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187,199 The bitch is back.... will you have sweet dreams or nightmares?



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187,198 One of my office mates reminds me of an ex-fwb.



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187,197 Remember when I gave you the big speech that if you ever hurt her you would pay? Maybe you didn't take me seriously because I was being playful. And because I'm generally laid back.

Guess what dumbass? I meant every fucking word. And now there is a debt to collect on.



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187,196 Tsk Tsk....So much inner ugliness.



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187,195 I don't give a fuck if someone is trans. They have a right to feel and look the way they want to, and I can't imagine all of the shit they go through.

That said, it makes me feel so terrible when I see that there are transwomen who look better than I do. Most of them look better than me (a biological woman) in fact, and it's personally humiliating. I get that they're working extra hard to "pass" and seem feminine and all, which is fine, but it just makes me feel extra hideous.

I've never said that to anyone.



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187,194 I get horny watching videos of people trying not to piss their pants.  I love watching them desperately holding their crotch, crossing their legs, wiggling around, repeatedly checking for a bathroom, until they can't hold it anymore.  The pee just comes right out and soaks their pants.  They end up feeling relieved and not too embarrassed. I jack off to this and prefer it to sex.



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187,193 I'm involved in a support group that's set to "secret" on Facebook.  Between the support, there's a lot of harmless bantering going on between the men and women.  

I've generally been ignored in this group by the women, which is fine.  I'm older and expect the young guys to get all the attention.  I rarely post pictures of myself, and when I do I don't care to make myself look good.

One of the women posted an "introduction video," and asked everybody else to do the same.  I posted one of myself and realized that I looked very attractive, in large part to my recent weight loss.

Suddenly... the women have started responding to me.  Go figure.  That's life.



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187,192 You know you made the right decision, in walking away, because there's a sense of peace that follows.



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187,191 I've been married over 10 years. I love him very much but because of health reasons, we can't have sex as often as I want. I was close to cheating with someone I barely know and gave me some attention. I'm feeling neglected. 40/f



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187,190 Knocked off a bucket list item this weekend, that's two for me so far this year.
I love being young enough to enjoy the money I've made and having a wife that supports my crazy ideas



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187,189 I complimented a person's blog on Tumblr, we exchanged a few friendly messages and then she blocked me...guess her posts are too good for me to see?

Guess I should have just lurked and not try to be nice



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187,188 When in elementary school gym class, I wasn't picked first for the team. I could either blame it on a made up dyslexia type disease, but for sports. "Oh I can't remember to tell my legs to run fast." Or I could try harder. I chose the latter. Imagine if people who don't read well tried the same approach. There, I just cured dyslexia.

Stop making excuses!



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187,187 All the people in this world who've apparently gotten a PhD in psychology and think they're qualified to state whether a mental illness or learning disability is made up or not...LOL. Come back with an actual doctorate degree and some research, and then come talk to me, you arrogant pricks.

In the meantime, I just smile and say "You are SO right! You'll have to tell me more about your groundbreaking discoveries in human psychology sometime!" and then just walk off. These people do not deserve to have their shitty ideas listened to.



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187,185 For the men complaining that their wives won't have sex with them. I'm sure there are some evil bitches out there that use sex as a tool for manipulation and if that's your wife, then I'm sorry. But most of the time, there's probably another reason. You were obviously happy with the sex at one time,  otherwise you wouldn't have gotten married.  Think about it and try to figure out what's going on.

Is she exhausted and overwhelmed? Do you come home after a long day of work and put your feet up and watch tv? Does she come home after a long day of work (or spend a long day taking care of the kids) then cook dinner, clean up, get the kids ready for bed then clean  up some more? Is there something going on at work that's bothering her? How equally are the household responsibilities split? Does she have To do the lion's share? When was the last time you cleaned the house?

If that's not it, do you see her? Do you appreciate her? When was the last time you did something to make her feel special? Thanked her for her hard work? Took her out? Bought her something just because? Paid her a sincere compliment?

If that's not it, has she had to give up too much of who she is? Is she still able to do the hobbies or activities that she used to enjoy before you were married, or has she had to give them up because of time constraints (child care or work obligations?) or financial constraints?

If that's not it, could there be some sort of medical problem? Is she depressed? Is sex painful for her? Could there be a hormonal imbalance or is she taking a medication that could be affecting her sex drive? (i.e. birth control).

