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194,999 Not everyone has the time to try and dig you out of the deep fucking rabbit hole of delusions you're fucken stuck in. I don't even understand how you can somehow come to all these "deep, meaningful conclusions" about anything, but it reflects heavily on who you are and how you deal with the world.

Your views are extremely unhealthy, find a shrink or counselor!


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194,998 I don’t complain about big things. Just little things that I end up just making a joke about so it doesn’t bother me so much. I figure no one wants to hear my problems when they have their own. I mostly interact with my friends via Facebook because we don’t live close by anymore.

Well, I finally admitted that I’m having a hard time right now. I’m overwhelmed. My career is taking off, I’m studying for my masters in a rigorous online program and the current class’s professor is indifferent to my disability accommodations, I’m trying to get out of a relationship that I don’t have time for that I realize I don’t even want to be in anymore, and I’m trying to lose weight so I can be healthier.

My friends didn’t take it seriously. They thought the way i worded it was funny. No wonder I’m struggling with this alone. Everyone yet again thinks I’m joking. I don’t fault them for it, but I wish they’d support me like I do them. I guess it’s time to see a therapist so I can stop carrying this burden alone.


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194,997 My wacky crazy anxiety is what's killing my relationship. He left to be with her again.


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194,996 Don't you remember the olive-gray layered ruffle tank top with beaded embroidery around the neckline? We still have your pink champagne top? Do you want it back? You'd have to suck my balls again is what they told me after they had raped me.


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194,995 194,994 Don't feel bad. My secret is for years now I’ve been lying in so many situations. Everyone knows this about me and don't take anything I say seriously. I never knew why, it was like an impulse. Now, I’m starting to think I do it to create a better image of myself using the wrong method (clearly).

I’m not saying everything that comes out of my mouth is a lie, but if there is a better answer than the truth, I tend to go with that one. For example, I went to hang out with my friends in a town 30 minutes away while my bf was working, even though I saw them the last two days before. When she got back, she asked how my day was, and I told her I went to visit my parents. Its a weird uncomfortable feeling that I get, and I feel like I need to give a better answer, and I don’t know why.

It’s stuff like that, that happens almost everyday. Sometimes it’s small things like lying about what I ate, or bigger things like if talked to my old boss about getting rehired. Like I said, I’m not 100% sure why I do this so impulsively, but I think its because I try to create the best possible image of myself and am uncomfortable with the truth.

It’s starting to make me think more and more that no one even knows my true self. Some are pretty close, like my bf, but the lies are keeping a certain distance from the full me. Do you think anyone really knows this about me? I deal with mental health, narcissism and bipolar biproxy disorders. Do you think people know I'm lying but let it go because they feel sorry for me due to my mental state?


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194,994 My
entire
literal
life, is a lie.


Stephanie, 28


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194,993 My students aren’t usually misbehaved. Lazy, maybe, but only a handful are rude. That’s about normal. I have pretty good relationships with most of them. I don’t know what was up, but they were savages today. “Fuck you” was the feeling I got from them. I wasn’t expecting anyone to go out of their way to say “I appreciate you” today on Teacher Appreciation Day because they’re middle schoolers and that’s not the “cool” thing to do, but not ruining my day might have been nice :( *sigh*


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194,992 I drink a full 2 liter bottle of soda everyday. I'm am absolutely addicted.


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194,991 I got an email from YOUTUBE TV for a free 7 day trial. Clicked on the link to sign up and it took me to iTunes to sign up. I decided after 5 days I was not going to keep it past the free trial. I then found discovered I was charged $40. I contacted YOUTUBE TV and they said I couldn’t get the 7 day free trial because I used iTunes to signup and they would not refund my money. The free trial was not for iOS users.
What a bunch of fuckwads. I wanted to rip their lungs out. I had to go through iTunes to get a refund. They were very understanding, unlike the dicks at YOUTUBE TV.
BE CAREFUL !!!!!!



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194,990 I wish people would quit asking me about my Mother.  Every time I see them - "How's your MOOOOOM....?!" .... well, bitch ain't dead yet, but you can't win 'em all ....

But, she will be, someday. And I fully expect to be REWARDED for my efforts with this ... thing.  


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194,989 I wish I hadn't told my friend about this place. First they show up in those confusing dreams I hate and then I'm paranoid they'll show up here, too. I'm looking for them everywhere and it makes me feel awfully lonely.


