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189,699 Yesterday, I walked by the interview room and saw you there with the HR person. Actually heard your voice before I saw you and knew right away who you were.  I walked on and you did not see me.  Ten years ago you and your 2 friends were merciless with me at a summer July 4th party at Brian's place, one of your friends being Brian's wife. You had your fun for quite a while at my expense since I was unemployed, living at my folks place and working on this “secret” software project for 18 months or so. Borderline creepy you all called me, and had a laugh. Yea, yeah it was a party and alcohol etc.  However I remembered it all.

That company you interviewed at, that is the what that software project turned into.  I'm not vane enough to have my name on the door, but it is 100% mine.  The top 2 floors is all 56 of us.  bottom two floors all rented out.  Yes, own the building also.

Funny how things can change in life, up or down we all can move.  By the way, you won't be getting the job. Took care of that this morning with HR.



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189,698 I am an upper middle-aged man.  I used to be fat.  Not morbidly obese or grotesque, but quite solidly fat.  I wanted to be in love and have all that goes with it, but I could never hold on to a relationship, no matter how nice, compliant, loving, or sexy I tried to be. Then,  I went on the diet I described here some days ago. I lost the weight and went down to 165 pounds.  People starting hitting on me.  Most were dregs I would never consider dating.  But then, I met the young man who would become my husband.  Just about half my age and gorgeous!  I love him and just about everything about him.  We have a great, loving and secure marriage.  I am finally happy.  But, I cannot help but stop and wonder from time to time, at how if I had not lost that weight, I would not have my husband now.  I doubt he would ever have given me the time of day.  He is not shallow or prejudiced, it's just that fat has never been his preference.  I did not understand this until recently.  It's quite a revelation.  I will do all in my power, and I do know how, to not ever be fat again.  Besides, I feel and look much better.  And no; I have absolutely nothing against fat people; I used to be one.



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189,697 If your wife charges you (in any way) for sex, she's a prostitute.  If my wife ever did that to me, I would say, "No thanks, lady.  If I'm going to pay, I'm going to pay someone who can deliver.  See ya later!"  Then, I'd go somewhere for a few hours just to fuck with her head.  Enough times of this and she'd get on board, or if not, Good Riddance to the tacky ho!



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189,696 That's really no secret.  Everybody picks their noses and eats it.  They just never let you see.  Quite normal, actually.  But most frowned upon.  The world is crammed full of hypocrites.  Now you know.



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189,695 How am I supposed to take a break? My partner is beyond irritating & lately, is always pissed about everything. My roommates are disgusting & I can't handle cleaning up after them. My boss sucks and is just overexploiting my labor. I need a place that I can fully relax and be alone. I can't at my partner's house, can't at my house, can't at work... where can I just be and reset.


Truly thinking about booking a hotel room tonight and just spending the night relaxing away from everybody. What do  other people do?



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189,694 While you are all pointing fingers, I hope you realize that for all intents and purposes, Weinstein is Trump!!!  If you're not outraged at one, you cannot really be outraged at the other.



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189,693 My boss, the owner of the company, does nothing except sit in the conference room and watch TV. He sells nothing, manages nobody and literally repels customers. But he does pay himself a large salary and uses the company funds like an ATM for cars, sports tickets, etc. It's absolutely infuriating.



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189,692 When I'm overeating, my beard grows in faster. I have to shave more often. I'm thinking my metabolism must be in high gear so the beard grows. I'm going to experiment with this and see if overeating produces more semen and I shoot bigger loads.



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189,691 One time at an old job, I turned out of my parking spot and accidentally hit somebody's car.  My car was fine, but the other car was completely smashed in.  The owner was angry, but didn't do anything about it and just wanted me to go away.  Later, I realized he didn't do anything because he wasn't paying insurance.



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189,690 It has been three weeks since the hurricane hit Puerto Rico. Only 10% of the people have electricity and running water. But 33% now have their cell service working. Ah, the important things in life. Forget electricity and water, people and their cell phones are priority #1!



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189,689 I LOVE THE SMELL OF MY BOOB SWEAT



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189,688 Just stop bashing.... Liberals, conservatives, right-wing, left-wing, stop the rhetoric. Yes Weinstein is a shit, and some democrats took money from him. Well many skumbags on the right gave money that the right took and so it continues. Time for this country to stop this petty bickering and get down to saving our citizens lives. Politicians, quit being fucking assholes, help your electors and do what you have vowed to do, be a public servant, not a public nightmare.



