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185,899 When will the pain end? It comes in waves, and when I think I am getting to a good place and finally starting to heal, it creeps in and drowns me all over again. I am so tired of feeling this way. I just want my life back.



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185,898 Apparently it's a secret that Obamacare includes a max out of pocket clause of $7,150 for 2017.  That means everything after you pay that amount is covered 100%.  If you're poor most non-profit hospitals will cover most if not all of that.  You just have to apply for it.  This means no one should have to be destitute due to hospital bills.



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185,897 I had a very vivid dream last night. My mom died several years ago and I haven't had a dream with her in it in a while. Last night's dream was so vivid. Like no other dream. She was back in my life for two days. She came back to guide me on certain things going on in my life and just when we were getting to the most important issues she died in my arms again. I woke up feeling like I lost her all over again. I've cried several times today thinking about it. I miss her beyond words.



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185,896 886 - It is totally about profit. The insurance companies are some of the biggest profit makers in our system. When Obamacare started, the insurance companies insisted on profit, and when some realized hey were not going to make as much, they screwed their customers by eliminating some of their lower cost policies, because the profit margin was too low. Don't let them bullshit you. I work in the insurance industry, trust me they are doing anything they can to fuck the little guy



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185,895 Something really freaky. It still gives me chills. You know how sometimes a piece of wax falls out of your ear canal. You feel it. You put a finger there and come away with some brownish gunk. Well it happened to me once where I put my finger there and came away with.... a dead bug. It was like a beetle of some sort. Like really? Was that in my ear? Uck.



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185,894 Is this the era of the slutty single moms or what? You aren't fooling people by taking selfies with your kid. We all know you're on the hunt for dick.



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185,893 Ok, let me just say that two years ago i broke my ankle. I had to have surgery and physical therapy.  All in all, this cost about 50k. My insurance co-pay was about $4-5,0000. So, no, $18,000 wouldn't have been enough... You can save up $18,000/yr for a couple of years, and pray that nothing happens. Even if you saved up $50-60K its not guaranteed that it will cover medical care for something catastrophic. Just sayin'....



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185,892 I turned off my landline phone. I have a cell phone. Why would I also need a landline? What's more, I turned off my cable TV. I don't watch TV. I get my news form the internet. If I want a movie, I have Netflix. Plenty of movies. I'm saving about $120 per month. I think this is the future for everyone.



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185,891 My wife wants a dog. I keep saying no. She screams and yells and demands I get us a dog. I still say no.

Why?

Her sister has a dog. Once every few months the sister leaves her dog with us for the weekend. My wife is too lazy to walk the dog. Instead she pushes the dog out into our fenced garden. The dog does his business in with my vegetables.

I ask my wife not to do that. I ask her to walk the dog someplace else. She refuses. She is nasty as can be about it. She spits at me screaming I can't tell her what to do.

Oh okay.

Then she insists we get a dog. And I keep saying no.

Cause and effect.

She's so stupid.



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185,890 I wish that my roommate had friends and would go somewhere long enough for me to masturbate. :(



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185,889 Hardly a secret but Scott Peterson is a wife murdering baby killer! He is as guilty as sin. I followed that case from inception and he did it. Everything points to him- what an insane, lying, nonremorseful lunatic. Just watched Snapped and these losers that defend him are just as crazy. After all these years this case (amongst others) still haunts me. He is exactly where he belongs. Cowardly POS.



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185,888 I haven't been to the doctor or dentist in years.  I want to go back this year and start being healthy.  I have no idea how expensive it will be.



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185,887 I stopped posting a while back. I hope you aren't reading anything here and assuming that I wrote it because you would be incorrect.

--F/35



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185,886 Obamacare and Trumpcare are both fucking awful!  Just take the health care out of our taxes!  The price of health care will go down because it's not about profit!



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185,885 When I'm petting a cat and the cat yawns, nine times out of ten I will stick my finger in their mouth during the yawn.  It's cute.  I can't help myself.

