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186,999 I got yelled at today, like a child, in the hardware store, by my husband. I was verbally abused my entire childhood, so I've accepted it, but this past year I've realized that I have done nothing wrong and I don't deserve to be disrespected, especially by the people who receive the best that I have to offer, my family.  But, when he yelled at me, I crawled back into my shell and coward away. Later, when I came back to reality, I was so ashamed of myself for standing there and allowing him to berate me in front of strangers and our children. He doesn't do it often, which is why I was so caught off guard, but the next time he does that I am going to force myself to stay out of that shell. I don't know how, but I'm going to work on it until then. That man is going to realize that I am not going to tolerate that treatment any longer. In our 15 years together much has changed, and this is going to have to be one of them, or this bird is gonna spread her wings and fly.

If I had my degree I would have left today, but I don't. Yet. Also, he yelled at me because I wanted to write down the SKU number for some nuts and bolts that we were buying, like the instructions posted in the store direct you to. Instead, he argued, thats the cashier's fucking job, I'm fucking stupid, I'm fucking crazy. This was stated multiple times, loudly, as I hunted down and took note of the
appropriate SKU numbers.



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186,998 I carry water with me constantly- I live in a hot state and I am always dehydrated. I have been employed in entertainment for 20+ years. I'm surprised to read this would negate a job position. If my credentials were based on this- no thanks.



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186,997 About 10 years ago I worked for a software company that was bought out by a bigger company based overseas.  I worked my way up to management, but there were two offices in the United State and most of the management was based in another state.  The President of the company, the founder, was from out of the country and he ended up liking a sociopath for management and this guy came was groomed to take over and the rest of us quit.  

Did you ever wish someone dead?  Well this owner had the ego of 100 people and he was an asshole.  He thought if he had an idea it was the greatest thing in the world and we would forge ahead and try to implement it until the idea failed and he was onto other ideas.  He was arrogant, with no need to be that way.  He was eventually fired for embezzling money through the company and to him bother and himself, but that is another story.

Ten years go by, he is still friends on Facebook and his birthday pops up.  I wish him a happy birthday and am informed a couple days later he died two years ago.  So someone I wish dead at one point, is actually dead.

And I am very OK with that.  The world is a better place without him.  It is an odd feeling, though.



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186,996 today is the last day I think about you.



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186,995 Don't bring a water bottle to a job interview. You look like a self-obsessed whiner. You can't go for half an hour without water? Then you'd be a terrible employee. I think you would be needy. I don't hire needy. I hire people who put the job first, people who will stay late when needed, people who will fly to California on a moments notice. People who carry a water bottle everywhere seem like they would always think of themselves first, and the company second.



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186,994 I see in the movies sometimes a character who has trouble killing someone. He'll freeze just when he's supposed to pull the trigger. How lame. I'd have no trouble killing someone. If I were in the army and was told to go shoot the enemy, bang bang, they'd be dead. I wouldn't think twice about it.

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186,993 How did you get into my head? You scare me.

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186,992 Honestly, I don't even care if you're at Pride downtown right now; having run into your ex-boyfriend at the mall the day prior and basically telling him that he was right about you was satisfying enough.

Come to think of it, practically everyone who knew you was right about you. You truly are a childish, abusive, manipulative bitch. I'm so glad I decided to cut ties the day after your birthday; using that day to treat me like shit was the last fucking straw.



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186,991 You.... I cannot believe you exist. It's so infuriating and so clearing at the same time, meeting you. I feel that my higher self is drawn to you, like anything I want to achieve spiritually cannot be done without your help. I didn't know you before this week. I had no idea this human being parallel to me but opposite in our polarity, would be walking into my psyche the way you have. It's beautiful. You, are one of the most beautiful human beings I've ever met to date, I literally yearn to be with you from my energetic center. But I also respect the way the universe timed this. An ultimate test, one that tests us individually, and at the same time, forcing us to understand our eventual union would be unlike any other for us, but it simply cannot be right now. We both are not where we need to get yet before we would be everything each other needed. You're the best way I'm being taught to not hold ownership over someone, we would be whole before coming together as one. That way, when we do, it's for the right reasons. Your beautiful, and as long as I live you will be special to me. We slept together but not sexually and not even right next to each other, I felt you gently kiss my face... you're so remarkable. Your soul is radiant and it's very special and intoxicating. The way you have made me feel is unlike anything else, and I won't chase it. Since I didn't anticipate or try for it, it's been all the sweeter. If not this life, I hope the next one.



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186,990 Big shock!It's no surprise you've moved on. That's what you wanted the whole time anyway



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186,989 It is hardly a secret to my friends but in 2008 I had a live in girlfriend. Things went south in a hurry and I asked her to move. She would not budge, no way. I even offered her money to move.  A good friend saved me by visiting the sheriff's department and making an appointment for me.  Turns out one of sheriff's services is to move people who are unwelcome in your house but think they have a right to be there anyway. Problem solved. It was painful but worked.



