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193,699 I feel like God is punishing me for my past sins. I understand. I wish there was something I could do to make everything okay again.


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193,698 Too many women too many options


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193,697 I hate my dad bod :(


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193,696 Please, CNN, I don't fucking care that Trump was fucking a porn star.  I just do not fucking care.  Please SHUT UP about it and start reporting on things that matter.


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193,695 My bf favors sex where there's a risk of being caught. To him, doing it in the bed is boring if he can instead get me to do it in a store dressing room. Why do men do this? It doesn't feel like love. It feels like some twisted mind game.


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193,694 Pajamas are designed to be worn without underwear.  You wear pajamas INSTEAD.


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193,693 Believe me, no woman who has just had her hair done is going to bed right after and mess it up.  Just ain't happenin'!


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193,692 I'm Facebook friends with a woman who was the ringleader of a group of kids who bullied me mercilessly on the bus when we were in middle school.  She would call me by my name in Spanish as a taunt.  It stopped when I threw one of the kids into a wall at school.  

It's 35 years later and we're adults now and everything's cool.  Kids will be kids, and as an adult I understand that there were probably things going on at her home that she doesn't want to talk about.  The fact that I'm successful and accomplished across multiple fields and she's "ordinary" means nothing to me at this adult age.  Turns out we share a lot of the same politics and crude sense of humor.

It was her birthday the other week.  I did the perfunctory "happy birthday" message on her wall.  She responded by calling me the taunt she used to use on the bus all the time that caused me so much pain - the Spanish version of my name, in all capital letters, drawn out with extra letters and exclamation points at the end.

35 years later and that taunt still hits me in my 13-year old self.  But at this age and with our relationship now, she wouldn't taunt me mercilessly.  I realized something - she remembers that time on the bus differently than I remember it.  To her now, it was a joke she used to make.  There must have been some period in her life when she looked back in shame about what she did, and twisted things in her head around enough so she could live with what she did.  I suspect she was being sexually abused at home and that entire period of middle school for her has been twisted around in her head to be not as bad as it really was for her.

I wasn't going to say anything about it.  It's obvious that something in her head isn't right about that time, and I am not going to embarrass the poor woman over something she did when we were kids, the same way I don't want to be reminded of some of the shit I did when I was a kid.

In reply to the old name she called me, I posted a gif of a woman giving head to a banana.  She thought it was hilarious.


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193,691 Cried myself to sleep last night thinking about a man touching me as if he actually wants me. My husband snored right next to me as I cried. It's so unfair, you damn well know that if he actually gave a shit about sex he would have agreed to opening up the relationship a long time ago. But, if I cheat, he'll kill me. It's almost worth it.


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193,690 I wish the dog would stop licking my cum rag!  Bad dog!


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193,689 Some mistakes are just in the matter of fact permanent.  You can't wash them away and time doesn't fade the stain.  They are permanent.


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193,688 I always convince myself that people care about me when it’s painfully clear that they don’t care at all.


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193,687 My wife is really upset with me because I bought the wrong brand of mustard. I don't get it because the ingredients are exactly the same as the right brand of mustard. They taste the same too. My wife doesn't know it yet but I'm planning on divorcing her. I'm not going through life living with a woman who gets upset at me  for buying the wrong mustard.


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193,686 The shittiest part about quitting drinking is that you dont get rewarded with a drink for succeeding!


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193,685 I failed my PMP exam today


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193,684 For a summer job during college I worked in a small grocery store at the beach along with half a dozen college kids and the owner. There were a number of times when the work day was almost over and the owner treated everyone to a scoop of ice cream from the shop next door. That is, he treated everyone except me. Either he'd go around the store asking everyone what flavor they wanted, or he'd send one of the cashier girls around. Either way, I was never asked. I never said anything, but it bothered me tremendously.


