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186,499 186497 Yes please!



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186,498 I find that both men AND women play into the whole "buy me x dinners for sex" game.  The best way to get out of it and have a real connection (and way better sex bc it's not a transaction but a joint experience) is to just split the damn check.  I'm a woman in my late 20s and I NEVER let a man buy me dinner.  I work full time and I can take care of myself.  There's really no reason for a guy to buy me dinner. I ALWAYS ask to split the check on dates, and men generally react very pleasantly.  I just think when both people are putting equal "effort" or "interest" in it, it makes it an experience rather than a transaction. The kind of men that want to just buy you dinner to get in your pants also tend to be intimidated by this as well, so it helps weed out men you might not be interested in spending time with.

Call me crazy, but try it one time!



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186,497 Is it a crime to wanna fuck on your 1st Date.....I'm in my 50's for Pete's sake
I figure I have about 10-15 years left to Enjoy Sex???



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186,496 i'm the loneliest person i know



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186,495 Early 40s, dating, better be wearing white panties and be totally fuckable on the 1st date.  Otherwise, there won't be a 2nd date, honey.   I've sprung for wayyyy too many grifters looking fo a free meal.



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186,494 Just now i had a flashback of myself from about 7 months ago. I was lying in my bed, drunk, deep in a months long bender that had me drinking anytime, anyplace.

I was a mess. All I'd do when i wasn't working was drink, and at one point the fear of losing my job wasn't as important as getting drunk. My life wasn't going nowhere fast, and i was ready to destroy everything I'd worked for so far, in my frenzy.

I remember that I was becoming more and more depressed and suicidal, and i was afraid i wouldn't last long on the path i was on. So I cried. I sobbed and called out to God from the depths of my heart, "Please. I have the desire to be sober, but i don't have the strength. Please give me the strength, not only to quit drinking, but to be able to look booze in the face and say no. Please, I'm begging you, please."

This is me, 6 months sober, in a much better place. :)



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186,493 I'm a 52 yo Male and My desire for an intimate kinky relationship with My Wife is that of a 24 yo....... Unfortunately She does not feel the same. I'm lucky to have sex with Her Once a month....and that's a 5 minute experience.....FML



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186,492 Perhaps the bastard shouldn't have gotten so drunk to begin with.



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186,491 One of my good friends just told me she was raped by her ex boyfriend. The POS used his family, including hiss 4 year old cousin, to convince her to come over to his house. From what she told me, it sounds like from there he drugged her, waited until no one was around, and while she was passed out on the couch he raped her.

I want to fucking kill him. Fuck! I wish I could make this all go away for her, but I can't. I'm going to be here for her and do everything I can, but it breaks my heart to see her go through so much at once.



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186,490 "Oh my God, it's a snake!"

She has no center. She has no past. She's hollow.

Like a fat white anaconda, she swallows whole the unfortunate drunk bastard passed out at the edge of the jungle.  



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186,489 As I was coming in the kitchen, my heart was racing a mile a minute. What if my husband could tell there was semen leaking out of me? What if he could read the guilt in my eyes?

He looked right at me and said, "You're home late."

Oh no, does he know something? Is he baiting me?

"Sorry, the meeting went a little late."

"Well hurry up and come to bed. I missed you."

The coast was clear. He didn't suspect a thing.

I got undressed, jumped in the shower for a minute, rinsed out my panties and buried them in the bottom of the hamper. Then I snuggled up next to him in bed.

I got away with it.



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186,488 My house smells like cat piss which is weird because I don't have a cat.



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186,487 I cut my own hair. I'm a guy. It's not that hard. It looks pretty good. You could never tell it is a DIY job.



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186,486 Liberals are prepared to destroy America as long as they can get Trump out of the White House. Politicians on both sides of the aisle are in on the game.They all have too much to loose. I am surprised that Trump ever got this far. They are petrified of what he can do to upset the apple cart and stop the gravy train in DC. He is our last hope to clean out DC and get the power back to the people. America first and screw the rest of the world. Let Merkel dig herself out of the chaos she created in Europe.America has become a third world country because of all the corruption  in DC. Trump is not the problem -Liberals are!



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186,485 Once, a guy I was about to hook up with spit on my pussy. That was the end of that.



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186,484 I'm a man, and I find the thought of spitting on a woman's pussy a bit disagreeable.  While it's the same saliva whether one licks the pussy or spits on it, the problem is that spitting at or onto someone is usually a gesture of contempt, and that's not a (possible) message that I would want to give to a woman about her pussy.