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189,687 The liberals like the Clinton's,the Obama's as well as the so called Hollywood elite loved Weinstein as long as he filled their coffers.They all knew about him being a predator but it was just fine:-"We are all so open minded".
When Trump talked about it. the moral judgement from the left was unbelievable. They were holier than thou as they have never heard the word "pussy before. Now it is a badge of honor that Weinstein molested you! Paltrow and Jolie now jumped up and accused him getting in line as well.Sharon Stone and Glen Close also knew but keep their mouth shut! Streep told the world how bad Trump was but she knew about Weinstein for years but because she did not want to loose money- she also kept her mouth shut.Screw the women who had to pay the prize for being abused! The left were just as "tolerant "towards Roman Polanski that had sex with a 14 year old girl and gave him a standing ovation at the Oscars. Keep your mouth shut on moral issues You are a bunch of two faced monsters that only care about women, blacks and gays when it suits you.We all knew it but hear you are proving it to the world.Hillary berated her husbands accusers as whores like she called the American people a bunch of Nazis!Thanks for showing us what liberals are all about -once again!



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189,686 I had a girlfriend who had a lactation fantasy.  She took herbs and was stimulating her nipples whenever she could.
Her job changed and she moved before her milk came in.  I wish I had had a chance to try some.



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189,685 She constantly disappoints me.



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189,684 I don't wanna be the side piece. If you wanna fuck me, break up with her.  She fucked up on u already, ur giving her another chance so either stay with that or dump the chick.



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189,683 If I love him still (and  I do), then I owe it to him to go on and be happy by making myself happy. Time to take better care of myself. Time to respect myself and not let new guy hurt me in various ways. Time to participate more in life, look better, feel better, have fun (MY legal and growth producing kind of fun).  I'll be a good wife to new guy, but not let him get to me because I know someone out there really loved me and I suspect he does still - thus the distance.

In any case, taking care of Me just because I am valuable as mother of his child and someone who is part of his long history. I had more of him than any woman deserves to. There is no getting around the fact that it is unlikely that I will ever meet anyone as near perfect (and it is not just my opinion). I always felt inferior to him because he never let show the dew flaws he had.

But nevermind.  I will take care of myself with the guy I have, who is kind of a jackass - damaged goods - but maybe can work. I've no heart for searching further.  Just prepare for a good finish to a life that was variable.

My fault, darling. But enjoy the next changes! And marvel that it was because of you all along. Just like the song. Be happy!



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189,682 Now the "A" lister whores have grown a backbone and spoken up.  

Wow, how hypocritical.   You are part of the machine and now a crisis of consciousness????

Sad.



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189,681 I'm sure it happens in many places that many people trust or are not aware of like bars bathrooms, store bathrooms, tanning bed booths etc..  With today's technology and cameras and microphones getting smaller , it's very easy to set them out without looking suspicious, not to be paranoid but there are a lot of perverts out there.



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189,680 Oh great, now word comes out that airbnb hosts have been secretly hiding pinhole video cameras in the rooms of guests. Recordings were made of guests being naked and having sex. I have stayed at half a dozen airbnb places. I won't do so again. No place is safe anymore except your own home.



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189,679 As a guy I could never wear a speedo bathing suit. Everyone could see the bulge of my private parts. Way too revealing. I don't understand how women wear tight blouses. I can see the entire shape of your boobs. Aren't you embarrassed?



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189,678 There is almost no bigger sign of trash than people who let their pets get pregnant or impregnate other animals over and over. Garbage.



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189,677 My secret? I love the way my puss puss smells after several days of not bathing. It's probably putrid to anyone else, but I love it. I also love to run my finger in my belly button and smell it too. Wow the smells a human body can emit.



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189,676 HAHAHAHA! In an argument, my wife said, "Well, I've been fucking someone at the gym!!"  To which I said, well, I've been fucking your best friend, and your sister!



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189,675 I'm looking forward to the next Oscars where I'm sure Hollywood will come out in force to skewer Harvey Weinstein, just like they did to Trump last year.  

Yeah right, like that's gonna happen...........



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189,674 ... and then there was the time I looked up and got bird poop in my mouth....



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189,673 Weinstein gets accused of rape. Bill Cosby gets accused of rape.

Only one gets arrested and put on trial.

You take a guess, was it the white man or the black man?



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189,672 668 made me cry.



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189,671 My teenage son called me from a parking lot saying he backed his car into another parked car and what should he do.  I thought about it for a second and all the dents in my car from people hitting me and leaving the scene. I asked if anyone saw him do it. He said no. I told him to get in his car and drive away. I've become one of those people.



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189,670 I have a weird relationship with death. I was introduced to it very early in life, and the way I've handled it since then has been strange, for a few reasons.

Firstly, my mother died when I was a child. This happened a few months before 9/11. I was so numb by that point that I didn't really care that so many people had died. My world was already gone. Selfish, I know, but I was a child. Because of that timing, I feel indifferent when anyone talks about 9/11. It just never had the chance to make an emotional impact on me.

When I was a teenager, I started showing signs of Major Depressive Disorder. I don't like saying "Depression," because that word, in my opinion, is overused and more akin to a temporary depression than a mental condition. Due to experiencing this for the last decade, I've spent an obsessive amount of time thinking about death. It was a constant dance between wanting to live, wanting to die, and knowing that no matter what I wanted that I would die eventually anyway.

Still as a teen, my friend did a guided meditation session with me like her therapist had done with her, because my parents didn't believe in therapy as a solution to "growing pains."

