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189,799 I saw a picture of us together. We were with friends at a bar. I was smiling with my head on your shoulder and you did that thing where you tried to hide your smile. I will always, always regret not taking the risk to be with you. My heart is constantly hurting for you and because of the fact that we'll never be together. I miss everything about you. I miss how you could see through the masks and defenses I put up that everyone else thinks are funny and cute, just like I want them to think. I texted you last week and you never replied. I haven't heard from you in a long time. Now I've got all these thoughts that you don't want to talk to me anymore. Damn these 1,000 miles of distance. Damn each and every one of them that stand between us.

I was listening to She Wants Revenge the other day, and I lost it when I was listening to "Us." I haven't cried that much in a long, long time. The guy I'm dating is great, but he isn't you. I know I have to move on, but it's so hard. I can't let go of the small spark of hope I still have. My sadness fans it just enough to keep it alive.

I wish I knew when this will get better or if it is even going to. This is a lot of regret and anguish to carry with me each day. A part of me will always be reserved for you and the memories of the times where it was just you and me and no one else in this world...I miss you with every fiber of my being. I will always love you.


"Take a walk through the past, you and I hand in hand
As we looked at this thing called us..."



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189,798 My cat died today. She was almost 14 years old so it was her time to go. I'm so sad right now and I miss her so much. But the best thing about a cat's death is I get to adopt a new cat. I'm going to the shelter on Monday. 😺



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189,797 The world is so sad. So much hate, so much unhappiness and greed. I just want to die when I look at it all.



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189,796 I am 39 y/o and still a Bachelor, meaning single.  I never had a girlfriend.  This is a secret, why?  Because if I tell anybody this, I will be branded a weirdo, a sexual deviant, a psycho, etc., etc., etc.  
Now that I look thru my life, even as a kid, I recall thinking that marrying was the last thing I wanted to do.  I would see my parents, this was when I was a kid, and think how two people could support living with each other?  Nowadays, I still think basically the same.  I am not in a hurry to get married.  I also see this beautiful girl, at work, and wanting to fuck the brains out of her.  BUT, not getting married.



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189,795 I don't understand why I'm not allowed to enjoy happiness. Every time something good happens to me, something bad happens. It's been going on hardcore for the last few years. Get a good job then start house hunting then get laid off, then go on my dream vacation only to find out that my husband is leaving his job for a lesser paying job so no house, h s happy, brain problems, then baby, now problems with my brain and face. Now we're searching for a house again, not only can we afford nothing now ! His mother that cunt fuck bitch is always starting trouble . And he has he balls to say it's always me! Really you fucking asshole! Life's pretty good for you right now. No trigeminal neuralgia for you or psuedotumor. You have a nice clean apartment and a great baby because of me not you CUNT of a mother. I sat here on the couch crying my eyes out just now because I feel like we can never get ahead and he just sat there ignoring me. Like the cold hearted Baastarfd he is. There's days where I look at him and I don't even know why. He is cold towards me especially recently and it's sad: he ignores me to no end unless he wants to fuck me then he's up my ass. My secret is that it's so hard to be happy, and I wish I knew why. I feel like I'm unappreciated . I'm sad and  tired



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189,794 A person close to me is dying, so I went to buy cheap funeral clothes, only to get laughed at by several people.



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189,793 I do so much to help others and no one even says thank you.



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189,792 My wife's idea of cleaning the toilet is to put the seat cover down. Actually scrubbing the toilet bowl, no way. She won't do it. She leaves that for me. I clean everything. She does nothing. It's unfair. She's so fuking lazy and a disgusting pig too. Civilized humans don't pretend to clean by putting down the seat cover. That's gross. I married a foul pig.



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189,791 I run in races. I'd say in about half the events the scoring is screwed up. I don't understand how the people organizing these things get it wrong so often. It's simple. Every runner wears a chip. This is standard today. The computer notes the end time and the start time. Subtract. Sort. Post. Done.

But no, in half the races something goes wrong. I've seen results saying the winner ran 4 minute miles for 13 miles. I don't think so. I also placed 3rd in a race. I was so proud. But the results were screwed up and they announced someone else as being in 3rd. I went to the them afterwards and showed my time was lower. They said oops and they will send me a mug in the mail (which they never did). But it was my one time to get applause and it never happened because they fucked up.

I love running. But the people who organize these races are morons.



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189,790 I'm still holding onto the dream of having a storybook, movie romance that ends happily.

I'm hopeless, I guess.



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189,789 786.

So very true!



