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189,299 When 9/11 happened in our country there seemed to be a huge patriotic out pouring regarding our flag and what it symbolises. It brought us together as a nation.
Now, a few years later, people openly disrespect our flag and want to destroy national monuments. Why? Do we need another terrorist attack to wake up the people who feel an "Injustice" has happened? Spoiled and entitled people.



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189,298 So, now, the white house is encouraging discrimination against gays in the workplace.  So, now, we hate gays, blacks and browns, black athletes, women, newscasters ....  This list of people we now hate is so long, I can't keep up.  Guess I'll have to follow the president's example and hate everyone, except those who are kissing my ass, and then, only while it's being kissed -- then, FU!!!



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189,297 Call the humane society or whatever equivalent you have where you live. Say you found it outside and it looks like a pet. They will probably come and pick it up. Problem solved. For both of you.



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189,296 Feed the bunny and put it up for adoption. Karma.



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189,295 I'm afraid the hurricane damage will be used as an excuse to make Puerto Rico the 51st state.



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189,294 Please give the bunny some food and water. It will only take a minute. Please.



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189,293 just put the bunny outside at least it has a chance



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189,292 I'm so sad about the bunny. I wish I could adopt it.



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189,291 I have a love/hate relationship with tramadol, Norco, and Percocet. On one hand, I love the high, on the other, I'm now to the point I can't do without them



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189,290 I plan on releasing my rabbit into the woods because I don't want her anymore. I can't give her to anyone because she has fleas and I don't want to touch her to remove them. I'm almost scared to. This animal and I have a terrible relationship, and I've had her for almost 3 years.

Truth is, I haven't had time to bring her to the woods to release her since it's a 20 minute walk and a 30 minute bus ride to the woods from my house. I also haven't been feeding her because why bother when she'll die out in the woods anyway, and she chewed the band that was holding her water in place, which I haven't replaced. I haven't fed her in a week and a half, and the water's been gone for 4 days or so.

She might just starve to death or dehydrate in my room, and part of me doesn't mind that, because then I can just throw her away with the trash. Easy peasy.

Sorry, but I don't think all life has value. I realize that this is morally wrong to do, but I can't bring myself to care about this animal enough to do right by her.



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189,289 Now that I am utterly gorgeous, I will finally share my secret with the world.

This is how to lose weight.  It really does work to lose as much as you want, as quickly as possible.  I lost 50 pounds inside of a month and have kept it off for more than five years.  So, here goes ...

First, cut out all table sugar and do not add it or its products to your meals.  Be careful of incidental sugar, such as that which comes in a can of vegetables.  

Starting in the morning, eat anything you want, and as much as you want.  Just no sugar and no heavy carbs.  You can have all the butter and fats you want.  Grain toasts slathered with butter is fine.  Bacon and or sausage is fine.  Really, just about anything you want.

Then for lunch, again have at it!  Eat all you want;  all the salads, meats, oils, etc.  Just no sugar and very limited carbs.  

Next, for dinner, eat anything you want, still limiting carbs and eliminating all the sugars you can.  Here's the catch ... Eat dinner no later than 4ᚨ p.m.

Do not eat anything until the next morning's breakfast.  Drink water, but no juices.  If you get hungry during the evening, drink water, but eat nothing.

You will most likely go to bed very hungry at first.  You will notice though, that you will not wake up hungry.  Some mornings you will have to force yourself to eat, but you will be hungry at bedtime.

For the first few nights, you might notice extremely profuse night sweats.  That is good.  In the beginning, I woke up a few nights in a puddle.  That was horrible, but it was the weight just pouring off me.  

This method has worked wonders for me.  Now, all these years later, I no longer stick religiously to the plan, but I step it up when I need to.  This plan has gotten me a million compliments and a fabulous new husband who would not have given me a second glance before I lost that weight.  

Since I did it, I have heard of very similar diet plans.  When I did it, no one told me, I discovered it quite by accident and am now forever grateful.

So much so, that I want to share it with all of you ... with love.

R



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189,288 You know why they dress like Americans? Because they live in America. They probably are Americans. How else would they dress?



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189,287 Today I accidentally stepped on a snail on the sidewalk in front of our house. And I thought, I too am like that snail. I build a defensive wall around myself, a 'shell' if you will. But my shell isn't made out of a hard protective substance. Mine is made out of tinfoil and paper bags.



