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195,399 Things I've learned about being smart.

1.  It's great to be smart.  You figure things out faster.  That saves a lot of time.

2.  God fucking help you if you're smarter than your boss.  He'll think you're making him look bad, and then you're out of a job.  Again.


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195,398 End day 3 of marijuana cessation. Experiencing heavy night sweats, occasional bouts of irritability, restless sleep, slight headache earlier today. Nothing too bad, the sleep issues are the worst for sure, but bearable. Don’t miss it, though. Not the process, not the habit, not even the feeling. It’s nice to be clear headed, although I get this occasional sporadic craving. It’s like a sudden reminder, my brain, like a reflex, quickly says “oh shit we’re forgetting to get high, let’s do that real quick.” Then I shake it off and move on. I wish quitting junk food was this easy.

Turns out being an alcoholic isn’t for me, I haven’t even tried it in the past 3 days, and it doesn’t appeal to me in the least. We’ll see how I’m doing in a few weeks.


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195,397 I watched a woman die yesterday. I was waiting at a traffic light. A woman crossed in front of me. She didn't seem too old. I'd say 60 something. She continued on down the sidewalk for about 20 more feet. I was idly watching her while waiting for the light to change.

Then she stopped walking, and as I watched she fell to the ground. I could tell right away she didn't trip. It was more of a collapse.

It took me a few seconds to realize something was wrong. I hopped out of my car and went to her. Her eyes were open. She was looking up at the sky. I knelt down beside her and asked if she was okay, which was a dumb question seeing she was laying on the sidewalk. People who are okay aren't laying on the sidewalk.

She didn't say anything. But she held up her hand. I reached out and took it. I thought she wanted help being pulled back up. But no. She just wanted to hold my hand.

A man came by with his dog. I quickly explained she had just collapse. I asked if he could call 911. My phone was in my car.

I tried asking the woman a few more questions. Does anything hurt? Does she hear me? Does she know where she is? I don't know why I asked the last question. I saw it on TV shows I guess. I felt dumb asking her that.

This happened on Main Street. The fire department is only about 200 feet around the corner. The man with the phone called and within a minute I heard a siren. I was relieved to know a medical person was coming.

I watched the ambulance make its way through traffic. When I next looked down at the woman her eyes were closed. I let the woman's hand go so I could stand and speak at the medics. I told them she collapsed maybe two minutes ago. I said you guys are fast. I said it with a smile and then regretted smiling. This didn't seem like the right time to be smiling.

My car was still at the intersection. I was blocking traffic. A few cars had honked not realizing I wasn't in my car and not realizing a woman was laying on the sidewalk. I probably would have honked too.

I climbed back in my car and was going to park nearby and then return to help, but I realized I wasn't needed. The professionals were there. I still felt like an idiot for smiling.

I drove off.

A few hours later on the town's news site was a story about a woman who collapsed and died on Main Street. They didn't have any details, just that she collapsed and died.

I'm a grown man. My eyes filled with tears. I was on the computer in the basement. My wife didn't see me.

I still feel bad about smiling. I feel bad my car was blocking traffic. I feel bad I asked dumb questions. I feel bad I wasn't watching the woman as her eyes closed because I was too busy staring at the ambulance. I feel bad I let her hand go. I feel bad. I feel really bad.


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195,396 I wish I could go back to being in my teens.


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195,395 I fell in love with a guy online after 10 days talking with him. I ended it, because I'm married. I regret it every day. Miss you, Jake... I made a mistake..

48/ M


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195,394 I work with some people half my age who went to these extremely exclusive private high schools. I checked the tuition and some of these places charged almost $40,000 a year - for fucking high school?

And where did it get these kids? They're working low paying desk jobs where they're answering to a slob like me who did okay at a public high school.

What did these kids gain from their parents spending $160k for a high school education? It's obviously not getting them $100k/year jobs out of college. These young workers are not any smarter than the public school kids they're working alongside.

