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183,199 I'm broken and I don't know to fix myself



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183,198 I urinated into a water bottle at my desk at work, but I still had to go after the bottle was full, so I pulled out and sprayed all over my shirt



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183,197 #195 Do you have a single sister? :) You sound wonderful. What a relief to hear there are good well meaning women out there. What so many women fail to realize is that when you act up and bitch out on your husband. It affects him. Oh he'll say he doesn't care. But inside it does. It occupies his thoughts. He becomes doubtful of himself. He loses focus at work.  Women, if you are mean to your husband, he will not be as successful as he could be. This affects you directly. You have less money for you and your children. Speaking of your children, they are not as confident if they see their father being brutalized.  So #195.  Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for existing. I wish other women could follow your lead.



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183,196 You may not believe it, but I'm hurting too. I come across things that belong to you and it's like a knife in my heart. 7 and a half years is a long time...it's not like I forgot about you over night. What I did was wrong and I have no excuse. It doesn't go deeper than pure selfishness and stupidity. I will never forgive myself for breaking your heart, for causing you pain. You don't deserve it. I hope you find happiness somehow. You deserve nothing less. I'm a fool, and I deserve to be alone and miserable and full of regret.



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183,195 I keep my husband happy by making him the center of my life. I try to fawn over him, cater to him and dote on him as much as possible. I make sure his needs are met. I keep him "well fed and drained" meaning I make sure he always has great food and sex when he needs it. I offer daily blowjobs and sex to him everyday. I make myself totally available to him in every way. I make sure he knows how much I miss him when he is gone and how much I appreciate him. I am not afraid to show excitement and enthusiasm towards him like a giddy schoolgirl. I often wait by the window for hours waiting for his arrival and I'm not ashamed to admit it to him. He loves the fact that I am totally dependent on him for my happiness and purpose in life. The more feminine and submissive I am, the nicer he treats me. If women today would realize if they treat their men like kings, their relationships would be so much better and MUCH less divorce and break ups.

I also try to keep a focused mindset everyday by 30 minutes of meditation on my husband. For 30 minutes every day I lay down and think of nothing but him and how wonderful he is. I am always thinking of ways to please him. I always get horny doing this and results in great sex when we are finally alone. As a result we have a great marriage because I tend to it every day and make my husband #1 in my life.

38 f/married 20 years



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183,194 SLH, some days are better than others and I only miss you a little bit. Today, is not one of those days. Today is a hard one. I can't get you out of my mind and heart.

I've never felt pain like this before, over such a long period of time. I wonder if I'll ever get to hug you again.

So many mistakes and zero forgiveness makes for a very empty heart.



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183,193 Pelosi is a powerful political figure. This week she referred to the President as President Bush. This worries me. She's old. The minds of old people often fade with dementia. Is that's what's going on here? Maybe it's time for her to retire.



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183,192 Big thank you to all the women who have trained my man to be so sexually knowledgeable and aware. His expertise is untouchable!



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183,191 I've been alone for so long I forgot how great it feels to have someone to share your day with. You know you have someone very special when you can share your most intimate secrets with and not be judged negatively.



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183,190 Capable?it was an affair.a relationship.it was meant to hurt me and it was going on far longer than youd admit and im sure he wasnt the only one.i was going to change for the better i was just waiting for the past years situation to change so i could.never happened,deeper and deeper we sank now i have a life sentence in my head.i cant unsee and unknow things.maybe one day i wont cry myself to sleep.maybe but my heart my trust my self worth and dignity have been taken from me.i feel emasculated and not even a man anymore.



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183,189 Now that I know the name of the game, you're toast. You may have the advantage on my worst day but you sure as fuck don't have it on my best. Thanks for giving me precisely the motivation I need.



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183,188 This is why i don't go to see my immediate family except on holidays. The emotional emptiness in me festers, both during and after my visit. I yearn so hard for love, approval, recognition from these people, and they're the emotional equivalent of brick walls. Except when something goes wrong, or we're having a laugh at my expense. I don't need this shit in my life



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183,187 I still love you. I made my bed, now I sleep alone in it. I broke your heart, now mine aches. Cheating is an awful betrayal and the fact that I was capable of it makes me wonder what kind of horrible, hateful monster I must be.



