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186,699 Since I lost 20 pounds, I've noticed that random girls have started doing the "hair flip" thing again when they walk past me.



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186,698 Everyone around me is a fucking vampire.



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186,697 Lately I've been remembering a speech competition I was in - I think it was 6th or 7th grade.  I was going the 1st "round" of competitions, I was nearing the end of my speechmonologue, and I started to mess up one line - but, caught myself, and kept going, no further errors.  I got a 4.75 out of 5.

Girl from my school, who was also on my "team" was in a separate room - she apparently got a higher score.  So, she went on to the Ŗnt round" and I was kept behind.  

Our teacher was livid; said that if she knew that our own team-mates would be competing against each other, she would have never entered this contest ... everyone was coming up to me & saying how it should have been me to go forward, I kept saying, well, I messed up a line so ...

And I never had an opportunity like that again because after that I went to public school & they didn't participate in those types of things.  I was in drama club for a while in the public school, but it wasn't serious & I didn't like it very much.

I look back on that and wonder ... what would it have been like, if things had been set up differently?  And really, couldn't it have been handled better?  I'm more upset about it NOW than I was then.  Doing that to a 6th grade kid.  And who knows, if I had gone on to the 2nt round, what types of opportunities that would have brought.  And ... (whisper) I really WAS better than the girl who went to the 2nt round.  Damn it.
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186,696 He he he. I love it when I check on my trashy as fuck fanfictions and see that the view count went up. Ya'll in the trash bin with me whether you like it or not.



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186,695 I did something horrible to someone I love very much, I can't take it back and she will never forgive me.  One drunken moment, ruined 3 years.....



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186,694 Every now and then I shoot a load in my wife' s underwear drawer. Then I mixed up all the panties, tossing them around in the drawer like it was a salad bowl and I'm spreading the dressing.



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186,693 It's pretty shitty to say you're going to "do something special" for a graduate, then when the time comes you do zilch. That's ok. I see clearly now



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186,692 My sex secret is fucking my secretary at work even though we are both with other people. She wears skirts with no panties and we are both quick. I can fuck her to completion in about three minutes. The longer time is getting her clothes back to normal and the flush off her face. We do this a great deal. I hope no one notices but I have seen no change in behavior or s smirks or knowing stares so I don't think they do yet. She came on to me, I didn't approach her but she let me do it and still lets me do it. I fill her with cum, even her ass and she lets me. It's hot thinking of my cum dripping out of her ass down her legs during the day. Sometimes I see her at her desk quietly mopping herself up with a coffee table napkin. We've both learned that tissue is no good for wiping up cum. She told me once that after I came in her ass with a heavy load that she had to put a napkin up her ass to keep it from leaking all over her skirt, since she wore no panties that day. She never fails to get me hard. My girlfriend, on the other hand, has to work a lot to get me hard these days.



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186,691 Here's my dumbest "sex conquest" secret.  It's dumb because the only thing I "conquested" was myself.  I have a large penis, about 8 inches.  On average, I'm larger than 200 men picked at random.  I know that porn stars have dicks about 7 inches and above, and male porn stars are often shorter than average with larger dicks than average.  This makes their dicks appear even bigger on camera.  But when I watch porn, so many times I see a woman stroking a guy's cock - which is about my size - with both their hands.  I've been to many massage parlors for handjobs, but a woman has never jerked me off with more than one hand.  Why?  Is my dick actually small?  But then the last time I went, the masseuse laid down on the table as I straddled over her, and she started jerking me off with one hand.  And then - she put both her hands on my cock!  It was just like in one of those porn films.  Both her hands fit around my cock at the same time as she stroked away!  I lasted maybe 10 seconds before I was just so turned on that I came all over her tits.

So there it is.  My stupidest sex secret.  I felt dumb even writing this, because there's so much war and hunger and poverty in the world, and all I'm concerned about is whether a woman can actually get both hands around my cock.  Although if more guys could get two hands around their cocks, there probably wouldn't be as much war at least.



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186,690 I have no idea how to get laid. Seriously. I'm in good shape as I'm a life long gym rat. I've been told I'm good looking. I'm fairly intelligent and well spoken. I just have no idea how you get from "Hi, I like you." to "Let's get naked." Sometimes I'm surprised I'm not still a virgin.



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186,689 The Discernment, so familiar to me. I have called it other things in my life. I rely on it. The ability to look into someone's eyes and feel their intentions, I've used it as a survival tool my whole life. I ignored it once about a man I was infatuated with because he gave me no other red flags and the sex was amazing. I took a nap in his bed one afternoon and woke up to him staring at me with an unfamiliar look I can only describe as evil. While it was still him, his face had completely changed. His nostrils were flared. His brown eyes were black and to gaze into him caused me to shrink. He immediately started to argue with me upon waking. He attacked me completely unprovoked and I fought him before I was able finally flee.  I don't know why this happened, but I do believe evil walks this earth. I saw it that night and I never ignore those bad vibes about someone anymore.



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186,688 Is it only me or do other folks absolutely hate false eye lashes?



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186,687 I am so much craving going down on a woman with a beautiful shaved pussy. I want so much to make her cum this way.

As a related desire- I want to suck on a cock until he cums. I have never done that.

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186,686 The Charmin bears really creep me out.