35/f



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185,884 My ex could write something about me or something about her life, and I would never know it was her. Sometimes I'll patiently read something that I normally would ignore, just so that I can give someone's thoughts the attention I never gave my wife. She talked so much and everything was about her that I learned for better or worse to tune her out, maybe a little too much to be fair. She was a good gal, probably has learned to control her temper and her propensity for gab. At least try to make that relationship she is in presently work. Meeting new life partners is a hassle.

I wish I didn't have these regrets, but that's all it is. You forget about it and move on to the next thing.  It's nothing.



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185,883 I'm saving $60 per day by not having health insurance for me or my family. At the end of a year I'll save $18,000 - which is more than enough to pay for a broken bone or two.



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185,882 The older I get, the less I sleep. It's weird. On some nights I can go to bed at midnight. But then I wake up at two in the morning and can't fall back asleep. So I get up and start going about my day. Like I'll start cleaning the garage. By 7 in the morning when the sun comes up, I'm done, the garage is clean. Then I go to work and have a normal day. I'm not even tired. How can I basically miss most of the night's sleep, but still be fine?



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185,881 I've wasted far too many years being married to the wrong person. I'm finally seeing the light. It's time for a change.



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185,880 Fully agreed with finding toilet paper stuck to their pussy.  It just like how many women will take a piss before heading to jump into bed with you expecting you to lick their pussy.  I do anyway, but you would think that they would be more considerate.



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185,879 I wrote 869, and I'm a woman.



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185,878 I miss Kellyanne Conway!  She is such a hoot!  A one woman comedy show.  I loved watching her cringe and lie and try to cover it up with nonchalance!  It was such glittering theatre!  I really do like her; she's ugly and bony and looks like a cheap rag doll, but there is a vulnerability to her that I find endearing.  She took lying to a new level of art form!  She can shoot out a lie as quick as you can ask the question. And the  beauty of it was that she didn't seem to even care whether the lies sounded true or not.  It was hilarious!  HILARIOUS!!!  Come back Kellyanne!  I miss you!



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185,877 The best things always happen after midnight.



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185,876 I never did buy Obama care, or any other insurance.  I haven't been sick in years and years; I see no reason to throw away perfectly good money on nothing.  $5000 deductible!  What a ripoff!  I ain't buyin' it!  I spend the money I would waste on insurance on marijuana!  And that's how it's gonna stay!



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185,875 I have to say it ... women are terrible drivers!  And the worst of them insist on texting while they're driving.  Next time you're on the freeway, just watch, the car with a mile ahead of them because they refuse to drive with traffic, will be a woman texting.  Someone weaving -- woman texting.  Sitting through a green light, woman texting.  Just watch, the worst drivers you'll see out there are women texting.  

Men are better drivers, but when they are texting, they become as bad as women.  

TRUE!



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185,874 I received both my masters degrees from an online university.  It was a far better education than the state university I got my bachelors degree at. Sitting in a classroom, I could only learn as much as the professor was competent to teach and as only as fast as the loudest student.



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185,873 I love watching you write secrets meant for others.  Breathing a sigh of relief that they aren't for me. Bullet dodged...



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185,872 I don't hire people who have online MBAs or graduated from university  of Phoenix, I just don't. It's just not the same as when people actually go to a physical college...



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185,871 So, several polls were taken and many who didn't want Obamacare, their main reason was the objection to paying for the insurance for others. Funny how many of us pay taxes for your rugrat kids to go to school, even if WE don't have kids.
Hey, maybe I can stop paying those taxes, since I don't have kids in school. Just stop your bitching and moaning. Let me explain something to you. The way insurance works is many pay into a pool so the one who uses it gets it. Its the same as Social Security, and medicare. We paid for the older generation so they can get it. The future generation will pay for you.



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185,870 do i love you.. don't you know by now? do i love you.. let me show you how.. if you only knew how my heart leaps and plummets every time you're nigh.. there's no place like you.



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185,869 I honestly don't understand why people still text while driving. How selfish and inconsiderate, not to mention dangerous. I don't want to die today because you couldn't text your friend BEFORE you pulled out of your driveway, or you're too lazy to just make a phone call and keep your eyes on the road. I get that sometimes shit happens and you need to ask someone a quick question. Your phone is voice activated. You might be driving an 87 clunker, but I'm sure you've got the latest iPhone, so just use Siri or whatever and pay attention to the goddamn road please. Thanks.



