long before I realized that it was over. You finally got your excuse in February when it all hit the fan. My God, my heart has been clinging to nothing all this time. No wonder I feel like ending it all most of the time.



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178,750 I wish Facebook had an atheist setting. My goodness it is embarrassing that I am "friends" with so many people who still believe in God.



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178,749 Sitting for the national anthem is disrespectful. Especially for people who make millions of $ from their presence in the USA.If America is so bad , why don't you move to Russia,Africa or the Middle East and see how far you will get? Nowhere else will people like this be making this type of money for playing ball. Shut up show respect and thank God every day that you were born in the USA.You are a arrogant and uneducated.



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178,748 God, I really want to marry you. We've been friends for nearly a decade and lovers for two. Is that enough time to base a real commitment on? A lifetime commitment? We've seen the worse of each other and it hasn't made us bitter. And logically I have my reservations about marriage, I'm only 23, but in my young (and fairly emotional) perspective I think we're different from the statistics? That we'll last? My head is at war with my heart a little...
But no, as much as I want to marry you I don't think it's a good idea, not yet anyway. And if I'm planning to be with you for a lifetime there's no real rush is there? Failing that if I'm really set on the idea of it we can do a private, strictly off the books ceremony between ourselves. Our promise to each other is more important than a glitzy wedding or the legal tie ups of a "real" wedding. Far less expensive too.
But boy, I hope we last. More than anything I want us to last.



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178,747 I have a tomato plant I started from some seeds from a tomato in a sandwich.

The plant is going nuts. It's of an indeterminate variety I guess.

I will secretly package the seeds and label them "Grandma's Most Outstanding"

;)



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178,746 Now that I'm older, casual sex is a joke. I'd rather sleep alone now since I am single again. I'm going to let my heart heal from the last relationship before I try to connect with another.

The problem is, I never had such an intense soul connection ever in my life and now that she's gone, I really doubt that I ever will. It kinda sucks ..............



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178,745 I also once snuck around to the back of my house and spied on my wife through the bedroom window as she was going to bed. I was treated to a show of her picking her nose and eating it. Pretty fucking gross.



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178,744 I wish Netflix had porn.



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178,743 I cant have casual sex either. No emotional connection, no sex. I thought i was the only weirdo out there and now I guess I'm glad that I'm not the only one who feels that way...



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178,742 My husband divorced me after 9 years of marriage. He didn't run off with another woman. He left because he said I wasn't a good person. I wish instead there had been another woman. :(



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178,741 741 I am the same way! I won't have sex unless there is an emotional connection. The problem is if I have feelings it won't be casual sex. So I just don't do casual sex. I wish I could do the casual sex thing I feel like it would be so much easier.



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178,740 I'm not normally attracted to anyone unless there's an emotional connection. It makes it impossible to have casual sex. I really wish I could. I'm single, attractive and without children. I would like a steady source of sex. However, I'm just not attracted to anyone right now.

Damn it.



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178,739 Hillary didn't collapse today. She tripped over a bump in the sidewalk because stupid Republicans took away the funding to repair our roads. These same people are trying to spin it to say Hillary is sick. Liars.



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178,738 My heart just got ripped to shreds.
Trust violated, I'm a fool that will never learn. :(



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178,737 Everyday for weeks the Hillary people have been saying there is nothing wrong with her health. Now today she collapses and they tell us she has pneumonia. Did you just happen to forget that small detail when saying her health was fine?

So there you have it, the Dems were lying when saying Hillary's health was fine.

But let me ask you this. Should we believe them about the pneumonia? Or are they covering up something larger? Like if they just lied once, how do we know they aren't lying again?

It was very clear when Hillary had some type of episode the other day that one of her security people pulled out a diazepam pen. This is seizure medicine. If she is suffering from pneumonia, why pull out seizure medicine?

I think there is so much dishonesty going on with this situation. I've heard the talk about Hillary and her lies over the years. Now all of America is seeing it play out day by day with her health. Wow, I couldn't do that. I don't know anyone who could tell lie after lie.



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178,736 Every time I'm near a knife or a needle, I think about jabbing it into my eye.
Intrusive thoughts are weird.



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178,735 You've left a bad taste in my mouth. I'm done with you.



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178,734 I get that you are making a point...but you don't seriously believe that Donald Trump sits in an office and interviews construction workers...



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178,733 I hate to give fuel to the conspiracy theorists, but in fairness, they seems to be right. Hillary Clinton collapsed today at a 9/11 ceremony. There does seem to be something going on with her health. I feel bad for her. But at the same time, I think she needs to be square with the American people. If she is ill she needs to tell us. It's not right that she hides her illness just to get elected, and then she resigns.