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183,186 how do I get in touch with you 176?



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183,185 So there's this girl, there is always a girl.  This girl is a big shot in a company and she is older, maybe 50 or so.  When I met her she was in a cast and I gave her crap about it.  She comes across as cold, a statue.  She has built a wall around her, probably because she is good looking and she is sick of putting up with shit from guys.

Anyway, I see her out and about from time to time, and I flirt like hell with her, and I told her I consider her my challenge.  I love getting in the walls that women build around them.  

The last time we met I saw a different side of her.  This woman told me about growing up on a farm, she flirted relentlessly, she laughed and smiled and had fun.  She told me about some guys she dated.

I should want to fuck her.  I probably do.  But I will not.  I am not going to cause anymore damage to that wall.  I get the impression everyone uses her that dates her.  I just love spending time with her, watching her laugh, listening to her stories.  I love that.  I am one of the few people that she has finally let in her wall.  I am lucky.



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183,184 She says it's normal to miss what you don't have.

To say that means I'm not enough.

She just wants the money.



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183,183 I'm going to be fired from teaching at the end of this year.  I know it.

Why?  Because I am a hard grader.  A's for some, B's for most, couple C's.  

At a private school, they pay good money for good grades dammit!  Get with the program or get out of the way.



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183,182 I wonder if anyone's killed themselves, just because they are so BORED with it all ...



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183,181 I don't believe girls like sex so when one wants sex with me I think she's making a big mistake. Why would she let me use her for my selfish pleasure? Is there something wrong with her? Doesn't she know I'll mount any woman that likes me - which as far as I know is zero? Doesn't she know she could do a million times better without even trying? It feels normal to be invisible and worthless - even to those that make the mistake of wanting to fuck me.



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183,180 This happens every once in a great while when I'm in the checkout line at a grocery store.

The person in front of me can't buy their groceries.  Card was declined, EBT card declined, not enough cash, etc.

I will quietly pay for their groceries.

I don't tell anyone, I don't post it on Facebook.  I don't tell my friends.

Just my way of giving back.  I've been on hard times.  I know how that feels.

Just want to pay it forward.

:)



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183,179 The moment I learned to laugh at myself occurred during geometry class in 10th grade.

I had, to put it mildly, low self-esteem. To be blunt, I hated myself and my biggest wish was to just be invisible or disappear. I was terrified of doing something wrong, so I didn't do anything. If I did something wrong I felt mortified and worthless.

But this particular time, the teacher asked me to prove out a problem. I used what I thought was a postulate from the textbook. Then the teacher said, "Well, actually, that wasn't a postulate, it was an example of an incorrect assumption NOT to use."

The whole class burst into laughter. For a moment I felt that black cloud around me--but then, for whatever reason, I decided to laugh too, and see what it felt like.

So I did, and it was *fun!* All of a sudden something connected inside me. I had done something dumb, and it was *funny!* I didn't feel mortified, I felt freed.

I think if there were one gift I could give everyone, it would be the ability to enjoy the humor, even when the joke's on you. It makes life so much more enjoyable when you can do that.



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183,178 It's as if I need to talk to him but I can't force myself to try to pursue him any further and know he doesn't have the courage to say anything

Maybe he doesn't think of me at all



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183,177 nothing is worse than feeling abandoned



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183,176 So when we got married, my parents were all a-twitter with "We can't wait to meet our first grandchild!"  (As in, more than one.)

A few years later they were whining "Where are my grandchildren!  What are those two thinking!" to my sister behind my back.

A few years later, my sister got married, and then punched out two kids in the space of five years.  Yay sis.  That shut The Parents up for awhile.

Now they're back to whining about "We can't wait to meet your children!"

Fuck that.  I'll never tell anyone this, including my husband, but their "first grandchild" was vacuumed out and disposed of as medical waste when I was 19 years old, all because a condom came off.  

I don't want kids and my husband doesn't want any either.  Really, how are the 2 lovely grandkids they have in any way inadequate?  Why do they need more, more, more?  