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185,868 I've spent most of my adult life in self-bondage



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185,867 Return your call? Feel free to exhale...



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185,866 Amazing to me how my female friends can wear pink hats and march on Washington. We are women! We are strong! We are united!

And then they turn around and call Ivanka Trump a bitch.

What happened to "We are united?"

My friends are too blind to see what they're doing! I'm so disappointed in them, but of course I won't say anything for fear I too will be called a bitch.

Maybe I need some different friends!



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185,865 My luffa pad in the shower has black mold on it, but I use it anyway.



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185,864 I'd say roughly once out of every 20 times I go down on a woman, I find toilet paper stuck to her pussy.



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185,863 People don't want to die. They dream about the day when a magic potion exists which prevents their bodies from breaking down, resulting in death

Spoiler alert. The magic potion already exists. In the past 40 years science has figured out why we age. It has to do the binding proteins at the end of a DNA strand. These proteins hold the DNA together, kind of like a knot tying two ends of a rope together. Each time the DNA replicates, the binding protein loses a little mass. Eventually the proteins break down entirely and the DNA falls apart. The cell dies. Do this to enough cells over time and the body dies.

Science has found a way to re-enforce these binders. The DNA no loner falls apart. People can live much longer. Maybe even forever.

A few select people have access to this advanced technology. It's becoming clear who.  Look around. The numbers don't lie.

Here are the former US Presidents and their ages:

Gerald Ford, died 93
Betty Ford, died 93

Jimmy Carter, curr 92
Roslyn Carter, curr 90

Ronald Reagan, died 93
Nancy Regan, died 94

George Bush, 92
Barbara Bush, 91

The average person lives to 70 something. Yet all these Presidents and their wives lived into their 90s and many are still going.  The mathematical odds of this happening are about one billion to one.

Look at the British Monarchy:

Queen Elizabeth, 90
Prince Philip, 95
Elizabeth, Queen Mother, died 101

Combining the British throne data with the US Presidents shows there is about a one in a trillion chance they could all live so long.

Need more proof? Here are the former heads of state in Western Europe:

Juliana, Netherlands, died 94
Jean Benoît, Luxembourg, curr 96
Valéry Giscard d'Estaing, France, curr 91
Walter Scheel, West Germany, died at 97
Helmut Schmidt, West Germany, died at 96
Pierre Graber, Switzerland, died 95

The odds are astronomical.

It's clear the technology exists to greatly prolong life.

The powers that be won't share it though. It's a science ethics question. If everyone lives forever, the planet couldn't sustain all of us. Everyone would die - not from old age, but from lack of food and pollution.

We need people to die. I understand that. The part which troubles me is that a few people are making the decision of who gets to live and who gets to die. And they always make sure to take care of their own families first.

Keep watching. This secret won't stay hidden much longer as these former leaders keep celebrating birthdays.



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185,862 I think in the near future, all high schools will be nothing but online classes. It's the only way to combat the skyrocketing costs of hiring a teacher for a class of 20 students.  It's not doable anymore. The cost of providing a bricks and mortar school in every town is bankrupting the towns.

Whereas with an online class over the internet, there is one teacher, and 50,000 student tune in. The economics work.

Can students learn this way? Well the motivated ones will. But the slackers? They won't. They will throw their lives away.  But is that really any different than what's going on today? The slackers are in the schools and dragging everyone else down. At least if classes were online, most of the students would be learning from home and the slackers can't interfere like they do now.

This should happen and the typical property tax bill of $15,000 per year will go down to $3,000.

This will be the future.



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185,861 I dreamed about you last night the way I used to dream about B. Here I am again doing the same thing again. I'm sure it's just wishful thinking in my subconscious. So many years gone by and having lived with similar qualities, I'm sure you don't miss me.

But I can say this for sure.  I'll never give anyone I'm with pause about my loyalty ever again.  I don't allow room in my life for that. No online chatting, no communication with ex's. You taught me a good lesson.  I did love you but did not knownhow much until you were gone. But now I love someone else and must stay loyal no matter what my dreams say.  I hope they fade soon.