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193,683 I was short on food last month so I went to a food bank for help. I don't mean to sound ungrateful but damn, it was not really any help at all. Here's what they gave me:

4 oz apple juice
4 oz milk
4 lbs pinto beans
4 lbs rice
4 lbs pasta
I small can tomato paste
I can peas
2 lbs boneless and skinless chicken breast that are completely freezer burned
1 generic energy drink

That's it. Sure, this will keep me alive but there’s not much I can make from those things that would be tasty. I have no other ingredients at home to add either. Anyway, I just think that the people packing these groceries should put more care into what they include.



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193,682 When I was in 8th grade this kid pushed me to the ground and took $8 from my wallet. I was terrified of him. I never told anyone. It has always bothered me though.

This is totally irrational, but it's 40 years later and I'm thinking of resolving this unfinished business. I want to look him up, kick in his front door, push him to the ground, and take $8 from his wallet.


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193,681 Why are mass murdering shooters never women?


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193,679 I'll be honest I miss being slim , when I was in high school my weight was between 98 pounds and 130 , when I got pregnant I was 112 pounds and put a lot of weight on 5ŗ frame , lost most of it and went to 125 for awhile then my hormones went out of whack and put a lot weight in last 5 years . I would be happy to get down to 130 , I'm not even asking for 112 .  Hopefully by the end of this year with trying to eat healthier and going back to an exercise routine I can accomplish the goal.  Wish me luck .


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193,678 Here we go again with the “Women’s Day” BS. Don’t get me wrong, female here, women should have equality across the board. I am definitely for EVERYONE having equal rights though. Including YOU, white men!

I am fortunate having enjoyed the freedoms of living in the U.S. and understand that women all over the world would do anything for a fraction of the lifestyle we get to live. It just seems like it’s the women of the U.S. making the most noise, and they are NOT doing it for the women without a voice or vehicle. It’s so they can have something to be salty about, making things worse not better.

This new age feminism stuff makes me feel like I must be crazy because I cannot jump on board. “Women must stick together!” Even if one says or does something ridiculous and should be held accountable, where is the honesty in keeping it real? Unless of course we are talking about when women are behind the computer spewing their hate, jealousy, passive aggressive nonsense to one another.

It’s just a weird time; can’t there be a movement for EVERYBODY? There are assholes in every single race, gender, class...and we should all try to be better. If someone does something racist, intolerant, or just a flat out asshole, THEY are the asshole. If they are a part of some collective group of lemmings that all share the same dumbass ideals, they are a collection of individual assholes.

I am not the voice of my gender, my age group, my professional group, my socioeconomic group, etc. I am ME. Hold me accountable for the shit I do.


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193,677 On occasion my wife will swallow. When she does so it comes with painful sounds effects and an oscar winning face showing extreme distress. She acts like she's being forced to drink poison. It's annoying and insulting to me.

I'm curious, do other woman not complain when swallowing? Do some even enjoy the experience?


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193,676 When I go to the supermarket and buy multiples of the same item, like 10 cans of tomato soup, I use the self checkout and only scan 9 of the cans. They would never check and even if they did I'll say I got confused when scanning and lost count.


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193,675 The only men that hit on me are either as old as my father or foreign.  There is nothing wrong with men in their 60s or foreign men, both can be attractive..

I’m shy when it comes to men, 5’5”, size 12, blonde/blue.

There’s a friend of a family member who lives near me and has been texting me (dad’s age) and giving me all sorts of compliments to take me out. I have been politely declining using my family member as a scapegoat, saying I don’t want to make her uncomfortable. The truth is the guy is as old as my dad, smokes like a chimney and there’s just no way in hell.

He’s been so pushy, “it’s a platonic date, I’m a true gentleman - I’ll give you the practice you need.”

Back the fuck off dickface. No means no. “I just want you to live life to the fullest.” Oh so my life would be full if I could be your Anna Nicole?! Right, I must be unfulfilled if I’m single.

Omfg. I haven’t said anything to my family member because I’m trying to handle this dingleberry on my own but I swear some men don’t know how to take no for an answer. This has been my experience with some foreign guys that flirt with me as well. Why does this demographic think it’s okay to be so pushy?

I’m single. I’m not desperate. Your kid is my age. Let that be a clue. I’m trying to be kind and then your douchey ego chimes in and tells me you’re doing this for me.