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189,286 One time I found $5 on the floor at work.  Another time I found $20 on the ground at the mall.

One time I found a porno mag in a bathroom stall at a bookstore. I was a teenager and decided to take the once in a lifetime opportunity.  I jacked off to the naked women inside.



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189,285 Talked to a guy at work yesterday that had the biggest eye-boogers I've EVER seen. They were literally the size of pencil erasers and looked like rendered pork fat.



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189,284 -278, there's two types of Arabs, just like there's two types of whites and blacks and Catholics and Jews and French and students and rich people and men and women and every other group out there.  The first type is the type that respects himself and others, and who tries to be a positive influence in society.  The second type are the entitled assholes.  I work with the first type.  I avoid the second type.



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189,283 Isn't brown (Native Indians)people the original "Americans" , Chinese , Mexicans and other non European people have migrated to the USA for many generations, i have cousins on the military,  who have serve this country.  Are they less"Americans " because they are not white? Maybe those Arabs are not even Arabs they might be as American as you are or might be some other nationality.   I come from a mix family of European and Native American (my maternal grandmother was a full blooded Yaky) my siblings come in many shades , including an older sister who looks "white" and a bother who can pass as an middle Eastern , even though we don't have any middle Eastern blood on us , I been mistaken by a Jew many times , what a person physically appearance have to do with nationality?



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189,282 I have found once a wallet, next to the shitter, inside a stall.  I opened it to see who the owner was, and it was the fat IT guy in our organization.  It figures it was a fat guy's, it probably fell off from his fat pants when he went to take a big deuce.  Anyways, I went to look for him to return it him, and he wasn't there, therefore, I sent him an email.  He came to look for me within the hour.  You know the first thing he did, he opened the wallet to see if everything was there!!  You are welcome, FAT ASS!!!  I didn't even get a thank you. Next time, I'll just take the cash, and throw the rest away in the trash.
I have also found $20 twice, I fucking spent them, no regrets!!!!  But I am honest as well, I went to deliver pizza to a customer once, it was a woman who came down to meet me at the building's entrance, I guess she did not want me to come up to her apartment, for security reasons.  She gave me $20 extra, I figured she made a mistake and I returned the $20.  I should have kept it, but I thought, what if I get in trouble, and she accuses me of stealing?  I still think I should have kept it.



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189,281 It's not that I don't like people , I m just too sensitive to other people's energy and sometimes when I sense negative, anger, sadness etc.. it drains the energy out of me .  So I just avoid people on general, I'm very picky who I befriend , I don't like drama, negative, mean spirit people , and I just don't get small talk , I find it silly of course if you talk to me I would be polite and be friendly but I would rather be left "alone" , as crazy as it might sound I enjoy my alone time .



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189,280 I have finished paying my car, FINALLY!!! It took me 5 years, original loan was for 6 years, I paid it with one year in advance.  How is this a secret, you may ask.  I have not told any one.  Why, you may ask.  I live with close family members.  EVEN with family members, if they know, they will find a reason to start picking at that extra money I will get to keep monthly. It's not much really, it's an extra $300 monthly, but hey, it helps.  By the way, when I bought the car, it was brand new, I had to put a good down payment, about $3500, and it was the base model of a car I had wanted for at least 10 years.  I had to have the car, even if it was the cheaper model, and if I had to put a good down payment.  That's why it's always a good idea to save.



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189,279 Kneeling is more respectful than standing.  You kneel before kings and God. It a sign of respect and humility.  I don't understand why people are so upset.  It's like they're looking for things to get pissed off at.  It's a respectful statement/protest.  Their right as an American.  People are taking it as an attack on the military and other ridiculous things.



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189,278 Not a secret but an oddity I want to put out there.
So a couple of weeks back I was traveling through New York state and stop at a McDonalds to pee.  Decided to pick up a muffin while I was there and I notice there are a lot of brown people.

Now these brown people looked decidedly Arab. There was a lot of them in different small groups and they all looked American.  There was a pair in there 20's dressed kinda hip hop complete with earring and tattoos.  There was a yuppie looking at his cell phone.  There were about a dozen in different small groups that didn't appear to know each other all looking very American but Arab.  And all male (at least the ones I saw)In t-shirts and other types of American dress and not at all Muslim.  