During this meditation I met an entity, known only as The Guy, who was basically the Grim Reaper with my heart in his rib cage. I found him in an abandoned church, and though he was territorial (of MY fucking head space, can you believe) when I first met him, he ended up guiding me and protecting me from the evil entity, known as The Doctor. There's a whole story behind that that I won't get into now.

Still, I thought it was funny that my spirit guide was a common depiction of Death, and my antagonist was someone who preserves Life. I don't know why it worked out that way.

Through all these experiences, I learned to come to terms with death. I was shown very early that it could happen to anyone, no matter how much you love them. I came to grips with wanting to kill myself, many times, and finally decided that what I wanted was to LIVE, not to die. And for some reason, there's a stereotypical depiction of Death waiting in my head for me to come home.

It just gets a bit awkward when someone mentions that someone has died, because usually it doesn't impact me at all. Death is a natural part of life, and sometimes when people die there is no reason why, much less a good one. I understand that grief is natural, and I don't discourage anyone from feeling it. All we can really do is move on. But it's certainly inappropriate to say that to someone, and my tone often betrays my lack of emotion on the subject when I try to be comforting



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189,669 It's 8 o'clock in the morning and I'm drinking a large can of malt liquor while devouring a box of donuts and watching a movie. I'm going to fully enjoy my day off!



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189,668 I had no bachelor party because I have no male friends, or female friends for that matter. I've always pretty much been a loner. I lived alone. I worked alone. I don't keep in contact with my family. I met one woman. We decided to get married. She had friends. There were 38 people at our wedding. They were all there for her. We said the church was small so guests were instructed to sit on both sides of the aisle. It was really to cover up the fact that I had no guests. My side of that aisle would have been empty. As long as I'm spilling my guts, you know why she married me? This woman with 38 guests? Because she was over 30 and no other guy had asked. Her choices were to be a spinster or to marry a loner. Why did no guy ever ask to marry her, or date her for that matter? Because there is something off in her personality. The 38 guests at the wedding were really 38 of her extended family members. She has a large close knit family. She has many married siblings and nieces and nephews and aunts and uncles and cousins. Her Maid of Honor was a friend from high school. What does that tell you? She hadn't made any friends in the 20 years since high school. The thing is, I was a loner by choice. She was a loner because her personality was "different". Ha, as if I have any right to judge. We were two misfits getting married. She married me so she could say she was married and pretend to be like everyone else. I married her because it meant I could have a sex with a woman instead of my hand. Honestly I prolly could have stayed a loner and she could have fulfilled her destiny as an odd spinster and life would have gone on. But we stay married because why? You could say it's because we have nothing else. Maybe it was true at first. But it's been over 10 years and you know what? I like that she is around. I like that she gives me a cupcake on my birthday. I like how she laughs at my tired jokes. I like that she straightens my tie.  In return I tell her she looks nice in her red dress. She does look nice. I like the brownies she bakes, the ones with the nuts, and I tell her and she smiles. I like how she puts her head on my shoulder when we watch tv. I like opening the car door for her. I like when we hold hands. She is my friend. Yes me, I have a friend and she is my wife. I hear about these other marriages. You know what I think? You all have such high expectations. Too high expectations. You want your wives to be beautiful and your husbands to be rich. You want to be the royal couple at the ball. If something isn't exactly to your liking, you take it out on each other. You expect perfection and get angry when it doesn't happen. This is the opposite of me and my wife. We expected so little from each other. Which meant getting a simple cupcake on my birthday became an unexpected treat, which is the best kind of all. If you expect nothing, there is nothing but upside. My wife, my friend, has become the cupcake. She is my unexpected treat.



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189,667 Sex with my wife is so rare it has become my #1 masterbation fantasy.



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189,666 my secret; i pick my nose and eat it

f/31



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189,665 no one, especially exes, knows you more than yourself, your memories, but yes work to be what you are, don't depend on others if you have no one but yourself, if you have bootstraps, some don't, so be grateful, i luckily don't have children yet... yes psychiatry parents others took more than they gave, they felt justified, mistook their pride for caring, whatever, they're pretty simple minded, haven't seen the shit they are given many excuses to just think, oh my poor little fruitcake, not enough pink and green little blobs of jelly in her.. in a way actually yes i am grateful. to psychiatry for initially giving me a chance to face my own traumas and quickly get off the support.. of course they would think what i saw the night in that shelter was a delusion.. it's sad really.. i know myself more now.. if i can learn one thing it's to be more private.. it's hard



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189,663 It's your job to raise your children. Not your fucken moms, it's your job to be working for your own things, not the government's or your parents job. Stop treating him like a child. Mother your children not your boyfriend. I never (s)mothered him. Your parent's aren't backwards. You are.
Lucky I don't call welfare on your ass to have kids taken away do to your guys coke problem.  