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178,732 I strongly suspect that we don't beat ISIS on purpose. We intentionally, although secretly, allow the terrorists to exist.

A government needs an enemy. The idea of a enemy keeps citizens in fear. Fearful citizens needs a strong government to protect them.

In other words, the US allows ISIS to continue, so our government leaders keep their power.

Stop and think about this. The terrorists are poor, malnourished, scruffy guys wearing used Adidas sneakers while living in huts and caves. On the other hand, we spend a trillion dollars a year to maintain the most sophisticated army in human history. Yet we can't beat these terrorists? Do you really believe that?

Our government leaders are allowing US citizens to be killed for their own personal gain.



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178,731 I wish I had someone to love and who loved me in my life.
Not just FWB.

I know I should wait it out until find someone but I get so lonely. I just want someone to touch me.

That said, I still am happier than when I was married.



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178,730 Yea, I don't miss you one damn bit.

It's liberating to say the least.



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178,729 All I believe in is impermanence, mostly having to do with ourselves. I'm not who I was when I was 20. I won't be who I was when I'm 30, 40, 50... I won't be who I was when I am about to die. There is no moment in life where everything is 'perfect' (there's no such thing as that either). There is no golden spot in life where your growth stops and you say "That's it, I'm here! This is me forever." There is no golden spot for meeting someone, getting married, having children, landing a job. There is no script to life.

So stop trying to say that I am young, dumb and have never known what I wanted and didn't understand. We're always young and dumb. There is no such thing as age, only time and experience and stories that have never happened. I don't know more than you. I just think different.



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178,728 I'm a deplorable person. Proud to be so.



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178,727 Two things I am thinking about a lot:

1) A woman, younger than me, maybe late 30's. She is so incredibly cute and friendly and has a great body. I would so much love to have sex with this woman. I can just imagine going down on her, getting her juices all over my face, as I make her cum. God I'd love that.

2) I have been wanting to suck a guy off for quite a while now. I doubt vey much it would ever happen.



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178,726 My darling husband told me one of his fantasies was to have me masturbate in the bed with the curtains open. He'd stand out in the bushes and watch while jerking off.

Hemmm, uhmmm, errr... okay, we can do that I guess.

So we did. He said he'd go out the back door and come around in the darkness to the bedroom window and when I see him, I should touch my punta and he'll diddle with his thingy.

I took my clothes off and laid naked on the bed. A minute later I heard him rustling in the bushes by the window. So I started rubbing. I couldn't see more than a shadowy figure, but I could tell by the rhythmic motion that he was stroking himself. This was supposed to excite me. It didn't. I thought it very perverted. Not a big turn on for women to think they are secretly being watched by a perv jerking off.

But alright, we did it. Within two minutes I heard a grunt and he spewed his goo on my Korean lilac bushes.

He comes back in the bedroom. I kid you not, he says, "Sorry. I spilled my wine on the kitchen floor. I had to clean it up. I'll go outside now so we can start."

"Uhmmm....... I hope you are kidding!"

He says he wasn't. To this day I don't know whether to believe him or not. But I might have masturbated for a total stranger looking in my window.



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178,725 I've been stalked, mobbed, interfered with with ultrasound and hacked. Every response I made was wrong, slow, or non existent and there's nothing I could do about any of it.

And this post will probably just make someone out there smile because I'm still that same old victim.



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178,724 Some of my friends fell out of practice with witchcraft.  So I started setting up rituals and doing more tarot, and they became inspired to do some practice again.  I liked being solitary for a while, but I also love it when my friends can just practice without competing or too much judgment.

We are doing some right now, and this just feels so right.  It feels like the best thing to me, like how a musician enjoys music and how an artist enjoys art.  I am a witch and I enjoy magick.  There is nothing more thrilling and enlivening to me than watching the things I do come to fruition through it.  It makes me forget all about my stress, my worries, and makes me forget all about wishing for death.

I tend to get into the most fights about it with atheists rather than Christians.  Atheists have a problem with being obsessed about being right.  When they can drop their attitude and sit back and listen, we can get along great and I am happy to teach them things too.  They also have hungry and curious minds that I am content to fill.  Preconceptions are a killer for people who want to learn about the world but believe that things don't exist before they even know anything about it.



