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187,899 Enjoy dinner with your hubby as you wonder if he fucked his mistress today. News flash: he did.



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187,898 I have to convince myself not to love people. If I don't, I'll love everyone in some way or another. I fucking hate it, because that makes me care about people that don't matter, and the delusions in their heads.



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187,897 i still look for you in the strangest of places, in the most unlikely faces...



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187,896 I keep getting phone calls from this bald dude , I mean clearly is not an emergency or important since he never leaves messages and I don't know him, I ask my husband if he recognizes the guy or his number he told he has never seen the guy so I just called my phone company and permanently block his number.



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187,895 I'm really getting sick of the fact that people find it so hard to admit their faults. Some of your faults aren't your fault, you know. You still have a responsibility to fix it, but you shouldn't feel guilty for having a flaw you didn't cause yourself to have.

It's like bad habits you get from your parents, or habits you adopt out of trauma, or being born with privilege. Why is it so hard to admit these things exist?

Everyone's lives would be so much easier if they could be honest with themselves.



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187,894 I just don't have the energy to argue with people on the internet. Especially sensitive ass white people that take everything personally. "Oh, you hate America? Get out of MY country then!"

Well jeez, wouldn't you think that would be easier without border-control-thumping assholes like you? I'd be gone in a heartbeat if I could be!

I just hate the institutions that run this shithole. I hate that we preach so much garbage about freedom and equality and greatness when our actions clearly contradict that. I hate how fucking manufactured our experience in this place is. It's about so much more than a fucking confederate flag.

Clearly America isn't ashamed of anything it's done, but it's so annoying that we act all self-righteous, like we're some goody two-shoes country that never did a thing to anyone but win wars for the good of our people. Pfft.

This girl yesterday tries to ask about how cultural appropriation is harmful to people, and then when she's given examples from peoples' personal experience, she wants statistics and articles and quotes. Like, if you want that, research it yourself!

Fucking white american people get on my nerves sometimes. Like, not everything is about you and your feelings, but I know society taught you that it is.

Fuck the United States. Fuck it right to hell



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187,893 Here is my curse: If someone tells me their birthday, I'm condemned to remember it forever. I silently acknowledge the birthdays of all my exes and former friends. Coming up this month, my ex from high school who raped me (8/9), a friend of mine who was murdered in 2015 (8/10), a childhood friend who suddenly stopped talking to me with no explanation (8/13), an estranged cousin who converted to Islam and abandoned the family (8/22). There is no reason for me to retain any of this information, and yet I do. I wish I could just forget. It's like a graveyard in my head.



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187,892 I want to fuck my boss. He is so attractive that I just want to take and rip his shirt off of him.  I want to have my with him. I know Cannot do this.  So I will just fantasize about fucking him.



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187,891 Cry me a river. Its seriously like you don't remember the fights we had ? I remembered, I remembered how you threatened divorced on my poor but loyal ass but I see how you fight tooth and nail but the big D never comes up on my rich but cheating ass . the value I have to you is the value of my wallet . The relationship is over , I'm just seeing how much I can put you through. How much you are willing to take to keep that credit card ?



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187,890 It's kind of crazy how attracted to hair I am.  This guy at work who i am attracted to normally, recently got a haircut - it doesn't look good - and my attraction went down by A LOT... now I look at him as if he is a little kid. Haha



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187,889 Well, my Vicodin came in the mail this morning and I'm all like yay. I popped a few and chased them down with an ice cold beer. I'm really fucked up right now and it's wonderful! I'm going to get loaded and watch movies the next few days. The first movie I'm going to watch is Serenity. Yep.. Browncoat for life!



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187,888 If anyone is fucking my husband, just tell me. Then you can have him.



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187,887 Complaining.  So much complaining.  So much whining and crying and complaining and yelling.  I've listened to so much of it in my life.  My mom never stopped complaining when I was a kid.  I modeled the behavior as a kid and I lost friends because I complained so much.  I learned to curb it, but I never stopped being a garbage bin for people to complain to.  I'm so tired of it.  I did it because I thought I was helping people.  But I was only setting myself on fire to keep others warm.

I can't accept it anymore.  I'm not a garbage bin.  I wish I could help people, but not like this I can't.

Buddha, god, whoever, grant me the thing I need to give them what they need.  And if there is nothing else, give me what I need to get away from this life role.

So much complaining.  There's so much of it in my life.  And I know the irony of me complaining about complaining, no need to point this out to me.



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187,886 The wife's gets the social security, life insurance, property, cars , pension, bonds etc.... on the event of death or half of it on divorce. So , who is stupid?  The wife or the skank who sucks dick for free at least prostitues are honest at front and get money on return , the skunk does it for free.



