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190,199 Bills, taxes, any and all of my financial dealings make me feel sick to my stomach. It's another unmentioned burden on the poor.



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190,198 This is silly. A product I created all by my lonesome can be seen in the TV shows The X Files and Stranger Things. It is also in the movies War Games, Pixels, and a few others.

LOL.

This, I suppose, is my legacy, my gift to the world. I made something and people find it iconic and amusing - enough so that it still makes its way into the media.

I never tell anyone about it. I don't want to brag. But having the product being featured in so many places makes me proudly smile!



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190,197 0194: Absolutely! The curiosity, if nothing else, would be killing me. And if I choose not to continue contact with the person on the other end, then I would end it in a lady-like way and move on but always be grateful that someone remembered me in such a nice way. Kinda sounds like Disney, right? But it has happened to me.



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190,196 1)Maybe the person doesn't have access or used the email address anymore. I know I had like 4 accounts and two of them quit using many years ago without closing the account since I couldn't remember the password.

2) She is married or in a serious relationship.

3) She doesn't remember you or simple didn't know you well enough.  I once bumped into this one at the store and came out starting talking to me , she even mentioned I once gave her a ride home and I still don't know who she is , maybe she confused me with some else .



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190,195 I'm so sad these days. There is nothing good in my life.



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190,194 When I was 20 I had a mad crush on this one particular woman. We were in college together. I never acted on it. After college we went our separate ways.

30 years later I looked her up on google. I found her email address and sent her the following note:

"Hi. Remember me. I always had a thing for you. It is one of my biggest regrets that I never pursued you. I know this is an odd message to get so many years later. But can I take you to lunch?"

She never wrote back. I don't know what I was expecting but I was hoping the idea of romance and good stories was still alive. Guess not.

If you received an email like the one I sent, would you have written back?



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190,193 I think in the future not as many people will get married. For hundreds of years it has been the norm to marry. It is almost a requirement. But now because of the internet, people have bared their souls and revealed just how messed up marriage is. We read about the disappointments, the resentments, the anger, the frustration, and the cheating. I think people are beginning to understand that marriage is generally a downer for everyone. Yes, I think in the future, not as may will people will be willing to get married. As secondary result, not as many children will be born. Big houses will no longer be in demand. More people will live in cities. The school population will decrease. Schools will close. It will be easier to get into college. And so on.

The world is on the brink of a major change.



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190,192 Whenever I ejaculate in my wife's ass, and then pull out, a little blob of my cum leaks out of her asshole. I have scooped this up on my finger and fed it to her. She willingly tastes and swallows. It was up her ass. She still swallowed. You can't beat that for sexy.



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190,191 Turn me down for ot cuz of score when the engineers are incompetent with time studies? I hope the yard and docks get out of control and it costs them their jobs



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190,190 I hate sunday evenings.



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190,189 My internet was ridiculous. I was getting downloads speeds of 1 mps and it wasn't constant. I couldn't steam music without the sound turning on and off.

I bit the bullet and paid about $50 more per month to get faster internet. They said the new speed would be 200 mps.  Whoa! 200 times faster!

Liars. My download speed is now 2 mps. I still can't listen to music. What a joke these internet providers are.



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190,188 I know it's wrong but there's something so hot about a married man's hand with a ring on it gripping my cock as he's going down on me



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190,187 I get regular compliments at work on my wardrobe. I work in sales and have a strict professional dress code. I'm required, for example, to wear heels. That's how strict my dress code is.

Management would shit a brick if they knew the truth. Almost every item in my well complimented closet comes straight from my local thrift shops. That Calvin Klein dress you “adored?” $16 with the tags still on. It retails for around $100. The Michael Kors purse I wear every day? $30. I saw an identical one at Macy's for over $150.

Enjoy paying for mark ups if that's your jam. But your bad buying habits are my thrift shop wins.



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190,186 I'm still wondering why you thought that post was me?  Did you want it to be?  You can email.  Julianna



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190,185 I hope they prove the Democrats got this information about Russia. I dont blame any party if they are going to get honest information, but bullshit info should not be part of it. Yup I hope this Russia investigation proves the dems got the real info.



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190,184 I write secrets and then delete them. I'm slightly paranoid.



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190,183 I lived in New York all my life and I feel like California is calling my name.



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190,182 -164, we were going broke, too.  The credit card balance was up to almost $50k and getting worse every month, and we almost had to declare bankruptcy.  My husband and I sat down and thought about everything we could cut out.  The house phone went - $55 a month for something we didn't use because we had cell phones, and was just used for telemarketers to leave messages on.  Comcast went, except for the internet.  We got a Google Chromecast instead - saved $125 a month.  Other little odds and ends went and were cancelled, and all the credit card balances were transferred to no interest cards.  We saved $600 a month on things we weren't using.  We refinanced our house and saved another $250 a month - short term gain for a long term loss, but we needed to do it to get the bills under control.