I think these schools aren't for the kids, they're for the parents. If you make enough to waste that much money on something that can be had for free, then you're in an exclusive club. You get to go to these events and network with the other extremely wealthy parents.

I can tell one difference between my employees who went to public high schools and those who went to the exclusive private high schools. The public school people are more outwardly friendly. The private school people are more standoffish.


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195,393 I guess it's not going to get better after all.

FML


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195,392 Is every skinny bitch I see constantly counting calories? I don’t know if I can handle this for the rest of my life. But being fat and uncomfortable isn’t an option. A moment on the lips, forever on the hips!


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195,390 I wish that all the New York City people who moved to L.A. would pack their curt, abrasive, rude asses up and go back there.  You can always pick them out by the way they talk, the way they have to be right about everything, the endless argumentative selfishness.  They suck the life out of every room they enter. Me me me, it’s ALL about me, every single last one of them. No concept of being pushy, or tactless, or too demanding.

Yeah right, it’s chutzpah. Here in Southern California, it’s called being an asshole.


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195,389 I'm so bummed out, 3 day weekend and no gf...sure I'll keep busy with sports, but being alone is decaying my soul.


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195,388 J, talk to me


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195,384 I just feel so meh. Surely there's more then cleaning house and my day job, right. I keep going, but lately, I'm not sure why.


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195,383 I attend a very liberal university. My secret is that I voted for Donald Trump in the 2016 election and I intend to vote for him in the 2020 election. There is absolutely no way I could ever admit this on campus.Felt good to get this out.


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195,382 My God I need closure or revenge. Please give me one of the 2. Way it looks revenge is only option. Your choice D


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195,381 Is the guilt making you run?  Please don't feel that way.  Everybody makes mistakes.  So what?  Apologize and get past it.  Don't up and leave your job because of it.


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195,380 Question for you. Is Trump is kicking ass (politically)  from the White House? Or is he getting kicked in the ass?


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195,379 If I had the Infinity Gauntlet, I'd kill every last person on Earth. Let the ecosystem reclaim the planet, and kill myself. Death isn't sad when there's no one to mourn


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195,378 Every woman that has finally figured out her worth, has picked up her suitcase, her kids, her life, her pride and boarded a flight to freedom which will land her in a valley of beautiful change. Without you. You'll miss her. She won't miss you.


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195,376 There is a message in the way a person talks to you, and treats you. Just listen.


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195,375 I am giving us that much credit.  You know I'm right.  I matter to you and you matter to me.


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195,374 I've stopped arguing with my wife. There is no point. She is always right (in her mind). She takes my lack of arguing as a victory for her. No honey, it's a delay tactic til the divorce gets filed.


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195,373 Sometimes the woman in the mirror is ugly. But other times she is shockingly beautiful.


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195,372 How can I be expected to pay out over $1,000 for my child to take AP exams in high school. It's public school. It's supposed to be free!


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195,371 I have a friend who doesn't understand how phone etiquette works. She calls me. We talk. But if someone comes into the room where she is sitting, she'll have a full conversation with that person while making me wait. I'm not on hold. I can hear everything she is saying. It's very rude. If you need to talk to the other person, fine, but don't leave me dangling on the line. Say you have to go. Call me back later. Totally rude to assume I have nothing better to do then to wait for you to get back on the line.


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195,370 I went to see you. You were surprised to see me, in a good way (I think).
I miss you, I told you that I did. I hope we see each other again and become something amazing. I hope you're my puzzle piece and I'm yours. If it's meant to be it'll be, right?


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195,369 O.M.G! Just watched SuperGirl, season 2, episode 4, "Survivors" and was THRILLED to find Alex is gay! I'm SO happy for her!!! It's like her own secret super power!








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195,367 I work on 45th Street. I live on 63rd Street. I walk home most days. When I do I cut through the 1st floor of Bloomingdales at 59th Street so I can pass by the perfume counter. It always smells wonderful and makes me smile. Everyone should fill their lives with little things like this to make life special.