I have never flirted with you ever.

BACK THE *F* OFF!!!! You are starting to make me uncomfortable and if you keep it up I’m going to have to tell you so and then things are going to be weird. Let’s just be adults and move on. Please?!


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193,674 I was watching Rachel Ray talk show this morning. It starts by her saying, " Today I want to help men with their balls."

Lots of snickering from the audience. I guess she's talking about making meatballs or something, but she intentionally made it sound like male genitals.

This is inappropriate. I have the television on in the kitchen while my children (ages 7 to 14) are eating breakfast. I don't want them exposed to filthy talk. I thought watching primetime main stream programming at 9 in the morning would be okay. I thought wrong.

Do we really wonder how young minds get polluted? It's not hard to figure out. We do it to them.

P.S. - I'll never watch the Rachel Ray show again.


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193,673 There are movements across the country to walk out of school. My school had one. But a couple of students had a different idea. They said instead of walking out, walk up the the shy student who was bullied, and ask him to sit with you at lunch. I think this is a wonderful idea. It addresses the problem head on. Mostly my fellow students ignored the idea of including the shy loner. They walked out of school and left for the day. They didn't want to protest. They used the day to skip out.


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193,672 I have adhd, and sometimes it causes me to make mistakes because I will rush through things and forget to complete some parts that are very apparent. I feel like it has caused some people to think I’m an airhead or idiot when I’m actually very intelligent. I’ve made mistakes on forms for the insurance department at work that I have to file every year, and they treat me like I’m stupid when there’s something I missed. I can’t begin to fully describe how embarrassing this is for me. Today for a class for my masters degree I was supposed to watch a movie and then a paper on it connecting it to what I learned this week. I watched the wrong fucking movie and wrote a report on it. I was so embarrassed to have to email my professor and explain. I handle most of my symptoms okay, but this one has always been frustrating to deal with. I’d like a new brain, please.


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193,671 What kind of porn do you watch?


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193,669 It was always an act.

^_^


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193,668 It's so wrong that the Puerto Rican people are still suffering... it's US territory, we should have helped more... It's just not the American way to not help....


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193,666 I will give my boyfriend head for so much longer than our usual foreplay if he scratches my back while i do it lol 😂 he hasnt put the two together & it seems rude to say "scratch my back, its not turning me on, its putting me to sleep, but still ill suck your dick longer" lol but that cracks me up.


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193,665 Ever since the Parkland shooting, I'm sensing so much anger in the world. Not just anger at the shooting, but anger in other ways. People flipping me off on the highway. The girl at the cash register being gruff. A teacher ignoring my question and walking away.  It's like the Parkland anger can't adequately be expressed in the gun debate, so it is leaking into every other aspect of life.

I think back to 9/11. I was there in New York City. In the days after the towers collapsed, everyone looked like they wanted to cry. I saw strangers hugging policemen. My neighbor who I barely knew patted me on the back and wished me a good day. Everyone came together. It was uplifting. It got us through it.

But this Parkland mess. It's different. People aren't reaching out to help each other. They are lashing out to hurt each other.

I don't think this is going to end well.


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193,664 When I was 12(?) I considered Tommy to be my best friend. He was having a birthday event. His mother was to pick up 5 kids from 5 different houses and bring us all to an amusement park several hours away. This of course was very exciting to us. I was told to be ready by my front door at 7 in the morning.

I was there. But...... seven oclock turned to eight. Eight turned to nine. Tommy's mother never showed.

It came out later that they forgot. She picked up four kids and didn't realize she never went to my house.

This has always made me feel bad. My take-away, I'm easily forgettable. No one notices when I'm not there. It kind of set the stage for my entire life.


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193,663 I don't mind death. It doesn't scare me. Yes, when I was younger the idea terrified me. But now I'm okay with it. Odd to say, but I see it as a welcome relief. The world is a horrible place. People can be awful. They have made my life pretty darned miserable. I've found some solace. There are of course some good things. A cup of coffee and the crossword puzzle for example.  Bu notice how that is a solitary activity. All the solace I have found is always a solitary activity. Maybe that's why death doesn't scare me. It's the ultimate solitary activity.


