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186,399 For goodness' sake, make sure that you at least secure your email account with an unguessable password that you don't use for anything else online.

Your email account is not just something that you need to protect for your own privacy.  It can also be a gateway to other things.  Here's an example.  Do you have an account with Amazon?  If so, you use your email address as your login ID with Amazon.  Now, suppose someone else has somehow obtained your email address and password.  They can try logging into your Amazon account using your email address as the login ID.  However, they won't know the password to your Amazon account, but that doesn't matter, because Amazon will helpfully send a reset password to your email address.  Bingo!  They can now take control of your Amazon account, find out your name and address, change the address for delivery of goods, and start buying up stuff for themselves from Amazon – on your credit card.

Have you ever received one of those scam telephone calls (usually from India) from people claiming to be from "Windows support" or something similar?  I'm a retired IT professional, and if I receive one of those calls, I often "scambait" those callers using a virtual machine.  One ruse that those scammers try is to get you to login to your email account – supposedly to verify its security or some other bullshit story.  However, the scammers have covertly installed a keylogger on your computer – or, in case of scambaiters using a virtual machine, on what they think is your computer – and they're hoping to capture your email address and password.

Protect your email account and its password with the same care that you would use to protect your online banking accounts.



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186,398 Assassins, cons and rapers might as well... die.



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186,397 I've used the same password on nearly every single online account I've made in the past 10 years.  I got an email hacked into one time, but they didn't figure this out.  If my secret got out, I'd be fucked.



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186,396 If ever I met a person in favor of defying Trump, and letting more and more refugees into the USA, I'd beat the shit out of him. How despicable to allow these terrorists into our country so they can kill girls. If you are in favor of blocking Trump's travel ban, do us a favor and move to the Middle East.



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186,395 I've called into work because my cat was sleeping on me and I didn't want to disturb him. Much better to just go back to sleep.
Of course, I tell my boss I'm sick with a stomach virus or something like that.



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186,394 What a shame when people don't see your value! I got laid off last year by a startup after only 6 months.  They were still making losses of around $150,000 and claimed there wasn't enough work for me to do & they had to keep their staff budget low.  (Then why hire me in the first place?!?)  I get it to some degree but still.....

Anyway.  Fast forward a year later, I've been working at a different company.  A huge multinational corporation that takes very good care of it's employees.  In 4 months, I've already saved the company almost $100,000.  By the end of the year I will have saved enough to pay for myself, ALL of my benefits (which there are a lot of), my bonus, a whole 2nd person's salary, and STILL have some saved money left over.  So basically, had the startup kept me on, they would have been profitable (for the first time) by the end of the year.  Oh well!  They are too busy instagramming to figure that out!  Enjoy your 10th year of losses boys! :) I'm thoroughly enjoying not mopping floors, coming in on weekends, or working as a cashier randomly! AND I'm thoroughly enjoying my paycheck & insane benefits!



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186,393 why is it so hard to find a man who
• acts like a man, takes care of his work and family
• has emotional IQ
• smart
• takes care of himself in dress, or fitness
• kind
• is heterosexual

I guess we all gotta give up somethin ....



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186,392 366, that's also the best advice I've ever gotten. The way it was told to me was "You teach people how to treat based on what you allow them to don " Man, do I wish I had learned that much earlier in my life. I would have cut a lot of shitty people off much sooner.



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186,391 I was so hurt over you, but today you bought your freedom papers! I can't believe I actually thought I loved you! Today you showed  how less of man you are! I could never look at you the same! Thanks for showing me your true colors, no longer grieving over you! Oh and the girl you are with? I feel fucking sorry for her!



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186,390 A wife and a husband shouldn't work together- especially if they're liars.



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186,389 I finally get to drag my domination fantasies out of the closet and put them to use! Ohhhhhh yeahhhhhh :D



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186,388 I live in a huge city. One of the biggest in the US. My boyfriend and I are getting married soon and we have decided we don't want to live here anymore. So we're going to move.... but where?
It needs to be a place that can survive climate change, war, and a collapsing economy. It's hard to choose. Some of the main reasons we are leaving.
It's funny when I was a kid, I never thought I would be choosing where to live based on war and the fucked up environment.