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195,366 My husband and I are good friends with another couple. I am insanely attracted to the other husband. Nothing could ever come of it, for obvious reasons. So when I’m around him I act all weird and awkward because I don’t want him to know, but I think deep down inside I kind of wish he did.


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195,365 Please stop ignoring me.


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195,364 We have totally different definitions of what platonic means.  


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195,363 I'm wearing my favorite sweat pants.  They're baggy and fluffy and have a large slit down the front so I can stick my dick through and jerk off without having to take them off and getting caught by the wife.


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195,362 My husband is fucking manic in the mornings. He’s loud, tangential, and doesn’t take breaks to listen, but gets frustrated if I’m not giving 100% attention. At 4AM!!!!! I want to sleep, but he literally starts talking LOUDLY to me about some bullshit early in the morning while I’m sleeping. If I try to get a word in edge-wise he speaks even louder and repeats the stupid comment he made over and over again until I give up on trying to be heard.  

Yet, when I wake up early for work, I am quiet and I wouldn’t dare disturb his sleep.  He doesn’t wake up to listen to my bullshit before I go to work.

I hate it. Can’t wait until I can live alone.


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195,356 I had a date this weekend, and we got along very well and seemed to have good conversation and similar interests. We both seemed to find each other interesting and attractive, all in all a good date! What ruined it is that he strongly pressured me into having sex. I tried showing that I was not into the idea, but I think because I went home with him he expected that's what I wanted. We were both very drunk. Now I feel sad about it because I didn't really want to do that. Not that I didn't like him or find it enjoyable, I just wish any man cared to get to know me without pushing the sex thing right away. It is a turn off to me. I enjoy sex as much as anyone else, but I feel that hooking up immediately puts a lot of pressure on and it's just very intense in the beginning before knowing someone better. I also hate having sex when I'm drunk. I don't find it nearly as enjoyable in that condition. Also, I felt sad about it because I really like someone else who doesn't want me, and I wish I could move on, but things like this just make me miss him and wish I could be with him instead :(


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195,355 Some days I screw up. I forget to take my meds in the morning. I end up taking them in the afternoon. Then a wave of sleepiness overtakes me and I realize I did take the meds in the morning and now I have too much in me. I want to go to sleep but I'm afraid I will die in my sleep from overdosing so I fight to stay awake and I can't do anything else and the entire day is a bust.


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195,354 I have a group of friends from college that I still keep contact.  They are what you’d say “social and polical activists”.  I am very apolitical.   One of their coworkers took a liking to me. I am not attracted to him because I think he’s arrogant and aggressive. He happens to be black. I am now ostracized from my group of friends and one of them had the nerve to tell me that I am a racist.   His aggressive nature and suggestive remarks towards me are OK though.  I hate people.


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195,353 What men do to women is a thousand times worse than anything a woman could ever do to man.


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195,352 the Limbo sucks. I have to move on. But, as of now, the minute you say so, I'll run back to you. Not sure how long that offer will stand.


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195,351 My dog only likes me because I give him leftovers. He uses me. Everyone in my life uses me to get something. But even my dog? How depressing..


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195,350 I miss how much you always wanted me to slide my cock in your ass minutes after seeing each other.  I don't miss how neurotic, possessive or crazy you became.
The great sex didn't out weigh the bad


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195,349 I miss kissing you.


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195,348 This friend of mine has said a few things to me in confidence. It's usually when he's drunk, so it leads me to believe it's his true feelings, desires, thoughts, etc.
I read here on CC a few weeks ago about someone not understanding the thoughts behind the 'cuckold' desire. About a man wanting his wife to have sex with another guy.
I think my friend is one of those men. I think he fantasizes about someone else getting between his wife's thighs. I also think it's not not me that he's insinuating about inseminating his wife, because that would make life awkward. She'd never allow it in the first place, even if she was interested. I don't know if I could do the deed. But from what he's said and heavily implied, I think he wants it.
For him, I think he wants to watch and see what it looks like. He wants to record it and know she was the star of a porn video. I couldn't be the co-star, but I'd sure as hell want to see the video.