-Ex



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189,662 I hate when boys post as girls or girls post like dumbasses. like maybe if you cared more about what was in her heart and mind you wouldn't have to be posting as her to remind yourself of when she was on your incredible appendage. lost people don't believe in themselves and get into shitty situations. I am a dumbass too.. I thought here pictures doesn't mean a man will see it and think this belongs to him. i knew better but i just didn't care enough.



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189,661 my mom and dad are selfish and blind. brainwashed and backwards. psychiatry privacy policies protect no one but themselves.. hackers can do whatever they want if you don't have deep freeze and most importantly a manual monitor.. maybe my dad will send me the money after I order a cpl programs I need and a new phone.. maybe I can sell the paintings I recreated that my mom disposed of.. has nothing to do with wanting them to love me.. cuz I "don't" love them.. enjoy your retirement funds.. ill make this $600 go as far as I can to additional things I need that I shouldn't. again like manual monitor and deep freeze program



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189,660 I'm suing Walmart for 100000000000000000000000000000 because they sold me a voice recorder that can't transfer files. my dad was all like hmm maybe good cuz then u can't transfer files. hmm in order to have a good relationship like me you should talk to your doctor.. they are all so brainwashed and backwards. probably sharing info with the people hacking me... even my mom talks to my ex stalker and told him where she thinks I live... he spat in my eye pissed all over my shit I had to run around scrounging coins to save the apartment for the person I left it with he even blamed me for being homeless when I gave up the apartment to him which he didn't pay just wanted as bait cuz that's all I wanted a place to live.. so I would go back and he'd be yelling at me from the bushes. my dad told me it was probably the mailman. I know myself what goes on and thanks psychiatry for giving everyone in reality an excuse to not believe in eachother.. but easy jobs to study and get paid to exploit and create privacy policies protecting themselves from it



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189,659 I hate you but god I miss fucking you. Seriously, you were terrible, you would have ended up killing me if I had stayed, I can't ever go back. But damn your cock was amazing. So big and hard. When you put it in me i could feel it in my stomach. Your lips tasted so good and you kissed me hungrily. I loved sitting on your cock and just grinding my hips back and forth and my eyes would be rolled back. Your skin felt so good. Your body was so sexy. Too bad you were hitting me ugh



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189,658 my mom doesn't make me depressed. my dad doesn't make me depressed. they make me ashamed and hopeful to be able to give someone what they never gave me. which isn't money but honesty and belief in self and support I do hope to save a few thousands once I check if ebay is connected properly to my bank.. my new painting is earth with trees trying to be the hologram but becoming mars and meteors and craters.. the second is the hollow shell head sandcastle person still needs sandcastle effect and ladder bringing soulmate to chest drawer. this time there is trying to be nebulous coming out of shell head both need work.



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189,657 so I guess this is now an unrecognized device thanks to hacking oh boy so much this site can help me with by posting NOT



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189,656 my mom didn't want me to finish my paintings but I recreated almost one of the ones she threw out intended for my soulmate. I only talk to her to remind her she sucks ass and balls and should send me $40.. she put all our child support into retirement fund and also denied $3 which would have won me the lottery.. but I spent it on groceries and smokes that morning cuz the first station I went to for lottery was being repaired or something they said they didn't do lottery but it was there after. a dark haired woman took my dream numbers later that night. all I needed to do was not lay down defeated and ask the right person for $3 or simply not spend it.. I was too doubtful. but it was carving them into a field left to right the numbers in the dream I mean and then seeing a dancing mechanical clown



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189,655 Eddie Hazel is my spirit animal



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189,654 My hubby, kids and I live in NYC- we both work in entertainment and make decent money (we are not actors so it's not crazy $). I'm so done- my secret I want to up and move to any "island" and I don't care what job I have to do- I would be so thankful to clean toilets, pick up the mess on beaches, anything, any job except this. I want to ditch this life and live by the ocean without paying thousands a month and be miserable, exhausted and done doing it.



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189,653 One reason  for staying married is that all of your family was at the wedding and they become part of your spouse's family.
Then there is this part of you that continually wants to know what life will be like for you and your partner 15 years from now, 30 years, etc.
Should your marriage end abruptly, you may feel like you've survived an emotional amputation. The family and friends disappear. The future you once ruminated upon becomes a nuisance as you try to go on about your life.
But life goes on.



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189,652 638...she could possibly be a narcissist. .divorce her ass there's no hope for that kind of people and it sounds like you've been in her discard stage for years now. Poor guy.



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189,651 On Sunday I turned the TV on and they were having a marathon of "Let's Make a Deal," the old ones with Monty Hall. I was watching for about 10 minutes when I realized I had a huge smile on my face. I can't remember the last time watching something on TV made me happy. Thank you Monty. RIP.



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189,650 My sister in law had a heart attack the other day. I didn't see that coming. She's 40 something and in great shape. She doesn't smoke. She has a glass of wine now and then. She's a good decent person. Enjoy life while you can people.