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186,483 Prostitutes are at least honest about what they do.  They quote fixed prices – and not an undisclosed number of dinners – for specified services, and then they deliver on it.



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186,482 The US government is responsible for Muslim Violence. Google it.you think Donald Trump will save you? HA HA HA. We finance that shit. Support for any president and includes supporting the guys over there. You are all being fooled . WAKE UP



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186,481 The foulest sexual trick I've ever experienced was when a guy decided he needed more lubricant while we were having intercourse. He could have applied an oil. He could have licked my pussy. He did none of these. Instead, he spit on my pussy. That was so fucking gross!!!!!!!!!!!



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186,480 I don't understand these women who don't enjoy sex. I love it. I'm always up for it. Who wouldn't be?



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186,479 When my wife wants something from me, she barters with sex. She wants to buy a new $4,000 bicycle. She says if I give the okay, she'll give me the best sex of my life.

First of all, I hate how she uses sex at a bargaining chip. Whatever happened to wanting sex because it's enjoyable for the both of us? No, to her, sex is a way to get something for herself.

Second, she never delivers on the sex. I never push it. I'm just the patsy in her manipulation game. She'll tell me she's going to buy the bike and she'll be back at 2ᚨ and then we'll have sex. She comes back at 3ᚨ. But immediately says she has to go for a ride on her bike. We'll have sex after her ride. She comes back at 11 pm. How did that happen? She says she rode to the other biker riders homes to show off the new toy. They decided to have dinner. They lost track of the time. Now it is late, so of course no sex.

Next day, she's off on her bike. And then something else comes up.... This goes on for a few days until she feels I've forgotten about her promise of sex.

This scenario has played out 100 times in 100 ways. She's a prostitute, only worse. You give a prostitute money, and get sex. With my wife, she takes my money, but no sex.

I've stopped caring. I'm tired of being manipulated by a gold digger. I'm jumping ship.



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186,478 #476, then why don't you pay for dinner? I'm tired of women suggesting a man is doing something wrong because he would like to have sex. It's a not a crime. It's natural. But too often women play the high and mighty victim, putting down men because they have a natural urge.  Let me play that back to you another way. He kindly took you to dinner twice, and all you've said about him are mean things.



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186,477 That feeling that comes over you when you realize that the people you called friends are really just aquaintinces. Not friends, just people you know and see once and while socially. I need to meet better people.



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186,476 I'm back into the dating scene. I'm in my early 40s, very attractive and have my shit together. But almost every man I went out to is trying to fuck me on our second date. I'm not a prude and I love sex. But c'mon, guys. We spent together 5 hours during our 2 days at the most and you bought 2 dinners. Do you think that I'm that stupid or insecure? What bugs me even more is when they try to arrange the second date next to my home, so they can come over and fuck me at my place. It's obvious as there are no great places to dine where I live and I don't mind driving to meet a man someplace else.
I'm smart enough to see through texts  what games they are playing and it's off putting. Nobody wants to wait even for date number 3. Guess what? I am not going to fuck you because you paid for 1 or 2 dinners. I make enough money to take this out of equation.



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186,475 i had to tell my bf that i wanted to take a break. it made me sad, i do like being with him. but with his very uncertain future, i can't quite commit so fully.

maybe the next few weeks, months (or whatever time) of not being together will teach us both something.



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186,474 When you have no experience for a job, it's near impossible to get a job.  You have to keep trying until you find somebody that will hire anybody.  After you get plenty of experience in that job, you can make a resume and get hired at other places.  They want the experience, but don't want to give it.



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186,473 Most of the time I don't have problems shopping.  On rare occasions I'll get a worker following me because they think I will steal something.  Never stole anything ever.

One time I went into a Dollar General with some coworkers.  We got followed around by two employees, who accused us of harassing women.  We didn't.  I fucking hate people that work at stores.  They are bigots, and there is never a way to prove myself innocent.  They want $15 an hour to make this a career, and they have this kind of power?



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186,472 My prediction--probably not so radical--is that a new National Socialist movement will arise in Germany as a response to Muslim-initiated violence and destructiveness and the absolute incompetence and pusillanimity of the German government.

Hitler was wrong to attack Jews. Those people were innocent and just trying to live their lives. Muslims are not innocent, and their goal is to destroy everyone and everything they can get their hands on. (That includes other Muslims, so deep and insane is their fanaticism.)