It was so weird. Almost everyone in there looked Arab.  They were all clean and looked like they had money.  About a third of them had their cell phone in their hands. just like any American.  Is this a thing?  Are Arabs dressing this way so that Americans are less hostile towards them?  Were they future terrorists in disguise? Refugees that just want to fit in? I know this sounds racist but I definitely felt less fearful towards them dressed the way they were.  Even though the unnaturalness of it should of made me more fearful, maybe. It was all just so odd.



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189,277 There are a couple of things I have come to understand as a guitarist:

1) Hendrix isn't human

2) It's easy to troll other guitarist.



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189,276 @270 Never give up. It does get better. Stop thinking bad thoughts all the time. Listen to Eckart Tulle on YouTube



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189,275 Stand if you want, Sit if you want. I could care less.  I always thought it was odd to say the Pledge each day in school.  I still don't get why the national anthem is played before sporting events anyways and I'm a big sports fan.

People get upset over stupid shit when there are MUCH more important things to get pissed about.

I don't want to live on this Planet anymore.



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189,274 The Republicans must be jumping with joy watching the Leftists and their entertainers and athletes kneel for the national anthem.  The liberals think they're striking a blow against Trump, but the Republicans know that all they're doing is making themselves seem unreasonable and disrespectful to what is valued by Middle America.  The Republicans know that the independent voters are watching their antics and wondering, "What will the Democrats demand I give up for their agenda?"  Yes, this weekend there has been much rejoicing among the Republicans as they watch 2018 and 2020 handed to them.



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189,273 B, I love the fact that you can't get over me, and your fatty girlfriend is something you've had to settle for because I chose someone else over you. I don't miss you one single bit. I'm relieved to be rid of you. You were draining me. It feels good to get this off my chest because I can't tell you the truth when you repeatedly ask me if I miss you



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189,272 My secret? I have developed a dependence to opioids. Jesus I love the way they make me feel. I get so much done, I'm in a good mood, nothing hurts on my body, and all is OK. However, I don't have a prescription for them. As of now I steal them to stay stocked up. As long as my dependence doesn't get more intense I'll be good. I don't see it as a problem because they help me get so much more done by giving me amazing energy. I couldn't be near as productive without them



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189,271 I agree people are selfish. I also find they are too lazy to think about things. This is a shift.  In the last 10 years this new generation has come along. They were raised on reality TV. They believe everything they hear because life is oh so much more interesting if you believe the sensationalized hype. So they are selfish and lazy and mindless. This is who we are counting on to guide the world in the future. It's not going to work.



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189,270 struggling. suicidal. again. is this really how it's supposed to be? alone and afraid?

im not sure if i can make it through this time.

always a struggle, this life thing. Isnt there supposed to be some moments of joy that make it worth it?

How did you make it through - those of you still living - that experienced the hopelessness, loss and utter sense of the not-worth-it feeling?



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189,269 I hate people so much. Everyone is grossly selfish and conniving. I too wish I didn't have to interact with anyone.



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189,268 When my dog died I shut down. My life isn't the same. It's been 5 years. People tell me to get another dog. They don't get it. It's not that simple. A friend like that can't be replaced. Besides, I never want to go that feeling of loss again. I will never get another dog.



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189,267 For three years I was going to the gym on a regular basis, eating healthy, and was happy with the way I looked. I slowly but surely got out of the habit of going to the gym and I've gained so much weight now that nothing fits and I am ashamed to go anywhere. I was such a gym person and even (still) have a "My Journey to Get Fit and Fab" album on facebook. I hate to go back and see the progress I made just to see what a failure I am now that I packed it all back on.



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189,266 My little dog almost gave me a heart attack , I came back from the store and she was just laying there , usually she wakes up and jumps out of the coach to greet me , for a moment I thought I lost her .  I walk up to her and poke her , to see if she was still breathing, she was it was such a relief, I cannot picture my life without her , she is being my side kick for 15 years .



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189,265 It's interesting that not long ago, there was the woman that shared a secret about how she cheated on her husband at a bike race and people jumped all over her with criticism. Now 236 is talking about actively trying to cheat on his wife and people are feeling sorry for him and saying he's a nice guy.

Complete and utter double standard for women vs men.