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178,723 I practice witchcraft. It makes me feel in tune with the energies of our world. It's not my "religion" per say, that would require a solid set of tenants and the backing of a community of like minded peers. Instead my practice is incredibly personal, and it changes by the day and the situation. It keeps me grounded, it keeps my mind clear. I feel closer to the earth and I'm more mindful both ethically and ecologically.
I've been learning so much about history and geology and botany, every week I have a new book in my hand. Everyday I learn something new about our world as I further my craft and my notes grow fatter. I feel like a new person! Nothing but good has come from my studies. I've found a confidence that I never knew I had!
But I have keep my spirituality a secret. Any spiritual reverence in this country that isn't christian is vilified and often ostracized.
It's so frustrating not being able to share the benefits of my craft with the people I love. I want so badly to talk freely about the thing that has brought me so much joy and has consumed my attention for years now. But if it's not to be, it's not to be.



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178,722 My ex is a paranoid schizophrenic who hid his diagnostic from me.

6 years later (now), 1500 miles away,  I met another man who is also a schizophrenic and who tells me about his diagnostic up front.

My counselor is going to have a field day with this.



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178,721 Everyone in my circle is abuzz because a woman we know is getting divorced. This was her third marriage. This was his third marriage. Why is anyone surprised they are getting a divorce?



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178,720 Womanizers DON'T marry the girl who does ass to mouth.  They marry the good girl with a great public presence.  Infrequent sex that's pretty standard because good girls don't lick balls in her mind.  He has stability and wholesomeness at home and seeks excitement elsewhere.

The side-piece gets facials and anal creampies.

- M 43 Married, Community leader whose cum is probably still leaking from his 22yo side piece's ass from last night



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178,719 Everyone is losing their mind because someone refused to stand up for a song, meanwhile in America - a rapist gets to walk free after sexually assaulting an unconscious woman because a prison sentence would have a "harsh impact" on him, Standing Rock Sioux Tribe of North Dakota are being arrested for protesting on their OWN sovereign land against unlawful North Dakota Access Pipeline (even the UN has stated this), Zika hysteria is among us with millions of bees slaughtered, Monsanto continues to spray our food, reports state we have the highest rate of 1st day infant mortality rates, another report was just released that lead contaminates were found in the schools at St.Louis, a DA in San Antonio is viciously attacked because he shared his son's vaccine injury story causing his autism he was not born with... Way to go, America! Way to focus on the real issues at hand.



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178,718 Now all of us deplorables know what the mega rich really think of us, the backbone of this country.  I think this was a secret to many, but now we know the truth straight from Hillary.  At least Trump is honest.  Rude, yes, liar no.



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178,717 Hi! Wonder what it feels like to look into your eyes nowadays. I was never able to tell. It's been years now but ill let you know. You're the one Eric. I love(d) you



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178,716 I wish I was brave enough to sit for the national anthem.



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178,715 I have friends here. They are not actually friends. But in this white affluent town, anyone who is also white and affluent is a friend. That's how it works.

I'll be at the Mall in the next town. It's not a white affluent town. It's the opposite. There are black people. Actual black people. Oh my!

I'll bump into one of my white affluent friends coming out of a jewelry store. She'll see a black mother walking along with her children. Her son is eating a slice of pizza. My white affluent friend can't say enough bad things about the black mother.

"What mother would feed her children pizza?

"Can you believe these people? That's why they are so unhealthy and fat!"

"That's why they do so poorly in school, because they never received proper nutrition!"

My white affluent friend can tell all this from the one slice of pizza.

A week later I'm on Main Street, safely back in my white affluent town. I bump into that same white affluent friend. She's coming out of the pizza parlor. Her son is stuffing his face with a slice.

I didn't realize this before, but apparently pizza is only bad for you if you are not white and affluent.



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178,714 I'm toying with the idea of placing an NSA ad for someone to fuck my wife. It would have to be a secret. My wife could not know about it. I'd arrange to have the guy "randomly" bump into my wife. Beforehand I'd feed him with exactly what to bring up to entice her. If for example he happened to say something which made him appear wealthy, bingo, she'd be interested. I'd really like to know if she'd go for it. I think she would. I think she'd jump on it.



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178,713 I don't think Trump comments are racist but he is a hyprocat . How can you talk about illegal immigration when himself hire thems . I have no problem with people making money and being extremely wealthy but don't do it taken advantage of people , he abused and exploits people and when they are no longer needed he just discard them like trash.



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178,712 That feeling when you're out with your mom on Saturday afternoon to get your nails done together, and you burp up a little semen. It makes me smile.



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178,711 The difference is that when Trumps says what's on his mind, e.g., "Some immigrants come here and commit crimes. I'd like to deport them to keep our country safe." He is called a racist. I can't understand that. He is taking a stand against bad people who hurt others.

But when Hillary calls half of America deplorable, well that's okay? Why is that okay?

