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192,499 Now that I'm older, I awake from my more lucid dreams in the same places. There are all these places. They are like my own versions of the places I've been.

The messy apartment.

The thoroughfare into town, almost always raining, sometimes there is an ominous storm.

The crazy-ass airport.

The sprawling cavelike degenerated factory mill.

The city center that leads to the airport.

The Pennsylvania ranch house, always alone.

Cars that drift into the rain-swollen confluence

A muddy hill, majestic above a steady stream

The culvert from the stream that has numerous  passages






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192,498 I always wonder is that god I’m feeling or just the drugs


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192,497 Most women I see in porn videos have a horrified look when a guy cums on their face. It's as if the guy just vomited on them. It's a big turn off for me to see a woman hate the experience so much. I haven't dated many women yet, but if a woman gave me a face like that, I'd never go out with her again.


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192,496 Today’s my birthday.... I made a deal with myself. If you call me today, I’ll let you back in my life. If you don’t, I’ll see you in the next life. Maybe we’ll have better luck then.


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192,495 I truly hate my life nowadays.  Everyone I meet lies to me. Guys are vapid, hypocritical, disrespectful, inflexible, and play the most horrendous mind games. I’m in trouble with the law and can’t move away now until 2019. I’m lonely, depressed, and can’t even make the change needed to end the pain. I just want my Old life back. This place has taken it away from me and won’t even let me run.
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192,494 I have a secret, but it's too disturbing to share. I can't bring myself to type it out. I plan to share it someday, but I don't know if I ever actually will be able to


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192,493 When I was growing up I shared a bedroom with my older brother. One night, when I was about 15,  I wasn't thinking. I was in the bedroom alone. I started playing with my pecker. I became fully erect. I stood by the desk lamp so I could observe it more closely in the bright light. Just at that moment my brother walked into the room. Horror! I quickly turned off the light and hopped into bed. I pretend he didn't see me with my erect pecker sticking out. But he clearly did. He never said anything though and I've tried not to think about the incident. The entire ordeal still embarrasses me.


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192,492 Some of the moms talk about how they buy milk for their families in one gallon jugs because it saves money.

I buy milk for my family in half gallon containers because it lets my mom friends know my husband makes more money than their husbands and I don't have to save money.

I win.


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192,491 I have a friend who isn't truly happy unless she's angry at someone for something.


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192,490 439 You’ve found the key to true happiness.


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192,489 Ha ha 486. I know the feeling. When my wife was giving birth, I was standing there along with a doctor, several nurses and my mother in law. My wife's legs were spread and a nurse was very adamantly telling her to pushhhh.

She did.

And out of her butt came a giant blob of shit.

The nurses looked at each other like, "I aint cleaning that up. Not in my job description."

So my mother in law grabbed the paper towels and took care of it. A few minutes later my wife gave birth.

I feel bad for what women have to put up with.


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192,488 Is it really so wrong for a man to be in a FWB situation with his niece? If they are of legal adults, both consenting, and pregnancy is impossible? Society frowns on it, but should they?

She is between boyfriends and his wife isn't interested, so there isn't anybody missing out. Besides, they turn each other on and love their stolen playtime.

Asking for a friend, of course


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192,487 My wife is still lying to me. She did have sex with the other man more than 3 times in the last 8 years. She did suck his cock. She did know he was married. Why does she still think I believe she did none of that? Just tell me the truth so I can make an informed decision.


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192,486 One of my friends had to have her hip replaced in her thirties. A few times right after the surgery while she was recovering, her husband had to wipe her butt for her.

THAT... is true love.


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192,485 The latest Trump allegation might be the strangest of all. The media claims Trump paid off a porn star to keep quiet about their sexual affair. Trump says it never happened. The porn star, Stormy Daniels, whose real name is Stephanie Clifford also says it never happened.

Yet the media is saying it did happen.

What's their proof?

They say a company in Delaware paid a woman named Peggy Peterson $130,000.

There you have it. Absolute proof! Records show that Peggy Peterson was paid! No denying it!

Uhhh. But what in God's name does that have to do with Trump and the porn star? What's the connection back to the pay off story?

None. The media is offering no connection at all. Just that a woman with a different name was paid some money by a company unaffiliated with Trump, as if that confirms Trump cheated with a porn star.

I mean, forget all the stories about Trump's mental health, these media inventions have become so bizarre that I'm beginning to worry about the media's mental health!