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194,988 About to lose virginity to a really nice dude. WTF DO I DO?!??!?


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194,987 It amazes me how mean women are to Melania Trump. They call her all sorts of nasty names. Like really? You are women misogynists. Very disappointing to see such hypocritical behavior.


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194,986 When I was growing up poor there were a number of times my brothers and sisters and I had a cup of chicken broth for dinner. It was all my mother could afford. It wasn't real chicken broth. It came from those cubes. Sometimes I'll be in the supermarket as an adult and I'll come across the green container. They still make them. When I see it my eyes tear up.


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194,985 I don't get the Cosby stories. A waitress in a restaurant accepted a a few sips of wine from Cosby. Next thing she remembers is waking up in Cosby's bed. Does that make sense? Like what, he drugged her? And then how did she get to Cosby's bed. She was at work. Did he carry her out of the restaurant in front of all her co-workers and the diner patrons?


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194,984 Hello my friend.  I know this used to be the last place we had contact.  I need some advice.  I'm seeing another you.  She is straight and has all the same answers you used to give me.  What should I do?


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194,983 While you were trying on cloths in that fitting room jerking off. I took a sneak peak. ;)


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194,982 School is making me want to become a stripper.
I can make 5,000.00 a week full time, with the exception of sexual favors.
I am Sulking in depression over school. My career will allow me to make 5,000.00 a month.
What should I do?


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194,981 I bought a gluten-free cheesecake from aldis and my boyfriend ate 6 slices by himself, leaving me with 1. I am so beyond pissed off! He can eat anything whenever he wants and doesn't know the struggle of having to eat gluten free and weighing less than 100 pounds.

Meanwhile, you know what really takes the cake? He complains about how he feels "fat and disgusting" all of the time. Well, maybe if you weren't eating 2 mini key lime pies from publix and then shoveling an entire freaking plate of *my* gluten free cheesecake that alids never has, you wouldn't feel like shit!


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194,980 My dad use to play with my tits. He was a drunk pervert addicted to porn.


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194,979 I'm tempted to just walk away because I feel Like I'm a fat hippopotamus. :/


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194,978 I should have never given you that card today.


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194,977 Hey April, next time you're drunk off your ass and decide to suck on my wife's nipple to "prove" you're bi, can you do me a favor? Next time, unsheath them both to give me a rare opportunity to suck my wife's tit too. She won't usually let me, but she surprisingly was fine with you doing it. If you won't take out my wife's tit so i can have a suck toy, at least give me the pleasure of sucking on your tit.

One way or another, please do me the favor of giving me a tit to suckle. Yours or my wife's, either way is fine. I just want boobs. Oh, and by the way, you and her flashing your husband two minutes after I went to bed was rude. I'm going to have to insist on seeing you topless now. Or naked. Either way is fine.


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194,976 What is this “fad” with balding men who spray paint/dye their head? My boss does this (and I have noticed a few other men like this) it looks completely bizarre and obviously unnatural. These men would look so much better just being bald. Do they think it’s a secret that no one notices? My boss gets ridiculed behind his back. My secret- I think it’s sad and no, I don’t make fun of him; people can be so damn mean.


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194,975 My wife and I watched the movie, "Call Me By Your Name". It's about young gay love. Whenever there was explicit gay sex, my wife would make puking sounds and moan that the men on screen were sick in the head.  I didn't say anything. I can't. My wife has no idea I've willingly participated in gay sex and hope to do it again.


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194,974 Ebola is back. It has resurfaced in Africa with about 20 fatalities. Here we go again. It's irrational, but ebola scares me like nothing else. It has the potential of wiping out the world.


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194,973 The mayor in my town knows everyone's name. It's amazing. I met him once like 5 years ago. When I pass by him on the sidewalk, he says hello and uses my name. I see him do this with others. I think this is why everyone re-elects him as mayor!


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194,972 When I get nervous I sweat. It's gross. I went on a job interview recently and got nervous and sweated. I didn't get the job. I think it was because of the sweating. I can't win.


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194,971 > When you hit the blue comment icon to the
> right of the secret, you should get a text
> entry box about 50 characters wide and
> 3 characters high. Do you get that?
Yes, and I can key in a comment.