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186,685 I never knew what is was called till today. Discernment, I've always wondered why other people didn't "pick up" on things that  I do. When I meet people it's just a flood of their vibe. I'm in retail so it can be useful. I always just chalked it up to being good at reading people. But in my teenage years my sister pointed out that I've always been able to tell what people are feeling, and she envied that. Now it doesn't happen all the time but if I'm calm and "centered" I suppose would be a good term, I can pick it up easy. It is truly scary when you come across that person that is just plain evil, or off and I can't put my finger on it.
I have spent a good part of my adult life just trying to block it when it isn't useful to me. But I will try to let it flow more now.

I was raised in a very religious household. I come from very rural area of the US. My great grandfather on my mom's side was a shaman for the local people, but not the good kind. When my grandfather decided he wanted to be a pastor and not a shaman, grandpa said he cursed the family. He told me when I was young that I will have to break that curse for myself. I don't know what he meant, or how to do that but it has always stuck with me in the back of my mind.



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186,684 I'm the one whose ex's face would change when he got angry.  His eyes would go very dark and his mouth would curve a certain way, his whole face changed but it was still him.  The same thing would happen sometimes when we had sex.  He had a super high sex drive, and if he wanted sex and I didn't he would get mad.  He was very possessive with me, and acted like sex made everything better.  So we'd have sex and he would get very animal like, beyond "animal sex" people have, I would see his face change, like he was trying to possess me through sex.  It was the same face he had when angry, that's why I knew it wasn't just lust or love, it was anger or something else.  It would totally scare me.  I wondered if he was vulnerable to other forces and those forces were in him, what, trying to get at me?  If I was scared does that mean they didn't get at me?  How do you know if you don't have that stuff in you, ofcourse I don't feel like I do but these people walking around, do you think they have that stuff in them and don't know?  This is where it gets a little confusing.



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186,683 I've been burning last years sage leaves. We are in Zone 6a which allows for certain hardy annuals to winter over. I make smudge sticks from the dead leaves that didn't make it through the winter.

I've been looking for a voice. I can chant. I can fake it until I make it. How much effort is required to receive that voice? Should I throw myself on the floor? Should I work up some tears so my sincerity is evident? What will sufficiently propitiate the spirit?

They said he is like a bear in the dead of winter. Don't tempt fate they said. Don't wake the bear.  



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186,681 -655, I'm the man who posted about my gift of discernment.  Two years ago I was on a job interview and the HR person came in to talk with me.  I looked in his eyes... and it wasn't like there was something lurking in him... it was like he was "something else."  Ive never seen anything like it before or since.  It was like he was wearing a "human suit."  He was young, but his mannerisms were far too calculated for his age.  I wondered if he were a psychopath, but he wasn't "friendly" like they appear to be on the outside.  His eyes were like an animal's.  He was looking at me like he was a predator.  No matter what I said to him, he never broke his demeanor.  I could feel in him how little he regarded me.  He didn't spite me, because I was not important enough to him.  Ive heard of the conspiracy theory about "aliens who appear to be like people," and if there were ever a person who fit that bill, it was him.  I still think of this guy every day for the last two years.  That's how much he disturbed me,



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186,680 678 - I totally agree.  it is unfair to the real female competitors.  

This is exactly the sort of thing which East Germany and the USSR were accused of doing in the Olympics.



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186,679 I also have discernment (as well as some other gifts).  I wish I knew that's what it was called - and what its purpose was - a long time ago, but I had to learn the hard way.  I once tried to talk to my priest about it, but he looked at me with wide eyes, told me I didn't know what I was talking about, and pretty much avoided me after that.  So, I went through life ignoring a lot of things - except when I was in an imminently dangerous situation - and ended up getting hurt and betrayed by many, many people.

My child's father is one of those people.  Like someone else said, I never, not once, felt any bad vibes about him.  But this man is walking evil, completely soulless.  I can't even tell you the things he's done to people, and to me, without conscience.  He's literally gotten away with murder, and it doesn't bother him in the least.  I have other friends who are gifted, and they can't even look at his picture without getting physically ill and/or frightened.  And I have a child with this man!

My current husband is such a kind soul.  Sweet, gentle and generous, willing to give the literal shirt off his back to a stranger.  But...there's something inside of him.  I've seen it, like yet another person mentioned.  He's not a mean person, but sometimes he gets inordinately angry at something, and his face changes, and there's something behind his eyes.  This happened recently.  I had something extremely important to do, and in the morning he caused a huge argument, stressing me beyond belief.  I remember thinking, "The devil is trying to get at me...."

Which reminds me of something that happened nearly 20 years ago.  I'd decided to try online dating.  I began communicating with this guy, first online, then email, then on the phone.  We had so much in common, and he made me laugh and laugh.  Our first date on a Friday ended up being a series of dates all throughout the weekend.  He really hit me hard and I fell head over heels FAST.

One night after a couple weeks, he brought up the subject of using a Ouija board.  I was like, no way.  He said that both he and his mom used one, and they were Catholic - as was I.  I was always warned about them, but he said I could just watch him, and participate if I wanted to, but I didn't have to.  After some back-and-forth, I said okay.  (Stupid!)

So I watched, and I was pretty skeptical.  I really thought he was moving the planchette himself.  So, I decided to try.  I wanted to contact a deceased relative.  That damn thing moved by itself.  And a message came through, one that only that relative and I would understand.  That freaked me the fuck out, and I ended it right there.

