I slept with my roommates soulmate. She was in the next room. Needless to say, he doesn't feel the same way.

All day today I thought about how he is home right now.  I thought about how nice it would be just to hang with him and talk about life.  I was hoping he would surprise me (not that I would have hung out with him...but it would be nice to hear that he misses me - I've heard that he does).  It didn't happen.

He was a disappointment when we were friends and he's a disappointment now.  One NEEDS to be high/drunk to deal with him.  He's worthless.  No, seriously.  I hope he had no hopes for simple happiness because it's not going to happen if he goes through life as an empty shell.

His kids are, eventually, going to want nothing to do with him.  Then they'll feel bad for hating him and they'll probably (grudgingly) visit him a couple of times a year to show him his grandkids and collect presents...but they won't REALLY want to be around him.

Why would they?  He's strange, unloving, and he doesn't listen to anyone.  Even his best friends talk about him behind his back.  A lot, actually.  Not a week goes by where I don't get an (unasked for) update on his current drama situation.  It gets old and annoying.

*smile*  *nod*  "That's nice.  Oh well.  I'm sure he knows someone that has electricity that he can depend on.  Not my problem.  You cannot help people that are not your friends.  Don't care that you think he misses me.  Ok, don't care that he TOLD you that he misses me.  He's a fuck up."

The last time I tried to help that fuck I was rewarded with him gossiping about me behind my back (telling the TOWN every piece of personal business I told him in confidence), condoning his children being flat out rude to my kids and letting his mother comment on the smell of my genitals and also insult my children (just for the record - I'm certain that there are better smelling genitals in the world, but I don't remember when his mother had her head between my legs - I certainly didn't invite her!).  I don't mind taking a hit to the ego over my issues - but who in their fucking right mind lets people talk shit about someone's babies and then has the audacity to tell people that they miss you?  Probably the same person that said that they'd have to kick their daughter out of the house by the time she's thirteen because she'll be knocked up.  

I wish I were kidding.

So, right...I spent a while this morning hoping for contact from a psychotic deranged weirdo.  Boredom?  Serious mental issues?  Just because I have a cold?  I don't know what's wrong with me.  I'm thinking I might need therapy soon.

It's just really hard for me to see people for who they are.  Most of the time I would hear these ridiculous things coming out of his mouth...and I would think he was kidding.  Alas, no.  He genuinely IS white trash incarnate.  What a waste.

If I had to do it all over again...I would! Cuz I never loved another as I loved my king. King M you know who you are, I want to tell you inspite of the things you did and I did, I loved every good moment we shared. My favorite place in this world is in your arms with you inside of me. I love you to my core!

Justin,
I love you.

I'm a sick, sick person.

I hate myself.

fuck u!!!!!! u just abandon me w no help no food!

i was off today and my wife worked...i stayed home and jerked off for 4 hours looking at all types of porn....god it was a huge load....felt better then anything she couldve done

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I am addicted to tit fucking. I worked with a girl 20 years ago who didn't want to cheat on her boyfriend (now husband), but the sexual rension was unbearable..so she introduced my to the art of tit fucking. There is nothing like sliding your dick through a pair of tits while the girl clamps them together for you. When she spits on her tits and your dick to make it hot amd wet like a pussy drives me insane..sucking the head as it comes up through her tits is amazing..yet most guys don't do it, it's all about pussy fucking and blow jobs...Tit Fucking Rules!

I'm finally ready to date after so many years now and have someone I'm interested in. It's my child's teacher from last year and he's the exact opposite of everything I am and stand for. I wish I knew if he was interested in me because this fear of rejection is really fucking getting me down.

I love my roommates, but they need to seriously shut the fuck up sometimes. I just wanted to take a 20 minute nap. I worked till 1:30 last night (6 and a half hour shift), didn't go to sleep till about 3 and got up at 8:30 for class, almost falling asleep in the second one. Is it really that hard to not fucking yell at each other for 20 (make that 10, one came back 10 minutes before my alarm was going to go off) minutes?!? Then one starts yelling for me to get her something that fell on me while I was trying to sleep. For all she knew I was still out!