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186,988 My asshole bf is such a mf jerk! Controlling, judgemental, he throws fits if it isn't all his way,  funny thing is, it's my house, it's my shit, he comes in here and is trying to tell a grown ass woman how to live. I try and wait for him to learn and grow, but I can't stand this bs, he won't even do counselling. So what's the fucking point of it all. Now the question is, how do I get him out of my house after a yr and a half? Shanghai him? Lmao! Shoulda stayed broke up, why give second chances!?! He was gone! Now I'm fucked, and I could see this coming, I just didn't want to admit it, I hoped there was a chance for us, but he needs a wimp of a woman to do his wishes. And that is not me! Fucking fuck! Now what?!?



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186,987 Not often life give's a second chance...Thank's JuJu! I am truly blessed...



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186,986 Don't you have a child to look after? It's bad enough that the kid doesn't have a father, the last thing he needs is a childish mother.



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186,985 I love how she frequents this site just to see what I'm saying about her. You love the drama, don't you, cunt?



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186,984 I use to deliver flowers. This one funeral home had a funny sign above the door that said "Is there life after death? Pass through this door and you will find out."

I use to wander through the funeral homes as a regular matter, but I never went through that door.



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186,983 Everytime good things happen to me I get major anxiety. Good things are so rare so I automatically brace myself for the bad thing.
I'm trying to be more positive.
I have some good things that are happening but I can't help being scared something bad will happen before they do.

It's fucking sad.



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186,982 I'm as pissed off about police brutality and injustice just as much as anyone else. That said, equating every single police officer with evil is NOT going to solve anything. This is why I can't stand BLM and their ilk, they have alienated me and many other rational people who might otherwise be sympathetic to their cause. But it seems to be more about making themselves feel better and lumping in random politics that have nothing to do with the issue at hand (they seriously have a whole political agenda that has nothing to do with addressing brutality, look it up). This is why the movement is failing. This is why people are still being killed.  

I hope that this changes in the future. We have a real problem here, and things need to get better. I hope that people will get their heads out of their asses and actually organize. However, painting yourself as angry and antagonistic without having an achievable goal will not change anything. Arguably, their inability to have a unified message that more Americans can get behind has led to our tumultuous political climate today.

The trick to an effective protest is to have one unified message and one overall goal. If you're trying to do too many things, ultimately you will do nothing.

-46/Black/Angry AF too but not a dolt



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186,981 Oh so taken with yourself that you've moved on...might want to sit down for this...but so have I...Irrelevant much?



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186,980 You know, even after you tried to reunite with your ex after we broke up (For strictly sexual purposes, which I should've known was typical for a slut like you who would let me stick it in whatever hole I wanted), who you know I felt inadequate to, I still didn't hate you as much as I do today. I reached out to you in good faith to make amends for what I did, even asking people here to help me reconnect with you (Thank you, by the way, that somewhat helped restore my hope for humanity), and what did you do? Threaten me with a restraining order. You're a miserable cunt who deserves to struggle and live the life you're currently living. I can honestly say you're finally dead to me, and even though you never explicitly gave me the closure I needed, I believe you unintentionally gave it to me, you unwashed hippie loser. Who would've thought a liberal feminist would be such a piece of shit?



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186,979 Me too!



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186,976 Last weekend was the 35th high school reunion. Funny how two of the girls back in the day who were the ugly ducklings are the most attractive now.



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186,975 You know, I shouldn't really put the blame on you.  You're in this relationship, it's very codependent; the very minute I questioned something sketchy about him he has been wary of me ever since.

It's like all those years of being your friend before you met him have gone null and void.

So sure, you're coming up here soon.  Great.  

At this point you have let him dictate our friendship.  I don't care if he is your soulmate.  What happened to hos before bros?  Anyway, it's not like I'm a stranger to getting into codependent relationships myself.  That said, I never let a man call the shots when it comes to the people I have loved and cared about in my life before the man came along.  I don't forget who I used to rely on and who's shoulder I would cry on.

You, however, seem to have amnesia.

I don't want to feel the way I feel when it comes to you, but the pain is there.  I am not looking to get with you in any way or be the "man" in your life.

It's just we used to be close.  Now, it's up to "him" if I can visit you.  Since when?!!  Are you still his sugar mama?  Then if you're paying for it, it ought to be somewhat your decision as well.

Here is hoping you have a nice visit.  That if I see you we are able to be together in an authentic way.  That I don't just sit across from you blowing smoke up your ass.  At the same time, I'm afraid if I get too close to the flame, as usual, I'll get burned.

It has been AGes, and yet, I am finding it's quality over quantity for me.  I would rather have real friends who are there for me, verses this weird friend on paper we have become.