It's my secret.



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185,860 Ha, I love this site. So many things are said which have happened to me too. I'm so glad I'm not alone. It has twice happened to me that out of the blue an ex girlfriend from years earlier called me and wanted to get together.We met up. We had impromptu sex. At first I had no idea what it was about. It was only later that I found out they were each deciding if they should marry their current boyfriend. So they came to bed down with me one more time as a comparison I suppose. I'm honored to have been chosen. I must have made a mark in their psyche and they wanted to touch base one more time before tying the knot with someone else. An interesting part, with one woman she was getting married a month later. With the other woman she was getting married a week later. How about that. Women can be sneaky scoundrels just like men.



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185,859 I hooked up with a few women of Asian descent. One was a virgin, and she had the best rack I've ever seen. I think she meant for me to have sex with her, but it was ill advised. She was a total brick house. Then there was another one whose parents moved here from se Asia.  She was beautiful very much in her own way. She didn't care much for kissing, and refused oral sex. Just as well, I guess. Her m.o. was to get pounded. She was definitely on the small end of the scale, but she was the loosest. She would always put that pussy in the air, extremely eager for the "d" One time I decided to make her wait (like an hour or so) while I dry fucked her. She went nuts. Who knew? I'll never forget that. She stayed up all the rest of the night sketching me after I passed out. Whatever I did that night made this "liberated"woman go over the moon. She looked me up years later to see if I could be a better choice to have her kids over the guy she was with. I didn't really feel right fucking with that, so she went on to have kids with the guy, all the while being very candid with me about not loving him. I tried to send smoke signals that I'd be interested in seeing her again, but she didn't bite.
There are zero Asian takeaways from this story, well maybe one thing. I can't just look at the Asian hotties without their race having something of an embellishment. Like, I can't say "there is that really gorgeous woman over there" instead, the voice in my head says "there is a hottie, and she's Asian" it's like an exponent, like she is a hottie to the second power. I'm not proud of this at all, but it is just the way I'm wired.



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185,858 Scary how much we are tracked online. Items that I looked at on Ebay are now showing up on my Facebook feed. It's invasive. I'm not encouraged to buy the items. I get turned off by the idea that I'm being stalked.



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185,857 I feel so let down by everyone. I can easily see myself becoming one of those people who live alone in a cabin in the woods where I make bombs and send angry letters.



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185,856 I'm on the timeless 24th honeymoon with the more beautiful girl in the world and need a lake house.



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185,855 In love with someone who is in a relationship. I wished him the best with his relationship. But, I fucking lied. fuck you, I hope you guys break-up and you'll crawl back to me.



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185,854 My doctor said I was at a high risk of getting diabetes.  In fact, if I didn't change my dietary habits right now, I soon would be past the point of no return.

I don't want to have to struggle with another health issue in my life, so I did some research about how to eat right with this condition.  Cut out all the junk food, all the sugar, and all the white bread and other carbs that can easily be converted to sugar.

After three days of little to no sugar, I woke up... and I felt fucking great.  I felt amazing.  Energized.  I couldn't believe it.  I went out and walked five miles at a pace I haven't seen in 15 years.  After four days I noticed I was sleeping better.  After a week, my love handles started getting floppy, a sign I was already losing weight.

I must have been killing myself with that sugar.  It's obvious that the sugar was so difficult for my body to process that it was wearing me out.  Now I feel like getting some serious exercise.  I hope this is a turning point back to my old self.



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185,853 Thank you 810. You made me feel a little less anxious. :)



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185,852 Thanks to a past post I made here, I was able to see my stupidity for what it is, and I've been able to correct a really bad behavior immediately.this site has been so awesome in saving my life In so many ways in the past8 yrs. you have no idea.



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185,851 Ah , crazy person still trying to hack into my email account , first was Facebook then my email account for the million time.  Really , I have many mail accounts and the one they were trying to hack is only used for shopping purposes and unimportant staff .  Crazy person just go away and leave me the f alone , you are annoying me .

