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179,199 Life is short.  

Love all you can now.

Tomorrow is never a day today.



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179,198 One day I hope I see a craigslist missed connection out for me.



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179,197 Let's stop calling people who screw up, stupid. They know exactly what they are doing, you know why, because they are selfish.

So you selfish asshole, stop screwing around.



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179,196 Why do I want you so fucking badly????



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179,195 My family always yelled at me at a kid.  Now I can't even talk to people.  I can't ever do anything unless I'm thinking about how pissed they are at me, and I'm frequently angry.  They are completely dysfunctional, and so am I.



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179,194 When people talk about "white privilege" and "male privilege," I think they're mentally slow. First, they can't see that it opens up a Pandora's box of privilege hierarchy.  It reminds me of how people used to believe in phrenology, feeling the bumps on people's heads to determine things about them.  You're white, so you're privileged!  Plus 1 point!  Wait, but you're a woman, so minus 1 point!  But wait, is it minus half a point if you're a white woman?  And a full point if you're a black woman?   Wait, you're gay!  Minus 1 point!  But you're a white male, so plus two points, and that means you're privileged!

It's this fucking ridiculous pseudoscience that's been pushed in order for certain groups of people to maintain their dominance.  And people are too stupid to see it.



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179,193 I haven't cleaned my rabbit hutch in years.



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179,192 Some of the main causes of depression which can be alleviated simply with policing your mind...

Regretting your past
Worrying about the future
Attachment to people places or things
Comparing yourself to others

Your so right about living in the now.



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179,191 Someone, please, please kill me. I don't have the courage for suicide.



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179,190 Just for today, I will stay in the here and now. Today- this moment- I am free.



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179,189 My dad beat and raped my mom, and when she tried to divorce him for it, he claimed she signed a prenup - meanwhile it was the marriage contract in our home country. He had planned it all along to make sure she wouldn't get a penny from him. And once the judges found out how fucked up in the head he was, they told him to pay child support - instead he emptied my families savings and fled the US. Haven't heard from him in years until 2 days ago. It was my 21st birthday. He said he loved me and that I was always in his prayers. What a crock of shit. Because of him I couldn't afford a college education. I'm going to find him one of these days, and I will kill him. I've been hitting the gym every day and what fuels me is beating him to a bloody pulp. Because of him I couldn't have a child hood. I had to take care of my mom who suffers from fibromyalgia and my little sister. I'm going to make it big one day, and he's going to regret ever pulling this stunt. So I hope you're ready, Sam. Because I'm coming for you.



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179,188 The Liberals always talk about Darwinism, survival of the fittest, science and all that, yet when it comes to people they give incentives to people based on their sex or the color of their skin, when things like college admittance should be based on grades alone.  

Should we be feeding and supporting people who can work but choose not to?  I don't think so.  Make them go clean up roadways, clean a park, do community service.  Make the earn their way through life like the rest of us.

Finally, I made this statement half in jest when Obamacare was going to be passed.  Yes, I was smart enough to know our rates would skyrocket, our out of pocket expenses would go through the roof, we could not keep our doctor and that ultimately it will fail.  I made this prediction...one day you will go to the doctors office and the doctor will be some minority, or special interest person who did not go to school and got the job only because the government demanded it.  This will be the same person who took your order at McDonald's the day before, or changed your oil, or picked up their ebt card.

The stupid people are truly overpopulating this country.



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179,187 When my kids piss off my wife, she almost immediately will turn to yell or bitch at me in front of them, taking her anger at them out on me. I could just be cluelessly walking in the door from work and I get nailed with an attitude and earful from the wife. So, to deflect attention from themselves when they are in trouble, the kids will act like jerks knowing that my wife will go after me, then we will start fighting and then they are off the hook. Very smart and savvy kids, but very sick and tired husband/dad. This is really killing my mojo for life.



