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189,499 Unlike some mass shootings, there's no doubt that there were scores of people killed and injured in Vegas.

Like some mass shootings, I think this one was a total inside job. Like government planned/supported. I don't know which government, maybe the US, maybe not, but there is no way all that BS can be attributed to one guy who may have "snapped" mentally at the last minute. There's too many WTF moments that surround this case.

This isn't one crazy guy that shot up a concert. This is a conspiracy. North Korea, the US ShadowGovt, Saudi Arabia, I don't know. Hell, maybe even Antifa.

My level of trust of this being one lone crackpot guy is at zero.



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189,498 I know it's unpopular to say or think, but I love my country. I hate my government, and have for decades, but I love my country.

The power to change comes from *you*. Not a paycheck from the government to sit around and be lazy, but hard work, dedication, and work. Did I mention work? If you don't like the life situation you're in, then fucking change it. That's what I did.

My family sucked ass. Our finances sucked. My life at home was abusive and stifling, so guess what? I moved. I got out. Yeah, my finances still sucked for a while, but I learned a job skill and moved the hell up and got the hell out.

Now I've got a nice house, a good family, and a 6-figure job doing a white collar trade I like to do. I'm good at it, so I get paid well. I know from personal experience that trading a welfare-laden abusive life for a stable happy one takes one thing. Work.



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189,497 It's a shame. They say you should love your country, but I hate the United States. I'd happily leave if I were able to, but I'm not because I live in a country where employers can pay you pennies for your time, and yet other institutions overcharge you for everything. Healthcare. Education. Healthy food. Transportation. Housing, especially with gentrification. It's not built for us to succeed, it's built for us to spend money.

That's not even mentioning our media circus and how news stations focus more on being the first source to cover a story, rather than the first source to *accurately* cover it. Or how we don't have enough room for affordable housing, but there's at least 2 liquor stores in every neighborhood that I've lived in. Or how we have a government that focuses on distraction tactics in the media to distract us from the laws they're passing. Or the mere existence of the NSA.


We're manipulated at every turn, in every way. That's why they call it "The System." And I hate this country for it, because for a long time we preached that we were better. No, no, no. It's been like this all along, now it's at the point where people aren't hiding it as well anymore.

Part of the problem is that since we've all been raised in an individualistic, capitalist society, anybody who accumulates any sort of power, gov't or no, exploits it. We all want to squeeze as much money out of things as we can to get rich. It's poisoned our minds. And I hate it for that as well.



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189,496 25 years ago I viewed a woman that was easily persuaded to give blow jobs at a company party as a god send to the company.  Now as the guy owning my own business I view the same as a distraction and a huge liability.  Funny how our views change over time.



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189,495 I wish there were more chubby mature women on backpage. Like 40's and 50's and just kind of chubby. Not 300 lbders,but chubby. Come on ladies.



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189,494 No it's not all just in your head. We know it's you Steph!



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189,493 I love you.



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189,492 How can one woman be so attractive?  Just hearing her name turns me on so much.  She is so beautiful.  One look at her and I want to kiss her and have sex with her.  That face and body is amazing.  10/10



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189,491 Ha! When one presumes to think they are so healthy, yet they smoke. Ignorance at it's finest.



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189,490 The story is coming out that the gunman placed video cameras in the hallway of the hotel. Why? If his plan was to kill himself as soon as the police burst through the door, why would he need to have a 10 second warning they were coming down the hall? Was it important to kill himself 10 seconds early?

I think a better explanation is that someone else was in the hotel room with him. It was this other person who wanted to know if the police were coming down the hallway. That way he could ditch out of the hotel room into the adjacent room through a connecting doorway. He was gone when the place broke down the door. Then he slipped away making it look like the bald accountant guy was responsible for all the shooting.



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189,489 I'm really heartbroken at Tom Petty's passing. I grew up listening to his music and have loved it all my life. i don't know how else to express it besides that I'm grateful to have lived at the same time as him on this earth and enjoyed his music. They don't make them like him anymore...



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189,488 I'm not sure what electricity is. Yes I know it comes out a battery. But what is it? It travels through solid metal wire. Can you travel through solid metal? No. Can anything? No. But electricity can. And then it transforms itself into photons in a light bulb. Can you transform into photons? We take electricity for granted, but I don't think anyone really knows what it is.



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189,487 The guards on armored cars look pretty old and out of shape.

Just sayin'...



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189,486 1) I could never hire a hooker. I wouldn't get off. I'd be worried the entire time about touching her body fluids and catching a disease. It would be like having sex with an ebola patient.

2) I could never rape a woman. What the fuck? How could a guy get sexually excited when forcing a woman. That shit is fucked up.

3) I could never have sex with a child. Also fucked up beyond belief.

4) I have seen a few pornographic images thrust in my face by friends when I was a kid. It made me uncomfortable. I didn't like the feeling. I don't get it. Why look at pictures of women you don't know when instead you can be with someone you do know?

I guess I'm considered pretty boring in today's world.



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189,485 It really frustrates me that my gf neither likes giving nor receiving oral sex. I guess I can understand the giving part (although every woman should do that enthusiastically for their man). But it simply baffles me how she cannot like receiving. Not only that she doesn't like her clit touched at all. Frustrating.



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189,484 you are right, but that took a cival war. We all know which side is better armed. Becarful what you wish for.



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189,483 The right people ended slavery (in the constitution) They can take away those guns too, and I'm fine if the government takes every last cent of your hard earned NRA blood money. It's evil. It's all evil. I'd rather not have a constitution or a country if it means being on the wrong side of every argument.



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189,482 I agree 479 When my brother and I were 10 and 13 we would bring our shotguns to school. We left them in the coat room during the day and then we would road hunt on the way home for rabits squirls and pheasants. Other kids did the same and it was accepted as normal. In the country its diferant than in the city. I'm 63 now but when I was a kid every house had guns. The women know how to shoot too. It was just part of daily life. Guns havn't changed society has. In the counrty though, everyone still has guns, and we teach our kids to respect them.