Some was hard to get rid of.  I thought I needed the house phone because so many of my doctors had that number.  But it's been 2 years and I actually didn't miss it.  It was a "safety" thing in my mind that I didn't need.  It was a habit.  Same thing with your daughter's clothes - it sounds like a habit that you need to break.  Stop buying the expensive stuff.  You'll find after a week or two of not doing it that you never cared for it in the first place.

But the biggest thing we did?  We stopped eating out.  It saved us $100 a week.  It was too easy to do, especially when we were out on weekends.  It was another habit to get out of.  Now we save $400 a month and we feel a little better, too.

We also started a spreadsheet that shows exactly how much we owe on each credit card.  We have a whiteboard on which we write down every transaction on our credit card and what it was for, and we keep a master list in our e-mail.  It has given us a great sense of control over what we spend and enabled us to discuss why we're spending money on what we do.  We find that on average we spend about $550 a week on things.

We saved $1200 a month simply on stuff that was around us.  We expect to pay off the rest of our credit cards next year, and then we can start paying down the house to make up for the refinance.  It can be done!



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190,181 When I was younger I used to skip on undies too, they always felt weird to me . I started wearing them again once I got married, I mean I cannot just walk around without panies , especially on the summer when all I wear is dresses and skirts.



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190,180 Thank You, God.

This time last month I could barely get out of bed.  I wore the same clothes for as many days as I could get away with, same with showering.   I only did things around the house and for my family that I had to do, to keep the household running and decently clean and to keep everyone fed.  I cried myself to sleep at night, though.  I couldn't see a way out.

And then, as I always do when I get to the bottom, I told You that it was in Your hands.  I asked You to change my life.  And - as You always do - You did.

My kids commented on how happy I was again.  My husband commented on how spectacularly clean the house was.  My depression has lifted and I have a new lease on life, because You gave me exactly what I wished for.

Thank You, God, for the opportunity you sent my way, and please help me to succeed at it.



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190,179 I have an aversion to alcohol. Especially hard liquor such as vodka and tequila etc. I can sometimes stomach red wine or occasionally beer with a meal, maybe 3-4 times per year. It's always been like this, but it's gotten worse as I grew older...  I'm not against alcohol or anything, I don't think that there is anything wrong with drinking a couple drinks during the week or on the weekend. I just can't. Sometimes I wish I could...



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190,178 I have 10 apples.  I give 10 apples to my good friend. There are 9 other people and they get no apples.

I can honestly say that as an average all 10 people as an average got an apple.

This is our next tax legislation.



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190,177 Once, and only once, I went to work in a skirt and no underoos. I had no clean pairs. It was summer. It was hot outside. I thought hey, why not. No one will know.

I must say I got a little thrill out of the day. I was walking down the hallways thinking hey world, I'm not wearing any underwear and I'm feeling like the sexiest woman alive!

Alas, I was only brave enough to do it for the one day. I remember it fondly though.



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190,176 I wonder what you have to say about me, considering the amount of hogwash you talk about some of these other women. I think you're lining them up in case your shit relationship hits the fan early.



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190,175 Google ཮ Shades Of Goofy'
Your Welcome!



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190,174 Wish I had somewhere to go tonight. Also wish the guy I was “dating” would have invited me to the party he is going to tonight. This is my favorite weekend of the whole year. Halloween weekend and I'm on my period sick and have no money or car. Sometimes starting over fucking sucks.



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190,173 0171, your kids are suffering too.  This sort of existence is not worth it, and you will make it without a big house or that neighborhood.  Ask yourself what are the long term costs for your children?  And YOU?  
Bless you, good luck..



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190,172 Walking on eggshells. The violent outbursts aren't acceptable. Drop everything and leave. There is a better world out there. One where you aren't fighting the urge to fight back. There is no need for this. Think of it as a deadly car accident that you barely survived.  You can do this.



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190,171 I'm afraid of my wife. I try not to confront her. In hindsight, this seems to be her plan. She acts menacing. She sets that baseline. Then she takes advantage of me and the marriage. But I don't dare stop her because she has shown how menacing she can be.

An example. She hits me. She throws things. She intentionally breaks things, like she drove her car into mine. There's the menacing baseline.

Then she wants to go away with a female friend of hers to a spa in Arizona for a week. I say we can't afford. She then starts throwing things. I'm reminded of how bad she can get. I give in. Okay she can go to the spa.

She's a violent bully and she gets her way.

You might wonder why I don't divorce her.

Because we have children. Because we have a beautiful house. We are part of a community. The kids and I would have to give it all up thanks to the way divorce settlements work. I couldn't afford to live here anymore if she gets half of everything.

In the end, the situation is such that it works out well for her. And terribly for me. And I don't feel like there is anything I can do about it until the kids are out of the house.