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189,264 A woman told me I should become a Male Prostitute! She said there's many lonely and rich women who just want a companion.



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189,263 I genuinely hate people. I'd love not to have to interact with anyone. There's a lady who comes around to stock the refrigerators at work and she's always so chipper. When she comes walking up with her cart and says "GOOD MORNING!!!" I say "Morning" and go about my business. If I stick around she'll try to chit chat, and I would rather die than have that happen.



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189,262 If you wanna fuck me, um can we at least talk on the phone?  Text a little more?  Be around each other?  Don't think you're just gonna fuck me with none of that other stuff.  Wtf is up with dudes?



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189,261 I'm just a sitting in an empty house keeping an equally lonely 2 1/2 yr old pupper entertained... We did go to the dog park again...she's getting more relaxed..she's kind of befriended a 6 month old Dalmatian. You would have liked her too big guy...I'm sorry the cancer got so bad..I wish there was more we could have done..I wish we could have more time, but I'm always going to remember you with me for that sorry 71/2 yrs.

I'm thankful you're finally home with us.  But miss you terribly.



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189,260 I have found a dropped wallet four times. I have also found two iphones. Each time I tracked down the owner and returned the item. Last time I did it, the ditsy female iphone owner gave me a really hard time - me, the guy who was nice enough to track her down. She wanted me to come to her office to return the phone. She was kind of nasty about it, like it was my obligation to get the phone back to her in the most conveniently way FOR HER. Foolish me did it, I went all the way to her office and left it with the receptionist. No thanks from her or nothing. From that moment on I decided I'll never return a lost item again. If I find your wallet, the cash is mine and the rest goes in the trash. God is watching though. Since I've taken this new stance, I haven't again found any lost items. I can't win.



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189,259 The HR director in this company is the hottest fat chick I've ever seen.  She had fuck me eyes, too.  Damn.



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189,258 Best damned thing to ever happen to me was my great/great grandparents being chased out of Ireland by the British.  I wouldn't have been born in the USA had that not happened.



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189,257 I feel bad continuing to fuck her knowing I'm going to dump her. But I guess I don't feel bad enough.



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189,256 I resent the shit out of both of my siblings, now that I think about it. They have so much to say about my life choices, but they have no idea what I go through every day. They don't have to deal with having a mental disorder. They don't struggle with addiction on top of it. And yet, they want to tell me I'm sucking at life because of how I choose to get by.

That's how I know they don't know me at all. I wish that I were dead, so that the truth could finally come out, and they wouldn't be able to do a damn thing about it. And they could stew in the guilt knowing they judged me, and misjudged me, and hurt me over and over with how much I can't trust them and can't rely on them for emotional support.

And I'd be asleep, not worried about any of it anymore. They have no idea how hard it is to get up and be a person every day. A lot of times, I'd rather be dead. No more worries. But nope, I'm sticking through it, because I have people other than them in my life that I wouldn't want to ruin like that. But still, fuck their judgemental shit. They never put food in my mouth



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189,255 I think the NFL should take down thier flags and quit playing the national anthom insted of disrepecting it. Put a giant pic of Trump on the jumbotron and then take a knee. Maybe at the end of the anthom, put a pic of trump up there and then take a knee.



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189,254 #209 you are exactly right. I remember Bill Cosby tried to tell black people to quit acting the victim, that didn't go over well. I'm all for protesting Injustice, it's our constitutional right, just make an effort to improve yourself instead of destroying.
49 black female



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189,253 I wish my wife wasn't so damn lazy.



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189,252 I've had enough of the NFL! goodbye



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189,251 Thanks to those that wished me happy birthday.  It made a difference.



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189,250 I shouldn't have had my children.  They're great kids, but I shouldn't have had them.

The federal government is $20 trillion in debt.  It just can't work anymore.  It's going to devalue the currency.  There'll be long lines for even the most basic items.

It's going to be like another Great Depression.

Then again, I'll be alive during this.  I'll be towards the end of my life.  Maybe I'll end up dying in an alley with dog food cans surrounding me.

Eh, fuck it.



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189,249 I love you, A.R.  You own my heart.



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189,248 As a programmer, there is no computer bug I can't can't find. I have an amazing ability to sit at the computer for 16 hours straight to find one obscure tiny problem and fix it. I'm the person every company should hire.