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189,481 I cheated on my wife. She doesn't have a clue. She thinks everything is perfect in our marriage. Something that makes me laugh, we were in bed fucking. She wanted me to tell her a sexy story. I told her how I met up with a friend of hers and we did it one afternoon at the friend's house. I filled the story with juicy details about what the friend was wearing, and what exact sex acts we did. Afterwards my wife said it was a great story. What my wife doesn't know is the story was true. Except I switched to a different friend's name. If my wife ever asked the friend I named, it would be a dead end because I fucked a different friend of hers. Ha.



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189,480 I wouldn't count ISIS as being a credible source, now that I think about it maybe the other terrorist attack were just lone wolf , that just happen to be Muslim so ISIS takes credit to make themselves look bigger and scary than their really are.  This guy fits the profile of a physochpath , they tend to be smart , they blend in with society, manipulators , charming is the last person you expect it to commit such heinous crimes.



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189,479 472 Guns have been a large part of the culture in this country from the very begining. If anyone is hijacking our system it can only be the left.



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189,478 Want to go to an ivy league university? Play a sport. It's no longer about smarts. Sports bring in money for these schools. Alumni love to donate when the school wins a championship. So the schools pepper their teams with ringers. I've seen the data. There are students with perfect 1600 SAT scores not getting into these top schools. But at the same time, there are students with 1200 SAT scores who are getting in. Because they play a sport very well. No wonder why our country is losing its edge.



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189,477 I'm beginning to wonder if the shooter in Vegas was a patsy. Maybe he was set up. The guy had money. He wasn't a gun nut or religious kook. What if he was lured to the hotel room and killed there. Then someone else did all the shooting. Kinda weird that his girlfriend is a foreigner from a part of the world where Muslims are a strong force. Kinda weird she left the USA when she did and was photographed visiting the Middle East. Kinda weird large sums of his money were transferred overseas just before the shootings. I thought it especially off at first that ISIS immediately claimed responsibility for this attack. ISIS didn't claim other incidents in the USA were their doing, but on this one they did. Why damage their credibility and lie? Because maybe they weren't lying. Maybe they were behind this attack.



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189,476 9474...yes, you are going to be okay.  It takes a strong person to make that decision and then stick to it.  You need someone who you can take problems to, and someone who has NO question or hesitation on telling you where your relationship is going.   Stay strong!    I wish I realized these things when I was younger, I wasted too much precious time with the wrong people.



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189,475 189473... I'm jealous.
M/64



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189,474 I asked him whats wrong, and he refused to answer. I begged him to tell me, and he sat there, stone faced and cold hearted while I cried. I was trying to discuss the problem I don't know about and...silence.
I asked him where are we going with our relationship, he said that he doesn't know. So immediately, I made a decision. Its over.

I cant always be the one stroking his ego, trying to fix things, trying to work out the issues and being faced with a wall. He came to me with all his issues, and yet I couldn't go to him with mine.

The alcohol is more important to him, so be it.

Ill never get back the past 3 years, but at least I can try to rebuild myself and move forward. My heart is broken. But...ill be ok...right?



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189,473        Cavecanum is a great forum. Lots of politics. Sadly, catastrophes. Not enough secrets. I have one. I never would have shared this secret with anyone and never will but I thought that some of you would enjoy this.
       I am a married 48 year old man. My wife is 40. She is beautiful, statuesque,  and someone who people want to be near.. We have been married for 17 years. This secret took place five years ago.  We have a great marriage, with a few bumps, but we share much together, including a very active sex life and many fantasies.  My wife has always fantasized about a threesome with another man.  We have played out that fantasy many times in our sex lives and often tease each other when we see another man who fits my wife's description for someone to join us.  Because she is very well known in our city, she has always shied away from inviting anyone we knew, or may know her, from participating.
       We always promised that when the right time came, we would know it. The hope of it happening kept both of us talking about it.  After years of waiting, it became clear to me that it would likely never happen.  
       I work in a large city and often travel to a city three hours from our home for business.  I have been going there for many years and have friends in this second city that my wife does not know. I was staying overnight one night and had dinner with a businessman /friend.   After several drinks we got to talking. I was showing pictures of my wife to my friend.  He said she was beautiful and sexy  I asked if he would like to meet my wife and "get to know her."  He jumped all over it and asked what I had in mind.  I told him of our fantasy and explained she would never hook up with someone she knew.  That it would have to be totally anonymous and a one time thing. I also told him that he could never meet her if our plan worked because she could never know about it being planned.
     Several weeks later I invited my wife to join me for an overnight trip.  She was excited with the prospect of getting away for a couple days. I told her, as I often do, that the only condition for her coming was to leave her panties at thome.  On the morning we were leaving I asked her to wear an outfit that is several inches above her knew but truly a classy outfit.  She was happy to please me and when we were leaving I asked for a check and sure enough whe was panytless!
      Our drives are always fun and on the way there I played with her pussy, and  packed a bottle of wine for her to drink. She drank the whole bottle on the ride. We had a quick and sensual drive and along the way she teased several truck drivers. She was very turned on but I would not let her cum.  I promised her that we would make love as soon as we got there.
     After we got to our room, plans changed. I suggested that we go the hotel bar as I had not had anything to drink and wanted to relax in the hotel bar for a few.  (I had taken her cell phone with me from the car and left it behind in the room.) When we got to the bar I saw my friend in the corner as we had planned.  I ordered a drink for my wife and I  and changed the conversation to sex and how turned on she had made me on the ride. I told her all the men in the bar were looking at her and wishing they were me.  After a while she asked if I had her phone so she could check in with her office.  I told her I had inadvertently left it in the room and she left to retrieve it.
       So far so good!  When she left the bar I saw my friend follow her toward the elevator.  I should say that my friend is 6ƈ" African American and built like a body builder.  He was dressed like in a suit like I had suggested and he was looking good.  I knew she would like that look.
      She returned in 10 minutes with quite a tale.  She told me "this good looking man" got on the elevator with her and began to flirt......seriously flirt." He told her how pretty and sexy she looked and said he would like to take her to dinner if she was free.  She said she was with her husband but "thank you."  Then she said he said "if you change your mind I am in room 1717."  I said you both had quite a talk for an elevator ride.
       It clearly affected her as she was very flushed. I touched her under the bar and she was soaking.  I told her that was the hottest thing I ever heard. We talked about it and  I waited for her to ask whether we should call the room.  I told her that she had nothing to lose as I was there and she didn't have to actually meet him if she had second thoughts.  This was working perfectly, as planned!
      We got to our room and I laid her on the bed. I started to satisfy her orally when she reached over to the phone and dialed.  They talked for a few minutes.  It didn't take long for them to start talking sex. She told him I was there and eating her as they spoke. She told him how turned on she was and she told me that he was stroking his cock as they were talking.  He invited us both up to his room.  She told him she would have to call him back.
     I could tell this was a "go" as she was so very turned on. But I wanted it to be her idea. She told me how we had talked about this for so long and being out of town with a stranger would be the perfect opportunity.  I told her I was fine with it and that if either of us became uncomfortable we could leave anytime.
     When we arrived at room 1717 my friend was getting out of the shower with just a towel around his waist.  We exchanged first names and pleasantries and I laid my wife on the bed.  I started up where I left off and invited him to join us.
       What happened next I will leave to your imagination but we all left that hotel room three hours later fully satisfied with smiles on our faces.  It was a fantastic and satisfying experience for all of us.  My wife was totally at ease and lived out her every fantasy. To me, she was beautiful.  My friend treated her like a queen and repeatedly told her how lucky he was to have met her.  We left the room and told him we did not want his phone number or full name....  Three hours later my wife was in for a repeat but I told her I was done. "No honey, you can't go without me." I said.  She would have loved to.
      Needless to say, that night has been the talk of many sessions for us. Of course, my friend suggested a repeat many times. We never had a repeat.  But we did have a chance to talk about it.  I asked him to repeat to me what had happened on the elevator. He told me a different story.
       He told me that he had stepped back to allow my wife to enter the elevator first. He said the doors began to close and she pressed the button to open the doors. He said he said,  "You weren't trying to see me hurt, were you?"  She answered, "Of course not, I would only hurt you by loving you too much."  He said he would love to love her and she answered,"Only if my husband can join us."  With that he gave her his room number and stepped out of the elevator.  When he looked back at her, she had her finger on the button to keep the door open and flashed her bare pussy at him.  She forgot to tell me that part! And, of course I can never tell her I know.