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190,170 I want to him to fuck me in my costume



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190,169 I once had this dude that I used to chat online out of boredom, it's funny that he spread rumors based on assumptions, I have never met him but he would tell people all this outrageous lies about me , he doesn't even know my real name , been faithful  to my husband and have never cheated on him . I think it's just sour grapes , that I stop chatting online with him, even if I knew him on real life I would never date someone like him , he is not my type heck I wouldn't even like him as a friend.



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190,168 I dated this women who would always act the part of not wanting sex to happen. She would constantly say no. It's in the news all the time these days. If a woman says no, that means no. But I eventually realized she meant yes. It was very confusing.

Like I'd kiss her and she'd say "Ow ow that hurts." First time it happened I stopped and sincerely apologized asking what I did wrong. She didn't answer. She leaned in and kissed me more and then said it again, "Ow ow that hurts." That's when I realized it was some sort of game.

I'd unbutton her shirt. She'd say "No no stop." But if I stopped, she'd start squirming around all antsy. And when I finally put my hand back on her shirt she'd let out a sensual moan, showing she liked it. So then I'd start with the unbuttoning again and she'd say, "No no stop."

I'd unzip her pants. "You can't do that. Stop stop."

I'd tug down her underwear. "I'm begging you to stop."

She was like acting out a rape fantasy. Or she had some deep psychology where her mother told her to never let a man touch her, so she felt she had to object to my advances, but the whole time she subtly encouraged me to do more.

In the end, it didn't work for me. It might have been a turn on for her, but not for me. I got no thrill pretending to rape a woman. It wasn't my thing. I hate the idea in fact.

We eventually broke up. But a very confusing game some women play. What a message to send to men---> Rape is terrible, but please act like you are raping me.



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190,167 There are still plenty of racially motivated lynchings going on right now. Google 'knockout game deaths'...



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190,166 0165, NOBODY should live like that.  Your post made me so sad...  Please take steps for your well being and happiness and that may mean ending this “marriage”.  Hugs to you.



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190,165 My marriage is so bad I often want to cry. I'm male. Men don't cry. So I can't. I refuse. But I feel it welling up inside me. There have been a few times when I was talking to someone about something else entirely, and out of nowhere my voice cracked. I pretended it was something caught in my throat. But weird, the sad emotions are boiling over inside me desperately trying to burst out.



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190,164 I'm happy in my marriage, have two great kids, the house, the cars, the pets, everything anyone could ever need in an average life. My trouble is, I cannot manage money for shit. With each paycheck I think this time it'll be different, but wind up overdrawn before the next payday. Part of my problem is incessantly dressing my daughter in expensive boutique clothes so that she'll be trendy in school. She even uses shampoo and conditioner that I have to special order online. She doesn't insist on this, I just do it. She gets new clothes weekly. Add in regular bills, gas for the car, groceries, etc and the end result is, I'm 43 and broke all the time. Right now I have $39 in my checking account and don't get paid until the second week in November. Thank goodness for a husband who can fill the void.



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190,163 At nighttime, my wife takes the extra pillows on the bed and makes a wall between us. The pillows are large and fluffy so the wall is high enough where I can't even really see her, let alone touch her. She also then sleeps with her back to me.

The message is clear, she doesn't want to have any type of physicality between us.



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190,162 To be honest not everyone is marriage material or parent material . I know I'm not , I try my best part of me wishes I wouldn't never quit my job at least I was very good at it and made a lot of money but having a kid with special needs and having a husband  that wanted a more traditional wife I decided it was  for the best interest of my kid to stay home even though I suck at being a homemaker, can't cook , hate cleaning , I'm not a very affectionate person , I'm those kind of person who feels uncomfortable displaying public affection (holding hands , hugging) .  When I was kid I never dream of getting married or having children like most girls do , I wanted to become a pilot , travel the world maybe a bush pilot on a area that not a lot of people are interested due to high risk ( Africa, Alaska , Indonesia which happens to have the worst safety record on aviation) yep , that was my dream .  Instead I married a very successful executive, when my husband dies my kid and step children can keep it all , I'm not interested in any of his money , my kid can keep my part , that will be my gift for having such a lousy mother.



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190,161 I used to rail my secretary hard quite frequently, sometimes in the office with her bending over my desk. She was much younger than I was and she seemed  willing, even to take it in the ass. I would probably go to jail for that sort of thing today but in the 1990s it was just good clean fun and it was almost expected that cute secretaries would blow their boss.



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190,160 I hate life.  I wish I was dead.  When I'm awake, I'm apathetic and want to go back to sleep all day.  When I'm asleep, I constantly wake up anxious.



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190,159 I hate sleeping. There's something about being in a quiet house at night or in the early morning that makes me feel good and safe. I've been this way my whole life. Its why I avoid being a houseguest anytime I can. I LIKE MY HOUSE.