> Then to the right of the text entry box there
> should be a green circle with a plus sign.
> Do you get that?
No, so I am stuck with a comment which can't go anywhere.

> The person with the issue can't respond because
> they can't post comments. lol.
Correct.

> They could respond by posting a new secret...
This is it.




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194,970 My wife gave me herpes. She said it could lay dormant for years. I love that excuse. Everyone knows when they have herpes. I wonder what scum she fucked. Hes scum cuz he didnt tell her he had it.


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194,969 My wife gets mad at me if she has bad cell reception.... because you know... that's my fault.


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194,968 The Neilson rating company. Ug. They sent me a letter with a dollar inside. They said if I participate in their survey they would send me $5 more.

I thought okay, why not. I'll get a cup of coffee out of it. So I did the survey and sent it back in.

I forgot about it.

A number of weeks went by. I got another letter from them. They said I never sent in the survey answers so no money for me.

Oh. Is that how it works. I sent in the answers but they say I didn't so I don't get my $5.

I'm so tired of corporate America.




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194,967 Changing electricity companies is a ripoff. Don't fall for it. Looks good on day one but by a few months later you are paying much higher bills.


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194,966 My wife has suggested I kill myself. She said it earnestly. She put on an empathetic voice. She spoke calmly and compassionately. She said if I killed myself, she and our children could collect social security payments and we need the money. How am I supposed to respond to a suggestion like that?


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194,965 I miss chocolate pudding.  There's some unwritten law chocolate pudding is only for kids. It's not fair.


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194,964 I have a family member by marriage who didn't want to go to college. She liked baking cookies. It's all she wanted to do, bake cookies and drink coffee all day.  Everyone tried to encourage her to do more with her life. She wouldn't listen.

Now it's about 10 year later. All the siblings and cousins are doing okay. They are caught in the daily grind of working for the man. They are getting fat and going bald and basically lost their joy in life.

But the cookie girl? She opened a bake shop/ cafe. Business is booming. She is so very happy/ She loves what she is doing. I watch in awe as she is winning in the game of life.

Well done Miss! She showed us all.




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194,963 I've burned all my bridges. I have no more. So I'm trying to burn my wife's bridges too.


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194,962 Please improve this website to enable comments for ALL users.
I can key in a comment but there is no button for "submit."
Firefox 59.0.2 under Linux Mint 17.3.




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194,961 I am in the best relationship I’ve ever had. We are loving and caring toward each other, the sex is great, and we are able to communicate well. There is a lot of trust and mutual respect. I’m getting a lot of flack from my church about because he’s atheist and we have sex. This is a committed, healthy relationship. I am in my 40s and he’s in his 30s.

We’re not hurting anyone and this is the happiest either of us has been in a long time. I’ve tried dating men from my church and they were horrible. They were misogynistic and controlling.

I feel like I should care more about losing my temple recommend but I just don’t.


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194,960 My town is offering free mulch. My husband is giddy with excitement. It's like Christmas for him. When it comes to sex, he is ho hum. But free mulch? Nothing could be better in his view.


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194,959 Having an eating disorder is so exhausting. It's exhausting when I wake up. It's exhausting when I weigh myself. It's exhausting when I go on dates. It's always exhausting.




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194,958 I keep a packed bag in my car at all times with a complete change of clothes, toiletries and $100.00 cash. Cuz ya never know.


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194,957 194,955:  Just wait until college and real life when you go to work.  You think the pressure is bad now, there is a real storm coming.  I wish you well!


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194,956 I got the call at 10ᛕ at night from a North Dakota area code and I knew immediately what it was.  I usually go to bed at 10 so it was odd I was awake, but I picked up the phone and was told the news I new was coming.

My 22 year old daughter tried to kill herself.  An ER doctor was on the line giving me an update.  He told me he would call me back after they knew where she would end up.  He called me at 1ᚷ AM and let me know she would be at the hospital that was near the downtown area of town.

I told him I would be up there the next morning.  It is a four hour drive from where I live.  On the way up I was debating if I should go to her school first to let them know what was going on (finals week was coming up and I knew that she would want to salvage her semester) but I ended up going to the hospital first.

She was in the ICU.  She had someone in the room with her at all times.  She was tired and sleepy.  I came in the room and she asked me to go to her school and let her teachers know she was in the hospital and she might need an extension for her finals.  I knew that would be on her mind.