After I went home, I decided that I was going to distance myself from him.  I was pissed for allowing myself to be talked into something I was so against, and pissed at him for pressuring me.  My feelings for him completely changed that night.  And of course, the requisite strange things started happening in my house.  Dark shadows, things turning on by themselves, footsteps...I did a lot of praying in those days.

The weird thing is, he didn't contact me, either.  We went from constant daily communication, to nothing.  I was relieved.  And then one night, he called.  He was in the general vicinity, could he come over?  Not sure why, but I said okay.  He said he'd be there in half an hour.

Five minutes later, he knocked in the door.  He lied, he said - he was actually around the corner when he'd called.  I was kind of wary, and we sat on opposite sides of the couch while we chatted about stuff I can't even remember.  And then.....

His face completely changed.  It morphed.  I was slightly fascinated because I have a friend who said that when she encounters a truly evil person, she can see their face change like this.  But then I started getting slightly scared.  I don't really want to talk about what exactly I saw, but it wasn't good.  It was evil.  In my head I began praying to Archangel Michael, asking to give me the strength to not show fear, and to get him out of my house ASAP.

Just like that, he left.  We never spoke again.  And that's the night I realized that true evil walks among us.  And it can, oh, I don't know...make us fall in love with someone and make us do things we normally wouldn't do in order to get at us....

I think I'm going to burn some sage and pray.



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186,678 An ethical problem with transgender hormones. Suppose there is a genetic male. He's a pretty good runner, but not good enough to win 1st place. If he takes a performance enhancing drug like steroids, and he then wins 1st place, we'd all agree that wasn't fair and he should be disqualified.

But now suppose that same male took transgender hormones. Then he races against the girls and wins. Isn't that kind of the same thing as the steroids? He took a drug and now he wins a trophy.  Where exactly do we draw the line? One drug is okay but the other isn't? There seems to be no right answer.

As much as our society wants to bend the rules and make allowances for certain groups, it doesn't work. It creates new problems. I say leave it the way mother nature intended. If you have XY chromosomes, you race against the boys. And you use the boys bathroom too! The end.



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186,677 I hate Spotify with it's badly labeled music and songs in the wrong playlist.  I'd rather download my music, organize it myself, and keep it on my phone.



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186,676 People should only be considered transgendered if they take the hormones necessary to change their gender.



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186,675 my hem is being held in place by safety pins because i'm too lazy to sew it.



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186,674 665. My ex started running when she was 38. Everything exactly as how you described.  The diet, the cost of the runs, the moods, everything.  It turns out she was having an affair.
The guy she was banging was a runner, so she wanted to be a runner also to impress him. Might want to look into things.



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186,673 When the transgender issue came along last year, so many people in the country and in my town took the PC route. They chastised everyone like me who were against letting boys in the girls locker room. They gave me crap and called me prejudice. I'd say no, I have common sense, there needs to be some boundaries.

Well now there's an update. For the high school spring track season this year, a biological boy from another nearby town said he identifies as a female. Therefore he was allowed to compete against the girls all season long. No surprise, he won. This meant that all the biological female front runners lost.

At first, the girls were saying it's fine, it's cool. This new transgender girl deserved to win. Then the girls started to feel the implications. Some of them were hoping for sports scholarships. But since they weren't winning any of the races, colleges looked the other way.

Now the girls are like this isn't fair. Their parents are going off the edge. Who the hell let this weird boy run as a girl....

Um... you did. You and all your other overly PC cronies embraced the idea a year ago. But now that you're burned by it, now you take issue.

I just have to laugh.



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186,672 I have never felt more alone than I do right now. Yesterday was quite possibly one of the worst days of my life. I needed someone to talk to. I was in a house full of people, yet I was completely alone. What a fucked up realization.



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186,671 I returned a rental tool item 3 minutes late and they charged me for an entire extra day. They guy at the counter said he has no control over it. The computer does it automatically. The policy is set at corporate headquarters 1,000 miles away.

I miss the simpler world of 30 years ago when the fellow at the hardware store knew my name, and if I returned something even an hour late, he'd tell me not to worry about it.

Not all progress is good.



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186,670 My wife has been in a mode for the last few years where she complains about everything. Her best friend is a dope. I'm cheap and lazy. Her sister is a pain. Our son's teachers are idiots. The weather is crazy. The manicurist didn't do a good job. The restaurant was terrible. We need a new car.

Every day she comes up with a list of another half dozen gripes. I call her from work and I get an earful of whining. I hate it.

Women, stop and think. Husbands have so much to deal with already. We aren't your punching bags. We don't exist solely to hear your complaints. You need to give it a rest and say something nice once in a while.



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186,669 I'm over myself



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186,668 I'm over you.



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186,667 In the memory of love

Dear Love,

You were drowning right before me and yet I could not save you. You were jumping into the game of fire, and yet I could not rescue you. You were driving the aeroplane of self destructive thoughts in the sky of my expectations. You were the dice of your own game. Your lies were full of promises, promises of causing the ugliest heartache, your truth was a nightmare, a nightmare to your very existence. But you know I loved you but, you made me look at it as if my love was a poison. You were wrong dear love, I was never a venom and my love was as pious as your betrayal. Nights have passed, I cried to myself all alone, asking myself questions of your answers, tossing and turning the pillow of regrets and hiding beneath the blanket of guilt. Until tonight, when I realize I really can't kill you because you have already killed yourself.