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189,472 It's really simple. The NRA has been hijacking our political system for decades. I've never had a bone to pick with gun owners or the NRA until last Sunday. Enough is enough. You don't need your deadly toys. I don't care what the fucking constitution says. Take them away. Take them all away. Take up a different hobby. Go find something else to do.  And if we have to worry about what will happen when we go after those guns then we were right all along.



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189,471 As an adult, I always have to have someone to fantasize about. I'm 100% sure this is because I was never hugged as a child after my mother died.

The cycle goes like this:
Meeting-->Psychoanalysis-->Attraction-->Denial-->Inevitable Lust/Infatuation--> Emotional/Sexual Fantasies-->Make Contact-->Garner Affection-->Lose Interest-->Bail.

It sucks, because often I find that I was idealizing said person to fit my needs, when their actual self is very different. I have it down to a science and I know it's not real, but sometimes the only thing that makes me feel better is imagining that somebody loves me, and that I love them. When I don't do this, I fall into a depression of sorts. That part is still murky to me.

More often now, they want me, but I don't want them. The opposite has almost always been true, but the ratio is evening out now. But now I'm slippery and callous, and I'm afraid that I'll end up alone because of it.

Or I could just be 23 and figuring out what kind of flaws I'm willing to live with



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189,470 I just left a job about 6 weeks ago. I was polite to them after they repeatedly lied about me, my work, and tried to fire me.

My secret is that I wish I would have told them to fuck themselves. I wish I could physically injure my former two horseshit human being bosses. I hope they fail miserably at anything they ever try to do again. I have never HATED a person before like I hate these two fucks.

Treat people with kindness. Even if they're completely worthless assholes. I'm proud of myself for doubt so even though I wish I hadn't. At some point something has to give, right? Karma, do me a solid and destroy those cunts.



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189,469 I don't get it. What's the upside of marriage? I read all these stories and think man, marriage sounds like hell. If there was a YELP review of marriage, it would get no "stars". Marriage sounds like a restaurant that would be shut down immediately. Why do people do it? Certainly not for the sex. It sounds like there is no sex. Do you do it to have kids who will annoy you and then you can spend your life savings sending them to college? That doesn't sound rewarding. I'm glad I've had my eyes opened about marriage. It sounds like the biggest mistake ever.



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189,468 I'm shocked at how bad cell service is in my town. Half the streets have no service. How can this be in 2017 America. We give billions of dollars to foreign countries, but our own country is lacking the basics like cell service.

There's a complicated fabric of reasons, but when it comes down to it, we give money to foreign entities so corporate America can make more money. One, we want their oil. Big profits for corporate America there. We also want foreign nations to buy our products. More big profits for corporate America.  Get it? It's about big shots making even more money. And they get it by screwing over the little guy in America. Flakey bad cell service for us. But our tax dollars are installing new cell towers in the middle east so their people will buy more iphones. America is one big scam.



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189,467 Or it's that a woman was only really attracted to your money and status. She wanted the big house and the fancy vacations. So she played along for a while. But then she sees what she can get away with. It's calculated. How little sex can I give to my husband while still having access to his checking account. It's disgusting the way women behave. Not all women, but enough to taint the entire batch.



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189,466 I'm sorry but if a women doesn't want to have sex with you , its means she just not sexually attractive to you anymore she might love you and have feelings for you but if sexually attraction is not there anymore nothing you do will change her mind , keep wasting your time and move on.