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179,186 the 11 year secret and very abusive relationship i have shared about here, i have finally allowed to come to an end. he was , especially in the last few weeks, manufacturing supposed slights and offenses by me and being very abusive about it all, physically and emotionally, and creating himself to be the victim. today when i reached out in a loving way, he told me communicating with me was no longer "worth the trouble" and i knew there was nothing really left to beg or plead about as a response to that. so i boldly shared some of my observations ( i've been in therapy for the past year, and still am to try to unpack my pathology about my allowing of this relationship as i have and the pain it causes me)

the really painful part of have caused myself in this, is that i stopped even telling my therapist i was still seeing him and the extent to which he abuses me physically. i can't blame him for that...it is all on me. but the loneliness of it has been pervasive and paralyzing.

i am not sure he will actually read any of it, but i am accepting of that and that it doesn't really matter. here were my closing words: "....at this point, i am finally willing to be resolved and accepting of your rejection of me".
this may seem like a small thing...but it's huge for me to stop begging him for another chance....and to let those words echo...into forevermore. now....let the true pain and then healing...hopefully...begin.



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179,185 I am a 20 y/o female,

I fantasize about my classmate... she is my complete opposite.. she is kind of a whore, but i know that she is lonely
uhh god I love to touch her, fml



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179,184 Here's where we fucked up on Affirmative Action. It was meant to be a tool to serve as incentive for colleges to accept black people and other people of color into their universities, to give them a fighting chance at a better education. Where it went wrong is that since colleges are basically businesses, the financial incentive is all that matters to them. A.K.A., they want their black person quota, so the government can give them more money. This is what leads to people only being seen through their demographics, because now to the school everyone is just a potential dollar sign. That sort of leaves poor white people in the dust, because they're not a guarantee for more money from the government. Yet another issue that points the finger at black people when the real culprits are the rich.

That happens way too much. We need to realize that the rich and their decisions are the reason for A VAST MAJORITY of our problems.



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179,183 Pandas are cute and all, but it's kind of annoying how much effort and money goes into saving their species, because ecologically they're pretty useless, and mostly get attention because they're cute and dopey.

Can we save a species that matters, like the honeybee? They're an insect we should actually be worried about losing.



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179,182 Sometimes your beliefs, and staying true to yourself, is much more valuable than money.



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179,181 I am a card carrying feminist who has a major issue with trans male to female people impinging in on women only space. To me, it feels like someone who lived their life as a privileged man, who upon transitioning to a woman, also screams for that privilege.

I do not feel comfortable or safe when they are there. Not that I am concerned about my safety but more like they have not lived my experience as a woman in a woman's body and allllll the shit that comes with.

Why are they trying so hard to make us accept them in this way? I feel like its using women only spaces as a tool to reinforce their femininity to themselves. That's it. I feel used.

And if anyone like me says anything, the pro trans community and allies make me out to be a monster. That rabid response is very telling. Dialogue not allowed. Once again, women are being told to shut up.



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179,180 I'm very picky who I befriend and it's extremely hard from me being from a big city, culture and well travel . Now I live in the suburbs in the Midwest where there's a lot of ignorant , uncultured and just plain stupid. It if wouldn't for my husband and kid that love this place I would pack and move back to the city.



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179,179 My sister passed away a few weeks back.  As she knew she was dying she told her 13 nieces and nephews that she would cut them out of her will if she found out they voted for Trump.  She admitted that she had no way of knowing but if she did, they were out of the will.  Two of my nephews texted her a picture of their absentee ballots with trump checked off two days before she died with the picture #makingamericagreatagain.  They thought themselves so funny.

Just came from her lawyers office, their little prank is going to cost them over a million dollars each...seems she made a ton of money in her life(high powered corporate attorney), spent very very little and made some great investments over the years.  Part of her will said to take the money that would have gone to those two nephews,use it to pay for lawyers fees if they contest the will meaning they would be paying the lawyers out of the money she would have left them.  If they don't contest it and when the period to contest the will expires to give the money to the Clinton Foundation and planned parenthood.

Ironic part of the 13 nieces and nephews those two need the money the most, both are saddled with over 100K is student loan debt and both are in default on their student loans.

tough life lesson, don't piss of your rich dying aunt



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179,178 i only have sex with my husband when absolutely necessary.



