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190,399 As a man, I can honestly say I've imagined every woman I've ever known.
naked
blowing me

Not all the time, but at least once.  Not dating and relationship.  Just primal.  Goes for friends, relatives, etc.  No one is immune.  Maybe I am the outlier but...

And the 'platonic' female friends?  I fantasize about them the MOST.



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190,398 Oh please, I'm a straight women who prefers male friends over women , maybe it was the way my father raised me IDK but I feel more comfortable around men and as a kid I didn't have any girl friends until I was about 10 or 11 , my few male friends that I have now are truly just friends nothing sexual going on.  By the way intelligence has nothing to do with gender the same as having a high IQ doesn't necessary means you will be more wealthy or successful.

PS I'm going out with my best friend (a male) to the movies this afternoon.



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190,397 I've pretty much come to terms with the fact that my mind is always gonna bring me to the same flashbacks, good or bad, over and over again. Sometimes it's annoying, because I'm not really focused on what's in front of me. Anxiety is such a gnat in my ear



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190,396 Why don't women understand we don't want to be their "friend". We don't like your kind. If you didn't have pussy we wouldn't talk to you. God made men bigger, stronger, faster and more intelligent. He needed an equalizer so mankind wouldn't die out because women could not compete with men in survival of the fittest. He gave women pussy. When employed properly it is the most powerful force on earth. A woman that understands how to unleash this power and use it properly to inspire her man, never has to worry about how her man treats her.



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190,395 Guys who see more action after being committed are just recognized for their ticket. Much like a college degree can get you a job, not necessarily for what you learned, but that you stuck with it and achieved something.

The same goes for a wedding ring. That ring symbolizes, "Hey, this guy has got to be good, a women married him." It's just shorthand.

Though it does suck because all these extra women and nothing to do with them. If you have a great marriage, you can hold your wife in high esteem because she was with you before the ring.

If you don't, well, maybe it is time divorce and go after the extra women.



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190,394 As I go through life, I have become fascinated with how "likes attract likes."  For better or worse, people who are alike attract each other.  Nice people want to be around nice people.  And it explains a lot about how dramatic, backstabbing people hang out with each other as well.  

I see this on Facebook all the time.  It's always the same people bitching and complaining about other people doing mean things to them.  Like attracts like.

I read Howard Storm's near death experience book.  In it he says that after he died, he was greeted by human souls who tricked him into walking into a vast darkness.  There he was surrounded by these evil souls and torn apart as he was mocked and humiliated.  Afterwards, he said he realized something - all these people were the same type of person he was.  He learned that after you die, if you don't have the humility to seek God, souls who are similar to you get attracted to you.  They do to you what you'd do to other people.  Then, presumably, you just become who you truly are - sick and twisted, with no pretense of civility or compassion.  This is how these souls are the most personally content, being mean.

I see this same dynamic among the living.  These people who are always having drama and always attacking each other and stabbing them in the back... it's how they're most content.  If Howard Storm's correct, then it's how they'll be happy forever.



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190,393 I stopped wearing my wedding ring a few years ago.  I had gained some weight and it didn't fit.  I want to be able to wear it again.  After reading these secrets about women coming onto men who're married, I reallllly want to lose the weight now and get that thing back on!



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190,392 It's true. i'm only fucking him because he's married. Joke's on his wife.



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190,391 My entire life I've been treated worse than everybody else and blamed for everybody else's mistakes.  I just want to die.



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190,390 I hate my job so much. I used to like going to work but we got a new manager and she is a nightmare to work for. Fuck it! I'm going to call in sick today, get roaring drunk, eat lots of junk food and watch movies all day. I deserve this.  Then starting tomorrow I'm going to look for a new job.



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190,389 @386 I always knew it was you Steff, talking all kinds of shit behind peoples back while you smile in their faces. Snake is what defines you. I'm the stupid one for not realizing that darkness and light would ever mix. I don't care if you ever talk shit about me or your bro. But ever talk shit about how I am as a mother or my decisions about my son. A Christian Liberal is what you will not see. That pathetic house story(real estate) of yours. Goes to show who's God is a bit more powerful Ah? If my God gave me insight about the truth!
Do you think I'm stupid or something. Acting like I'm hurting for a babysitter on Friday? Ha, when you're the one that OFFERED. So let's make that clear! Did you make it seem as though I needed you as a babysitter and couldn't "pay you" because I'm so damn cheap? Ha...not everyone survives off mommy's and daddy's income like some people do. Has nothing to do with kindness as you would assume or presumed why you were being charged with your babysitting. How about learn a thing or two. Some people find ways of making their "own" money unlike you. So if you wanted to get paid for that suppose ""sale of a house"(bwahah) good one! All you had to do is keep it real with me and you would have got paid for that sale(aka babysitting in my case just a visit).haha so lets clarify and reiterate that, Sooo no hun, You don't get to talk shit about me and then fake it until you make it.
And yes....this is who you think it is!
Figure it out. Now you see why my son is not trusted under your care?