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195,347 Please, don't go.


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195,346 I'm so angry right now...
A guy I know was recently accused of raping a lady that's about his same age. A month later, the truth comes out. He didn't do that. Yes, there was sex, but it was her idea, and she was seen coming out of the men's restroom and made up a story to protect "honor" or some crap.
His life is now ruined, for a minimum of several years, by just the accusation. Even if she officially takes back her statement and says she lied, nothing will happen to her, but his life is still f-ed. In the eyes of his family, his friends, his school-mates, he is lower than pond scum. This will follow him through school, into his professional life, future intimate relationships, his neighbors, etc.
When the news of this event first came out, many ladies were furious with him. Rightfully so. But now? After the truth comes out? Now most females roll their eyes and dismiss the topic. A few are furious with the lying lady because they can see the injustice, but most don't care.
This is the sixth time I know of a male whose life was turned upside down by this type of false claim. The sixth. This infuriates me. Not once was the lady ever given more than a stern glare in punishment for her lie, and the hell she subjected the guy to. This is how MGTOW, the Red Pill, and misogyny followers are gained.
One word. Four letters. That's how a man's life can be ruined, even when it's false. RAPE. It's a horrible thing, and it sadly does happen, and the people who really do it should be sentenced to death by rats gnawing off their genitals, but those who falsely accuse others of it should also be punished in a way to prevent other liars from ruining other people's lives.


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195,345 I get that the event was important, but I didn't spend more than 10 seconds reading about the royal wedding, and that was only the headlines, and I read enough to see the topic and pass it by.
Am I the only one who doesn't give a F about this topic?
Honestly I feel bad for the family. Their lives are clearly important to society in a few countries, but it makes me sad that they can't every enjoy the pleasure of being alone in a crowd, stop by the market without being photographed nine million times, or sit on a park bench and enjoy the weather. I'm guessing the closest thing they have to being anonymous is making a pretend ID online. One of the royals could be the next one to post a comment here...


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195,344 I pretend to be hard of hearing, senile and old when telemarketers call. I tell them when I get tired of wasting their time. Just my way of fighting back!


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195,343 I do 5 mph over the speed limit. Tailgate me? I do 10 under.


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195,342 All that false berating me about fucking around on my wife, which I never was, and come to find out , she's been fucking around on me!!! I am crushed.


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195,341 I realize now that the only way for me to clear my mind is to focus my attention on other people. I have tried often to relax when I'm tired of working, by taking care of myself, by reflecting on my behaviour and what I should work on next. However, I just realized that this clouds my mind.

Today I worked at a festival. It was super busy, and the whole day I was making burgers. I honestly think I made over a 100. After six hours of volunteering I left with such a light and happy feeling. There was no analyzing that day, no self reflection.

I think the secret in happiness lies in not digging to deep in yourself. I can spend hours overthinking, and I always thought that if I knew myself better that I would eventually feel better.

This sudden realization and the difference I feel in my body and my mind is all the proof that I need. Now I know what I need to do in order to relax. I think I will always try to volunteer somewhere, even If I will work 60 hour shifts, this is something I need to do for my own well being..


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195,340 When my neighbor is on vacation I take his newspaper. it will go to waste otherwise so why not.


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195,339 I'm looking for a new house for when we get divorced, can't wait to have my own place that isn't cluttered with throw pillows, candles and Knick knacks....who am I fooling, first woman I seriously date is going want to "help me decorate"


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195,338 Many people have this type of strange scar behind an ear.

What causes it?

Not to offer up alien abduction conspiracy theories, but odd how so many people have one of these marks.