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190,158 I don't know what's gotten into me. I jerked off twice today.



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190,157 It scares the bejezuz out of me to know that when I die there is nothing. I will never live again. I don't know if I can deal with this.



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190,156 With all this talk of sexual harassment, I'm starting to feel like I'm one of a very small percentage of women that genuinely wants to sleep with her boss. I want him to graze my ass when he walks by. I want him to hug me. I want the inappropriate physical closeness. I want the closed door "meetings". I want him to take me to dinner. Of course, my boss is both attractive and age appropriate which doesn't seem to be the case in other's stories, so there is that difference.



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190,155 Why can't aging country stars just go away?  (shania)

Same with these old fart touring bands.  WTF?  

We've already paid for your music when it was "listenable"

Just go the FUCK away and retire already.



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190,154 I'm a married guy. I want to touch another guy's cock. I've of course seen a cock a number of times at a gym. But it's not like I can stare or see it up close. I really want to though. I want to touch a guy's cock and feel his balls. I don't want to admit it, but I'd like to put his cock in my mouth and see if I can make him cum.



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190,153 Today I masturbated in the bathroom at work.



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190,152 My ex wife could be sweet. Sometimes all the typical things list about an ex wife. Sometimes she seemed incredibly superficial by my standards. You get to know a person, but there will always be those parts about your partner that will remain a mystery, which is good; it keeps things interesting.
We were good friends, had stuff in common. On some levels, we had a very deep connection. I feel bad when I happen to see a picture of her (as I did earlier) because I think of it as a waste. So unnecessary. The ending or the whole thing, either.
Having been through all this has made me much less attached to anything. It's made me much more mindful in my daily activities. But something changed, and I can never go back to the way I was or the way things were, which is fine. It's just the way it is. It's okay, just a waste. "Wishing I didn't know now what I didn't know then" is good stuff, Seegs.



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190,151 I lost it once in my marriage where I shoved everything off a table top. It felt good. It displayed my level of anger.

Of course my wife brings it up as much as possible. She makes it out like I am some vicious beast not in control of my emotions.

In reality, that's her. She's done countless things out of anger.

But to hear her tell it, I'm the one with the problem because I once shoved some books off a table. There's no winning with people like her. Sh lives in her own reality.



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190,150 I'm in a non emotional, non sexual marriage...and I wish we could choose partners based on Sex....when you 52yo....You realize you aint got much lead left in Your pencil....



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190,149 Marriage: Giving power to the woman. The power to be:
resentful
withholding
bitchy
degrading



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190,148 I have a close friend who shared a secret with me. She said a dozen years ago when she was in high school, she was touching herself in her room and was getting really into it. She lit a candle and was playing some sexy soulful music. She closed her eyes and fantasized about someone. After she orgasmed, she opened her eyes and there was her mother standing in the room. Like worst nightmare ever to be caught in such a position by her mother. Her story has stuck with me. I have an irrationally strong fear of being caught. Which is why I will only do it at night with the lights out, in total silence, and with the door locked.



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190,147 Im learning more and more that my cock is more beautiful than most.



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190,146 Somebody posted a meme asking what you'd choose if you were given the choice to be 45 years old and be given $50 million in the bank, or to go back to age 10 knowing everything you know now- basically knowing the future.

Everybody said they'd just want the $50 million at 45.  I think I'd rather go back to being 10.  I'd make far more money and be a lot healthier.  Things I'd do-

- Stop drinking alcohol, unless it involved getting laid.  Stop eating sugary foods, too.  Now I know the damage it causes.
- Stop being such a pussy in high school and get laid all the time.  Now I know who the girls are and what they were up to.  I'd be a totally different person.
- Go to the same college on the same scholarship, but ditch all my engineering classes.  I never finished anyway.  I'd be a business major.  I'd save a lot of money and graduate on time.
- While at college, ditch my dork friends and be more social... and get laid all the time.
- Go to Seattle in 1997 and join a startup called Google. I'd work at the front desk and take only stock options instead of raises.
- Invest heavily in Apple in 1997, when they were at their shittiest and everyone thought they were about to go out of business.
- When 1998 rolled around, I'd invest heavily in some of the dotcom companies that I know would do well... and toward the end of 1999 I'd dump the stock.  
- Get laid some more
- Invest a few hundred in Bitcoin in 2009.

I'd be worth hundreds of millions, work only when I want to, be in great shape, and my dick would be tired by 45.



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190,145 I haven't made love to my husband in 2 1/2 months. This is the norm, sadly. He won't make the effort. He blames it on something else if I bring it up. I can't say it sucks to not ever be having sex because he gets angry. I'm young and fit and sexy. I had a long, delicious dream last night about his friend. I knew he was attracted to me a few years ago. He was into me, but you can't go there. I'm untouchable. I've wished I could be with this man, for years. He moved away. He now has a live-in girlfriend. Some lady got really lucky. Some lady is made love to. And it's not me.