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190,388 I don't want him because he's taken. I want him because I love him.  I didn't ask to. I didn't plan it this way. It just...is.



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190,387 As a parent, I'm not sure what to do when we, meaning me and the kids, are watching a movie and a character says something like, "Hey why don't you get down on your knees and give me a blow job."

I have a 12 year old and 15 year old. What am I supposed to say to them? I get paralyzed and do nothing, but it's so uncomfortable for me. Gawd why do they put that stuff in kids shows!



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190,386 My very good friend bought a run-down house last May. Since then, I have pretty much spent every weekend helping her remodel, and it is no small job because (a) she knows diddley squat about home reno and, (b) she is a tightwad who will spend 3 weeks rummaging thrift shops for a light fixture instead of buying one, thus pushing the reno timeline further back with every delay.
Yesterday, a mutual friend of ours jokingly asked if she was going to cut me a check when she sells the house for a profit down the road (she bought the house so cheap, she'll probably made a $30 to 45k profit). I could not stop laughing. As if. Now I am helping her because I like doing this kind of work and also bc my dad taught me well  . I don't expect to be compensated for my work beyond a meal when I spend the day working away on her house, but to think that she would actually give me money??? Ha ha ha. Now that would be the day!!!

Some people probably think I am nuts giving away all my knowledge and time for so little. But really, I am just nice. Not stupid-nice, just nice-nice.

I'll let you guess who is the Christian/Republican and who is the Atheist/Liberal between the two of us....



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190,385 I don't believe in heaven or hell.

If you fuck up here on earth, you'll be coming back eternally to make it right.  

That will seem like hell.

If you're lucky, you might fulfill your purpose and make it right, then they will welcome your spirit into eternal love and they won't keep sending your sorry ass back here.



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190,384 I'm not a gun owner and honestly don't care for them however there's not much to do unless they ban them all completely, putting more laws , background checks won't stop a person for obtaining them illegally, not just gun but any person can make a bomb , used a car as weapon , if a person it's determined to do such horrendous act , he / she will find a way .  This guy apparently had a vest and had military experience, I'm sure he plan this for a while . The only thing we can do its report and keep an eye on people that show signs on harming other people and even then police enforcement can't do that much or arrest a person unless there's enough proof .



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190,383 In light of the TX shooting up a church, I'm just wondering if we should change something with the gun laws... I mean, there must be a solution somewhere between changing the constitution and these massacres.



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190,382 12 hour work shifts are kicking my ass.  I want to go back to 8 hour work shifts.



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190,381 I wish I was someone's favorite. Everyone I know seems to like everyone else better. I don't understand what I'm doing wrong.



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190,380 You are not as smart as you think you are. I know who she is. You don't know what you are getting into. You don't know a good woman when you see one! Guess you will never learn!



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190,379 I think some people want what they can't have . I hear stories from women who say the same thing , as soon they get engaged and start wearing a ring a lot of men started hitting on them.   I once have a dude trying to hit on me while pregnant, I was about 7 months and showing a lot at first I taught the guy was joking but he wasn't he was very serious about it .  Idk what was wrong with the guy , maybe he had a fetish for pregnant women but I was disbelief and gross out at the same time.



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190,378 A good man knows how to say no.  Boys don't know how to say no.

A good man that happens to be in an unhappy marriage is capable and willing to use good judgement.

That being said, the wedding ring is a magnet. Sometimes I feel like putting it on just to reap the social benefits.



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190,377 When I was single, I tried my hardest to attract women. I sucked at it. Once I got married to my high school sweetheart, I went back to the same clubs/bars just for a drink.

The only thing different about me was my ring. I sat on the same lonely bar stool, sipped the same boring draft, and did the same boring chat with the bartender. But I was different - I was married. The ring said so.