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195,337 Over the course of my life a number of people have told me I'm insecure. They don't get it. They misunderstand. With purpose I act humble. I intentionally don't come across as pushy and a know-it-all. I have no need or desire to exert some type of intellectual or moral superiority over anyone else. I am comfortable in what I know and my abilities. I don't need to show off in front of others. When you think about it, I'm the opposite of insecure. Yet there are people who realize I'm smart and capable and I don't flaunt it. To them this must mean I'm shy and I'm insecure. Whatever.


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195,336 My favorite porn site closed down the other day. Fucking A. Over the years I've probably been to 1,000 porn sites. But when I found this one site I never left. It was ordinary people posting amateur pictures of their wives, or of brides with a wardrobe mishap, or of their neighbors sunbathing naked, or of a woman sitting on the grass in the park not realizing everyone could see up her skirt. They were real photos of real people. Now it is closed and I feel like I'm homeless.


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195,335 In my circle of friends some of the moms claim their child has dyslexia which explains his or her lower grades. I want to slap these moms. It's not dyslexia. That's an excuse. They need to sit with their children and get them to read more and more. But instead they put in no effort. Their child is a bad reader because they child doesn't practice reading and then the parents conveniently blame something else, dyslexia. They need to help their children before it's too late.


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195,334 Things are just so drastic now, with all these shootings, I have finally decided to jump on the President's bandwagon.  I have a solution to this problem, once and for all, after channeling the President.

We need to arm every teacher and every student over the age of 14.  If we do that, no shooter would dare consider overtaking a school.  

So, there you have it, solution.

Right, Don?

You're Welcome!


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195,333 Here's a big secret::

Anyone who has to embed advertising secretly into various comments can obviously not be trusted for what they are trying to sell.  If it were honest, they would be out front.  I would never consider purchasing from someone who uses blatantly dishonest tactics to sell.  Why would I buy from an obvious, manipulative liar.

NO THANK YOU!  Now eff off!!!


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195,332 Every time I’ve broken up with a boyfriend, he becomes angry, then obsessive and harassing. This time around is no different. Unlike in the past, I live alone now and am finding myself re-assessing the security of my apartment and reinforcing locks on windows and doors. He won’t just leave me alone. He texted me today and told me he missed the beginning of our relationship and our conversations. He said a “strong force” urged him to text me and tell me all this. Does it never end?? When does he begin to understand that after all the manipulative bullshit he’s put me through, I want nothing to do with him anymore? You can’t just tell that to a man like that because he’ll go off the fucking deep end and show up at your door. Why does his unstable ass not just fall off the face of earth so i can have peace for once. Why.


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195,331 Markles dress was hideous. She couldn’t find a tailor so she just wore a sack to get married? Kate’s dress was a billion times better. No big deal, just baffling. Maybe she’s pregnant and trying to hide it. That would be the only thing that makes sense.


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195,329 Let me start by saying that I also have my lows where I feel sad and depressed however I always thing how good my life is and how lucky I'm to have family and a few friends that love me for who I am .  That being say why so many Americans are always sad, depressed, or angry ? I used to travel a lot when I was younger and been to very impoverished countries yet people always seem genuinely happy even though they were poor . Yet here in the USA one of the most wealthy countries,some people always seems to be complaining about how horrible their life are , some parents cannot wait for their kids to turn 18 so they can be out of the house , they think it's weird and you are considered a loser if you still live at home even if you contribute financially to the house. If you don't agree or like a person people here tend to go out their way to make your life miserable and get vindicated. Here's a thing if you like a person for whatever reason or if they don't like you , move on and try to avoid them . Why waste time or energy on them? I'm telling you from experience.  People here seems so ungrateful and think life is a competition. I don't know I'm just content, grateful for what I have , I don't envy people that have more than I do , look better than me or their kids are smarter than mine . As corny as it's sounds I love my life and wouldn't trade it for the most richest or powerful person in the world.


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195,328 Instead of a therapy why not try an emotional support dog? I own one and they are great.


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195,325 Your pregnancy is high risk, because you’re obese, Whitney.

It’s not because of anything else. Stop eating everything you see.