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193,662 I've always assumed when a woman goes for a massage, she gets diddled by the masseuse. True or just a wishful thinking fantasy on my part?


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193,661 660 God sent me to say hello to you and to wish blessings for you.


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193,660 God if you're listening, please send me something.


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193,659 As a male hairstylist I find it very funny that all of the husbands think their wives are hanging out with a gay man, when in fact, I'm  Doing their hair then fucking them. well!


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193,658 I once had a panic attack while starting a speech to a large group of professional people. My heart was pounding and I couldn't breath.  I tried to cover it by futzing with the power point presentation. It lasted for 30 seconds and then luckily stopped. I continued with the speech and got through it. But the fear of having another attack has stopped me from ever talking to a crowd again.


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193,657 I'm beginning to think there are more important things in life than getting my rocks off everyday. After 47 years, it took me long enough.


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193,656 Sometimes I feel like my whole life has been like one giant missed high five.


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193,655 Do not regret growing old.
It is a privilege denied to many.

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193,654 I love Lou Rawls' song, Someday You're Gonna Be Old, but it almost always drives me to tears.  I hate being old.  It's painful and scary and at some point, you can't help but think about death all the time.

So many things you wish you had done, or had done differently, and realizing there just isn't time anymore.  Lifelong dreams must be relinquished because you finally realize their futility.  No more energy and too many aches and pains to even dream anymore.  The world looks fresher and more charged with energy than ever before, but you know you can't see yourself in that bright picture; you start to see yourself in the past.

I hate being old, but what're you going to do!


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193,653 I'm 51 year old now.  I had a "best friend" growing up.  We lived next door to each other from when we were five years old.  But starting in middle school I noticed he started having his own friends who I wasn't allowed to be a part of.  I remember this clearly - I found out that he and this other kid in class had made a computer program together.  That's fine, I didn't need to be involved in everything he did.  It was more than I had no idea about this month-long project he had with another kid because my best friend had kept it from me.  He didn't want me to know.  The pattern went through high school  He had his friends that I wasn't allowed to be a part of.  Same with college - we went to the same school, and he had his friends that I wasn't allowed to be a part of.  He got married and it was more of the same.  I understand that you have your own life when you're married, but there were times he didn't invite me to cookouts and parties he held.  All the while he kept saying I was his "best friend."  Finally, I decided fuck him, and just stopped talking to him.  

I found a few old items over the weekend, and put them into a scrapbook I've been gradually filling up since high school 35 years ago.  There were pictures of the two of us at our HS graduation.  I removed the pictures, cropped him out with a pair of scissors, and put them back in.


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193,652 My boss has a photo of himself on his desk. My boss is about 60. In the photo he's about 30. It makes me sad.


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193,651 I thought the guys in the mailroom were so nice. If I had to mail a personal package, they said there is no need to go to the post office. They would handle it. They'd still charge me for the postage but at least I didn't have to wait on line.

I came to realize though that they were pocketing the postage I paid and then putting my package in with official company packages so in the end the company paid the postage.  Nice my ass. They had a pretty good scam going.


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193,650 And three hours later I'm very satisfied, exhausted, and a little bit sore! And he loved getting teased ;)


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193,649 My guy is working several hundred miles away right now and he's feeling frisky. I have the day off and he told me to get all my toys out and he's given me instructions about which ones to fuck myself with, how, and in what order. He wants updates with how many times I've cum and whether I squirted or not. Maybe even a little audio of me screaming...

His co-workers will never know why he can't get up from his desk all morning ;)


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193,648 All the trips, dinners, and fun nights we spend inside getting high, and watching movies...I’d rather be with him. Not you. I’m sorry.

He was my first love. He always will be... :(


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193,647 I never liked my best friend when growing up. I feel so bad admitting this. The parents kind of pushed us together. I didn't get any say in the matter.


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193,646 When I was about 25 I started a new job. There was a woman there who caught my eye big time. We had great conversations over the course of a few months. I finally got up the nerve to ask her out. She explained she was engaged.