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186,974 Watching tv together would be fun. We can watch for a long time & change between the channels. Find a good show and watch that for a bit, then change channel to something else. Try all the channels out.

I've got the big screen at my house so we should watch there. But if we have to watch tv at yours I'll bring my tv over. It should fit in your room.

Waking up in the middle of the night is always a fun time to watch tv. Midnight tv has some different shows but it's all good to watch.


Morning tv is awesome too. In fact watching tv every day is the best way to go. Morning, daytime, night time, middle of the night, any time is good. We can even watch tv in other places too.

So let's just watch tv?

You'll love it....



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186,973 Back to "discernment."  I was thinking about it the other day and remembered something.  I wrote 186679, by the way.  The one about being able to sense evil in people, and also about the Ouija board.

Throughout the years I've done a whole lot of reading and researching, trying to understand this and some of the other gifts I have.  Somewhere around 5-6 years ago I felt some kind of "push" to become more spiritual.  I'm religious, but I was being guided, for lack of a better word, to just become a better person, and to expand my consciousness.  During this time I got into things such as the Law of Attraction, manifestation, Native American practices, being one with nature, meditation, and the healing energies of crystals.

About 10 months before this "awakening," though, I began patronizing a little shop in my town.  I got to know the owner very well, and after a couple months we began talking about the paranormal.  The building that her shop was in was haunted.  I'd seen and felt some things happen, and asked her about them.  She then told me that she was also gifted.  Then she looked at me and said that I had a dark shadow around me.  I wasn't sure what to do with that information, and we never discussed it again.

A couple months later, I'd found this website that had all kinds of different discussion forums.  Marriage, parenting, money management, crafts, general discussion - and stuff like the paranormal and metaphysical development.

One night in a general discussion forum, someone was offering free psychic readings if you posted a picture.  I read several of the responses, and this person seemed right on with her readings, so I said what the heck - and posted a picture.  The reader, however, very bluntly told me that she would not do a reading on me.  Um, okay...I asked why.  She told me, "Because there's a demon after you."  She proceeded to tell me that I needed to go to a deliverance minister to get rid of it, "before it makes you do something you'll regret for the rest of your life."  WTF!  That had me unnerved, but really - I'm a good person, I'm religious, and a few months later I became an even better person, very much closer to God, and I was also learning how to communicate with angels.  I brushed it off.

Flash forward about 10 months.  I'd joined another spiritual development forum on that website, and the admin sent me a welcome email.  She also said that she would give me a reading if I wanted, anytime.  I thanked her and said I may take her up on it, but I was okay for right now.  But a few months later I sent her a message and asked if she was up to a reading.  She said sure, just email me a picture of you and any questions you have.  I did.  She didn't respond, but I gave her some time.  After two weeks I emailed her.  No response.  Then I messaged her on the site.  Not only did she not respond, she blocked me as well.

Now what the fuck is going on???  I also noticed that people stare at me a lot.  Now, I am an attractive woman - when I make myself.  But I remember one time I had to run to the grocery store for more cleaning supplies.  I looked like crap.  Sweatpants, an old oversized tshirt, no makeup, hair in a messy bun and sweaty.  I caught an older, very handsome and well-dressed man give me a double-take and just stare.  Once I was in a clothing store and looked up to see a woman a couple racks over looking at me over her glasses, mouth agape.  When she saw that I was looking at her, she abruptly walked away.  People just stare at me - everywhere - no matter if I look nice and put-together, or like crap.  It makes me nervous.

So what the hell is going on?  Are people seeing something negative around me?  If so, where did it come from - the board?  But I also realize that this all kind of started around the time that my husband and I got together.  He's my childhood sweetheart, by the way.  We reconnected later in life.  I just don't know what to think or what to do.



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186,972 Already seems AGes until July.



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186,971 For the first time--in a long time--I'm tempted.



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186,970 Doesn't look like I'll ever get married (47/F) and that's fine by me ... BUT if I ever do, damned straight I be suckin' the dick before and always suckin' the dick after.



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186,969 People voted with their middle finger. That's the general understanding about our most recent national election.

So they get what they deserve. He's an empty suit under investigation.

What can bring people together? Education. Reading. History.



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186,968 Every time we make plans to that involve spending more than an hour together, something always comes up and fucks our plans up. I am not a demanding person, but I do take it hard when I get disappointed. I was looking forward to spending the evening with you. We planned it all week. Guess not now. I'm just going to go sleep and forget how bummed I am. Fuck. I shouldn't have gotten my heart set on this. Our plans were too good to have actually happened...



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186,967 My mom voted for sanders, then Clinton. She will tell you proudly that she is not a racist. But behind closed doors, she will tell you "violence is a brown/black people thing" and "I would never date a black guy because he wouldn't be as intelligent as me and I need someone I can talk to.".....