This time, the National Socialists will have a lot more support--internal and external, overt and covert--than Hitler did.

Pretty sad when we have to hope that Nazism will save the world.



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186,471 Do you know why I love Donald Trump?

Because his mere existence pisses the holy living shit out of the socialists/liberals/progressives who are trying to turn this country into another European slum.

I don't even know what he's done so far.  I just know that I love the guy.



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186,470 misogynists can't stand strong women!
if he can't have you, he'll destroy you.



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186,469 My husband thinks we have $43,000 in a CD. Nope. There's only $5,200 in the account. For years I've been doing all the bill paying and finances. I spent the money. One day he will be pissed beyond repair.



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186,468 I try my best!



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186,467 If ever there was a cunt in the world, it would be you…



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186,466 I have a habit of learning characteristics of people I come across and then judge them! I have been wrong many times. But I can't stop because it's naturally always happening.



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186,465 Please stop putting all of the details of your life on snapchat. You're not that interesting, and your girlfriend is fat. She looked real cute in her maw maw looking swimsuit that unsuccessfully attempts to hide the lard



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186,464 I use the wal mart self checkout to steal on a regular basis. Since I'm not suspicious looking (attractive well dressed mom of two) I easily get away with it even when being "watched" by the worker who really isn't watching anyone. For instance, if I have two of an item and don't want to pay for one, I'll scan one, and put both in the bag. The machine sometimes will say "Unexpected item in bagging area" and I will just pull the bag off and continue. Another trick I've used is having several things in my hands that I'm about to scan, and I accidently "drop" several things into the bag and say "Oops!" and only retrieve one item, leaving the others in the bag. If I get caught I can always plead ignorance, claiming I didn't realize I had dropped more than one item in the bag. I've gotten a lot of free shit from wal mart because of those self checkouts. Food, clothing, even a pair of shoes once. It's so easy to do I cannot imagine that I am the only one taking advantage of this. It's nice to look like someone who wouldn't steal and get free stuff from a corporation who is greedy and deserves to lose money anyway.



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186,463 To Burlington iowa I know you don't want me I know you would ratherthat old bitch to come running back to you even though she left running but M A I I'm sorry but your losing and moat likely have for sure lost me not because you don't " have sex with me " ita because I'm heryae to just tell you I know that you are not the same thing as you where when we began thus mess and I say mess because you have not from day one a job a house a real life, knowledge how to kiss foreplay



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186,462 I find Thomas & Friends to be very creepy.



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186,461 My heart and mind have been systematically destroyed by both myself others and the awareness of the horrors in this world. My first memory I don't know if it's real but I think I told my mom, myself at 2 or 3 years old, that it was ok if she wanted to divorce my dad, that one might be false it was like a strangeness in myself that is real tho this experimental nature this trying to be the bigger person and "sacrificing" in some simple button push . It is not a memory of her asking it's one of imagining her unhappy and telling her it's ok. I don't even know. Then comes lots of dysfunction and time alone growing up. Lots of disappointment but also lots of joy and feeling special being funny being alive inspired. Yet I was always aware of certain issues in the world .. (Extreme competitive Population growth) made me believe a world without rape mandatory child bearing, war, was not possible, that humanity would be in the same competitive patterns and typical selfish bullshit having nothing to do with caring about children or the earth or other earths we might make it to. Then with this on the back of my mind all my life I still escaped into humour and slacking off until I discovered my art around the time of my first female infatuation. I was built up by her to feel special and encouraged her to move away when she said she wanted to again trying to be big and sacrificial.. Bullshit I am. Across the country she went and telling me lets see those drawings paint me something. I painted well i still can. I told my mom I needed some peace to focus on something really important I had been putting off (coming clean in a letter) she looked me in the face with hatred and said I was kicked out by the end of the week. This messed up my letter and caused me to have no one to talk to and I turned from half introverted as one should be to in a constant desperate state of output which has passed. My mom Also took back her promise to pay half of a downpayment for a place thus setting me up for the breakdown at the party my friends brought me to and now after 10 years of deterioration from synthetic molecules and added stress of imposed manipulation from people treating me like I had no idea of reality. Keep in mind I had two jobs at once at 17 before my mom kicked me out. Anyway I always have a headache and weak body now. Knowing the person I'm with sees me as a disappointment plus the fact that I actually could have won the lottery a couple times . The need to just show ppl the miracles I've witnessed that the magic is real.. How it works how my hopes and dialogue with the universe were not unanswered. The stardust pictures that even more make me feel like the universe is somehow identifying with me it leaves me feeling unrelatable and alone. It's intense and makes me feel nauseous a lot and after all this psychiatric added stress who knows what causes what no I know. I know your receptors are not supposed to be blocked with a slow release of synthetic molecules encased in glass particles in your bruised muscles. Some ppl have it much worse I am lucky. They are working with me now towards my goal of being clean of this. There is just too much hope and disappointment and emotional need to be constantly proactive but I am still working and making slow progress. Peace of mind would be nice and I used to be able to create it with imagination causing actual afterglow which I would pray for the nebulae in. This hardly explains. I don't even want this I just want to know I am home.