My heart Aches with sadness

There is something wrong with me.
I am falling apart.

I just burst into tears watching the "wedding dance" on youtube where everyone dances down the aisle. It's a very happy occasion, and everyone is having a good time.

And it made me so sad I burst into tears.

How fucking pathetic. Something needs to change.

M/20

I secretly wish he'd text me and confess his feelings for me. I can't wait any longer.If he doesn't let me know soon,I'm going to give up on this crush.Oh how I wish he'd text.

I haven't had sex in 3 years. I reeeeaaaallly need some pussy.

I don't have to be discreet when I stalk you.  That's how much of a damn you DON'T give.

Pathetic.

I'm too pretty for you.

there I said it. may god smite me!

I cant help but wonder if we would be less miserable living separately.  I'm sick of having you to blame and I would much rather go it alone.  You've got no where left to go but down.  You are an emotional, physical, financial drain on me.  I'm beginning to hate you

My life just got so complicated. Just as I'm finally starting to like community college, everything goes haywire. All I want is some simplicity.

Outside, I'm still the charismatic, witty girl. Inside, I'm screaming.

I'm never good enough for anyone. And it's killing me a little every time I figure this out.
"silly me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight"

When I kiss you, it doesnt matter what is going on around us... I see NOTHING but you. I don't feel anything but good things. The world literally pauses for us. I hear nothing but you, I feel nothing but you, .I.want.nothing.but.you.forever.

but I dont even have you.. you arent mine.

It beyond breaks my heart that I can't have yours.
this isn't fun anymore.
I say I never expected anything from you, but I think.. I guess, I really kinda did.
Im not invincible, and Im breaking over this. Im about to shut myself down, because I just cannot handle this anymore. Im about to leaveee the building.
You're in love with your boyfriend.. and it's killing me.
18/f

My secret is that I've never needed God more but I've never felt more uncomfortable and unworthy of His love than I do right now. I'm too disgusted with myself to even pray. I think I'll try, though. Hopefully He has some time to listen.

I was always worried about you when we were talking.  I still worry about you.  I blocked your email, so at this point, I don't even know if you were trying to write to me.  It seemed like a good idea at the time.  Can you just show me a sign of life?  Just to know you are still there...

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I hate when you make comments about how I look, dad. Since I was a teenager you made comments about my weight. I never went above 130 lbs at 5'7.
You made comments about my breasts, they were too big and uneven.
Fuck you.
Now you tell me I should go under the knife and make my nose smaller.

What kind of a father tells this to his daughter?
I asked you to NEVER mention any of your opinions about my looks numerous times. Last weekend, you blew it. You really did. I don't want to speak to you.

Go see a therapist and deal with your own issues. Go get a normal job. Stop fucking criticizing what everybody does and look at yourself.

I hope I find it in me to forgive you. But I will no longer seek your advice, nor your company.

if u look at statistics, its really hard not to be racist, in fact, its stupid

I suppose it had to be over someday. I was too lucky, I know. Too greedy to have even spent this much time with you. But even so, I can't help hoping that maybe you won't disappear from my life entirely. It's horrible and awful and greedy of me, but I'll miss you so much if you do. You mean so much to me, I don't even deserve your presence, but I need you. Please don't go.

After two years of being together and every fight being my fault, I left him. And I have never felt so fucking relieved. Now it's him on his knees begging for me to take him back for the first time. And I'm not going to give him the chance.

People overthink stuff.  Just relax and go with the flow.  Did you enjoy that moment?  Great.  Try to have more moments like it, or just treasure the memory.

Don't plan too far ahead, it never works out.  

Ask yourself what it is that you really want, and be honest when you answer.  

Relax, it's going to be alright.  

That's it.  That's all the secrets I know.

I miss you so much Mark. I hate that we didn't even get to say good bye.