So the hospital printed out a form (how sad is it that they have a form for this) letting them know that my daughter was hospitalized.  The school was fantastic and they got a hold of all of her teachers.  Every single one of them made accommodations.  

I went back to the hospital a few hours later and she was moved to a regular room and she still had someone with her 24/7.  She did not remember being transferred from the ICU and she did not remember that I was there earlier.  

This time it was close.  Seeing her in the ICU shook me.  I have to be strong because I am the dad, but when I was walking through the hallways of the school I bawled like a baby.  My girl, my little girl, she has an illness and I can't fix it.  I would take it all for her in a minute if I could, but I can't.  

Fuck you depression.  Fuck you.  


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194,955 So much pressure is put on kids to do good, and a lot of kids make mistakes,” Patrick wrote. “One slipup makes a kid feel like the smallest person in the world.

“You are looked at as a loser if you don’t go to college or if you get a certain GPA or test score. There is never a moment to brake.

Patrick Turner, Corona Del Mar High


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194,954 I have bipolar disorder. I am mostly manic so my doctor increased my Seroquel to 900mg each day. Now I fell like a spaced out zombie. I can't do this.  I'm going to see my doctor tomorrow so we'll see what we can do. There's got to he a medication that can calm me down without making me feel like I'm drugged out.


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194,953 When I was starting my junior year in high school my father gave me a sage piece of advice.  "Look around your school", he said  "about a thousand there between the students, administration, teachers, and maintenance. Yet it is perhaps 100 to 125 of them who are the leaders and set the pace. The rest they just follow along as told.  That is the way it is, always has been, and always will be. Look at your soccer team mates. There are 1 or 2 who can inspire the others to do better, put in that effort, and work  together.  It the same everywhere, look around you and observe"

He would talk on that all year long in one way or another. I have looked at the world different since then.  


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194,952 My sister in law's friend lost her apartment when her roommate went nuts, and is staying with us until she finds a job and a new place. Why with us? Because we haven't managed to have kids, and said friend snores like a warthog. I feel like we're being punished because I can't have kids. Said friend also managed to shit all down the front of the toilet. Fucking HOW?! She is by far the sloppiest, grossest woman I've ever had to live with. I am starting to see why her old roommate lost his mind.


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194,951 I wish there was a way to kill myself while making it look like natural causes. I don't want the embarrassment and shame of people knowing I committed suicide. Vain even in death.


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194,950 Half way through each work day I brush my teeth. I don't want to have bad breath. I can't brush though in the communal men's restroom. It would be weird for co-workers to see me. So I close my office door and brush at my desk and rinse out with a bottle of water and spit it into a styrofoam coffee cup which I then throw out in the kitchen. I wish I was a little less paranoid about bad breath.


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194,949 My closest friend in the world is very ill. I try to make him feel better. I kills me what he has gone through. He's one tough guy for hanging in there. He's amazing.

I feel so shallow though. Some things in my recent life didn't go so well for me. I want to tell him. I want someone to  talk to. But I feel like his woes are so much worse. I feel foolish bringing up what are molehills to his mountains.


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194,948 I like watches and always have since I was a teenager. Back then I had  two moderate TImex pieces and would wear a different one each day. Now I have 10 and thinking of another soon. I don't dress fancy otherwise, but I have nice watches.

Here is the thing, my wife thinks they are all worth 200-300 or so, and she is slightly amused at my collection choice.  Not so on the value.  They are all in the 1,000 to 1,500 range. She would flip out if she knew the true value of that collection.


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194,947 I don't watch movies with subtitles. You kidding? I'm not going to read all that crap.


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194,946 I had a job interview today. It was very long. I spoke to many people. I thought it went okay. But at the very end, one person said to me, "Well, we are interviewing a few more candidates, so we'll be in touch at some later point..."

It sounded like a brush off. It sounded like he was hedging. It sounded like he was preparing me for the "no".

I'm sad.


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194,945 Everything is going right and I’m falling apart. I’ve experienced so much disappointment, I don’t know how to experience celebration. I feel like someone died and I’m going to a funeral, instead I’m going to graduation and I’m the valedictorian. I don’t handle transitions well, plus I feel like an imposter. Surely, they all know I’m really a dumbass that is bullshitting everyone.