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189,788 I'm pretty sure my 18 year old son will never be anything other than a bachelor. He has never had a girlfriend, and goes nowhere other than to his college classes four days a week. He's shy and very hard on himself. He's basically a genius and has a wonderful heart. He would make such a good boyfriend and eventually husband and dad. I'm just afraid that it'll never happen. He won't even go out to the movies with his friends or anything the other kids his age are doing. It breaks my heart to see him do nothing except watch Netflix on weekend nights.



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189,787 The next time I see you I'm asking if you want to come over for a drink. I'm gonna shoot my shot.



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189,786 Anal sex is fantastic! But I personally need a lot of time. First he gets me all excited and fucks me regular. Then after I cum a few times and I am completely soaking wet we use that to our advantage for anal. You don't need "fake" lube from a bottle if you get the girl excited enough. My husband just uses my wetness and we go from there. It is amazing!
F/39/together for 11 years.



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189,785 I've had anal with two guys ever, two of my exes.  The first one, he had a big dick, long and thick, and it hurt but it was good too.  He came kinda fast, I liked knowing i made him cum with my asshole and he could just shoot his cum in there.  My next ex boyfriend, he took forever to cum, with regular sex really, but in the ass he still took a long time.  And it was always a problem, he'd put it in, then he said it didn't feel right so he'd have to take it out and put it in again, repeatedly, and that shit hurts, plus he had a bad attitude about it.  So i didn't like it with him. It's a man's job to get you ready for that, sweet talk her, dirty talk her, lick her ass, lube her up, have a good attitude, most of it is mental.



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189,784 My wife's sister is a good egg. She's very easy going and pleasant. She reminds me of...... me.

My wife on the other hand is a pain in the butt. She's always stirring things up. She torments me just to torment me. Passive aggressive to the max. She reminds me of my brother in law. I hear the stories how he is always giving my wife's sister a hard time.

My epiphany: I married the wrong sister. If I had instead married my wife's sister, we would have an easy going respectful warm union. My wife could have married her brother in law and they would have been going after each other's throats and enjoying the process no doubt.

Too bad there are no do-overs in life and marriage.



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189,783 I have a girlfriend because she loves anal and swallows.

-M married 18 years to a no anal, no swallow wife



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189,782 My wife refusing to let me do her in the backdoor is a major reason why she's the ex now and why the mistress is now the wife.



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189,781 I had a woman who wanted anal sex once in a while, but I am a bigger guy so she could only handle it once in a while.  I did it for her.  

I could live without anal and be very happy!  A hot, wet pussy is so much better.  Damn!



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189,780 I love when the weather gets cooler because then my hands get a little smaller. They always swell in the summer and I can't comfortably wear some of my rings that I love. Fuck summer. I'll take fall a million times over.



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189,779 I do anal sex on myself with a vibrator when I'm alone so I suppose I must like it. married f.



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189,778 I fell in love with a man. His 25 year old ADULT MARRIED DAUGHTET acts like a fucking jealous lover!!! The cunt even got so mad that she demanded he change my contact name of his phone from baby because he's called her baby since she was a little girl.

I don't know which is worse. Her behavior or his for actually changing my contact on his phone from baby.

I deserve better!



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189,777 I've tried anal sex. I HATED IT! There is nothing pleasurable about feeling like you are taking a shit.

No thank you!

42 year old female



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189,776 I knew I would marry my now-husband the second he said "I hate anal sex." He's a true gem.



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189,775 The very first phone conversation I had , before I met with my current gf got onto the topic of butt sex fairly quick. Her response to that??

"It's a requirement!"  

Lucky me!



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189,774 I hate it when people say "you just don't get it". Yeah because of your dumbass explanation motherfucker. Now explain it correctly.



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189,773 Dig the butt secks also - call me a perv.  50% of women ... and what about those who have hubbies/BFs who pack?  Small/average one thing, blessed, another!

My former BIL's hung and I wonder if my sister ever commanded him?  I do believe in a party scenario I've asked her but she declined...declined to answer the question = answer yes.  Yes?



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189,772 This is a secret forum. If you wants likes, dislikes, hahahha go to Facebook where you can do that. A 11 year follower here.... Will always love Cavecanum for the way it is!!!  Don't change a thing.



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189,771 I wish there was a "like" button for these comments. Some are freaking hilarious!!!

So maybe:

A HAHAHAHAHA button
A OMG your a freak button
A You can not be serious button

What say you - What buttons would you want?



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189,770 The best advice about marriage came from my grandmother. She used to say, "Pick someone who is good to you, and who you get along with. You'll learn to love him later."