Holy shit, I wish any of my married friends had given me the hint they must have known. That ring got me so much female attention. I simply by wearing that ring, I was waving away several women a night. Total babes at a 8-10 scale were wanting me when the month before I was being literally laughed away by 4's.

Fuck yeah women want to compete. It wasn't until I was "taken" that women wanted me. Fuck those bitches. I lost so much respect for women in the first few months of my marriage, I can't even believe it.

After being married for about a year, I lost the rest of my respect for the female gender. "Oh lookie, I've hooked a guy with a stable paycheck and brain, so now I can stop giving up the pussy."

Nasty conniving cunts, the lot of them. I'd love to say that my situation was unique, but after how many of my friends are in the same boat, and reading CC, i think this is apparently normal. Too bad I'm addicted to pussy and boobs. My life would be so much easier and cheaper otherwise.



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190,376 Some men have claimed that when they were single, women ignored them, but once they visibly got a girlfriend, other women magically found them (the men) more interesting.  You can put that down to competitive behaviour among women, or a perception that, if you're good enough to be some other woman's boyfriend, you might be good enough to be theirs as well.  Asking how your girlfriend is doing is just an indirect way of eliciting if you and your girlfriend are still together.  There's no particular reason otherwise why a woman should be curious about the wellbeing of someone else's girlfriend.



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190,375 372, because they are testing the waters to see if you are susceptible to their advances.   Doing it this way allows them to save face when you ignore it or to protest that they were not doing anything bad, just asking how your GF is doing.



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190,374 I've been watching Stranger Things and watching Jonathan, an uncool kid without a dad, start dating a really nice girl gives me hope. I'm a girl, but I'm definitely in a similar situation to him (except I definitely have friends). If he can find someone, so can I.



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190,373 Another coward just shot bunch of people on a church, why? I mean if you want to kill people just volunteer to be st front on military combat, why it's always the innocent, that don't even have a chance on defending themselves because they didn't saw coming. I'm tired of this aholes ruining people's lives .



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190,372 363....I am a guy and i have the same problem with some of my female friends. I just wanna be friends and nothing more.
I get along better with women as friends for whatever reason. They know i have a girlfriend yet they cant stop hinting at the possibility of a relationship...
Strange thing is they are always asking me how my girlfriend is doing..I dont understand the logic, i never ask how their boyfriends are doing its non of my business.



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190,371 The feeling of happiness is a new bottle of 80-proof, a fresh pack of smokes, and a gig of unwatched porn on my laptop.

I made a pot of coffee and went onto the back porch to have some fun. I get up hours before the rest of my family, so I chain-smoked while masturbating and getting drunk, with a random coffee sip to keep me warm.

This was the highlight of my day. Nobody else knows but you, CC. It kind of makes me sad that this is how I make myself happy, but it is what it is. It's the little things, and personal time, that get us through life with a smile on our faces.

Cheers, I'm off for another cup of java then vodka. I'll have a smoke while watching another beautiful couple pretend to enjoy having sex, but orgasming for the paycheck. The kids are up now, so no fucking myself, but my brain is happy while the rugrats scream and fight.



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190,370 355- it is not racist to not like the culture of a group of people who share the same culture, values, etc.



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190,369 I feel bad for people who feel as if they need to spend more money than what they earn in order to keep up appearances to their neighbors and friends and family.



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190,368 -360, I spent most of my years between 15 and 25 dodging death.  I am content doing nothing exciting now.  I've had enough excitement.  My friends think I'm crazy for wanting to move somewhere out into the Midwest farmland, among the endless fields and cows everywhere, and live the last 40 years of my life.  Nice and quiet.  No excitement.  Plenty of view to see if anything dangerous is coming towards me.  I guess people are different.



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190,367 Life would be twice as good if I could just sleep in until 9 a.m. every day.



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190,366 We may be in our mid fifties, but the three date rule still applies. This afternoon will be our 3rd date. Just saying....



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190,365 I am an educator who teaches adults how to get and keep a job, a task that is getting harder and harder.

I always tell my students to treat each job interview as practice for the next one.  This way helps them to realize that, no matter how badly you need a job, you will not leave the interview with less than you had upon arrival.  It also helps one to be more cognizant of mistakes or things that could be done better as they occur; it helps facilitate more self-awareness and add an element of self-confidence.  

