The amount of love I feel for a man can be directly measured by how often I feel like giving him head.

Tonight you swallow my load.

I love to BONE!

I am fucking an old boyfriend. He TOTALLY satisfies me sexually.
It also helps he has a huge... HUGE dick!

I am married. My husband's is not so big:-( small in fact that If I get
too wet I don't fill a thing.

You should have kissed me. (I should have kissed you).

My diet starts today right after dinner. Well technically, right after dessert.

i wish my husband would decide to poke me BEFORE i take my morning shower.  not AFTER!!!!

i have a new "ROOMIE" at work, and i touched her boob once!

im still in love with him

The highlight of my day at work is when you come over to greet me and put your arm around me.  I hope one day you just won't let go.

SO it's like 2 in the morning, I have no good reason to stay up...I'm bored, tired, and ready to sleep. My dad is above me in my room, and he just farted.

How might i know this you ask? The wooden chair in which he is sitting reverbirated the sound through the floor, and I heard it pretty loud and clear... Now i am considering sleeping on the couch.

I often wonder what it would be like, to be relevant in your world

I know I fucked up by leaving you for him. You could have and were giving me evrything I ever wanted. Paying my bills. But im happy with him. He can't give me anything. But im happy with him and not you.if that makes sense...

Everyone loves you so much. It's sickening to me sometimes. Part of me wants to think that you're so great and awesome. The other part wants to tell them all (your wife, her family, your friends) that you're a seriel cheater that has a rape fetish. You've got kids and I hope to GOD that your daughter doesn't grow up to have a man like you.

I love to feed my friends because I'm not a mom yet. :o/

i hate my husband he got a thirdparty now......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i want to ignore it because we both agreed it but it hurts and crumpled my heart thousand times.....i hate himmm very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i want to left with my son but i cant because my job is not that stable................how will i cope these crisis....and right now his new girlfriend is texting with me......how will i reply her..will i got mad?will i do scandalous actions? i dont know........

i hate myselffffffffffff!!!i hate my mother and siblings.........they are all silfish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I used to cut myself to get rid of pain. I'll never have to again because you've cut me so deeply emotionally, no wound will ever cover the hurt.

I am INSANELY anal about spelling. Guys who know how to spell and use correct grammar make me horny.

I always tell my wife I am looking for a job, when really I'm not.

my step father was a ass hole he raped me and i cant change it  hes dead why cant i sleep ?

My net boyfriend wants to marry me on Second Life but he's never there (and hardly even on line at all) so I want to break up with him again and I worry because I've broken up with him so many times. I'm afraid to hurt his feelings again. He says he's going to meet in real but it's been off and on for 1 1/2 years and I'm dead sick of waiting for the day. When we do get on line together all he wants to do is cyber and then go to bed!

the night you put me on the snake tank and rocked my world ill never forget pulling me up by mt butt cheeks dam  baby  where  are  you ????????
smooches  miss  ya

I'm so fucking lonely, everyone home is going ahead, i'm just treading water. I think I'm gonna drown soon, if only it were that simple. I have been shot, the band-aid can't hold it back, but I say it's alright. Like when you get bit by a zoombie, but you try and hide the wound. time will heal the pain though. Time and drugs. What to start with?

Whenever you look at me, I can't help but stare deep into your gorgeous eyes. There is something behind them that intrigues me. I sometimes think you're thinking the same thing about me. But wait, shit! ... I'm married. Can't we still be friends??? p.s. I knew it was you calling the other night, even before I saw the caller i.d. =) freaky deaky...

I am planning a five day vacay to my mothers house to "help her with things". The truth, I am going to sleep, drink coffee, watch movies and NOT COOK OR CLEAN! I need to get away for me. Me goddamnit! Screw the kids, hubby and work, I need time for ME and me alone.

Hell, my mother will be the one doing all the work, maybe I will get to see how nice my kids and hubby have it! Spoil me mom, please.

I cant poop wiith my feet flat on the floor. I always have to have my feet on tippytoes to be able to poop and have it feel satisfactory. I wonder if I am the only one.