Whoops. It never came up before that point. I was embarrassed. I never would have asked her out if I had known. I held back after that.

A few months later she left the job. It was part of her marriage plan. Get married, stop working, have kids. Understandable.

A year later I met the woman I would marry. All good. But somewhere in the back of my mind I still felt like I missed out on "The One".

A number of years went by. I'd say it was 10 years. I was mid 30s. I got a phone call out of the blue. It was the woman from work. I hadn't heard from her in all that time. Within the first few minutes she told me she was divorced. I never saw that coming. She's divorced and calling me and telling me she always thought we had a good connection.

But what was I supposed to do? I was now married. Opportunity was knocking a second time and I wasn't able to answer the door.

I let it go.

Another 10 years have gone by. I probably think of her more often than I should. I feel like she was the one, but this is my fate in life I guess. I know who I was meant to be with but it wasn't destined to happen.





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193,645 I hear you ketchup guy. My wife will spend 4 hours a day making dinner. One the one hand sure, it's nice she makes dinner. But 4 hours is far too much time. It's like an obsession. There are other things she should be doing. They go by the wayside so she can cook. It's her hobby. But it's a hobby that has taken over her life.


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193,644 Someone I know posted on online how her husband has very bad teeth. I don't think wives should post things like that. I think that's the husband's personal medical issue. We shouldn't be hearing about it.


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193,642 I'm a lesbian and I only get off watching gay male porn. How weird is that.


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193,640 It's so shameful to be raised by an angry narcissist for so long.  It always hurts, and everything in my life, how I feel and think go back to her.  I've been trained to shut myself up when I try to do something for myself.  I have to keep pushing myself to keep typing this and post this.  I wish I could just be cured and do things for myself without having emotional shutdowns, if that makes any sense.  It should make sense.


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193,639 I started a job three months ago.  I try to be nice and say "good morning" and "hi" to my coworkers, even if I don't know them.  However, there's a young woman about 15 years younger who just walks right by me like I'm a ghost.  Blank look on her face, never makes eye contact with me, just ignores me even if I try to say hi in passing.

It freaks me out a little.  Is it me?  Am I doing something I don't realize I'm doing?  Is she shy?  Intimidated by me? Maybe she's just a raging bitch?  It's confusing.


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193,638 I hung out with this guy last night,someone who I met online and was trying to for awhile due to schedules being crazy for us both. I had one meet and greet with him a month ago and his pics did him little justice...he was a rugged, friendly looking guy with a cute crooked smile that I was attracted to. He’s 15 years older than me which is exactly what I want a guy to be age wise.
   So we spontaneously decide to hang and watch a movie last night. I was pumped! Got home to grab a dvd and change clothes and my mom (who lives with me) was so much in my way i was nearly 2 hrs late and I was worried he was not going to be happy toI see me. As it goes, I arrived at his apartment and learned that he had been working in a city 2.5 hrs from ours and that he was actually 10 mins from home! I was happy to wait for him and he was worried too that I was annoyed with being cold outside for a few mins. He got there and we were happy to see each other:) we went inside and I gave him a little gift of flowers and a candle (I’m a florist, so flowers for everyone!). We drank lightly and talked nonstop for 2-3 hrs before he got a scared look and said “god I’m sorry but my dad is up. He lives with me and I’m sorry we aren’t alone...”

   Needless to say, I was not put off by it and we commiserated about the tricky issue of having a parent nearby all the time and the lack of privacy it can bring. I told him it was just fine and no worries about my opinion of him. His dad seemed nice and kinda like my mom in his hanging out style. We laid down next to each other in the living room and watched tv with his dad in the recliner nearby. He smelled absolutely lovely even though he said he was “filthy” from work. I fell asleep with his hand in mine, his scent pleasing my senses,and his breath stroking my ear and making me want him more than anything.