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189,247 The professional players of (NFL) American Football who protest "Inequality" by boycotting he national anthem and the flag of the USA at the start of games are digging their own graves. These definitely are not mental titans, but they make Million$$ to play a child's game? They contribute nothing to society, and they are totally missing this point.

Screw them - America soon will turn to Soccer and US Football will be done in a decade - let them go hungry.  They are killing their golden goose.  

Sorry, not a secret, just opposed to stupidity.



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189,246 I think John McCain was targeted to get brain cancer. Let's face it, he gets in the way of the agenda sometimes. How lucky for some that he is now terminally ill. So a little dose of something toxic is added to his coffee. This is how our government works.



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189,245 There were two guys I was talking to online at different times, I liked them. Eventually sent pics, conversations for months on the phone and email, texting, they said they wanted to meet. One guy basically strung me along, the other guy had experiences that ended badly when hooking up like this, but he kept saying we should meet then disappear, then do it again. He even disappeared for 6 months, then emailed me and the same shit happened.  This shit really fucks with u. I'm not arrogant, but I am attractive, sweet, and I know they liked me. Fine.
So I decided online isn't working for me. IRL, guys who are interested are either like 6-10 years younger, or involved. Well, it's been so long since I've been with a guy, not since my ex, like a year ago. My friend from childhood basically wants to chill and fool around, said he always had a thing for me but respected my relationship and plus, he's my bro's friend, but we're grown now and getting older and see how fast time flies...there was always an attraction there. At first I felt weird at the idea, but now I'm thinking it could be hottt.
Problem, he has a girl. Looks like they're on and off. So when she wasn't going over we were texting every night, he texted in the day a little too. Now, I'm barely hearing from him. If I text him, I won't hear from him til the next day. I'm annoyed now, idk the full story, but if he's looking for a side piece he has to do more. How do u want a side piece when u have no time? Guys should not be trying to get some on the side unless they can juggle. He has pics of mine he jerked off to. Another fucking picture collector. These guys are full of shit. He pulled me in making me think about it, and now it's whatever. What's the point? I even texted how something he did turned me on and he never acknowledged it. Wtf, he totally would have before. I don't wanna be that chick ur flirting with when ur not seeing ur girl and then when she's around I never hear from u. And then what? Next time ur not talking we're supposed to fuck? Yea right.  Don't bring me in ur relationship bs.



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189,244 My biggest fears are:

1) Ending up like my mother.
2) A war starting before I move my family out of --what I consider-- a future target city.
3) The million ways the world can fuck my children up.
4) The dark, not because of monsters but because of men.
5) Dying before my children are settled in the world.
6) Being stuck in a cubicle for the rest of my adult working life.
7) That you were my one great love.



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189,243 #189236: Your post just spoke to me! Please find another way to get what you need. CL is just not the place for those with a thin skin. Find another way to handle these issues, i.e., fix what is wrong in your marriage, separate, divorce...whatever you need to do. You seem to be far too nice a man to accept this kind of third-rate behavior from anyone. You are not an idiot! Step back and take some time to find what you really desire. I wish you the best...



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189,242 Happy Birthday, friend. Take care.



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189,241 236. Run. This sounds like a scam. You could end up robbed or worse. Is there no one at work you could hook Up with? Women like the familiar. And be open to someone a little less attractive than you.



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189,240 When people critique my writing, I feel I have to try to fix it.



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189,239 236 et al.     It's not really about how long the post is, so much as it is the lack of punctuation.  Use shorter sentences, and for crying out loud, this little thing called paragraphs.  People still read books now and again, so length is not the issue but read-ability.  

Some white space between paragraphs made of shorter but well thought out sentences allows people to use less effort for the same content.  

Maybe you and others with the run on manifestos have something to say, but few are going to strain their eyes, ability to concentrate, and comprehension skills on what appears as one random letter after another.

Give it a try.  It tends to work!



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189,238 The toxic component of chocolate is theobromine. Humans easily metabolize theobromine, but dogs process it much more slowly, allowing it to build up to toxic levels in their system.



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189,237 As time goes by......birthdays become less important, I've found that life goes on, you're not the only one who feels this way, having said that, Happy Birthday to YOU!!



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189,236 SO I know that a lot of people don't read the long secrets. I fear this one will be long, and I apologize ahead of time, But I just have to get it out there somehow, somewhere, and I have no confidants.