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187,885 I'm ashamed to be human. We trashed our planet and now live in our own filth. We attack each other because we can't understand how another could have a different color skin or worship a different god. We can't just leave each other alone. We crave power, we crave status, we crave money. And we treat each other terribly. I don't understand any of it.



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187,884 I'm still fucking your husband. You're so stupid.



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187,883 Thank god Trump is looking to end affirmative action. It was reverse discrimination at its worst. It dragged down our great country as the best people were overlooked so we could instead pretend to be do-gooders by giving more opportunity to unqualified people.

You nut jobs who insist that affirmative action is good, you can still do your part. If you find yourself in the hospital needing emergency open heart surgery, by sure to select an inferior doctor who got into med school based on affirmative action. Have your widow tell us how the operation went.



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187,882 I know this sounds harsh, but I think the human race needs to be purged. I'm not an evil person. But people have gone too far.  The second rape, the gang killings, the financial embezzlers - the only way to end it is to wipe out the race, but for 1,000 carefully screened people, and reboot the species.



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187,881 I read a news story recently that really made me sick.

This teenage girl from the UK on her way home one night when a strange man attacked her and raped her. After the attack, she managed to get away and flag down help. The man whose car she got into attacked and raped her for a second time that night.  I can't get my head around that story. The first rape was awful enough, but the second after she asked for help??? People are so fucking awful.



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187,880 I'm thinking about living in my car. I'm 49, divorced, unemployed and broke. How has this become my life?



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187,879 I could never give up sex for Scrabble...or even Backgammon. Or underwater wrestling. Nothing else can replace it! Not even Belgian waffles!



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187,878 I gave up porn for Scrabble. I took that obsessive ability to watch videos everyday for hours, and I applied it to studying words. My wife likes Scrabble too, and she never much liked sex, so we are now spending more enjoyable time together. Nerdy, but mentally healthier for me.



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187,877 I used to work with Scaramucci. LOL. I don't remember him as a troublemaker or anything. He was a pleasant guy. I'm surprised at all this fuss they say he's causing.



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187,876 I'm very, very, very lonely.... and I am married. Go figure.



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187,875 Being single isn't all that lonely...if you find the right person to fuck and can come up with a schedule that suits you. :-)



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187,874 I a man who also imagines what my life would be like without kids and my marriage.  I would have money in the bank, I'd be physically fit because I loved to exercise, my house would be in great shape, and I'd be living the dream.

And I would also be very, very, very lonely.



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187,873 I feel extremely validated whenever somebody tells me that they don't know how I handle my stress, and that I'm a strong person who's overcome a lot in life. Damn skippy I have. It's fucking exhausting being this stressed all the time, but it feels good to know that it's not just in my mind.



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187,872 I often fantasize about what it'd be like to be single with no kids. I'd have a cute little apartment or a small house which I paid for myself. I'd have nobody to worry about or pick up after except me. I could date if I wanted to, or just stay home and chill out if I wanted to. Would I get lonely? Probably. However, I wouldn't find myself waking up in the middle of the night worried because I am broke and payday isn't for another week, and there's basically no food in the house.  I would have money because I wouldn't be spending it ALL on my children! I love them, but by the time they're grown and independent I'll be bankrupt



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187,871 When people ask me why I didn't have children, I tell them it's because I have a hereditary illness I didn't want to pass on. That is true, but it's not the main reason. The main reason is I know I would be a terrible mother. Not only do I lack patience, I have absolutely zero idea how to care for a baby.

Everyone else seems to have been born knowing what to do. I wouldn't know how to tell when it's time to change the baby's diaper, how to burp the baby, how to know why the baby is crying. And I know I couldn't handle it if the baby kept crying and I couldn't figure out why. I would never harm the baby, but I could see myself walking out of the house and around the block to cool down, leaving the poor baby alone and crying. A good parent would never do that!

I have a bunch of nephews and nieces, and now that they're all between 8 and 18 years of age, I enjoy them very much. But I'm still glad I never had a baby, because my child would have turned out messed up from having such a bad mom. Despite the attitudes of people who think not having kids is "selfish," I know I made the right choice.



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187,870 Why do I get the impression that the guy's wife (or he himself) wrote 865 to make the other woman look psycho? Probably the guy's wife. Get a life, you snarky old bitch. Go enjoy your beach trip and quit worrying about her if she's not a threat to you.



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187,869 They say before you marry you look at a woman's mother to tell what she will be like when older.

I did and she was great. Looked good, in shape, great personality, caring. Everything I could have wished for in a wife.

Turns out my wife is just like the 3 Aunts on her fathers side. Totally the opposite. Miserable creatures all and every month my wife is more and more like them.



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187,868 Bernie Sanders and liberals in this country should look at what is going on in Venezuela.The fourth richest country on earth a few years ago with bigger oil deposits than Saudi Arabia.Today it totters on bankruptcy and civil war.This is what happens when people demand that the government  take care of them and vote idiots into power who promises them a free ride. Thanks America  for not voting for Mrs. Clinton or Bernie Sanders.America was saved by the bell!