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192,484 This woman I know took a trip to Jamaica with her sister and two of their girlfriends.  They were all around 25 years old.  She posted pictures on Facebook of the trip.  In a couple of the pictures there's these same black men hanging out with them at the beach, at the hotel, playing under a waterfall, etc.  Nowhere else on her Facebook are there any other pictures or even a mention of these black guys she and her sister and her friends spent so much time on their trip with.

I assume she and the other women went to Jamaica for the sex tourism.  Jamaica is known for female sex tourism and pot.  They picked up these random guys and spent the week fucking them.  Crazy shit for a lawyer, a nurse, and a social worker.




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192,483 I don't think my wife has ever had an orgasm. I don't think she knows what one is.

At it's core, sex has two levels.

1) Rolling around in bed naked. This is certainly fun and exciting. It's better than doing laundry.

2) The overwhelming sense of joy from an orgasm. It curls your toes and makes your back arch.

My wife confuses 1) with 2). I don't think she's ever gotten to 2).

I base this on a sneaky observation. I spy on her sometimes through the bedroom window late at night. Not always, but a number of times I have seen her rubbing her clit. She doesn't know I'm watching, so there is no need for faking anything. It's just her and her hand.

She'll rub for a few minutes. Then she'll stop rubbing and start reading a book.

I'll come into the bedroom a short time later. One thing she has going for her is her honesty. I'll bait her. I'll say it smells like sex in here. I'll ask if she was touching herself. I bring this up warmly and lovingly.

She spills the beans. She coyly tells me she rubbed herself to orgasm.

To orgasm? No way. She rubbed herself. But there was no orgasm.

I think she believes rubbing your clit is termed an orgasm. I don't think she's ever experienced a real orgasm. She doesn't know she's using the term incorrectly.


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192,482 I love smoking a joint after a long day at work and a tough workout.  I make a nice dinner and get a good nights rest.  


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192,481 I know when I die, people will cheer. They will go to a bar and buy drinks for their friends. There will be high fives and singing. This is because I'm moral. I have a conscious. I always try to do the right thing. If someone is unfair, unkind --- I point it out. If someone wants to steal, or break the law in other ways, I interfere with their plans. I shed light on the shadowy plans of others.  This is why some people, corrupt people, despise me. Still, it makes me sad that people will be happy when I die.


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192,480 I just turned 40 years old.  Throughout my 20s I drank heavily and was promiscuous, where I regretted it later. I had no self respect and continued that risky behavior, always feeling like shit afterwards. I don't think I've ever had sex sober.  I had a bf who was a lawyer and 10 years older than me. He tried to beat me up when he found out I was pregnant (We were supposedly in a relationship, ha ha), disappeared afterwards so I went to get an abortion alone.  I drank a lot, ended up gaining lots of weight from drinking and binge/.purging by myself.  Until this day, I am unable to have an emotional connection to anybody so I am always single.  Plus, I lost my looks.  I have been vaping weed and it's helped me curb my alcohol, to the point where I don't even like drinking.  It has done wonders. it should be legalized.   I just feel overwhelmed and lonely sometimes.  Sorry for the rant.


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192,479 I’m tired of all the stuck up people thinking weed is the worst thing ever. I buy 1/8 for $20. Everyone suggests I see another doctor instead. I smoke, because it helps my migraines, and makes me feel happy when I’m so drained and deprived of happiness, and that is something I’ll always be grateful for. Don’t take it away, because some idiots abuse it. You still go to shut her after hearing about the pastor’s sexual assault on a minor. This is kind of the same thing, and weed HELPS in the same way praying or reading the Bible would a religious person. I’m just saying.

24/F/Ph.D


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192,478 Republicans are such bullies. It’s no wonder my mom is Republican and that she voted for Trump.

She defends him with vigor, too.

How did I come out of that woman?

How is this the direction of our Congress?!

Wtf has the United States come to? Have a tantrum and just shut down - never mind all of the families that are relying on their paychecks. Republicans don’t get their way, so they shut down the government  to get their way.  


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192,477 When I was five or six, my brother who was five years older than me asked to touch my vagina, in exchange for touching his penis.

I don't feel like this was this great, terrible thing, but I feel like I should feel like that.

I'm trying too let go of the past and this is something that is still hanging around. I don't know if I should work through this on my own or go back to the therapist. I don't feel it was wrong, but maybe talking through it with someone else would be helpful.


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192,476 Im typing with my left hand because my right hand is rubbing my pussy.


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192,475 It's amazing how well ginger ale in a champagne flute passes for the real thing. Just sip it slowly and seem to be enjoying yourself. If anyone asks what it is, just say it's "a little something bubbly."

A little secret for anyone who for whatever reason can't drink, but is expected to at work or social functions.