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179,177 To get into college, being a minority is more important than having good grades.

WHY??????

How is that fair to the students who study hard? How is it going to help the world by giving special consideration to people based solely on color instead of smarts?

Tell me this, if you needed emergency open heart surgery, would you choose the doctor based on smarts? Or would you look around and say, nah, I don't want the best doctor. We don't give enough opportunity to black people, so I'd like to do my part and have a black person do my operation.

Is that what you are going to say? Is that what anyone is ever going to say???????



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179,176 There's a group in my town which helps mentally impaired young adults, some with Down's syndrome, others with autism. It gives them a place to go during the day.

As part of their activities, they often make small videos and post online.  Normally it's quite charming.

But recently they posted a "humorous" piece where a mentally impaired person is talking about how he didn't impregnate a woman. He is NOT the father.

This is not funny to me.  Mentally impaired people shouldn't be talking about having sex. That's just wrong. We don't want to put sex ideas in their heads. These are childlike people. It's like having a 5 year old boy talking about having sex. It's more than inappropriate.

I can't say any of this out loud though. It's not politically correct for me to ever take issue with anything done by the mentally impaired and this group. Even though what they are doing is wrong. Just another example of PC gone astray.



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179,175 When I was a teenager I once violated a large teddy bear. Pulled the stitching apart in the crotch and fucked it to completion. Big news flash here: in hindsight, it felt nothing like a vagina.



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179,174 Like most of the "cool" kids in junior high, I was a dick to certain unpopular kids. I was relentlessly mean to one particular girl named Vicky. In hindsight, I am ashamed of what an asshole I was. I use this shame and guilt to teach my children that they are never to make fun of other kids and that they should always try to include the shy, reserved kids who might not have as many friends, or who are not as athletic, or who just look and act a little different. Not out of pity, but out of kindness.

I heard recently that Vicky, mom of two healthy and happy kids, lost her husband to cancer. I resisted the urge to reach out to her to offer my condolences. I've never apologized to her for treating her so callously all those years ago. If I ever see her face to face I swear that I will apologize, but the last thing I should do right now with her loss so fresh is appear in her inbox reminding her of my awful behavior. By the looks of things she has lots of loving friends and family for support. She doesn't need to hear from me. I wish nothing but the best for her.



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179,173 A guy writes a letter to the newspaper, nasty as hell, angry as hell, scolding residents for not being Christian enough and donating more to charity.

It's the nastiest letter I've read all year - the irony being that the letter is about the need to be nice.

You couldn't make this stuff up.



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179,172 My wife will also goes to her job without taking a shower. I seen it where we bonked the night before. I shot a load in her. She still goes to work without a shower.



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179,171 I found out I am the scary black guy at work.  Just working not causing any problems but somehow it happened.

Here's the chain of protected classes.

Black < Female < Gay < Muslim

Soooo cuz someone feels uncomfortable, I'm the asshole and since I am the bottom of the totem pole, I need readjustment.  Thanks Obama...



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179,170 71 real men touch



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179,169 How's it going, you, mama's boy?



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179,168 Real men use a keyboard, not some silly touchscreen.



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179,167 Secret: Don't buy a 3D printing pen. Typical crappy product. Works for 5 minutes and then breaks. I'm so tired of the shit companies sell.



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179,166 There is a guy I have known since high school. He has Always been a very large dude 6 foot and over 400lbs. He is gay, I am a straight guy.

My secret is... for the longest time I have always fantasized about him having his way with me, smothering and squashing me as he fucks and shoots his load into my ass. I want to go to the lake with him and feel his warm big blubbery body on mine. It makes me so hard thinking about it.

I may just act on it and see if he is interested.



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179,165 I am selling all my stuff that I have worked hard to acquire. It is time to truly simplify and live that balanced, centered life I have always dreamed of. Marriages down the shitter, business pretty well in the last stages and I couldn't be happier at the moment.  

If I decide to disappear, I want to have ready cash at hand so I can make it happen. What's the point of sticking around here anymore?  I could travel and find my next life, somewhere.