This isn't about placing blame on men. Of course men deserve all of these things too.

I'm sure you didn't marry her just for the sex. You married her because she was your partner and you were in love. You owe it to her and yourself and your marriage to try and figure out what's going on before you give up. Then if it's really not salvageable, you know you did everything you could.



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187,184 It doesn't make sense for vegans to pull out their teeth. Imagine chewing lettuce or eating an apple with no teeth. I call bullsh*t.



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187,183 Dr. Rupert Sheldrake is right. Your mind is not inside your head. Your memories are not inside your head. Everything you see is not inside your head. We give to much credit to unproven science like the big bang. We know very little about the brain, it very well could be just a receiver.



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187,182 It's a real shame what all that sun and smoking has already done to your skin, and you're only 26.



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187,181 The closest I came to any information on vegans getting their teeth pulled was about wisdom teeth extraction ...



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187,180 Wow this weekend was incredible. He fucked me like 10 times, hard as a rock, pulled my hair, slapped my ass, bit my titties, told me all of the things he wanted to do to me, how it felt, and I told him the same. He wanted me to say it louder. God dammit it was hot. By far the best sex I've had as of yet. Sadly, I spent the past 6 years in a sexless relationship. Thank fucking God that is over!!!!! I feel alive again.



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187,179 I just saw a news story that reported that a father spent $20  thousand to bury his son. Are you kidding me? What a waste of money.



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187,178 I have dyslexia. It's not a fake made up problem. When I was a kid telling the difference between b and d or p and q was horrible. I would just guess. And math, math was horrible, even if I figured out the problem correctly I would write the numbers down backwards. Like if I meant to write 48, I would accidentally write 84. Happened all the time and still do it to this day, especially if I'm tired and writing or working at a computer. I have to focus, and double and triple check what I write or type. My brain just switches things around. Part of my job is data entry, I'll read 168492 off of a sheet and when I punch it into the computer I'll type 168942. That's what having dyslexia is like. I even say the numbers out loud as I'm typing and my fingers just don't wanna listen. But because I know my brain does this I triple check my work and am one of the most accurate people to do my job.
My 2nd grade teacher caught on to what I was doing and informed my parents. I went to a different school for 3rd grade and went through a special program to help me with the dyslexia. Letters don't bother me any more, but numbers they still get me from time to time.
M/38



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187,177 You notice one less person in your friends list? Yeah, that's totally me. Fuck you. I warned you not to.



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187,176 My niece's boyfriend bought a house.  I volunteered to help demo the bathroom and put in a new bathroom.  I am not a professional but I did finish my basement, re-did my brother's bathroom, helped many people with remodels.  

When the demo was done there were a couple of boards we had to replace.  I suggested cutting out a hunk, brining it to the store and getting the same sized boards.  He saw a YouTube video where they suggested plywood.  This was around the toilet flange.  He got a very small piece of plywood that I cut to fit.  We needed more.  He went back to the store and got the same kind of boards that were used originally, like I told him to do in the first place.  I suggested a certain width plywood for the subfloor but he got a different size because of YouTube.  He then read more postings and saw that I was right.  He then spend a half hour drilling in screws in the existing floor because someone on YouTube suggested it.  There were zero loose boards and no reason to waste time doing it.  He also did not want to use a Sharbite fitting to extend the shower because it might leak in the future.  I had to take it off and solder a fixture.

The kicker came today.  He is a whiny guy and thinks he is a perfectionist.  He did not like the fact that I wanted to cut a 5" square for a 5" toilet hole because there would be to much space in the corners and the flange might not be able to screw in.  A flange is wide and there would have been tons of room.  This would have been the subfloor which would have been under cement board which would have been under tiles, and all of this would be under the toilet.  You would physically have to remove all three layers to see this.  He ran back to his old place to get his jig saw so he could cut a perfect circle to get around a sewage pipe that is over 100 years old.

My free help was over.  I was getting tired of him telling me I used the wrong size clamp, the wrong nails, the wrong this and that and this.  I packed up all of my tools, including my wet saw, and I told my niece that I was sorry, but I was done giving him free help.  He would not listen.  He thought everything he saw on YouTube was the gospel truth.  He talked to contractors that were bidding on other projects and they all had advice.  But advice from a guy who has done this stuff a ton of other times?  Nope.

Have fun finishing the bathroom you twisted anal fuck.  I am sure everyone will compliment the hell out of you on that pristine hole you are drilling for the subfloor.