  We woke up this morning and it was honestly like leaving a tropical paradise and returning home to a wintry hometown in the way it felt like an unwanted comedown. I was a bit late to my job, he was a it late to his,  and he was preoccupied on the phone with someone. I happened to spot his text message of the moment and it was a girl. Idk what she is, but it’s not a work contact. He may not have a serious gf but I’ve got some kind of hurdle in the form of a girl who he seemed to feel obligated to answer promptly.  I learned he works a LOT, and that he is widowed. Fuck. Not his job to be what I hoped exactly but son of a goddamn bitch. He’s clearly emotionally unavailable and low on time. I couldn’t help but cry as we drove off in our own cars. I feel like I will always be horribly disconnected from people like I’ve been the last 3 years.  He isn’t perfect but he was easy to talk to, lovely to hold, remarkable in commonness to me...and he was hard to let go of this morning as well as hard to know he’s out there and just probably can’t/won’t ever find room for me in his world. Now I just feel even more discouraged and more certain that I will always feel this void and loneliness that is slowly tearing my heart apart.



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193,637 I'm afraid all the time. I'm nervous all the time too. This must be why they call mental illness a nervous disorder.


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193,636 Fuck people who plan group get togethers then say after the fact "you should have joined us"

Shut the fuck up.  If you wanted me there you would have extended me an invite, like you did the 10 other people you were with.  

It's just insulting to be invited after the fact.


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193,635 New Coworker.  Kind of sexy, but not totally. Great tits. I'm getting the Green Light to fuck her, but I'd be sick of her after probably one lay.


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193,634 When I start my new job after graduation, I will delete facebook. But for now I need it to follow study related posts......


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193,633 Right now my lovely wife is in the kitchen making homemade ketchup. Is that even a thing? Who in the fuck makes their own ketchup?


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193,631 For my birthday present to myself, I'm going to a birth mom retreat weekend in May. I hope I learn alot. I cant wait.


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193,629 My psych class reads this forum.


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193,627 There are too many anti gun marches. My school is having four. It's too confusing who is sponsoring which one and what the agenda is. I think there should have only been one march.


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193,626 I'm so glad I live in Southern California. I hate snow and cold weather in general.


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193,624 #618 -- It's called Karma.  Anytime someone does something evil to you -- just sit back and see what happens.


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193,623 I only sleep about three hours each night and then I nap for three hours each afternoon. I've been doing this for years. Not recommended. I don't work, but it messes up my social schedule.


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193,622 I remember that time 11 years ago when we took that drive out of town. It was 6 am, and we watched the sun rise over the lake. It was orange and blissful and everything was bathed in this beautiful golden light. I remember the way your blue eyes blazed in that light. We listened to a bunch of random music, but the only song I remember clearly was “Comedown” by Bush. We were falling hard for each other. Nothing felt more perfect than that drive. We were beautiful and young and full of life. If I close my eyes. I can picture it all again so vividly.

I hope you have found the peace in death that you searched so longingly for in life. You went painlessly in your sleep, the way which most wish they’ll go. I never got to say goodbye. I never got to tell you I’m sorry. If we ever meet again, I’d fall to my knees to beg your forgiveness. I know you never held anything against me, but it haunts me all the same.

Nine years ago, I thinking of you in anguish and grief. I asked for a rainstorm or some sort of sign that you were okay. When I opened my front door 20 minutes later, I was shocked and taken aback by the most torrential rainstorm I’d ever seen. It fell in sheets to the ground, and I knew then. I’ll never forget the way I cried and sobbed and thanked you for giving me the peace that I know I probably didn’t deserve.

Oh, my friend...the pain of your loss hasn’t lessened, but it has grown less difficult to bear as the years pass. I won’t forget you. I won’t forget the future that was stolen from you. I hope I’ve been able to make you proud with what I’ve done. I may not have you anymore, but nothing short of death will take away from me the memories we made. I hold them in my heart.

“I don’t wanna come back down from this cloud...”


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193,621 I know someone who is trying to rent out an apartment, but he will only rent to a catholic person. Isn't that illegal? I thought you can't discriminate based on religion.


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193,620 Razors have become too damn expensive. So I'm growing a beard. I never tell anyone it's a cost thing.