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186,387 He traveled to Syria just a few months ago...?



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186,386 The Manchester bomber was a son of refugees. Imagine if we had a refugee ban 20 years ago.



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186,385 The Manchester bomber was British. The IRA bombers that devastated Manchester 21 years ago were British too. I don't recall the USA wanting a travel ban for Catholics then though, or doing anything to stop the flow of USD that funded it.



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186,384 ....And now, I shall masturbate, for it is my favorite thing to do, EVER!



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186,383 I finally get to drag my domination fantasies out of the closet and put them to use! Ohhhhhh yeahhhhhh :D



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186,382 We havent spoken in over a month and been alot longer since we saw each other. I would really like to know why you dont respond to texts or messages. After all we been through and then how you left me shattered,i think a reply is the least you can do.even if its to tell me to fuck off



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186,381 368....Thank you! I feel the same way about women.
They are fun, i enjoy sharing ideas & screwing but i cant share genuine feelings with them ever again.



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186,380 You spent your life worrying about the price of this black gooey stuff that comes out of the ground. I feel sorry for you.



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186,379 The Trump travel ban has been blocked again. It's so fucking stupid what the dems are doing. They are playing petty politics and putting every one at risk. Look what just happened in England. The terrorist want to kill everyone, including young girls. Trump is trying to stop them from getting into our country. But he keeps getting thwarted by dems playing political games. We should remember that every election day for the rest of our lives. Never vote in a democrat again.



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186,378 My husband and I are both attorneys at the same large firm. There are three name partners and about 25 associates, including the two of us.  We met at work, got married, and have been together about 10 years.

So recently we had to fire this little secretary who had assisted my husband for about 3 years. Little mousy thing in her twenties, dowdy hair, glasses, so skinny she looked about 14. It turns out she had been sending ALL these overwrought emotional emails and IMs to my husband for 6 months or so. She would write 2 pages about how great of a boss he is, how he's her friend and she cares about him, blah blah blah.  Then she'd write something ripping me about "Your wife seemed so angry in the meeting today!"  Uh, it was an ordinary meeting early in the morning. I was sleepy. She served everyone coffee. I didn't think anything of it, until I saw these whiny emails.

My husband would answer her LOOOOOOONG screeds with a few words: "Thank you, "Jane", I'm glad you're so happy here. Please have the Acme & Co. interrogatories ready to go by 10 AM tomorrow."

So I finally caught a glimpse of one of her long screeds over his shoulder and asked what THAT was all about.  My husband told me, "Oh, it's this secretary. She's got a crush on me, it's nothing."  I asked to see some more of her emails, and he showed me.  She's been flattering him and clamoring for his attention while making pissy little complaints about me for MONTHS.  You can stalk and sexually harass a man, and that's definitely what she was doing. I took some of her emails to our hiring partner and complained, and he decided to fire her.  She cleaned out her desk and left, sniveling like a little bitch, the next morning.

Wouldn't you know it, my husband's got his panties in a wad over WHY did I have to show the emails to the hiring partner.  She wasn't doing any harm. He fought me tooth and nail over this little twit for two days, and at this moment is still pouting about the whole thing.  Oh yeah, just a harmless crush, was it, darling.

What my dear husband doesn't know is that the office manager, a VERY attractive young man in his twenties (DH and I are both 38) has been extremely sweet to me in the 5 years he's worked here.  He teaches partner yoga in the evenings and weekends, and has done some modeling work for fitness apparel companies here and there.  So yes, he's gorgeous.  

I told him once that I really like a certain kind of tea he'd put out in the break room, and that tea has ALWAYS been in the break room ever since.  He's sweet, conscientious, and hovers around me a little, makes sure his arrangements for me are just so, is there anything I need, since he's going to Staples and then Whole Foods later?  He always tells me to just give him a list and he'll get it for me.  Could be that my office is just the closest one to his office and the break room and he likes the company.

Could also be that I'm still pretty good looking for 38, and he just likes older women.  Plus unlike that twit secretary, he's smart enough to carry on his courtship in words rather than writing, and has never insulted my husband, oh no, he's the soul of courtesy to everyone.