May your conscience Rest In Peace!

Remembering you,
The girl who loved you the most



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186,666 I ran track in high school way before running become a cool sport that now everyone is into it.  I only used to replace my shoes twice a year mind you I used to run 6 days a week , never wore any high tech running clothes, just my gym uniform which was made of cotton mostly, I never had a special diet just ate like any normal teenager. I was five feet about 95 pounds but had very muscular legs , never got injured.  Now that I'm older and overweight I refuse to run ,I lift weights twice maybe three times a week and go for walks but running no way .



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186,665 My wife and her workouts have ruined our marriage.

She runs. This sounds inexpensive, but it's not. She enters about ten races a year. They cost about $50 each.

Then there's the running gear. That's another $500 a year.

Then the sneakers. She needs this kind of pair for pavement, or that kind of pair for rubberized tracks, or another kind for dirt trails. And she needs a new pair of each every few months. I'd say that's another $2,000.

Then there are the lessons. Running lessons? What do they teach - how to move your legs?? I'm told there are all sorts of drills. Oh okay. That's another $1200 a year.

Then she belongs to two gyms ($900 and $1,500). Why does she need two gyms?? She tells me I'm an idiot, because everyone knows all good runners belong to two gyms. Oh.

Then there's the doctor visits. Her foot hurt. Got to go to the podiatrist. Her back hurts. Got to go to the physical therapist. It's probably another few grand even after insurance.

All told, that's $8,600.

But there's more to this charming sport. She goes on these kicks where she needs to eat some special kind of chia seed this week, or wheat germ next week, or protein shake the week after that. She drives an hour away to get a special south american herb that will enhance her endurance.  She ends up spending what must be four hours a day buying these special foods and preparing her meals.

Of course all this working out leaves her tired, so sex is non-existent.

The final icing on the cake, the running races make her anxious. She takes out her anxiety on me. For the week before each races she snaps at me constantly. It's hell.

And you want the punchline? It's not like she's training for the olympics. She is chubby middle age woman who - even after all the special workouts and meals - she still only runs about a 10 minute mile. She's not a good runner. She's not an athlete. But she spends all this money and time to make herself feel like a star athlete.

It's like a mental illness. She needs to pretend she's not getting older, so she does all this stuff to stop the aging process. Which of course doesn't stop the aging process at all. In fact, I think it speeds it up. Her skin gets weathered from running outdoors so much. Running makes her look older, not younger!

There should be a support group for husbands like me who are essentially widowed by the sport of running.



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186,664 646 What is the solution? What do you want us to do? Tell us and we will comply.



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186,663 Terrorism can be stopped- car crashes not.



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186,662 Terrorism is horrible but so are car crashes and there are a lot more car crashes and we're all cool with it, cost of being alive today and all. So why do we have to go to war and round people up and generally make things worse just because a few unlucky people get killed by terrorists sometimes? It makes no fucking sense.



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186,661 I know me too :-(



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186,660 Feeling sad that it'll be our last days at work together :-(



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186,659 My inner scrapper almost came out of me tonight.  I haven't seen this side of me in ages. I so wanted to just to take her by the weave and throw her ass out the door but I will not risk it for jail time. Instead she is doing the pity party and crying and their  are five others that are in line to do what I want to do. But I have too much to risk to do this... She is just not worth it. Btw I am a female.



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186,658 I knew our 15 year friendship was in the process of coming to a screeching halt when I had a social anxiety attack when we were out with friends and you brushed me off when I tried to talk to you about it. It took a lot for me to do that, and you ignored me. That hurt deeply. Over the years you've become abrasive and sometimes just plain mean and rude. You blew off plans with me and gave me a shit excuse (because you're a libra?? Are you kidding me?!) I was really bummed. I think I'm done. I'm not going to call you up and break off our friendship, but I'm no longer putting in any effort to continue it. You certainly don't. If you're in town to visit and we're at the same kickback, I'll be civil and decent, but my wall is up now.

Sometimes people change and go in a different direction than you, and you just have to accept that and move on. The falling apart of our friendship taught me a good lesson about this, sad and disappointing as it is...



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186,657 I maybe Pasty white but my blood lines show different and I will scrap with the best of them. Go ahead hood rat lets scrap and see who comes out on top. I am a hood rat myself let's dual bitch and see who wins.  You may have nothing to lose but I have alot to lose and I will be damn if I won't go down without a good fight. Bring it bitch because I have more street smarts and street skills then you could ever imagine.



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186,656 I'm lonely.



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186,655 To that man who posted with the gift of discernment; I have the same gift. Use it to help others, and expose the monsters for what they truly are. I expose them.

To add to my secret I have met a couple people that I knew somehow were not human. They never originated from here to begin with. It's weird but I didn't feel anything bad from them.

Use it wisely and be careful...



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186,654 651, that's amazing and startling. I don't have discernment, but I am sensitive. My ex is a good guy, but maybe tortured inside.. there was abuse in that relationship. But I remember sometimes when he would get angry, his face would change, it was still him, but like I saw something come over him. His eyes changed, his mouth changed, I really don't know how to describe it. I've been around men with bad temper but that never happened to them. That relationship has made me more sensitive to faces people make, tones in the voice, body language, vibes. He was attracted to dark stuff, which was fine with me, the problem was that he seemed to absorb them like a sponge, which made me think maybe something was in him?
Anyway, sometimes I can see evil in someone's eyes but it's rare, not like what you're saying. You were meant to have that gift for a reason.