So I did, and I did, and 27 years later we are still very happily married.



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189,769 My last boss was fired over sexual harassment charges.  No one saw it coming.  Now my female colleagues still want to hang out on weekends and have lunch together.  Hell to the no.  So many things are hush-hush but as far as I can tell, the old boss hugged people too much.  I'm not risking my career and reputation by having any type of friendship with women at work.  Not worth it at all.



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189,768 I want to die everyday.



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189,766 It's fucking disgusting when you have no problem that your kid sleeps in his school clothes, wakes up and rolls into class. Your kid fucking smells. TEACH BASIC PERSONAL HYGIENE YOU STUPID PARENTS



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189,765 Ever notice how the most extreme special needs kids' parents have loads of money? The doctors notice that too. This country is being overmedicated and way too early. There's a reason why we're all getting stupider.  Keep vaccinating and giving your kids adult psych meds as their brains haven't still fully developed. You are playing into the USA government run state trap. RESIST



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189,764 I find Indian women to be beautiful, the most beautiful on the planet. They also have warm personalities. I have never met a bitchy Indian woman. If I had it to do over again, I would marry an Indian woman.



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189,763 You have to admit, the Weinstein story is amazing. Hollywood mercilessly bashed Trump for making his pussy comment. Yet Hollywood itself is filled to the brim with sex scandals, including groping, rape, lewdness and the general mistreatment of women.

When you look closely, the Trump comment was arrogant macho talk. Nothing more. No woman has come forward to say Trump actually grabbed her pussy.

But with Weinstein, how many dozens have come forward, with more and more speaking up each day.

Hollywood was outraged by Trump talking about pussy, yet Hollywood has been grabbing at pussy all along.

AND... so many in that industry seemed to know what was going on and did nothing to stop it. They allowed young women to be led into the lion's den.  But they want us to think they are a bunch of kindhearted do-gooders who speak up for women???????????

Ha, the truth has been revealed!



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189,762 I had a lot of anal with my highschool boyfriend. A LOT. It was pretty much my idea. Once I discovered anal porn, it was game over. I had anal with a couple more guys later on in college, but by the time I hit my mid 20s, it lost its pleasure. I honestly don't know why. Even with lube, even when I really wanted it, it started to hurt so I would stop. I'm almost 30, and while my partner and I have tried it a couple times, I just don't do anal anymore. I still get off to anal porn, though. So fucking hot.



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189,761 Surveys say half the women out there have had anal sex. I look at my friends and try to figure out who did it and hasn't (yet).



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189,760 Believe me, teachers know students are cheating on tests, but if the students get high grades, the parents are happy. If the parents are happy, then the teacher has job security. Job security is good. It's a messed up system, but I don't care.



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189,759 Why is it acceptable for black people to call each other the N word?



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189,758 people always find a way to blame women for the bad behavior of men. Men are rarely held accountable



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189,757 Harvey Winestien gave those women work. They knew what he wanted. Who meets a Hollywood producer alone in his hotel room? Really? Are women really that stupid? Of course not, they want Fame and fortune, they let the pervert grope.



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189,756 189725, THANK YOU!!! I couldn't agree more! i for one just dont want to try and save the human race anyway. EVERYONE DIES. EVERYONE. and no one wants to talk about it. People get sick and die. There is a reason we have so many cancers and diseases and viruses that dont have cures. Population control. I for one would happily refuse treatment if i was old and knew that prolonging my life would be a drain on everyone. why bother go through that? why bother puttin gyour family through that? you know what? even if i wasn't old i would refuse treatment, fuck that i'm going to die but so is eveyrone else.



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189,755 Honey he didn't break up with nobody over nothing. We're still together. You really still believe his lies over reality? Omg. Feel sorry for you.



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189,754 Why do white people think calling black people 'ni**grs' is still acceptable????



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189,753 Your bf stephen is a pussy and im gonna catch him soon and i wont go easy. Im just gonna wait for opportune time so he dont call the law. Dont think i wont have my revenge. Im gonna lay waste to that faggot



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189,752 I also LOVE picking my nose, I used to eat them until I was 15, don't eat them anymore, BUT I still pick my nose.  I am the only one who picks the nose in my family.  I think my sister also does, but she hides this, she does not want everybody to know.  
I love when my booger is wet,therefore, I can play with it with my two finger until it dries.  

39 y/o - Male



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189,751 699 I would have made sure she was hired. Think how much fun that could have been.



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189,750 736 Cannada and Great Britten say the same thing.