So, I say, if you don't get this job for which you are interviewing, you will at least be better prepared for the next one.  Practice interviewing with friends or family.  View Youtube tutorials to know what to do and what not do.  Dress the part to show the interviewer that you care and that this interview matters.  First impressions are indelible!  

I tell my students, you not only want to get the job, but you want to get the job WELL!  Often the way you present yourself will have a strong determining factor of how much you will be paid and your strength in negotiating your benefits package.  The more perfectly you present, the more power you will wield in the end!

At the end, I tell them, "Good luck, and God Bless You!



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190,364 I just ate 10 Vicodin ES pills and chased them down with a 25oz can of malt liquor. I'm going to get so fucked up. Life's good!



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190,363 Why is it that men cannot be friends with a single woman? Why do they always have to ask you out, or let you know that they would like to.
I just want to be friends. Nothing less, nothing more.
UGH.



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190,362 I have a job interview next week. I'm scared. What if I blow it?



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190,361 One time, after making love to me, this woman standing over my shoulder.   She said to me to "I've seen your girlfriend and she has ugly breasts"

As any guy, I was thinking to myself, how on earth?  I was so outraged, I saw red in my eyeballs.   I got up, I started yelling.  

I looked down then I stopping yelling, I looked up again.  The woman standing over my shoulder was my wife.  

I feel so humiliated that wife is telling me that my girlfriend is ugly.   I say it again out of disbelief that my wife tells me to my face that my girlfriend is ugly.

I 've known deep in my heart that I've become mean.   I've moved away from my source.  

I'm sorry to you both.



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190,360 My dad is like poor mans James Bond , he speaks more than one language, he skydives for fun, he has travel all over the world and gets paid for it  , he knows how to fix and fly an aircraft, he have live in different countries and has survived some close calls on his  crazy "adventures" all over the world.



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190,359 In 32 hours i will be flying for the first time in my life to go to disney world.ive never been this terrified at anything else in my life. Its a terrible and debilitating feeling but im going to see it through. Im not scared to die but my regret is that it would also kill 2 of my siblings. I hope im not bad luck for this flight.but it does feel good being able to afford a vacation without that fat cunt siphoning my money. Yeah you pill riddled nasty pig, you cant even pay your bills but im gonna get over my fear of life and do things ive never dreamed of.you two should get jobs and grow up



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190,358 I love being home and spending time on the internet. I think I have an addiction. I spend all my days on the weekends surfing the web. from morning til night, and I love LOVE LOVE IT. For example, today I woke up at 12pm, opened my laptop, surfed the web until 2ish for lunch, back to the computer, made more food around 4/5pm, more computer, until now (11pm).


I can see how this is unhealthy



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190,357 I'd rather spend my days pursuing things that interest me - but basically not getting paid for it - than do any old boring job for a big paycheck. This is a choice in life. Most people take the boring route and get paid. I take the amusing route and scrap by. Yep, once a year they can afford to go on a nice vacation. But the other 51 weeks they are wasting their lives.  Me, I can't afford to go on vacation, but I find my life has been fulfilling.



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190,356 I know a guy who has a dentist come to his home. What a great idea. I hate the dentist. But if I could lay down on my own bed, hugging my own pillow, while the dentist does his thing, god that would be great. I might actually enjoy getting dental work done.



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190,355 I am anti-racism and pro-human rights.

My secret is that I hate Somalians.



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190,354 I've reached a new low in my life. I didn't think it was possible. I'm so sad.



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190,353 This summer, my family is staying with the in-laws while I work a thousand miles away.  I hope I don't get scurvy and can find a good spot cleaner for semen stains.



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190,352 Let me start by saying that even though I don't like Mr. Trump (I don't like Hillary either) , I like a lot of the clothes his wife wears ,it's nice to see women over 40 not letting themselves go and wearing dresses, skirts and not cutting their hair . Some women think once you turn certain age you should have short hair, quit wearing certain clothes and just give up.



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190,351 Some days I feel like dying and have nothing to live for. And then I remember I want to adopt and have a beautiful child. I turn to learning Mandarin because its the only thing that feels worthwhile and keeps me from thinking about dying or being so depressed. The thought of using another language to be able to communicate with my child makes me so happy.

I hope I am able to adopt and bring so much happiness into someone else's life.



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190,350 I wish you would just fuck me and let's get it over with!! Why the hell not?



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190,349 I sexually harassed a girl in HS.  Grabbed her boobs at a party when I was 16 and hammered.  She punched me in the balls.