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187,867 I am amazed to hear people cry about money in America. I came here as a legal immigrant 30 years ago . America gave me the opportunity to fulfill my dreams .I worked two jobs for 12 years.Worked every Sunday to get what I wanted. I own  my business for the last 16 years and doing OK. I fulfilled my dreams while other people were running around going to clubs and to the beach. Not for everyone but don't cry about welfare not being enough. You are not entitled to a living -work for it- and thank God you were born in America.



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187,866 Tomorrow my prescription for Vicodin comes in the mail. I'm going to take the rest of the week off from work then I'm going to  get wasted while I watch movies and eat junk food. Good times!  😋



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187,865 My wife came into the bathroom and turned on the water in her sink.

She then asks me, “Why is the water warm?”

“Because you turned on the warm water.”

“Yes, but it's warm.”

“I don't understand. Is it too warm?”

“No it's just right, but why is it warm?”

“I don't understand what you are asking.”

“I'm asking why the water is warm.”

“Because the furnace warms it up, is that what you are asking?”

“The furnace in the theater?”

I have to stop and consider what she just said because it's such a non sequitur. “I don't understand, what are you talking about? What furnace in the theater? What theater”

“The theater! THE THEATER!”

“I don't know what you mean by theater. Do you mean the furnace in the basement?”

“That's what I said, the furnace in the basement.”

“I'm confused. You said the furnace in the theater.”

“Yes.”

“Yes what? Are you calling the basement a theater?”

“I thought you could put 2 and 2 together and figure that out...”

“Okay... I've never heard a basement called a theater before.”

“Everyone calls a basement a theater. Boy, you are slow.”

I walk away. This is what so many of the conversations are like with my wife. She acts insane. Maybe she is insane. Or she does this to be annoying. I don't know. I don't care anymore. I'm counting the days until this house gets sold and then I'm leaving her.



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187,864 Seeing pictures of you, your wife and your daughter at the beach on facebook, pisses me off. I hope a shark eats you while you're swimming. Oh and I miss you so much....



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187,863 i feel so lonely



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187,862 Do you really say no to these women, or do you string them along? If a guy says no, I can't see a girl continuing. How embarrassing.



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187,861 I have a frienemy whose daughter will be starting college next month at state university in Texas. She doesn't live in Texas. She lives in a different state. But they mother had the daughter lie on the application and put down Texas as their home address so they wouldn't have to pay as much in tuition. People have no morals. I hope they get caught and the daughter gets thrown out.



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187,860 I currently have $3.02 to my name to last me until Monday (today is Tuesday by the way). I have no idea how I'll make it until then. How do I keep getting myself into these situations? I'm 40 years old and can't get my shit together. there's no groceries in my house except some pizza rolls and hot pockets in the freezer, half a loaf of bread and some sandwich meat. I'm too damn embarrassed to tell the kids why I haven't been to the grocery store. My house is usually full of food. I keep telling them I don't have time to go to the store, or I keep forgetting. I have half a tank of gas to make it until Monday and I drive roughly 30 miles one way to work. What the fuck am I gonna do



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187,859 I hate pushy women.  They repeatedly hit on me, even when I say no.  Why are they so fucking entitled?  I blame feminism.



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187,858 I haven't used a pencil in 10 years.

I've barely used a pen in 10 years.  Mostly to sign my name, barely to write notes.

Mostly, I've used a computer the past 10 years for entertainment and work.



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187,857 Ah! The things we do for the stinky pink.



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187,856 Before I was married, I lived the simplest life. I owned basically nothing. I lived in a small one room apartment. There was a bed and a couch and a closet for my suits. I ate every meal at work for free. It was a very fast paced office environment. We were expected to stay at our desks non-stop. A cart would come around in the morning with coffee and muffins. Another cart brought lunch. In the evening, I'd work until midnight, so I'd order out and have it delivered to the office. I never had to pay for any of this food. It was all on the company.

I worked 15 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. It wasn't exactly required to work this hard, but I did because I wanted to be successful.

I didn't have cable or internet at home, because I was always at work. So no bill. I did have electricity at home, but it was so minimal, about $20  per month because I came home, turned the lights on for a few minutes, before going to bed. I had unplugged the fridge shortly after moving in because I never once bought food to put in there (and it made an annoying humming noise). I had only a cell phone provided by work, so no home phone bill.

I don't quite remember, but I think I spent about $25 per month on dry cleaning and laundry.

I also probably had to spend $25 per month on soap, toothpaste, razors, haircut (once every two months), etc.

I had no car. This was New York City. Having a car is a hassle. I walked to and from work everyday, about 15 blocks.