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189,749 740 When I was a kid I lied to my mother alot. She told me I was a very good lier. I'm now grown and I've been married to the same woman for almost 40 years. Naughty little boys can grow up to be mostly nice men. Good luck, Don't give up on him.



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189,748 When I was in junior high in the late 60s, We used to swim naked in gym class. I wonder how anybody thought that this was ok. Robinsdale Minnesota This is for real.



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189,747 So, you broke up over her ‘mental health issues.' I could have told you as soon as you ditched my last message the LAST TIME yall broke up that the end was near. Then, you decide to allow yourself to leave your living situation with her, huuuggeee mistake. It's only been a short time and now it's over, no chance of reoccurring. I'm so sorry, but I could feel it all end for you. Because I've been you before, dating someone who thought they wanted me but I ended up being too much to handle. I'm sorry, but you HAVE to fall in love with yourself. It's the only way to keep yourself from needed to be filled whole by other people, whom will never be able to actually do that. I have been exactly where you are. I hope you learn to loose your codependency.



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189,746 I laugh at Weddings, especially if it's a girl I've dated.cuz I know soon they will both be miserable.



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189,745 You gave away tickets to a show for which you paid good money to volunteer at a children's center? You are a beautiful person. You have empathy and kindness that I don't see very often in others. You are an inspiration to those around you.

Please don't let your boss turn you into him. He's cold, calculating and a covert narcissist. I heard he even made you cry before a deadline and tried to justify it as "shit has to get done". No. Don't ever compromise your principles or kindness.



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189,744 When I was a boy I was afraid of the basement. Scary things down there.

Now as an adult, I spend most of my free time in the basement. What's waiting for me upstairs in the kitchen is worse than any demon the basement could muster.

Never get married.



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189,743 I have a strange relationship with death, and the spirit world in general. When I was 17, I randomly decided to go for a walk through my neighborhood fairly late at night. Several bizarre things happened during this walk that I cannot explain, but that likely saved my life. I lived in a fairly sketchy neighborhood, although most of the nuisances weren't really life threatening; just dumb kids out to vandalize buildings or steal CDs out of cars. That kind of thing. Usually just annoying, not life threatening. So far.

Near the beginning of my walk, I saw a small ball of light flying in front of me. I remember that it moved like a bug would, and it seemed to be trying to signal me to turn around and go home. But I didn't want to go home; my mom and brother were there, and I didn't get along with them. I wanted to be away from them, if only for an hour or two.

But then, I saw the Grim Reaper. I am not kidding you, I saw him, hood, scythe, and all. He was totally standing there, across the street from me, watching me go by. I knew in my heart that it was a warning to go home, but I told myself that I was imagining things and turned down another street.

This is where things get a bit less paranormal and a bit more actually threatening. As I was walking down the street, I noticed that it was very dark; vandals had broken all of the streetlights. What had previously been a well-lit and fairly safe area was now pitch black. Suddenly, I heard a voice in my head tell me, "WALK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD."

It's hard to describe the voice. I didn't hear it in my ears, the message was transmitted directly into my brain. It was a male voice, utterly without accent, without tone. I felt the command in every inch of my body, my mind, even my soul.

I complied, moving to the middle of the road, hoping there would be no oncoming cars (there weren't). As I was walking by a particular bush that hung over onto the sidewalk next to it, I remember getting the distinct feeling that there was something not right about that shrub, but at the moment, I couldn't tell you why. I just got a bad feeling about it.

Well, I left the darkened street, now walking on a fairly major and well-lit road. I went to a nearby coffee shop and had a hazelnut latte and wrote in my diary, as emo teenagers are known to do. On my way home I was careful to take only major streets that were well-lit. However, I passed the dark street I'd been walking on and saw the red-and-blue lights of police cars. It looked like they were parked near where I heard the voice telling me to walk in the center of the road.

The next morning my mother confronted me about my nighttime walks, telling me that a woman just a couple years older than me had been attacked by a man on the dark street the previous night. She told me it wasn't safe to walk alone at night in our neighborhood anymore. I read more about the incident in the paper; it explained that a woman in her early twenties had been raped, strangled, and then left for dead by a man who had been hiding in the bush I had the bad feeling about. This happened within minutes after I passed by.

I left home very soon afterward. I saw the ball of light again a few times in my late teens and early 20s, always warning me to turn back; I saw the Grim Reaper only once more, when I was walking on a darkened street in the town I went to college in— that time, I turned back right away. I've heard the voice a few times too; I always know it's life or death when I hear it.

