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194,699 Well, I enjoy amateur porn. I’ve watched thousands of videos and have become somewhat of an expert witness on determining what is legit amateur and what’s not.

What I don’t get, is why more men don’t cum inside a women....nothing in life feels better.


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194,698 I hate internet porn.  It's not erotic because every video tries to be raunchy and have weird fetishes.  I just want porn videos of sweet talk, caressing, and normal sex.


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194,697 I'm having a difficult time making it through this day without you.


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194,696 Leave my fucken husband alone you dirty whore. Go blow a fucken stranger at the park or back alley like you're use to.


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194,695 Shit Mike.  I've been feeling you the last couple of days.  You stopped talking to me a couple of months ago, dick, it hurt but i've gotten busy, dealt with other guys in some way, but I just started thinking of you again.  I guess I miss you?  Ugh.  


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194,694 I love doing crossword puzzles. I do at least one every day. But I can't for the life of me do a sudoku puzzle at all. It fries my brain and after about 20 seconds, I'm out.
That is all. That is my secret.


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194,693 Here is something odd that happened to me a long, long, time ago.

I was about 20 years old just laying in bed thinking with my head tilted against the wall, when out of nowhere something (on a spirit level?) attacks me and throws me out and takes over my body, especially my eyes.  I feel trapped, paralyzed, and unable to move.  My eyes are darting around the room, completely controlled by this entity.  I can feel the extreme coldness and alieness this entity has.  I cannot convey just how little humanity meant to this entity. I pushed back mentally against it and it abruptly leaves and everything is back to normal again.  It was over so fast.  I was incredibly scared and creeped out.  Sometimes I wonder if it was some type of seizure as I read that can cause weird experiences.  But it seemed so real and I've never heard of it happening to someone else.  I also have no history of seizures or mental illness.  And have no history of hallucinations.  And was on no mind altering substance at the time.


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194,692 I know we don't belong together, but man I want to reach out to you.  Why is that?


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194,691 Know how I know I’m never going to be a crazy cat lady?

I’m allergic to cats.


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194,690 I was average looking in high school and now I'm attractive. Not just cute or pretty, but VERY attractive. All the awkward long limbs and frizzy hair turned into a nice slim build and good hair product has given me nice beautiful curly hair. Men stop and look at me on the street or start up conversations while I'm getting coffee.

I don't like this. When I was younger, all I ever wanted was to be pretty and sexy. I thought all it would take was great clothes, a great body, and a pretty face. I thought all the problems I had, like anxiety and being totally dorky and and having absent father, would be solved if I could just be pretty. I worked for all those things and I'm realizing they didn't do much for me. I'm still socially awkward and I get so nervous I want to vaporize when a guy tries talking to me...even though I'm pretty now, which is all I ever wanted.

Every time a guy talks to me, especially a socially dominant one like a banker type or a frat bro, I get annoyed. These are the men who wouldn't even be polite to me before I was pretty. These are the men who would tell me to get my nose out of the books and who were deliberately loud in libraries to piss me off. These are the men who say mean things about girls they find unattractive behind their backs. These are the men who would deliberately make me uncomfortable and get into my personal space because they knew I was awkward and shy. Now when attractive, VERY outgoing guys are nice to me, I just wonder which girls they recently slighted.

I don't mean to sound conceited or angry, but this weird business of men trying to have sex with me has been happening a lot lately. In the past year a lot changed for me and my head is still spinning.


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194,689 Question for the website creator -

I think I recall reading that you started it as part of a class project.  I've always wondered... what grade did you get?  When did it take off and you decided that you would keep it up and running?


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194,688 Everything seems to be working out for me. Slowly but surely.
This is so strange to me, things being good? I don't know how to deal with it. I'm constantly waiting for the big fuck you or for someone to jump out and shout, "GOT YOU."



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194,687 Yea I screwed up a lot in my life. Lost a lot of friends and a comfortable life. It never occurred to me to be jealous of my childhood friend that took the opposite path in life and reaped the benefits of those choices.
I was genuinely happy for him. That is, until he moved in down the street and every single time we spoke everything he said was tinged with passive aggressive comments about what he has and what I don't. Everything, from the tools he has to the food he eats to how much weight (he says) he lost.
Now, deep down I hate him and hate myself no matter how much I try to mind my own business and fix my own mistakes.
I didn't ask for this but I guess it serves me right.