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195,324 Nothing hurts more than a family member doing what hurts you most. I just wanted to spend some time with her, but she’d rather spend time at the bar.


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195,323 I seem like the kind of person that lacks depth. Most would consider me happy-go-lucky, and a bit ditzy at times. Everyone knows I have a good heart, welcome most people, and don't hold grudges. Because of these traits, a lot of people don't take me seriously, in terms of my personal life. My professional personality is a completely different side of me that most people don't see. And my coworkers that see my personality outside of work have always noted a stark difference between that and what they see at work.

My secret is that I am far more cold and calculated than people think I am. Playing dumb is an easy game, and when you "fuck up because you weren't thinking," people will just roll their eyes and look down on you, never suspecting real malicious intent behind certain events and behaviors. That's what most people are comfortable with believing.

Keep your enemies closer.




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195,322 When I was 23 I was still dating and living with my college girlfriend.  We were inseparable. The thought of marriage was definitely in the air.

She had a best friend. I came to know the best friend very well. One  night i pushed it and ended up sleeping with the best friend. I'm not sure why. I loved my girlfriend. But yup I slept with her best friend.

The story got more complicated. During the act, I came inside the best friend. I would never presume to do this with my girlfriend, but I did it with the best friend without even asking if it was okay. In for a penny, in for a pound I guess.

It wasn't okay. She became pregnant.

She didn't tell me directly. She told her best friend of course, my girlfriend. My girlfriend told me. She told me like hey, you won't believe this juicy bit of gossip. I acted shocked because in fact I was shocked. My girlfriend had no idea I was the father. Her girlfriend didn't say who he was.

I asked what the best friend was going to do. My girlfriend said her best friend was hoping maybe the father would marry her. My girlfriend said she hoped it happened that way. Okay, so this was becoming totally surreal. My girlfriend, who wanted to marry me, was hoping I was going to marry her best friend, only she didn't realize what she was saying.

Not to mention how devious the best friend was to convey the message to my girlfriend knowing I would hear about it.

I was spun into a total panic because A) I got the best friend pregnant and B) what if my girlfriend found out the real story.

This was not a good period of my life. Talk about a mind fuck. I was a mess.

In the end the best friend got an abortion. But the damage was done. I couldn't face my girlfriend anymore and we broke up. I really hurt her.

My life would have been so different if I never slept with her best friend. I'm sure I would have married my girlfriend. We would have had children who would be in college about now. But they don't exist.

I look up my girlfriend sometimes on Facebook, She's married and has children. I shake my head at what a fuck up I was and maybe still am.


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195,321 In our lifetime we will spend our daily existence in a 3D virtual world. Fortnight is brilliant. The beauty of that world is beguiling.  I want to stay there. Soon enough this will be realized. There will be a non-shooting version where I can freely wander about and explore.

But it won't stop there. I will be able to talk to the avatars I meet. I will have real conversations. We will develop real friendships. We will fall in love.

I will be able to go to the virtual library and check out a virtual book which I can sit and read in a window with a virtual view.

There will be phones in the virtual world. I can call my local Chinese food place and have General Chow's chicken delivered to my real world home. Which means more and more time spent in my virtual world.

Ultimately real students will be able to go to school in the virtual Fortnight type space. You travel to the school. You walk the virtual halls to get to class. There will be a virtual teacher giving a lecture everyday. (Which BTW solves the school shooting problem of the real world.)

This will happen. Everything we do in the real world will be translated to virtual. And it will be better. It will be more beautiful, more interesting, more fair with everyone living in a beautiful virtual home in a good neighborhood where killing isn't possible.

I have seen the future. It starts with Fortnight and ends with everyone living in a virtual universe.


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195,320 You said it was nice to see my name pop up after so long. It made me wonder if sometimes you think we could have been something together.  But that was 25 years ago, and we haven't talked in at least 20 of those years.  My life sure would have been different.  I can't say it would have been happier, but it certainly would have been different.