When I call her out for it, she will first defend herself by saying "I'm not being racist that's just my opinion" then she will flat out deny she ever said it.

And people wonder why I don't respect my parents.



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186,966 Umpteen years of marriage and my wife has never given me a blow job. She says she doesn't like it. She used to give blow jobs to boyfriends and then decided against it. This was before I came along. Which means there are men in this world who had their dicks sucked by  my wife. But I have never had my dick sucked by my wife.



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186,965 I skip over all the political posts



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186,964 I can go to Berlin and live with the white robots. They get me and vice versa.

I can go to the Caribean, take Ativan and walk into the ocean.

I can meet some new people on the internet and do it all over again.

I can build a tiny house habitat and go around the country, poaching work from unsuspecting contractors.

I can live in a warehouse where I fly drones and smoke weed for fun. Use the warehouse to pay for the fun.

What to do...



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186,963 Ohh, my friend...my friend I've known half my life, my friend who've I've shared so many amazing memories with and who was once of the closest people to me...you've forgotten me.

It hurts when I know you're in our hometown visiting your family because you have to come through my city to get there. No phone call, nothing. I tried making plans with you once when you were going to be passing through, and you and I were both excited. Well, I was, anyway...on the day of, you gave me a careless excuse for canceling. You didn't even get a hold of me first. If I hadn't contacted you, you probably would have blown me off. That hurt. A lot.

I don't think you've realized how hurtful and abrasive you've become. I always appreciated how honest you were, but it's different now. It makes me sad. I know I need to move on and put this in the past because over the years, sometimes people just grow in separate directions. It doesn't make it hurt any less knowing that I'm not important to you anymore.

Maybe I'm not fun enough anymore because I have social anxiety. Or maybe I'm not as cool as your other friends. I don't know. I guess it doesn't matter anymore. You don't care. Perhaps you haven't for a long time.

I'm getting it off my chest here because I know you won't care or be understanding if I tell you this myself. I'll always care about you, but I'm letting you go. I can't give my time and effort to be friends with someone who doesn't give any time or energy to be friends with me. It hurts too much. It feels like I'm turning my back on our friendship, but it's not really there anymore. I will miss you and I wish you the best in wherever your life takes you.



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186,962 I want to watch TV with you.....



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186,961 I miss my life partner. I miss the one who was my other half. The one who knew how to cheer me up and make me laugh. I'm married again but I feel more alone than I did when I was single. I miss the life I had before. This family is so full of drama and selfishness. I'm angry with myself for ever coming here. I ruined my own life and career when I came here. i feel trappped. I'm tired and discouraged. I have started over too many times.



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186,960 You made my life better the day you gave me your number! Your humour, laughter, wit, music, and compassion inspire me every day. While ours may go AGainst a typical relationship, you have put the beat back in my heart. I can only endeavor to deserve you.



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186,959 My boss sits in the conference room watching Fox News with his feet up the entire few hours that he comes in every day and has no clue we all hate him. Anybody who interacts with him in any way hates him......because he's a complete asshole.



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186,958 I just want to bend you over my knee and spank your ass....



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186,957 I have poison ivy on my labia. I mean I hope it's just poison ivy. If not, then what the fuck? How could I get a STD if I've been with the same person for years?



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186,956 A local mom is suggesting she's a better parent than the rest of us because she carries narcan in her purse. If ever any of her children overdose on opioids, she's prepared. She's actually scolding us for not being as conscientious as her.

What a whack-a-doodle! The very fact that she even thinks the narcan might be needed shows what a terrible parent she has been. The rest of us don't have kids who are shooting up heroin!!!!!

That takes the cake, she's a better parent for being more prepared for her kids overdosing. Oh my God lady, think of what you are saying!



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186,955 I just want to bend you over my knee and spank your ass....



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186,954 I am off Facebook because the people in my real life are more important to me.

Closure shmosure to both guys one who all he could have given was to not delete my art memory stick one who all I wanted was to live somewhere with my dog. He now wants ahold of the other for no reason other than to plot against what I want.



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186,953 Too bad he wasn't a better shot.



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186,952 The racists of the past were Democrats. the racists of today are Republicans. The racists have always been conservative. The racists have never been liberal.

Dylan Roof is no liberal. the people who killed Matthew Sheppard were no liberals. The person who shot up a Sikh temple was no liberal. etc, etc

The skin heads, white supremacists, Neo-Nazis, etc are no liberals. etc, etc



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186,951 Get one thing straight- NOTHING IS FREE IN LIFE. Politicians promise voters the world as long as they can get their vote.To promise free healthcare, welfare, 35 hour weekdays does not work. Somebody has to pay for it. Europe and theses other socialist countries are bankrupt. How can a few work and supply millions of people the free stuff? In Scandinavia the taxes are very high and while they were a homogeneous society it worked as nobody misused it. Now they have people coming into the country for welfare and they are not so happy about giving away all the free stuff to people who don't work and don't pay taxes.American pay for healthcare but it is the best in the world. Go to these countries and see what free healthcare give you.Americans are used to the best but they pay for it.That is how the cookie crumbles.Free healthcare van NEVER be as good. Beware what you wish for.You are going to pay through the nose for the free Obamacare- that is why people were so unhappy,NOTHING IN LIFE IS FREE!