I think we're even.



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190,348 You can also use those flushable wipes from the store , they have different brands from charming to genetic brands , while not as good as a bidet they are pretty decent.



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190,347 Maybe not a secret, but not too well known:  Buy a bidet toilet seat attachment.  It's a small apparatus that attaches to your toilet bowl and allows you to quickly and very efficiently make yourself hygienically clean after toilet functions.  There are some models with heat, but the ones I have just use plain cold water. You would think that would be uncomfortable, but it really is not. The stream is adjustable and quite soothing and comfortable.  Afterward, you have that fresh, clean just washed feeling and freshness!  Skid marks (I have never been one to have them) will be gone forever! They sell for around fifty bucks, and are worth every penny! I don't know why everyone doesn't use them.  When I have to go away from home, which is not often, I rush straight to the bidet upon my return.  Once you get used to that clean, clean feeling, you just can't let it go!



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190,346 Just imagine the putrescence of jars of old cum!  Imagine the horror!  Open the jar ... clear the city!!!



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190,345 A few years ago I was lonely and alone so I went onto a cam sight. I found THEE most BEAUTIFUL redhead I had ever found. Perfect hourglass figure, and she had a sharp personality! Body and mind, so great. But I assumed she had been coached in the art of seduction. And I played it that way, even when she told me I was different. I knew she had been told to say such things.

    I logged on a few more times. I had to see her! She was on, and when she wasn't we messaged back an forth through the app. She would wear what I wanted all day way waiting for me to log on.

    Just when I started to think wow, I don't care where she is, I'm going there. She disappeared, never to be heard from again, or seen again on cam.

    I miss her. The idea that you can find someone in the weirdest places. It clings to my heart like a bad idea. Maybe someday it will happen, maybe some day it won't.

M/38



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190,344 I work in entertainment (I'm a female “crew” member not an actress) and have been harassed numerous times by famous actors/singers/sports people (I'm married with kids & not interested at all) and when I complained to the “higher ups” I was basically told- we will take care of it, oh he's just kidding around, can't you take a joke and so on. My bosses did NOTHING and the BS continued. EFF you! Now Karma has come to collect her dues and I'm laughing my ass off! These disgusting creeps beloved by everyone are getting their comeuppance- I so wish I could name names but I can't for legal reasons. Reap what you sow bitches!  Now it's my time to laugh.



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190,343 fingertips on my collar bones, I look up at the stars and know I will burn out clear.



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190,342 My life is completely broken right now. I don't have a job, I have no friends except for one internet friend and no family. I live off Section 8, food stamps and cash aid while I await my military pension to go through.

I have bipolar disorder and paralyzing anxiety. I only leave my apartment when I need food and then I go to liquor store down the street to buy over priced food there. I don't have a car so with my anxiety I have very few choices as to where I can buy food. The supermarket is just too far away to walk.

I haven't taken a shower since the beginning of September and I haven't shaved either.

It doesn't matter because I just don't care.

53/m



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190,341 I work in entertainment (I'm a female “crew” member not an actress) and have been harassed numerous times by famous actors/singers/sports people (I'm married with kids & not interested at all) and when I complained to the “higher ups” I was basically told- we will take care of it, oh he's just kidding around, can't you take a joke and so on. My bosses did NOTHING and the BS continued. EFF you! Now Karma has come to collect her dues and I'm laughing my ass off! These disgusting creeps beloved by everyone are getting their comeuppance- I so wish I could name names but I can't for legal reasons. Reap what you sow bitches!  Now it's my time to laugh.



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190,340 I loved someone evil, once. Thank god that's over.



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190,339 I exposed a raw and vulnerable side of myself to you and I'm afraid that I'll never hear from you again.  If that's going to be the case, please just let me know.



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190,338 I dream all day. And, I miss her.



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190,337 I said I'd have a new job within three months, and you'd still be a fat, ugly troll.

Well, it hasn't even been two months, and I start a new job that's actually something of a step up for me on Monday. So, the first part of my prediction was, if anything, a bit of an underestimation of myself.

As for the second part of my statement, I have no real way of knowing that you're still a fat, ugly, repulsive troll, but unless you magically shed 100 pounds over the last 60 days, I'd say that signs point to yes.

PS- I will surpass you in every way.