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193,619 My teenage daughter rolls her eyes at me. Why does that happen? Why do even the nicest kids turn out to be rotten?


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193,618 Something I've realized by getting older. Things work out. They always work out. If there is a bad person in the office, they eventually get fired. If there is a cheating husband, he eventually gets found out. If there is a mean political elected official, he eventually doesn't get re-elected. Water always finds the right level. Same too with life. Don't worry too much when things are wrong. It will self correct at some point.


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193,616 The next time I’m fortunate enough to have a man cum on my tits I’m going to scoop it up with my finger and lick it clean to show my appreciation


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193,615 Everything in my life is broken and I don't know how to fix it. Any of it. I'm so depressed.


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193,614 I don't want to cause WW3, so I keep this to myself. Also kept to myself is the laughing, eye rolling, and head shaking at the stupidity.

Those who don't pay attention to history are doomed to repeat it.

After the US had got to the point of people being equal, like with voting rights and skin colors,  we seem to be rushing towards a tipping point, and the part of "the US is a mixing bowl of different people living happily together" isn't balanced anymore.

Women want men castrated and actively work to emasculate them, criminals regularly seem to have more rights than their victims, hurting an animal can get you more jail time than raping a kid, and people now want to segregate themselves from everyone else who isn't exactly like them (differences in skin color, culture, religion, genitals, IQ, nationality, political leaning, etc). Men distance themselves from women and won't work with them, parents abandon their kids with the babysitter/daycare, and advanced students are held back so the slower ones don't feel bad.

Don't people see this? We used to segregate ourselves, either by choice, law, or tradition, into multiple groups, and the interactions were more formal as to not upset someone's feelers. Some groups interacted harshly because they thought they were better than the others. Some groups would stare daggers at each other, and the weapons come out if they veered too closely together. This didn't work too well, so people came together and mixed it up, and for the most part people got along better.

We're going back to what it was before, when everyone hated each other. I hear people that love the direction we as a society are heading, and they say that everyone's differences must be celebrated, but in the next breath they say there is no difference, people are just people. Let's all love everyone, and nobody will ever have to have one single feeler bruised. This utopia will be amazing, and all we have to do as a people/country/world is wish happy thoughts towards each other, and we have to change our ways to fit their new mentality.

That's never worked, not anywhere. Many people don't want that. They don't want change. They don't want peace. They want power, money, influence, and war. There is no "one way" that people will ever agree to go. There's always someone with a new religion of TheirWayIsBest.

And to follow history, once all these people have segregated themselves in their special groups, they will see someone else has "x" thing that seems better, and they will want it. They will demand access. They will demand integration, and say nobody should be trapped in groups of likeness, and they will fight to get out and mingle, insisting that people's lives change to fit their ideals. Screw peace and feel-good stuff, they will do their best to say everyone is the same, because they want these 'things' that were so appealing. Then, they'll blame the other groups for forcing them into those cliques of same-ness.

Then we end up back here again.

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Wow, one hell of a long secret.

Bonus #2 secret:
I detest people who insist that I change my beliefs and life to make them happy, but also refuse to allow me to change their beliefs and life to make me happy. It doesn't work that way. I have, and will, fight back.


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193,613 I find modern dildos are made out of some type of petroleum product, They are soft but they smell like an oil field. I worry it contains all sorts of cancerous chemicals. Not exactly what I want inside me for pleasure.


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193,612 How do you handle a bitch who keeps tattling and shit talking about people at work? She's made so many enemies and is well known as a narc. She'll be your best friend to your face then talk about how lazy you are and how you don't do your job when she's behind your back. This woman is in her late 50s. You'd think she would have grown out of the backstabbing catty shit. I'd hate to beat an old lady's ass because she can't stop talking shit.


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193,611 Ok.  Serious question here, so please be kind.

I find that when I jerk off a lot to internet porn/chat rooms, I have a hard time getting it up during reguar sex, and then I cum too fast.  Does anyone else have this problem?  Any solutions? (Other than the obvious cut down on the porn).

50ish/M


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193,610 I have been married for 21 years and recently, for the first time ever, my wife gave me oral sex and allowed me to cum in her mouth and then she swallowed.