Flat footed just seems lazy I guess.

i had an abortion 10 months ago and nobody whose still in my life today knows. i feel so depressed about it sometimes, and it feels like those times are becoming more. i don't know what to do i just want it all to be over;

I have been telling my boyfriend of almost 4 years that I don't want to have a threesome because he is all I need. Truth is, I'm afraid he will be more into the other girl than me. But the other night, after a few too many drinks, I messed around with my best friend and her husband. It was amazing. I wish I had as much trust in my boyfriend as they did so that him and I could have a threesome with another woman.

I don't know why i just cant believe her,i want to but its hard.

Do you like me? Silly question, I know the answer.
so... Ask me out already!
I would love to get to know you.
Come on already!

I'm still angry with you for how you treated me.  You're a liar, who, every day, attempts to pretend you're a family man.  I feel bad for your wife who has little knowledge of the man you really are.  The sad part is, I'd take you back in a heart beat.  So, now who is the real liar?

I wonder how many bugs I have eaten. Seriously. Worms in a piece of fruit. Gnats and flies in a salad. I once found a little white dancing wiggly worm on a piece of sushi. I had already eaten two pieces. I'll bet every one of us has eaten dozens of bugs.

I haven't stopped thinking about you for at least a week straight, I am so curious what it will be like when I come back, I am hoping you will be as excited as I am to see you.

I just went back to school, I am not sure whether I am doing it more for:
a. boredom
b. to finish what I started before I move
c. to take advantage of my financial aid (the excess left after tuition and supplies)

A big part of me thinks it is mostly c.

what i would do to have a beautiful woman like her
in bed and a guy at the same time to share each other's heat, to love each others scent.

I don't get why men presume to judge women so harshly. Is it your weak egos which allow you to decide that just because a woman can't shoot fireworks out of her asshole (or whatever fabulous, jaw-dropping feat you'd like for us to pull off since you won't just TELL us what you want from us),that we just aren't worth your precious time? Keep beating off, buddy! Enjoy your lonely nights whacking your sausage or humping your homely girlfriend because, at some point, your right paw might be the only lover you have left. I've been judged by men all my life; often positively, sometimes in a blisteringly negative and derisive way that has stuck with me, and quite frankly, I'm sick of it. I don't deserve that bullshit. No woman does. I'm sick of being belittled for things that are generally beyond my control. It's not my fault that you have a tendency to be a pompous windbag. It's not my fault that you can't handle telling the truth. It's not my fault that you can't appreciate my sense of humor or my flair for gaudy fashion or whatever it is that you secretly loathe about me. It's not my fault that, deep down, you don't like yourself. Dammit, I like you!!! Doesn't that account for anything?! I like you far more than I should, apparently. But the difference between you and I is that I'm more than happy to accept you as is. I'd pick you over just about anybody.Okay,I would definitely pick you over anybody (if I chose to be honest, which I can be because I'm crazy enough to tell you the truth).I'd be giddy as a fucking drunkard juggling clown to just be able to hug you and tell you all the wonderful things I see in you. Because, you see, I don't look at you and see somebody who's not up to snuff. I don't see that at all.

The bottom line is this, I'm a very attractive woman. I know that you have two eyes. Maybe your vision isn't what it ought to be. I'm a very intelligent woman. Perhaps this is lost on you as well. And I damn sure could fuck your argyle socks off and put a smile on your face that would last a while. These things I know and you can't convince me otherwise. As it is, I have no way to telekinetically prove this to you. I'll wait. I'll build my happy little nest and the life that I need to have, because I can do that. I'm independent and people like me. I could go as far as I want to go and the thing is, I will. But you're welcome to come and visit as much as you like. The door is always open.

I don't understand why people confess about their lives being such hell that they would do anything to start over or do something different, but they can't, so they're planning to kill themselves instead because they can't live with the misery. Hey, if you're going to just off yourself, why NOT just get in the car, go anywhere, leave it all behind and start over like you want to do? Obviously you have nothing to lose at that point. At least give yourself the CHANCE to be happy. You can always kill yourself another time if it doesn't work out. If I wanted to get away from something so desperately that the only other option in my mind was DEATH, you bet I would take a shot at getting away first.

Tonight I make you my bitch.

I regret a lot of things in my life...and I'm only 29 years old.  But today is the first day of the rest of my life and I am determined to make it right.