F/36



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185,850 Some of the people who pound the table demanding tolerance - turn out to be some of the most intolerant people I've ever met.



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185,849 When I was in college I was a typical nerdy virgin guy. All studying, no women. I did work a few hours per week in the psych department. It was a menial job where I fed the rats and helped the grad students set up experiments. Whatever they needed me to do.

There was an adult woman working there as a secretary. She was about 40. She took a liking to me and was extremely flirty. She outright came onto me. Like woohoo. I could finally lose my virginity. Yay me. She invited me over to her apartment and we went at it. We fucked like two dozen times over the course of a few months. It was very intense. She seemed needy, but hey, it was easy pussy for me.

Then one day I showed up at work and was called into the office of the department head. He asked if I was sleeping with the secretary. This threw me. What business was it of his who I was sleeping with. But I didn't want to rock the boat so I told him the truth.

He then told me her history. He said she wasn't stable. She was dating a man. She felt betrayed about something in their relationship. So while driving him in the car, she intentionally got onto the highway in the wrong direction. She hit a minivan head on, killing a mother and her small children, as well as her boyfriend. She went to prison for 6 years before being released into this probation program. It was no accident she was working in the psych department. She was there so the psychiatrists on the staff could keep an eye on her behavior.

He said I should end the relationship immediately, which she might not appreciate. So I should not work in the department anymore and lay low. He said I should keep an eye out for her, saying she might be hiding in the shadows ready to harm me.

What? This was my first relationship and it was to a murdering psycho? To put it mildly, man that sucked.

Nothing bad ever happened. I never saw her again. But it sure put a damper on my time in college.



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185,848 I had anAsian friend who was adopted by an American couple when she was just a baby , she was raised in all white small town there's was nothing "Asian " about her except her looks . She always used to get upset at people who used to ask her where she really was from or had these stupid assumptions about her just based on her looks.  Men beware of stereotyping women based on race, you might end up deeply disappointed.



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185,847 Ummm... my friend took an AP test today. It was on American History. Yesterday she had a review session. Her teacher made a point of going over the 19th amendment, and all that it did to change our country. Today, the essay question on the exam was about.... the 19th Amendment. Ummm... thank you teacher.... but clearly he knew that was going to be the essay question. My friend just inadvertently cheated!



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185,846 We're tripping over ourselves to be so ultra PC that now we are banning therapists from talking to people who identify as gay.

The gay political contingent is worried they might lose a pro-gay vote in their ranks, so new laws are being written forbidding therapists from saying anything to a patient that might have the effect of making the patient give up the gay life and return to heterosexuality.

We're losing our way here. We are making it illegal for a conflicted gay person to talk to a therapist!



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185,845 So far, from what I've seen, any man who is going for an Asian woman, I wouldn't want anyway...



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185,844 I feel like I should care. America was exceptional once, sometime early in the last century or two. I wouldn't want innocents to suffer, people who deserve equal protection. Otherwise, an astroid could hit it tomorrow and I'd be just okay with that. ;)



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185,843 I've been paying my own health insurance for 9 years, since I was 26. I'm now 35. It costs me about $8,000 per year. So that's over $70,000. In all this time I've never been to the doctor once. I'm young(ish) and healthy. I get a cold sometimes. So what. My body fights it off without a doctor getting involved. I'm not sure young people today need health insurance. Yes you might get in a car crash. But you also might be hit by a meteor. Stop worrying so much that something terrible will happen. We are are being scared into buying extremely expensive and for what, so doctors can get rich. And besides, my friend broker her arm. It cost $4,000 to gotot he ER and get a cast. Her insurance covered none of it because her deductible was $5,000. What bullshit.



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185,842 My sister uses me as her emotion toilet. Calls me up and just takes an emotion shit all over me.  Doesn't even notice that I'm not listening. Sigh.



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185,841 My friend is making a big decision today. He was fired from his Wall Street job last year. Now he has two job offers.

1) A job back in the frantic trading world of Wall Street. Not only did he fail at this in the past, it affected his health. At one point he was rushed to the ER because he thought he was having a heart attack.