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186,653 I'm shopping for a new husband. I'm not divorced or anything. I'm bored with my current husband and my life. I mean it's okay, but not special. I want special. Either extreme romance, or a guy with money. I'd consider either. My current husband is neither. So in my day to day, I'm always on the lookout. I chat up guys at the gym, or when I run in a race, or when I'm waiting on line at the post office. I chat them up hoping something will click. We'll go have coffee. He'll want my number. We'll have many a secret rendevous. He'll leave his wife. I'll leave my husband. It will be my happily ever after. But for right now, I wait. My current husband pays the bills and every now and then I have to open my legs for him or put his little peepee in my mouth. Blech. Tomorrow I think I'll step up my game and get this next act started.



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186,652 Nasty people have a conveniently short memory. Back in September this woman I know was having a bad day I guess. She lashed out at me. I am the class mom. I had to collect the $10 dues from all the parents of the students. The woman never paid. I sent her a happy reminder email. That's when she blew up at me calling me a greedy money grabbing so and so. Hey lady, I'm just doing what the teacher asked me to do. I don't want your money. It's not for me. It's for the classroom for supplies. Anyway, she was mean. I've ignored her since then. Until the other day when she sees me in the supermarket. She's all smiles and gives me a big hello and asks what I've been up to. I could have just went along with the fake niceness, but I didn't. :) I have my principles! I asked her if she remember our last communication when she called be a greedy so and so just for being the class mom, when a thank you for putting in the effort would have been a much nicer things to say. She looked shocked and said she doesn't remember saying that. Whatever. I walked away. Now she's probably bad mouthing me saying I hold a grudge too long or some such thing. I'm beginning to hate people.



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186,651 I have a strange "gift."  I guess that's what it's called.  I've had it since I was a kid, as long as I can remember.  I didn't really know what to call it, so I was only able to describe it in roundabout terms.  At first, I used to say that I could tell what other people were thinking by looking at them.  I would look at somebody's face and just get "feelings" about what they were thinking.  When I was a boy I in 3rd grade I looked at my gym teacher and realized there was something deeply "wrong" with him.   I told my mom this, and she told me I was crazy.  Ten years later I found out he had been molesting the elementary school students.  My mom remembered what I had said about him years before and was amazed that I could tell something was up.

I couldn't do this all the time initially, or at least I thought, but as I got older and learned more about people I realized that I could do it very often.  It wasn't like it was a magic powerthat I could turn on, it was against my will.  I would look at someone and be flooded with their feelings.  I started to say that I could tell what motivated a person. I could tell if they were good or bad, if hey could be trusted, or if they were fucked in the head,or whatever they were deep inside.  I thought I was being silly, until I ignored a flood of feelings about a someone who I thought was a friend of mine, and ended up seriously betrayed by the person. I learned after that experience to never ignore my gift.  I started to learn how to interpret what I was feeling into concepts that I could articulate.  For example, that woman over there is a jealous, envious person... that person over there is insecure and acts violently to gain respect... or, that person is very kind.  It became so sensitive that it got to where I could look at a woman and tell if she wanted to fuck me. It had its benefits.

About two years ago I became friends with an evangelical minister.  One day I was telling him about what I could do, and how weird it was that I could do it.  He told me, "You have the gift of discernment.  It's a rare gift.  The Holy Spirit gives it to people so they can be on guard against the demonic influences that people willfully let into themselves."

I have to admit, that sounded like new age mumbo jumbo to me.  I went around for a while, just being me, trying to be out ofhe way of the people I could tell were bad news.  I kept doing my party trick where people would show me a picture of a stranger and I would describe that persons personality in detail. but I noticed that once in a while someone would look particularly "evil" behind their eyes. I bought about what my friend said... and I thought about what I was seeing.  

I wish I never was told about discernment and what it's supposed to be used for.  Sometimes I look at a person and now I can "see" that something is behind their eyes, lurking in them.  It's disturbing.  Most people who have something "there" in them are just minor players who are willfully walking the self-destructive path to wherever they're being told to go.  But I saw one today... there was a monster inside this person.  It's not something I wanted to see.  I guess that's why I'm writing his secret. I need to get this out of me.



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186,650 Is there common ground? Can people get along? Do we have a duty or obligation to each other? Do have an obligation to uphold the truth?

If your guiding principle is to be against anything and everything that other groups of Americans are for then you might as well give up because you lost the argument.once in awhile there are those moments where people happen to get it right, but that is secondary to the blind loyalty people have for their groups and leaders.

A lot of people don't know that they are doing it. It reminds me of a funny song  by Groucho Marx, "I'm Against it!" Kind of sums up the deep thinking that goes into various opinions. It's one thing to see the Bushies lying in real time, but now many of those same people won't admit that they voted for 43.

And why not, really? He actually meets the standards we expect from a leader. He mostly says and does the right things relatively speaking. He gave us occasions to laugh but he was a good sport. A good father and a gentleman. People knocked him for his intelligence, but he was actually quite smart.

think of what we have now

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186,649 I really WANT a nose job.

Why?
I hate the way I look in photos. I always stare at my nose.
I feel like I could actually be pretty if I got my nose done.
My self esteem is low because of my nose, and I've always been teased about it.