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190,336 I recently moved out of my boyfriend's house because his addiction and family was taking over my life...but now I feel so alone and unsupported. I gave all my attention and effort to him that now I'm so so sad. It's hard to keep from crying throughout the day, and I find myself overthinking...or just realizing shit. Like I'm going to lose my mom very soon and my sister and I don't even fucking talk to my sister. I'm going to have kids one day that don't have any extended family. I don't know what to do. There's this secret part of me that keeps insisting on getting pregnant RIGHT NOW so I can let my future kids experience a grandma, cousins, fucking anything family like because it's broken enough as it is. And maybe he'd leave his house to be with me and our future child.......
But when I asked his mom if I could bring a kitten to take care of and raised it, he showed no affection to it whatsoever. Which makes me scared even more.

...I'm losing my fucking mind, and I am all alone...



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190,335 So, you want me to take your opinions seriously, yet FOX NEWS,
your preferred news source, has been exposed as the home to racist, sexist, white scumbags.

What do you think that says about you?



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190,334 Boo hoo! You're depressed, so you pout and mope around like anyone gives a fuck! Pull it together or get out of here. No one wants to see that shit. No one's going to save you. Take your health into your own hands. Or don't. No one fucking cares. Turns out my husband's a whiny little bitch.



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190,333 I swiped left the first time but your profile came back around so I swiped right. It was a great choice and then you get weirded out when I told you I've curbed everyone since we met. Yes I'm falling for. Can't help it. Being with you feels like I've found a piece of myself I've lost.



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190,332 I HATE my boyfriend and I'm going to leave him one of these days. I've tried to stay with him, to make things work for the sake of our babies but I just can't do it anymore. He canr be bothered to even pretend so what's the point? I have turned into a very angry, resentful and very fat (i stress eat BAD) person. Why am I not good enough? What is so wrong with me?



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190,331 I'm living my life on autopilot.    But that's not really living.  I miss me.



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190,330 When I was finally fired from my first full time job, I also was not missed.  After all, I thought, it was a job.  I actually wasn't expecting to be missed, when I left.  I was basically "asked" to leave, but in reality I was fired.  The company gave me basically one month from the time they fired me until I left.  So, co-workers basically knew I was leaving, BUT, nobody said anything.  I am not sure if it was because they didn't know, or didn't care.  Anyways, I left without saying good bye to anybody.  I wrote a good bye email to one of the departments, where I worked for about one year, but not the rest of the company.  Before I had sent the email, one female co-worker from that department seemed concerned, but when I sort of explained my situation, she seemed a little bit incredulous, so, that kind of threw me off.  One Friday I was there, the following Monday, I was not there anymore.  I had emailed my replacement, who had been with the company for a couple of months, with the instructions about taking over some of my duties.  When I called back the company to return the parking pass, the replacement happened to answer the phone.  He sounded like he did not know what was going on.  For the couple of months he was there before I left, I kept asking him to come with me to the library to do one of the tasks, in order to show him how to do it.  He did not want to come with me, basically.  He kept postponing it.  I wasn't going to tell him I had been fired, and I needed to show him how to do the job.  So, when I called back, I laughed on the inside.  Maybe, there would not be a next time, OK.  I told him I was going to be back the next day to show him how to do the task.  I did not come back.  Sorry, but I had already started another job.  When I told a family member I was planning to come back to the previous job, I was asked WHY?  I realized why should I come back to a place I had just been fired and work for free basically, and jeopardize my new job?



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190,329 Here's a secret, anyway: I had surgery awhile back, and my insurance would pay for cutting me open, but not for putting me back together, because it was "cosmetic." Yeah ok, I guess not having a huge gaping wound is an aesthetic choice.  Anyhow, I'm afraid my doctor went the bargain basement route because he couldn't get insurance to pay for it. He put me back together with superglue, I shit you not.  Now I'm healed over, but every so often little plasticky wads of superglue burrow their way to the surface.  I haven't told my wife because she'll want me to go back to the doctor, and we don't have the money.



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190,328 I LOVE to masturbate! I do it All the time - can't get enough! But I hate to just throw my sperm away - every load is like a tiny trophy to me, so a few years ago, I started saving it - now I've got about a dozen pickle jars FULL of cum!  Every now and then, when I'm REALLY horny, I'll pour myself a glass of cum & drink it while I beat myself mercilessly!  Then, about 6 months ago, I had a brainstorm; I went to the pharmacy, got myself an enema/douche kit & about 3 weeks later, I had a full gallon of fresh sperm & I gave myself a douche with my own cum!  What am AMAZING feeling - I just can't describe it!!!.