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179,164 I wonder daily how to slip out of my marriage, but things stay the same with my kids, home, and life in general. The only way I can think of this is for him to die. I would never act on this feeling, but it is something I think about. I'm married to him because I'm stuck. We have kids together. On the outside our marriage is wonderful. Everyone thinks so anyway. On the inside I'm wishing him dead every time he leaves the house. I'm not even seeing anyone outside the marriage. I just don't love him anymore.



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179,163 I still feel hurt that my boyfriend of nearly 4 years didn't come to see me prior to my surgery, coz he didn't feel like having a late night.
Is it really so unreasonable to feel this way?
It sounds silly, but I don't know how to move on from this, it feels like my mind has become fixated on this. He hasn't even apologised, even after realising how much him being there would have meant for me.



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179,162 I just want to fuck this English guy, smoke cigarettes, drink wine, and talk about books



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179,161 She deserves to die.



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179,160 We should raise a huge banner of Melania Trump from one of her porn shoots -- that would be a proud representation of the USA, don't you think?



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179,159 You were bitter when we were together, you are even more bitter now. Why continue to drink poison hoping the other person dies?????



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179,158 how important is love?
do i sacrifice everything else because i would not be loved?
fuck him
fuck the world
i deserve better



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179,157 When it's a woman sucking me off, I can only cum once a day. When it's a guy sucking me off, I can cum twice a day.



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179,156 It still stings a bit, just not nearly as bad as it did a few months ago. I am already starting to forget a lot of the times we were together. Now, if I could wake up and no longer think of her, that would be a major win.



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179,155 Reading about the aftermath of the Presidential debate I am surprised how vicious social media and the press have been toward people that feel Trump would be a better President.

Liberals call on everybody to be tolerant of their believes but once they realize you don't agree with them the gloves come off and  you are called a bigot and racist and worse.

Clinton ads tell us how crude Trumps is towards women but what did she and her husband do to an intern in the White House? Hillary  called all Bill Clinton's "dates" every name on the book -but that is OK.

On Facebook liberal women were making remarks about Melania Trump that were disgusting- and sexual.

All this is fair because liberlas think they are superior and know it all. Look in mirror and realize who the bigots are! Practise what you preach and be tolerant to other peoples opinions -You demand it from others!



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179,154 I waited five years for you to love me back. Five. and you did. and we fell in love and I thought this was our happy ending but you went to college to better yourself and broke up with me a week after. im so tired of waiting on you to decide what you want from me. i dont want this anymore. Love hurts a lot and you should trust your gut...



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179,153 I don't go out of my house at night because there are so many bats flying around. I feel like this is the middle ages. How can bats still be a problem in 2016?



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179,152 I pleaded with my wife to stop spending so much on herself. She doesn't listen. I'm divorcing her. The end. It's over. But I don't understand why she did this to us.



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179,151 I got a prescription for Xanax from my doctor on Thursday.  I haven't needed it in years, but I had it refilled anyway.  90 days, 0.5 mg, so some pretty heavy stuff.  When I was younger I needed to have a few major surgeries, and I developed a taste for opiods.  I got the prescription filled and I immediately started popping it like candy.  I spent the better part of the last five days knocked on my ass.  My wife didn't know I had the prescription, and she said I was acting a little weird.  I told her I was just tired and so I took a couple naps.  I must have taken 20 of the pills in the first five days.  I was popping three pills before bedtime.  When I woke up the next morning, I'd pop another.  When the pills wore off, I'd start sweating like an addict.

I woke up this morning and just felt like it was the old days, when I was a pill addict.  The pills were grabbing ahold of me, again.  I couldn't control myself.  So the first thing I did is what I usually do when I get these prescriptions and things get out of control: I dumped the remaining 70 pills into the toilet and flushed them down.  I had my fun for five days, now it's time to get back to the real world.  I kept the bottle for the refill in 6 months, though.



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179,150 My wife and I don't talk. We have nothing to talk about. No share interests. I like intellectual issues. Politics. Books. News items. Social justice. Academics.