It's not like they were such great parents to my sister or me, or help any of us out financially or anything.  I'm exhausted by their expectations -- I wish they'd just shut up and leave me alone.  Have more kids yourselves if you want 'em so bad!



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183,175 Hey 166 i'll be with you!  I've had a couple of super longterm relationships but they weren't the right ones for me, extreme circumstances.  I could really use a good pounding too I haven't been with anyone since my ex ;)



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183,174 174, I'm the guy with the golden touch in 166. We should date!!

You'll meet Mr right and I'll meet somebody famous!



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183,173 My curse is this:
If I fall in love with you and we have a whirlwind crazy romance from day 1-I will breakup with you.
You will then meet the love of your life who is famous and marry them.

True story.

They went on to date and marry someone who was a celebrity or TV personality after I left.
These two men I think of, they were the ones that got away. One married an opera singer.  Another married a Spanish TV personality that was a journalist/ weather girl.  Another is long term with a beautiful swimsuit model.  They are due to be married.

The only two men I never got over loving.  The first- dating the model, he was my first love but I got over it.

Now there's a fourth that I loved and broke up with.  I'm just waiting so I can have my soul crushed once again.

I'm just waiting.  FML.  Come date me and you'll marry someone beautiful and famous after me.
Call me Good Luck Chuck-ette

38/f



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183,172 There is a guy I dated for a year. It was a good run, but I realized that he was not the "one". I checked some of his previous girlfriends, and they all look awesome after they broke up with him. When they dated him and before they looked like average women, after they broke up...wow..gorgeous. The same is happening to me. Of course, it's not a miracle but all those women, myself included, started to take really good care of ourselves after the break up. Lost weight, did some plastic surgery, etc. I guess, this is his curse, to make exes look better.



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183,171 My "curse" is that nearly every woman I've ever been interested in never got married... I think I'm attracted to lesbians.  Now about my wife... shit...



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183,170 The hardest thing I ever had to do was say "no", but I've never felt better.



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183,169 When you turn on talk shows, news shows, legal shows, sports shows, political shows it's a bunch of people arguing all the time.

Do you  think anybody would watch a show with people agreeing with each other? Nope.



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183,168 When I went to bed during the third quarter of the falcons game I thought, "I hope they win, but if anybody can blow this game ... it's the falcons."

When I woke up and saw the score, I laughed.

Life long Atlien.



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183,167 I used to talk politics a lot. I'm still a consumer of it, well informed, etc.. Now, I don't want to talk about it at all. It's a huge exercise in futility. I really loath when the conversations are brought up.

It just bores me now and no good ever seems to come out of it. The only exception is when I get the impression the other person is open minded and non-heated. Then it can be a good conversation and learning experience. The other 99% of the time I'd rather discuss paint drying, anything...



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183,166 I have something close to a "curse", I guess. More like a golden touch. 4 out of 5 long term girlfriends (over 2 years) got married to the next man that they dated. The one that didn't is still with the same man she dated after me for 10+ years.

So, if you want to find Mr. Right. Be my GF for 2 years and the next guy you meet will be it.

FML. lol.



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183,165 I went to a strip club on Friday night.  I got lap dances from two girls.  I asked them both to try to cum while they were doing their thing.  They both did, and they both really enjoyed themselves.  Then they both gave me their phone numbers.  I went home to my wife.

Now I realize that I didn't want their numbers.  I didn't want them to cum while they were doing their dances.  I didn't even want to go.  All I wanted was to know that a young, attractive woman still found me to be attractive.

But the lesson won't stick.  I'll be back again in a few months.



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183,164 I love how when I'm eating her pussy she reaches down by her clit and pulls it up, spreading her lips even more it's great teamwork



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183,163 The curse is that the four girlfriends before me are now with other women.  Not that there's anything wrong with that, I just have zero leanings in that direction so I'm thinking I could help break the curse..if he will let me! ;)

F/29



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183,162 So you libtards just want to open the borders, fine. Would you be willing to let those people stay at your house? That's what I thought. Do some reading on what happened in Sweden and Germany, the rise in crime and rape, and the total displeasure of the locals that this ever happened, you're being so stupid.