All in,

Rent $747
Electricity $20
Laundry $25
Toiletries $25

Monthly total, $817

It varied a little from year to year depending on how well the company did, but I made an annual salary and bonus of about $500,000.  Although a few years were about $800,000 and another whopping year, my best year, was $2.1 million.

To look at me and my tiny apartment, and always eating at my desk, and never spending a dime, not even on a cab on rainy days, you'd think I made minimum wage.

The amazing thing, I was happy, truly happy. My work gave me purpose. I felt needed and challenged. The money meant nothing to me. I didn't want anything, like a house or a car. I never went on vacation. I don't like vacations. I don't want to feel sand in my toes. I wanted to work hard and be intellectual. Which meant I never bought anything. The money sat in an investment fund managed by the company.

Then I turned 40. I met a woman through work. She was from a different department. We chatted a number of times, mostly about work issues. But more and more she tried to make it non-work related.

One evening she came by my desk. I remember it exactly. It was about 8 pm. She asked if I was about to go home, maybe we could share a cab? I said no, I would be staying for many more hours. She said I needed to stop working so much. She said I needed to take a break. There was a pause, as if she was thinking. She looked around to make sure there was no one around. Then she sat on my desk right in front me and spread her legs. She wasn't wearing any underwear. She said she wanted me to fuck her. Right there on my desk. So I did.

She decided I was a catch, an undiscovered gold mine. She continued to pursue me. She'd come to my office in the evenings. We'd have sex. Then she'd suggest we go out for dinner. Out for dinner? This was a radical new idea for me.

Then she wanted me to take her on vacation. Ug, sand in my toes.

Then she wanted to marry me. Her father wasn't a rich man. She wanted me to pay for the wedding.

Then she wanted a house. Then a new car. Then children. Which meant another new car. Then came the endless plastic toys to fill up the house.

In five short years, my life went from owning nothing, to owning everything I never wanted.

Now I am miserable. I had to stop working so hard. I was expected to come home so she could tell me what else she desperately needed, what else I had to pay for.

She's a good person. I don't mean to knock her. But I am absolutely miserable. I wish that night she sat on my desk and opened her legs, I wish it had never happened.



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187,855 Sorry, Love. I'm planning to drink myself to death before you stroke out or have a heart attack. Yes, it's like the worst competition ever. Unlike some posts here, I absolutely adore everything about you. You were made for me and, I think, me for you. But you'll have the kids and you make more money so I really think I need to check out first. I just couldn't go on without you. Really. My only comfort is that if you 'win' that it would be minutes or hours before my broken heart just stopped. Fairy tales are such lies. There are no happy endings.



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187,854 When I was in college, I was a doble major my first two years before I dropped my theater major. One day we were talking about our favorite musicals and I expressed that I didn't care for Idina Menzel's singing voice. You would have thought I had told them I had children's bones under my kitchen sink or termites crawling out of my ears. When they asked why, I said that quite honestly, her voice sounded screechy, like nails on chalkboard. I didn't say it rudely. I just answered their question honestly. They stopped talking to me after that and for the rest of the semester. I dropped the major at the end of the school year.

I still miss theater, but I don't miss the people in that department.



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187,853 I am sympathetic to bipolar veteran's plight but I think several things would improve if you got at least a part time job.



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187,852 I bought my kids a lot of junk (at first) because I was just so excited to be a parent.  Now... it's just junk.  We get rid of a lot of it.  If it's something my kids really like, and it's cheap (like a $1 Hot Wheels car), I'll get it for them.



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187,851 I hate my life. I am a Desert Storm veteran and for the last two years I have been fighting to get my military pension. I qualify because I was in a combat area, I have bipolar disorder and I was honorably discharged. It takes months for the VA to consider my pension application and then they reject it for some stupid reason. In the meantime I'm living off welfare. I receive $221 cash aid and $194 in food stamps. Section 8 pays most of my $975 rent and I just pay $16. It's very difficult to live off this little bit of money and I hate it. I eat crappy food because that's all I can afford. After I pay my rent, phone bill and my electric bill I have very little cash left over to buy things like cleaning supplies, personal hygiene things and bus fare. If I don't receive my pension soon I think I will go crazy!



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187,850 Over the last 20 years I've gotten to know the parents of other children in the school system. Our kids were friends, so the parents became friends. Something I've noticed. In many of their houses, I'd say more than half, it was clear the parents bought their kids miles and miles of "stuff". By that I mean endless amounts of little plastic play things. Dolls, yoyos, bouncy balls, $10 radio controlled cars, green slime, costume jewelry - tacky junk. These struck me as the types of purchases made spur of the moment, as if to shut their kid up when whining in a store. The kids would probably play with the toy for 5 minutes, and then want something else new.  And the parents obliged. These homes had playrooms, basements, and garages overflowing with this tawdry neon plastic junk.