I'm scared of:
It's going to come out looking really unnatural
I might die during operation

Dunno what to do



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186,648 Fuck baseball.  Worst sport out there unless you count NASCAR which isn't a sport.  

I'm a sports fan of many things but baseball?

No chance in hell!



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186,647 The older I get, and the more I see of what America is becoming, the more I think segregation is the only way. Everyone hates everyone else--all races and colors included. Why bother pretending there's any way we can get along, when clearly we can't? Allocate states by color and race and let's be done with it. We can still keep the name USA but let's abandon any pretense that racial harmony is possible or even desirable.



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186,646 If you would just take 30 minutes to read about the effects of the 32.8 BILLION TONS or more of carbon mankind is releasing into the atmosphere every year maybe you would understand just how significant our contribution is to the global warming that IS HAPPENING. Get your damn head out of the sand or just bury the rest of you as well! I really don't get this denial of our part in this. Why??? Do you need to feel insignificant or somehow not responsible? Whatever. At least 195 nations are TRYING to keep us literally above water.



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186,645 What's the obsession with blonde , bleach hair and tanning? Where I live the majority of women have this look , I'm not trying to put anybody down just an observation.



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186,644 It's sad when an adult grown women with children acts like a bully, worst this women is a teacher. I just hope her kids don't learn from her and grow up to decent humans beings and not like her mother.



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186,643 Yeah, I know I'm broken. Yeah, I know how to fix it. Give me a minute to find my will and ambitions, I'll get back to you. Leave a message at the beep... -EB



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186,642 I dreamed about him. He txt me. Weird coincidence? Or am I psychic?
Probably weird coincidence.



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186,641 Thanks 632. At last an intelligent response to Global Warming.
The Universe is immense and humans can not prevent global warming- or cause it.We can do our part by recycling and help the planet that way. It is sad to see plastic bottles floating in the ocean, miles away for land.Be responsible and don't litter are things people can do.To expect humans not to fly drive, or use electricity is ludicrous.Celebrities are crying their eyes out but they can not offer constructive advice.



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186,640 The Left is really out of touch. Eight innocent people lost their lives in London last night and forty eight people are fighting for their lives.The liberal agenda has been failing for years and falling apart -but still they insist this is the way to go.Look at Russia ,Cuba ,South America and Europe.Trump and his supporters are the bigots and racists.Thanks heavens America elected the right President for the job.



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186,639 I dream about you sometimes.
I wish I wouldn't.



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186,638 Would seem so!!!

Now that I look like a real idiot and I've made a fool of myself it's probably for the best I'm leaving.

lol wow!!!!



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186,637 635 she told you because you are in the friendzone!



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186,636 The hardest part of not letting go is change. If you really want to be in someone's life and they are open to it,you can change.



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186,635 I'm feeling rather confused. Last Friday my close female friend let me know she was experiencing some problems between her and her boyfriend. And questioning the closeness between them.

This lead her to also suggest she's starting to entertain certain thoughts towards someone who isn't him. Naturally I assumed it was me because of the nature of our close relationship.

That night I was very confused with thoughts I hadn't entertained for years. Perhaps my assumptions were wrong and I looked far too much into a random thought my friend had.

But why tell me?!?! Why suggest anything?!?! She must have known what would happen and how it would effect me!!

If her relationship returns to normal and a place where she's happy, where does that leave me? Am I supposed to just except that and forget anything was said? Or do I keep the thought in the back of my mind encase it happens again?!

Or am I just completely reading this wrong and it wasn't me at all!!! Maybe I am and I'll just return to being friends, while secretly hiding the fact that I entertained certain thoughts towards her.

Very confused!!!!

38/m



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186,634 Everything is broken and I don't know what to do... I hate my life.



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186,633 Fact: My Spotify playlists with vague names are playlists for adult times ;) The names of my non-sex playlists are pretty self-explanatory as to the contents of the playlist. This is the most boring thing I've confessed here 😂



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186,632 Climate change is always happening.  Our Great Lakes were formed by the movement of glaciers that were miles high.  The Michigan State Stone is the Petoskey Stone which is a remnant of coral from the times when Lake Michigan was a tropical sea.

We should do everything reasonable to minimize our effect upon the environment.  However, one volcanic eruption or erratic sunspot activity could do more to affect climactic trends than anything humans have done.

In Antarctica, a core boring 10,000 feet deep was done.  It revealed that the pre-industrial times had more CO2 - and the warming occurred over 800 years later than the CO2 peak.

What people should fear is global COOLING, which would shorten growing seasons (food shortages) and require more home heating.  By the way, Newsweek magazine around 1976 featured a cover story warning of the coming new Ice Age.

Mankind has had minimal effect upon the climate.  But we are all wanting to do something good - even if being duped.



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186,631 My ex is a teacher.  She was telling me recently about another teacher that is in the room next to her's. Apparently this teacher has been acting weird lately.

Dressing very sexy, mood swings, texting someone all the time. She has become the topic of lots of gossip and rumours.  Very scandalous and all the other teachers are having such a great time talking about her behind her back. She has become a laughingstock.

My ex doesn't see that what's really funny about this.  See, she is my ex because of the same thing. She was the one that spent her days texting another guy and having him visit her classroom after hours. My ex has no work friends because of the way she acted. They want nothing to do with a liar with no morals. My ex doesn't see that the both of them are the same.