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187,175 I think ptsd is made up because people can't handle life on life's terms.



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187,174 I wish there was a way to contact #136. I'd give him a mercy fuck.



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187,173 I heard of a new trend with vegans. They have their teeth pulled out so they can never betray their cause and chew on meat. Now there is no doubt that vegans are not all there.



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187,172 #136- time for you to make a decision: stay and be miserable or move on. This is who she is and won't change. I would be long gone. Oh and I'm a married woman with children. Life is too short to be miserable. Good luck to you.



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187,171 I was lying naked with my girlfriend once.  She said she didn't want to fuck.  Fine, I said, I'll just play with your body some.  She was cool with that.  I started rubbing my cock on her pussy.  That got her horny, and the next thing we were doing was fucking.

One time, I was tired and didn't want to fuck.  She started playing with my cock.  I was fine with her doing that.  Next thing you know, we're fucking.

We started by saying no.  Then we were all into it.  If either of us tried to fuck each other while we were still saying no, then that would have been sexual assault.



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187,170 This sounds paranoid. But when I climbed into my car the other day, there was a dime size blob of white powder on the seat. I noticed just in time and didn't sit on it. I didn't know what it was. I used a wet paper towel to wipe it off. Not a big deal right?

Two days later I went to put on my shoes and there was a dime sized blob of white powder in one of the shoes. Like huh? It was pretty far forward in the shoe, under the tongue, as if it was put there to keep it hidden.

Ok, now I was concerned. Is my wife trying to poison me? I know it sounds paranoid, but how is the white powder to be explained?



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187,169 Why can't everyone just be a good person? If you want something, you pay for it. If you have an opinion, say it without putting others down. If you want to be married, it comes with obligations, like having sex with your husband. If you you aren't willing to do that, then don't get married to the poor man.

People make life so complicated. Grow the fuck up everyone and stop trying to take take take for yourself.



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187,168 I just sold my soul and I want to die.



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187,167 Sometimes I think my PTSD is a thing of the past. I moved far away from the city I lived in where I was sexually assaulted by someone I knew. I will never have to see him again. But it's still with me. In small ways, at random times, I'm reminded that it's still with me. Even after 6 months of therapy.

It's with me when I have nightmares every now and then.

It's with me when a man wont leave me alone when I reject his advances and I start feeling that same old fear.

It's with me when I have a flashback and see his cold, icy eyes staring back at me in the mirror when I'm in the bathroom getting ready.

Therapy helped me work through the shame, guilt, and trauma from all the times he forced himself on me. The flashbacks and triggers and nightmares have subsided substantially, but every now and then...my brain throws me a reminder of what happened, and it messes me up for a bit.

Today has been a rough day.



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187,166 I don't like my doctor. He's an arrogant snobby sort of ass. It's so much effort to switch to a new doctor though, so I stay with the prick.



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187,165 Well said #165! Couldn't have framed it better myself!



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187,164 A husband having sex with his wife at the bathroom sink isn't rape. She didn't say no. She asked what he was doing. That's not rape.

But a woman demanding material goods in exchange for sex, that's prostitution no matter how you slice it. She's a whore.



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187,163 Sometimes I forget to wear undies. An honest mistake. Really. I'll take a shower, dry off, put on my bra, put on a blouse. But I leave my bottom bare because my pubes need a bit more time to get completely moisture free. I put on my makeup. I fix my hair, all in the privacy of my bedroom. I can't go into the kitchen to have breakfast bottomless though. So I put on my skirt with nothing underneath, still giving my pubes a chance to dry. I drink coffee. I eat. I see the time. I put on my high heels and dash out the door for work. It's only later that morning when I realize oops, I did it again, I forgot to put on my undies.



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187,162 Marital rape is rape.



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187,161 Family reunion coming up next week.

Achooo.

I feel the flu coming on... sorry, won't be able to make it.



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187,160 I don't believe dyslexia is real. I think parents make it up as an excuse for their child not doing well in school. By outward appearances, their child looks normal. So why is he getting bad grades? Oh, says the parents, he has dyslexia.

No he doesn't. You are lazy bad parents who spend no time teaching him to read. After school he comes home and watches TV because you are too interested in yourselves to help your own child. The dyslexia excuse to the rescue!