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183,161 I think drowning or hanging yourself are horrible ways to commit suicide. They sounds awful. One of the worst feelings ever is not being able to get enough air in your lungs. I think your last minute of life would be filled with utter panic. I'm not promoting suicide, but if you are going to do it, choose an instant method.



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183,160 I hate pompous ass people. When the post-apocalypse revolution comes, you're on my list.



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183,159 I try to be up by 6ᛆ am every morning, just to get my elderly dog out. Sometimes I see this dude running, for whatever reason he thinks I'm out to see him lol 😂 no dude , I get up so my little doesn't have an accident on my bed . She is train to go by herself all I have to do is just open the door for her and I just wait for her at the door to keep an eye on her and make sure she is safe .



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183,158 I can't help but wonder what kind of "curse" you are referring to because someone recently told me that they were cursed. This made me laugh, so thank you. :)

Also, people can change and surprise you.



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183,157 I pray for redemption.



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183,156 You're not worth ruining my stable life for. Sorry



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183,155 I'd say for every 1 time my wife and I have sex, there are 300 times I must resort to jacking off. It's scandalous the way many wives withhold sex while married. I do my part. I provide a nice home and food on the table. How about I turn those numbers around. For every 1 night I provide my wife with dinner and a warm bed, there are 300 nights where she has to sleep out in the woods and eat tree bark. Would that work for you ladies?



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183,154 My worry about the judge overturning the travel ban is that now terrorists will flock here in the next week knowing the Supreme Court will ultimately close the door again very soon.

What were liberals thinking?

I hate to point this out, but it needs to be said. Liberals, you do realize that when the bombs start going off in public places, you are not immune. Your friends and families will also be killed.



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183,153 Dear God, please stop him.



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183,152 I don't care what party you belong or your religious or non religious views are. I lose respect for the person who starts name calling the other party just because they don't agree , there's no reason for nastiest , insults, yelling etc.... it's ok to have different points of views but it's better when you can discuss your differences on a civil manner.



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183,151 What's going to happen is that Congress will pass a law saying only certain judges may be used to appeal a president's executive order.  Those judges will be loyal to the president.  That will solve the problem of every judge with an agenda trying to thwart the president.

This is what the Snowflake Revolution will do for this country.  It will push more power to the president.  Judicial review is not written into the Constitution.  It was made up in Marbury v. Madison two hundred years ago.  People realized it was a good idea.  But Congress develops the court system.  The only court written into the Constitution is the Supreme Court.  The rest are up to Congress.



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183,150 You, sir, are so fucking sexy that you make me want to help you break that curse!



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183,149 A judge is just another lawyer. So is half of congress.  What does that tell you?



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183,148 "When someone says their football team is better than mine, I want to beat them up," said no intelligent person ever.

It does get said though. What does that tell you about many  football fans?



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183,147 I don't know how I would cope without the gym. Seriously. I wouldn't make it.

M/25/Grad school



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183,146 Here's a real secret that I don't think anybody realizes about me because, to my knowledge, nobody has ever done the math.

I'm in my mid-30s and I have literally only had two serious boyfriends in my whole life, and I married one of them. It's not that I'm an ogre or that nobody tried, it's just that I was too damn shy and the dude had to be REALLY persistent to get through to me. This has made me somewhat relationally impaired (I would even go so far as to use the r-word in a clinical sense, but I don't say that word). I honestly have no idea what I'm doing because it's such an awkward situation for me when I find myself actually caring about someone in that way, so I go into panic mode and do what I can to avoid and/or sabotage it. It's humiliating. I could be great for somebody...if I wasn't so scared of screwing it up because I sincerely have no clue. :-/



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183,145 103, please look into the local chapter of(N.A.) Narcotics Anonymous. Your friend needs help and getting her to a meeting would be the kindest thing that you could do for her.



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183,144 #183108...Please don't.  I don't think you understand how incredibly selfish that is.  