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192,474 I was such a jerk to people in my younger years. Sorry everyone.


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192,473 Ax from guns roses? A few years ago he tried to make a comeback, I don't remember but I think it was an MTV awards show and he look awful, he had so much plastic surgery done to his face that he resemble the infamous Cat Lady , socialit from NYC and he had like the worst hair extensions.  I understand people on the business have work done because their looks depends on it but some go overboard and it looks worst when men do it .


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192,472 I have worked in entertainment for 20+ years (I’m in my early 40s) and the hottest, sexiest guy EVER- hands down was Axl Rose. OMG! I’m not into red headed guys nor dudes with long hair (but he was so beautiful- face & body wise). He had an attitude with others but always flirted with me and invited me out on multiple occasions (I would never as I was married). Now I’m in a loveless marriage and wonder if I messed up my destiny. Oh well... I was probably just another passing phase...


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192,471 I'm Edging my cock at work. Getting so close to cumming, then holding, then repeating. I hope the Cleaning Woman doesn't come in.  
Or do I ?


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192,470 I hate my house because i live with 8 fucking people that are constantly eating my food. Not the big stuff, but odds and ends like butter, cheese and rice. I keep all of my non perishables in my room now, and i need to save for a mini fridge. Fuck y'all.

Or i might just move out at the end of the month and start over somewhere else. Bc honestly I'm not friends with any of you and I'm really sick of the bullshit


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192,469 It is okay for me to want my own happiness.
It is okay to care about myself.
I not obligated to sit there, smile and take your shit. I am  more then a piece of furniture. I am human and i have the right to protest your shitty treatment of me. I want a divorce.
Now if I can just find the courage.


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192,468 I have a hard time letting things go, mostly people and I htink it's because I'm afraid of being forgotten.


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192,467 90% of your happiness comes from your marriage or primary relationship.

I get it. I picked the wrong person.

Choose wisely.


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192,466 Many people don't realize the "new" mattress you buy can be nothing more than a covering over a wretched filthy mattress. It's sickening but not illegal. I saw an expose on the news. They peeled off the outer layer of fabric and underneath was a stained mess that looked like it came from an African ebola hospital.


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192,465 My wife often puts me down. It's wearing me out.

When I say something, the response will be "Well that's a dumb thing to suggest."

When I come home from work, she'll say "My friend's husband just got promoted. Why don't you ever get promoted?"

In the car ride home from a party she'll say, "[So and so] was very entertaining. Why aren't you entertaining?"

Leave me alone okay. Leave me the fuck alone.


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192,464 My wife and I haven't had a conversation in a few weeks. I'm not sure what I did. I'm not sure I care.


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192,462 When I was a kid, my mom reshingled the roof herself. I think that's pretty badass.


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192,461 I am in my late 50s and I have zero interest in being elderly. Even though I work out regularly I am nowhere near as strong as I was a few years ago. Why the hell would I want to live long enough to to devolve into one of those wispy twig people I see existing from doctor's appointment to doctor's appointment? Let me go while I still have some meat on my bones.


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192,460 Idk why but I'm getting really sick of hearing about the woman that went on a date with Aziz Ansari and felt violated by his actions. We've all been there before, where a guy gets forceful with trying to make you suck and fuck once you get back to his place. But i kind of agree with Whoopi G when she said "if you don't want sex, say goodnight after dinner."

Like of course it's wrong to force yourself on someone. But realistically, if you go to a dude's house after a date, especially a RICH, ENTITLED one at that, he's gonna want some nookie.

I think that the stigma against disagreeing with any sexual assault victim prevents us from talking about how WE as women put ourselves in unsafe situations. This doesn't apply to every case, but objectively it sounds pretty dumb to meet someone for the first time and then trust them enough to put yourself in their territory, ALONE. People are fucking psychos. Things like getting assaulted are the exact reasons why we're told not to do that shit, famous or not



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192,459 Gap in your resume?  Fill it in with something like "I was self-employed as a stock market day trader.  Had two good years, then two bad years and decided to get out."


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192,458 I have a four year gap on my resume where I didn't work. Now I'm looking for a job and really have no excuse for the gap, other than I was lazy and didn't feel like working. I'm thinking I'll put something fake in there and then cross it out with a thick black marker. When the interviewer asks what that's about, I'll say I was working on a top secret project for the government and I'm sorry, but I'm not allowed to share any more details.