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190,144 I don't really care about people dying, even children. They're just gonna grow into shitty adults anyway.



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190,143 The more I learn about the world, the more I hate people. We are a cancer that should be cleansed from this planet. We are killing it like a parasite to its host.



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190,142 Do you have any idea how long the legal process takes to get someone into the U.S.? YEARS. So these people seeking asylum, they're just supposed to wait around for the legal process to enter, knowing every day they could be killed? Get real.

And as far as taxes go, I think you should be more concerned about people like our President using that money for vacations than worried about poor people trying to make a better life for themselves.

And the whole "Legal ones are fine"' argument is bullshit anyway. Do you ever see anyone ask about someone's legal status before they get harassed on the street? No, they just see a turban or someone who doesn't speak English and assume.



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190,141 I wrote 0132 and should have clarified my thoughts on immigration.  LEGAL immigrants welcome.  Come the right way, pay your taxes, etc and claim a life that will be good to you and your family.
ILLEGAL?  Nah....  
Everyone else who gripes about America?   Feel free to leave.  Meanwhile, I am a flag waving, tax paying, USA loving citizen.  That is all.



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190,140 My wife always has an excuse as to why she can't help.  I was cleaning the house and I asked her to pitch in and vacuum the living room. Here is the conversation as best I can remember:

"Could you please help out and vacuum the living room."

"No, the vacuum doesn't work."

"What do you mean it doesn't work? I just vacuumed three other rooms."

"But now the vacuum bag must be full. I can't vacuum the living room with a full bag."

"I'm sure it will be fine."

"No, it needs a new bag."

"Okay, go up to the hardware store and buy a new bag."

"I can't. The car needs an oil change."

"What? I'm sure the car is fine. The oil was changed a few months ago."

"No, it would be unsafe for me to drive the car unless the oil is changed. You'll have to do it before I can help."

"So you can't vacuum the living room now because I need to first change the oil on the car?"

"Yes. Tell me when you have it done. Then I'll take care of the vacuuming."

"Never mind on the vacuuming. How about you sweep out the garage."

"Uhh, no. We need a new broom..."

She's impossible. I don't need this crap. I want to have a wife who is fair and caring and helpful. Is that too much for me to ask?



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190,139 Not every sexual experience needs to scar you for life-please!All this drama ! As a young boy of 8  I walked into a public swimming pool dressing room and saw a man look at me in a very different way .I got out of there very fast as I knew this guy was after something else.Kids are not stupid. They know a predator.Women should also be aware of putting themselves in a position where they can be harmed. It is up to a woman to set the boundaries. If a guy steps over the line -make sure he knows you are not comfortable with what is happened. Today Ahsley Judd said she told Weinstien she would have sex with him when he puts her in a movie and she wins the Oscar? She did not win an Oscar so now she comes out with this sexual harassment story? I am not excusing Weinstein but she should not cry foul when this dangerous game she she was playing comes back to bite her in the ass. When you use your sexual favors as a bargaining tool-you better be prepared to get what comes to you!These woman are not wilting wall flowers!



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190,138 You leave your home  country when you are not happy with it.We are all free to move where we like.By all means immigrate to America but follow the rules.Then you will be welcomed.Legal immigrants have always been welcome here-
ILLEGAL aliens are the problem. I followed the rules and laws of the USA  and very thankful for what America gave me.



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190,137 I've been trying to help my friend get a job. I thought no problem. I can do this. I'll help her create a resume. I'll review job openings with her. I can make this work. There is a job for everyone.

I didn't count on one thing. She's a lazy, annoying cunt. It's difficult to get her to sit still to work on her resume or apply for jobs. One place asked her to create a video answering a few questions. She filmed herself acting really put out that she had to do this, saying on camera, "I don't know what to say. This is dumb. I don't want to make a video." Sure, they will hire you with that response because they are specifically looking for lazy people who put in no effort. Duh.

I was wrong. This woman isn't going to get a job. No one will hire her.



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190,136 When I was a young girl I used to sneak into my parents bedroom when they weren't looking. My mom kept half a dozen bottles of perfumes and lotions on her bedside table. I'd try out a new one every day, putting some on my hands. It was a girl thing. In looking back, I have to laugh. The names on the bottles were things like Channel, Dior, Dolce and.... KY. Eeik! My mother was leaving out her sex lubricant and I was rubbing it on my hands!