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186,460 I'm a jobless loser. No one wants to hire me. I'm a burden to my family



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186,459 A kid is on Yahoo news today because he refused to have his picture taken with Paul Ryan.  Fine.  But why does someone who has no basic manners, who is an asshole, make the news?  Ah yes, Republican's are evil, that is the meme.



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186,458 Make fun of me all you want, I could care less, in fact my childhood has groomed me to be used to it.  It only reflects what kind of human being YOU are, not ME.

When people come on here and identify with something that has caused me a great deal of pain and tell their experience with the same problem, I feel immense gratitude.  I feel connected.  I feel less alone with my problem and I feel hope.

If we go through it together, instead of alone, then we can come out the other side.

Hanging on to the shred of light at the other end of the tunnel is the only momentum to propel me forward.  Watching other people's failures as well as successes in overcoming the same issue I face lets me know we all suffer together and eventually, we can all succeed together.

Thank you HPer from the FPer.



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186,457 I have trichotillomania. I haven't worn my hair down in almost 4 years because I've plucked away the top of my head. It's very thin now. If I wore my hair down, people would be shocked. They'd stare and gape. I'm a young woman and all I want is to wear my hair down before it loses its shine and goes gray. It hurts when I think back to times when I had control over it and could wear my hair down. I didn't have to pull it back into a messy bun and secure it with hair pins to keep it in place so the thin areas won't show through. I'm a master of concealment.

Every time I make progress and it starts coming back, something happens to stress me out and I start pulling again. My progress is destroyed in a matter of hours. Months of self control...wasted. Sometimes I wonder if it's going to ever fully grow back. I want to go to the salon to get it cut instead of hiding in the bathroom and having my mom cut it because I'm too ashamed to get it cut at a salon and reveal this horrible secret to people who will not understand. I mean, who the fuck pulls all their hair out??

I try not to think about it lest I get sad and stressed and try to remind myself that I'm lucky that I have enough hair to cover the thin spot. When I developed the disorder at age 10, I plucked myself bald. I wore a hat for two years until I got it under control and it grew back. What if it doesn't grow back? What if I've pulled it out so many times that it just stops growing? It scares me.



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186,456 my job is to contribute with chores and find a job and my joy will be contributing until she finds someone she wants more and actually wants to touch there are other reasons she might not touch me back i touch her shes disappointed i ride a horse wrong shes disappointed I'm happy with tough love and i am committed to contributing a job will come very soon and i tell her get rid of me she provokes me to say that then says ok i will then its love and i never said that this hardly expressed the actual love she shows tho and now further exploited and distorted because i am trying to communicate with someone else... i want to be touched like the woman i could be and maybe when i become it i will be and actually it hardly matters ive learned it doesn't ive learned not to try and get something with passive aggressiveness or tears i dont want to have to ask i was told i wouldn't have to and IM NOT UPSET I LOVE YOU THIS LIFE I LOVE BEING WITH YOU youre funny teach me things depth you communicate in a special way the little things the BESTEST INNER AND OUTER WORLD FOR PROTECTION and I'm so sorry i just want one person to see this go to hell more little holding above my head as tho my love isn't real... i love two people i love 3 people i love yes 3 people... i dont care about touch easy enough when your body is dead even when it comes to life it doesn't matter... only because i have her company and yes touch and it's nice... orgasm shmorgasm and i honestly am entirely grateful and you know who this is for.. you friggin ... i proved my love in the eyes of the universe at least i know my love is real and fu... closure shmosure i will start to send the love i do in my mind in little similar things you should already know



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186,455 I guess when you're a jobless lonely loser I'm your idea of a friend, but once you get your life back on track I don't even get a "hello" in the morning. So fuck you.



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186,454 Got smelly feet?  If you're lucky, the problem might eventually go away by itself.