2) Move out of Manhattan and take a job as a financial person in a sleepy Midwest company. He'd pay the company bills and send out the paychecks. It's not nearly as much money, but it's no stress.

So what would you do? Go for the big bucks and possibly die? Or live a more pleasant simple life?



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185,840 Obamacare is going bankrupt and insurance companies are pulling out as it is failing -but all liberals can do is moan about  that President Trump is trying to replaces their messiah's healthcare plan.The Republicans should have left it alone and let it implode. Liberals could then blame the Russians as well -just as they blame the Russians for Mrs. Clinton's failure.So sick that Liberal Americans   can't accept the legal election of a President in the USA.It is getting so boring to watch CNN and MNSBC. Infantile behavior.



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185,839 American women have themselves to thank for American men going for Asian women. Who the hell wants to be hooked up to a woman that sees -even an innocent compliment from a man-as sexual harassment? Women who are loud and aggressive always belittling men as sexual predators and  losers. Expect their husbands to take care of the house and kids and are more about their rights than being a nurturing mother and wife.If this is what you are all about, men will always go for a gentler, kinder and sexier Asian woman.



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185,838 I'm part of a support group on Facebook that has a lot of members in the UK.  Probably 90% of the UK people post selfies showing themselves as beautiful and handsome.  

The UK people had a charity event where they all got together.  It's not a big island, so many of them showed up.  Lots of pictures were taken.  Candid pictures.  Not posed.

What a laugh I had.  All these beautiful women and handsome men... mostly overweight, lots of makeup, and frumpy.  There were a couple of people who looked like their pictures, and one woman who actually looked better than her selfies.  But most of these people were nothing to write home about.



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185,837 White men are attracted to Asian women.  Asian women are attracted to white men.  These make up 40% of all interracial relationships.  Some social justice warrior noticed this and now they're making videos where Asian women are telling white men not to fetishize or fantasize about them.

Just shut the fuck up.  I'm sick of this weaponized tolerance.



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185,836 And again. This time her place.



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185,835 I was in the US Army and sent to Saudi Arabia for Desert Storm. I would receive letters and care packages from Americans back home. It was good for moral and made my deployment much more tolerable. I deeply appreciated everything I received and  did make a positive difference.



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185,834 Hoped I get promoted today



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185,833 You remind me of my ex, which means I was wrong. Sorry Charlie.



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185,832 Ugh! I can't take trying to date anymore. It's just too weird. The last time I was single for any length of time I went through this, too. It's just so lonely. I am starting to feel that old hopelessness. Back then I adopted a soldier.

I sent him a letter or email every week and a care package every month. It kept me sane. I never flirted with him or dumped my problems on him. Just tried to make things nice. Every once in a great while we still chat even though that was over ten years ago. I think it's time to adopt one again.

I sometimes wonder what it's like to these soldiers to be adopted by a stranger. Does it help? I know things can be so horrible for them. Things I can't even imagine. I hope it helps them at least as much as it helps me.



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185,831 I just realized I miss the year 1996, especially right after I graduated from high school, the next 6 months until the end of the year.  I was "independent".  I worked over the summer after I graduated high school, I started college that following fall, and I worked part time.  Man, it was such a great time for discovery.  I made friends at work, and the first semester of college was great, meeting new people, meeting people my age, which was different from high school kids.  Man, it was great.  It's been 21 years, basically, and I would like to go back to that period of time.  Nobody "bothered" me, not even my parents, I was "doing my own thing."



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185,830 About ten years ago I was addicted to meth. I only stopped when I was arrested then eventually sentenced to a rehab facility. I haven't used meth since then. Today at the bus stop I found about half of a gram of crystal meth. Apparently it fell out of someone's pocket. I'm looking at it right now and the urge is strong. It's going to be a fun couple of days!



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185,829 I mildly like Star Wars, but can't stand the obsessive nerds that like it.  I won't watch anything Doctor Who for the same reason.



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185,828 I've tried to get sex from women on Craigslist multiple times.  Only got one real response.  The rest were hookers.



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185,827 If a woman asked you directly if you want to have sex with her for money, it's probably a sting by the cops.  Be careful.