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192,457 Ok guys... Fair warning this is #metoo post, but it is one that I hope will open your eyes a bit.
According to Rainn's website as many as one in nine girls are assaulted sexually at the hands of the adults before they turn eighteen. And these are cases where there is evidence. Now most of the times this happens as girls reach puberty, but thirty four percent still are under twelve.
The girls survive. They grow up, though now they are more prone to depression, ptsd, anxiety, and other mental illnesses.
So take a grown survivor. Suddenly a man that she trusts or has authority over her puts his hands, etc on her. Trust me she turns into that little girl again and not in a good way.
There are those of us who will punch a man out for it. We were the lucky ones. We came out with a fight drive instead of the doe in the headlights one.
So be sure to ask. Ask if it is ok. Do they seem nervous, silence is not consent. and if you are transitioning from kissing and want to go further ask. Make sure you listen to her answer. We aren't there to hurt you. But we are not sure if you are there to hurt us or not. Don't accept a nod as consent either.
If she says no or cannot talk back up. Make sure you give her space and time. especially if she cannot speak.
Most of us have already been hurt. I've already been hurt.


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192,456
Human beings are NOT asexual or without a gender.  Asexual is a term for an organism that reproduces "independent of sexual processes".

You have a low sex drive or you like to cross dress as the opposite gender.  This does not make you an amoeba.

And I can't see how you are making the lives of  gay, lesbian, or truly transgender people any easier.  

The ridiculous number of so-called gender and sexual classifications are now being used as arguments by stringent social conservatives that being homosexual or transgender is just a choice or a feeling.  Not helpful.







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192,455 All the local surfer chicks in my town look like absolute shit when they hit a certain age. I mean, they're probably anywhere from late 20s to early 30s and look like 45. The sun just makes them so worn. They probably were hot and tan in their 20s but all that damage... lol. I want to surf so badly and I'm entering late 20s but my skin and face look amazing. Just afraid I'd end up looking like them, but probably not since I work fulltime and would just be able to surf weekends...


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192,454 I got a mattress two years ago, and it's already saggy and gives me back pain.  I don't currently have money for a new one, so I sleep on the floor.  It's uncomfortable, but I don't have back pain until I sit in a chair for a few hours.  Sleeping on the floor gets rid of my back pain.


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192,453 I was on my way home from the bar in downtown Denver and had a cop stop beside me the intersection and give me a friendly reminder that my plates are expired but said he was going to spare me a ticket just let me know.  That itself is a bit of a lucky break but if only he had known that I bought this car eight months ago, and have yet to change the plates over or the title to my name. Or that I’m on felony probation and technically don’t have a drivers license.  Or that I’m on felony probation and have a couple of drinks in me and probably just short of being impaired. Or better yet that I have no auto insurance whatsoever. That was about as lucky of a break is it fucking gets. If there is a God, I really ought to get down on my knees and give him some brain. If ever God deserved some good deep throat now’s the time. Thank you.


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192,452 I literally cooked over 8 lbs of food for dinner.  Took me 2 hours to pull it together but I did as I do every day.  I made Lomeign.

4 pounds of Napa Cabbage.
2 pounds of chx brest
1 pound of carrots
1 pound of zuch
1 pound of noodles.
can of corn,
Box of mushrooms.
soy, ginger, garlic, etc....

I get pissed off every day around 3 cause I have stop what I'm doing and figure out what to do for Dinner.   I'm working my ass off trying to get ahead.  

It was gone within 20 mins.   I didn't even get any.  I'm happy when it's over.

This is why I love being a dad.


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192,451 My wife goes to bed every night at 9 o'clock. There are no exceptions to this rule. It's like being married to a drill sargent in the army.  


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192,450 Sometimes I have dreams speaking on a foreign language mostly German and Japanese, on my dreams I can fully comprehend what's being said .  I can understand the Japanese since sometimes I watch Japanese movies and it might be my subconscious , but German ? I haven't watch a German movie or show on years , it's odd and fascinating how the human brain works.


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192,448 I know a woman in her 50s. She went to a diner at 9 AM for breakfast. Had an omelette with only egg whites because she said she is watching her weight. While in the diner she called her hairdresser to say she might be a few minutes late for her 11 AM appointment. Then she left the diner and jumped off a bridge.

This doesn't make sense to me. She was watching her weight an hour before she committed suicide? Who does that? She tells the hairdresser she will be a few minutes late? Eternity is not a few minutes.

I think the police got the story wrong. I don't think she killed herself. I think something else happened. She must have been meeting someone. That's why she called the hairdresser. She was meeting someone. She was divorced and doing the online dating thing. She was probably meeting a male suitor. He pushed her off the bridge. This was a murder, not a suicide!


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192,446 The hardest part about having an affair is falling in love, and then getting your heart broken in a thousand shards.