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194,686 Sometimes i burst into tears for no reason and then sometimes i couldn't shed a tear to save my life.  I don't know what this means.


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194,685 Here we go again. Going through the motions of this marriage. I can see how far away you are. Remember when you chased me. And wanted me. Yeah. I'm still here.  Nobody gets married to live separate lives. You've got just a little longer till our child is off and grown. I'm not staying to be have a roommate.


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194,684 Ever since I was a child in the ླྀs, I could (can) never understand why anyone would want or need an electric knife.  That little appliance seems totally useless, except for the blade.  Why bother?


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194,683 I've never been in love or fallen in love with anyone, but there was one time where I wondered if a crush I had might become something else.

There was one time a friend and I were sitting together on a golf course covered in snow under a little seating area and we watched the sun set.  Then, out of nowhere, he rested his head on my shoulder and stayed like that for a long time.  I didn't really know how to respond, whether it was a friendly or romantic gesture, so we kept chatting.  At one point, he whispered something to me, but it was mumbled to the point that after asking to repeat it twice and still unable to understand it, I just gave up.

For a long time I questioned what that gesture meant, and eventually I asked after some time had passed.  He ended up apologizing for being misleading and told me at the time that happened, he was already dating someone beforehand already.  Looking back on it, I'm glad that I just sat there instead of attempting to take it further.  We are still good friends years later and hang out whenever we can, so I'm happy that's still going strong.


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194,682 Maybe I would be better off without all of his bullshit anyway.


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194,681 Nothing feels better than walking around in your boxers in freezing ass weather. If I could live in a freezer, that’d be pretty awesome. Unhealthy, but awesome.

I’ve got my dogs, I’ve got my vodka, I’ve got my pot, now all I need is an ass to use as a pillow for the night.

Three out four isn’t bad I guess.


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194,680 My father used to be my biggest hero now he is my biggest resentment.


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194,679 I had sex with a former girlfriend the night before my wedding. I thought it was something guys do. I probably saw it in a movie. After it was over I felt shitty about it. Still do.


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194,678 I feel like dying would be so peaceful. I can’t wait


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194,677 My child stole an iPad from school this week because she wants an iPad but I can’t afford it right now.


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194,676 At the gym today I was on a weight machine. And there was this girl on the machine next to me and I kept hearing her giggling. I look over and I see she’s very subtly taking a photo of  A woman who was working out in front of us. This woman was a bit overweight.  I could totally tell she was taking a photo. What is wrong with people? I wanted to kick her in the face so badly. And I am very upset with myself that I sat and did nothing about it except glare at her and make her feel uncomfortable.


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194,675 Sooo I think I see you on Monday, Ryan.  You were cute the last time I saw you.  You don't know it yet, but you're gonna fuck me.  Unless you're married of course, but I didn't check to see if you are.  You look like a young Ray Liotta, you know that?  You seem sweet too.  Seemed like you liked me too, unless you're just very friendly.  Anyway, see you soon.  ; )  33f


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194,674 I miss you.


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194,673 I was 19  there was a guy who really liked and cared about me. I was still a virgin at the time and we fooled around. We went to two different schools And I went home for the weekend and got together with some of these mutual old friends.  The drinking an excessive amount of alcohol I went upstairs and laid on the bed during the party.  His friend got on top of me and he had blonde hair just like the guy that I really cared about. We had sex. I pushed him off me and he complained I gave him blue balls. In my drunken haze I thought it was my guy.   Of course he eventually told everybody including his friend who I cared for. Subsequently my guy treated me completely differently although I still loved him. We would have sex and then one time I overheard him telling somebody that “girls like me deserve everything they get“ and referred to my as a whore.  That stabbed me in the heart.  He and that other guy remained friends and I never told him what actually happened or the fact that his friend continued. to harass me at school by constantly calling my dorm room and leaving obscene messages.

Fast forward years I was friends with this guy (the one I cared about)on Facebook. He became a radical liberal feminist communist or whatever the hell they are referred to.  He unfriended me on Facebook when he saw that I didn’t vote for the “correct” candidate (voted Johnson) His rabid feminist views  make me laugh.  He is a vile hypocritical piece of shit and I still have a lot of hatred towards him.  
My secret is that I wish bad things for him.