So here goes:
I'm a 47 yo , married white guy. And I have been engaged in something I shouldn't be doing...looking for a woman on the side, I don't know why but I just feel like I need to...maybe it's an ego thing, maybe it's the excitement, or that my wife doesn't do a lot of things I want to do (actually pretty basic things.

Many, many (99.9%) times, I have answered an ad, been asked for a picture, sent it and I've never heard anything again. Which I have no idea why that happens. I have never been told that I'm ugly, I'm in pretty good shape..makes me depressed for a little bit...then...Gotta try again!..

So recently, last week, I answered an ad for a woman looking for a gangbang, something I've always wanted to try. She responded and I sent her a picture and SUPRISE, she said she liked it and sent a few back. Then we started a kik chat...We chatted a long time, most of 2 full days on kik, (I have a very lenient job, where it's easy to finagle my time, so I would get paid for all of this...all while getting very little real work done)..

One of the things she asked was for me to find a group of guys for her, so I started a kik group and placed an ad on CL looking for other guys. I asked and asked. I only asked for a little cash to get a hotel room to keep everyone reasonably safe. I tried and tried, but apparently men, though they may boast about wanting to do things like that are wishy-washy, uneducated, noncommittal, cheap, ignorant asses, kinda ridiculous. I never thought it would be near that tough.

In the meantime, She was telling me all the kinky, nasty things she wanted me to do for and to her...This past Thursday she asked If I could "fuck her in her driveway or backyard late at night"...So I being a virile man (read kinda stupid) had to say yes...so at midnight, I went to her neighborhood (she wouldn't give me her address). I waited 20 minutes for her to answer me...then she said "where are you in the neighborhood? I said "by the fence" then she waited 30 minutes to respond. Then she said "by the fence...hhhhmmm". I finally said "what are you doing?" She told me she was "chatting with someone I actually like" then she said "hang I'm drunk" I was devastated, totally hurt and pissed off. So an hour later she emailed me (I deleted kik) saying "come on, I'm ready, are you still here??" I swore I wasn't going to answer, but of course....I eventually did.

She explained that she was talking to someone she was actually dating, and that we had no commitment etc. etc. Ok so I (an idiot) forgave her. Then I asked about this weekend..I could leave home under the guise of work and get paid for it. She said no to Saturday. Then we agreed to 4 Sunday afternoon. I had one of the places I work at ready, and no one would be there, perfect. But guess what? no show.

Then she wrote me an email at 10pm saying she was sorry. Maybe we could do lunch. She said not Monday (I'm writing this on Monday) and said Tuesday or Wednesday would be better, so I said sure, that it could be fun. etc. then I asked herwhat time? That was 11ᛆ Sunday night. She never answered.

So I haven't written her back all today. It's been a real struggle MAKING my head overrule my cock. And I guess my heart too. We had some interesting "regular" conversations, or my ego (When will someone want me?)(even though..in theory my wife should be enough)

I'm so confused, I'm an idiot, I'm frustrated in more ways than one.

So that's my full secret/confession. This has taken up so much of my time, my energy, my ego, everything.

Think she will write me back?

Should I write her back? reminding her that I'm here...

Should I keep fighting myself to leave it alone??

FML

again, apologies for the length. I had to get it all out, at least most of it.



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189,235 -233 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU



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189,234 deleted and banned



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189,233 No one knows or cares it's my birthday.  Not that it really matters.  I went to work then came home like any other day.   It's like this every year.  Oh well.  Bless those less fortunate than me.



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189,232 Maybe a few nukes going off is just what the world needs to come back to its senses.



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189,231 I don't agree with what George Hook said but I don't think a man's life should be destroyed because he said something stupid.



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189,230 I don't get the point in the Deaflympics.
Being deaf doesn't stop you running



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189,229 My wife and kids are sadly lazy. If I was having a heart attack and one of them had to run 50 yards back to the house to get me life saving medication, I'd be a goner. I'd like them to grown up, move out, and then sayanoro baby. Have a nice life. That goes for my wife too. I'm tired of being the only one putting in any effort.



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189,228 I give my girlfriend's dog chocolate covered peanuts. Nothing bad ever happens. I call BS on chocolate being poisonous to dogs.