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189,465 How is it going to help Americans to make guns illegal?  Drugs are illegal and it is still used and kill millions of people a year.Alcohol is legal and it kills millions of people.If somebody wants to hurt Americans they can use a plane, a car, a knife or  a bomb.No government can get rid of evil crazy people- just as much as they can cure cancer.It is a fact of live and nothing to do with politics.



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189,464 Yea send people door to door to collect the guns.
No one in their right mind would take that job.



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189,463 In a way, i love everyone. I love the little bits of peoples' innocence that shines through their post-traumatic behaviors. I love the way some people still try to be kind, and bring positivity. Even people who seem negative, sometimes, they're just trying to speak what they view as the truth, so that others aren't blindsided by life like they were in the past.  

Of course, there are some people with true darkness that embrace it, and pain, and hurting others. These are the people that need love more than anyone.

Of course life isn't fair. We are all just children that lost our way. And the cycle of allowing bad things to happen to others because bad things happened to us needs to end.



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189,462 Massacres like Vegas happen because we as a society want them to contiunue.  

They happen multiple times a month, every month without stop and the body count is rising.  Why?  Because we love our guns, and we just WANT to have them.  Why do we love our guns?  Because we are at base a weak scared bunch of pussies that thinks that withiout our guns we will be defenseless.  And so since every one has a gun we feel that we have to have a gun or we wont be safe.

The only solution is what Australia did.  Take them all back and restrict the sale and posession of guns strictly.

But we won't, because we are all a bunch of scared pussies.

Oh, and because the gun lobby - paid for by all the weapons manufacturers in this country - like us that way.  Scared pussies hiding behind lots and lots and lots of their guns!



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189,461 I need my dick drained once a week. I'd settle for once a month. But once a year? And with an attitude that it's a huge burden for you to take 10 minutes once a year? You freaking kidding me? Good bye. Enjoy being single again. Guess what, the new guys you date are going to expect sex from you. Then what the hell you going to do? Not only are you mean and sexless, you are also dumb. Me leaving you will make your situation so much worse.



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189,460 Yah. Liberals are the cause of everything apparently. Yes, let's do go back to the age of segregation, of a God-fearing public and prayer in schools. Oh and guns, they will keep us safe.

Problem is with many people on the right is: they don't realize they're in power. We need to be more Christian? What? Our country is at least 85% Christian. Let's keep the browns out? Oh yes, white America is the still the majority for about the next 25 years.

So here, here's me, a liberal:

I was an only child beaten and abused by mother.
I was raised Roman Catholic and went to Catholic schools until college.
I was a born again Christian.
I was a virgin until I was 19.
I was a Big Brother in college for three years, eventually becoming president of the organization.
I was the first person in my working class family; my parents worked in jewelry factories, to go to and complete college.
My dad was a member of the NRA, he kept a hunting rifle and a 38 out in the open with ammo.
I never fucking touched them.
I don't own a gun, but I am for the 2nd Amendment, but i believe we need some sanity control.
I think everyone should keep what they make, if they pay their fair share.
I was married for 21 years and have two great sons.
At my various jobs, I've kept people from getting from food, getting sick from disease and have done infectious disease research.
I lost my faith for a number of reasons.
I've doubted my sexuality at times.
I did not want my divorce, but it was for the best.
I respect other people faiths and views even if I disagree with them.
I came out after my divorce was final.
I see my boys every weekend and have always paid more child support than needed.
I still love my ex-wife and she loves me.

So, this faggot, atheist, scientist and father is the problem. I'm the fucking problem?

I don't think so!



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189,459 i've come to realize that i'm an attention whore. i need male attention and if i'm not getting enough from my S.O. i'll go find it elsewhere. And it's not even about sex, that's just an added plus. I need the attention from that one person and if i got too long without it i'll go looking for it. Quality time and attention is what i crave most and i'm sorry that that is what i need. it makes me needy and i dont like feeling this way but also when you say you're going to do something and dont that really bothers me.



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189,458 She's gone. I feel a little sad because it's the end of an era, but for the most part I feel freed. I don't have to worry about her anymore. I loved her in my own way, but I feel like if I feel so liberated by her absence that I didn't really love her that much at all. Still, I sincerely hope she does well.



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189,457 I got a notice from my dad's student loan company saying they owe him $620.  I don't know why it was sent to me, maybe they just couldn't get in touch.  I could have filled out the form and gotten the money sent to him, but his bitch wife would have just stolen it from him and used it to get her nails did.  Like she does every month to his pension.  Throwing the notice away now.



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189,456 I did some Facebook stalking last night.  It was some woman I had asked out almost 20 years ago, and who was really mean turning me down.  The truth is, I barely knew her, it was a short-lived dumb crush, and I only remember her because of the humiliating way she turned me down.  I'm thankful for that, because it killed the last of the "nice guy" in me.  Dodged that bullet, especially since now she's 41, still has never been married, and apparently is racist against eating.  It's one thing to make sure you're thin and healthy - like my wife - but it's another thing to be thin and looking like a scarecrow.  I read through some of her blog - after two or three entries it was clear it was meaningless drivel.  It was immensely self-centered, with "I" and "me" and "what I think," all as if somebody cares.  It went for pages and pages, with no deeper thoughts anywhere.  No wonder she's never been married.  I guess I couldn't help myself after I read her blog.  She was so self-centered that I could only wonder about her boyfriend.  What kind of guy would she be with?  A guy with a PhD whose LinkedIn page is about all the justice he fights for, along with a link to his 15-year old dissertation, presumably because he's never written anything of better merit since 2002.  His Facebook posts are nothing but anti-Trump diatribes - all set to public, of course, because he thinks that people give a shit about what he thinks.  She has a cat... the cat looks nice.



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189,455 I had a bunny once for about three weeks.  I just couldn't handle it.  It would make a mess everywhere, even when it was in its cage.  It would kick its shit out of the cage and onto the floor.  I didn't know what to feed it, so I just fed it carrots.  I was seriously considering letting it go in the woods.  Luckily, the guy next to me in my apartment building was somewhat mentally slow, and he took the bunny from me.  I gave it to him for free.  I heard he started having problems with it, too.  I guess I wasn't any better at keeping a bunny than a mentally slow guy.  I think I moved out by the time the guy got rid of it.