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186,630 Not so secret secret. When it snows we have a term for that phenomena. We call it winter. In fact the models predict that when snow does occur in certain areas the snow fall with be excessive due to warmer air.  Winters in the US are much milder than just a few decades ago. The polar ice caps are rapidly melting. Spring flowers bloom earlier. Mammals in the tropics are migrating north or south as the case may be. The warming of the atmosphere caused by human activity has little relation to forecasting local weather patterns.



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186,629 Yes, here's to other distractions.....



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186,628 Omg. I fully support anyone's right to support Trump and deny climate change is actually happening. I just think you should only be allowed to eat with a spork and should not be allowed to drive, vote or mate. If you don't believe in evolution you probably shouldn't participate in it.



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186,626 There was this one time a plane crashed into the Potomac River.  They could have taken precautions but they didn't which is a perfect metaphor for what will happen to humans as we know them. They all belong in the river. Every last one of them.  

Pathetic little creatures. So sure of themselves.



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186,625 My secret: I hate helping people.

Helping people as in: if people want to get into my job/field, or need tips to become a better at something, to start their own business or interview better, I get aggravated.  

Maybe it's because no one helped me out to get where I am, I had to do all the googling myself.   Perhaps it's because growing up my mom told me to be secretive about everything ... aka, don't share your 'plans'. Maybe because I think it's a waste of time - I won't see these people in the future anyway, and I assume they will be ingrates.

I don't consciously want to tear people down but at the same time I'm not one to help people career/business wise. But sure, if they ask me explicitly I'll help them.  I have felt used by people in the past asking for help or have used my thoughts/work as their own.

I would volunteer with kids, pets, or the environment. But with the stuff I wrote above, I hate helping people.  Maybe someone else feels the same way?



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186,624 I still think about you Pants Off Dance Off. I'll always love your dancing from across the street.



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186,623 Does anyone recall when, during the winter of 2015 in the USA, a devastating snow storm was predicted for Washington, D.C. and all of the Northeast?  3-4 feet of blizzard & snow?

PANIC!!!  STORM OF THE CENTURY!!!  The government, schools, businesses, etc. were shout down for two days, in anticipation.

The "storm" came and only about 2-4 inches of snow actually fell.

The people making those predictions are the same ones who are forecasting climate change for now and out 100 years.

They cannot predict accurately two days in advance - and we're supposed to have faith in their predictions?



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186,622 I'm bisexual.  I'm attracted to both men and women.



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186,621 I am perfectly, blissfully, deliriously happy and I never ever want to go home again.



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186,620 576....Beauty is in the eye of the beholder...but i understand what you mean. Out of all the women i have slept with...
out of the 12, only one had what i considered to be a beautiful pussy.She was philipino...it was a work of art...lol
Her pussy will forever be the standard upon which all others are measured....lol. I had no idea i was into pussy aestetics until i met her..
Men!! We are such simpletons sometimes....ha, ha, ha.

B/M 36



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186,619 So many dopes when it comes to the Paris Accord. It wasn't about climate change. Not really. It was about giving away free money to other nations. Why? I dunno. To buy friendships? Or because the prior president, like many democrats, believe that if you spend money, some will trickle down to the poor people? It was a silly bad deal for the US.

If you believe in climate change, you should want the Paris Accord to go away so a real solution to global warming can be crafted.



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186,618 When you see your ex and his new gf in a pic on Snapchat and have to belly laugh because she's so damn fat



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186,617 The hardest part of letting go is, letting go.



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186,616 anything is possible in a sandbox when you use imagination...

Meanwhile, Russia is practically beside itself in anticipation of northern shipping routes thanks to melting sea ice.

Climatology isn't something for non-scientists to speculate about in any real meaningful way. You can read about it in an attempt to gain a better understanding, but it's clear that a small vocal minority isn't even willing to do that.

I'd like to think I could land an airplane if I had to, but chances are I would crash without autopilot. It's fun to daydream about being an expert at something, or your own confidence in your thoughts and ideas will somehow win the day. But that is fantasy. That is imagination. Anything is possible in the world of imagination. We are not climate scientists, no matter how much we think we know about everything. The threshold for being a climatologist is way too high for most average joes down at the bait shop speculating about the weather.

Some people swear by the lunar calendar when it comes to fishing for Crappie. For whatever reason, they seem to hit during certain times of the month. If they all die because we destroyed their habitat, then this all goes out the window. Everyone benefits practically speaking from a clean earth and use of clean renewable technologies.

We have no leader. We have no leadership. We just spit the bit. It was just lip service anyway because we can't technically pull out of Paris for another three years, before which the President will rightly or wrongly be impeached.



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186,615 I grew up on a lake in MA, every winter it would freeze from dec to march and we could skate on it every day.  It was such a constant and it was taken for granted so much so that we used to schedule HS hockey practices on it to save money on rink costs.  This was in the 70's and 80's.

Now the lake isn't even covered in ice most winters, they haven't been skating there for years.  I know as I live in the same house I grew up in and my kids think I'm a crazy old man when I tell them we skated all winter long.

So those who tell me that the climate hasn't changed and that the temps are lower than they have been.  I tell them the story of the lake, and those who scoff I invite them to come skating anytime.  Funny no one has ever taken me up on that offer.



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186,614 I came here to share with  the good folks of cavecanum how fucking high I am. Then I saw someone beat me to it.  LoL!!! 😂😂😂



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186,613 I'm so fucking high right now!