I'm starting to wonder what Mr. Yoga Teacher is like in bed.  I know he likes women, because he's jokingly talked about dating women here and there.

And DH did defend that idiot stalker secretary WAY too hard...



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186,377 If someone takes the time to read between the lines with you they will find that it is always about you. Your words, though they are many, hold no real depth. You are always concealing something behind your eyes. This is tragic. You have so much to offer and are capable of so much good, yet this is what you choose to be. This is the existence that you have submitted and chained yourself to. I resented this when I first realized it because I felt that you had used me and had been dishonest, but now my heart breaks for you. Your actions are those of someone who lives in constant turmoil and fear. You are like a caged animal looking for fleeting nourishment until the next meal because you never know when it will all slip from your fingers and leave you drifting out to sea. I fell for your potential, not the reality. My mistake....or was it a mistake? I still don't know.  I hope that someday you grow into your gifts and abilities and stop throwing them to the winds and squandering everything that makes you vital out of the baseless fear of some catastrophe that is never going to come.

Too bad I won't be around to witness it if you ever manage to break free of the chains of fear that bind you.



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186,376 I've been disappointed by people so many times, I too have been disappointing to others. It has not been balanced at all. Yes, I've tried to be there. So now I wait, For my turn at death. I want to not hurt or be hurt anymore. It's not worth it to me.
So I'll just wait. For death. Please hurry.



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186,375 So BLESSED to have my daughter



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186,374 I think if someone wants to help you, you should let them. Maybe it's their way of feeling useful. Sounds like win win to me.



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186,373 You threw me to the wolves, I threw you under the bus. Hope you enjoy the call corporate you'll be getting. For the last six months, I've felt like a turd you stepped on. We don't even work together, yet you took every available opportunity to ruin my life. I hope they never let your fake, opportunistic, ugly self train, mentor, or manage another soul at this company. I hope they bench you and let you rot in low level management for the rest of your days. Oh, and that crazy lady you tried to ruin with me? I'm going to personally see to it that she becomes your boss. She's better than you'll ever be and she'll leave you in the dust. She doesn't need my help, but now she has it. Have fun kicking rocks, K. You've earned it.



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186,372 I don't have a "person". I don't think I ever did.



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186,371 I have one kid. For me it was perfect. One and done.



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186,370 There comes a point where pain and anger morphs into raw power and apathy, and from that point on nobody can touch you. They all mean nothing and you can scarce recall why they ever did. It's beautiful. It comes over you out of nowhere, like this heavenly analgesic that ends your suffering immediately.  Feels so damn good. You wake up one day with a suit of armor that no weapon can prevail against.

Thank you to those who hurt the old me. You made me completely and utterly unfuckwithable.



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186,369 God I'm glad I never had kids!



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186,368 I don't despise men. I enjoy fucking them, talking to them, sharing ideas, and joking around with them, but that's about it. Wouldn't make the mistake of catching genuine feelings for one of them ever again, though.



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186,367 soooo on one side of the room we have women who despise men, and then on the other side, the mgtow creeps, great just great, feel tha love.....



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186,366 Best piece of advice I ever got: You will be treated the way you allow others to treat you.



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186,365 And to add to that, real men DO exist and they are so much better in bed than those feeble nutsacks you've been wasting your time chasing after and crying over. Trust me! :)



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186,364 I agree with 362. Don't let those fuckers destroy you. Turn the tables on them and be so much better than them that their punk bitch asses are humiliated and eternally ashamed for the fucked up shit they did to you. OWN yourself, don't let any other mother fucker own you! You are better than them. Never forget that. Fuck a bunch of them. Loser shitbags.



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186,362 You are the master of your universe.If men (or any other person) do bad things to you -is because you allow it.
Stop being a victim -take responsibility!



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186,361 I hate that Trump doesn't button his suit coat when he stands. It makes him look sloppy and uncouth.



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186,359 To Gene and Paul.  Ace was the best instrumentalist you've ever had.  He made your best riffs   I know the pain of watching friends flush themselves down the toilet.
     