Last night, I was up with my father until 2AM trying to talk him out of taking his own life.  I am his 30 year old daughter and I am his emergency candle.  We live ten minutes down the road from one another but I see him only once or twice every six months.  However, I have spent years of my life wishing he would acknowledge me and the love I have for him.  I am here and alive to him when he needs something, yet I still think he hung the moon.

Though he is absent in my life, I would be completely ruined if he took his own life.  

I say this because there are people who would be ruined if you were to take yours...even if you think otherwise.

30/f/tn



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183,143 It's like if a homeless person just walks into your house and sits himself down. And you call the police to get him removed. But the courts rule that no, homeless people are allowed to walk into your house. You're not allowed to ban them. Even though you built your house. You own the furniture. It's your house. And some of these homeless people are scary and violent and you have young kids at home, but no, the courts say you can't ban the homeless from coming into your house. That's what it's like.



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183,142 Secret: Parents with kids who don't do well in school are always trying to down play it by saying grades don't matter.  They point to the parents with smart kids and declare they are too preoccupied with learning and success and they are screwing up their kids.

What crazy bs. These lazy parents with the bad kids are making excuses and trying to blame everyone but themselves.



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183,141 I know a nasty woman. She's childish. She says mean things if you disagree with her. She calls people name and makes up lies. She does this on facebook. I stay away from her and watch from a distance. People talk about her nastiness offline. They aren't mean about, but they do notice it.

All along, this woman also posts these meme things about how people should be nice to each other.

It's so odd. She's the one who is not nice. She's the problem. Then she posts the 'be nice' meme I think as a compensation mechanism. Like people will think she must be super nice because she's telling everyone to also be nice. None of us fall for the trick of course. She's one strange lady.



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183,140 I wish I could dip my body in some defoliating solution, up to my neck, to get rid of all the hair in one go.



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183,139 I'm so sad after sex.



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183,138 I hide and eat food like a savage. When I bring something home, I hide it immediately in the fridge so no one knows and I can eat it all myself later.  When I eat, I eat so fast so that no one can ask me to try some or give them some of my food. I don't know why I manage food like it will be my last meal.

Must be my upbringing...

26F



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183,137 I really don't know why I flirt with these guys because I will never take them seriously and it will never go any further than flirting. Sorrynotsorry



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183,136 I want this to be over, but I don't want to hurt you. You've done so much for me, I feel like I owe it to you to stay with you. I just don't feel the same about you as you do about me. I tried to. I just don't.



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183,135 In my experience, all women who play college basketball are lesbians. Every once in a while at work a woman will be chitchatting and mention she played college basketball. Very interesting...



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183,134 I would let a 350lb man have his way with me.... so fucking hott... 28F who is 170 muscular.



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183,133 Everyone should try social nudism at least once.  You'd be surprised how friendly, non-judgemental and real people are without all their clothes on.

I think that's what scares people the most.  Be stripped of the material shells they create around themselves.  Ooo, it that this designer or that designer?  You are literally baring yourself to other people and all you have left is you.

M #350, average size below and happy as hell without clothes on.



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183,132 129 who is your message meant for?



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183,131 183128 - yup and since he/she was a minor judge, it can be appealed to a higher court, then to the court of appeals, then back to the lower court, or to the Supreme court, which although is not supposed to be is the biggest of biased courts in our land So minor court or supreme court, pick your bias..



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183,130 Tall people don't live as long as short people. Thus the term "little old lady". Being little was what helped the lady get to be so old. Me, as a male, I'm well over six feet. My life span is somewhat limited. I've learned to accept it. It saddens me though to see my teenage boys grow so tall. They are both now over six feet and still going. What a dumb thing for me to worry about. But that's how my mind works.



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183,129 Go away , you are annoying and your opinions are worthless . Don't you have a life? Why are so obsessed with mine ? Mind your business, piece of crap just be happy I find you insignificant otherwise I would it sue you and take you to court for stalking, slander, online bullying etc..... I hope karma gets you one of these days and everything you had done comes back and bite you on the )&@9 .



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183,128 Balance in the system? Except that the minor judge making this ruling clearly had a bias. He helps Syrian refugees. It's his personal interest. And he made a decision that would help him with this personal interest. That is not the President overstepping his bounds. It was a judge overstepping. In a few days the silly ruling will be undone. But it's worrisome that the judge got away with it even for a few days. I naively look to judges for fairness, not personal agendas.