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186,612 here's a secret - Some claim there is not global warming, yet others do. Hmmm I remember reading that several hundred years ago, people thought a demon caused all medical illnesses. GOD can cure cancer, hmmm yeah sure, fix his lung ailments by bleeding him. Before Dr Lister, hey you have an infection, cut off his arm. These were the experts... Why not study global warming, like curing cancer, polio, TB, etc.... the worst that can happen is what, we find out that we are safe? oh right the money, ohhh right, so lets spend that money on?...hmmmm feeding the hungry? no,  healthcare? no, tax breaks for middle class?, no, military complex...ding ding ding..



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186,611 My favorite moment during sex is when my cock head slips past her sphincter.  It's like her ass is grabbing my cock and pulling it in.  If it's accompanied by a soft moan, all the better. :)



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186,610 CO2 has never controlled world climate temperatures.

Never has. Never will.

The Emperor Has No Clothes.

Everyone is being fed alarmism by weather forecasting climate models - the same models that can't predict the weather in two weeks is suddenly about to forecast out a hundred years?

Would you trust a meteorologist who wanted $100 trillion dollars? Sounds like a Nigerian Scam if ever there was one.



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186,609 Some women love the feel of man on top with his full weight pressed again her body and his dick deep inside her.  I am a man but I think I learned this from experience.  

Another not so secret secret is that in the 1490s there were very, very, very  few scientists.  In fact that calling had no name.



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186,608 False:  Ancient Greek mathematicians had already proven that the Earth was round, not flat. Aristotle in 4th century BC provided the physical evidence. Eratosthenes in 3rd century BC determined the Earth's shape and circumference using basic geometry. Claudius Ptolemy IN 2nd century AC wrote the "Almagest," describing the Earth being round. This book was well known throughout educated Europe in Columbus' time. So no, scientist in 1490 did not think the earth was flat.

No one fact checks anything with VALID sources anymore. People are constantly sharing misinformation that agrees with their point of view which is an opinion not fact which has led us to the current state in society:
The state of I'm right despite scientific evidence proving I'm wrong because one guy wrote this article based on his opinion which is also my opinion.



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186,607 In the 1490's the earth was flat, ALL scientists agreed. It was settled science. ONE guy disagreed...



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186,606 People these days are willfully ignorant.

One of the easiest ways to tell if someone is educated (or not) is if they say that climate change is a hoax.

Its real bruh. We ain't scientists.



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186,605 I am messaging a guy who weighs over 500lbs; I am gonna do my best to try and fuck him. I have always fantasized about being fucked and squashed by a super fat guy like that.

Fairly skinny 32F



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186,604 In the big rain, the basement started to flood. I frantically raced around trying to suck up all the water before it got into the carpet.

My wife went to lunch. I asked for her help. No, I begged for her help. And she went to lunch.

This is how she behaves all the time.



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186,603 No one knows, even my wife, and I feel like a loser...I tell everyone that I got out because my job was overstocked, In reality I was overweight...It's been a struggle all my life...but I'm fighting hard to conquer it now!!



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186,602 Thank God for Trump.  He's pulling us out of a global warming agreement.  Not like it was ratified by the US Senate anyway, but it shows the man is thinking critically.  I bet few remember when this bullshit started happening.  It was 2004, right before the presidential election.  Each year the UN would make an announcement saying that climate scientists were unsure of what humans' impact on global climate was.  And then in 2004, they suddenly went 180 degrees: Human activity is destroying the climate... and only aggressive government intervention can save us!

Really?  As if people can't see through that?  On the same set of data, they completely reversed their findings?  Exactly how competent are these climate scientists anyway?

And then came the rash of crazy predictions.  The Arctic would melt by 2013.  Cities would be underwater by 2015.  None of it happened.  Deserts would get worse.  Deserts would bloom.  Rain would decrease.  Rain would increase.  Snow would end.  Remember that prediction?  We would see the "end of "snow"? And what happened?  Major snowstorms.  So then they said "snow would increase!"  Snow would end.  "Hurricanes will increase!"  We ended up having ten straight years of the quietest hurricane activity on the planet.  Nothing came true.

But this Paris agreement would save us... from all this stuff that's not happening!  It will lower the global temperature by... let's see here... .1 degrees Fahrenheit over a century!

What?  .1 degrees Fahrenheit?  1/10th of a single degree?  That's what our trillions of dollars of wealth redistribution to "renewable energy" will get us?  1/10th of a single degree?  That's what's going to save us?  That's within the fucking margin of error!

If global warming has taught me anything, it's taught me how nave people are.  And that's people at best - they're nave.  At worst, and likely in general, they're simply idiots.  People fell for this crap.  Even when nothing they said came true, they gladly fell for it.  Even when the numbers are provided for them, they gladly ignored it and trumpeted back whatever they were told to believe.  

Global warming has shown me that most people, simply put, are idiots.



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186,601 It's funny how our personal messages to each other are sent via non direct means!!! lol I wonder why?!

You've opened up even more so recently for different reasons!! Maybe one day we can talk about it and laugh at each other?! :-)



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186,600 No need to worry, nothing will be weird between us.
We are close friends and I'd like to think that we always will be.

I know what you mean, but hopefully you'll enjoy your new beginning and it'll lead to bigger and better opportunities.

It will feel more than strange for me too, not getting to see you as regularly in person.

You haven't even left just yet, and I already miss you :-(



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