I never did that with my children. Presents were never bribes to be quiet. They were thoughtful purchases that my child needed, or that I thought my child would enjoy. And they were far less numerous that what their friends were getting.

Now I look at my children. They are bright, well adjusted, responsible adults. They are leaders. Literally. They have been promoted to be the people in charge.

I hear about their former childhood friends. Still whiny. A few went to jail. Others are divorced two times. Problems with drugs and alcohol.

It's the parents' fault. They spoiled their kids. They taught them to be impatient and demanding.  Their kids didn't earn toys through effort, they were given toys to shut them up. It was essentially a reward for behaving badly. As a consequence, they became badly behaved adults.

Choose wisely new parents. Don't become lazy and take the easy way out. Teach your children well.



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187,849 In looking back, one of my biggest mistakes in life was assuming people are intelligent and fair-minded. I grew up in a very academic environment. It was all about learning and getting smarter. Somewhere along the way I also picked up the idea that I should also be fair and morale and honest and helpful.

After college, I entered the working world and wow was I in for a shock. My co-workers were dumb and unscrupulous. This was at a white collar very upscale professional company. They would take my hard work and pawn it off as their own. They would take advantage of my willingness to be helpful by throwing all their tedious work at me. They thought nothing of taking advantage of me financially, where they would borrow money and then claim they never did. How bizarre, like they thought I wouldn't notice?

I quickly saw their game. I was disappointed to learn what real people were like. And it has never changed. Decades later and I still encounter this self-serving attitude in people.

Now I stay away. I want nothing to do with people anymore.



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187,848 I remember when I was in my late 20s, I would not take a bath for a few days, maybe 3 or 4 days, I started to smell like piss.  I now take a bath every fucking day, I can't stand not taking a bath everyday, nowadays, I  just can't stand it, my own body asks for it, I feel like shit, no pun intended, if I don't take a bath.  I've realized how bad I smelled when I did not take a bath for a few days, I was just smelly.  And you don't think people don't realize it, either?  My hair would get really greasy, and hard, and curly, I just can't stand that anymore.  I can't stand smelling like unwashed penis.



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187,847 The worst part about being intuitive is knowing how often people lie and how destructive they are.



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187,846 Said to me by an advocate for the disabled:

"I think it's unfair disabled people can't win a medal at the Olympics, just because they are paralyzed. There should be a rule that at least one medal giving out at each event goes to a disabled person."

People who can't even run should win a medal in a running race????



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187,845 I know that you were making love to her. I know that's why you disappeared.


I want to die.



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187,844 I've never seen an upside to marriage.Especially for men. I wish more people would seriously consider what they're getting into before they commit.



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187,843 We need to take personal responsibility for our lives. Stop blaming other people, stop pointing fingers.



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187,842 I get off to the thought of you every morning.  Even though I know that I will never get to do any of the things that I want to do with you in real life, it's still a beautiful dream. So, thank you.



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187,841 I just finished reading " In Sheep's Clothing" and boy did it open my eyes. You people with relationship problems may want to read it. It changed everything for me. I had been looking answers for years. I now have it!



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187,840 I give up.



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187,839 I don't feel much like a husband around here.  It's more like the house slave given the daily list of chores to be done and the occasionally order to clean up and service the house Mistress.



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187,838 There are few free lunches, if any.  Most free apps are not produced out of a sense of altruism, especially if they're actively promoted through advertising.  People don't pay to advertise something for which they expect no gain for giving it away for free.  If you don't have to pay for it with money, you bet it will try to find out about you as much as it can get away with and send it off to the provider of the app.  If you don't pay, you are the product.



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187,837 I love you. I hate you.



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187,836 I know that you were making love to her. I know that's why you disappeared.


I want to die.



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187,835 Just about every app you download, wants/gets access to your location, memory, camera, microphone, contact list, as well as just tracking what you do while on your phone. Many even get access to be able add and or remove information from your phones internal and external (SD card) memory.

Next time you go to download an app, expand that list of permissions you are giving it. It's actually pretty fuckin creepy.

This should be common knowledge, but some people don't read the fine print.



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187,834 My life stopped when I got married. I had a great career going, but after marriage everything stalled. It took me years to realize that I was wasting so much mental energy dealing with my wife's bullshit that it was completely destroying my ability to focus at work. I left her and whammo, I started doing really well at work again. Don't let it happen to you. Be aware of women and the crap they cause. Get away from the situation.



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187,833 Marco I met you a few years ago. It was around this time, so I've been reminded of you. I felt chemistry between us, but nothing ever happened. You were a total gentleman, and there were traits you had that I want in someone. My ex was crude to me, abusive, the opposite, so when you treated me with some kindness... Damn I wanted you. I liked your energy too.  I hope you're doing well...maybe I've been reminded of you because I needed to be reminded of what I want in someone. Anyway... Thank u 😚



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187,832 I really want to try a Sybian.  I have other financial priorities at the moment...