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190,327 If there's food in the fridge that's past its peak, like leftovers from a meal I can't even remember making, I won't eat it. Why take the risk of getting sick?  But instead of throwing it out, I'll give it to my husband for lunch. Hahaha.



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190,326 Sometimes when I'm stressed out or hurt by someone, I lean into dissociation as a coping mechanism. I listen to the song Crystal Ball by Keane, because it's about a man who isn't really sure about anything in his life anymore. What his opinions are, what he believes in, what inspires him is lost.

When it happens it feels like my mind and my body become more loosely connected, as if I were tethered to my body rather than living inside it. I recede into myself, and I think about the bigger picture of my life. I think about my place in the journey of my life, where I want it to go and where I'm actually going, and it can help me make more objectively better decisions. I don't talk to people or emote as much, and my demeanor is much more subdued.

I know it's not healthy, but I can live with it. Plus I like my more apathetic self. She can get things done way better than I can, even though she gets no enjoyment out of it at all



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190,325 I interviewed for a computer programming job a few years ago. My potential department manager grilled me endlessly. More than that, I felt he was outright antagonistic. I'd give an answer to a programming challenge question and he'd say it was dumb, and shouldn't I do it a different way. At first I politely agreed with him. But he kept challenging everything I said. Finally I said, no, I disagreed with him. My solution is a good one. It's not "dumb". It gets the task done efficiently and correctly with no shortcuts that might cause a problem later on. I was slightly harsh.

He then smiled and said great. He said my algorithm was good. He just kept saying it wasn't to see if I'd stand up for myself.

Next day he called to offer me the job. I said no thanks. Secret: Employers sometimes forget that as much as they are interviewing me, I am also interviewing them. Why on earth would I want to work with a guy who plays mind games and has already shown himself to be difficult? No way. Good riddance.



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190,323 What else could I do?
I'm so inspired by you.
That hasn't happened for the longest time.

:)



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190,322 In a race I can run a 7ᚨ mile for three miles. When I'm feeling angry and emotional I can run a 6ᛆ mile for three miles. My mind focuses on being pissed off and I don't feel the pain in my muscles. I don't even notice I'm running faster. Anger works for me.



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190,321 My monthly prescription for Vicodin arrived in my mail yesterday. I called in sick at work today and I'm going to get loaded and watch movies all day. It's the little things that are the most fun!



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190,320 Just stare into space
Picture my face in your hands
I'm really sad when I hear this. Sums up why my resentment is misplaced.  I could sing those words for you from my heart. So sad.



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190,319 I have lived in the USA for 33 years Every year we were told was the warmest in history and every year is getting warmer.It thirty years I still wear the same clothes for summer and the same clothes for winter. It is not much warmer or much cooler.  Al Gore said by the year 2000 New York City will be under water. During the thirty three years New York had one storm -Sandy -and the street flooded.The earth's climate has changed for millions of years -with or without humans. I am very sensitive to the earth and littering is a bigger problem .When one travels on a ocean liner and see islands of plastic bottles drifting miles from land in the sea- that saddens me. That is something humans can do something about! Say human do affect the climate what would you like us to do to rectify this situation? Stop flying? Stop driving cars? Stop using electricity? What??????



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190,318 I wish I had the option to just be a cat. Humans suck so bad, & my cat is freedom in living form. Freedom is the biggest lie we have told ourselves. You're not free. Think you are? Try doing something for one day without money.



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190,317 No, man-made global warming hasn't been proven.  There's no proof of it. Think for yourself.  Just because your political party wants to tax everybody doesn't mean it's actually happening.



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190,316 313 - It's definitley significant for me. First place I go when I start up in the morning is here. It's comforting to know I'm not the only one who's head is spinning over life in general.



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190,315 I see myself as open minded. Equality for all!

Except I do find it unnerving to see two guys kiss. Ew. That ain't right.



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190,314 If my husband ever leaves me, I think I might just shave my head. Not completely bald, but like a quarter inch long. It would save so much time and hassle not having to dry and style my hair and so much money on haircuts and conditioner. It would be so much cooler in the hot summer months.



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190,313 I often wonder if my friend still takes the time to look at this site, too. I told so many people about this website, because it gave me something that human interaction couldn't. It was very stress relieving  for me, and entertaining. I feel bad, because I feel like it wasn't as significant in other peoples lives...