She likes to talk about the weather mostly. Sometimes she'll tell me about a new face cream on sale, or she'll give me a recap of what happened on Dancing With The Stars.

I said we are two ships in the night. She looked confused and said she's hasn't been on a boat in years, but we should take a cruise, if the weather is nice.



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179,149 A wise person once told me, " Just let that shit go!"



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179,148 I still wear that stupid hoodie. I don't even like it anymore, but it's the only thing that's left. When I start missing you, I like to put that on and remind myself why moving on has only improved my life.

Still, you plague my thoughts. I'd love nothing more than to find someone else to do so...



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179,147 Men want sex. Women want marriage. This is not all they want, just what they want more....

Women who sleep with guys while they're dating, these are the women they should be marrying. But why would they give her a ring when they already get sex for free? So a man will marry the sweet girl who barely lets him touch her. Joke's on him, and all the unhappily married husbands who post here. What you see is what you get. You should have married the girl you had wild sex with, the girl who loved you.



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179,146 Trump was definitely coked out during that debate. That's why he was sniffing all the time.



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179,145 Scientists have said that this universe is only one of an infinite number of universes, all slightly different.

If so, I would like to request a transfer to another universe. Because this one is a fucking toilet full of diarrhea.

I don't even need to pack a suitcase, I'm ready to go!



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179,144 Im both ashamed and excited about wanting to have a 3some.



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179,143 I am having a really terrible time right now and I don't have anyone to talk to and I am so sad.  My mom has cancer, my brother tried to commit suicide, my car is broken, my job is so stressful I don't want to wake up n the morning and I don't really feel like I have any friends. Not really.  I am so sad and I can't see when it will stop. And I don't think anyon cares, really.



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179,142 Mike you're a dick.  You tell me how much you want me and plan to meet with me how many times in a row?  Only to disappear every single time.  You're not that nice like you think you are.  You don't want to be the asshole but you are, disappearing is an asshole move too btw.



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179,141 You are not allowed to say Clinton isn't attractive. You are not allowed to say she's fat. You are not allowed to to say anything bad about her. That's the rules for having a woman run for President.

Quick, spread the word. Tell everyone including the rest of the world that they better behave or else.

-Signed, The Clinton Campaign.



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179,140 About a year ago I met a guy on the Orange Line who was wearing a polar bear Christmas sweater with a cute little fuzzball nose. I thought it was adorable, and said so. We struck up a conversation in the 2 minutes that I was on the train, and I really wish I'd gotten his number because he's exactly my type. I could tell he was into me too...oh well.



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179,139 What was that box poking out the back of the Hillary's pant suit? It looked like an electronic device undercover cops wear when wired, Was Hillary receiving advice on what to say during the debate? Google it. There's clearly something in her waistband.



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179,138 Not sure who I am voting for come November. But Hillary's strange smile really freaked me out. Reminds me of one of those zombies on The Walking Dead.



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179,137 I feel let down by my marriage. It's not what I expected. I think she married me because time was running out and she felt she had to marry someone or risk being labeled an old spinster. Now we are married. We don't talk. We aren't intimate. I was a check box on her to do list. Married, check. A few of her friends are getting divorced. I'm sure it's another box on her to do list which she'll check off soon and then she'll never think of me again. Life wasn't supposed to be this way.



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179,136 So many people like Trump because he "Speaks his mind" and will "Make America great again", harkening back to a better time.  The funny thing is that back in that "better time" no one would "speak their mind" like Trump does.  They would be considered crass - or in todays terms, an "Asshole". Such irony.



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179,135 Why wasn't Gigi Hadid's attacker arrested? Because it's okay to accost women? What bullshit. Not only was he not arrested, she is being roasted in the newspapers because she fought back and elbowed her attacker in the face. Apparently women are not supposed to fight back when attacked. I agree, the world has gone insane. I'm hoping some decent man comes along and beats the shit out of her attacker.



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179,134 I would have an affair if I had the chance.