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192,445 Sometimes when I want to get something done, I hold off on eating until I complete it so that it's my reward. I do the same with intoxicants, though that's mostly because if I imbibe while I'm trying to focus it's just not gonna happen at all.

But it sucks when it comes to the food thing, because then I end up starving myself all day, and then I can't focus and have no energy because I'm so hungry. Still, I kind of have to do it because when I sit down and eat I like to watch TV, and nobody watches just one program on TV before getting back to work unless they have to


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192,444 I wrote a poem for you. You’ll never see it.


You were always waiting
With the door unlocked
I was always ready
To be your little slut
Your hair was best when messy
But very seldom was
Not that it mattered
Once the clothes were off
You became a habit
Very hard to break
I gave you up mostly
For someone else's sake
You always talked real dirty
I always came real hard
I could have fucked you daily
I always could cum more
We often said goodbye
As often as we said hello
Had to block your number
Just to let you go
I never ever contact you
But had to let you know
Every time that song plays
... by that British band...
I cannot help remembering
The way you touched my skin.


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192,443 From my vast experience, whenever I encounter a female dog lover, I nod and smile, but I’m thinking to myself “woman, you are fucking damaged goods.   Have a nice fucking life alone with your dog”



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192,442 It's funny how when you have absolutely no money to work with, you realize how you could make a lot of things happen with the smallest amount of money. And yet, when you're stuck in the drudgery of daily life of living paycheck to paycheck, you can't help but think about how much more you need and it still feels like you have nothing.

I'll get through this. God just feels the need to make me take all the steps, no shortcuts, no helping hands. I can do it, but dammit it's so annoying to have to do it this way. I'm not going to be financially comfortable for a long time. I have lots of bills to catch up on, and the world isn't forgiving when it comes to that.

Oh well. It'll work out somehow. I'm just focus on the fact that I'm not gonna end up homeless no matter what. That would be real stress, and I've been there before.

Isn't it funny how sometimes the only thing you can really rejoice in is the fact that you've been through worse than you're going through now? It's not exactly comforting, it just makes you grit your teeth and push through the shit


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192,441 Somebody on here said it, and I can repeat it, I thought I would be dead a long, long time ago, so there was a lot I just did not do, as far as education and other things that might have made a better life.  Now I am old and have many regrets.

Note this, young people:  Lots of people think they are going to probably die very young, but it is not likely.  Pave the very best road you can for yourself, and do it early!  Because the road you pave is the one you will navigate through life.  Mine is and has been rocky.  Make yours smooth.  

You're not going to die; trust me.  


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192,440 When I hear someone exclaim they have fibromyalgia, I roll my eyes so hard I'm afraid I'll sprain them. I'm a neurologist, and trust me... fibromyalgia is a blanket term for you're a hypochondriac who can't handle normal aches and pains from aging, so we slap a diagnosis on you and give you pills for it. Everyone is so excited when they get the fibro diagnosis. It's a made up disease to keep drug companies rich.


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192,439 I think feminism has ruined things in a lot of ways. I still believe the man is the head of the household.


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192,437 I have zero friends. I mean, I have coworkers which I like, and they like me, but, no friends. It takes too much work to have a best friend. I prefer to be alone.  I love being alone. I think having friends is overrated.


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192,436 Therapists are people too. Some are OK, some SUCK, some are great! The ex and I had to try several before we found a good one. The marriage didn't last, but I kept seeing the therapist as an individual to help me get past all the gaslighting and other bullshit the ex put me through. I would not be alive were it not for that great therapist. Thank you Linda!!!


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192,435 Pretty sure I hit a curb.. Or a wall of some sort earlier driving home. That was an alarmingly strong weed gummie bear! Wooopsy


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192,433 When my husband and I were having marriage difficulties we went to see a therapist. She was younger than us and very bubbly, not in a good way bubbly. I felt she was fawning on him and ignoring me. I didn't appreciate the vibe. After going for a few weeks I noticed she had friended my husband on Facebook and they were sending private messages of the form "How was your day?". You freaking for real lady? You're flirting with my husband when you are supposed to be our marriage counselor?????? Shesh. I insisted we drop her. I should have reported her to some professional ethics committee. PS: We worked out our marriage issues but no thanks to the therapist.


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192,432 It's my birthday today. I have no family or friends so I'm celebrating alone. I bought a 12-pack of cheap beer and a few frozen meals. I'm going to drink beer, eat and watch television until I fall asleep. Then tomorrow I start a new year. *sigh*


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192,431 I have a problem.