Yes, the three branches of our government are meant for checks and balances, but that's the opposite of what happened here when the judge made a very personal override of the the President.



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183,127 Your genetic mental-illness is too much for me to bear.



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183,126 You have the most beautiful face in the village  but such an ugly and evil heart....



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183,125 I cannot stand what morons people are. It makes me crazy.



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183,124 Here's a big hint guys, if she doesn't respect you, she won't fuck you. Stop being a bum!
You're welcome!



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183,123 I think about you every day as well.  



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183,122 Without a doubt, the absolute best way to give a guy a present, or to simply tell him 'thank you' is to:

Get your boobs out and give him an enthusiastic blowjob.

It's even free, so maybe do it twice.



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183,121 There are 3 branches of government Executive, Legislative and Judicial.... each are there to create balance in our system. The courts are there to keep the president and congress in check. It is not a crime for the courts to rule for or against the president. If the courts were not doing their jobs, we would have a dictatorship or a totalitarian system.



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183,120 Even the supposed "good guys" lie and fuck around. Seems to be in their DNA.



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183,119 Every one of us should be scared out of our shoes. The President no longer makes policy decisions for our nation. Minor court judges get that authority.

Did you vote for that judge? No. Yet he gets to override the President.

Sure, you might like what the judge did, allowing immigrants into the country again. But that's today---

What if tomorrow another judge thinks that schools should be segregated? You going to embrace that too?

Or a judge thinks there's a disproportionate amount of minorities in prison, so they should all be released.

There are thousands of minor judges. Some of them have strong personal agendas. We've just created a disaster by giving them more power than the US President.



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183,118  I can see who you are now.  The universe told me to leave, as much as I loved you. Now I'm out of the forest and I see the trees.
I loved a wolf in sheep's clothing.



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183,117 Turning mole hills into mountains. Sometimes you get so wrapped up in the most meaningless things in the world. At the time, they seem like the end of the world, like you'll never be able to move on from it. Everyone has those moments. But you know what the good news is? Even worse things will happen later in life, and those things that you thought were "the end of the world" don't even make you blink.

See, life is one constant fight to turn mountains into mole hills by discovering even larger mountains. Eventually you realize that there will always by a larger mountain, ready to stop you in your tracks and keep you nice and fucked for a good period of time.

I don't know, that's my take on it. I don't always feel that way, but lately I know it to be true. It's just a matter of perspective. But, I'm too tired.



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183,116 A few months ago I got the once in a lifetime call that my mom died. We weren't close, but still... I thanked my sister for telling me, hung up, walked into the kitchen to tell my wife. She was watching Jeopardy. I got caught up in the moment. By the next day I still hadn't said anything about my mom. Then it was like strangely needy to bring it up. So I let it be. I never went to the funeral. My wife still doesn't know. An odd moment, my wife sent a Christmas card to my mom in December, even though my mom died in October. Kind of sweet really.



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183,115 Another stripper said I had a big dick.  I don't know if I should be happy, or ashamed.



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183,114 I still think about you every day....



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183,113 You want to know what life is like with PTSD?  Sometimes I still have PTSD flashes.  Maybe once a day, which is a lot, but still a lot less than I used to.  I stared at my son in his car seat and started to think.

"The car has crashed.  It's on fire.  I must get him out.  Think - what do I do?  First, my seatbelt comes off.  Second, I turned from the driver's seat into the back seat as fast as I can.  I have twenty, maybe thirty seconds before it's engulfed.  Third, my hand goes to latch release in bottom of seat.  Push as hard you fucking can.  Fourth, pull on shoulder straps.  Pull hard.  Five - release latch at bottom.  Next, release strap latch across chest.  No time to think.  Flames are getting closer.  Pull him out of the chair.  Flames have gotten to the sliding door.  Can't get him out that way.  Pull him into the front seat.  Lean back in the driver's seat and fucking kick the windshield as hard as I fucking can.  I can feel the heat.  Keep kicking.  Hit the curved part, it's weaker.  It's coming out. One more kick.  Flames are around the car.  Pull him out.  Jump on the hood.  Jump through the flames.  I'm burning.  That doesn't matter.  He's out.  He's safe.  I can burn a little."