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194,672 I love you I love you I love you. It never stopped. It never will.
x


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194,671 I wonder if I will still feel the same way for you when I see you on Monday.
Probably so.


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194,670 I feel like I'm living out of time. During the worst of my psychosis I had vivid memory flashbacks. My mind would rush, and I was forced to grind through and relive much of my life. It all feels so raw and fresh to me. People and events from the past obsess me and I know I'm not on their mind at all, nor can I change any of those outcomes.


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194,669 People are so flawed all they want until the day they die is to be pampered with good words.

You look pretty.
I like your hair.
You’re so smart!
Wow. Great choice of words!
I love how honest you are.


Honestly?
People are shit. They only care about thins that involve them or benefit them in any way.
I hate them all.

I’m 24. My iPhone 6S is busted, and I’m not paying the bill anymore.
No more social media, and no more stupid Instagram stories. Seriously? Your food looks like shit. Your kid isn’t cute, you look like a slut. Your haircut doesn’t look good on you. Your face is too round for that hat. Your friends are pretty lousy friends but you make them look like Angels.

People are so full of shit, and I’m 109% over it.


Also, you went to the gym again?!? Do you REALLY need to post a photo every day? Nobody gives a flying fuck. Congrats. You exercise. You probably SHOULD do that, considering you don’t want to be fat, but does that mean you have to post about it? NOPE. Absolutely not. Especially you, Michelle. Jesus. Nobody cares. You take the same shit mirror selfie every day at the gym. Nobody. Cares. Get some fucking hobbies people.
So consumed with the bullshit, you’re dying without even living.

Oh well. At least I’m separated from the crowd.

ALSO! EDC and Life Is Beautiful is coming up. All the posers/followers are going to be at those overpriced get togethers and I won’t be. They do it just to prove to the world that they were there. Again, honestly..nobody fucking cares.  My generation is a joke. Trendy, wannabe, poser millennials.



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194,668 Why are the Media hating on Kanye? Since when is thinking for yourself wrong? I don't get it.


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194,667 I have my own subtle inside joke. Every Thursday evening I bake brownies that I bring to work on Friday. It's a tradition. Everyone stops by my desk to say hello and grab a treat. Some people in the office like them with nuts, others like no nuts. So when I'm baking the brownies, I put nuts on one side of the pan and no nuts on the other side. This keeps everyone happy.

The joke is that I purposely put the nuts on the right side because I've found in this overly political world, nuts are on the right and no nuts are on the left. LOL.


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194,666 I just ripped off a skin tag because it was in my pubic region. not a good look for my cock.


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194,665 My quads are so strong from hovering over public toilets


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194,664 i have seen the cloning centers in china for cloning hollywood stars.



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194,663 I have to take an 8 Hour Rd. trip in the next week. I hope there are gas stations and restaurants along the way because I am terrified of rest stops


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194,662 I spent almost $50.00 on some designer shampoo that will be formulated specifically for my hair. It was a total impulse buy. It’s not that I CAN’T afford it, but that was definitely not the best use of my money.

Oh well.


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194,661 I know he's out there
in some realm
Or world
Somewhere.

I miss him so.

I know he was real.
That may be all i know
But
That's all i need
To know.

I will find u again love.
Somewhere
Sometime
Somehow.

Crazy is subjective really.



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194,660 The sounds of toddlers and small children give me anxiety


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194,659 I think of you everyday as well.  You’re impossible to forget.


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194,658 Today's teens are out there protesting against gun violence and how guns are killing children. These are also the same teens who go to Planned Parenthood for an abortion. Go figure.


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194,657 I was banned from this website for a few days. I contacted the moderator and apologized for saying something rude. We had a fun back and forth conversation. It came out that a number of people get banned and then reinstated a few days later. A suggestion for the moderator: I think if a poster gets banned there should be a price of re-admission. You have to tell one helluva juicy secret to get back on, or post a naked picture, or pay $5, or something. It could make people think twice about being rude in the first place. Just a thought. Great site. Thanks for hosting.


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194,656 i think of you every single day.


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194,655 It amazes me that people ever bought the war on terror for even a minute. Now we've spent $8 trillion to go to war in 15 countries and nobody even questions it anymore, they just assume it's all necessary. Why would people assume that when there isn't a shred if evidence? It's morally indefensible that we don't even ask the question.