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187,159 Take this for what it is; a straight forward message, no expectations. I just don't know of a way to think about where I am without seeing all the angles. Please don't use this as an opportunity to gloat, because it's what I want. It looks like I failed to all looking in from the outside, but they don't really know my situation or how I feel.

I'm going to be living totally alone for the first time in my life. Can't wait to get rid of all my junk. I'm going to bust out of this routine. I don't care how it happens. I feel like I can handle it. Now that I'm here. Now that everything was built up and torn down several times, I guess I pretty much don't care what happens.

Maybe my attitude will change. Time will tell. Anyway,  I'm here if you want to talk have a little fun forget about the past. Or not. It's all good either way.



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187,158 I think that what #136 is enduring everyday, is PSYCHOLOGICAL ASSAULT. I'm a woman, and I know that not all of us are like that! You got a lemon! RUN, before she uses you up! Even if you have to pay after the divorce! I'd send her packing! She's a disgrace to all the good women out there!



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187,157 136 - cut your losses and get the hell out and away from that evil woman.  

There's a lady exactly like this that lives a block away from me and I only know this because my buddy divorced her ass.  (her 2nd marriage).

She was yelling at him on their wedding night - you just knew how that marriage was going to go down - literally.  



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187,156 Sorry 136, that WAS sexual assault.



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187,155 149- you need to leave or find a GF. NOW!



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187,154 I am always appalled to read these secrets where the wives withhold sex from their husbands to get what they want from them. That is so evil! Women like you give us all a bad name. My husband and I are newlyweds (together 7 years, married 2 weeks) and we are having sex 3-4 times a week consistently. It did not change because we got married. I do not use it as a tool to motivate him to buy me things. I genuinely enjoy making love to my husband and I love pleasing him. Do not group me in with these other manipulators. We are not all the same.



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187,153 CBD oils ARE effective in treating cancer. Big pharma doesn't like to advertise this because it conflicts with their bottom line. But you can take your chemo and die for all I care.



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187,152 I dreamt about you for the first time in a very long time.

I don't remember much after waking up, bits and pieces mostly, but I do remember how I always felt ten times taller and ten times happier whenever I held your hand.

I would never bother you again, there's no reason to. It's ancient history at this point.

But on the off chance and very rare moment when something like this happens, I wonder to myself if it could've ever worked.

The answers no.



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187,151 I and everyone I care about are truly living in the worst possible timeline, with the most amount of suffering possible.



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187,150 I noticed that whenever my four year old is hungry, I am strongly compelled to get him food.  This should seem obvious- feed your child.  But it's like this evolutionary compulsion.  Unless it's sugary junk food or right before we're about to eat a meal, if he tells me he's hungry, my mind just becomes overridden with the idea of getting him food.  I can tell him to wait a few minutes while I finish something, but all the time while I'm finishing up there's this sense in my head that repeats "must get food... must get food... must get food..." until I give the kid some crackers.  It MUST get done.  I guess we're all just monkeys in clothes after all.



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187,149 Why the fuck does my boss want a regular meeting at 3 pm on a Tuesday?  That means I can't leave early without him knowing on that day.  I didn't get a few advanced degrees so I would have to work all day.



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187,148 My wife and I have not had sex in four years.  We had sex two times in a week so she could get pregnant.  Prior to that, we had not had sex in two years.  We had sex over a two month period so she could get pregnant.  We had sex one time prior to that the year before.  She didn't want to, but she gave in.  We had sex a few times in the year before that.  That's been the last 7 years, half of our marriage.

I can see why guys cheat.  Porn and masturbation can only release so much in a guy.



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187,147 Um, yeah. Water seeks its own level. That should scare the shit out of you.



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187,146 My boyfriend said if he ever was diagnosed with cancer that he would holistic treatment and CBD oil over chemo and radiation therapies.

Umm...what?? He is a smart man. It confuses me so much that he would choose this unproven "treatment" over medical science. I flat out told him I don't believe in that type of unproven and non-medically researched treatment when we live in age of advanced medical science. I support him in every way...except this.

Obviously this is a scenario that might not even happen, but it's the principle of the whole thing that bothers me. I had a migraine and he said to rub some oil on my head. Didn't work. But you know what did? The safe and effective medication my doctor prescribed me. Science...!

Because I love him so much and we want to spend our lives together, it distresses me that if he were to get sick, he'd choose treatments that are not effective or scientifically proven. I feel that if I allowed him to choose that, I'd be allowing to get more sick or die. But if I spoke up against it and tried to dissuade him, I'd be controlling and interfering with his right to make decisions about his own health...