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189,454 All the places in the world? Obviously, the award winning answer is she's been home. Home is home. Just like me, even if I have traveled to some parts of the US, home is the most special place. The place with the biggest love. The place that is always written about in songs. The place you can always go back to.

Colleges would love to hear about how special your home is.



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189,453 > ... write a long essay on all the places she has visited in the world.
Maybe she's traveled enough and learned enough to write a better essay than those rich kids.  Here's an idea to start her off...

I've been to the fetid alleys of Skid Row, talked to the homeless people who huddle in cardboard boxes, and thought about how I could help them.

I've been to the Statue of Liberty, read the Emma Lazarus poem at the base, and thought about how far our country has strayed from its ideals.

I've been to the United Nations building, looked at the array of flags, and understand the term "unrealized potential."

I've been to the Bronx Zoo ...

I've been to the Museum of Natural Science ...

I've been to the Fifth Avenue Public Library ...

I've been to my church/synagogue/mosque ...



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189,452 I miss the 90s so much. I think about that time every day and yearn for it. Things were so much better then. Fashion, sex, music. Everything looked cooler, and there was an air of mystery to things before the internet. Everything was so much more hopeful.

Often, I find myself wishing I could step back in time, even if only for a few hours, and experience the past I miss so much.



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189,451 I'm so depressed, heartbroken and sad my beloved parakeet is very sick with an eye infection: his eye is red and swollen and he looks in bad shape. I took him to a vet in NYC (who I shall not name for obvious reasons but they should be called out for their horrific treatment to myself and my sweet love). They charged me $150 to tell me he has an eye infection- no kidding idiots!!! They insisted on giving him x-rays, tests and keeping him overnight!!! OMG I thought they would prescribe an antibiotic and that would be it. They belittled me and told me if I really loved him I would have all the tests- but I live paycheck to paycheck and that is simply impossible. I tried aloe vera gel and sterile saline solution (advised on parakeets websites before I took him) and they have not worked. Tomorrow I am trying an eyewash suggested for this. My "secret" I can't afford the quoted $2,000 upwards the vet told me I would have to pay. Can any of my Cavecanum friends help me? Please- I don't want to lose my baby but I can't afford what they are asking. I feel like the worst person alive :( I am forever grateful for any suggestions xx



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189,450 Walmart security are a bunch of dumbasses.  I've never stole anything in my life.  I infrequently go to my local Walmart, and they usually think I'm going to steal something.  Tonight I went to buy a case of soda, and they started blocking the door.  When I went to the self checkout, there was a worker checking to make sure I didn't steal anything.  Fucking asshole!

I remember going there with my mother a year ago.  When we walked inside, workers walked up and down the aisles checking for shoplifters, and saying stuff into their walkie talkies.  When we left, there was a worker standing outside watching the parking lot talking into his walkie talkie.

A few weeks ago I saw a video that went all over the internet.  There was a woman who was stopped by a Walmart security guard and was taken to their office.  She had the receipt for her paid things, but Walmart wasn't having it.  The security guard tried to prove she stole something, by comparing everything she bought in the store to the prices they had online.  What a dipshit!  Eventually the guard realized he was wrong, and got embarrassed.  I fucking hate Walmart and their dipshit security.  This is a fucking disgrace!



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189,449 If my male roommate broke any glass, grabbed me in any way and didn't take "no" to mean "no" I would kick him in between the legs so hard his dick would shoot out of his mouth.

Who the hell do these men think they are?!?

That's not how you get laid, that's how you lose your ability to reproduce.

What a shmuck. I'm going to think of that douche in kick boxing tomorrow morning and beat the ever-living-💩 out of him.

Woman-to-woman --- get yourself into a kick boxing class right now. That guy sounds unsafe to live with and hyper aggressive...  God forbid your male roommates aren't home and that dick gets wasted and comes onto you again too strong. You need to G.I. Jane, Wonder Woman lay a smackdown on his ass. Damn I wish I knew where you lived. I'd like to lend you a hand in sending him the "no" message personally.  

Wow. I'm so pissed off all of a sudden, it just really ticks me off when a giant turd can't ever pick a fight with someone his own size.



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189,448 9447.......your daughter should write that essay saying exactly what you have said.  She didn't grow up wealthy...worked for all she and her family has...lucky sometimes just for the basics in life but dreams of more ....
Good luck.  Never give up!



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189,447 My daughter is filling out college aplications. She will be the first in our family to go to college. Her grades and sat scores are spectaculer. Her teachers say to apply to the best schools in the country. For one of those colleges the aplication is asking her to write a long essay on all the places she has visited in the world. This makes me mad. We arent rich. We havent visited nowhere in the world. We are lucky to have food on the table and pay the rent. My daughter has never been on an airplane. She has never gone to Disney World. She has never been more than 50 miles from Brooklyn. I guess she dont qualify for the rich peoples college. This is how the rich stay rich and the little people like us are kept in our place.



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189,446 I'm sorry if I've hurt you. I never meant to do that. But the road to hell was paved with good intentions, and my emotional pull-out game is stronger than yours. I wish it could have worked out, but sex shouldn't feel like a chore...and you tore my vagina and then denied it, which really wasn't going for you.

Why can't men see that if they've got a woman in bed (with consent), they don't have to be so hungry about having her body? It's not going anywhere, you don't need to be rough. Unless I ask for it, which I didn't.



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189,445 442, I thought that exact thing after Sandy Hook. Now people are going to commit mass murder just to see who can cause the most devastation and end up on the news...our media does more harm than good these days



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189,444 I'm very bad at making friends. As an adult I tried a few times. It never worked out. It's difficult when you are a guy.



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189,443 I have a young relative and whenever I hear about a mad shooter, my thoughts immediately go to him. I think he has a few screws loose. He has a fascination with guns and knives. He owns dozens. He was thrown out of high school for threatening to kill a teacher. Come on, huge red flag right there. He currently works in a factory job doing the same mundane repetitive task all day long. I'm convinced one day he will kill people.