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194,654 Question for gay men: If you've been with a guy for a while, do you let him cum in your mouth?


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194,653 There should be a law that every person has their own bathroom. At home or in a shared apartment, every bedroom should have it's own bathroom. The end. So much anxiety would vanish if everyone had their own space to poop.


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194,652 Amazon Prime and Netflix are filled with a bunch of really bad movies IMO. I haven't seen nor even heard of many of the titles for a very good reason - the movies are not good. I doubt they have ever been shown in a movie theater. I wouldn't be happy paying $10 to see them in a theater. Yet I'm paying $100 a year to see them in my home. Time for me to turn off these movie services. There was this thing I used to do before the internet. It involved this 3D object made out of paper. I think it was called a book. I'm going to buy a few from an antique store and give them a try again.


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194,651 Something I never tell anyone, I believe Muslims terrorists have a valid point. The USA acted selfishly for many decades in the Middle East. We conquered their lands to get oil for ourselves. We suppressed their people hoping to keep them quiet. Now they are upset and have started to fight back. I think Muslims are in the right on this point. But trying say this outloud to a bunch of Americans....


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194,650 I'm thinking about switching sides in my next relationship. I've dated plenty of women. I am currently married. I will be getting divorced. Same old thing no matter what woman I'm with - a bunch of drama, heartache and lack of sex.

Read these secrets. All men experience this. We spend far too much time trying to get our rocks off. Sorry, I know it sounds crude. But it is a necessity for men, just like eating is a necessity. But to have to put in so much effort for it, and then have to deal with all the other bs which goes along with it, it's too much.

I'm thinking life with a guy could be much better. We get down to business every day. by giving each other a blow job. We hang out. Guys are fun. Guys don't put up with BS. Guys I know don't pick petty fights. Guys don't mope around crying until they get their way.  Guys don't use my income to buy themselves new clothes.

Am I missing something because switching sides is making a whole lot of sense to me right now.


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194,649 They turned me into a monster.
There are 2 of me in here.
In my mind.
One good, one very, very bad.
I wasn't supposed to find out.

I don't know what i do.

I should be institutionalized.
But i appear normal.

I think.



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194,648 I've learned not to speak up. I have opinions, but they are controversial. One example to have people hate me forever, I think the holocaust didn't happen. The numbers and logic don't add up. I'm not trying to be offensive to Jewish people. I have a Jewish girlfriend whom I adore. But I've learned to never give my views of the holocaust. It's easier.


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194,647 I miss the way you say my name and the way our hands fit together. It never gets easier for us, does it?


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194,646 There are things that have happened to me that I no longer feel associated to. Places I have been, people I have met, actions I have made, reactions felt, it has all happened but the memory feels like an echo now, a reverberation, only a ripple left of what once was.

I'm only a ghost.




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194,645 I'm so tired of being alive. It's stressful much more than it should be


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194,644 “You’re not who I thought you were.”

I never am.


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194,643 I didn't really mean to ghost you. I didn't want to bug you or bother you after so much time had passed, so I froze. I just hope you don't remember me as a creep.


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194,642 I'm afraid to tell people what I really think. I don't want to state my opinion in case it is different from someone else's. I don't want them to dislike me. So I stay quiet and agree with what other people say.


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194,641 You’re breaking my heart


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194,640 I was bored on my honeymoon.


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194,639 I had to block your number. I have a physical reaction when I get a text from you. I know it’s all chill and casual for you but for me it was the start of something.

I know you want to stay friends, but weren’t really friends to begin with. We met out, we went on a few nice dates.

I don’t know why I’m putting this out into the ether.



You probably won’t even notice I blocked you. 😔


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194,638 My roomates are so cynical and cruel. Apparently I was having an attitude today. They push me to my limits. I feel tortured living here. They drive me to insanity. I have to be drunk or high in order to tolerate how they all berate me here or even function.
One day I'll blow my brains out and they will be the reason to my demise. Either that or I'm going to have to poison them. One at a time. *grin


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194,637 Oh shut the fuck up any person who needs a fucken nose job party are not feeling oh' so beautiful.

Love, Maddie The Fat Pig!


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194,636 I am a beautiful woman.
Many men go out of there way to do nice things for me and show me love.
I wish I could reciprocate but the feeling is never mutual in the way they want it.