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189,649 I wish my neighbor would fuck me. We flirt sometimes and tease, but lately I've just been so out of it that I can barely hold a conversation with anyone, so I've been avoiding her because I know I'm not in a good place. But still, given the chance, I wouldn't mind escaping from this timeless Hell for a little fun. I just wish she'd give me some kind of signal, like a big sign with that says “DO ME”

That would be great.



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189,648 Some people are crazy, I was leaving the theater this afternoon with my best friend when this lady pulled her car by us , roll up her window and ask us if we belong to a church? Like , seriously who does that , we both said no , and the then she continued talking nonsense, that she was new on town and didn't know anybody , we just continue walking towards our cars then she ask us for money , we just ignored and got into our cars .  She then got upset , flip us 😂😂, and speed up on her car.   I feel kind bad but the way she was acting and talking gave me the creeps and her eyes look as if she was on something.



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189,647 I don't get why some people stay married.



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189,646 Both, dude. Or ma'am. What the hell?! Pull up your pants or skirt and take care of business. This is your kick in the ass. You need it! Fix your life. You're driving the bus! Somebody is disrespecting you? There are probably doors and windows to climb out of. I know it's not easy. I've been there myself but ain't nobody gonna save you but you. Don't wait for a savior. It's you. You. Do it now. Run and fix your wig later.



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189,645 My girlfriend's friends never liked me. It's one of the major reasons I broke up with my girlfriend. I hated the constant snipiness from the friends. I don't know what I did to deserve the abuse. I never insulted them or hate on them at all. I suspect it was jealousy or rivalry on their part. They saw me as competition. I was taking their friend away from them. Childish. My girlfriend was caught in the middle. Now everyone is unhappy. Satisfied?



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189,644 Curious, do you think the golf club wife goes too far? Or is it always the husband who is at fault?



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189,643 Ok. I'm out. Enough of this. I'll pretend it doesn't happen and that no one thinks like this. Everyday I read this and everyday I'm sadder about the human condition. Gross. Ban me. I'm done.i love my partner. I love my neighbors of every size and color and orientation and gender. I just can't take it anymore so good luck to the rest of you. I've pulled up the gangplank to my boat for all but the kind and open minded and generously loving. Good luck and God bless.



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189,642 DOMESTIC VIOLENCE IS REAL. THREATS OF VIOLENCE SHOULD BE AGAINST THE RULES ON THIS SITE. THAT IS DISGUSTING. YOU DONT OWN WOMEN.



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189,641 In some instances, a husband should be allowed to beat the wife.... like beat her to a fucking pulp and then stray dogs should be allowed to piss in her face. Then her still living, yet damaged body should be dumped in the pond at a golf course so the gators can finish her off, while she screams in pain. Just a suggestion. And dude, at the very least, you need to grow some balls and leave her sorry ass.



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189,640 The fire chief in my town must weigh 500 pounds. Nothing against the guy. But come on, there is no way he could run into a burning house. He'd collapse and die. I'm told there are physical fitness requirements to be a firefighter, but the mayor looks the other way.  Bending the rules to help his friend. The sad part, bending that rules is going end up getting the fire chief killed by heart attack. Some friend the mayor is!



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189,639 You should take a golf club and shove it up her spoiled ass.



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189,638 Yesterday morning I suggested sexual activity with my wife. There was no enthusiastic response on her part. There never is. We've been married for 6 years and she has never once suggested sex. I pointed this out. She came back at me saying she'd be more motivated if I did things for her. Excuse me? I do things for her all the time. It's sad how much I do for her and she does nothing for me.

She offered up that if I cleaned her golf clubs she'd have sex with me. ?????????????  Acts of love making are now dependent on me cleaning her golf clubs?  This is hardly the topic of Shakespeare sonnets. This is what marriage means to her though. She uses sex to get something she wants. I'm sure it amuses her too to get me to grovel and do some menial chore for her. She knows I am a very desperate man. She made me that way. I took a marriage vow not to cheat. So I have never cheated. I want and need the sex though.

So I'm embarrassed to say I got out a bucket of soapy water and a cloth and I cleaned her golf clubs. I know, I'm pathetic. It gets worse though. Cleaning her clubs took me two hours. By then it was noon. She said she couldn't have sex right then because she actually had a date to play golf with her friends. Off she went, promising we'll have sex at 4 o'clock when she gets back.

At 4 o'clock, no wife. They stayed at the golf place to have drinks. Then they stayed for dinner. She finally came home at about 10 o'clock in the evening. She was tipsy and sleepy eyed and went straight to bed.

It's so typical of her. I'm not sure how she lives with herself. Doesn't she have a conscious? Doesn't she ever feel guilty about the way she treats me or the promises she makes and breaks?

I hate her. But I think I hate myself more for putting up with it.