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194,944 Since I don't have any interest in having children, I am thinking about donating my eggs to couples who want kids.  If I'm not going to use them, someone else having trouble getting pregnant and whatnot should be able to.  It's either that or getting my tubes tied.


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194,943 theresa - don't think I don't really know about Steve and Mark, reviews and stories...


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194,942 940 Don't feel bad I'm full of shit, I'm all talk and a big fraud. I pretend I'm somebody I'm not. Nobody trust's a single thing I say. They never take what I say for face value. I'm treated disrespectful. I'm immature and fear having to grow up. I pretend I'm other people online to try to fuck with people's heads. When really I'm the fucked up one in my own head. I troll suicide threads  for attention. I live my life with only fake deceptions.

Lisa Licked Me


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194,941 If I have time off and I don't drink that day, I kind of feel like I wasted it.


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194,940 Today I'l be Jane, Jen and Scooter. I suffer from a multiple personality disorder.
I'm addicted to drugs, lying and masturbating.
I try to disguise myself by wearing different masks but I feel as though I can no longer hold up this act any longer.
I'm so tired of masturbating. It used to be so fun but now I feel really sad when I'm about to finish or right after I'm done. I'm so lonely. I want someone to hold me, and kiss me and want me. I miss someone holding me against a wall passionately kissing me and touching me everywhere. I miss knowing that someone can't wait to get my clothes off so that they can devour me.
I often think about Josh my cousin when I play with myself.
I'm trying so hard to fight this depression so
My dude and I are planning to go to Vegas in a few weeks for our annual trip-which is a recent thing because we really couldn't afford it before.
I wish I could say that I'm lookin forward to getting shit-faced and forgetting all my worries. Nope. I don't even drink. I wan't to. I like being on a good buzz. But I get sick when I drink. Like, I get stomach discomfort and puke. I literally cannot hold my liquor. I guess my body doesn't respond well to poisons.
I think this will be the week to my demise. I want to snort, smoke and drink in order to hide my pain.

Scooter, 28


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194,939 I know I'm a difficult person to be around. I try my best not to be. It still stings when I'm reminded.


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194,938 Singel 69 white male Had my own business for 20 years Worked hard to fullfill this dream. All of  sudden it is grinding to a halt and it is terrifying to me.Wanted to work at this for another 10 years at least. All my money went into the bussiness . It is unque so I can not sell it- without me it does not excisit.I have not enough money to live in NY if I dont work. What do I do with the rest of my life if this goes down the drain? Always knew what I wanted to do with my life.- now I have no idea .Who will employ me at this age. Can not  sit and watch the sun come up living in the mid west - or can I?


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194,937 I met a guy this weekend while I was out of town. Not too far out of town though. He's in a newly budding friend group of mine, and while we hung out i sung with him while he played guitar. We vibed super hard that night.

There's something electric about jamming with other musicians in a casual setting. There's no pressure, only art and love and music.

I really hope to see him again. I've only ever connected musically with someone once in my life before. I could fall for him, i think. It's always been a dream of mine to make music with my lover. It would be passionate, emotional, raw, and beautiful.


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194,936 Saw an ex-friend last night by accident. We still have some mutual friends and she happened to be around. As soon as I walked into the yard, she was out. Literally didn't make any eye contact or respond to my greeting (I like to be civil so it's not awkward). She just ignored my existence and left within a minute of my arrival. Now I'm really annoyed, because that's disrespectful as all hell, especially considering that the reason we stopped being friends is because she stole food from my house and lied to my face about it. She never had any respect for me. So fuck you too, I guess. I don't even want this to be on my mind


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194,935 When I am out with my man I notice that other men will look straight at my partner, consciously not even looking at me as if they are respecting his, what his woman?

But the reverse is not true. Women will actively flirt with my partner when I am right next to him.

Do you think that men respect the boundaries of other men, but women DGAF?

I know so MANY single women with married men. Where is your solidarity to a fellow woman? Would you want some slut to do that to you? It's incredible to me how women throw each other under the bus for some D.



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194,934 This is so much fun! My "friend" and I like to spend time together on weekends around all our other friends. Most of them know nothing about our sexy times together. I like to send him nudies and dirty texts. He does sweet things for me now and then...most importantly give me the D. Well I tell him specifically what the fuck I want him to do, then by surprise next chance we get it happens. I never know how long I'll have to wait. It make me crazy.