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186,950 My secret? I'm so irresponsible with money. I get paid and it's like I think I'm rich for a few days until I have bills to pay and either just enough or not even enough to pay them and find myself having to make arrangements to pay them on my next payday. I wish so much I could stop this cycle but my kids think there's an endless supply of money when in reality just before my paycheck drops I'm lucky to have $20 in my account.

My biggest point of shame is that my husband and I have separate accounts and, him being computer illiterate, and  not understanding how to set up online banking, allows me to be able to skim some money from his account without him noticing. I hide his bank statements leaving him wondering why he's not receiving them in the mail. Right now my cell phone bill is due. I'm trying to figure out how to pay it or work out arrangements to pay it at a later date. I'm afraid they won't let me and that means I'll have to use my husband's account to pay it, and I'm afraid he'll notice that much money missing. God help me



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186,949 For some reason, whenever I'm in a really good mood, people feel like I'm rubbing it in their face. But is it really, when I'm just trying to enjoy my few moments of happiness? My mood shifts more than this Massachusetts weather! Plus wuth anxiety, anything goes. So if I'm gonna enjoy my happiness with intensity in those few moments, I'm not gonna dim that shine for anything



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186,948 You're clearly forgetting that when the Democratic and Reblpublican parties were established, their values were the opposite of what they are today. Republicans were the good guys that vied for equality, and the Dems wanted to keep the status quo. Sometime after the Civil War things switched around. So comparing those two parties to their origins is misleading, really. Look it up.



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186,947 What 946 said. So sad people can;t see the forest for the trees. They have us all distracted with the invented social issue of the day while they advance their agenda.



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186,946 I am so tired of the lies posted here.  Either these people outright lie or the are stupid and uneducated.  I am going to try to let you all in on a little secret.

It is the left-wing liberals who are full of hate and who kill people to progress their agenda.  The Democratic party started the KKK and the lynchings to keep the blacks (freed by the Republicans) in line.  They also went after white Republicans.  Then the Republicans pushed for voting rights and once again the KKK and the Democrats fought them every step of the way.  In order to get the Democrats to pass the sweeping voting rights bill of the 1960's (the Republicans all backed it) Lyndon Johnson had to promise the staunch racist Democrats that this would secure the "n*****" vote for the next 50 years.

When the left communists and socialists take over countries they have to kill all the smart people who can think for themselves.  So in order to get communism pushed through in China you simply have to kill 100 million people.  Easy peasy.  Same with the Soviet Union.  Remember, these are the people who are doing things for the people.  And the fucking fools fall for it every single time.  The liberals in this country, the Progressives, the Democrats are two steps away from doing this to this country.  The only thing standing in the way is that pesky little 2nd amendment.  Damn it.

The Democrats and Liberals today are no different than ISIS.  If they see some art or statues that offend them, then take them down or burn them.  If you disagree with them on any issue, you are an apostate and whatever happens to you violence-wise is your fault.  You have to think EXACTLY the way they think.  They kill people.  They attack institutions with hate, graffiti, they start fights at Republican gatherings, they make up false hate crimes to blame conservatives.  They are the fucking snowflakes.

And you know what?  You keep attacking Trump and going after him for whatever scandal you make up next, well we will not take it anymore.  I can promise you there will be a civil war in this country if they do this.  They are like spoiled children right now throwing a tantrum because things did not go their way.  So if you want a civil war in this country, back a nut-case Democrat.

This shouldn't be a secret but holy shit, people are so stupid they cannot see what is in front of their face.



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186,945 "Liberals" didn't shoot anybody. Some kook with a gun did.



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186,944 Happy birthday Morena.  I know you wanted time apart to think and clear your head.  I am respecting that as much as it hurts not being there for you today.  I'll take it that my absense is the gift you wanted from me.  

I hope you do enjoy your birthday.  I hope you can reflect on our relationship and hopefully we can continue to be friends and more.  If not, I understand, you deserve more.  It's never easy being the other woman.

Love, Fancy Pants



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186,943 Universal health care is great!

My brother broke two fingers on his hand when she was in England.  He went to the doctor, showed him his broken fingers, and the doctor said, "You still have three fingers that work, take some aspirin for the pain."

Not even put in a cast.  No x-rays.  "You have three fingers that work."

Had he gotten a cast put on, the NHS won't let the doctor take it off.  Costs too much.