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189,637 I used to drink. I used to do drugs. I also used to get panic attacks.  Normally I can deal with the panic attacks. It's never good, but if I freak because I'm getting on a plane or I have to talk to a large crowd of people or whatever, I know the panic will pass in a minute. I can get through it. But one night I was drunk out of my head and I had a panic about what the alcohol was doing to my brain. It wouldn't stop after a minute though. I was still drunk for the next few hours. It was the most awful feeling to be in panic mode for so long. I couldn't control the situation. Drunk is drunk. I had to wait it out. It was the last time I ever drank or did drugs. I learned my lesson that the downside could feel much worse than the upside.  I was an instant teetotaler. I've been free from any substances for I don't know how long, but 20 years or so. I don't recommend a panic attack as a way for everyone to give up drinking and drugs, but it worked for me.



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189,636 Note to self, some marriages can't be fixed. You need to stop trying and move on with your life.



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189,635 I'm so high



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189,634 I sat down and figured it all out this past weekend.  This is why the government doesn't work.  Elected officials are too beholden to their campaign contributors and must pay back the gifts given after elected.  Naturally, if you give someone a lot of money, you are going to want something in return.  The result is a faulted and failed system.  

We should change it this way:  WE, the taxpayers; American citizens should be the ones paying for all campaigns.  The money needs to come from taxes to pay for speeches and advertisements equally to all concerned.  Yes it is expensive, but without everyone trying to out-buy everyone, it will be infinitely better.  And after the elections are over, no one owes anyone ANYTHING!!!  No favors to repay and no asses to kiss.  Elected officials can get down to the real work and cut the bull!!!  Think about it, please.



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189,633 I don't like him but I keep letting him take me out until something better comes along.



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189,632 Last weekend my buddy drunkenly  sent me a topless pic of his wife. Now my arm hurts.



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189,631 My children know the rule: On Saturday mornings they are not allowed in the playroom. They must play outside or if it is raining they must read in their rooms. They think this is some societal law where children across the country cannot be in a playroom on a Saturday morning. In reality, my husband's and my bedroom is located directly above the playroom. On Saturday mornings my husband and I reconnect. We wipe the slate clean of a week's worth of frustrations by fucking our brains out. I don't want to risk my children being in the playroom and hearing us. So they are banished. They have no idea this is why.



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189,630 553...LOL, you funny soccer mum. As a black man maybe I shouldn't find that humorous but I can't stop laughing...lol
I wonder how your husband responded....lol



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189,629 OMG the guns -the guns -the guns!!!
Sick people and criminals are the problem -not guns!
Needing your government to take care of you again? Grow up and stop looking at big  government to be big daddy! The strictest gun laws in the country are in Chicago -and they are still being murdered by the dozens every day.



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189,628 I love the days when i feel normal. I can look at my stressors knowing i can take care of them. I make good decisions with food, money, and time management. My work gets done faster because I'm not distracted by anxious thoughts. I feel a glow of appreciation when i think about my friends, even though we're all busy and don't see one another very often. Everything just feels normal. Thank God for days like these, as they're few ans far between



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189,627 There is actually plenty we can do about gun violence in  America. I have identified four main areas where we can do something. The first is to get used to it. Since the NRA won't let anyone try to fix the problem we simply have to shrug it off. Second, we can send a nice card with a sad Snoopy on the cover to the victim's family. I am sure that will help alot.Next we MUST demand that when the Republican congress that makes silencers legal, armor piercing ammo legal and lets the mentally ill get gut guns is giving 60 seconds of silence for the victims that they get the FULL 60 seconds. After all, when you're complicit in the deaths of all these people the least you can do is give them a full 60 seconds of medidation since you will forget them right afterwards when you're making it easier to get even more dangerous weapons. The last and most important thing you can do is feel grateful is wasn't you or someone you love who got shot. This time.



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189,626 Very few musicians ever evolve past the rhythm that's in their heads.  I've been a musician for 30 years and am still playing the same stuff.  Successful musicians learn to reinvent their music styles.  Eric Clapton, for example, went from blues to rock to country/pop in the ྂs, then back to rock and then to acoustic to blues again.  But first you have to get successful enough for people to even care that you're reinventing yourself.  It's not worth the effort otherwise.



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189,625 It used to be people got their opinions from the media, now its reversed. Think about the big journalistic names from the past.. Sevareid, Cronkite, Murrow. These guys were real journalists and would never be "fake newsmen" These guys were looked up to, as the media was looked up to. In the day, if someone like Trump would have called Edward R Murrow a fake newsman, this whole country would jump his ass, but the media of today, well, name me someone who actually has integrity in reporting, who actually checked, rechecked and rechecked again sources and facts BEFORE reporting.... not anymore.



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189,624 I married a musician who's music stopped evolving shortly after we married. 20 years later and it's still the same shit. I hate his music now but I'd never tell him. Our local music scene has pretty much given up on him too.



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189,623 My ex-boyfriend and I never used to fight. I think we fought like, once. I thought it was so great. A relationship without arguments! Right on! I thought I was so lucky to have someone who was always so laid back and not quick to anger and was so patient.