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185,826 I utterly fucking hate Star Wars and I am so glad that Disney got a hold of it.  Disney is going to do the best job ever of shitting all over the franchise and utterly killing it.

I'd rather be indifferent to Star Wars but it's been shoved down my throat my whole fucking life.  I want it to fuck right off but people do not fucking let up about it.

In all fairness, I like Harry Potter.  I want it to also shut the fuck up.  That franchise can eat a bullet too.



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185,825 Sometimes I feel so hopeless.  I know it will pass in time, and that I need to just keep moving forward.  But knowing doesn't change how I feel.



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185,824 I pulled a girl over in her car by flaggin her down. she said she'd suck my dick for $60.  (pause) Oh, ok. Follow me to the ATM. why not.



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185,823 I'm male and almost 60 years old and I haven't had a job since I was 25. I made a lot of money back then. So I stopped working. Sounds grand doesn't it? But it's not. I have no purpose, no drive, no connection to the day to day or to people. I sit around doing jack nothing. I'm bored. I'm unchallenged. I've lost some ability to communicate effectively with people because I'm so out of practice. Grand? Hardly! In hindsight, I wish I hadn't made that money.



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185,822 The more I see pics of you on social media, the more glad I am that we are not together anymore. I never really found you attractive, honestly. I liked the fact that you kissed my ass and I could get pretty much anything I wanted from you. Money, lunch, gifts, whatever I wanted. I see you pics now and they're cringe worthy. You try to make witty posts, but they're really just dumb and make me embarrassed for you. I thought I might miss you, and I KNOW you miss me, but it ain't happening.



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185,821 I scored 1560 out 1600 on my SAT test and my dad still wasn't happy...



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185,820 I wouldn't have a piece of that cheap, crappy, poorly made Ashley furniture!  God, it's disgusting ... and it's EVERYWHERE (except at my house)!



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185,819 I think there are more STD's than we know about. Not so much necessarily ones that cause sores and the more obvious symptoms, but diseases that lie dormant in you and manifest themselves in your body over time as you age. Let your freak flag fly, but don't let them leave their filth inside you. Protect yourself.



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185,818 812: Stop that dangerous behavior! I don't want to see a show about your murder on Investigation Discovery.



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185,817 Day 12 of high protein low/no carbs. Getting so sick of eggs, yet I tell everyone it's the best diet ever. I know it works because I've lost weight on it before... however, I know that when I go back to eating normal I'll balloon up again. I'll stick with it to look good in pics while on vacation but I can't do this shit for long. I just want a bowl of spaghetti sooooo badly right now.



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185,816 I've responded to dozens of Craigslist ads from women.  I just want to see if I get a response.  I only received one response.  I replied, but she didn't reply back.  I honestly don't know what I would have done if she wanted to hook up.



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185,815 I love when my doc prescribes narcotics.  I abuse the shit the shit out that stuff.  I'll stay high for days, maybe a week.  

And then, like this morning, I'll wake up, and I'll feel like I'm done being high for the year.  I'll flush the remaining pills down the toilet.  I had half of the prescription left.

I just don't want it anymore.  I feel like I want my old body back.  I want to walk for four or five miles and feel the air go into my lungs.  I'm an odd sort of drug addict.



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185,814 They think I don't know what the two of them did last night but I do and it's not the first time. It's not the secret they thinks it is. I've been sticking in because I hoped it would end. If they don't come clean they will both regret it. I have been made a fool of.



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185,813 Sorry. But I just don't care anymore.



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185,812 Last night I was so horny I met a random stranger off the internet, got into his car, and let him fuck my pussy raw and cum in me in his backseat...

Then the next morning I brought him into my apartment and let him nut on my face.

I don't even know his name!

21/f



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185,811 I'm so high right now...



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185,810 809, I understand your torment. I lived that life of fearing something was wrong with my health and that I was going to die. I too went to the doctors and had many tests.

You know what? Don't worry about it. It all works out. You are not going to die. The human body, through evolution, is built to last.

I used to get in such a state about every headache, every chest pain, every odd heart beat. But I'm still here. I'm still going. I'm in my 50s. I didn't collapse and die.