That's universal healthcare for you!



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186,942 The Tramadol I took last night gave me a vivid sex dream about you. Now I'm sad and I want you again.

Baby please, take me out come September.



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186,941 I log into my Kik account every Friday morning hoping I hear something from you...I was so wrong to do what I did but I but I couldn't deal with the fact that you claimed to love me yet you were sleeping and fulfilling long discussed fantasies with other men



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186,940 I have a friend who has been getting into bdsm, she has a Tumblr page where she posts lots of pictures of others.  I keep hoping she puts some of herself on there as then I will know she has truly embraced the lifestyle and is finally happy



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186,939 So I feel like writing and telling you what I want but not sure it's the right thing to do.
I know you've suggested that I should post but is that what you really want?

Things have changed a little bit for us now you have to admit? It's fine and I'm completely happy either way. At the very least I never want to lose you as my close friend.

But ever since you started this I've certainly changed my thoughts. I want to tell you everything I'm thinking but not sure it's a good idea.

And telling me about your current situation and recent purchasers makes me both sad for you and wanting to help even more lol

I know you can't reply and I'm not expecting you too. Don't know if I'm doing the right thing but we communicate in weird ways lol

I'll have to think about suggesting more even for a laugh because just not sure yet.



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186,938 First the Republicans called the Democrats snowflakes.  Then the Democrats copy Republicans and call them snowflakes back.  Then Democrats start making fun of Republicans who use the word snowflake as an insult.  Democrats are pretty retarded.

Keep trying to censor people and take their guns, while taking their money and trying to fight people into silence!  Snowflakes!



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186,937 I am becoming more and more convinced that the activities of the Left are being funded with Muslim money. Think about it. Why do their leaders (i.e., politicians, the media, and Hollywood) claim to be liberal, yet support an oppressive religion? Why do they say they're feminists, yet condone a religion that not only denies equal rights to women but preaches female genital mutilation and honor killings? Why do they say they're pro-LGBT yet not utter one protest against a religion that punishes LGBT people with death? Why do they deny so vehemently that Islam has anything to do with terrorism?

Islam is not a religion of peace. It is a religion of conquest--conquest by any means. The Muslims know they could never prevail against a united America. But a divided, weak America...they could sneak Sharia in through the back door while Liberals and Conservatives are duking it out on the front lawn.

I wouldn't be a bit surprised if the money going to all these Liberal political funds, and from there indirectly to the media and Hollywood, were to be traced back to Muslim sources.

As the saying goes, you're not paranoid if they're really out to get you.



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186,936 I would have been so proud to keep you safe.. While some would be so proud to have my head on a stick. Operate with full knowledge of what will become of them. I do.



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186,935 My pain didn't come from change, or from my fear of being alone , but from resistance to change. In my past life, I would have rather clung to the toxic familiarity of my life rather than embrace the newness of uncertainty.

If you're not happy being where you are, then the best thing you can do is to get out of where you are and seek your authentic self. Happiness comes from  letting go and seeking your true destiny.

Good luck.



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186,934 I've reached that point in life where I'm ready to get rid of all the clothes I'm too old to wear or will never fit into again.

I'll never be 35 again, I'll never weigh 120 again...and I'm not upset about it.

Being 54 and weighing 140 pounds is actually pretty cool.



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186,933 Please please please please don't let him get bond. Let it be denied.



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186,932 we did it in the pool and 10 minutes later my mom came home and went for a swim. my bf and i laugh so hard at the idea of his spermies still swimming around in the water and  impregnating my mom. lol.



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186,931 As I look back at My life...Being as tho I have a BDay coming up...I have to get real with Me. I'll be 50+ and I dont have a Emotional or Intimate connection to Anybody......Absolutely No One. My Marriage is Void of Emotions, Intimacy & Meaningful Conversations. Our conversations are the like the kind roommates have. When We 1st met Sex was  FREQUENT & CRAZY & AWESOME......Now It's maybe once a month for maybe 3 mins. Touching is rare and cuddling is a memory.The Loneliness is starting to sink in.The lack of affection is beginning to cloud my judgement.......I want to just walk away and find Love.....But being responsible is All I know.....

Aint That A Bitch!!!!



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186,930 Some people say you must chase after your dreams/what you want. Otherwise, they will not come true/you won't get it. Others say that whatever is meant to be will come to you. Don't push it. It will happen if it's supposed to.

How do we walk the line between these contradictions? Is one active and the other passive? Is there a way to know which approach is appropriate? Does it depend on the specific situation? Perhaps both approaches are merely soothing words for the soul. People will tell you one or the other, to help you feel good when you're not sure what the future holds.


I think we don't really know anything. And that is ok! We proceed anyway. Or at least time moves us along.