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179,133 I'm losing it. I did a very bad thing today. I was waiting on line at a bakery. There were a few people ahead of me. A guy walks in, goes immediately up to the counter and barks out what he wants. Everyone on line starts looking around like what the fuck, we don't count?

I point out loudly that there's a line. The guy says he was next. I say, "You trying to fuck with us? You trying to fuck with me? What the fuck you mean you're next. You only came in the fucking store 30 seconds ago. All these good people were waiting."

I'm in his face. My voice is raised. My fist is clenched. I'm ready for him to say anything and I'm going to punch his fucking lights out.

He's staring at me hard. I can tell he's scared. He's deciding what to do. I help him. I say, "Get the fuck out of the store. Get out of here now." I'm ready to pounce.

He backs away and leaves. I turn to the woman at the head of the line. I very politely say, "I believe you are next."

This incident was so out of character for me. I've been thinking about it for hours. I think I'm fed up. It's everything. It's my marriage. It's my job.  It's like everything that's been bothering me came out in the bakery. I'm half expecting to have the police knock on my door and arrest me. I deserve it. But I'm done putting up with crap from people. Be a decent person or next time I see bad behavior I will pounce. Got it?!



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179,132 Maybe more black people get stopped carrying guns because... ummm.... let me think.... uhhhhh.... because more black people are carrying guns. Maybe stop & frisk isn't prejudicial at all. Maybe it works to keep everyone self.



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179,131 In a sense I'm glad most of my life is over. It's been a good run. The world has been a good place. But in the next 20 years I think the world will go to shit. There's so much anger and hate. I don't want to see it. I'll hopefully be dead when everything falls apart.



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179,130 I have this reoccurring vision from the other day of my sperm leaking out of her pussy and getting on the sheets. She told me she doesn't change the sheets. It dries. When her husband gets home, he sleeps on my sperm. She told me a few times her husband has had sex with her in the evenings, after we did it in the afternoon. She said my sperm has touched her husband's cock, but he didn't know. I asked what if he goes down on you? Wouldn't he notice the taste? She said he never goes down on her. He sticks it right in. She says the lubricant is my sperm. I don't know how to feel about it. My sperm is touching his cock. I asked if I ever touched his sperm. She said no.



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179,129 If only it were the 70's, when you could have a good old-fashioned scrap with someone without the cops getting called. I'd kick the shit out of this bitch. Maybe just one little punch, or three. She'd get so scared she'd never cross me again



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179,128 How telling. Online polls show that Trump won the debate. Meaning the people have spoken. The people think Trump won.

But if you go to major media websites, they have taken it upon themselves to declare Clinton as the winner.

Mainstream media disgusts me. Bias bias bias. It puts me in mind of the James bond movie a few years ago where the villain wasn't the Russians, or the Chinese, or the Koreans. It was the media. They got that so right.

Hopefully everyone's eyes are being opened. Don't let the media tell you what your opinion should be!



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179,127 I'm so tired of being PC. I have opinions. But I don't say them aloud. I must edit myself so no one gets their panties in a bunch. In other words, I lie. I don't say what I'm really thinking.

That's why I find Trump refreshing. If someone is fat, he says so. Why is that so bad? Like what, we should all pretend the 400 pound person isn't fat?

Why go through life not speaking your mind?



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179,126 LITERALLY the only reason why I don't kill myself is because my best friends would be really hurt and think they could have done something. They're the most wonderful, caring people in the world and I would never do that to them.

BUT FUCK ME I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ON THIS PLANET ANYMORE



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179,125 What's the point anymore? Of doing anything. I don't care or want to do anything for myself. I dont want to clean for myself. I dont want to cook for myself. I just dont want to live. I have no friends. The world would keep spinning around and barely anyone would know that I'm gone. In a matter of fact, I'd be doing the world a bigger favor by killing myself. The garbage I produce and food I consume would be eliminated as well as pollution from my car.
By killing myself, I could do more in my life than I have in 25 years by getting rid of my carbon footprint. I could even do some research on what to do with my body, like maybe I could request that I be planted into a tree or turned into something useful.