But holy shit, when you watch the video of that lady having orgasm after orgasm after orgasm.  I just really want one.

Men may come and go, but a Sybian lasts forever, and apparently, so do the orgasms.  

No stds.  No bullshit.  I can't believe the creator of that thing is 85 now.  That's kind of crazy.  He's a grandpa bringing a sex machine to expos out in Vegas.  

It's a crazy world.  But thank God for that grandpa.  Apparently he's helping many Stella's get their groove back and then some.



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187,831 I've always wished I was the kind of person that could have been an early riser. It's always been a problem of mine. In an ideal world, I would love to be able to wake up at 5ᚨ am and exercise, make a healthy breakfast, make my lunch and then go to work. I've always had trouble sleeping at night and that prevents me from early morning energy. It also causes me to be tired at the end of the day when I get home. Insomnia sucks.



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187,830 So, girlfriend is getting a divorce.  She wants the house, the big car, half of all assets--with child support and alimony, of course, and the children, including the one she is planning to conceive.  She wants to squeeze one more child out of him, before he's kicked to the curb ... then WHAM!!!



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187,829 I haven't bathed in I don't know how long. Probably a month. I'm alone in this very isolated house, so I don't care. The thing is, after a while the unclean human body doesn't smell bad anymore. I think it develops its own ecosystem and it starts to smell like a forest. It's a bit earthy with a slightly sweet aroma of decaying leaves.



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187,828 General Grant's presidency is known as the most corrupt regime ever...



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187,827 It's like I'm trying to hurt myself. But I'm not. So maybe I should stop while I'm ahead... fuck.



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187,826 President Grant was once the leader of the largest army in US history up to that point.  The country survived.  President Eisenhower was once the leader of the largest army in US history, ever.  The country survived.  In fact, the country did pretty well.  People need to stop thinking the sky is falling, and they need to start participating in the process.



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187,825 My sister lets her kids have their own Youtube channels. They are 7 and 5. They upload videos every day of them doing various kid things: singing, climbing a tree, dancing, swimming. They use their real names and say things like "Smash that like button!" I think it's pretty fucked up.



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187,824 Oh, the General is retired. I see. That makes all the difference in the world. It's like if a guy is a serial killer, but then retires, it would be perfectly okay to work as a kindergarten teacher.



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187,823 Something like 50 people have died under mysterious circumstances around Bill and Hillary Clinton.  Granted, when you're the president and a governor and you know a lot of people, there'll be people who die mysteriously.  Still, 50 is a lot of people.  But I don't think they're responsible for all of them.  You can't murder 50 people without some evidence being uncovered of their involvement.  It's just not possible.  Clues would have to be left somewhere.  But what does happen is that people who are engaged in a lot of illegal activity, especially drug-related activities, have shorter than normal life expectancies.  Bill and Hillary were involved heavily in the Mena Airport drug running operation in the early ྌs when Bill was governor of Arkansas.  He did a lot to make sure LEOs "looked the other way" as the airport was one of the largest entrance points into the USA for Central American drugs.  When you know a lot of drug runners, you know a lot of people who die mysteriously.



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187,822 Learning about yourself, that's interesting, I did not think life that way.
I've also learned anger is sometimes my friend.  I feel good when I am miserable, anxious, and angry.  Sometimes I get angry, make people feel like shit in order to feel good.  Screaming, being sarcastic makes me feel good.  You see, as a kid, I was small, and I was picked on in school like there was no tomorrow.  I learned to hate school because of this.  It does not help I've attended catholic school, where there is a good amount of pressure to make you feel like shit.  As I grew up, I adopted this anger, responding in an angry manner makes me feel good.  I made that person feel bad because that person made me feel bad.  I feel good after.  My mother has told me I've changed within the last year.  It does not help I am going through cancer.  It's really playing with my mind, and with my body.  I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!!  I AM MISERABLE!!!  I just want to go to sleep, I want to stay home and watch TV, and watch videos.  I do NOT want to work anymore.  I am fucking TIRED!!!  My mom says I have changed, do I feel like I have changed?  Not really, I just feel like shit.



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187,821 Just say your piece and go like you always do. That's what keeps us being friends, right?



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187,820 Retired General.  Retired.



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187,819 Is anyone concerned that a general, a military man, is chief of staff at the whitehouse? Isn't that what happens when the military stages a coup, and takers over, that a general is in charge of civilian places like the whitehouse?



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187,818 I honestly believe God places on this planet so we can learn.  We need to learn who we really are, when we're separated from the presence of God.  What have I learned about myself?  

I've learned that I am very insecure, despite my outward confidence.