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189,442 I'm afraid it is now a competition --- who can lay claim to the largest mass shooting. First there was Sandy Hook, in Connecticut. Then Pulse nightclub in Florida. Now Las Vegas. I'll bet someone is out there scheming for something bigger.



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189,441 Married women are the sexiest creatures alive. Sex is 90% in the head. Wow do married women know how to play that card. I slept with a married woman who would describe fucking her husband that morning, while we were fucking in the afternoon. She wanted me to cum inside her so she could go home and stick his toothbrush in there. Married women are the ultimate prize.



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189,440 GEEZ! You are a MARRIED WOMAN! Stop telling me how you are going to fuck me in your house when he leaves! Stop it. I said I don't do that.  Husbands out there, just know that some of your wives are very bad!



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189,439 Im a dry humping fetishist with no outlet to do so....people called me weird for it.



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189,438 Good arguments on both sides. But I think it doesn't matter. The guns are out there. We can ban them tomorrow, but what good would it do? We'll never get those guns back. They are in the hands of the public forever. In other words, we are screwed. There is no solution for getting rid of guns.



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189,437 We're under siege from within and without!  We can't go anywhere safely anymore!  It's good we have all this piped-in entertainments, because it is all that is left.  My neighbor across the street was robbed by two masked gunmen as he arrived home from work yesterday, in the daylight!  My back screen door has been jimmied.  I blame to3w causes; everyone wants guns now, and everyone is crazy.  They're all on pharmaceuticals for various real or imagined illnesses, for which the doctors prescribe pills like candy.  They tell you on all the commercials that these medicines cause suicidal ideation, but what happens when the pill taker doesn't want to kill themselves? They kill others!the other reason is abject poverty.  People get desperate when they do not have their basic needs met, which can (and obviously does) lead to crime.  We need a new system; a new, more compassionate system to get people out of poverty and someone needs to figure out how to end our obsession with guns.  Only those who have them use them, and note this, a lot of people end up shot with their owns guns, one way or another.  If we did not have guns, I believe we would be a lot safer.  

But, I'm a leftist; what do I know???



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189,436 I think the mentaly ill  shooter just saw an opportunity,  he took his time and plan the whole thing it's just happen to be a country music festival and he would done it , regardless of the music type .  I still have a hard time every time something like this happen , no one close to the person doesn't know or suspect anything .



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189,435 America has been dying a slow and agonizing death for as long as I have been alive. We lack the empathy to even care about a classroom full of children shot dead once it's out of the rotation of the media circus, nor to even have anything resembling honest introspection on whether maybe, just maybe, easy access to guns and a collective fear of having to make any hard decision could have contributed in some way. No - it's easier to rationalize the horrors in any way that allows us to sleep soundly at night confident that America is the best and safest place in the world and never have to look inwards at what we have become.

And in this way we turn more and more into the fascist police state we always swore we'd never become. One horrific tragedy at a time, with lip service paid to the victims, disingenuous promises of change, increased surveillance and open abuse of authority masquerading as "increased safety measures", resulting in no actual increased safety and decreasing freedom. But sure, let just any old nut have access to Tek 9s they can mod. Just explain to grieving fiancées and mothers that freedom isn't free and let the purges continue unabated.

The terrorists have truly won.



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189,434 My wife looks 20 years older than me.  Her face has deep wrinkles. Her checks hang down. Her neck is creviced like a turkey. She's early 40s but looks almost elderly. I think it's all the time she spends working out. She runs everyday. That's an hour or two everyday being beaten by the sun and or the rain and or the cold. The workouts robbed all the fat from her skin. Sure she is thin. But there is nothing to push out her cheeks. Everything is sunken in. It's too much skin covering too little fat. It caused deep wrinkles and makes her skin droop. Was it worth it? Sure she can say she is healthy because of the exercise. But most people are healthy anyway in their 20s 30s and 40s. So what problem was she trying to solve by running so damned much? The energy she put in trying to be super healthy has instead make her look old and weathered and unhealthy.



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189,433 I'm not saying I believe in these violent attacks, but I can almost see how a troubled person might attack a religious group, or a political group. But why would someone attack the audience at a country music concert. There is nothing contentious about country music.



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189,432 I was fired from my job and have not yet recovered. I haven't found the emotional strength to find a new job. The kicker, I was fired from that job 17 years ago. You'd think I'd get past it by now.



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189,431 I will swallow my husband's semen. I will lick his scrotum. I will lick the area under his scrotum. But I cannot get myself to lick his asshole. I cannot do it. He gets mad. Who gets mad at a wife because she cannot put her tongue in the hole where his poop comes out? He goes too far.



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189,430 Oh, a mass shooting? Must be a Monday.

Not that it doesn't matter, but a lot of us have become super numb to these kinds of things. Just goes to show how fucked up the American people really are.



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189,429 Liberals are playing a very dangerous game by encouraging people to disrespect the American President, the American flag and other rules of society. To be a civilization we need to follow rules or else it will be chaos.It has nothing to do with freedom it is being responsible and respectful. If nobody stops for a red light what will happen -masses will be killed and hurt.The same when you  break down the rules of society. Respect for others in society has become less and less important and this is putting America on a dangerous path.If you show respect you will receive respect.



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189,428 I had a new roommate move in upstairs, and something kind of troubled me. We were hanging out with some other roomies, and he started flirting with me in a really aggressive way.

He told me to come over to him (told, not asked), and then when I said no he moved his hands in the gesture of, "If you don't come over here I'm going to drag you across the bed." Then when I still refused, my other roommate (male) told him to chill out, to which he responded with slamming the door behind him into a glass on the table, breaking it.

After that, he kept trying to get me to talk to him in his room, or to let him into my room, and he was being really demanding. He "asked" me to leave with him by grabbing my wrist and trying to pull me along. When I squirmed out of his grasp he just grabbed my wrist again, refusing to leave until I went with him.