Minecraft is better than real life. People must think my urges to kill myself are a joke since its been on going on and off for 4 years.

Like Sinatra says, riding high in April and shot down in May. If things aren't shakin' come here this July, I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball and die. My, my.
I grew up listening to Sinatra in high school, driving through the Jersey pine barrens and going on adventures, blasting his good voice. Sinatra was kind of a center to my life for a few years. I even did an entire project in english where we had to create a soundtrack to Death of a Salesman. I picked all Sinatra.


Maybe I should just live like the song as a joke to see what happens. 10 months till next July. If things aren't shakin', well...



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179,124 Me a woman hater? You betcha. My ex-wife did some funky things when we were married. There were a few nights she didn't come home until well after midnight. She gave the same excuse, her car stalled. But then by a miracle, at one in the morning her car started up again and she came home. It seemed fishy. I called her out on it. Huge arguments. I was always painted as a jealous fool for thinking she could have been up to any type of cheating.

Fast forward a few years. We got divorced. Afterwards, with great glee, she told me how she did cheat on my all those nights. In other words, she put me through hell for thinking she was cheating and in the end she was cheating. No morals in her.



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179,123 You can't control what other people do. You can only control what you do, and how to make things better for yourself.

Plus, you know, it sucks to suck. So don't suck.



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179,122 98% of all shootings in New York committed by black and Hispanics.  Why the hell do you think the stop and frisk pull over so many minorities?  Stupid fucking liberals.



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179,121 So funny how Trump kept ignoring the debate moderator. Because you know what, the debate moderator should be ignored. What silly questions, asking what the candidates think of cyber crime. Did he think one of the candidates would say oh, I'm in favor of cyber crime. Of course the candidates were both against it. What a wasted question.



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179,120 i hate that i defecate. its gross. i try not to look in the toilet bowl. i dont want to know what came out of me.



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179,119 I don't know why I keep trying to act like my depression isn't real. I've seen the signs--little to no desire to do anything, unwarranted sadness, fits of rage, loss of appetite, suicidal desires, anxiety, the list goes on.

My mother had it, so I know it's in my DNA. I even remember when it was activated.

One thing lots of people don't know is that when you have depression in your genes, it doesn't start to affect you until it's activated by a traumatic event. Think of it as a key unlocking a door, but once that door is open it can never be closed.

I always talk about wanting medication, and since I'm an alcoholic it probably seems like I'm trying to turn into a pill head. But I've studied psychology and neuroscience, and I've studied myself enough to know that I have a hormonal imbalance, which would be most easily remedied with pills.

Still, I can't quite bring myself to say to many people that I probably have MDD. I only say probably because for all my studying I'm not certified to diagnose people, but I'm still pretty damn sure.



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179,118 I've never understood the issue with Trump's birther questions. He thought Obama might not have been born in the USA. He asked to see the birth certificate. Why is that a problem?

I go to Motor Vehicle. They ask to see my ID. I don't then turn to the lady at the counter and loudly pronounce she'd be a terrible candidate for President because she doubled checked my ID.

Who cares if someone wants to see an ID. Why is it an issue?



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179,117 I thought the debate was lopsided. So many questions aimed directly at Trump, trying to make him look bad.

- Trump's birther comments
- Trump's stance at start of Iraqi War
- Trump suggestion Clinton isn't attractive.

Where were the questions for Hillary about her health, her lies, Benghazi, the Clinton Foundation and so on.

There was none of that. It was all about going after Trump. What happened to the media? So biased. At least smart people see it these days.



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179,116 The problem is, it wasn't just a smile. It was the smile you'd see on a deranged clown serial killer.



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179,115 You can donate breast milk to a breast milk bar? Really?

So many questions. Why does someone just happen to have extra breast milk that needs to be donated? I'm picturing a mother who doesn't want to stop breastfeeding even though her child has out grown the process. So she keeps the milk going. Yikes, give it up already lady!

Who would give their child breast milk from a stranger? That's just whacko.

What's next? Will guys be donating their semen? Yep, my wife doesn't like to swallow, so I'd thought I'd donate my semen so other women could swallow it.....