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194,635 I would like to have a lesbian experience. I'm not sure how to go about it. F54.


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194,633 You talk shit and write shit about everybody behind their backs when they do you no harm or don't start shit only do good by your side.

You cheat on your boyfriends. You lie and exaggerate stories in order to get a bit of attention from complete strangers. You'll treat people who treat you like shit like fucken gold. Those who love and care about you like shit.

You fucken pond your children off on anyone and everyone. You act childish and sware you're still in highschool. You are the most ungrateful person anyone has ever met. You're a very negative and toxic person. All you could do is notice or focus on everybody else's flaws other than your own. I still wonder why my boyfriend still tries to work things out with you.

Please tell me how you consider yourself a nice person. His family don't even like you. They bite their fucken tongue for the sake of their son and grandson.

I'll just leave this right here.

Xoxo ;)


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194,632 I am a full-time working mother (very good job), my house is always clean, neat & tidy, my kids are well dressed and taken care of, fun vacations, I give food & money to the homeless- I live in NYC and it breaks my heart to see them (poor souls), I rescue abandoned & unwanted animals, etc. My secret- I’m a functioning alcoholic. There I admitted it. I don’t drink at work nor drive drunk (I’m not insane!) but I drink on the sly. I hate myself for this but cannot stop. Any & all negative comments I fully deserve. Apart from this hideous flaw I’m a good person (I hope).


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194,631 finally wrote it. Its a small world. I hear stuff...  

Where did the money in his bank account go?
That's the girl I used to know
How do you keep up this useless show?
Oh, Caroline no...
Who took that stuff away
To resell it on a different day
You said you changed, but that's obviously not true
Oh, Caroline you,
Broke his heart when you went off with yet another guy
It's so funny to watch you caught up again in a web of lies
Oh, Caroline why?
Could you ever find the truth again?
Or the countless things you stole way back then
Could you ever have anything nice after all the people you have wronged?
Oh, Caroline no

;)  


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194,630 After being bulimic for almost 30 years, I think I have finally recovered. It has been about 3 months since my last purging episode. I went on anti depressant and it's working!  I had one set back where I felt like I ate too much but overall I think i'm doing well.  However the constant thoughts about food never leave me. I am just relieved. I certainly don't miss dizzy spells, fainting, heart palpitations, blotchy skin, and red eyes.  For the first time in a long time, I don't feel worthless.  


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194,629 I wish I could look into the future to see what my babies will look like and who their daddy will be and what kind of life we'll have. My plan is to go to medical school, find a male partner (idk when that will be, but I'll find one), and to have two or three kids. I can't wait to be a boring adult to my kids. My family was totally insane and unpredictable. I want to be a predictable adult and I want a partner who does the same.

The one non-boring thing I think me and my partner should do is smoke pot and fuck.

--Young woman


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194,628 Don't worry, Im well aware that you are playing games. Keeping me on a string as to not move on, yet keeping me at arm's length.


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194,627 I always thought that I was the damaged one because I could quit loving my mom. Today I realized that the reason I can turn my love off is because she has been doing it to me my entire life. That explains why she could abuse me horrifically as a child and I couldn’t imagine doing the same to my daughter. I was so afraid I’d treat my daughter the same way, but nearly a decade of being her mom has confirmed to me that I just don’t have the disdain for her to be capable of subjecting her to the abuses that my mother subjected me to.


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194,626 I just discovered how fucked this world and my life really is.
Peoples memories can be altered and changed. Technologically. Minds are like computers. Mine have been all fucked with. My past is not my past. My memoriez are fake.

I am considered crazy because these things cause what they call schizophrenia and depression. But they were CAUSED. Why u may ask? Oh such a long story.

Lets add that it would shock most ppl to know who is doing such things and to what end.

Alphabet soup.


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194,625 I think my marriage is in trouble. My wife has been going to the gym. She's lost 20 pounds, which means she is at her exact right weight. She also has taken a renewed interest in her appearance. She gets her hair trimmed and dyed every month for the last few months. She gets her nails done. She bought new clothes. Okay. It could be nothing. Women do this. But she has also been spending a much larger than normal amount of time out of the house. She goes to library lectures and movies and church functions. I don't think she has someone on the side. But I think she is looking.