See the difference? Trump is trying to make America better by getting rid of the bad people.

Hillary is just in a bad mood because we refuse to vote for her, so she immaturely has to start name calling.



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178,710 I read a secret up until I notice the words "Clinton" or "Trump" in it. Then I stop, move on to the next one, and never give it a second thought.



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178,709 College educated professional basket of deplorable...



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178,708 Trump supporters are a "basket of deplorables".

A truer statement has never been made.

But now they are getting all whiny. Guess Trump can say what is on his mind but others cannot.

Typical.



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178,707 I have my walls, my tests, my convictions. I understand the strength and frailty of trust; I do. Sad thing though: I'm weak to rejection, so I tend to do that fight/flight thing when I can feel that someone isn't into me. I'm fine with it now, though, as it has steered me away from some toxic folks. Thanks, instincts.



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178,706 To all the idiotic parents out there (like I was) spoling their child, giving them everything, at their beck & call- look out! I am estranged from my daughter (her choice) because I finally decided her last outburst insulting me in front of my friends again, cursing me out, etc. was the last time. I was always to blame for her being dumped by her boyfriends, friends, teachers mad at her, it rained that day, you name it- it was "all my fault". Spoiled, privileged children grow up to be spoiled, privileged adults. I put her through college all on my dime (my job- I know) and not once, ever did she say "thank you"- not once or even "apologize" for her hateful outbursts. Pay heed people, this could be your future. Oh & she was a delightful child until she turned 16- the beginning of the end....she is now I'm her late 20s and just as hateful as ever.



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178,705 I just had a dream. We were in bed, had just woken up. You must have been horny. You asked me a question about sex. Didn't i want to have any ever again. I said yes. I wasn't the one who had need withholding until a few months back. I said I've been craving some cock for months now. You said get ready. You said you were going to stuff my pussy with your cock and give me the best sex of my life. (This was the most unromantic dream I have ever had) I HAD to pee so I got out of bed. I remember as I threw my phone on our bed and passed by the window, i touched the pane. It wasn't hot outside yet. I was thinking that was the one thing i could count on was the weather.  It was always the same. I've come to a realization. You flip flop. You go Back and forth. I can count on you for one thing and one thing only. And that's not enough. You lie to me all the time. You admitted you were fucking around on me too. Then you recanted forty five minutes later. I stopped believing your bullcrap a long time ago.You masturbate in the shower instead of having sex with me. You take off and stay gone for two or three days at a time once a week. And so many other things you're doing. You fill my chest with anxiety and depression. And I've had enough. But This isn't about sex. This is about feeling loved and accepted. This is about everything that's wrong about our relationship. You want to keep holding on. Go ahead. But I'm going to do me from now on. And I don't care how your culture is. This isn't the 1950's. And I don't care if you're friends and family call me the awfullest names there are. This is my life. And I'm not going to waste it on an affectionless and sexless relationship. we don't even kiss anymore. You caused that. I don't feel wanted and desired and attractive anymore. You caused that. So things are going to change around here. I'm going to finally begin getting what I need out of life. You do you the way you've been doing since we met. And I'll do me starting now. And That's the way it is.



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178,704 Clinton is now making sweeping prejudicial pronouncements that Trump supporters are a "basket of deplorables".

She's insulting half of America!

I support Trump. Because I'm tired of corruption. Is that wrong of me to want to end government corruption?

I also teach your children. I stay after school to help them study for tests. I volunteer to run charitable community events. When I see litter in the park, I pick it up. I write letters to the newspaper thanking others for their kind deeds. I grow a garden with all the produce going to a homeless shelter.

But I'm deplorable? Really? I'm deplorable??



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178,703 Barbara Streisand is bashing Trump? I never liked her sappy music anyway. Luckily I don't have to listen to it often because where I work, there are no elevators.



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178,702 I'm already bored with the news coverage of 9.11 and it isn't even 9.11 yet.



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178,701 I needle people. I push them and push them until they blow up and start screaming. Then I stand back and point out to others how unstable the screaming person is.

There was a fellow running for public office in my town. He was on the local cable tv talk show about government issues. I called in with a pointed question. It made him uncomfortable. I grilled him more and more. I had done my home work. I knew his flaws in prior projects he had worked on.

After 10 minutes he started yelling into the tv camera. I think if he could have reached me, he would have strangled me.

He lost the election.

This is my one skill in life. Setting people up for a big fall.

I'm kind of a jackass. But I've learned to use my jackass skills for the public good.



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178,700 I have dreamed about YOU every morning this past week. That takes my heart about ten steps backwards now.  

Thanks for loving and leaving..............



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