The world has gotten too weird for me.



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179,114 I think she smiled because she knew most people knew what a baffoon he was being. No intelligent response was needed to the verbal equivalent of drool.



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179,113 I hate Hillary's personality. She's so fake. When Trump made a good jab, Hillary would turn to the camera with this toothy smile. Why was she smiling? He just insulted her. I wanted to see a real response from her. I wanted to see look concerned and then explain how he was incorrect. But turning to the camera and smiling. What an odd response.



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179,112 Was the community organiser qualified to be President?
Does sleeping with an ex President qualify you to be President? Being a liar and a cheat perhaps?
Trump is a billionaire -but he is not qualified to be a President? He at leasts loves this country and want to better life for Americans.
Please.  
Leftists has been running Detroit, St Louis, Baltimore etc and they are hell holes.This might be the future for America as well.



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179,111 I love you, but oh man, you can be such a pussy sometimes and it really gets in the way of fun and adventure.

And I really wish I didn't introduce you to Minecraft.  Your life has been that game for months on end now.



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179,110 My boyfriend is a hardcore Trump supoorter and I want to hide that from my largely far left friends.

Side note, I'm wearing his Trump shirt and it's seriously the most comfy tshirt I've EVER worn.

What would they think if they saw me in this?



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179,109 The election is again expressing a divide between rural and urban voters. This time, the uber rich city slicker (Trump)  is pissing on the unsophisticated rural republican voters and telling them that it's raining. They, of course would never buy salsa made in NYC, but they gobble this fake baloney up all day long. Good for you, suckers.



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179,108 Absolute power corrupts, absolutely.



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179,107 I thought Hillary was smug.



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179,106 Sex with my husband, oh what a joy! I suck his cock for what must be half an hour. He only gets semi-hard. Frustrated, he pushes me out of the way and furiously strokes himself. I'm supposed to sit there and watch because this is somehow a sexual turn on for women to watch a chubby middle age white man with a small penis masturbate. Another half hour goes by. Then at the very last second he throws himself on top of me, desperately still stroking his cock, and poof, this little dribble of stale cum shoots in my pussy. Sex with men is so wonderful. I don't deserve so much thoughtful pleasure!



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179,105 Did Trump just whisper, "bull" into the microphone?



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179,104 My married lover won't leave his wife.

My only revenge is the amazing sex we keep having.

She can have him but I have the sex.



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179,103 Ever notice that hot 35-45 year old sexy woman? You know the woman. She's smart, witty, can hold her own. Something happens to women at this age. They stop and look around.... They realize their value. They know what they are.  Then they stop and  look at their man. Is he worthy? Is he taking care of her. Is he treating her the way she wants to be treated? They wonder to themselves....do I want to spend my next 40 years with this guy? The over weight middle age loser that stays up late and watches football, or plays fantasy football or play video games or would just rather drink beer with his old friends. I am that loser. And that beautiful woman was my sexy wife. And it was too late. She already checked out of our marriage. If only....
M-45-Lonely



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179,102 These posts today of Trump being a "liar" and a "bad man" are the latest ploy of the tools of the DNC to try and halt his momentum. Tonight, the theme in the debate from Hillary's point will be "Trump the Liar." Watch, you'll see. Talk about the pot calling the kettle black...what balls!



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179,101 This election is making me crazy.

Trump is so obviously a bad bad man. He is so obviously a clear and present danger to our safety and security. He is so obviously a narcissist and is only running to feed his already overly large ego. He is so obviously a misogynist. He so obviously has no clue about domestic or international affairs. He is so obviously a liar and a con man.

In what alternate universe would people even consider such a disgusting human being for president?

He is literally making me sick.

I have been saying this for years. It's not a new thing. He's been a disgusting person and liar all his life.



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179,100 I've been going through the voter lists for my neighborhood. I can see who voted in which elections. Something popping out, mentally disabled people sure do vote a lot. They can't hold down a job, or even tie their shoes. But somehow they never miss a chance to vote in an election. Hmmmmmm......



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