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194,624 I had a rough couple years and my job history shows it, now I can't get anyone to hire me and it's becoming so discouraging. My whole life has really come together because I have worked very hard to dig myself out of a hole of depression and hopelessness. Now the only big piece missing is a job. Not even a great job, just a job. I don't mind starting at the bottom but damn I can't even get them to hire me.
Keep on tryinggg. Job interview at in a couple hours.



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194,623 I am overwhelmed at times with the desire to run back to my ex and see what could be. Especially when my current boyfriend and I fight. My ex and I were so in love. My current boyfriend and I have fought countless times, more than i ever have with any man. but now we seem so promising, I just don't know if I should ride it out or drop it.... It's so hard to decide. I'm in love with my boyfriend, but I still think of my ex. Me and my boyfriend are rising from the ground up right now though, and I can't leave now... not when things are getting so much better then they've ever been between us, but at times I feel we can't fix things...


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194,622 My most long lasting problem in my young life so far.. eating. How can i stop eating in the middle of the night? I need tips to stop, i've been trying so bad, but every night at around 3 I go and eat a bunch of cookies, and it's destroying my diets, and destroying my confidence. I really want to lose weight, and in the day I do decent, but every night I still binge like i'm starving. I am not even that fat, I just want a summer body. and my stomach is my worst enemy. I work out but it wont change what I do at night. I don't want to at all it just happens. my willpower is gone when I'm half awake I guess. And I live with my mom so theres no controlling groceries.


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194,621 When I was in my twenties I used to be a total peeping tom. I was obsessed with looking in windows hoping to catch a woman naked. I shamefully look back at this behavior now and wonder what the hell I was thinking.


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194,620 People who talk shit about others behind their backs are cowards. Selfish people or people thirsty for attention make up that they are suicidal. They know they'll never do it. If you are suicidal I highly doubt you'd be talking about it. People with "real" depression don't discuss it. They always disguise and then take their lives.
The troll who always talks about suicide online is nothing but a hungry troll that wants their attention starved egos stroked or fed.


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194,618 I've never wanted anyone as badly as I want you.
I've never connected with anyone so well, loved so much, been so attracted.
But it's the wrong place and it's the wrong time. We'll find a way in another life.


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194,617 As much as it's PC to say it's ok to be gay; the fact is - it's not. It goes against everything normal. Why do you think suicide is triple with gay people? because even though it's "acceptable" to be gay, in fact it doesn't solve the actual problems that are inherently mental illness. For the record, I could care less which way one swings, facts are facts though. There is also only TWO genders. You know - science and all.

ok GO!


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194,615 My hair is long. Half way down my back. It’s healthy. I get compliments on it.

My husband has no interest in sex.

The other day he let it slip that he does not really like a woman’s hair to be much longer than shoulder length. (He wasn’t being mean. This wasn’t about me specifically).  

I made an appointment. Next week I’m going to get about 6 inches of hair chopped off, along with highlights.

I am fully aware that I’m being ridiculous. A man doesn’t quit sex because his wife’s hair is too long. But I guess I want to ensure that I have done everything that I possibly can from my end.

It will look better anyway, which will probably make me feel better. Maybe that will be enough.


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194,614 My cat has a bowel obstruction and I will have to put her to sleep tomorrow. I don't have the thousands  of dollars they say the treatment will cost. She is howling in pain now. I feel so bad I want to cry and I am a middle aged man.


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194,613 I teach middle school because I'm afraid high schoolers are smarter than me! lol


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194,612 Things had gotten very bad for me. No job, no money, relationship trouble, health issues and so on. I thought about ending it all. I'd say I was 80% of the way there.

But I couldn't do it. I couldn't just give up. I couldn't run away from my problems via suicide. It seemed cowardly and I would let some people down.

I dug in my heels and started working on making things better. I had some forward progress. Things aren't quite perfect, but I've come up a long way.

Now it no longer seems like I'm running away from my problems. I faced them. I wasn't a coward. But funny thing is, now I'm 90% on my way to ending it all. I feel like I can hold my head up a little higher while leaving this world.  


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194,611 The thought of my boyfriend dying makes me hysterical. I love him so much which means that it will probably hurt more than I ever can imagine if I lose him. I don't ever want to forget what his voice sounds like, the touch of his skin, his smell. Why am I crying and thinking about this, I am only in my early twenties.