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189,227 Everyone needs too R E L A X



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189,226 I understand. It's difficult to get a reasonable insurance rate. But that's only half the battle. Wait until you actually make a claim. Then the insurance company tries their best to pay you nothing. I had a tree fall on my house. It wasn't even my tree. It was the neighbor's tree. It broke a window and damaged a small area of the roof. Total cost of repair was about $6,000. The insurance company paid $146. You for fucking real? Ive been paying $4,000 a year in premium for 20 years. But when I need the insurance to cover some damage, they covered jack shit. The entire insurance industry is legalized fraud. IMO.



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189,225 Why is that my house value has gone down 25%. But my home owner insurance has almost doubled? It costs more to protect a smaller asset? I smell a scam. Forget the land of the free and the brave. Our motto should be "America, the home of corruption."



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189,224 I hate the feeling I get sometimes that everybody hates me. I think they think I think I'm better than them. I don't. Objectively I have traits that people desire, like an hourglass figure and excellent rhythm. I'm open, friendly, and if you didn't know me, you'd think I'm always happy. I'm not.



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189,223 It is all about respect! You demand respect -so give respect ball players!



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189,222 I support the constitution of this country. The 1st amendment says we can protest. That as an American is our right. Why are a lot of people jumping on the NFL players and saying they are disrespecting the flag.....not true, this was NOT about the flag, this was a unity show against Trumps message calling for the "sons of bitches" who kneel to be fired. Ok so boycott the NFL and all their sponsors, because that's your right to protest, but that does not give you the right to be a hypocrite. What happens when Trump comes out against the military, or the police. Its not about the anthem or the flag, its not about the right and the left either...I dont thing many NFL owners are liberals... its about pitting Americans against Americans..



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189,221 The lady at the bank smelled so good. It was a turn on.



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189,220 I hate my wife. I hate her. She creates these situations where I have to be the bad guy. I'm starting a new job on October 1st. It comes with much better insurance benefits. I tell her not to make any doctor appointments until then. So what does she do? She makes appointments at the eye doctor and the dentist for the last week of September. Like wtf? I said not to do it, so she does it. Then I have to ask her to change the appointments. At which point she throws a fit. She has to be difficult about everything. She has to cause as much drama as possible. Couldn't she just go with the flow? Couldn't she cooperate? It makes no difference to her if she puts off the routine eye doctor visit for a few weeks. But no, she wants to cause a problem. I fucking hate her.



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189,219 I think "The Big One" is going to hit California. There is strange earthquake activity in North Kore4a and Mexico. I think the Pacific plates are building up pressure and will soon snap.  It will be historic. Apple, Goggle, Facebook and Amazon could be wiped out in one minute. The US economy will be in turmoil. What a story - God wipes out the internet.



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189,218 My boss has fucked around on his great wife several several times of course I can't say anything to her about it but it really pisses me off



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189,217 Y'all wanna be entertained by black athletes but can't handle when they speak up about racism. You may not use the n word, but you use niggas every day.



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189,216 I'm worried no one will ever want to marry me.



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189,215 Caitlyn Jenner is pregnant!



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189,214 I bet you'll fuck me now that my hair looks like a white lady's



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189,213 Happy birthday, bulldog.



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189,212 190...Thank you!Very well stated..



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189,211 Imma start fucking your brother cuz I miss you



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189,210 so........ i understand that everyone has a right to protest and i support that BUT if you're not going to stand for the national anthem and be angry about that whole thing and threaten to not play and "see ow we like it" then how about you dont play and not receive a paycheck?? you dont play you dont get paid. lets be fair that way. you get to play a fucking game and get paid millions of dollars to PLAY A GAME. stop being a fucking cry baby about it. if teacher were paid the way athletes wee the tables would be turned. childer might actually get the education they need. the poverty schools might have a chance to see thier full potential. priorities in the country have been so scewed lately. i'm just so sick of it. rant over. i'm glad i can post this here.



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189,209 I have to laugh when black Americans cry about how they are disrespected and treated in the USA. What nonsense- You should thank God your ancestor came to this country -even against their will being sold to slave traders by their fellow Africans.If you were still living in Africa you would be living in mud huts and dying of disease You would be doing everything in your power to get the USA- the land of milk and honey!The liberals have selling you bill of goods that you are a victims of racism so that you can vote for Democrats .They  keep Afro Americans down by getting them hooked on welfare. Democrats has done more harm to their fellow black Americans than you can imagine .African man here.