I only met my father around the time I turned 30. The first time I saw him in a short-sleeved shirt, I realized he had a sleeve tattoo. I asked him about his tattoo, and he showed me it— it was of the Grim Reaper. "He always shows up when I'm about to walk into danger," my dad told me. He's had several visits from the Grim Reaper over the course of his life similar to mine. I never knew my dad when I was younger, so it's not like I somehow got the idea the Grim Reaper stops by to say hi from him.

So apparently, it's a family trait. I wish I knew what caused it and why we see him, but we both do.



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189,742 Anxiety is like a sixth sense. I don't have to live my life like that. Actually, I don't thanks to Lexipro.
Anxiety once helped me know when it was time to get out of a bad or dangerous situation. While it is not like everyone's situation or other situations I have to engage in OCD behavior just to safely get through the day.



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189,741 One TV show has the guy's name, and another TV character looks like him.

The bad part is that I like both shows. The shitty part is that she smiles and talks about him every time she sees his face or hears his name on either show. Wtf. Her sister has a crush on him as well, and they talk about him when they don't think I can hear.

Don't *fucking* tell me it's platonic. He's not 'like a brother'. She's trying to trade up, or at least have a fling. The part that makes me laugh is now that he has a legit woman as his own, she has lost a lot of her power over him, and that upsets her.

Don't tell me there is no such thing as an emotional relationship that threatens the marriage. I see it. This isn't "fan-girling" over actors. It's betrayal.



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189,740 My son lies to me. He looks me right in the eye and makes up a crazy excuse as to why he received an F on a test. The F is bad, the lying is worse. I feel bad for any woman who ends up with him. He will cheat on his wife and lie to her face.



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189,739 Sodomy rocks. I love fucking a woman in the ass.



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189,738 Mechanical engineers are the worst people to be in relationships with



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189,737 I use a curling iron in the morning before I go to work. This will sound stupid, but I have a very specific method of how I turn it off. I can't just turn it off, or unplug it. If I just do that, I will question myself a million times during the day whether I really did it or not. Did I really turn it off or do I just think I did? What if I am remembering when I turned it off yesterday and I really didn't unplug it this morning? What if it is starting a fire in my bedroom floor right now? I have turned around when I was halfway to work just to go home and check that stupid curling iron. So this is what I do now every morning. After I'm done using it, I unplug it, hold it in my hand and look at myself in the mirror. I say the date aloud and what I am wearing that day and I tell myself that the curling iron is unplugged. Since I've started doing that, I have no worries about starting a fire.

I have some issues, but I'm trying my best.



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189,736 I dunno about this story where the United States claims the Cuban Government is playing high frequency sounds and causing brain damage to US Embassy personnel. It sounds like the plot to a bad sci-fi movie. I think the US is being a bit kookoo on this.



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189,735 Sometimes I fart while forgetting there is another person in the room with me. Sorry about that.



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189,734 My house was a fixer upper, my wife and I had no kids and two high pressure jobs.  I found it relaxing to demo, build, sheetrock etc every weekend.  My wife would go to the beach and it worked great for us until it got time to paint the deck.  I hate painting railings, to time consuming and frustrating so I asked my wife if she could paint them while I painted the outside of the house.  I gave her no time lines, just can you paint them at some point at your leisure....omg the drama.
So I sat down and pointed out all the work I had done while she was at the beach each weekend or off with her friends.  I pointed out that I was fine she was out having fun but it was time for her to do something to help out finally.
She agreed and Saturday came around and I set her up with  everything she needed.  I over heard her on the phone talking to a friend "I'll be a bit late today, first I have to screw up painting so bad that he will get mad and tell me to stop.
I said nothing.
She started and I was watching from the ladder, she proceeded to sit right on the paint lid which had paint on it and scoot her ass across the deck, ass print, space, ass print, space all the way around the deck very bright white in the beginning and faint by the end.  
"Oh look what I did, guess I should stop before I make more of a mess"  Nope, keep going I said, I've already replaced the deck with Trex so those ass marks you left will be there basically forever.

20 plus years and they have faded a bit but they are still very noticeable and quite the conversation piece.  She is mortified by them and is much more wiling to pitch in now.



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189,733 Thank you to the people on here that get it that IT'S FOR SECRETS!!
As a guy, I FAKED an orgasm, because I was wearing a rubber, and was DONE! how sad. a guy faking like he's cumming in his rubber.



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189,732 I'd rather live in my car than in an apartment where I can hear and smell other people.



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189,731 189608, the woman who wants to divorce her husband. Can you explain why? There are so many posts of guys wanting to divorce their wives. I'd like to hear why a wife wants to  divorce her husband.