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186,358 The last time my boyfriend fucked me in the dark, I thought of another guy the whole time and it turned me on. Each time after that, I masturbated to the thought of the same guy too and I come every time. Wish he could fuck me and eat me out for real.



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186,357 The best music, ever, is the p-funk. Any genre. The p-funk. The uncut funk. THA BOMB.



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186,356 Some of the shittiest things that have ever been done to me were done by men. I'm talking about really awful things that no one should have to endure. Somehow, I haven't decided that I'm going to demonize an entire gender for the evil acts of a fraction of a percent. I have wonderful men in my life who love and respect me who I also love and respect too much to group together with the fuckheads who hurt me.  There are other good men in this world who don't deserve to be demonized for the shitty acts of other men either. Place the blame on whom it belongs, and stop spreading bitterness and hatred. The world has enough of that shit already.



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186,355 Why things don't get done:

I have to mow the grass, but I want to punch the whole world in the face, so fuck mowing the lawn.



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186,354 I know we can't be friends, but I wish we could.

You have a secret fan. I'm happy to see you seem to be doing so well. Good on you man, and good luck.



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186,353 Males are the inferior gender and, they always will be.
Since they have no self control and keep wreaking violence on this planet... I say let them get all pissy and throw their tantrums, that they don't even realize how idiotic they continue to prove they are, by pissing and moaning about shit like sex being withheld from them. Men are so unintelligent that they don't even realize how stupidly weak and intelligently inferior they sound with what they believe to be some kind of faux, valid argumentative point. All it proves is the point that males are just a bunch of weak boys, that behave like a bunch of circle jerking monkeys.



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186,352 My mother is slowly dying of Alzheimer's.  I don't know how to feel.  I know she never wanted to be this way.  But now I am in the position of having to hope my mother dies quick - and she has not been.  It's been a long slog so far.  

But now she is closer to the end and I don't know how to feel.  I dont know what she feels - if anything. Mostly I'm just sad that she never really lived in her life.  I mean she had kids and served as my dad's gofer.  Thats about it.  I just don't thihk she was ever really happy.  Not with my dad.  She had some joy from us as kids, but still a lot of heart ache and trouble.  And now shes going ot die trapped in her own withering body.  So sad.



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186,351 The Matrix was one of the best movies of all times.

Jupiter Ascending was one of the worst movies of all times.

They were done by the same director.

What happened? How did the director make such a good movie, then such a bad movie?

Between the two movies, the director had a sex change operation.

Just sayin'



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186,350 OMG, what a crazy big orgasm today! Thank you. Wish I could have you everyday. Your wife is very lucky. Unappreciative, but lucky.



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186,349 they dont all "take" the money, some of them just leave all the bills. and then you sell YOUR house because its one or the other.



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186,348 Not all women are interested in taking all their husbands money after divorce, I'm married to a millionaire and if he divorce me , he can keep all the money I honestly don't give a 💩, I'm a very frugal person . On Mother's Day I pick an inexpensive practical present and I chose an affordable restaurant to celebrate even though my husband gave me the option if I wanted to celebrate on a very expensive place which we dined before.  There's more to money and material things to be happy, my family , friends and my dogs make me happy , everything else comes second.



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186,347 Traditional society and norms 'civilizes' men.  Wild West towns were wild until marriageable women started to arrive.  When women held out until marriage for sex, men had to prove themselves, be gentlemen and work hard to earn her trust and love.  The Pill and abortion on demand released women from the burden of dealing with the effects of sex.  Now men have access to sex in a way not seen before in history.  Why would they settle down?  Lose 1/2 of their $$$ to a no-fault divorce?  

Not opposed to the advances of the past 50 years but we all should acknowledge the effects.



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186,346 The entire reason why we have an issue with transgender bathrooms?? MEN!!! You are the ones we have to watch out for. Creeps, creepers, stalkers, rapists, serial killers, psychopaths, child-molesters, cross-dressing, awful uncles, grandpa-touchies, weirdo freaks that we are warned about since FOREVER. Even my husband agrees. Just like how I agree that women are fucking crazy. Not all of us people are poison, but most are.