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189,208 189206.  You do realize people Prost on behalf of other people, right?



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189,207 My boss is 20 years younger than me. It makes me feel like shit.



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189,206 One of the black kneeling football players was interviewed on the news. He was asked what exactly he was protesting. In a sort of brain damaged way he said, "Inequality."

So let me get this straight. This black NFL football player is protesting inequality.... um... he's black and he's earning a million dollars a year. And what... that's not fair to all the poor black people, so he's protesting that he makes too much???

I get tired of this. People don't even know why they are protesting anymore. Someone tells these sheep they are unhappy and they should protest. So they do. But without a clue.



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189,205 married women get mad at me when I turn them down. they get mad at me!



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189,204 As a Canadian, we don't have a pledge of allegiance, but in school the children stand for the national anthem every morning. In the Catholic schools they have morning prayers. My understanding is that the public schools used to have morning prayers as well, but people protested and had morning prayers abolished. When I was in high school, there were two Jehovah's witnesses that did not participate in the national anthem. I don't think anybody cared at all.

I understand why prayers are no longer part of the morning routine at public schools, and I agree that people should not be expected to pray if they don't want to. But... when you're praying, the prayer is at least directed to somebody. When you're saying a pledge of allegiance or singing a national anthem, who is that directed to? Yourself? The people around you?

As an adult I now work in both Catholic and public schools and I find it interesting that if you're in the staff room or a place where no students are present during the National anthem or morning prayers, almost nobody stands or participates. They just keep on working on what they're doing.



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189,203 More than likely, I will be shot or jumped this week.  I am hoping I am wrong but I can see it plan as day.  The thugs who live in my building are the ones who are getting everybody together because of their own selfishness and because I stood up to them.  This is what America has turned into, no respect for nobody any longer.  Show disrespect you and get a pat on the back.  Put a hit on somebody and you get a pat on the back.  When you stand up for yourself, you get I am going to kill you and those who threaten are the ones who get a pat on the bat.  Why?  Because our society is so weak and now it is so corrupt it is running rampant.  People do not take accountability, do not take responsibility and always point the finger for their wrong doings to somebody who tried to stick up for themselves.  So yeah, the kneeling during our football games, go ahead and applaud them because it has created a much deeper domino effect you could ever possibly think of.  Just like me, I am hoping I can make it out with out a scratch but because the Americans society applauds negativity and disrespect and not morals and values, there are some of us who are getting ready to become shot or jumped because these people think it is there God given right to do so.  Go on with your flag preaching, that flag no longer represents that land of free. It now represents nothing but peoples hating and anger and disregard for other human beings.  Keep it up, you are helping to validate and justify what is going on.  Go into a bigger city and then you can preach all you want but if you live in a smaller town, you have nothing to preach about.



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189,202 It's very simply.  Protest on your own time.  I'm not giving my money to the NFL to listen to their political opinions.



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189,201 All power to the kneelers. You are showing that not everyone is a sheep. Perhaps the 'authorities' should recognize that they serve us not the other way around.



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189,200 I don't feel that kneeling during the anthem is disrespectful to our country. Turning your back on it is another story, however (and still, if someone elects to do so, it is their Constitution-guaranteed right, so there's that), but kneeling? Nope. To my mind, it is a way of saying "America, please look around and acknowledge that things are not right. Let's do something together and change this.
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Black and brown (and generally non white) people really have a rough deal (that's my white woman's perspective here) and if that is the one way we can bring change, then I say, let's.
And then, the president of our country comes out and insults a player AND his parents in the process? That is so not right. I am just at a loss for words when it comes to his statement. The flag is *just* a flag, the anthem is *just* an anthem but he is talking about flesh-and-blood Americans, calling them *S.O.Bs" ???
That has sealed my decision to not stand or sing the anthem as long as he is in office. Last I checked, nowhere does it say it is mandatory to do either of these things anyway -
if it did, this is not a country I would want to live in.

I support every American's right to peacefully protest, whether I like the way it is expressed or not. I do not, however, support a President who stands on a podium and berates my fellow Americans and calls for sanctions against them because he dislikes their way of expressing their dissent.



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