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189,730 With my wife, there is a double whammy. It's very odd how she acts out. She does selfish things. There will be a ton of chores to get done. But she'll take off leaving everything for me. It's a long story. At her request we bought a fixer-upper house. She wanted it. I didn't because I thought she would do none of the fixing up. It would be all on me. Guess what. It has been all me. She takes off.  I'm not expecting her to build a cabinet. But anyone can paint a wall. She won't do a damned thing tho. She won't even help clean up.

Anyway, the double whammy. She takes off. She then has fear I will point out her selfishness. So she turns it around. She acts like I've done something wrong. She gets mad and huffy for no reason. That way if I do point out how she let us down again, she can counter saying she's mad at me.


Only problem with her plan, I didn't do anything wrong. I stayed home and worked on the house while she went out eating and drinking.

That's the double. I get to do all the chores. And I get yelled at by her as if I'm this selfish person.

One thing this adventure has taught me, I don't want to be married to her anymore. I'll finish the house then I'll sell it and leave her. It pisses me off she'll get half the profit from the house for doing nil. Sucks. But whatever. I'll be glad to be rid of her.



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189,729 After a long day out and about, my nose is FULL.  I can barely breathe.  I can hardly wait to get home and get all that gunk out, it's like the best feeling in the world.

Sometimes I just can't wait, and pick my nose in the car.  It has to be strategic though.  I live in a small town and have a distinctive car, so I can't be having anyone I know see me.  I have to wait until there's no traffic and even no houses to pass by, lest someone be outside or looking out their window.

I always forget to put napkins or tissues in my car, so the only place to wipe is on the side of the driver's seat.  By the way, I can only pick my nose with my left index finger.  It's the only one that can really get the job done.  So, pick and wipe on the bottom left side of the seat.

One day I was sitting at home and had a panic attack.  I'd dropped my car off at the mechanic's.  SHIT.  There are dried boogers all on the side of the seat, and I'm sure he saw them as soon as he opened the door.  FUCK!  When I picked up the car, I didn't notice anything weird in his eyes, but nonetheless I was mortified enough to change mechanics.  And now I also remember to clean the seat before dropping my car off for service.

Now if I could just remember to clean the side of my computer chair.  I forget, until the dog starts licking the chair.

47/F/married



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189,728 I suppose I'm one of the bad men who expect the wife to have sex.

But tell me, will you also label my wife as a bed person because she expects me to provide her with food and a house?

Or does the criticism only get piled on the men.

Let's think about this. Suppose I decided not to provide my wife with food and a house for six months because "I didn't feel like it." Would that work for women? You don't have to supply sex, and I don't have to provide your other basic needs.



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189,727 I'm a bitch, no really, because when I owe someone money and they come to me with an attitude about it, i choose not to pay them. Just because you helped me out doesn't mean you can disrespect me when you come for what I owe you. No fucking way.

This has a way of becoming exponentially worse as time goes on, because they get madder and I keep choosing not to pay them when they disrespect me. People will say "but you owe them, you should pay them!" or "Then you shouldn't have borrowed the money!" Not when I try to give you multiple timelines of when I can pay you and you reject them because it's not fast enough for you. If you had such specific guidelines for repayment, you should have brought them up beforehand. Or I should have. And that's a mistake I'll admit to.  

Mind you, this only happens between my brother and I. Everyone else I've owed money to, it's gone way smoother. Maybe because the people closest to you are much quicker to cross the line of dropping common courtesy to the side. If I'm trying to work with you and you don't agree with it, sorry muchacho, that's all I can do. But I don't believe that owing someone money is justification for treating them any way you please. Fuck the shit out of that