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190,135 The most excited I've been sexually is when my live-in girlfriend came back from a dinner. She was acting oddly. I pushed. She started crying. She said one thing led to another and she ended up having sex with a co-worker in his car. She blamed it on alcohol. I pushed for details. Less than an hour earlier he ejaculated in her. I asked her to show me. She reluctantly pulled down her panties and showed me the wet spot. I touched it with my finger. I moved in closer to smell his semen on her pussy. I then fucked her and came inside. Biggest orgasm of my life. We broke up soon after. I couldn't get over her cheating. Yet part of me loved that she cheated and I was able to experience the aftermath.  Yes, I'm conflicted.



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190,134 My friend told me this morning that she can't keep up with the revolving door of guys in my life. It's not a bad thing, because I'm looking for somebody to give my heart to, and that involves connecting with people and seeing who they really are before taking the plunge. When she and another friend of ours were talking about it he remarked, "Yeah, she is really good at connecting with people. It's a skill I wish I had." That made me feel really good about myself.



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190,133 It's funny how Americans say "just leave the country if you don't like it" and then scream and moan about immigrants from other places who do exactly that...typical hypocritical attitude



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190,132 0129, we don't all feel that way.  I'm white and proud..would be proud regardless of my race.  Stop listening to those who want to paint all whites and men with the same brush...  the rest of us don't follow that thinking..you know...the rest of us - the silent majority - the deplorables in the basket - the folks who are taking it to the NFL - those of us who love our country, warts and all.  AMERICA!    And for those who may not like my message, feel free to leave the States anytime.



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190,131 I embrace my unchecked white male "privilege".  Whatever I say, it's not going to influence others' low prejudgement of my ilk, so I might as well drop to meet their expectations.



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190,130 25 years ago I was walking up the steps in my college when suddenly, for no reason at all, the theme to "Emergency" started going through my head.  I had never been able to remember it since I watched the show as a kid 20 years before.  Then all at once I was able to remember it.  Now it won't get out of my head.



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190,129 Yeah, I get it.
I'm white ergo everything bad in the world is personally my fault.

I have a penis ergo I am a sexual predator.

I have some money ergo I am personally responsible for all of the poverty and failed lives around me.

Fuck you.



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190,128 Men are awful, cold hearted and dishonest.  That will never get better.



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190,127 190093, because those 70,000 fans believe they can't be a Star.



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190,126 I so desperately want a job. I have no self esteem when I have no job. Working makes me feel so much better about myself.



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190,125 I loved the trucks on Emergency.



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190,124 105 sounds like hsv to me. I unfortunately was born with it, and when I have a breakout it's always like whiteheads. I had strep A LOT when I was young and am a carrier as well. But I never had any white spots. I had my tonsils out when I was young but I remember eating lots of ice cream! Thrush tends to cover an entire area in a blanket of white stuff



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190,123 My dentist is like super nice and polite, he seems like those kind of guys who always genuinely wants to help people .



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190,122 Back in the day, when "Emergency" was a hit show, all the girls had crushes on Randolph Mantooth. But I always thought Bobby Troup was way hotter.



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190,121 One time I let a guy convince me to snort some crushed up antidepressant. It hurt like fucking hell. I don't even know if we were genuinely feeling anything other than sleep deprivation because, duh, that shit was stupid. He wasnt into me really but I was desperate for attention and didn't feel great about myself back then.



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190,120 I think my dentist is hot



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190,119 Somebody stole my puddy!!!My puddy was minding its own business when some mean old man stole it and had his way with it.



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190,118 The world has changed in the last few years, though it seems like overnight. I don't like it anymore.  I don't trust politicians, police, news or just about anything I don't see with my own eyes. I am tired of this new place.  If I didn't have a child I would really like to wait for the deep, deadly part of winter and just walk out into the woods at night in the beautiful dark silence until the blood started moving slower in my body and no longer felt the cold or the pain of this world. After I knew there was no way I could walk back I would sit and wait for the other side.  Till I felt nothing more then the tree I was leaning against.  Death with dignity and silence.  
I love my son too much though to be selfish and blemish his future.



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190,117 i think my coworkers are two faced. they act kind to me most of the time but there is always some underlining joke im not part of. they would probably just laugh and shrug if i lost my job tomorrow.



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190,116 What makes someone marriage material?



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190,115 You can't win seriously, if you eat fruit and veggies most likely are contaminated with pesticides, if you buy organic one it can get pricey, two who knows if it's all 100% organic and pesticides free .  No wonder a lot of people don't even bother to buy fruit or vegetables.



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190,114 my dick sliding in and out of a woman's vagina or ass is God's gift to you.



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190,113 On the plus side, I haven't heard voices in quite a long time. I'm sorry to say I don't want to be medicated for the manic depression, although I probably should. It must be easy to pop a pill. I'm scared I'll fail at all of this.



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190,112 So after 5 years of being out of school, I decided to go back. I'm older than the usual community college crowd and glad that I am, or else I'd be steamrolled by naivety. It's not really fair to them. And the people who usually do it are incredibly selfish.