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186,929 I'm so tired of having stupid conversations with my wife. I'd rather bang my head against a brick wall. She's always right. She never backs down. She's mean about it. And petty. She forgot to take our son to a doctor's appointment. The doctor's office called me at work to ask if my wife was coming. The doctor's office is smart. They see how irresponsible my wife is. It's happened before. They know to call me.

When I finally tracked down my wife, she said it was my fault she missed the appointment because I should have reminded her. I asked how that could be. I emailed her about the appointment a week earlier.  I put it on the calendar in the kitchen. The morning of the appointment I wrote the details on a piece of paper. I then went over the note with her at breakfast. I went to work. Two hours later she didn't go to the appointment and in her mind, this is my fault???

Every conversation with her is like this. It's always annoying. She never takes responsibility for anything. What the hell did I get into with this ridiculous marriage?



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186,928 Denmark, Sweden, Finland, France, Germany, Canada, Norway, New Zealand, and many other countries all have a form of socialized or universal healthcare. Many of those countries are considered better places to live than the US. Most of those countries have lower healthcare expenses than the US does. The United States has the highest cost for healthcare than any other developed country (and this before the marketplace aka Obamacare). America has the highest rate of avoidable deaths due to not being able to afford healthcare. Those countries save money because their citizens can afford to go for preventive health care.
Healthcare is a business here. Don't be fooled and think it's not.
You think those politicians care if you have affordable healthcare? Of course not, they have the best insurance in America paid by the government. Whatever they vote won't effect them. They fight against universal health care not because it's good for the people, but because it's good for the corporations. For their own stock portfolio.



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186,927 My sister in law is so lazy, all she does is post pictures of her dogs on facebook and lay on the couch.



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186,926 I fucked another man's wife, he started texting her while we were fooling around, she flipped on to her stomach to respond so I slide my cock between her ass checks and fucked her til I was ready to cum, pulled out and came all over her back....all while she was texting​ with him.



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186,925 I want to give you oral pleasure and hear you moan and orgasm.   I want to make love to you and come deep inside of you.



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186,924 My secret:  I want to spend the rest of my life doing what I can to make the lives of people around me better.

Putting that into practice is my life's work. I wish you would tell me how I can make your life better. Until TM-orrow.  



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186,923 Conservatives have shot and/or lynched and/or assaulted lots of innocent people over the years because of ideology, race, ethnicity, religion, etc, etc.



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186,922 If you want free health care, welfare and all the goodies move to Cuba Venezuela, South America or Europe. See what socialism brought them.They are bankrupt. Socialism  does not work - but liberals are still clamoring for  it! Where will the money come from for all these freebies?  Russia was one of the wealthiest nations in the world and its social ideas  bankrupted them. Get out there -man up -and take care of yourself. Forget about the government taking care of you- it is a fantasy!



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186,921 I don't mind if a guy comes in my mouth. I don't mind swallowing. What bother me tho is when the guy asks me to open my mouth and show the spew before I swallow. I'm not your trained circus dog! Be happy I swallow and move on.



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186,920 I went to a girl scout awards ceremony. Afterwards, refreshments were available, including a large platter of Oreo cookies.

What? The girl scouts sell their own brand of cookies, but at girl scout functions they serve the competitor's cookies?

Thanks just wrong!

(I was really looking forward to gorging on all-I-can-eat Thin Mints!)



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186,919 If the Russians are so good at hacking, why not use it to our advantage? Instead of sanctioning Putin, ask if he could use his experts to track down all the American telemarketers who call my phone 10 times a day. Track them down, and since Russia is doing the investigation, they could shoot the telemarketers for us. Who would be against that?



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186,918 I just realized something.  What's happening now actually took place 8 years ago, almost at the same time.  Wow!  This time however, I wont be off guard.



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186,917 The liberals just shot innocent people on a baseball field because they are republicans. I'm sorry if this bores you. If liberals were better people, we wouldn't have to bring it up.



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186,916 So my mistress whom I'm crazy about and is crazy about me wants some time apart so she can figure out what she wants.  I asked if she just wanted to be friends and she said no.  I asked if she just wanted this to be just sexual. Again, no. She's not happy being the mistress but I've already married my then mistress and been married for 15 years.  I've never lied to her, told her everything up front.  Don't know where this is going to go.  I'm going to hate losing her, not because of the Sex bur because of her smile. Sound cliche but that's the truth.



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186,915 I am becoming tired of hearing all this "liberal" bashing, democrats are on thin ice, they hate America...thats total nonsense. The democrats have been in the line of fire for years. Believe it if you want or not, I really don't care, but as far as helping out the little guy, the poor, the weak, the disabled, no one compares to a democrat. Yes I will admit there are hacks and shits in every party, and yes there are users, thieves, cretins and abusers in the democratic party too. Some have abused the system to their full advantage, but lumping all liberals and democrats in  one basket is like saying every Republican is like Trump or Cruz, or McConnell. Ok so Trump is under investigation, hmmm first off, the democrats have minority power in all houses of congress, meaning that cannot chair or even start investigations. 2. More and more GOP are coming into the investigation process too, don't forget Comey is a Republican. Lets see if this turns into Watergate or farce. I recall being I'm older then most that the Republicans were screaming "nonsense" during that time too...