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186,345 I hate to admit this... I know that what he did to you was awful... but I felt a little turned on when you said he lifted your shirt and sucked on your nipples.



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186,344 I've bedded down with 74 women. Yes, men keep track. I came on to 76 women. But two turned me down. 2 out of 76. And I know for a fact that one of them was a lesbian. I'm very proud of my stats.



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186,343 I'm reading a book containing the personal experiences of German soldiers in WW2 during battle.  It really could be any soldier of any nation in any war.  It's a horrific glimspe into what can only be described as the truely randomized insanity that is war.  It doesn't matter how brave or tough or heroic you are.  You just get randomly torn to shreds in the most brutal ways.  One minute you're with a group of soldiers sitting in a trench, eating lunch.  The next minute everybody to your left is literally melting in front of you, screaming on fire from a rocket hit.  You hide in a bunker, and some detrmined, brave enemy soldier points his machine gun in and blows holes into everybody with you, moments before he himself is blown to pieces and his uniform and body parts spray all over you.  Then you're running away with a few other people.  People are machine gunning people the instant before their heads blow into pieces from a rifle bullet.  You think you're safe but shell comes out of nowhere and blows half the face and limbs off one of the people you're talking to.  The other guy stumbles off the road and steps on a mine and his legs are blown off, and as he's screaming and thrashing he rolls on top of another mine and his chest is blown out of him.  You finally make it to your own lines and the last guy who's with you gets shot and killed because someone on your own side is jumpy.  You take off with the "elite soldiers" in an armored vehicle, it gets hit by a shell, and the driver gets thrown out and watches as the 20-ton vehicle rolls back around towards him and right over him, and he screams until his body is completely flattened.  It's just fucking horrendous.  Death comes out of nowhere.  War is nothing but fucking lunacy.  Absolute fucking insanity.



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186,342 Just what I need; another go around with someone to share my life with only to have them treat the time like it was a fucking life lesson. No thanks. The joke is on you.



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186,341 Men can be thoughtless assholes and seem to be much more prone to lying and cheating than women, but I still love them. I guess I'm a sucker.



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186,340 Men truly are the evil scourge that inhabit this planet. They abduct, rape, torture, murder, oppress, destroy... they will never get better, only worse. I truly have hatred for the male human specie. They will never change.. they will never stop creating evil. I am a misandrist. And, unfortunately, I have all the just reason in the world to be that. Men are hate filled, inferior, deadbeat losers that have no self control.. and they ARE the gender that, by far, create an evil and sick society. Men will forever be inferior and never have the self control or temperament to make this planet someplace safe and free from violence and perversion. Their bloodlust has no bounds.



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186,339 How do you think men feel about women? Women are out to find a rich husband who will take care of them.They put out and are sweet and kind until they have the ring on their finger - then the bitch comes out. After the marriage sex ends - and they spend their day with their friends in  the nail salon and spend money. Meanwhile the poor guy is up at dawn and working his ass off so that the mom and kids can have everything their little hearts desire. When he gets home there is not warm meal for him or a kind word. It is all about her and her brood. There is no respect - the kids have no manners - as she is a part time mother and full time bitch. Then you ask why men are so anti woman and use them when they can? At work they will accuse men of sexual harassment -if he dares to compliment her- that can destroy his career .The war between men and women in America is something to behold. It is a sad state of affairs. Thank women's liberation for all this.All of a sudden it is against the sisterhood to be a loving, kind and nurturing woman. No wonder the family is falling apart in America. Kids get no guidance or caring love.It is all about the mighty dollar.Having no depth in their live. They don't know not know anything about history. the arts or human relationships. More kids are killing themselves when they realize how empty their lives are - without a mother that is nurturing and lovable and who guides them along.Parents are absent so they  find their cellphones and disappear in that nowhere land that has become the focus of all in America-