During my thirties, when I took my socks off at the end of the day, the under-the-toes part of the socks used to smell awful, like ammonia.  I don't know why; I don't think there was anything deficient about my washing practices.  I eventually tried using a well-known brand name of foot powder for treating smelly feet, and it worked.  On the floor next to my bed was a white fleece rug.  To apply the powder to my feet, I'd sit on the edge of the bed with my feet over the rug.  The surplus (white) powder would fall onto the rug, where it didn't make a visible mess, and I periodically vacuumed the rug.  Problem solved.

I later moved interstate for work reasons, and stayed in a motel for a few months while my new house was being built.  I couldn't apply the foot powder there in the same way because I had no floor rug with me, the carpet in the motel room wasn't light in colour, and I didn't want to make an unsightly mess on the floor.  To get around it, I tried standing on one leg at the entrance to the shower cubicle, holding the other foot in over the floor of the shower, balancing myself with one hand, while applying the powder with the other hand – which meant that I first of all had to deposit the required amount of powder into the other hand (without spilling it in the meantime!) before getting into position to apply it.

It was a difficult manoeuvre, and I ended up wasting most of the foot powder because I couldn't hold my foot at a suitable angle for application.  Eventually I thought, bugger this, it's too hard.  I'll just put up with stinky socks again until I move into my new house.  The upshot?  I found that I no longer had smelly feet – and it's stayed that way for the past quarter-century without me ever needing to use foot powder again.



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186,453 I can barely make it through Casmir Pulaski Day by Sufjan Stevens. I ball my eyes out from the start. It's the most beautiful song I've ever heard.



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186,452 I imagine that we are lying together underneath the ground. You seem like you could use a hug. I don't want anyone to know how much I love you so. I don't even understand it myself.



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186,451 I loved the sex and I loved talking with him. His ability to be a worthwhile companion was perfect. We could have built something quite lovely if he wasn't so hung up on her.



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186,450 I loved him very, very much. I still do, despite the way he left me hanging...despite the way he made me question my sanity. He made the world an exciting place to live. He changed my life. As much as he made me doubt myself, he made me believe in myself, too.



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186,449 S.O'S. Was I really just used, or did you actually have feelings for me?

Hmm.



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186,448 I guess if you still thought about me and wanted to communicate that, you'd have made it clear by now. It was lovely when I believed you loved me.



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186,447 There are 2 sure ways to learn all you need to know about someone.  
1. Look at their shoes.
2. How they treat a cancer patient.

As a cancer patient, the biggest assholes I have cut out of my life are the ones who abuse you when you're at your lowest.
It's even worse when it's your own parent.
I could see Donald Trump abusing a cancer patient.



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186,446 Goodnight, midnight rider.



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186,445 My experiences with girls really weren't very intercourse-focussed at first. I tried to make it work, but they were just basically too green. So I just rubbed up against them which usually made them cum.  Lots of moaning. Things got wet. You can tell when they are cumming. There was intercourse, of course, but *it* was kind of big and subsequently painful, so we resorted to other forms of expression.

A larger problem is when you go down and they refuse oral sex. This only happened a few times but after some persistence, they usually go bananas. It's pretty clear that the tongue was meant for the clit. Also, use your hands too because she is there and you should touch her to express your attraction towards her.

Baby traps are all about the "d". They want a ground-pounding ass fuck so they can get the baby. They will go all night long if that is something you're up for. Make sure that you are ready to be a parent, take precautions or cross your fingers.  

Some chicks are all about a ground-pounding ass fuck regardless of procreation. It's just the way it is. There is no reason to question it.  



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186,444 how do i tell him that i love him but i am terrified of the power that gives him to break my heart



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186,443 I bought a newspaper the other day. First thing I noticed, there were no pop-up ads blocking my view of the stories. What a great idea.



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186,442 I have had dermatillomania for a little over half of my life.  It is so painful.  I am so broken by it.  In the moment, it feels like a release, but when it's over I look like a walking scab.  It's my face.  It's the first thing people see when they look at you.  It's horrifying.

It is ruining me on the inside now.  It used to just scar the outside.  It's now killing me on the inside.

I want to stop so badly.  I have been reading about others who may also have thyroid problems who have this issue.

I'm overwhelmed.  Therapy isn't helping.  Zoloft didn't help.  Lexapro didn't help.  

Can someone just chop my head off and replace it with another one?  It's all up in my head.  Literally, it's what's between my ears and what is on my face.