I'm currently in love with a woman who is amazing.  She's gorgeous.  She's very funny.  Also very smart!  I've never got along with anyone as well as I do with her.  She's very special to me.  She is my best friend.  This woman I'm in love with is not my wife!!

She is however the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with!!

I hate to say it, but I can't wait to get separated from my husband. He wants it to be temporary, but it's going to be permanent. I need a divorce. I don't even necessarily want to date anybody. I don't want to get remarried for a long, LONG time. I just want to prop my feet up on my own coffee table again, light my candles, listen to my records, have my guests over, cook fancy meals, and keep the tv turned off or at a reasonable volume. Often I wish I had never gotten married. The only fear I have is that my old party crowd will be waiting to try and drag me back to the club scene, but I think it'll be easier to say no because this time around I have some good friends to help me out. I'm scared because this is a huge step for me and my family's going to flip out, but I'm excited too. I wish he felt the same. Hopefully he'll see it's for the best by and by. :o/

I believed you this time around that nothing was going to come between us. Our relationship went through varying levels of intimacy, but I believed you when you said that our friendship would last through anything, that whether other people understood our friendship or not, you wouldn't let it disappear.

Where have you been for the last 2 months? If I did something, you need to tell me. If YOU did something, you need to tell me. Whatever it is, you need to tell me.

Instead, I sit here wondering what's gone wrong and if I'm ever going to get back my best friend. :(

Nomita u were my first and that has stuck with me for good. I still remember watching u get undressed..taking off your bra and panties. U were a little chubby but I still wanted u. Ur nice big tits were so good to grab. It still gets me hard when I remember we were in the shower in that motel and u were sucking my cock. I pre ejaculated in ur mouth and then slid my slippery dick inside you. I was pounding ur pussy so hard and pulled out and came all over your legs. U got on the bed spread ur legs wide open and I started licking sucking and biting ur sweet n sour pussy. U came and I licked u all off I was in heaven. I love Venezuelan girls ;) btw u jumped on my dick reall gooood.

My ex gf was overweight and i didn't care we had hot sex many times. I just loved grabbing her ass and watching her huge tits jump up n down. Man I miss her.. Her voice will always be an unchained melody in my mind...

I've cheated on you the entire time we have been together. I don't know what it is that I just don't feel bad about it. First it was with my ex-husband but since then there have been countless others and I have to say that I've loved every minute of it!! its so exciting to sneek around behind peoples back, sometimes I think I just do it for the thrill cause I've never persued anything deeper than sex.

I'm ashamed at how far I have let myself go and how much weight I have gained... I wish I had the strength to tell food "no"...

If you don't get off your cell phone, I'm going to shove it up your ass.  We are on vacation asshole.  Stop working.

i want to die.

I cheated on you twice. You left me for her. Then u cheated on her with me. Then picked her. I waited 6 months for you. And right when I think we are gonna be happy forever you leave me for my friend. I love you forever. She's so unattractive with her big ears and killer teeth I hope u guys don't last. I want u back and I don't care what I have to do to get you. I'll be the bitch I know I ca. go suck someone elses dick

Your husband is universally disliked. No one will tell you the truth because you are married to him.

I will never be good enough for my father. Never ever ever ever ever ever. Sometimes I forget, but in the end it is always so clear. And it makes sense because that's how he is with everyone else. But I still work so hard...

My secret... most of what I do is not for him, it's for me. Me me me. Everything I do in life, it's because I want to, not because he wants me to.

It hurts even that you impregnated her after me telling you I can't talk to you anymore. You wasted no time. I was suicidal and going to kill myself. Did you know that? I was getting my affairs in order and making everything neat in my house. I was just going to leave like my mother did, only I was actually going to kill myself like she couldn't. I took a nap and when I woke up I had this moment of clarity. I really was nothing to you at all and for some reason, this pulled me out of my stupor. It took a full month to come to terms with it, but I'm feeling better as the days go on. I wonder how it would affect you if you found out your daughter had a married a man just like you. While I don't hate you, I do believe what you've done to the females in your life will come back to haunt you. I hear from all our mutual friends that you're life is so great. I wonder how often you have to tell yourself how great it is. I hope you're still not lying to your wife about watching porn. She asked you not to and yet there you are, beating off to porn. It's inescapable what's going to happen to you.