And then I snap back to reality.  He's looking at me. I smile at my boy and tighten the straps over his little shoulders.  He smiles back.  I get in the driver's seat, and we drive off.

At least once a day it's like that.  Always planning for the next disaster.  That's what spending ten years fighting cancer as a child does to you as an adult.



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183,112 I'm glad you have found happiness. You deserve it. I wish I believed that I deserved it...



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183,111 There's nobody I can tell who would understand this:

I actually love(d) him. I will never know if he stopped caring, got caught or simply stopped checking for my correspondence. I'd like to think he felt the same about me and my heart hurts for what could have been. He was there for me during the toughest times I've ever had.

I think about you all the time, Tony. I'll always wonder what changed. I love you..goodbye.

-Your American



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183,110 I have always wanted a husband, but my own house that I live in alone. He can get his own house. We'd probably have more sex than cohabitators!

f/37/irish mutt



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183,109 Please don't. I don't doubt that you're in pain but just please hang on a little longer. You only have one life and it is your duty to live it to the fullest. My sister committed suicide when I was 7 and everyday i wish i had her here with me. It's been hell going thru life without her and having to face the world alone.



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183,108 Im still so hurt.but ive decided on my fate.tomorrow at midnight i will take my life



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183,107 When I was a little girl I never dream of marriage , a wedding or having a big family . As I got older i still felt the same , i have come to the conclusion that it's ok to feel the way even though I'm a women . I'm glad that my parents don't put any pressure on me or my sisters even though we are Hispanic, I have a older sister she will be 39 this year was married for 12 years and still live a child free live my younger sister who is 34 still single and is child free and plans the same thing . I got married but ended up with a guy who values his freedom as much as I do so we decided to live on separate houses which a lot of people thinks is bizzard , and don't qualify my marriage as being "real"  , we don't care . We love each other very much , we made decisions together, and we are both very involved in our child's life. I'm glad I found the " perfect" husband and while society frowned upon us . We wouldn't trade our lifestyle for more traditional just to please other people , we are happy and content with our living arrangements.



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183,106 Thank you, just so you know- I have no desire to go back. I am finding what I am seeking. I wish the exact same to you....



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183,105 I left Charleston for this? This weather sucks. So freaking cold. Snow this coming week. Oh joy.



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183,104 Is she hot? I'd buy her some smack and fuck her in the ass.



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183,103 What do you do when an adult friend is out of control with prescription drugs? She was witty and smart. I enjoyed conversations with her. She drank a lot though. That led to her cheating. He husband divorced her. Her kids became the school troublemakers. Somewhere in that mix she started popping pills to calm her nerves, then to pick her up, then to calm her nerves again after being picked up. And so it went. Recently she has been a zoned out zombie.  This week she flipped out on me. Calling me names. Acting threatening. She used to be a good person. Now she is a white suburban soccer mom drug addict. What to do? Ignore her and move on with my life? Or remember our past and try to help an old friend from self-destructing?



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183,102 Last week in DC 400,000 women showed up to demonstrate against Trump banning foreigners.

This week I was at the airport and saw several service men getting off a plane. They had just come back from the middle east where they were constantly getting shot at by foreigners - for defending America's freedoms. None of those 400,000 protesters showed up at the airport to thank these servicemen.



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183,101 I fucked a 54 year old women the other day. I know her through work. It was good. I'm 24.



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183,100 As much as I LOVE P-Funk, I have to say that The Beach Boys are the Beatles' American counterparts. Not only are they in the same genre, but if you listen to Brian Wilson's compositions later on in the group, particularly on Pet Sounds, Surf's Up, and Smile as compared with their earlier stuff, they basically followed the same creative trajectory as their brothers across the pond.  In fact, to be fair, Brian Wilson beat them to the punch with Pet Sounds. That is the album that inspired Sgt. Pepper.



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