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186,338 I'm just going to come right out and say it because I'm guessing that most women know it deep down. Men are about is fucking lousy as It Gets and it's only getting worse. It just blows my goddamn mind some of the things that I've witnessed dealt with and heard come out of the mouths of the opposite sex. The fact that any woman could be excited about making children with one of these creatures is terrifying. Men are the worst Scourge on this planet and there egos alone will be enough to destroy everything that we know as building blocks to our universe. Something is fundamentally wrong with men. Throughout the ages their selfishness has brought about so much suffering so much destruction and so much decline in quality of life that I simply cannot wrap my head around it. Oh yes it is a man's world all right. That is plain to see soon as you turn on the TV and watch the news for one minute. They will not ever change and they will never stop hurting people in such hateful and catastrophic manners just two get something very small that they wanted. Men are selfish to the point that it is not sustainable in our society. I would advise any woman about to get married to not do it. Whatever those plans are you can be assured that he will be trying to manipulate you in some way at all times. One day he will let you die said him move on



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186,337 You have to think a little deeper.  Terrorists didn't kill little girls to PROVE anything.  Rather, certain musical performers and the young girls who emulate them are, in their minds, all that is wrong with the Western world.  It goes against everything THEIR religion is about.  Their goal is to not only wipe out those who perpetuate what they see as the debauchery of the Western world, but to also prevent future generations of the same.



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186,336 Gee, wonder what brought about that outpouring of interpersonal "generosity"...someone's panties not coming down fast enough for you or have they closed up shop already? Of course you never apologize to anyone unless it serves some immediate, gratifying purpose to you. Nothing is ever about you or your actions. I guess it is difficult to understand human emotions when you clearly do not possess any. I'm done feeling bad about the past or trying to reason with you. No more regrets here. Your statement proves that you deserved every bit of that so-called lesson...as a result of YOUR behavior. So, thank you for the reminder.



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186,335 I actually stated I felt sorry for you tonight for the way you acted.  It is still no excuse for How you treated me in the end. I do forgive you because you were not capable or do not know how to cope with your own feelings. Just glad that you are not part of my life any longer. Thank you for the lesson but  that was a damn hard lesson to learn from.



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186,334 The seven year old child showed her true colors, it must suck ass to be in a 50 year old body though. Bitch



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186,333 It's not too late to call it off, because you already realise that it's set up for failure.  Better to cop the pain and awkwardness now and get it over with than to regret at leisure, not to mention the possibility of being fleeced in a divorce settlement.



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186,332 I just read texts between my fiancιe and her "friend." Confirmed what I was afraid of all along. I'm really wishing I hadn't read now. Guess ignorance truly is bliss...



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186,331 I picked this up online today, and my mom liked my share:

"When you meet someone new and your souls instantaneously recognize a piece of yourself deep within the other, and right away you feel safe being your authentic self, that is a soul connection...my soul recognizes your soul."

#1 - this is how I felt the first time I met my beloved - and Scorps 1984 only validated it.

#2 - Yeah, I currently have "only" inner beauty - but he remembers.  And still, constantly, our souls stir each other.

#3 - It makes her CRAZY that someone like him can love somebody like me.  I love you, too, mommy, but.



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186,330 A simple "I'm sorry" would have gone a very long way.



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186,329 #312: I think I speak for alll of us when i say that most of us are afraid of death and the unknown that comes after... Death is the biggest mystery there is... At the same time, people who had near-death experiences (briefly died for a couple minutes and came back), seemed to like it. It makes me less scared when I read their stories...



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186,328 I can understand that website developers get bored of dealing with the same interface and have a creative itch to develop another one. But...your users don't want a new interface. They're happy with the one they know and can use with a minimum of difficulty. Particularly the older users don't care how spiffy and up-to-the-minute your web page looks. They just want to be able to navigate it. Why not just improve it behind the scenes so it functions better and leave the rest intact?



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186,327 you haunt me in my dreams even after 6 years.



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186,326 I really like the movie Groundhog Day.



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186,325 I wish I were on an island right now.



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186,324 Why am I so easily devastated? I wish I could just disappear



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186,323 I wonder if you remember the time I fell off my chair and hit my head.



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186,322 I wish I could rent dog for a day a week. I like dogs. But I only have the patience to deal with a dog for a day.

Wish I could have had my kids this way too, rentals for one day a week. I'd be a much better mom this way.