May I please have a head transplant for my birthday this year?  

As if life isn't hard enough.  I get to look like a tweaker or meth addict on my bad days.  

Wonderful.

Why did I have to be that 1 in 50 who has this stupid thing?  It's debilitating and killing me.



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186,441 I fucking HATE my job. Yesterday it was great. Today, it was shit. I have been mislead into a job that I didn't apply for. I applied to work on CHECKOUTS, NOT(!!!) in a kitchen. I have done my time in a kitchen. I have done almost every shitty job under the sun. I have kitchen ported, I have cleaned, I have nannied, I have waitressed, and I have had ENOUGH of jobs which are so stressful and make you smell like shit. I am smart, I have got a place in a great college and I will make a success of my future in a better job. But it's wearing me down. I need the money to make it through college but I already feel like I could be doing something so much better. My back aches. My fingers smell like lettuce. I have had two showers since I've come home from work and I am still paranoid I stink and I am wrinkled like a prune. I am exhausted. I want to practice my languages and study some more, for fun, for my actual own personal enjoyment, but I am too tired. I feel like all I have heard lately is 'no'. I know people have to do shitty jobs and are stuck in them for years to survive, and that really makes me feel like shit. But let's face it. My life outside of work isn't that great as I have been taken away from my closest friends so my work is all I have. And if I can't find solace in that then what do I have? They say you must live in the moment, that the power of now is the most important thing, but right now I feel like I cant bear to do that at all.



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186,440 I guess I'm weird then...or I've just been very lucky. That level of closeness and complete immersion in the other person is what does it for me.



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186,439 Straight up penis in vagina sex really won't please most women.



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186,438 Do circuit breakers stop fires?... ahh.... no. I'm not sure of your point. Was my wife correct in not trying to find the source of the burning smell because, well, we have circuit breakers?  When you call 911 to report a fire in your house, would it be okay if the fire department first asks if you have circuit breakers, and if the answer is yes, then they shouldn't come?



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186,437 We're best friends. Sometimes I don't think you think we are. You always want to do and say couple things and I really don't want too. I can't Make it painfully clear to you because I feel that it will hurt you if I'm too blunt with it.  But I truly wish you would catch a hint so I wouldn't have to continue struggling with considering your feelings and mine as well. Too put it simply I will never be into girls and I can never accept your feelings but I will always continue to love you as my bestfriend. I pretend to not notice how you word things and what you do. But truthfully we do Way too much things that I don't even do with my other friends. But please try to understand how I feel I know your feelings are strong I will not deny that but i love you as my friend more. I'm sorry.



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186,436 430: I feel the same way. In looking back, a lot of times I was a real asshole. I think about it probably more than I should and it really bothers me. I wish I could have been a better person.



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186,435 Open "E" pizzicato on the violin

So many directions, so many directors.

He says, "Strings, let's try it again, only this time, don't play any open strings."

It's all about simple pleasures...



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186,434 I need to stop drinking. Really



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186,433 please know you are loved



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186,432 i want to die, i want horrible things to happen to me. my life is completely ruined and the few people i have left are fucking tired of hearing me complain about it. it would probably be better if i just went ahead and killed myself because i know everyone is just waiting for me to shut up and do it already, instead of talking about it all the time.



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186,431 i wanna get shitfaced. problem: husband is a recovering alcoholic...



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186,430 I regret being so immature during my younger years. I was a real dick.



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186,429 there are certain songs, bands, that i try to avoid now days.  i still listen to them when i can't take it anymore but i try to save it for when its absolutely needed.  then there are those days where i say to myself, "you're strong, you love them, it doesn't matter."



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186,428 I'll never date a woman who likes trash TV like Dr. Phil.  Gross!



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186,427 I'd like to smell your shoes.



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186,426 I'm a married guy. I have sex with couples. I do the guy and the girl. I'll suck off the guy in front of his wife. I'll let him fuck me while I fuck her. I love having a married guy's cock up my ass while his wife watches. I would never do any of this with my wife however. It would be too freaking weird. She has no idea I do these freaky things. She would not be into it, not in a million years.



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186,425 The other day I was in the basement and smelled smoke, like something was burning. It was faint so I couldn't really tell if it was just my imagination. I ran upstairs and asked my wife to go in the basement to see if she smelled it too. I told her I'm going out in the yard to see if maybe the neighbor is burning leaves or something. I came back inside a few minutes later. I asked if she smelled the burning in the basement. She said she hadn't checked yet. She explained she was watching a show and she'll check the basement when the show is over.