I had a baby five years ago. Afterward, my body bounced right back. No problem. Everything was tight and perky. The only lasting change was a few small stretch marks on my stomach that eventually faded to the point where you could barely tell they were there.

After the second baby (a little over a year ago), things didn't bounce back quite as well. I'm still fortunate in a lot of ways. My skin tightened back up, my boobs look pretty good, the stretch marks have faded significantly. BUT I have a gut now. It's not fat. It's just because my stomach muscles are stretched out and weak. I have no core strength. I also get back pain now because of it. I really think if I could just work on strengthening my core, my gut would shrink and the pain would go away. BUT I have no idea how to do that. I know after a baby traditional ab exercises, like crunches are not recommended and can make things worse. But I don't know what to do instead. If you google it, you get a bunch of untrained nobodies all contradicting each other. Or you find "miracle programs" that cost money before you can find out what they're about.

All I want is a few safe exercises that will strengthen and tighten my core muscles after childbirth. Why is that so hard to find?


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192,430 I think it is depression. On my days off i stay home and clean and listen to stand up comedy on Netflix. I have the worst time managment skills on my free days. I also start drinking at noon. - a nurse


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192,429 My boyfriend of 5 years also has “guilty father syndrome”. His daughter is 25 and has a husband....yet I also take the back seat to her.
He bitched and moaned about picking up a $100 tab for him and I on New Year’s Eve dinner all the while he gives her money every week.



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192,428 I think my husband has guilty father syndrome because we have this boundary problem where i have notice that when his son ask him for anything i mean anything he runs and gets it or buy it but when i do he gets mad. I ask for something at walmart or while we at home ill say it will be nice to go get this or do that and he always gets an attitude. Am i wrong? I dont know how much longer i can take


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192,427 I'm a 29 year old man, and I find therapists to be extremely creepy.  I was sent to one as a teenager with my family, and she laughed at all our problems, and thrived on the drama.  I dreaded going there on a regular basis.  Nothing was ever solved, but she loved the drama.  We stopped going there after too many scheduling problems, much to my relief.

For the past few years, people online have been recommending therapy for problems, but I find it very distasteful and will never go back.

I was recently watching a show on Youtube about the celebrity Bam Margera going into rehab for his drinking.  There was a counselor there that made sense at first and helped Bam stop drinking, but started saying crazy things like.

- Bam's mom April was "enabling" Bam to drink, despite April taking Bam to rehab and keeping him from drinking.

- Saying April was treating Bam like a boyfriend, and their pictures looked like they were a couple, which was untrue and creepy.

- Saying April should start feel uncomfortable and making her cry.

- Saying April shouldn't do nice things for people like making smoothies for everybody.  Even everybody else in the room was weirded out and started disregarding the therapist.

- Insinuating that Bam having a prank show in the past and his dad pranking him as a kid was a problem.

I gave up 30 minutes in because I was weirded out.  Therapists are creepy, and we are expected to take what they say as expertise.  They are not even medical experts.  They come up with ridiculous theories and try medications that may or may not work.  They don't understand how the drugs fully work, or scan the brain to see how it's functioning, but therapists are considered experts anyway.

I will never go to a therapist because they are creepy.


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192,426 That's what i hate about this world. Being honest and having integrity gets you fucked over



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192,425 I work at a public library. For this past year a young boy and his mother have been coming in every few days. I help them find books he might like. A few weeks ago, at the end of the year, the boy handed me an envelope. Inside was a thank you note and a $25 gift card to Starbucks. It made me cry. No one ever tips a librarian.

This past week I related the story to my coworkers at a group meeting. The head of the library told me we are not allowed to accept tips and I have to turn the gift card over to the library! You kidding me? This boy gave me a gift and I can't keep it? What is the library going to do with a Starbucks card? They can't buy more books with the card. I'm thinking the head of the library is going to use it for herself! I'm watching very closely to see if she comes to work with a Starbucks coffee!


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192,424 I know way too many people my age who soak in drama. I’m 24. You people need to get the fuck over yourself.


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192,423 I literally have zero interest in babies. I want to sell my ovaries, because I don’t think I’m having children. I’m almost 100% certain they are not for me, and I know I can get good money for my ovaries, but I really don’t want somebody else to use my ovaries so they can get pregnant. I don’t want to help somebody out. I don’t like people. I would take them out myself if I could.


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192,422 I have peed in my hubs mouth and he peed in mine. He also peed in my veejay. This is diff to do. When a dick is hard it doesnt want to pee, it wants to come. He had to concentrate. What we want to do but havent yet is stick a funnel in his behind and then I pee in the funnel. Can you imagine him walking around for a few hours with my pee up his butthole. #kinkylove


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192,421 I find it absolutely hilarious that men consider their penises to be so goddamn important.