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186,321 -312, as someone who's left her body once, I can tell you that the feeling of dying is so natural that you won't even know you're dead.  You'll be in pain one second, and then the next second, everything will feel fine.  You'll feel better than fine.  You'll wonder why you feel so good.  You might find yourself walking around a little, wondering why everything is crystal clear.  You won't know you're dead until you turn around and see your body lying there.  That's how natural it is.  It's very peaceful.

The problem, however, isn't death.  It's the dying.  Dying can be excruciatingly painful.



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186,320 If he didn't "like" the first 16 selfies you posted in the exact same pose, he isn't going to like the next 12 either...



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186,319 Dogs do fine on a vegetarian diet. It's CATS that need meat.



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186,318 I'm so tired of working at my job. I've become careless. I know I might get fired soon and I don't care.
Which worries me.
Money doesn't grow on trees and I have kids.
What is wrong with me??



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186,317 ...except obesity.



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186,316 I feed my dog ice cream. He loves me. I feed my husband ice cream. He loves me too. Ice cream fixes everything.



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186,315 I'm not understanding terrorists. Where are they going with this? Killing young girls at a concert? What did that prove to the world?  I think terror groups need to do a little soul searching. They need to define a mission statement. What are their goals? If it's justice they want for their people, okay, give details. Let the world hear the complaints so collectively everyone can try to work towards a solution. I have no doubt some factions of the Middle East have been oppressed by the US Government, and other nations. Greed was involved. Untrustworthy business entities. Poor people were undoubtedly hurt by the actions of profit mongers. The question now though is how to end the injustice, and even seek reparations. But killing young girls isn't the answer. It hurts the cause, rather than helps the cause.

Many Americans are not blind to what's been going on. They want to see things set right.



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186,314 So lone suicide bomb kills 22 and isis calm to have done it. To me that means the USA bomb people again and blamed isis.



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186,313 My girlfriend is trying to turn her new puppy into a vegetarian. It's a dog for christsakes. Dogs need meat. She's going to end up killing it.



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186,312 This is more a confession than a secret, I worry so much about dying. I know it's natural, Billions of people have done it...only to be forgotten about in history. But, What happens AFTER people die? I've tried to talk to my wife about it, she just preaches to me... just think...are you sure? Is there really a place you go after you die? or something else...the great white light, or do you just stop? If I let it get ahold of me I get paralyzed and sweaty with fear...but with no one to talk to honestly about it, I just have to get ahold of myself and shove the feelings in a tiny ball and shove them down deep inside me, sort of like everything else. I'm a 47 yo man, big strong silent type, but deep inside I have so much fear, anger, sadness, and loneliness. And no one to share with, no outlet, the secret is to learn how to hold it in and don't let it interfere with your family or work. Asking for someone to talk to is weakness..can't have that!



weird where the confession went...it didn't end how it started, just started to spill out...apologies



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186,311 My marriage sucked. From basically day one it sucked. Our courtship was good. We were happy. But once married, she was angry all the time. No sex. No conversation. It's like she was pissed off we were married. She made me feel like it was all my fault. I wasn't good enough. She complained about every little thing. She kept putting me down. I didn't understand why.

After a few years of trying, I divorced her. I was angry, but more confused. We parted ways.

A year or so later I bumped into her. She was friendly as could be. Perfectly chatty and happy. I thought she must be with a new guy that made her much happier than I ever could. I said so. I said, "Are you seeing a new guy?"

She paused, then said, "I am seeing someone new------- but what makes you think it's a guy?"

She went on to explain how she was seeing a woman.

Light bulb moment. That was the problem with our marriage. She was a lesbian. Plain and simple. She was angry she was married to a man.

I said all this to her. She dropped her eyes and looked humble for a moment and said, "Sorry, I probably wasn't very fair to you in our marriage." Then she said goodbye and left.

That's it? She messed up my life and my head for years, and in one sentence she said sorry and left, like that covers all the damage she did?

I'm left feeling disgusted, disappointed, and broken, mostly broken.



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186,310 Terrorists suck. You couldn't take out Ariana Grande with you? She was right there!