I went up to the advising area to get some help and the first chick was entirely unprofessional and rude. Who knows what kind of young kids she could be turning off or turning around or making think that maybe college isn't a good idea. Now that I'm almost 30, I could see right through her bullshit. When I was done and walking out, I overheard this grown ass fucking adult shit talking what another female was wearing to college-age kids. All she was doing was playing a try hard wanna-be kid loser when in reality she was 45 and wearing a suit jacket. I can't believe people like her even have a job when I struggle so much to find one when I truly want to help people. How are people like that in life even allowed to be functional in society and have such an important first impression sort of position like that?

Grow the fuck up.



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190,111 My boss's keyboard is filthy. There is coffee and food spilled on the keys. There is either dust or mold growing between the keys. It is also covered with random stray hairs. I wouldn't be surprised if his keyboard is the real source of the Ebola Virus.



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190,110 I'm split on anal sex. I enjoy it. It's dirty fun. But it throws off my digestive systems for a few days, which is unpleasant. I'll do it, but only if there is nothing critical going on in my life for the next 24 hours. Sex can be complicated!



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190,109 I suppose I was abused when I was a young teanager by a sexual predator.  

This was back in the early 80's when VCR's just came out.  A group of friends and I went to this guys apartment in my frineds buliding.  The guy started showing us porn movies on his VCR and he managed to somehow separate me to the other room.  When he did he started asking me questions about my cock and said he wanted to see how big my dick was.  He talked me into taking it out and measuring it for me. Then he talked me into letting him suck my dick.  I was about 14-15 as best I recall at the time, and super horny and wanted to know what a blow job felt like.  He was probably in his 30's at the time as best I can guess.  I knew he was older but cant really remember (if I ever knew) how old he was.  I do recall he was a fat ugly dude.  Anyway, he got me to cum in his mouth and then he asked me if I wanted to do him.  I politely declined and would not touch his dick at all.  He did not press (probably because my frineds were in the other room) and we went back to the other room and continued to watch the porn movies.  As far as I know my friends never knew or found out.

A few years later I wound up working at the summer camp where he was working as a director.  He never tired anything else with me though he was polite to me. I never said anything to my friends or anyone at the camp, though I was pretty sure that he was doing it to other kids at the camp and probably even tried to do it to my friends.  I suppose that I was affraid that people would think I was gay because I let a guy suck my cock.

The funny thing is that it never really affected me at all.  Im not fucked up.  Im straight, in my 50's, married with children and have a generally good marriage.  I have a good career and friends and a genereally normal happy life and a reasonably healty sex life.  (At least as healthy as a guy my age who has been married as long as I have can have).  Thought I do not repress the memory at all, I rarely if ever really think about it.  When I do I don't get ill or upset, I just chalk it up to some deviant asshole that clearly liked to prey on young horny kids.  I was just a horny young kid that wanted to know what a blowjob felt like, so I let him do it.  

I feel bad for other people that this happens to  and it scars them.  I guess Im just lucky.



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190,108 105- If you don't culture for strep, are you sure it's not thrush?



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190,107 Now I might pour some coffee into my penis



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190,106 I tried to kill myself and then I was raped. All the people in my life who know these things about me think I was raped, and then after that I tried to kill myself. Nope, I was depressed and tried to kill myself. Then a few months later I was raped at a party. Two events are completely unrelated. It was easier to justify the attempted suicide with the rape than to admit that I have some deep depression I need to deal with in my life.



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190,105 When I get sick I ALWAYS have a type of strep, because I am a carrier for it and when I go to the doctors it never culters which super sucks because my tonsils are swollen and covered in white spots and it hurts to swallow and talk. So I (having no gag reflex) girgle warm salt water and then take a q-tip and dig out the white spots girgling warm salt water each time I remove more spots.
Salt is really some of the best antibiotics I could ask for since, oh wait, the doctors wont give me any since I dont culter for strep.
I shoul just have my tonsils removed but I have seen the pain that goes with it and there is just no way I can hanle that, nooooooope.



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190,104 Your car was hit and it has red paint scratches caused obviously by a collision with a *red* vehicle. You see someone on the street who says a guy in a red truck hit your car while you were away. Numerous credible sources also come forth with the same information. The authorities are conducting a thorough investigation which points towards a red truck.  But then, Shifty the Clown comes along and confirms that you're car was hit by a red truck and suddenly all of the other accounts are wrong. Lol? Wtf?
I don't believe in my heart of hearts that people are this easily misled, or are that immuned from the truth or reality.  It may be that people aren't really thinking too deeply about this. That wouldn't surprise me.
American exceptionalism is the real hoax...



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190,103 In the last 24 hours we learned that Hillary Clinton's campaign paid for the "Trump Dossier" to be made up, and that the Russians gave her foundation $145 million right after she approved the Uranium One deal.