I luv to pop in a blue pill and jack off all day.

I know what I have to do and yet for some reason never work up the courage to do it. I can honestly say that I am unhappy with my current relationship and have been for quite sometime and I hope that I change my current ways and really do something to change my life real soon.

You know when something works out right and you wonder if guardian angels are at work?

The reason why the concept of "guardian angels" came to be was because it sounds so much nicer than "nice stalkers".

I wonder how many lost friendships realize that I'm still always watching out for them.  I bet most would think I'm just watching them.

As in all those other times, over several years, when I took a "break" from him - I always came back, eventually. The LAST time, though,I didn't come back. He, and his friends, assumed I would be. He'll never tell himself, his family, or his "friends" why I'm never coming back. He never could make things for the better for us - growing together in the right direction. His alcoholism and drug abuse turned him into someone I no longer wanted to live with, but my love for him will never leave, even though I have in body. Just me - - - M

My favorite part of my job:

They buy us booze on Friday afternoons sometimes. That fucking rocks!

I hope my friend goes and see's her "boyfriend" in another state soon. I want to tag along...She'll be busy with him and I can meet my sweet soldier in that state who just came home from overseas today. I would go in a heartbeat just to feel his body against mine and so he could feel mine against his. He and I have been talking and dreaming about it since he got over there 9 months ago.

I don't think my husband will let me go because he knows that soldier lives in that state...

So, we finally see each other after months due to certain circumstances. We go catch a movie. But when I finally get to the theater, you reject my hug?

"No, no, just sit down. :)"

A simple hug. A FUCKING HUG! Ok, so maybe after the movie. NOPE! Instead, you play your fucking games. Nothing. Do you know how much I've missed you and just wanted to squeeze the hell out of you in my arms?

Maybe, you're right. We don't feel the same. I'll always love you more than you loved me. I don't give a FUCK what you say. I swear it's like you keep a blind eye to everything I do for you. I was even willing to say fuck MY FAMILY for you! I didn't care, I just wanted you forever. FUCK THIS! Lesson learned. I'm done.

I really wish my mom's church friends would stop trying to add me on Facebook. I'm a fucking heathen.

My husband's family is coming to stay with us tonight. It will be a true test of not allowing the negative energy in the room to take over.  

Honestly, I have never seen one family with so many people who feel they are better than everyone else.  Oh and their problems...they are somebody else's fault.

Ladies, don't just stick you finger up the man's ass when giving him a blow job.  You need to pump it fast and furious. Gawd what a fucking rush to be stimulated this way. I can only last 30 seconds before I explode cum everywhere.

I met the most beautiful, nicest, bubbly, sexy, hot bodied woman 3 months ago. But it can never be, she could be the dumbest person over the age of 30 in the developed world. Her spelling is worse than a 1st grader and what she knows about politics and religion could fit on a pinhead....She fucks like a porn star but we can't have a conversation for more than 2 minutes before I have to switch to 'explain' mode, my brain needs stimulation too..........oh well

A lot of people say they hate their job. I don't fall into that category. I hate my job, my boss, my clients, and my co-workers WITH A PASSION. I hate it so much it makes me sick. It makes me throw up. It makes me lose weight. I've been to urgent care twice this month having panic attacks due to stress. I have to see my doctor once a month so they can check my blood pressure and thyroid regularly. I'm aging exponentially because of this job. I need to quit. I need to get out for my health and to save my marriage and relationship with my son. I intend to quit in December right after I get my yearly bonus. Then BUH-BYE! If I had to stay at this job forever, I seriously would kill myself. Or someone else first. Then myself.

I'm not scared.  But I am lonely and sad and for some reason it feels the same as being scared.

And...I miss him.  I don't want to, man I really really REALLY don't want to, but I do.  Aside from writing it here and telling my husband, I'm keeping it to myself.  I'll suffer the loneliness because, in the end, that kid is nothing but trouble and heartache.

My husband feels badly for me because he can sense how I'm hurting without my friend, even though he doesn't understand it.  It's not every day, hell it isn't every decade that I find someone that I can talk to that gets me.  I'm difficult and smart and pensive.  I'm suffering a loss.  It hurts.