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189,726 If a woman points out common themes for low class men it doesn't mean she isn't aware of the men who are fair. Not all men think they are entitled to a woman's body. Not all men are on the side of rape and enslavement in this war we are in. Intelligence comes in many forms so does experience. If i were straight I would be able to be with an easy going messy intelligent artist guy who's seen his share of weird and miraculous. We would be so happy and honest and loving together. It's a shame how I've treated men and women too due to my own shortcomings and the love I've lacked the trust I've lacked. I don't think I'm made for this high standard life. I could say more about her that's on topic about men.. ill leave it at this. A woman's/man's/#notallmuslims seed of wisdom is often "Muslim" seed hidden in "Muslim" fluff. If you are idealizing some beautiful woman or man.. try to see past what you think you deserve to the type of person you can make happy aswell. Be forgiving and patient and honest and caring and value this person. Follow your heart and try not to be prejudiced. I don't know. I am a lesbian and I've been a low class woman. With a little help from my love I am now making every shift and painting when I can. I need to remember that it's not about who I am or what I deserve it's how I let them be themselves and feel good in their world. I have to let go of a lot and as I type I am sinking inside. No one could compare to her for me.. just not sure if I'll ever make enough to support her world. There are now mind games in retaliation to myself trying to find help with the weight I carry. I can't blame her. I'm also not as cool or funny or tasteful. All I can do is swallow this ache and get the job done. I could say more but it would only make it worse. Feels like I am treated like some gross guy trying to get something yet only used for what they want. Always ready to criticize my every move and never reciprocate. I know my truth and tho I would be with her if I were what she wanted.. Never placing anyone above her. I already know she enjoys rubbing in what I am not and I'm just waiting for her to throw some new person in my face as tho it's my fault she don't want me. I hope I can find a woman whose main priority is the kind of understanding experiences and love and honest sharing between us that I can give but have never been appreciated in before



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189,725 People should be more willing to die. The medical community is spending $1 million a year to give a 75 year old patient life-extending cancer treatments.  As a result, everyone else's health insurance premiums skyrocket to $20,000 per year - all so a sick elderly person can live one more year.

It shouldn't be. If you are 75 and get cancer, not to be coarse, but you should go off and quietly die. It's your time. It's not worth the rest of us spending $1 million to keep you breathing for one more year, especially when it's a terrible quality of life. You are bed ridden and nauseated for the year. Then you die anyway.

People need to think about more than themselves. When it's your turn to die, accept it. Stop sticking all the young healthy people with the enormous bill.



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189,724 Inconsiderate and rude people really upsets me, today I was waiting on my car for my prescription to be ready there's was this lady getting back on her car , she loaded her groceries in the trunk then proceeded to just leave the shopping car very close to another car mind she look capable of walking just fine and it wasn't very far where she could return the cart . What a lazy , unconsidered women I'm sure if someone would left a cart close to her BMW and scratched she would go MIA , I just waited to finish talking on my phone got up and put the shopping cart where it belongs.

F who hates rude people



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189,723 I miss being a lesbian. Wish I could have a husband and I wife.



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189,722 You're moving three miles away because the schools are better?  It's the same county.  All the schools here are great and they're not going to change much because you're three miles away.

Oh... and to get to these better schools, you're moving into the ritziest neighborhood around here.  

Must just be a coincidence.



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189,721 I have no health insurance, car insurance or home owners insurance. Fuck em. The insurance companies are a scam to steal your money.



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189,720 My wife picks her nose and eats it. I watched her do it one night. I was outside the bedroom window. I wanted to spy on her while she was sitting in bed alone. I was hoping to see her do something sexual to herself. Instead she picked her nose and ate it. How foul. I wish I didn't know this about her.



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189,719 i am just so totally confused. wht did i do to make you ghost me? :(



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189,718 You ever wake up and feel overwhelmed with gratitude for life. I've got problems, I've got enemies, I've got troubles, BUT I'm extremely grateful just to be here, now... and every again. This is life. Get it.



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189,717 I pick my nose, but I don't eat it.  That's gross.



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189,716 Some women are sexist against men, and call it equality.



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189,715 I always forget if I flushed the toilet too.  I always forget if I lock the front door before leaving my house.



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189,714 How can I tell my husband that I'm so depressed and empty inside that I don't enjoy sex anymore? I don't enjoy doing anything anymore ;(



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189,713 Sometimes after a poop break I'll get back to my cubicle and suddenly think, "Did I flush? I don't remember flushing. What if I didn't flush? Oh no. Should I go back now and flush? What if someone is in the bathroom. She will see me come in and flush. She will piece it together that I never flushed the first time. I should stay here and not go back. No one will know it was me. But what if another woman saw me coming out of the bathroom and she went in and found I didn't flush. She'll tell everyone it was me who didn't flush. What to do? WHAT TO DO?"

Then I go back and check and found out I flushed the first time and all the angst is for naught.

Okay, I have issues.



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189,712 My roommate took the one remaining kernel of corn, wrapped it in tin foil, and put it in the fridge. She says she'll have it tomorrow.

Anorexic much?



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189,711 Rice diet lady is alive and well. She will reveal her discoveries when the time is right. You may have doubted her insight but you wait and all will come to light. Yes that's right u can and SHOULD live on just rice just rice air light and darkness water too to cleanse the darkness and retain the light. I am learning and growing muscle and brain and heart matter connectivities. Ultra beyond.