He and I broke up because despite all I did to make our relationship work, he became apathetic to me. Not hateful. Not resentful. He truly stopped caring one way or the other about me. When I accidentally overdosed on one of my medications and was extremely sick, he didn't ask what he could do to help me like I did whenever he got sick. Hell, he just assumed I had a cold and would take care of myself. When I finally lost my shit and told him how shitty he was for not "caring" until I told him I had to call poison control, he pretended to care for about one day. Things went back to normal after that.

We were long distance until I moved to be with him. I moved into the apartment he shared with his brother. It was infested with cockroaches, and he didn't care. I screamed that I did not move 4 hours away from everyone I knew to move into an apartment that had roaches that he didn't tell me about. He didn't care after I screamed either. I never scream...

It was after I ended  that relationship that I realized that having an argument-free relationship wasn't always a good thing. It wasn't argument-free because we just got along that well. It was because he didn't give a shit and took it for granted that I'd do all the work to make our relationship work. I don't know if that or constantly arguing is worse. At least if we constantly argued it would have meant that he cared.

I'm dating a much more mature and caring person. Sometimes when I'm annoyed with him, I start thinking things like "I don't know if this is going to last if he keeps doing (fill in the blank.)" It's then that I have to stop and remember that just because we have an argument or he does something to piss me off doesn't mean that the end is nigh for us. I remind myself that it's either something I address with him or that it's just a petty annoyance or I'm in a bad mood and decide to move on from.

That last relationship turned into complete shit, but I like to think it's helped me understand that just because everything seems perfect doesn't mean that it actually is. My boyfriend and I haven't had an argument or disagreement yet, but when we do, I'll be able to keep things in perspective better and know that arguing over small differences and disagreements means that we're actually probably doing just fine.



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189,622 I'm so fucking high right now! Vicodin, malt liquor and marijuana. I don't think I'll make it to work tomorrow. Oh well...



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189,621 I'm married and in love with another man who will never speak to me again. We were never intimate but I fell in love with him. There hasn't been a day in the past two years that I haven't thought about him.



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189,620 I'll always regret that I didn't do more to make you happy at the time. Guess I was too lost in my own head. Still stuck out here hoping you get everything you want out of life.



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189,619 To all of us who are whining about their birthdays for whatever reason (myself included): I'm sure that many, if not all of the folks who got shot and killed recently in Las Vegas, would be glad to trade with us, even if only for one more birthday! So let's shut up already and celebrate that we got to live for another year! Because tomorrow isn't guaranteed for anyone!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!



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189,618 The mountains of drama. I know your plight. If you can be the one to cut loose with a well thought out plan, you won't find yourself flat on your back as the direct result of some wizard-level manipulation.
Effective criminals spend so much of their time and energy towards being good at what they do, (screwing people over) they might as well try to make an honest living.



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189,617 After a year I've finally figured out that my roommate is emotionally manipulative. She has been using her disability as a tool to get people to do what she wants. Her family has pretty much given up on her so I'm all that's left. On more than one occasion she has used the threat of suicide to keep me from finding a new place to live.

What she doesn't know is I've already signed a lease on a new apartment. I'm waiting until the last minute to tell her because I know the shit will hit the fan. It's going to be messy, but my mental health depends on me GETTING OUT NOW.



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189,616 My boyfriend, when we first got together, confessed to me that from an abusive childhood he's had anger issues over the years and finally planned to start going to therapy to work on it. He told me he can be a real asshole to people. He has never at any point in our relationship been mean, rude, or otherwise offensive to me. He's always respectful and affectionate and supportive.

Today I got a glimpse for the first time of exactly what he was telling me about. We were at the drive thru for our favorite coffee shop and I guess they messed up on his drink. When I realized this, I'd already paid so I drove off (thank god I wanted to drive today!) and he shouted "You guys don't fucking listen!" Oh my god, I was mortified. I would never talk to someone like that. It just really blindsided me because he would never in a million years consider speaking to me like that.

I don't know what to think. He's in therapy and I know he's working on it. I'm respectful and polite to everyone unless they really do something awful to me on purpose, and even then I can manage to control myself. Going to have to talk to him about this when he comes back over tonight. If he's going to treat people like this when we're out together, then we are not going anywhere together again until he learns how to appropriately treat others. This shit won't fly with me a second time...



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189,615 I love my rock concerts!  Last night I had the typical puff/puff/pass experience with my single serving friends ... but this one is new - a complete stranger kissed me on the lips!  Music is love.



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189,614 My husband has a fat fetish. He's fat. I'M very attracted to him, but he is NOT conventionally attractive.
I'm fit. And I would only say it like this here because I don't mean to be conceited... but I'm hot, too. I have a very nice body and a pretty face.
But my husband doesn't want to touch me.

Meanwhile, there's an absolutely drop dead gorgeous man falling in love with me who would love a chance. But all I want is my husband.

I'm doomed to a sexless marriage. What did I do to deserve this?