And there's nothing that can be done about it.  In the end, that friend has flaws that I can't live with in my life.  How does one move on with two broken legs?

Slowly.

If I caught my husband with his joystick in his hand whacking to porn I would leave him. The only way I would get back together with him was if he got professional help.
It is cheating in my eyes..Might as well go out and have sex if your imagining it anyway.

My bf likes to eat after sex. Two minutes after we are done he is opening the refrigerator. I so wish he wouldn't do that. It makes me wonder if he was thinking about eating food the entire time we were doing it.

Apparently there IS a statute of limitations on how long your embittered old friend and ex roommate can hate you!

I walk around my job with a hard on all day long. I pass by this girl alot and I wish I would meet her in the bathroom hall...doggystyle her real nice and quick

Why do women have such a big deal with porn? Especially wify's. It's not like it's cheating geez.  I have sex with my wife quite often and she goes down me and I go down on her till she explodes. I just enjoy watching porn. It's not a big deal. Other men are out there fucking other women and I'm Here with my dick in my hand and I get shit? Jesus Christ...yes I got caught so what...I still do it.. ;)

i feel very screwed right now

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After being unemployed this long I'm afraid.
I've worked very hard and tried to further my career.
I feel soon I'll be taking a survival job and might loose everything.
I haven't told by wife or family.
I'd say they're be better off with out me but we now don't have insurance and I know they'd be worse off.
I went for a walk by myself the other day and started to cry. An elder woman saw and put her arm around me and told me it would be all right. I cried on her shoulder for minutes. She put her hand on my cheek and smiled. I have never seen her before.
I haven't told my wife about this. But now I think I might be a bit more hopeful.

I do numerology for the people that I consider dating to see if I'm compatible with them.

I think I am crazy.  I have a wife of ten years who adores me.  She shows me everyday that she loves me like no one else is loved.  She has a great job and a lot or respect in her field.  She is beautiful and takes great care of herself. She is a sensual and a desirous lover.  She is wanted by everyone----men and women alike.  She exudes sensuality and wakes up every room she enters.  She awakens in a wonderful mood everday and asks "What can I do to make your day better?"  We would make love every day if I liked. Her whole life revolves around me.  But........I am tiring of her attention.  I read about all the neglected spouses and realize I am crazy to complain, but.......it is getting to be a bit much.  I would never leave her because I realize how fortunate I am, but........ Oh, nevermind, I am crazy.  I love her and can tolerate her attention.  Is this a problem?

You're right - crystal clear.

We saw each other yesterday, and it was a little odd. I'm thinking its time to let things go. Sad but you can be replaced.

I feel badly signing up for too many first run Netflix movies. I feel like I am taking the good ones away from other people. So I'll only put a few in my queue at a time and then revert to older movies that no one else wants to see anyway.

Never, ever let your friend who is in cosmetology school dye your hair. No matter how good she tells you she is.
If you do let her do it and she screws it up, don't let her fix it either.

Is there a statute of limitations when it comes to having sex with a former therapist? I went to her briefly a few years ago and she came across as the sexiest, most sensual woman I have ever met. She was smart and insightful, she had a sharp quick sarcastic wit, which was all great, but mostly it was her sexuality that melted over me.  She probably doesn't even remember me, but oddly enough I have thought about her a lot. By the way, she was a couples therapist and I went with my wife.

I am amazed at how much racist crap gets sent to me by my local Republican Party.

I think Jimmy Carter has a point.

We had a few drinks and enjoyed the music. Even after having a baby you still look beautiful. Sometimes I wish I could have you in my arms. It's a mix of emotions because I am married and I love my wife. I don't want to hurt anyone. I get the feeling u like me too. I can tell by the way you were looking at me last night and being close to me and holding me. I took you home and before you said bye I turned to give u a goodbye kiss on the cheek and so did you. Somehow our lips met halfway...that is all i thought about last nite as I laid in bed... I think I am falling for you...

I need to kill the hope.

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Jesus loves me. I knew it when I was a little kid, how have I managed to forget it so often between then and now?