You know why she finally allowed this? Because I made it clear I want to leave her. We had a conversation. I was very calm. I explained that I'm left unfulfilled by this marriage in many ways. I spoke about how we've gotten into these roles where she is in charge and I am here to take care of her every whim. If I don't, she has a hissy fit.  I hate it. But I'd I'd rather do what she asks instead of hearing her bitch for a week.

I also spoke about a lack of sex. How can we go for a year at a time without sex? And I mentioned how she has never once performed oral sex on me, even though I do it to her.

It was a few days after this conversation that she initiated sex, also a first. She then did the oral thing to completion.

She probably thinks she is now off the hook, that I won't leave her. But it's too little too late. I'm still leaving. It's a shame marriages have to end because one person behaved so selfishly. The problems in our marriage could have been so easily resolved all throughout the last 21 years. She just wasn't interested in solving anything. Her ego and getting her way was more important to her. Now she will be divorced and alone. I don't think any man is eager to scoop up a self-serving, sexless, out of shape, middle-age woman.

I don't think any woman would want to be with me either. But it's ok. I'd rather be alone than with a woman like her anymore.

But woo hoo, I finally had oral sex!



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193,608 I love my family, but god, how I hate watching my favorite TV shows with them.  They dont shut the fuck up!!  Constant questions, comments, general talking, brepetitive body movements, ect.  

Please loving family - SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME WATCH THE SHOW!!  I can pretty much promise that the question you just asked about what is about to happen will probably be answered in the next 5 minutes... by just shutting the fuck up and watching the show!!!


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193,607 Any of the me too woman at that award show last night call out for the castration of all men ?  Only a matter of time before that comes about.


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193,606 My puppy is my emotional support animal, and when I choose to reveal that to someone, they’re usually positive about it. A few people scoffed at the idea. This little guy has brought me a lot of happiness. It’s awesome to come home to him and see how happy he is to see me. He loves to cuddle and play. He takes my mind off my anxieties and has helped me get through my depressive episodes. He loves everyone he meets, and they love him too. It fills my heart with happiness to see him bring joy to other people like he does me. People can be rude about ESAs all they want; mine has improved my life so much.


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193,605 I watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall for the first time tonight, and it hit me so much in the feels.

Except I was Sarah Marshall, and my first love is Peter.
I hurt him so badly, and I know I’ll never forgive myself, and I’ll never be as happy as I was when I was with him.


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193,604 Sometimes i fuck my roommate next door, and when I masturbate i like to cum loud enough for him to hear me. He won't come and fuck me based on that alone, but i hope he hears me and gets hot thinking about me


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193,603 Most firemen are just sluts.   They think they are Gods gift.  I could put out fires with those modern fire suits ,there's no danger at all.


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193,602 They say, that to be a high-value woman, you should fill your life with activities and experiences that you enjoy and develop you mentally, physically, emotionally.  This way you won't be 'caught up' or obsess over some guy because you're too busy doing things.

What if one of the things I LOVE to do is lounge around and recharge myself?  I don't necessarily want to learn how to breakdance,  read a series of books in one sitting, ride an ATV, learn the harp, or go sky-diving every day. I just want to relax and have a chill time without having to worry about what's next on my plate.

Apparently this isn't seen as a good characteristic...


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193,601 I refuse to watch the country's largest anti-Trump rally, also known as the Oscars.


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193,600 i lost my 7.5yr old lab to cancer back in September.  i didnt want to do it, but he and i both knew it.   the last day of Dashers life we did our normal thing but addtl things for him...McDonalds big mac, cookies, milk...lots of stuff...we had a great day, when the time came, we had it done at our house, the vet first administered the sedative, and he fell asleep in mine and my daughters arms, all of us were there, including his companion dog.  i still tear up from time to time, but i wouldnt have changed that day.   We both knew and are both ok.   Miss you tons big guy!..

Please dont make your dog go on anymore than she can take...and please be with her the whole time she passes....for her comfort...and yours.

peace to you...


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