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187,145 Fuck them. I don't ever want to think about them, they are filth. They are so fake, only nice when other are around, that's not how a family should be. Shame on you, thinking you can fool everyone including yourselves, nothing is sincere about you



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187,144 Deep within, past the surface chemical emotions, into the inner core. Deep inward solitude is where fullfiment lives. Peace is inside.



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187,143 Tonight I realized that a good friendship is more than likely going to end after tonight. I am not going to push to keep it but rather allow for it to end organically.  Tonight showed me a lot about our friendship and honestly there we are on two different paths of life and that is ok. Our friendship has come to an end now.



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187,142 I came so close to sleeping with this one guy. A few years later I found out he died of AIDS. Holy shit.



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187,141 Why can't the women who like sex and then men who like sex ever find each other and get married? Then all the sexless people would have no choice but to marry each other. It's what they deserve. They can make themselves miserable.



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187,140 When I was probably 14 or 15 I went to a summer camp for 2 weeks. One day the counsellors took us on a canoe trip to an island with a high cliff that we could cliff jump off of (you could never get away with that today!) Some of the boys were jumping off the cliff. I had no intention of doing it, but a few of them were standing in a group talking about how "no girl would ever be brave enough" to do it. That pissed me off so I said I was going to do it and I stripped down to my bathing suit. The cliff wasn't straight down. It was a little slanted, so you kind of had to take a running start and jump out so you wouldn't land on the rocks at the bottom. So I ran and I jumped out. I did synchronized swimming at that time, so it was automatic for me to stretch my arms above my head, arch my back, point my toes. I heard somebody say "she's so graceful." Then I was falling, falling, still falling. It seemed to take a long time, so I looked down. All I could see was the rocks rushing toward me and I opened my mouth and screamed. Then I hit the water. Hard. It hurt. I was glad I did the synchro pose so that I hit the water so cleanly. It must have been super painful for everybody that just jumped.  Looking back, it was really dangerous, but it was pretty awesome. I'm glad I did it.



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187,139 #136: Not all women are like this. Leave her because she's not gonna have sex with you, it  doesn't matter what you buy her... and you shouldn't have to do all that in the first place... this is super humiliating and you shouldn't have to endure this... she married you for the wrong reasons. You seem like a nice guy trapped in an awful situation. Don't waste your time...



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187,138 Everything is in paradox with everything, and nothing, at the same time.

Just as your body and mind is symmetrically aligned into two haves, one's perception can also be completely opposite, yet completely complementary at the same time. Two opposite halves working to make a whole.

The world of reason provides many paradox that can't be so easily reconciled. It takes a spiritual awareness to see the limitations of reason exist, and at the same time are boundless.

Life is not random OR intended. It is both randomly intended and intentionally random.

One needs to point the mirror at the mirror to see how endless it really is.



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187,137 I have an itch on the bottom of my foot that won't go away. There's no rash or anything like that. Just a super annoying itch.



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187,136 I'm a wife and I have a much higher sex drive than my husband. I don't initiate anymore because a girl can only take so much rejection. We do have sex, just not very often. It makes me sad, but I've learned to live with it.



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187,135 When I look back at my marriage, I was such a fool. The writing was on the wall. I chose not to read it.

The day we came back from our honeymoon, I suggested my wife and I have sex. She said she was too tired. Next day the same thing. And the days after that. When the weekend rolled around, I pushed the idea again. My new bride said she couldn't have sex for a while because she "had to work on the photo album for the wedding."

Wait what? The photo album?

Turns out "a while" meant 6 months. Can you believe it, we didn't have sex for six months after the honeymoon.

It's not that she didn't like sex. It's that she was using it for control. She wanted things. Her plan was to starve me. Then it would be easy for her to get her way in exchange for a quickie. It was nothing but manipulation on her part. Her agreeing to sex in those first two years was in exchange for something. We did it three times in two years. Who has a marriage where sex only happens three times in the first two years? It was absurd.

The first time at the six month mark, she wanted to quit her job and not work anymore. That got me a fuck. Six months later she wanted me to buy her an Audi. That was another fuck.

And the third time was very telling. It was at about 18 months. She had gotten out of the shower and was standing at the bathroom sink. I came in to take a shower. I normally wasn't allowed to see her naked. That was part of her manipulation. Every time she was naked it was behind a closed door. But here I was walking in on her naked.