Who the hell waits if there is a possibility your house is on fire??????? Welcome to my world with the world's most frustrating wife.

PS, there was something burning in the basement. An old fan shorted out and was creating smoke. It easily could have started a fire.



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186,424 A few days ago I ran out of dollar bill money. I don't get another check until the first of the month. Drag. I resorted to buying things with quarters. A little embarrassing, but still somewhat acceptable to hand a cashier quarters. We all make up an excuse like oh I have all this extra change I'm trying to get rid of. People on line behind me might believe it. Now I'm out of quarters. I'm about to go shopping again. This time I'll be using dimes and nickels. I'm sure I'll get a few eye rolls. I think in a few days though I'll be paying using pennies. There's no covering up my poorness when I'm buying a box of tampons with pennies. I hate my life.



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186,423 My shoes smell. I told my friends it's because I got them wet. No, they smelled before it rained.



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186,422 Don't ever want to see my father again..... will someone please be my new dad I am so alone



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186,421 My husbands greedy step daughter has created such chaos in our marriage. She drunkenly begged him to sign over all his assets to her. He insists she was joking! Guess who flattened out and dried up emotionally and sexually towards him? He can't stand up to her. I love him but regret marrying a man who is more loyal to a drunken greedy twit than me.



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186,420 I confided in you. You  broke that trust. Mistake or not, I can't trust you anymore, and if I can't trust you, then there is no "you" in my book anymore.



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186,419 I love that people seriously believe that politicians control our fate and "this guy is better than that guy." Trump, Clinton, Obama, Bush - its all the same cloth, babies. Go look up what Bilderberg is. The MSM and Fox are all part of a huge reality show that people think is really real. HAHA. You sound stupid defending anyone in power. Just stop. We are the rats in the cage being experimented on, USA. Wake up!



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186,418 All the men I've ever been with have disappointed me. The latest being someone I moved all the way across the country and left everything behind for. Two and a half years of hellish emotional cheating and fucked up mind games.That's why I'm choosing to stay single. Maybe I'll start sleeping around that way I can get my wants and needs satisfied with no strings. No strings equal no hurt.



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186,417 My hubby has disappointed me way more than he has made me happy. Given the chance for a do over, I wouldn't get married. I would rather be a single woman.



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186,416 You are not lame. You sound like you could be my best friend. :) Ever listen to the Peter Gabriel years of Genesis?  Do you like Supertramp?



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186,415 It seems to be considered cool to like rap, hard rock, jazz, etc. Well, I guess I'm lame, because I like pop. Genesis/Phil Collins, Fleetwood Mac/Stevie Nicks, Boz Scaggs, Elton John, Lord Huron, The 1975, Madonna, Bruno Mars...I could go on, but you get the idea.

Why is it I'm always the complete opposite of cool?



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186,414 I miss talking with you too. My door is always open.



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186,413 I will try as long as you try..



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186,412 My heart and mind have been systematically destroyed by both myself others and the awareness of the horrors in this world. My first memory I don't know if it's real but I think I told my mom, myself at 2 or 3 years old, that it was ok if she wanted to divorce my dad, that one might be false it was like a strangeness in myself that is real tho this experimental nature this trying to be the bigger person and "sacrificing" in some simple button push . It is not a memory of her asking it's one of imagining her unhappy and telling her it's ok. I don't even know. Then comes lots of dysfunction and time alone growing up. Lots of disappointment but also lots of joy and feeling special being funny being alive inspired. Yet I was always aware of certain issues in the world .. (Extreme competitive Population growth) made me believe a world without rape mandatory child bearing, war, was not possible, that humanity would be in the same competitive patterns and typical selfish bullshit having nothing to do with caring about children or the earth or other earths we might make it to. Then with this on the back of my mind all my life I still escaped into humour and slacking off until I discovered my art around the time of my first female infatuation. I was built up by her to feel special and encouraged her to move away when she said she wanted to again trying to be big and sacrificial.. Bullshit I am. Across the country she went and telling me lets see those drawings paint me something. I painted well i still can. I told my mom I needed some peace to focus on something really important I had been putting off (coming clean in a letter) she looked me in the face with hatred and said I was kicked out by the end of the week. This messed up my letter and caused me to have no one to talk to and I turned from half introverted as one should be to in a constant desperate state of output which has passed. My mom Also took back her promise to pay half of a downpayment for a place thus setting me up for the breakdown at the party my friends brought me to and now after 10 years of deterioration from synthetic molecules and added stress of imposed manipulation from people treating me like I had no idea of reality. Keep in mind I had two jobs at once at 17 before my mom kicked me out. Anyway I always have a headache and weak body now. Knowing the person I'm with sees me as a disappointment plus the fact that I actually could have won the lottery a couple times . The need to just show ppl the miracles I've witnessed that the magic is real.. How it works how my hopes and dialogue with the universe were not unanswered. The stardust pictures that even more make me feel like the universe is somehow identifying with me it leaves me feeling unrelatable and alone. It's intense and makes me feel nauseous a lot and after all this psychiatric added stress who knows what causes what no I know. I know your receptors are not supposed to be blocked with a slow release of synthetic molecules encased in glass particles in your bruised muscles. Some ppl have it much worse I am lucky. They are working with me now towards my goal of being clean of this. There is just too much hope and disappointment and emotional need to be constantly proactive but I am still working and making slow progress. Peace of mind would be nice and I used to be able to create it with imagination causing actual afterglow which I would pray for the nebulae in. This hardly explains. I don't even want this I just want to know I am home.