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192,420 I get confused and angry when I see a guy who has all of his hair shave his head. I shave my head because I'm bald. I went bald in my early twenties. I would commit murder to have my hair back and these dumb-asses are shaving it off!


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192,419 I'm 59.  I have no money. I need to get a job. But as what. I've never had a job before. I have no skill sets. I'm fucked.


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192,418 I have gotten to the point when I'm off work, I literally HATE going anywhere. I have went as far as canceling appointments with the dentist because I'd just rather be at home unless absolutely necessary. I also clean the entire time I'm home. I don't relax. I never even sit down, and that's no exaggeration. It's like that's what makes me happy. Pop something on Netflix and get to cleaning. My ideal day is to not have to get out of the house for anything, and clean all day. Is this a form of depression?


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192,417 My work is now starting layoffs. One or two people at a time are told they no longer work for the company. I have a feeling my ass is next. Time to beef up the resume.  This can't come at a worse time since I just started paying off this debt. I'll get a better paying job or die trying.


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192,416 I hate people. So so much


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192,415 My cumshots have been So Glorious lately! I guess the supplements are working.


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192,414 I’m consistently disappointed by people.
If you don’t literally DO EVERYTHING, nothing happens. It’s my daughter’s birthday today and I asked my sister if she would bring her and her kids to a restaurant later because it’s a place my daughter likes. We didn’t plan a party, we didn’t do anything elaborate but I know my daughter would enjoy seeing them. I’ve been to every lame birthday party her kids have had and they live 1 1/2 hours away. I’m asking her to drive maybe 40 minutes to meet us at a restaurant. I know the answer will be no. I know that it is “too far.” I am so sick of selfishness that I want to murder.


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192,413 People in a nearby town were pumped full of fertility drugs to get pregnant. The kicker? They already have three kids. It's not like these people are infertile. Anyway, she gets knocked up and has 6 kids. Everyone in town is so excited and awww wee and shit. I just roll my eyes. Women were not meant to have litters. Anyway, now everyone is having diaper/wipe/gift card drives for them. What? Fuck that. Excuse  me, but if you CHOOSE to do that, shouldn't you buy your own shit for them? It just blows my mind that these people voluntarily now have NINE kids yet want charity.


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192,412 Hon, if you've got a tiny dick, I'm not gonna suck it to see if it gets bigger. I'm too old to be entertaining dicks i have no interest in to preserve your fragile masculinity


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192,411 The most lonely part of my day is bed time. I’ve been married for a really long time. Each night we go to bed and we are in different worlds. There’s no more cuddling, no pillow talk. He’s on his side and I’m on mine. We don’t kiss goodnight, no one says I love you, and no one ever tries to have sex. We used to do all those things. Or maybe I should say I did. I initiated it all. Over the years I stopped trying just to see if he would take notice and maybe make the effort. Maybe he’d cuddle up to me or tell me he loves me. It never happened. He gets in bed, puts his headphones on and that’s it. I feel really sad that this is my life. And yes, part is my fault, I stopped trying and I don’t want to try anymore. It feels unfair to put in all the effort. So most nights I lay here and cry for what my life has become. What a total waste of time. Time which is limited for us all and I’m giving it away freely. For all of this I’m sad and probably just stupid.


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192,410 I actually kind of want a slave. A sex slave. I'd buy a pretty lady, over 18, who presents herself as a maid/nanny.

Owning slaves is f*ing horrid, and nobody should do it. It's a stain on humanity. Slave owners exist in the world today, and they should be "drawn and quartered in the public square", but still, there's this part of me that wants one. For a little while at least.

Sexy body, a cute pussy and willing to bend over and take a dick once or twice a day. Do the dishes and mop the kitchen floor, not caring if I told her to do it naked, suck me off, then make a pot of coffee.

She can work 4 hours a day, have the guest cottage as her house, have a car and a life, spending money, date, etc, as long as she makes me think she's looking forward to my dick in her body.

I have a wife, but if you read CC you know wives hate sex. I just want  a maid. A maid who does a better job of pretending to like sex than my wife does. Is that too much to ask for? Does that make me a bad person to want a "sex slave" just because I have needs that my wife refuses to help with?