When getting oral sex, is gagging a girl to the point of her vomiting on you wrong?...I don't know....

i have the best girlfriend ever. she does alot for me, and sexually. awesome. she says i go too deep in her, i wonder if its true honesty...? the sex is amazing. she is willing to try anything, well, almost everything. she still does things to me and i haven't showered in two days. yeah! don't worry i make up for it.

I wish a woman would just piss on me.....

You're right. I need to change. I need to grow the fuck up, honestly. This isn't working. I'm letting myself fall apart over here. I've dug myself out of bigger holes than this one. I'm better than this and you deserve better than this. I want to give you better than this. Please, just believe in me a little. I won't let you down.

Great...now what am I supposed to do?

I thought you guys were happy together, and so I tried to keep my emotions in check and be a friend to you even though I want so much more. I knew your relationship wouldn't last. I could tell there was something strange because you never talk about her. I thought I had time to get myself out of this situation I'm in. I'm not happy with him. I want so much more. I want you. I guess now it is up to me. I just don't have the courage to tell you how I feel. I know right now you are still sad about it, but over the next couple of months you will get over her. I plan to leave him after the end of this year, and then maybe I will find the words.

I wish I could make you see that I am the girl you need..I'm not complicated I dont play games I'm soo down to earth and the only thing I want is for you to see that. I am everything you are looking for I swear but I don't think I have the strenght to tell you, and the sad part is you say I'm the strongest girl you know. I know I need to muster up the courage to tell you how I feel but I don't want to push you away or make shit weird between us. I mean my heart races every time that you text me and I giggle when you call and I smile when I look back on old pics of us I just wish your head was @ the same place mine is. One day, hopefully soon we can give it a go but...I know I need to tell you how I truly feel!

He forced me to have sex with him even though I was drunk and crying. I told him I loved somebody else and he just tore my clothes off and kept going. I really hate him for that. He's a selfish bastard. Why can't he just get my drift and leave me the fuck alone? He needs to just let me go. I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life than to have him all over me. I hate my life. I really wish I were dead sometimes.

I told you that I needed a break. What I really meant was a break FOREVER!!! I'm sorry, I couldn't take your selfishness anymore! It's only been three days and I am already so much happier!

I fight sleep, all the time.

I still have you in mind....people catch my eye now and then resembling you and it makes me do a double take....

Surely I find you attractive in a few ways, but too, I'm charmed by how charmed you seem to be with me and the way you make me feel....there was chemistry going from the time we first met and you literally looked pained the time after as if you wanted to approach me on a personal level but were scared and uneasy thinking it a high dive...so adorable

I think your presence, the feeling of your focused attention and energy, looking at me in all the right places and right ways, seeming so genuine, darling and righteous in stitch is all pure gold....and despite the age difference, all of this would give you an actual chance with me if you can ever dare roll the die....

I have been doing a lot of soul searching lately, and I finally realized what I needed to change about myself.

I was always trying to fix the negative things in my life, instead of putting all of my energies into the positives. I am now focusing on the good things that enrich me and bring me pleasure, so that the negatives will no longer get the support they need to thrive.  

I have also realized that there are many things beyond your control and no matter how much you want to change something, you can't. But you can control how you handle the situation. I am choosing to focus on the positive and am strengthened by the courage of several loved ones around me. My whole perspective on what is important in life has changed. I am not being distracted by the unnecessary stressors in my life and am focusing on "being in the moment." Already, my world feels so much richer...a simple practice of slowing down and taking in all that each day brings.  

And that takes me to you. No matter how much we can feel and act like strangers, I will never forget what we shared.  It will never leave my mind.  I also can tell you that no matter what you say or do, I will not judge you or think unkindly towards you.  Our circumstances will drive our outward behavior, but I will always know that we shared a special bond. Nothing can take that away.

I do not expect you to act a certain way towards me.  If I place expectations, then I risk feeling pain and I don't want that.

What I do expect is that you will take care of your heart and happiness.  You have the means to reach a better place where you are guided by the positives, and not controlled by the negatives. Seek it out as we can all live many, many years but it is more about how we spend our time and how truly happy we are.

I plan on moving out of my mothers house after almost 21 years of emotional abuse. I have never had so much support to leave. She won't know i'm leaving untill I tell her the day of. I'm scared and excited all at the same time.