I was immediately aroused. After all, both sex and seeing her naked was rare. So while standing there behind her, I leaned inwards and before she knew what happened, I push my cock inside her.  She was like what are you doing, what are you doing...

I said I'm you husband and I'm having sex with you. She was out of comebacks and excuses - even though she had still not done the wedding photo album lol. So she stood there holding onto the sink while I fucked her. Being so deprived, it took all of two minutes.

Afterwards she was so mad. Livid mad. You know why? Because we had sex and she didn't get anything from it. No diamond earrings, no trip to Europe. She acted liked she was robbed. She wouldn't talk to me for days.

Finally I had it out with her. I told her she was a con artist. I said husbands and wives have sex. Enough of her manipulation. Enough! I was mad. I probably could have slapped her I was so frustrated.

She started in with the fake tears saying she felt like she was sexually abused by me at the bathroom sink that morning.

That really made my blood boil.

That was not sexually abused!!!!!!!!!!!!

HUSBANDS AND WIVES HAVE SEX!!!!!!!!!

I told her either we have sex more often. Or we go to a marriage counselor. Or we skip all that crap and I call a lawyer and the marriage is over.

She reluctantly opted for the marriage counselor. Which turned into another two years of sexless hell, but at least she was/is discussing the situation.

Worst thing I ever did was get married. Worst thing ever. The courtship was fine. We had sex. It turned on a dime as soon as we were married.

This bizarre marriage zaps all my strength. Everyday is frustration for me. Everyday I'm feeling used. Everyday I want to leave her, but I keep hanging on hoping something will change and the marriage counselor will work. I'm a fool. I should cut my losses and run away from this totally fucked up women.

Why do women act this way? Why why why? It's revolting.



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187,134 I met a woman at a party.  Liked her.  We had a lot in common.  She liked me and she liked sex.  We've been together as a loving couple for 48 years.  She still likes sex!

We never got married.

M/70+



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187,133 After being married for several years, I realize why people cheat. The wedding cake is an anti-sex device.

I tried to hold it together. I tried to seduce her in every way, but the only thing I got was "Thanks baby" and a raped bank account. I couldn't bring myself to cheat on her, so I embraced porn. Pictures, videos, GIFs, text, audio, I like them all. I even started writing erotica.

Guess what happened?

After being chastised for "chasing her body" and changed my focus, life was awesome. For a month. Then I got in trouble for *not* chasing her, jerking off in the shower, or rubbing one out to porn.

There is no winning. Women only like sex to trap a man into marriage, tease him for their enjoyment, or screw him out of his money in any way she can.

Yay feminism



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187,132 My wife and I don't have sex. Once a year if that. I want much more. She doesn't. She wins. What bothers me the most though is that I discovered on many nights my wife goes to bed before me an masturbates. So she won't have sex with me. But she takes care of herself. It disappoints me and makes me feel like she is not a good person.



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187,131 If I see something good in someone else's trash, I'll take it.



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187,130 I feel like I've embarrassed myself my entire life. Everything I've ever said and done makes me cringe. I don't want to die or anything. I just don't want to be near people anymore.



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187,129 I started this job almost two years ago as a contractor. It was all rah rah and we're a team and do a good job and you might go temp to perm. I am not any closer to perm status after two years. I've planned a trip that I delayed last year. They agreed to "let me go". My secret? I acted thankful but ever cell in my body was screaming fuck all of you. You want me to keep my head down and offer me nothing while being thankful you let me work there. Fuck you.



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187,128 A thought experiment: If you could write a suicide note right now, what would it say?

I have no desire to do so, but the thought really brought life into focus for me. Hope it does the same for you.



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187,127 The proudest moment of my life was the first time I ejaculated into my mother!  Sadly, for legal reasons, I can't  tell anyone, so instead I'll tell EVERYone!
If only every man could go home each night and make beautiful love to his mother, there'd be no more war, and the world would be such a peaceful, loving place!



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187,126 My car failed inspection because the engine warning light is on. The garage did a computer diagnostic and found out the seat warmer isn't working. Really? My car isn't worthy of being on the road if the seat warmer isn't working? What the hell does this have to do with emissions testing? How the hell does this make my car unsafe? Government, get the fuck out of my business!