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194,610 I had another dream about laying in bed and kissing you. I will never find a man I like as much as you. Everyone is replaceable...except you.


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194,609 In her Alzheimer’s induced craziness, my grandmother gave me one of the best pieces of advice I think I’ve ever gotten. We were talking about me writing a book and I said I didn’t think I could do it.

“Why not? Bigger dummies than you have done it.”

I’m writing my fifth chapter tonight. All the motivation I needed right there, and it came from someone who forgot what we were talking about thirty seconds later.


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194,608 I got a new job a couple months ago. It's difficult, high stakes, high turnover rate, but I'm proud to say that I work here. It's also the first thing I've gotten that even vaguely relates to my desired career field, so the stress is worth it. Most of the time.

I was venting to a friend of mine about my worries, and she said "Tbh it sounds like your jobs kinda sucks" and that didn't piss me off until just now. Mind you, i got this job without a degree, and I have another job on the weekends to help me save extra cash to go back to school. But it irked me because she's one to talk. She got her degree and has 3 jobs that are all unrelated to her field of study, and she's still struggling to make ends meet.

Don't hate on my job just because it's not some run of the mill craigslist job that I wouldn't care to lose. I'm stressed because this job matters to me a lot, more than any of hers do to her. It just bugs me because this isn't the first time she's hated on something I have when she's got nothing even close to it for herself.


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194,607 I don't know how to get through to my wife. She spends money we don't have. She spends it on herself. I try to talk to her about it. I plead with her to stop. I've almost come to tears. Yet she keeps spending. I've prayed to God about it. I asked for wisdom on what to do. I've tried to show patience. I've looked at earning more. Nothing is working out though. I'm barely hanging on by a thread.




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194,606 Children are not a separate sub-species of humanity. They grow up into adults. It is our job to prepare them to go out into the world, not coddle & protect them from the world.

Oh? You knew that already? Try telling that to my wife & her mother.


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194,605 I'm so tempted to just quit my job on the spot today. Maybe I will.


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194,604 The quickest way to inform the entire world about my personal business is to tell my wife not to say anything to anyone.


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194,603 Scam scam scam! I buy canned soda from the supermarket. When I try to return the cans at the supermarket to get back my nickel deposit the machine says they don't sell that brand and I need to return them where I bought them. This is bullshit. I did buy them at at the supermarket. In the end I'm out all the deposit money. Scam scam scam.


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194,602 My boyfriend and I decided to take a break because he was using me to cope with his mental health issues instead of getting professional help. I can be supportive, but I just can’t carry the weight of two people’s worlds on my shoulders. The burden of his mental health was always on me. It was stressful and I always had to deal with him having emotional breakdowns on me because I couldn’t always drop everything to help him. I’m not trying to neglect and ruin my career or flunk out of grad school...

He’s improved, still needs to do more work, but is going in the right direction. When we agreed to the break, it was my idea, and he was afraid of the possibility that we wouldn’t get back together. I told him there’s always the possibility we wouldn’t since we don’t know what the future holds, but I was sure things would work out once he started being able to cope on his own and feel better.

But now that we’re on the break, I’ve realized that I can’t juggle my career, working on my masters degree, maintaining my own mental health, AND commit time to maintaining a relationship...and I just don’t feel the same for him anymore. So...fuck. I feel bad because I don’t want him to feel like I gave him false hope, but I didn’t see these changes coming until after the break. But after a year of always putting him first, I think I need to take care of myself now...


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194,601 I am so angry that two lesbians in my stare were allowed to adopt 6 kids and then go on to abuse those poor kids and ultimately end up taking their lives. Those poor kids were tortured and had to live with these 2 (obviously) mental women....why? Why would anyone trust 2 sexually confused people with 6 kids...WHY? These kids already came from messed up homes and then they were placed with two women that don't even understand human anatomy. Women that think that being Gay is right. Yeah, I know...not the popular opinion these days...but seriously...look what happened...FUCK...these kids didn't deserve this. Fuck you Oregon, Fuck you Washington for your Liberal views!


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194,600 How do I deal with my anxiety, depression, and ptsd. I’m taking medication, I’m seeing a therapist, I’m trying my best. And yet I’m still suffering from anxiety, depression, and ptsd. I wish it would just stop


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