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194,933 I am running out of steam with my 12 yo daughter.  I can hardly believe the vile things that come out of her mouth.  Every interaction has become a defensive action on my part.  Honestly, I did subtly flip her off after she had spent 30 minutes talking during Infinity War.  I hit the reset button a dozen times a day hoping the next interaction will be, if not pleasant, at least civil.  I pray for the strength to continue.


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194,932 Not really a secret but if you can , I would recommend taking a trip to penguin island . It's located close to Melbourne, Australia, its beautiful when you see hundreds of penguins swimming towards the beach . It's one of the most amazing things I have ever seen on my life , my parents took me there when I was a kid and until these I have great memories from the trip.


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194,931 I'm a severe insomniac. It runs in the family along with obesity, cancer, and mental illness. I'm convinced that part of this may be due to an issue in metabolism....disruption in circadian rhythms also disrupts hormone regulation responsible for hunger and satiety, and everyone knows overeating can cause obesity and lead to a greater risk of cancer. Perhaps the inverse of this pathway is the key to pulling me off this health cliff? If I begin strictly regulating my dietary habits, maybe I'll sleep better and stop having these crushing depressive thoughts and manic upswings.

My secret is that I'm hesitant to tell anyone about my new lifestyle change because I don't want them to think its about my weight or how I look. I'm awfully prideful and don't like the thought of others finding me insecure about my appearance. I just want to be able to sleep. Fuck. I just wanna sleep.


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194,930 My secret is kind of silly. I hate pears. But I love canned pears in syrup. Yum!


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194,929 My neighbor bought his house for $3 million about 10 years ago. He just sold it for $1.3 million. Holy fucking Christ. There goes all my savings. My house was to be my retirement plan. If I have to sell it for less than half, then I'm wiped out. I have nothing. I'm fucked.


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194,928 I make my kids print all their school reports at school because it's free. Printing at home gets very expensive. There have been a few times I needed something printed so I had my kids do it at their school. Hey, I'm a taxpayer. I deserve free printing too.


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194,927 Came back from vacation this morning. I've washed and cleaned both cars. Went to the grocery, cut the lawn, and did 4 loads of laundry.  My wife has been binge watching TV since we got home as catching up on her shows is the most important thing.
I had best get wild sex this evening


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194,926 I laugh at people who reach out to me - who didn’t give a rats ass about me in high school or college - and want job referrals, coffee time with me, recommendations on what to do to have my career.

No, I’m not giving you advice or a job referral or spending an hour for you to “pick my brain” when you never even spoke to me. No thanks!


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194,925 I blush kind of easily.  It started when I was around 18 and until my late 20's I had issues with it.  I was aware of it and if someone mentioned it i would blush more and it made me afraid of social settings, but I would feel it when it happened.  It still happens but maybe I got more used to it, and now sometimes I blush and don't even know it, but I'll know because someone says something.  Not in an offensive way, it will just be mentioned.  Makes me wonder how many times I go red and the person says nothing?  Still a bit self conscious about it, it's so vulnerable, people must think I get embarrassed for everything!  It also happens when I laugh or smile, I think it's an arousal thing, not necessarily sexual but high feelings, like embarrassment, shyness, something's funny, excitement, being turned on, etc.  I'm still a little funny about it, I'm in my mid 30's!  But what can you do?  


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194,924 I just wish people will realize, every time you are buying drugs you are contributing to gun violence, poverty and  crime .  Just because you go home and enjoyed them in your no crime neighborhood doesn't mean other places are not affected. Thank you losers for ruining neighborhoods in low income areas , maybe instead on expending money and resources  on druggies they should just let them OD and the money should be invested in better things like education, infrastructure, community centers and parks .


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194,923 I'm getting married in about 4 months. We've been dating for almost a year. Part of our value system is "no sex before marriage" and so we're having some pretty teenage-like moments of awakening even though I'm in my late 20s and he's in his late 30s.