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187,125 My wife says "Good morning" to me in the same way a terrorist would greet a kidnapped American prisoner. It's filled with a menacing hatred. It's as if my wife is saying "Good morning... and now I will torture and brutalize you for the rest of the day because you must pay for everything bad that has ever happened to me."



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187,124 In one vein we say, "To thine own self be true," and in another we continue, "fake it until you make it."  

Which, the fuck, is it?!!!

How bipolar are those directions.  Oh, hey, you're not feeling so great today, pretend you are!

Oh hey, bummed out?  Then let people know, don't be as "sick as your secrets."

Sometimes, the directions are in direct conflict with each other.  I'm not trying to ruffle feathers, just trying to be Captain Obvious here and state the hypocracy here.  Let's go the route of "to thine own self be true."  I think "fake it until you make it," is kind of a crock.  If I wanted to be fake I would time travel back to my teenage years and early twenties.  That was a painful period where I was constantly trying to be the person everyone wanted me to be.  Screw that noise.  Now I'm about realness.  Whether it comes off sexy or not, that is irrelevant - it's authentic, it's truthful, it's raw - it's REAL.

Fake = gross and diminishing.  It brings you closer to your lower base self.  I want to be risen up to my higher self.  Even if it means having some humility and letting people know how I'm truly doing, instead of what they want to hear..

Fake is everything that's wrong with our society today.  I mean, can you people believe there is a reality show coming out about teenagers with Down Syndrome?!!!  Like, wtf America?  Aren't we doing poorly enough having Trump as our mouthpiece ... do we really need a reality show about children with Down's?!!  And where the HELL are those kids parents?!!!  How could you exploit your kids like that?!!!

Fake, fake boobs, fake nose, fake paycheck (reality show) ... all of that is everything that is wrong with where we are as a society.  Airbrushing = fake body.  It's all wrong.  It's all false, it's all bullshit.  

Reality, which does not involve television cameras following you aroud as you shop or air time.  That's where it is safe to live.  Even if it feels vulnerable, even if it is uncomfortable.  It's real.  It is authentic.  It is truthful.  

When is society going to shift towards being real?  

How about all the refugees in the world today?  Who gives 2 flying fucks about some kids falling in love with Down's Syndrome on tv when there are real people out there, real teenagers cutting themselves because there is no end to their refugee camp in sight?!!! There are nine year old children attempting and succeeding at suicide to escape their pain.  How about getting in touch with REALITY.  Not exploiting children, how about coming to their rescue, instead of being part of their demise.

Society is gross and convoluted.  Sometimes it's so dark and depressing.

That's when I want to go live in a Yurt somewhere in the woods and just say peace out to everyone and everything and just live off the land, off the grid.  I can see how people just pick up and leave their old lives behind.

The irony in this secret is that I'm actually in a good mood, heading to the beach, having my coffee.  This is just what I ended up typing, it was sort of stream of concsiousness.



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187,123 121...How are you ? & screw those bastards...get out of onesided relationships. I would rather have no friends than have friends like those...I would cut them off..
You will be alone for a while...but you will make new friends who are worthy of your kindness...
Take your power back...life is too short to be putting up with those suckers.
Hang in there & life goes on!!



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187,122 I'm quitting everything. No more drugs, no more drink, no more smoke.



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187,121 I dated a woman for a while who would stick her finger up her own ass during sex. It was the hottest thing I've ever seen. I never should have let her get away.



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187,120 I'm so alone. All my 'friends' call me when they are having a hard time and I am there for them and listen and talk them through it. But no one ever stops to ask how I am or cares. This life is not for me.. I hate being so hurt and having no one to lean on.



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187,119 you cannot remain
at war
between
what you want to say (who you really are)
and
what you should say (who you pretend to be)
your mouth was not designed to eat itself

~split



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187,118 I'm terrified #114 is directed at me. I'm sorry. I know I've been a terrible wife. I can change. Please give me a chance.



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187,117 High school football doesn't teach young men confidence. It teaches them arrogance.



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187,116 My exit strategy is to pound her hard in the ass. Then the moment I'm finished emptying in her rectum, I'll lean into her ear and whisper, "I'm divorcing you."



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187,115 I think there could still be, still, some poetry left in me. For you though. You always.



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187,114 You are making a mistake. I love you, but you are dumb.



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187,113 Please let this disastrous marriage be over soon.