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189,710 My secret spanking material... women's college volleyball.   Great bodies.  Tight asses.  Small shorts on tall girls.   Yum!



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189,709 9699, good for you!   sometimes you live to see karma in action...and if you are lucky, you get to hand it out.   This post made me smile.



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189,708 I'm a man and I'm sitting here with foils in my hair getting my hair highlighted ,and I'm not ashamed of it



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189,707 If i had a winning ticket she would be the 1 to sign it.. I would hope to build with her forever in any circumstance. Her standards being higher than my own is not about me or her being unworthy of the other. My loyalty is unrecognized. Her needs leave lots to be desired. My big mouth leaves me as not her go to for sharing. My undiscernable behaviour and actions leave me further unrecognized. It is anything goes rules for my treatment and how to talk to me. When i should have been able to develop trust by now. My energy and feeling is coming back. We have many beautiful moments or rather her own beauty being beholder and unmatched by me. Her humour her beautiful everything her art her symbology yes her understanding her faith her open mind yet by experiences unlike my own a certain picture of me that doesn't add up. I'm tired of retaliation on my feelings and hopes and desires which I can never show her she does. But who am I to talk. I just want her to talk to me. Without seeing me for what I am not. I would never leave her ever if she wanted me long term. I want to make money support her let her run the show. I don't expect to be respected at this point. It's all on the table yet there is no time to make sense of it for her or desire to at times. I will fight I will show her I'm trying. I will show her I am loyal through anything she puts out there. Even that i am disposable just shows me I have work to do. Even if I had all the shit money to sign to her says nothing about what or who I can be for her. My personality. My knowledge and social awareness and grace. All leaves to desire for more. Well.. no more being kissed off about what I failed to earn. Sad yes aware of my own worth despite it yes. She can do what she wants. Fuck me and want me to be embarrassed and feel like a stupid child when she walks out after. Whatever floats ur boat. I know myself I know my message I know honesty I know chasing desires and validation and missing out before and after on what this could have been. Follow your hearts intuition people. Hold back move forward work hard dream much and big. I am broken and scared and still proud unappealing and unaccordingly. Sometimes loving someone isn't enough proving it might have been. I can seek to be adopted" by a woman who needs nothing more if they do have a language I can speak and be inspired by. Nothing will ever compare to this person's beauty I will fight to be enough I want nothing more than her happiness. It truly is enough to leave me lost and wandering inside yet I'll be silent about it. She will never know my loyalty. The things she says in retaliation to what she knows not.



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189,706 Today my wife told me she is giving up her church and all the whacked out nuts there. Hallelujah!



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189,705 Men used to mistake my look of mental interest and stimulation  for sexual. I've done things I'm ashamed of but sex has less to do with most of that. A smile with eyes lacking hope can mean a lot more than about sex or what some guy thinks it does as tho he has sex and women all figured out. He doesn't have shit figured out if he bases things all down to sex and thinking he knows someone better than they know themselves. That's why ppl leave me behind I spend too much time trying to validate my experience they know me less and I know them less. I don't want to continue that. The doctor is my enemy too and death my friend who I know will preserve my heart. Peace of mind in this allowing a more private approach please I ask of me and those who don't like letting ppl be..let them go there is nothing to prove but that you are filth. I know all about that. I have let men have my body while detaching yet being annoyed by it. Told them that's all I could offer they still took it as tho there was more to it and became deluded and threatening. I should have been living alone and working harder to create my life. I wish I actually were straight sometimes because I have met men who would have understood and supported me better than I could do for any woman thus far sex having nothing to do with that either but every hope and disappointment outside of it and closing in on it. I hope I can save enough to either support a future with the one I love or her leave me less regretting me.



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189,704 Wow... you really have achieved the “slut face” look.  When you were 22 you had the look of a woman who was hunting for sex.  You would look at me like I was a meal to you.  I liked it.  Now that you're 30 you've gone to the next phase.  You have those wide, passive eyes that don't match the smile on your face.  You dont just look like you've done things you're ashamed of, you look like you're doing the things you're ashamed of, and you can't stop because you like it.



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189,702 I completely DISAGREE. I pick my nose, yes. I don't eat them. That's incredibly disgusting.

On another note, what happened to Rice diet Lady?



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189,701 Often in my sex dreams I suck cock. I'm not gay in real life, but when I dream I see myself taking a cock in my mouth. Weird.



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189,700 I do love you. Neither of us said it to each other. But, too late. I remember the great times.



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