I've learned that I need praise from members of the opposite sex to feel good about myself.  I really hate this about myself.

I've learned I use anger to feel good, when I really need to use love to feel good.  I'm working on this, and I'm getting better at it.  But, wow, anger feels good.

I've learned that I collect material possessions to feel good, when again... I should just try to feel love.

I've learned that when I get a lot of money, I will always find a way to squander it.  I really need to conserve what I have.

I've learned that I'm addicted to... myself?  Perhaps that's what we call pride and narcissism.

I've learned that I am not "lazy" as much as I am self-entitled.  I'm very self-entitled.  I believe my abilities gives me the right to slack off, as long as I get done what I need to get done.  But I'm not actually slacking off... I always get done what I need to get done.  It may be that I have a different way of working.  Maybe I need to reflect on this more.

Most unfortunately, I've learned that my mind is always thinking about the future instead of what I have right in front of me.  I'm always dreaming about a better life instead of appreciating what I have right in front of me.

So, that's what I think I've learned on this planet.



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187,817 I heard it from that fucker's lips after an argument regarding his daughter, which led to my comments about his drug use. I told him I don't like him being second string in his daughter's life and he basically told me I was paranoid about how she excludes me to which I told him I was tired of covering and lying for him when he disappears on a binge. He said, angrily, "I don't know why you're worried about me not showing up for a meeting" and that stopped me in my tracks. If he doesn't give a shit about his standing at his job, why the fuck should I? I have become a wreck in the 6 years we have been together. He disappears for a few days at a time when on a binge, and I get so worried about how he is going to manage if people find out.

It turns out I have wasted 6 years of my life wringing my hands, worrying about him and it hasn't amounted to a hill of fucking beans. He was laughing at me in disgust.
Well you know what? Fuck him!

I will no longer waste time worrying about him. I am getting my life back pronto! Buy new clothes for myself, exercise, socialize and see friends.

Fuck off asshole, I'm leaving you!



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187,816 I haven't spoken to my former best friend in 3 years. He's mad at me. We hung out everyday for 10 years. Then he moved to the West Coast for work. No problem, we would talk on the phone for hours at a time. We'd send endless emails too. Then he came to town to visit his mom and never looked me up. Like what? When I found out, I told him I was disappointed. That's why he got mad at me, because I said I was disappointed. Over these past few years I've sent him a few emails. I got back a one word response like "Oh." It's clear he wants nothing to do with me. But why? He came to town and ignored me. I think he was embarrassed at his gaff. He doesn't want to deal with it or take responsibility, so he's making it out like I did something wrong. Human nature - always protect yourself and blame others. Whatever. I actually don't care about any of it. I just wish he was friendly again. No hard feelings on my part.



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187,815 I remember waking up in the morning, and had a sudden feeling that there was somebody else in the room with me. I somehow knew it was somebody who was watching me sleep.  The floor was creaking, and I could hear him walking around.  I suddenly felt scared and vulnerable.

I opened my eyes a little bit, and saw my friend's father completely naked.  I felt violated.  I wanted him to leave without having to look at him.  I didn't want to admit that this was all real.

I decided to make an obvious act at waking up, and started yawning and stretching my arms in the air.  I opened my eyes, and he was still standing there naked watching me.  Somehow he didn't realize I was awake, until an entire minute later. He loudly gasped, and had a shocked expression on his face.  He covered his crotch with his hands and ran out of the room.

I felt deeply violated about this, but eventually tried to move on from what happened.  I didn't want to get him in trouble, so I never told anybody about this until now.  I've seen my friend's father a few times the past twenty years, and every time I wondered if he remembered spying on me naked.  I also wonder if I just dreamed this all up.  I was a kid at my friend's house.



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187,814 Baby please fall in love with me.



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187,813 781, I have a new smart phone, an android, I've noticed in this new phone, it must be a new feature on androids because I've an android before, about 4 years ago, before I got an iphone, which was the phone before I got this new phone.  This new feature, every time I visit a restaurant, or a church, or anywhere public, asks me if I want a photo taken at the place.  I think the O/S connects to google maps, and google maps already knows the coordinates of this public place, therefore, knows where I am.  This might be happening to you.



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187,812 I'm coming for you. I'm about to play chess.



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187,811 I don't have any real beefs. I'm living alone now. I get along well with people and my ex. We still talk all the time, many times throughout the day. I just needed some space. I like it this way. I've been through some things, and this is a pretty good place to be. No incessant nagging or drama. No inveterate tempers and abusive language. No carnival of never ending failures. No wasting. No wasting time living like that.



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187,810 The only reason you try to destroy me is because you are intimidated by my life. Get over yourself.



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187,809 You can't break me, you're only going to make me better.