Last night, we were in his car, driving around, just chatting about life and a party we had just went to (one of his friends just graduated nursing school, so we came out to celebrate with her and her family). I asked him to park on a dark street and we just chilled for awhile--napped, listened to music, enjoyed the weather. There were the moments of simply caressing each other's face or holding hands-- romantic but chaste. I kissed him, affectionately, softly... and then he rose up out of his seat and pressed his body into mine, pulling me so close to him I felt him trembling. It is so thrilling to make out in public, in a car, in full view of whoever might be walking by....It was night time but still! The spontaneity of it gets me every time. I am amazed at the emotions and physicality of being close to a man, of feeling the heat of true desire for me, of his grabbing my clothes or clenching me in an embrace tight enough to where he can melt his chest into my breasts, where our breath is short and in sync. I sometimes make eye contact when we kiss because I like seeing the rawness in his expressions, the honesty in his eyes.  When he kisses my neck, it's like going to another dimension where there is no sorrow and no pain, only every neuron dancing, only light. When my lips are on his neck or ears, I can feel him quaking beneath me and I have never felt so much vulnerability and power.

What he lacks in experience, he makes up for in tenderness, playfulness and enthusiasm. Our time together feels sacred. I'm determined to carry the passion, respect, joy and desire we have for each other into our marriage and to jealously guard our relationship from anything that could jeopardize it. "Being with you is very fulfilling." is what he told me the night he proposed. My aim is to make sure that he feels that way 10 years from now, 20 years from now, 30 years from now...

27/f/USA/happily, happily about to be married!


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194,922 I just woke up and it's 4ᚼam where I live. I have nothing important to do today so I'm going to have fun. I'm going to grab some snacks, smoke a bowl of very good indica stink bud,  then pop in a movie. That's it! It's going to be a very good day.


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194,921 885 Not at all. My girl is sexy as fuck. She beautifully gorgeous. Yet she a freak in bed.
She do it all.


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194,920 OMG, the red Chinese cheongsam on a white girl "controversy" has made all these "intersectionality scholars" come out on FB.  I made the mistake of pointing out that I own several pieces of Chinese silk clothing and have decorative pillows of Chinese embroidered fabric all around my place.

Why is that a bad thing?  Embroidered Chinese style fabrics are absolutely gorgeous. I bought most of my things online from Chinese-in-China vendors, and they were super helpful and polite, and the items they sold me were of high quality materials and very well made.  I got pretty things I wanted, and they got money. Exactly who is being oppressed here?

Where does this "intersectional" thing end?  May I wear Western style clothing that was made in China -- which represents a whole lot of clothing for sale in the US?  Can I not eat Chinese or Indian food, or sushi, or a banh mi sandwich, or a big bowl of delicious pork belly ramen ever again?  No fried rice or oysters sautéed with ginger and scallions?  No roasted squab in that delicious soy and garlic sauce my favorite local Chinese cafe sells as a house special?  No wagyu or kobe beef?

How about tea imported from Asian or Moroccan vendors?  I have a necklace of black Akoya pearls that was imported from Japan, that I bought from a sweet, elderly Asian lady working in a pretty little pearl jewelry boutique on a trendy shopping street near my place.  She didn't seem to have any problem about selling it to me. Can I not shop on StyleWe, wear Anna Sui dresses or Shisedo cosmetics, because I'm too offensively Caucasian?  Am I a bitch because I love wushu martial arts movies and think Michelle Yeoh and Jackie Chan are amazing?  Do I have to stop taking my tai chi and yoga classes?  Must I stop bopping around to k-pop like Gangnam Style?  Am I allowed to read books by Amy Tan and Kazuo Ichiguro?  

Sorry, intersectional advocates, I don't feel obligated to stay in some narrow little Venn diagram circle where I can only like proper white people things.  Matter of fact, I think I'll have garlic soy squab and BBQ pork fried rice and ramen and sushi and pho all this week.  I might be offending you guys by adding to the revenues of your fellow Asian-Americans, but frankly, I don't care.

Yeah, I'll probably get flagellated by the intersectional PC police, but how is it not a symbiotic relationship if I willingly pay the asking price for pretty clothes, jewelry, and decorative items imported from Asian countries, and yummy Asian-style food in my home city, and the vendors are happy to take my money, exactly who is being harmed here? Explain to me how that harms anyone...?

If you can't make it clear to me that anybody is harmed when I nosh on a sandwich from my favorite Vietnamese place, please just leave me alone...!!!