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187,112 Frankly, I never would have believed that I would love again. I went from an insecure, jealous, gaslighting psycho to a kind, loving and secure woman who  completely accepts me as I am and loves unconditionally.

I couldn't be happier.  💕



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187,111 Stop asking me and bothering me about why I don't look at your Snapchat stories. I already know what you look like. I don't want to see 25 selfies of you and videos you take of you singing The Weeknd seductively. You're doing it all for male attention, and then when you get lots and lots of male attention, you publicly ridicule them and somehow use that to get even more male attention. We see each other like twice a year, and the last time we did, you spent more time looking around to see who was looking at you. It's too much, girlfriend. Tone it down.



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187,110 I teeter between following my heart, seeing the beauty in everything and being a hardened, jaded individual.



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187,109 She said something about "falling in love" as if it was a bad thing. She did the thing, so it was pointless. The catch is thankfully for her it didn't work. That is what she wanted. I always wanted what was best for her.

I can remember her words. Not sure why I would remember it this way. She did everything and didn't fall in love. Maybe they were wrong. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe I waited too long as someone took my place.  

Supersymmetry? The ship sails on. Beautiful orange blossoms fall down all around us. Forget me if you must my sister star if it makes you happy if it helps you survive.



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187,108 Let's call this person "Chris", just so you don't know our genders or relationship.

I found Chris in the garage.  Chris was wearing a tiny swim suit, a blindfold, a ball gag, plus headphones blasting music. Chris was in the garage, wrists and ankles bound to the wall.

No witnesses, no proof, and no regerts. Well, maybe one regret. I don't know if my action or lack of action with Chris was right or honorable.

I felt regret the afterwards.

I won't say what happened, but looking at the situation later, I think I should have..........

Ahhhh, the desire. Chris is so sexy I can't stand it. Good thing Chris didn't call the cops.



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187,107 Please don't subject my daughter to that stupid fucking ogre... it's bad enough she has to be around you every day. In a fair world I would be able to slay you both in this mortal existence and do it again in multiple after lives. You have no clue who you ar fucking with.



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187,106 a guy came over from Craiglist last night and jacked off to my wife's lace thongs, I actually help him stroke, he was a heavy cummer. it was hot. I don't label myself as 'gay' I just don't or have ever been attracted to men. Just cocks, I love cock. If I could suck my own cock comfortably. You'd never see me again.
M49



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187,105 I posted 186038 about a month ago.  I was 80 pounds overweight.

At that point I had lost 12 pounds.  68 pounds to go.

Now I have lost 23 pounds.  57 pounds to go.

I'm doing it!  Every week there's a minute change on the scale.  Sometimes it's not noticeable, but over three weeks I can see a big difference.  My pants are becoming looser.  I haven't been wearing a belt because I'm loving the feeling of having to pull my pants up as I walk.

I gained the weight over 20 years as a result of a long term health problem I hadn't known about.  Nothing I did could get any pounds off me.  I just kept gaining weight.  The problem had gotten so bad that it was finally identified, and just some simple changes is now causing me to lose this weight.  I will be so glad to get this off of me.  Maybe I won't get back down to my old weight of 20 years ago, but I won't complain if I lose 50 pounds.

It's just nice seeing this dream turn into a reality.

In other news, I don't know why 57 sounds more to me than 68.



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187,104 We had a platonic friendship.  It was like the phase right before things heat up.  I had a huge crush on her sister even though they looked very similar. Her sister was brooding and depressed all the time.  I kind of always felt a little sorry for her.

Much to my delight, we had a wonderful time exploring old churches, diners, roads through the woods, trails.  She was down to earth.  We didn't put each other on pedestals.  We weren't acting cute for the camera.  Two friends exploring life together. Just what my soul needed.



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187,103 A thin line of boric acid around the borders of the rooms in your house will keep roaches away 100%. The apartments above mine and on both sides of mine have roaches, but I don't. Because of boric acid. Look it up. And it's not gonna harm you or your pets



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187,102 My secret. The company received a legal document requesting all of our emails on both our work machines and home machines. The company then instructed us to delete all of our emails. I kept copies.



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187,101 Molly Parker is nuclear winter. What a babe.



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187,100 098 thank you. The roach traps I have set up in my apartment look ugly and it embarrasses me. I don't know if I even need them but coffee grounds sound better than the chemical shitstorm of Raid!  I'm willing to try anything to start fighting this phobia.



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