Now, like most women know, rejecting someone like this has to be done carefully. I knew this person wouldn't respect my boundaries unless I got serious with him, but I also knew that he would react even more aggressively if I rejected him in front of my other male roommate.

I went with him to his room, and he kept asking if I wanted to stay and smoke and hang out, obviously intending to fuck. I was a little nervous at this point, because if he wanted to force himself on me, nobody would be able to stop him (he's built like a refrigerator). I'm also not a fan of aggression in general, so his vibe was really putting me off.

As soon as I sat down in his room, I told him straight up that he was coming on way too strongly, and that I don't like playing games like that. I don't fuck my roommates, and I'm not the type of woman to play coy. If I don't want to hang out with you, or to have you put your hands on me, I'm being serious. I told him to chill out and just be my roommate, which he accepted. I almost got the impression that he was impressed by my assertiveness.

I went back down to my other roommates' room, and he told me that he was actually concerned about me going with the new guy. He wouldn't have been able to stop him from doing anything, but it was nice that he cared instead of thinking "boys will be boys."

Still, I'm really glad nothing bad happened. Hopefully he isn't so aggressive about things in the future...



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189,427 My secret: Three things life has taught me thus far in 40 years:

1.  Expectations of any people - set these to ZERO
You'll never be disappointed with ZERO expectations.  

In fact, with some people, set expectations BELOW ZERO, as you'll need to make contingency plans for their fuck-ups.

The worst people to count on are family.  Guaranteed let-downs.   There's only a few people - either friends or family - that can be trusted - like ever.


2.  Always have a contingency plan
If you want things to work out as expected, always, always, always have a contingency plan.

Sometimes you need a backup contingency plan.


3.  Married - with kids  
If you're married with kids, you'll be last on the list (and sometimes not even make "the list" - no matter how many good deeds you do) - guaranteed.  

Points #1 and #2 apply.  Always set marital expectations to ZERO.   Always have a contingency plan (to get your fulfillment - or to get the fuck out....)



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189,426 I remember when everything wasn't viewed through the lens of politics in the world.

People shot.  Are people OK?  Is the shooter down?  Yeah, that's  the reaction for a little while, then it's  I bet he was a Bernie-bro and he shot Trump supporters or he was a Muslim.

Life was simpler not so long ago.  When we decided to make EVERYTHING political from where we live, to what we eat and drive, people were just nicer.

I miss that.



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189,425 I always feel a sense of low level anxiety. I'm not sure why. I'm getting to the point I'd rather be home than anywhere else. The thought of going out to eat or to a family function really turns me off now. I just have an ongoing sense of dread. Is it irrational?



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189,424 Gah! I'm 30 years old, I'm somewhat attractive, and I'm horny. My husband will not have sex with me. A good looking surgical resident was flirting with me yesterday. I blew him off because I'm married. But jeez I want to have sex. How much longer am I going to be able to go without sex? Forever I guess.



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189,423 I was evaluated at work. It was perfect. I literally did not do a thing wrong. I was blown away. My next evaluation is in 3-4 weeks. I'm so nervous...my first evaluation is going to be a lot to live up to.



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189,422 Cigarettes should just be banned.  Cigarette smokers are trashy and careless.  They blow smoke in everybody's face and toss their cigarette butts on the ground.  They have no right to be careless.  If they want to be thugs then they should lose the right to smoke.



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189,421 #203 here. I am a female and I am ok. Over the week I have had 10-12 peopel after me. They didn't phase me while I was in their presence. The word is out on the streets to help keep me from being shot but the Lord intervene and took me away for a little bit so I am good now. In the end, I know I did right but societies way of acting out on social media makes it harder for a of us who live in the bigger cities where we experience things first hand. All I ask, if you have never truly lived or experienced the bigger city issues, please keep your mouths shut. It does make things harder for those who actually have to live in it day in and day out. Another week let's hope that I stay safe.



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189,420 411- you are not alone. My "work" & "personal" life is all about doing for others with a big fat "eff you" in return! At work I would casually offer coworkers help with their job and suddenly now it's my "responsibility" to do their said job. The same in my personal life. I am a kind person with a hectic job & life but want to help others and it always, always backfires. I pop out for tea and ask coworkers if they want "anything" and in turn get a laundry list of lunch, groceries, dry cleaning, smokes, etc. to pick up-  which turned horribly embarrassing for me because they would never pay for their goods! I felt I had to almost beg to get my $ back paying for their stuff!!!! Are you kidding me? You offer people a finger & they take your whole hand! Im done!!! Now I go out and get my lunch/tea whatever and have stopped offering. I am not anyone's servant- I have a family that takes enough advantage of me and that has slowly come to a grinding halt! The absolute audacity of people repulses me.



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189,419 My six year old son came up to me and said something to me tonight.  I didn't hear a word he said.  I only noticed how attractive he's becoming.  

I thought, "Holy shit, my boy is going to be one serious pussy magnet in 10 years."

My job as his dad is to keep him clueless about women and in complete fear of them.  I need to make sure he stays so awkward with talking to girls until he becomes old enough to think with his big head and not the small one.  I know too many men who have been trapped by girls and their blowjobs.



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189,418 I have to laugh at all these people who are protesting police brutality.

Don't get me wrong - police brutality is a serious issue, and the middle class shows signs of snapping towards cops.  When that happens, there won't be many cops left.  It'll be like the French Revolution.

No, what I find funny is that these people don't understand who's at fault for police brutality.  You want to guess who's at fault?

THEY ARE AT FAULT THEMSELVES.

They keep voting for the same politicians who never step down on the necks of the cops.  Every two to four years, it's the same thing - vote for the same people, and the same abuse occurs.

These protestors are somehow not smart enough to realize they're at fault for not voting out the politicians who are letting it happen to them.



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189,417 I hate how women band together. It's a sisterhood thing. They support each other even when they are so wrong. They may think this is great to be on a team. But it's detrimental in other ways. When you stick up for someone who is wrong, you define yourself as someone I can't trust. You don't do the right thing. You do the sisterhood thing. That doesn't work for me. I don't need two "besties". I need people who are fair and honest.