A few things helped me get over the fear.

1) How many times have you been walking down the street and someone just collapsed and died? It basically never happens. Keep that in mind. It doesn't happen to others, so it won't happen to you.

2) Many of my “bad” health symptoms were brought about by worrying about my health. It was self-fulfilling. I worried about my blood pressure, so yes, when the doctor took my blood pressure, it would be high.

3) I'd get panicky about my heart. This would make my heart beat faster. I thought I was having a heart attack. Which would make my heart beat even faster. But in the end, nothing bad happened.  There is nothing wrong with your heart beating faster. It's your body releasing adrenaline. It won't cause a heart attack. Adrenaline is what the ER gives you when your heart stops. It's good to have adrenaline.

Once I kind of figured all this out, and it took many years, things got better.  I realized I will not suddenly keel over and die.

Good luck to you. The human body is an amazing design. You will be just fine.



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185,809 I'm afraid of dying. I wasn't always but a few years ago I started getting dizzy randomly and passing out. I would also sometimes have chest pain. It was so bad I went to the emergency room. They tested me and said I wasn't having a heart attack. I went to the doctor and found out I had high blood pressure. They put me on medication and a low sodium diet. They sent me to a heart doctor. The heart doctor did a EKG, an Electrocardiogram, a 24 hour heart monitor, and a stress test. Said everything was normal except every once in a while I skipped a beat. My PCP sent me to a GI doctor. GI put this scope down my mouth. Found a polyp and removed it but said they didn't see anything that would cause the pain. Went back to the PCP, PCP said must be stress, learn to relax.
I currently still owe roughly $2,000 from all the tests and hospital visits. (That's after me paying quite a lot, too)
I try to diet and exercise (Lost 45 lbs but recently gained back 10, but back on track). I take the lowest dose of lisonpril now for my blood pressure. For the most part, per the doctors, I'm fine.
BUT I now have this high anxiety. What if the doctors missed something? I haven't passed out since Christmas of 2015 but sometimes I still feel dizzy, sometimes I still have pain and currently I cannot afford to go to the doctor. Now every time my body hurts, I think, what if I'm having a heart attack. I'm a woman, the signs are different.
What if I die? Over something stupid that would have been caught if I went to dr? What would happen to my kids?
These are things I never even thought about before all this crap started.


SO long story short, think I'm going to see a therapist.



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185,808 I kissed T! He's had a girlfriend for 7 months. My cousin kissed a guy she met at the lake. Come to find out, he's had a girlfriend for 3 years. Are all guys secretly cheaters? Are all humans cheaters? Maybe we should all admit we can't be monogamous. Everyone should engage in open relationships from the start because humans are horrible, lying creatures. Every couple I've ever known personally has had one or both parties cheating. Fuck the concept of love, really. Everyone's just in it to feel good physically, and when they get bored of you... sorry about your luck.



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185,807 I'm an idiot! I can't believe I did that again. I have to resist or I'll lose in the end.



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185,806 I went for a reading along with my best friend and I had to ask about you because it has been bothering me. Mostly I wanted to know if I was to blame. The psychic said that it wasn't my fault, that you felt a connection too, but that you panicked and didn't want me to figure out who you actually were (whatever that means). She also said that I would probably never see you again, but that this was for the best.

I hope that she is wrong. All of that stuff is fake anyway, right...? :(



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185,805 Enjoy your sex tomorrow night!



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185,804 We have sex on the 1st and 3rd Thursday of each month. It starts at 9ᚷ PM.

My wife is very organized.



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185,803 I would call my wife right now and fess up. Don't let some ho blackmail you.



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185,802 you know who this is and why I write here  we have a very big secret and unless you start spending time with me and seeing me to fuck the hell out of me I am going to go to her place of work and tell and show her everything so I think it would be in your best interst to stay in love with me and communicate with me dailyu and stop trying to be little family man when I really know what you are and what gets you off.....im in love with you and no other nad you better start cherishing that hottie.....



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185,801 I am in love and never been happier with anyone.



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185,800 Remember when you used to be cool? I do.

You've become a tool.



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