So much for "Russian collusion."  See how politics works?  You do something, and then blame the other person for doing it.

Trump is a bit of an idiot, but I am now more thankful than ever that Clinton lost.



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190,102 I had a buried memory come back to me at the worst possible time once. My friends and I were running to the store to grab some beer about a year ago. They randomly started talking about when they gave their first blow job. Holy shit. I wasn't emotionally prepared for what happened next. This memory came back and punched me in the face.

My first boyfriend was less sexually inhibited than I was when I started dating him when I was 17 and he was 18. I had been sexually abused by an older man a couple of years earlier, and sexual activity was something I needed to ease into. My boyfriend did not comprehend this. He wanted a blow job, I'd never given one, and I knew I wasn't ready to do that yet, much less have sex.

He impatient one night when we were making out when I told him no when he asked for one. He took my head in his hands and shoved my head down and forced himself into my mouth. I was terrified, and it got even worse when he was pushing up and down on my head. I didn't realize how afraid of him I was. I didn't fight back. I prayed for it to be overwith quickly. I didn't want to do it. Before he came he told me he wouldn't shoot it down my throat and let me go. How thoughtful.

Later that night we went to a friend's house; and I remember feeling so incredibly sick to my stomach the entire night. This almost retching, nauseating pit that churned inside me the rest of the night, and I had to act like nothing was wrong and like the cute couple everyone thought us to be.

I stopped dead in my tracks in the middle of the store and wanted to fall to my knees and cry. Being in th middle of the store, I obviously didn't want to make a scene, but my friends noticed me walking in a daze. I chalked it up to the shots we took before we went to the store starting to hit me.

It hurts so much to think of it and to remember being a scared, violated 17 year old girl who didn't have the nerve to leave him or the ability to tell anyone out of fear that he'd hurt me or slander and discredit me. His mother worked as a guidance counselor for the high school we went to. She hated me because I was an average student and not a straight A valedictorian super athlete type. Certainly not good enough for her son. I would have brought more trouble on myself if I told anyone.

It stayed secret for 12 years from everyone, including myself. Even now, it chokes me up and upsets me...



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190,101 I've heard about people with repressed memories. Seriously I thought it was bullshit. How could a person not remember something that happened. But then I came across something with me.

Weird story. The summer when I was 17, just before heading off to college, I worked for a catering company. It was run by two gay guys. I scrubbed the pots and helped out at some events.

Separately, I was experiencing some biological distress. My butt hole would bleed on some days. It wasn't life threatening. It was only a little blood. But it hurt. I thought myself very clever for figuring out the cause. It was the mac and cheese. The caterer would make this really good mac and cheese for the events. I'd take the leftovers home. Next day, my butt hole would bleed. That was it. The mac and cheese. Whatever combination of ingredients they used would react with my butt. By the time I figured it out, summer was over and I was off to college. After that, no more bleeding. So I was right. It was the mac and cheese.

Thirty years went by. In that time I got married. Had kids. They went off to college. Just me and the wife at home again. We enjoyed having time to ourselves. We started experimenting a little sexually. All good.

One thing we did, I bought my wife a strap on dildo. I leaned on the bed with my feet on the floor. She penetrated me from behind. She asked if I liked it. I said yes. Then POW.

Like knock me over POW.

I suddenly had a vision of being in this situation before. There was a blond hair man. He was dressed in all white. We were in a car. Then we were out of the car. I was leaning on the hood. He was behind me. I remembered a flash of pain. It was his cock. It was up my butt. He moaned. He came inside me. It was a hot night. No it was a windy night. No it was a misty night. Oh it was several different nights.

Who was the man? It didn't come to me all it once. A few days later I pieced it together. The catering job so many years earlier. When the gay couple catered an event. They hired a gay friend to help with the cooking. He had blond hair. He wore the white chef's clothes. After the events it was late. Too late to walk home. He gave me a ride in his car. But we didn't go right home. We drove to the waterfront. He pulled a few beers out of his bag. We drank. Then I ended up leaning on the car hood with him fucking me.

The next day my butt was bleeding a little. It wasn't the mac and cheese from the event. That's ridiculous. How could mac and cheese make my butt bleed. It was him butt fucking me.

It wasn't a bad memory. It wasn't horrific. There were flashbacks of him sucking me off. It was mutual consensual sex.

It took me 30 years to remember. I had a girlfriend back then. We were sexually active. I had very straight-laced Christian parents. I was straight. I had to be straight. There was no other choice. I must have hidden away what I did out of guilt.

Before my wife did me with the strap on, if you asked if I believed in repressed memories, I would have laughed. But they are real. The human mind is amazing - the way it tries to protect us from ourselves.



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190,100 I could care less about you now.  I've found my happiness and I'm grateful you're forever gone from me.



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