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189,416 I know I am bisexual but I don't really feel the need to tell anyone. I believe that sexual orientation shouldn't be everyone's business.



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189,415 It never ceases to amaze me how stupid some people are. Makes me nuts.



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189,414 I just want to play with a woman on my phone.  All day i wanted dirty texts and pics.  

I want to talk about sex fantasies. I want them to know im married with kids.  I want them to also be a mother/wife.  

I dont want to be involved with them other than x rated pics and texts.



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189,413 My female cousin is basically bald. We pretend not to notice.



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189,412 I wonder what happened to #203. He said he might be killed because he stood up against bad people. I hope he is okay.



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189,411 Why is my entire existence about helping others. But no one ever helps me? It's work. It's my personal life. I am constantly helping others with their responsibilities. But no one ever turns around and asks if they can help me in some way. In an amazing life-lesson of a twist, people actually get mad at me if I can't help them exactly when they want it. I find myself now shutting down. To hell with everyone.



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189,410 I hate when people ask "Why are you wearing a cardigan when it's 90 degrees outside?" or "Why are you wearing jeans in the summer?" If people seem like they're dressed oddly for the weather or time of year, just keep your questions to yourself. There's usually a reason. Allow me to explain using the impersonal "you."

Do you really want to know that I'm ashamed of my body and am demoralized by people telling me "You just need to accept your body" or "You need to have confidence"? If I could do both of those things, I would. Then I wouldn't feel the need to cover myself up lest someone make fun of me. I love fall and winter because I can wear a hoodie/jacket all the time and no one questions it...

Would you really be able to handle if I told you that anxiety makes me pick at the skin on my legs? The few people who have ever seen my legs were shocked. It made me feel ashamed. So, are you actually wanting to hear this kind of thing? What kind of response are expecting to get? ("Oh, I just enjoy going out dressed in clothing that will make me sweat because i enjoy it.")

It's the worst when people ask why I never wear my hair down. If I tell them I have trichotillomania, how many of them do you think would actually be understanding and compassionate? Most would ask why I would *want* to do that to myself. It's my deepest secret. People with this condition go through extensive trouble to cover it up.

I wish people would just keep these questions to themselves. If someone  seems to be dressed strangely for the season or weather or are overly covered up, just leave them alone. There's a reason, and usually not one that these people would readily talk about to just anyone.

I just needed to get this off my chest. I don't mean to attack anyone. I just wish people would think before they ask questions that might embarrass someone.



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189,409 I can't stay awake. I sleep for 12 hours straight. I get up for an hour. Then I need to sleep again. This is my life for the last year. Something is wrong.



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189,408 406:  I'm the same way the last couple of years.  I'm on the go all week with work etc. that by the time the weekend comes I'm so happy I can stay home.  I love being home. I love days off when husband works.  Right now he went out for a couple of hours and the alone time is thrilling to me. LOL!

When I was young you couldn't keep me in the house.

I think life is overwhelming and I don't feel like I'm missing anything anymore.  I don't feel depressed or anything like that, but I have a little anxiety now and then.  Otherwise, I'm good.

50/F



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189,407 #405 I agree with you totally. I am so burned out with all these different groups  that are protesting and spreading hate and everything under the sun, it means nothing to me at all. I tune them out.

How about helping people in need to bring attention to your group and then I'll pay attention to your needs.



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189,406 I'm not sure what's happened to me, but, I no longer want to go anywhere or do anything. I'm happier in my sweats at home. I used to love to go to football games. Now it doesn't even appeal to me. I find excuses to get out of going. My husband goes everywhere without me and I'm fine with that. Have I become Antisocial? I just simply love being home, and in some instances I get so excited when I know I'll be home by myself for a while. I haven't always been this way. I'm not sure what happened

F/41



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189,405 Here's the thing if I was on charge on leading a group , protest , I would do something positive/productive to get people's attentions.  For example instead of gathering to protest other protesters ( I'm talking about you antifa) I would gather all my people and tell them to meet at a shelter and bring donations , same with (BLM, or other group) how about organizing the group to donate books , blood or help serving meals to the homeless while wearing a (BLM) , maybe people will say oh these people seem nice and caring let's just listen to what they have to say .  Imagine all the good publicity you'll get .  Same goes to the while nationalist , instead of marching to tell people " you are better than them" because of your color , do something nice .



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189,404 I secretly look at people who smoke as weak, gross, smelly, trash. Cigarettes stink so badly, and the fact you can't quit makes you a weak fuck. I don't feel sorry for those who are in their 60s and have chronic breathing issues, because you did it to your damn self.



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189,403 Rain falls harder with every keystroke.. as though to protest my curve away from hope.. my love lies disappointed with my numb body.. my love for her stronger than my desire to be carefree.. with someone more like me.. who I would soon see I only wish were more like she.. flawed and unknowing that all I long for is my heart to be found made a home that the home desired be a shared heartbeat..could she hold in higher regard if she does or could see the gratitude for her to know I love her in any moment.. forever.. Never known this of another.. if you could be happy with me.. somehow know me know my honesty.. not for me to love you more.. just to be more at peace.. with my heart finding home in your knowing.. I seek acceptance not only bliss.. And fuck the fruitcake doctor for numbing the cells you try to kiss.. it was always most important to me to respect the mind i love to know your soul in my mind.. whatever may at times not, and may never be depended on in my body.. or my work or my life.. wants to just know you on the other side.. feel you in my mind when not beneath.. would be more peace than i expect.. and will seek until death do us part



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189,402 A few years ago some another couple went to Vegas with my wife and I.  We stayed at the MGM and in the daytime hung out at the lazy river, drinking, relaxing and having fun.  I was about 48.

We are parked off to the side, out of the main body of the river and my wife's friend says to all the women that pass, it is my friend's birthday and he loves tits.  I must have been flashes 100 times that day.  I felt like the luckiest man alive.

Good times.



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