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189,613 Some people workout to get rid of stress , I'm always been an active person my whole life , I gain a lot of weight on my pregnancy , lost most of it in less of a year then I got a foot injury that kept me for putting any weight on my feet for almost a year and I still get flare ups and if I do too much or I wear shoes with no support . It took almost two year to slowly get back to my exercise routine , while I cannot walk or run 40 miles a week like I used to , I try to stay active by lifting weights three times a week, kickboxing and go for small walks around the neighborhood.  It keeps my sanity , exercise and baths are the best way to get rid of stress for me anyways .  Not everyone does things to impress or catch a man/women , some people like myself enjoy working out .



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189,612 I mess the old days when customer service reps spoke english.



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189,611 After Sandy Hook, the schools in my town spent several million dollars to beef up security. They put in cameras everywhere, and bullet proof glass, and special ID card readers that check my driver's license before I can go to a parent teacher conference.

At that time, I raised my hand and pointed out that cameras will not stop bullets, and a serial gunman has a drivers license, so an expensive machine which automatically reads his drivers license won't stop anything.

I also pointed out that even if you make the school bullet proof, a determined gunman will simply shoot up a Saturday afternoon soccer game, or a school bus filled with kids.  You can't seal every access point. It's not possible and foolish to even try.

I was ignored. The schools fired several teachers and used the "savings" to install these silly security measures.

I look at Vegas. I'm sure the casinos went through the same security pains, putting in metal detectors, and guard dogs, and whatnot.

Then what happened? Did it stop the gunman?

Not at all. He went to the 32nd floor and rained bullets down on the crowd.

All this money is being wasted on a false sense of security, whether it's Vegas or your local schools. This is what officials do. They are reactionary morons. They don't take the time to think. They are too busy worrying about the image that they are solving problems, rather than really solving problems.



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189,610 I can see my wife thinking about divorce. She doesn't get it. She's the problem. She's mean, lazy and self-centered. She has the grandiose vision that she will divorce me, find some rich guy, and her life as a princess will finally begin.

But she will still be mean, lazy and self-centered. No guy anywhere will put up with her for very long.

Rather than divorce, if my wife really wanted to be happy, she should look at herself and make changes.

But there's the thing. I'm not sure she wants to be happy. Her life is more interesting when there is drama. It's what she lives for.

I'm sure some people will think I'm only giving one side of the story and I must have contributed to this sour marriage. But not true. I'm an easy going nice guy. That's my contribution to the problem. I enabled her. I allowed her to get away with things for too long. She's a rotten person. I tolerated it. So am I the bad guy here? No. She is.

To any woman thinking of divorce, are you sure your husband is the problem?

BTW, I am the one looking to now divorce my wife. I have seen the light.



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189,609 She's too busy to help clean the house. But she has plenty of time to go out to lunch with a guy she met while running.

A MARRIED WOMAN DOES NOT GO OUT TO LUNCH WITH A GUY SHE JUST MET WHILE RUNNING!!

My wife is out of control. It's like she's laughing at me.

I can't take this anymore. You might read about me in the news.



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189,608 I want a divorce.

I need to say this out loud to my husband and soon.  Time is running out and I just want to be happy.  

F/50



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189,607 I am really dreading my 40th birthday.



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189,606 Some people start working out to thin down, so they can find a spouse. While admirable, I think their energy is wasted. They don't need to be thinner to have people like them. They need a better personality. That's the real problem.  A little overweight, but warm and genuine, is very marriable.  Compared to a beautiful body, but annoying selfish personality, is a definite no-go.

Forget the gym. See a shrink.



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189,605 Never invest in a financial fund. They get hold of your money and skim off the top.



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189,604 Be careful of what you say when you are angry.  Some things can never be forgiven or forgotten.  Even in marriage.



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189,603 I would still buy the earrings just wear them with casual clothes , who cares if people looks at you funny for wearing fancy earrings , my mother loves make up and jewelry too , even though she is in her 60s she still dress nice and doesn't leave the house without wearing make up . I'm more plain Jane when it comes to make up and just throw some bright lipstick but I love wearing dresses and skirts , while sometimes people ask stupid questions like where I'm going so dress up , I don't care the way I see it clothes and jewelry are meant for wearing not hanging on your closet waiting for a special event to wear them .



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189,602 I love makeup and jewelry. The makeup i buy is really nice and my jewelry is affordable but good quality. I kind of enjoy dropping the money on it. I just saw some earrings that I really liked, but they're something you'd wear to a formal occasion. I don't remember the last time I went out and did something social. My boyfriend doesn't like going anywhere so we hang at my place...and I realized, why do I buy this stuff when I never go anywhere except work, home, and the store a few times per week? I wish I had friends and got out more.



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189,601 I know it was you who let virgin mobil know about phone. Its ok ive been to lazy to get a new one but now i will. Oh yeah but just to even up, i wonder what your family will think about the abortion of 09. Also i will be putting videos out. Just gonna let a little time pass on that one



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189,600 You are all about guns, and your rights as Americans- yet you line up like sheep to let your country vaccinate you with unknown things. And the government is STRONGLY defended during the arguments. They've lied to you so they can experiment on the population. But don't touch my guns or Uterus. How fucked up that is when you step back and see.



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