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190,312 I feel like you throw 10 different parties a year. The weird thing is you don't even live here anymore. You live in a completely new city, in a different state thousands of miles away. But, somehow you manage to make every holiday about you. Throwing a party for yourself, and then inviting a ton of people by making it sound like some world-class party...yeah, it sounds conceited as hell to me. Somehow you're always in town ready to throw this gigantic shindig, because you think you're that important. People have other things to do. Stop inviting me! Isn't it obvious that I don't want to go?



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190,311 I'm falling into that funk i get into where I'm hurting but i don't trust anyone, so I isolate myself as my brain replays horrible images, over and over until i get drunk



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190,310 I met this woman thru a dating site, we are both separated.  We hit if off thru texting, emails etc.  We meet for coffee, lunch and then dinner.  Its going really well.  Then she starts talking about her sexual past....turns out she had 5 affairs, the last one started two weeks after the previous one ended, the last one a dom/sub one.  Then she starts talking about her past abortions as she wasn't good with BC and loved to act on impulse (the 5 affairs told me that).  I'm sitting there texting her back thinking, damn I'm so glad I didn't get intimate with this woman. A few days later I called her and did the whole its me, not you thing and ended it.

Funny part was she seemed normal and with it, an IT professional, 3 kids, college degree, witty, smart, attractive, active tennis player...can't judge a book by its cover



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190,309 You are a cheating, fat, vile nasty skank and i hope you die amiserable death soon



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190,308 I believe that the World Series was rigged for the Astros to win. This was done because of the devastation Houston suffered from hurricane Harvey. Houston residents needed something to lift their spirits and the Astros winning the World Series was it.



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190,307 So I found another job and last Friday, at the end of the day, I let my manager know that I was leaving.  Since I'm an independent contractor, I didn't have to give the standard two weeks' notice - just went in, signed some papers and that's it.  Then I said goodbye to the about 10 people who were milling about, and sent out a "farewell" email to the entire office.

Within half an hour, two officemates called me - one who is a very good friend (and already knew I was leaving), and one of the newer girls.  A few days later, I received a beautiful card in the mail from the office secretary, wishing me good luck in my new position.

That's it.  Out of 150 people in my office, that's it.  I posted the job change on Facebook, and even though I have about half of the office on there, not one person commented, liked, reacted, or sent me a message - not even the people I felt close to, ones who I helped with things and met up with outside of the office.

I guess I wasn't as well-liked as I thought.



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190,306 I can't decide whether to have a trip roaring drunk one night stand or commit suicide after Which should I do? I am unhappy, unfulfilled, bored and horny as fuck. I am simply broke and don't have the funks to do what I need to do to improve my life. It's a no win. Something after Christnas will have to be done.



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190,305 I been with my husband on and off for 15 , 16 years and not once been unfaithful, just go away loser , keep dreaming even if I was to divorce my husband tomorrow you wouldn't have a chance with me.  Please quit spreading rumors and lies , I can sue you for slander.



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190,304 And in the scariest way, that's exactly why I'm leaving



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190,303 Our relationship is still too co-dependent if I'm feeling left out because you don't want me to go with you to get your abortion. That's between you and your boyfriend. Why do I feel sad and hurt about that?

Maybe it's because I was willing to drop all my plans, skip work, skip my hair appointment, skip recording a weekly show I do on Fridays, all to be there for her and support her, and she decides last minute that she doesn't need me. And I have to hear it from her boyfriend.

Maybe it's because that's a pattern in my life, when I put others way before myself and it turns out they didn't care that much to begin with. It hurts that I wanted so badly to be supportive like I should with my best friend, and once again, because he's there, I'm not needed at all.



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190,302 I got you sick. I thouht I was over it I swear but I tend to incubate my sickness when I do get sick and I'm also a carrier for strep. It's cute that you're worried that you'll have gotten me sick but its the other way around. I know I got you sick. I told you I was sick all weekend but clearly you werem't listening. Yes I gave you a virus, it's strep I promise and I am so sorry. I feel terrible for getting you so sick. Damn it. And we were suppose to go out tonight.



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190,301 Wish I had a bidet in my house. I would use it 10 times a day - whenever I tinkle or do more. So gross not being perfectly clean down there. Very uncivilized.



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190,300 I'm teleworking today.

It's 3 p.m.

Time to get started.



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