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195,319 I slept most of the day today. It was nice to just be alone with no TV or electronics on. Sometimes I really need all out peace and quiet  without talking to anybody. I don’t know how people can be “on” all the time. I wish I could but that’s impossible.


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195,318 My POS husband is back at it again- getting wasted & smoking weed. Tonight was it for me. I don’t even mind if he hangs out but then he comes home and picks a fight with me (in front of our children) for no reason at all. Tomorrow he will wake up (not remember a thing) but be all sweet, kind and act like he did nothing wrong. I’m going to be very quite and not say much but this marriage is DONE. He can go find some other sucker to put up with his shit. By the end of the year we will be divorced.


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195,317 I'm waiting for "School Shooter", the video game, where you get to be an anti social dweb who runs around a school shooting students. You know it is coming and it will be very popular --- because of all the free publicity it will get.


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195,316 How do I find the motivation to continue life? My whole life I’ve had great potential but after a series of traumatic experiences I can’t shake this depression. Sometimes I want to give up and live in affordable housing and work as an escort and sometimes I just want to kill myself.


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195,315 I don't understand why people criticize Catherine (William wife) for dressing like an "old lady" maybe people forget she have to follow rules since one day her husband will become king.  I notice the same with Princess Diane , she used to follow the rules and dress very conservative but once she separated and finally divorced her husband she started dressing more fashion forward and showing more skin . As for Markle she seems to be a minimalist, most of her clothes are in neutral colors and simple cuts which reflect it on her style she pick for her wedding.  I personally love, Beatrice quirky style and attitude, she looks like she has fun and doesn't care what other thinks of her silly hats , good for her .


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195,314 I was in a real pissy mood bcuz my life sucked then my life really sucked , I’m sorry for complaining.


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195,313 I limit myself to one caffeinated drink per day. A cup of coffee or a Coke. Doctor's orders. This sucks. I'd rather have no sex than limit my caffeine intake. FML.


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195,312 I can't stand my wife. I'm going to leave her. She doesn't know yet. But what happened to the woman I married? She became so self centered and lazy. She's impossible to deal with. I was leaving the house this afternoon to get somewhere. If I left right away I'd get there just fine. But my wife catches me going out the door and explains she wants to tell me something. The "conversation" went something like this:

"I... um.... I... am... um... to.... um... tomorrow... um... I ... um... tomorrow... am.. um... you know... um... you know the... um... tomorrow... you... um... you know the....house... um.... tomorrow... I am... um... going..."

I waited patiently because I wanted to see if she noticed how incomprehensible she was being. This is the way she always speaks these days. She is too lazy to focus on what she is trying to say. She is thinking about something else. Or maybe she is thinking about nothing at all because her head is empty. She expects the listener to figure out what she is trying to say. It's some form of elitism on her part. She doesn't have to form sentences. She's above that. It's up to everyone else to figure out what she is saying. It's lazy and it's arrogant. This is who she has become.

It's impossible to have a conversation with her. It's impossible to exist with her anymore.

You know what she was ultimately trying to say? She has to pick up a book on reserve at the library tomorrow.

What that has to do with her first five minutes of rambling "I ... um.. um... um..." I'll never know.




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195,311 Universal Truth:

No matter where I go or what I do, everyone ends up hating me. I don't know why. I wish I knew.

It doesn't matter if it's a job, or a volunteer thing, or family, or neighbors, everyone find a reason to despise me.

I think of myself as a good person. I'm helpful. I don't yell. I'm calm.  But they turn on me and say vicious lies about me.

I have an example. I was on a forum. I sometimes voice an opinion but I'm usually middle of the road. I see both sides. But I was on a forum. Someone was being unkind to others. I spoke up and asked the offensive person to please stop. I was immediately branded a child molester. What? The conversation had nothing to do with children. Somebody was being rude about a restaurant worker in town. All I did was suggest he be nicer because I know for sure the restaurant worker has family in town. It's unfair to say mean things so publicly. But because of that I'm a child molester.