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186,309 Well yesterday my girls sister came over with friends and i chose not to be with anyone during that time period bcuz her friends are strangers to me and its her sister but after an hour or so i felt obligated to go to interact with them so i did and little did i know her sister is way hotter than my girl and she had hella curves i kept making excuses to go to the bathroom convincing them i was sick apparently well my girlfriend's sister is getting her degree in nursing and my girlfreind thought it would be ok to leave to a club with her sisters friends so she could take care of me bcuz she qoute "owed her one for when her car broke down" her sister again is insanely hot i doubt they are related tbh but either way after about 30 min or an episode of the simpsons she comes down stairs after a shower.....a shower i mean come on....she sits down next to me and checks me she tells me im ok and sits closer to me i got super nervous bcuz this woman was in my towel still soaking next to me.She asks where the main bedroom is and when i ask why she responds by saying shes just wants to lay down so naturally i go up stairs with her since it has a key lock...we enter the room and she lies down and half opens the towel so i can see her vagina but i look away and down and as i cowardly try to leave she asks where im going and my stupidass says idk so she got a look on her face and says come i dont want to alone all night and i go bcuz i didnt want to act weird....by this point i thought something was up.......but i sit and she lays down and she asks if i could help her take off the towel and i kinda laugh i thought she was kidding but she wasnt and i did but from the back and she brushed up on me so i got hard and she saw it and looked down almost contemplating something and then she just said flat out do you want to fuck i swear i wont tell my sister just for tonight..... I took off my pants and shirt and then proceeded to penetrate her pussy and she got wild she was better than a porn star she did everything with out a condom but that was the best sex of my life and we had some crazy sex twice that night and slept in seperate rooms.....i dont know what to do..



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186,308 Suicide is so messy. Blood everywhere or the smell of a dead body. It's awkward too, like someone has to clean the tub, or cut down the rope.

I'm taking a different approach. I'm going to disappear. I won't be there one day. No mess. No awkwardness of my dead body laying around. No one will even miss me, out of sight, out of mind.



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186,307 I work in health care and every few weeks I think of committing suicide. I see people in dire straits, and yesterday I held the hand of a man who is going to die soon. I try to tell myself that I have it good in comparison to patients I see.
The truth is I come from a messed up family. I have a history of depression that was completely not handled in my teenage years and screwed me up in many ways. I still have it on and off. It affects my relationships. I have this gnawing feeling like I was a mistake, an error in human history, and I should not have been born. I don't belong in my family. My sister is 10 years older, my family should have stopped at her. I worry that my depression is affecting how I do my job and I am not earning my keep. I worry I am not doing the right thing. I worry there is nothing good for me in the future.



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186,306 I knew I shouldn't have come to see you, something told me it wasn't a good idea..............but I thought I had control.  

Turns out I'm sadder than I thought, I'm more depressed than I let on.  I don't like my life as it is right now.  

I don't think that any difference in our relationship would have changed that, because I'm pretty sure the only reason I'm thinking about you right now is because I cheated on my husband and you cheated on your soon to be wife.  

You did evolve.  I should have been scared.  I didn't know.  

Now things will have to change.



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186,305 I fall in love too easily.  I stay in love long after it's over .  I can , and do love more than one person.  

I just learned that my new love may be moving away now, due to financial circumstances. Fuck .....

Impermanence is permanent.   Breathe.....



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186,304 Truth be told, my neuroticism is 99% of what's wrong with me and I recognize this. It has really screwed up a lot of otherwise positive situations in my life, but the patterns of thought and subsequent behavior that go along with it are so well-learned, deeply engrained, and habitual with me that I'm not sure if I can shake it. If I could, that would be amazing. It's not like I WANT to be this way. :(



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186,303 i still feel lost sometimes without you



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186,301 My sermon on faux news versus epistemological reasoning seems to have found a wider audience.
But I do appreciate its broader applications.
I'll try to be a better person.



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186,300 And as I will tell this person tomorrow: It amuses me to go to work and have normal conversations with you, when in my head I think of you kissing my neck...wondering what you are thinking at that moment.

But remember, professionalism is key.



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