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194,919 It's 1ᛡ a.m.  I just saw something so strange ....  I went outside to smoke a cigarette,here at work.  There is a small star far up in the sky that is slightly rocking irregularly, back and forth.  It has a tiny red light blinking on one end.  I watched for several minutes to be sure I was seeing correctly.  I even laid down flat on the picnic table to be sure it wasn't me rocking.  It is the star, or whatever it is.  It hasn't moved from it's spot, except for the erratic rocking.  I wonder what it really is.


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194,918 It is very sad today, that so many people in the news are openly talking about Sen. John McCain's upcoming funeral, before he is even dead yet.  Aside from the queen, I can scarcely recall that happening to anyone.  How he must feel to turn on the TV and see them basically planning his funeral and the guest list!  I hope he recovers and lives a long time, however unlikely.  As a politician and a human being, I think he's really tops!  God bless him!

Now, his daughter, Megan ... that's another story.


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194,917 I stole firewood from my neighbor's yard.


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194,916 Last week, I saved 2 people from drowning. I am glad I could help. Live Long and Prosper, Y'all.



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194,914 There's this stupid , ignorant, girl who used to make ignorant comments about my nationality. I remember once she said something about my father picking up fruit on fields, I never say anything I just ignored her why waste my time on someone like her.  Funny thing my parents have never lived here , I moved here for personal reasons while my dad still supported me financially, while my family it's far from being "rich " in my native country they are doing great financialy . My father it's a well travel , educated person , we always live on very nice neighborhoods i even had a housekeeper while these ignorant nobody doesn't even have a father figure growing up , poor thing looking down and making assumptions on people she doesn't even know .  Maybe I should ask my dad to hook her up with an airplane ticket to another country so the poor thing can see other cultures maybe it would cure her of her stupidity.


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194,913 I am a straight male in a long term relationship.  

And last week I sucked another man's cock for money


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194,912 I have this hard bump in my mouth and it hurts.

If you gave me something nasty, you sir, are a Douche to the tenth power.


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194,910 My puppy get offended when someone farts around him. The look of judgment he gets on his face is absolutely priceless.


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194,909 Okay, that was interesting.  Tribute band club show last night.  I'm friendly with the whole band, but most with the (married) singer.  He took one of the downed beer bottles, spun it at me, and kissed me.  The room was mostly empty (sad face) so I see no need for that type of theatrics - at all.

Whoa.


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194,908 There’s a special place in hell for time wasters. Pro-tip. Do not go into any establishment five minutes before closing for anything that requires more than five minutes of the staff’s time. The staff has family at home and they want to leave. I don’t care if it’s a restaurant, a hotel, an apartment complex you want to lease at. If it closes at 5ᚨ and you show up at 4ᛟ expecting a full meal, full service, or a full tour, you are an asshole.

If you disagree, you need to spend six months in customer service. Then you can get back to me.


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194,907 There are 2 clones of me. They are at the cloning center. They torture my clone bodies until they're destroyed then they make more and repeat the same horrors over and over and over.


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194,906 It really warms my heart when people post nice comments under my secrets. It really makes me sincerely happy and I have this big smile for a minute or two. Thanks guys! I know life is stressful, but it's good that we have a place where we can anonymously post about our secrets and thoughts.

Oh yeah, I us Tor as a browser when I visit this site, just to be sure that my secrets don't get saved somewhere because they're connected to my IP


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194,905 I'm not even angry. I'm being so sincere right now.

Even though you broke my heart and killed me.

*Sigh*

....fuck you so hard.


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194,904 there's got to be a better way to teach and test me than this.


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194,903 I used to tell this one friend things like when i felt sick or different ailments with me and thoughts i had that were weird, etc. He would always say, "that's not you. It's not you." All the time he would reply that way.

Now i know what he meant.




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194,902 I hate to admit this but my mother looks a lot like Kriss Jenner , minus the plastic surgery the are even close to age .


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194,901 I have no interest in sex anymore. It doesn't do anything for me. When I'm watching a movie and there is a sex scene, I fast forward over it.


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194,900 There was one day a few months ago where I tried to log into my computer but I had forgotten the password. So odd. I've had the same password for years and years. But I sat at the keyboard and couldn't remember what it was. It scared me a little. I made myself breakfast and half an hour later I sat down at the computer again and remembered the password no problem. Is this what getting old means? Do we forget things we have known forever? This would be pretty sucky if this is going to happen more and more. I'm 55. I never thought 55 was old until I couldn't remember the password.



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