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186,411 I miss talking with you.



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186,410 Before a couple gets married, they should do this simple test. Sit in front of the TV from 7 to 8, tuned to ABC.

At 7ᚨ there is Jeopardy. At 7ᛆ there is Wheel Of Fortune.

If one partner is more intellectual and likes the mental challenge of Jeopardy, while the other partner is more of a simple-minded dimwit who gets excited over Wheel Of Fortune and what Vanna White is wearing, then take it from me, the marriage won't work out.



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186,409 I don't know, I don't think The Hobbit movies are all that bad.



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186,408 In my town the department that deals with the disabled is located up a flight of stairs. Disabled people can't get there! Couldn't they have though that out a little better?



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186,407 Tomorrow cements the process of the new me that I have been working on. Onward!  I know several people who probably wish me ill, but tough.  We are gonna have FUN!



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186,406 The "secret" is getting out - global warming is a politicized scam. If you haven't figured this out yet then I'm glad you read it here first.  When the debate is between scientists who don't follow the scientific method and those they call "deniers", then they've clearly lost.



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186,405 I have a choice of three women I can fuck. All three are married. I fuck each about once a month. They are bored in their marriages. Or hate their husbands. I am married too. Sometimes I contact them. Sometimes they contact me. Sometimes we do it at their house when the husband is at work. Sometimes we do it in a car. It's not all about sex. I go out to dinner or lunch with each too. I consider them good friends. We share inner feelings. Except they don't know about each other.



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186,404 If I had it to do over, I would just fuck you a whole, whole lot and never say a word about feelings...because, holy shit, you are fucking awesome. Perfect size, great at what you do. Top notch. Would love to hit that again, but I know it's not possible. Thanks for letting me taste the magic, though!



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186,403 Now all i can think of is having my way with you. We'll need to figure some things out, but it'll be a fun little squeeze and giggle.



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186,402 There's some true to your statement, my fathers job require to be fluent in English both spoken and written , as a kid we moved a lot due his job and it didn't matter where we were there's always English speaking people a lot of his coworkers were foreigners too and all spoke English as a second language.

A Mexican who has live in Australia, Asia, Mexico and the USA.



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186,401 Accept Trump as he is He is not a calculating politician.
He is not sleek Willy either or as "cool" as Obama but boy does he love America -and he is doing the right thing! He might be able to save America -and the world. We did not have a leader for so long.



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186,400 I am thankful that I happen to be a native speaker of the world's greatest ever lingua franca, English.  There is no other language community that is anywhere near as well catered to and accommodated on a global basis as are English speakers.

There is no reason why some other language fully developed for modern conditions could not have filled that role instead of English, nor is there any reason why English speakers would uniquely deserve to have the rest of the world accommodate them linguistically.  It is by historical chance that, through such factors as the spread of the British empire, the economic, political and cultural influence of America, and the globalising influence of the Internet, English came to be the de facto world language.  It just happened that way, and native speakers of English found themselves blessed for it.

I am sure that, if I had not already grown up speaking English, I would have become reasonably competent at it through efforts to learn it and through frequent exposure to it.  However, it was very convenient winning the linguistic lottery of being born into the anglophone club, and I thank the rest of the world for its linguistic hospitality to us.



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