Normally I'd try to ignore. But this happens over and over to me. Not only on forums. But everywhere I go in life people turn on me and make me out to be a terrible person.

Is it that I'm am easy target because I don't fight back? Is it that I'm thoughtful and very often right about my assessments? Bad people don't like it when I'm right.

I don't know. But I hate it. I hate dealing with people. I hate the internet. I hate going to work. I just want to do my thing and be left alone without being called terrible things. Is that too much to ask for in this world?


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195,310 I am so fucking bored. It's not like I don't have stuff to do. I'm watching a movie that used to excite me so much, but now I don't really feel anything while watching it. Is this what it feels to be an adult? If so, I don't like it.

I feel like I'm not connected to my body anymore, I just feel less. On the one hand it's good, because I don't stress as much and I'm not really anxious anymore. On the other hand, I used to be so happy and excited all the time. Can I go back to this?


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195,308 My phone sent me an alert that it was almost out of memory, weird as I don't have a lot of apps on it and very few pictures.
Dug around a bit and found that I had a setting turned on which saved every picture in some folder I didn't even know existed that was sent to me for the past 5 years....damn what a stroll down memory lane.




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195,307 I'm not going to commit the abdominal by taking my life. I just say it in order to seek attention. I enjoy to fuck with peoples minds. My mother for instance thinks this as well, fuck her.

It's not an option for me. I need someone to just push me to be proactive and productive that's all.

I would enjoy seeing my mom end in her own demise. All she does is treat me like a baby and doesn't let me grow the fuck up.

She's raised me to be selfish about my feelings so fuck anybody else's. She's taught me to want, need, want and need. I need, I need, I need.


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195,306 I can hear my upstairs neighbors bonking. Sometimes I'll lay in bed and jerk off to them doing it. I try to synch shooting my load with their climax. I'm pretty good at getting the timing right. A bonding experience between neighbors ha ha ha.


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195,305 My friend's son recently married a woman. At first glance they look very happy together in photos. I was glad for them. But in looking through the photos and reading the posts I pieced together that the woman has a two year old daughter. Not to be judgmental, but this seems wrong to me. How did the timing work? She was married to the love of her life. She had a child. By a year later she was divorced from the love of her life. She met my friend's son and by a year after that she is marrying him because he is the new love of her life. No no no. I don't think she could possibly be in love with my friend's son. She's too flaky. It's clear to me he is a meal ticket for her and her daughter. I can't tell my friend but someone needs to kick a little sense into these people.


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195,304 When adults refer to our president as “Cheeto” or  Michelle Obama as “ Mooshelle”,  I cringe,  It’s always embarrassing to see adults act like middle school kids.


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195,303 I'm so tired of CNN. You lost your way. You are bad people.

Trump's wife is in the hospital for a fairly serious medical procedure. Trump tweets a welcome home message to her and momentarily mistypes her name - before correcting it.

Your headline story isn't about the first lady being in the hospital. It isn't a story showing compassion for a husband worried about his wife. No, your headline is about Trump making a typo, as if what, the president doesn't even know his wife's name?

You guys are fucking assholes. You take every little meaningless thing and try to twist it into embarrassment for Trump.

I swear, if ever I ran into someone who works for CNN, I'd strongly consider punching you in the face.


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195,302 I stumbled upon a website with pictures of extremely large dicks and now I feel inadequate with my six inches.


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195,301 There have been shootings at schools, churches, businesses, nightclubs, and concerts, But oddly there has never been a mass shooting at a sporting event. Why is that? I think gunmen are afraid of jocks.

It kind of makes sense. The jocks probably bullied the bejezus out of the kid. It drove him to be a killer. But still, he's afraid of the jocks and doesn't want to go near them.

Maybe there is a strange solution in here. Send out word that jocks are everywhere. They are at church and clubs and concerts and if you shoot those places up, the jocks will beat down on your head and pull your pants down and let all the girls see your underwear you little creep.


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195,300 Im skinny with a flat ass and fairly insecure about it


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