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192,409 It gets pretty exhausting living with a guy who over the years has become the father of two kids and a husband. It was great at first, but as the years went by, he has put in ZERO effort. For the last year, his days consist of getting up whenever he likes (he's barely making it self employed), sitting on the couch all day, and then needing a nap or two because he's so tired. Half of the week's nights, he works out of the house. Doesn't bring much money in. Me? I have a missing limb so my working is limited, . I exercise daily, do shopping, stay updated on everything the kids are doing, make sure their food and clothing suits them, do the laundry, dishes, vacuum.... I'm tired. I don't get a nap.  I HAVE ONE ARM and I'm doing everything. Wtf. I'm not sure how anyone goes through life not wanting to hustle, let alone give two shits about their kids' well being. Yes he's a good dad but he's a shitty father. Fuck I'm so fucking STUCK


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192,408 The church where I belong is irresponsible. The church is very poor. They don't receive enough from collections to kept the church going. Building repairs are needed, but skipped. Helping those in need is totally forgotten. All due to lack of funds.

Meanwhile the church owns the house next door. They normally rent it out. But three years ago the tenants moved and since then the house has remained empty. The church can't get their act together enough to bother renting it out. So it's sits unused. Revenue lost forever.

The church is a joke. It pains me, but I have to start going elsewhere.


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192,407 It's so funny to watch liberal news sources like CNN get outraged over everything associated with Trump. They'll pick on anything and try to make it an impeachable offense.

Today's scandal, Jared Kushner, Trump's son in law, is friends with Wendi Murdoch, the newspaper publisher's ex-wife.

Like OMG. What the hell was Jared Kushner thinking?? He's friends with someone?? Doesn't he know it's illegal to be friendly? What a scandal! How will the Trump administration ever survive this embarrassment??

CNN, aren't you ashamed of the way you behave?

What's happened to the profession of journalism?


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192,406 Bitter and jealous people don't age well at all , I was just looking at pictures of the women who made stupid and ignorant comments on Prince Harry fiancé and I almost fall out of my chair when I read her age , she looks pretty rough and old for 25 , she looks like meth head . I almost felt sorry for her , I remember being 25 and could still pass as a high school student .   Seriously it there something that all bitter and hateful people drink or eat , I noticed most of them age on dog years .


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192,405 I masturbate to the extreme when I'm home alone and my wife is at work. I go all out.  I'll jerk off and come close to orgasm, but then hold back. From there I might stick her vibrator up my ass, or my fingers. Or lick her dirty panties. Or try on her bras and undies. Or watch animal porn. There are no boundaries.

When I do cum, I rub it over me like a lotion. I might put some in my mouth, or up my ass, or on her toothbrush, or smear a gob into her undies drawer.

When she comes home from work and asks what I've been doing all day, "Oh nothing." She has no idea of the level of my solo debauchery.  


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192,403 I’m so lost, sad and lonely.
I need to delete social media. It’s poison. Life isn’t viewed through a screen. I’m losing years of my life to watching and not living.
I contemplate on my parents when I was young.
My father bought some land in the woods. Because he was broke, he sewed his own teepee from canvas and lived in it for over a year while he collected salvaged wood from work sites at various jobs. His wife couldn’t handle being so remote and living rough so they divorced. My mother entered the picture and helped my dad build the house with their own hands, no extra help. I was born in the house in the summer of ‘84 & by winter thankfully the house had insulation but still no siding and no electricity. I don’t recall electricity until I was about 5, and no plumbing until 6. As you can imagine, no tv. I had the perfect childhood, and it’s a blessing and a gift to me to have experienced the beautiful simplicity of being in the forest and around animals, my mother cooking on the wood stove and the crystals that hanged from the window that cast rainbows on the floor. To have been poor was the greatest gift. But now I feel empty and lost because technology and the world feel so convoluted to me. Everything just...feels different now. It’s unsettling and it makes me think that the world is just dying. I have to quit the internet, and unplug. People are different now.


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192,402 It's never too late to do start over , my grandmother was very naive when she wed my grandfather , she was a product of her time where women were expected to get married , have kids and be nothing more than a housewife (late 50's ) , my grandfather left her when my dad was young for another a women . She had no education or family support, not just that but was full native  so she also face discrimination, she started taking classes for adults while working odd jobs , eventually she got a job as a receptionist and eventually work her self to sales , she was so good at her job that was one of the few people allowed to have company cars , she raised my father and uncle by herself , put them through very good schools, bought a house and when they were out the house adopted a girl .  I always look up to her and I admired her , she was able to accomplish all those things on her own while living on a country (Mexico) where indigenous people get discriminated, was lacking an education and was a women .  


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192,401 I fucking hate cold weather and snow. That's one reason why I live in Los Angeles.


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192,400 I hate pretentious people


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