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187,808 I'm a white male who's about 50.  I work in a research company owned by an Indian immigrant.  Maybe 30% of the company are native-born white American males like myself.  Everybody else is female, white, black, Indian, Muslim, Jewish, and whatever.

And you know what?  The company is 5 years old and we're wildly successful with $100 million in contracts... AND THE ONLY THING ANYBODY GIVES A SHIT ABOUT IS WHETHER YOU CAN DO YOUR JOB.

Are you white?  Nobody cares.  Black?  Nobody gives a shit.  Muslim, Catholic, Jewish?  NOBODY GIVES A FUCK.  Our HR director is gayer than a pride parade AND NOBODY FUCKING CARES.

In fact, the general attitude of the people in this company is that if you're hung up on a person's age, race, religion, sex, or whatever, then you're too fucking stupid to work there.  We're a research company.  We don't have time for the bullshit pushed by people who are too stupid to understand why being obsessed about race or sex or whatever is dumb.  If you're too dumb to understand that, you're too dumb to work here.



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187,807 When I'm single again, I don't want a white male. Those are the worst people on the planet. Pure evil, plain and simple. I'd suggest that to everyone.



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187,806 He doesn't even want to talk about it. He just wants a divorce. He doesn't even want to work on it, he just wants a divorce. I could not have received better news. Can't say I didn't try. Happiness and freedom, here I fucking come!!! And to my male friend who thinks this means he has a chance .... Haha fucker! No more men for me. Ever!



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187,805 I am not attached to what happened with u besides how it affected me and my peace. I hope that u do not learn passive aggression non confrontational twisting avoiding truth in another to make them "bend over backwards and lick your ass" .. props to men women alike when they have to go without or be cut down to make up for how they dissatisfy or because of someone else's insecurity.. really to anyone hurting the props is for not letting that be your excuse to hurt back but expand on what's good in your challenge and if even that doesn't work move on. You have to learn from a person for them to learn from you. No one can learn to love someone they can't either.

I only want to be understood it has nothing to do with you anymore to me.



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187,804 I have known a lot of people who worked for Target.  I worked there all through college.  I knew a white man (sorry to bring skin color into this, but I have to) who was training a guy from India to do computer programming.  This person he trained in was then asked to follow him around and report back on what a bad job he was doing.  He was older (50 maybe) and white and they were out to fire his ass.  He left before they fired him.

Now I know a guy who works in one of their warehouses.  He is 50 and white.  He has worked there all his life and now they started forcing him to do another job that is much more physically demanding, hoping to break him.  He is in good shape, but he is 50.  They are also promoting all the Latinos just because of their skin color.  It certainly is not because they have worked for Target long.

Target has an image of being better than Walmart, but I stopped shopping there years ago.  Everyone should.  When their CEO cost the company billions on his bad idea of expanding into Canada and walked away with a couple hundred million dollar golden parachute...FOR FAILING...then I was done.  I hope Amazon and Walmart bury them, they are a piece of shit company to work for if you are older or white.  

Plus, if they truly cared about transgendered bathrooms they would build 93 bathrooms in each store to accommodate the 93 bullshit sexes.  Fucking hypocrites.



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187,803 I snuck out and went to  strip club for the first time in six months last night.  Lynn found me, pulled me into a lap dance, and then grinded on my dick for 3 songs until I came down my leg.  She loves doing that to me.  Then I sat for about 20 minutes, just taking in the sights, when an older, fatter stripper came up to me.  I recognized her from about six years ago.  She asked me if I wanted a lap dance,  Of course, I said no, and I told her that Lynn managed to make me blow my load and I was spent.  She said she could make me cum twice.  I didn't believe her, but what the fuck, it was a challenge.  Holy crap, she started bouncing her huge tits around my dick (which was in my pants, of course), until I found myself getting huge, and I blew my load in my pants a second time.  Cum dripped through my pants and all on her tits.  She said she loved it.  I bet she did.  It was great.



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187,802 O.M.G.!  Last night had to be the most WONDERFUL night ever!
I got the two things I've always wanted most: I dumped a HUGE load in my Mom's pussy, & Dad dropped HIS load in my ass! I'm now officially my parents' sex toy!  What more could a young man want????



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187,801 I love him.  I still love him.  I don't even try to stop myself anymore.  It's just like part of the air I breathe, as reflexive as waking up and brushing my teeth.  I know we can never be together.  But that is not even the problem.  At least my love for him tells me my heart is still beating.  God help me. I don't want to be alone anymore.  I want to find someone to love and be in love with.



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187,800 Jobs, jobs, more jobs. Work, work, work, more work. Every day more of the same.

You know that you didn't love me but you tried anyway. Everyone could see the truth. I tried to tell you.

Eventually, you could see that you didn't truly love me. I think you thought that you loved me, and besides, what are you supposed to do after making an honest attempt at being married?



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