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186,914 Facebook helps me see people for who they really are. I didn't know how racist some of my friends are, until I started reading their posts. I also didn't know their intelligence levels, until I started seeing their spelling and grammar errors. Mostly though, I've realized their true personalities. So many are petty entitled brats whining about having to wait an extra minutes to get their $5 coffee concoction from Starbucks. FB has taught me to hate people.



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186,913 Here's a secret. Borax naturally kills fleas and their eggs. It's helpful to put it in carpeting around where our pets hang out, then just vacuum it up. Put it in your laundry, too. Also, Dawn dish soap kills fleas on contact. You can get both for under $10 at any grocery store. I hope this helps some other broke pet owners like me.



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186,912 I caught my wife in an affair.
She felt guilty and bought me a 40k sports car.
Still wasn't worth the pain.
I feel good driving, but when I get home it sets in....
I hate Facebook.



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186,911 The USA liberals are playing a very dangerous game. By distracting every one and protesting an elected President of the USA people are dying.This is unacceptable. This man has been elected for four years if you don't like him you van vote him out in four years time. The money and time that has been wasted on one investigation after the other is outrageous. Since August last years this is happening and no proof of any wrong doing is found .You precious Hillary will NEVER be president .Pence will be the President IF they get Trump impeached.What will be achieved by this? America will pay a dear price for this. We are on the brink of becoming a third world country and this will push us over the edge.It borders on treason.



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186,910 There's nothing I love more than masturbating! On average, I'll masturbate around 5 or 6 times a day, but I'm working on clearing my schedule so I'll have time to double, maybe even triple that number!  In fact, if I had my way, I'd be locked away in a rubber room somewhere and just masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, over and over and over and over, ALL day, EVERY day, until my nuts rot off! Then I'd masturbate some more......



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186,909 You are the forbidden fruit and I've wanted you for years. Had to watch your rich adoring husband kiss you and spoil you and adore you the whole time.  He's big on the PDAs, your man.

Somehow, the connection formed. I was both intimidated by you and turned on by you in a big way.  You saw it, you had to know. I amused you, this callow boy who blushed when you tried to make polite small talk.  I don't get flustered by anything or anyone, except you.

Now... you seem to finally be noticing me and responding to me.  Maybe you're feeling your age, thinking your beauty is fading (it's not) and want some attention. Maybe he's neglecting you.  Maybe maybe maybe.

I'd do anything you want.



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186,908 I just made out with a man who is 26 years younger than my exe boyfriend and I am half that age.  Now iwonder what the hell was I doing with an old man!!!  This man kissed me with great passion and touched me with intensity that I shook every time he just touched me. On top of it all, I did not see an old wrinkled up 54 or 55 year old man!!  Onwards to experiencing life with a man that is actually closer to my age than the last man I was in a relationship with.



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186,907 There's a saying, "If you can't beat them, join them."  Go sleep with them in the kid's room.  Show the child he's important to you too.



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186,906 Another sleepless night ! Another fucking night without my husband in bed! I mean when does it fucking ends . And than he lies to me makes up an excuse or something in order to sleep with his son, because he cant just simply put his foot down and tell him no you have your own room . Ive been dealing with this for four years now . Sad to say i think this is going to be the end of it because truthfully i cant amymore. All because he doesn't know how to say no to the fucking kid. Over it



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186,905 *904 being a good pet owner doesn't require riches, just compassion. If you give your rabbit a Dawn dish soap bath, the fleas will go away quick. Signed - girl in bed with 2 dogs and a cat.



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186,904 My rabbit's fleas have gotten worse. She has a huge bald patch going down her back, and some of her skin is dry and cracking from the constant irritation. My poor bun. I'm really not cut out to be a pet owner, because i didn't get rid of them efficiently the first time, and now I'm broke so she has to suffer for at least 3 more days before i can give her a bath. I need to get rid of her, for her own sake.



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186,903 I hate people who think they are so much better than others because of their looks.



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186,902 It made me smile and warmed my heart to be able to talk to my friend again tonight.



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186,901 I am not alone. I feel so fucking guilty for feeling so alone and left behind. I was never supposed to be this shitty kind of person. A secret angry jealous monster that just wants to scream about all the sadness she knows she deserves



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186,900 Nobody can predict all public shootings.  The only way to prevent them is to ban all guns.  But it's not fair to take away guns from people who never committed a public shooting.  You can check gun owners for mental health issues, but most of the mentally ill aren't violent, so that's not fair either.



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