You're so right!

I wish that you would never call or see your son again, you stupid sack of shit. You have no idea how he behaves after the one three minute phone call you fucking make every four months. I make up excuses for him not to see you because you don't deserve the right to stand in his presence. I can't believe that you do this to him knowing that his mother died. Have you no heart? No soul? How can you be so fucking selfish to behave this way to a child. A CHILD. The only great thing you did in your life was procreating with my sister. I wish you were dead.

Why the hype? Breast cancer is not the only cancer there is! Why not fundraise or campaign for finding the cure for cancer - any cancer?

I finally understand why so few rapes are reported. This system sucks and we need to change it. Rape is serious and it is very very very fucked up how a victim is treated for reporting it.

If John doesn't make it, does it mean this really dumb movie is over?!?  Please...

You're hiding from me.  You're reaching out to anyone and everyone and yet, you're hiding from me.

That speaks fucking volumes over the effect I have on you.

I listen to old boy band songs that I used to love when I need a little cheering up.  It helps.

-24/f/indie music lover

I hate myself and everything about me. There is no way for me to get over the fact that I have a problem and I am addicted to changing the way I look and act to how I think people want to see me.

You are the only person I've ever fallen in love with. Every single moment with you was perfect. The only reason that I like my boyfriend is because he looks and acts just like you, but I still feel dead inside.

Women can conceive with PCOS.  I didn't know that was a secret.  :-D

I know two women that conceived naturally with PCOS.  Then there's women like Kate Gosselin.  She used meds.

It's entirely possible.  And it's only the conception that's complicated - your uterus is just fine.  It's the ability to pass an egg to your uterus that would be messed up.

So...yea...that's not MY secret, but I guess it's a secret to a lot of women that PCOS isn't THAT bad.  :-)  Chin up.

stop fucking with me!! you know who you are. you either want it, or you don't. I cannot tolerate your mixed signals...so I'm shutting down until you make it clear. which...you probably won't...

I don't think that anyone in the United States has the right to bitch about being poor.  There are so many opportunities to work your way up that bitching is just a waste of time.

Hint: You don't need a tv, cell phone, alcohol, cigarettes, or tricked out car.  Save your money for something important!

the walrus was paul

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Can you imagine if people can read your thoughts??  Like if a wife coming home to here family with another guys cum in her mouth... or a guy coming home to his family with another womans pussy, a teenagers who just lost their virginity, etc...  or in my case, just left another guys apt. after having sex with him (he fucked me and came in my mouth)(which is not bad actually)!

What a secret that would be... to read others minds...

If we were ever alone I'd seduce the hell out of you. I hate that I've never had the chance. I wouldn't even play around, I'd just hop right to it before you even knew what hit you. Argh, I just want one chance. That's it. Just one...because I know you'd come back for more.

In history class, we had a debate on which had more of an impact, the Enlightenment or the Great Awakening. I was given the Great Awakening to argue, and I'm an atheist. Right about now, you're thinking I did a crappy job.

My teacher shut the debate down because I was making points nobody on the Enlightenment side could argue and they were getting so mad about it one kid tried to hit me.

I don't think Obama deserved the Nobel Prize.  He's only been been President for less than a year.  What did he do for peace?  I think giving the prize to Obama only serves to diminish the stature of the the award.

My hearts exposed again, you know I have feelings for you, why do you hurt me?

I want someone to want ALL of me, not a PIECE of me. From the moment we kiss nothing else in the world matters (including you being married). But when we are done and you go home to your family and I go home to no one, that feeling sucks the life outta me. I really cant figure out if you are really that unemotional or you really dont care. OR WAIT you are BOTH!!!

Whatever it is I still want you. You fill that void I have for the moment. I want to melt into your arms and kiss you forever. I wish you would speak your mind. Because I do think there is a part of you that feels the same. I see it in your eyes and I feel it when we are together. You will never leave her, I know this. I need to leave you and you need to leave my mind.

I need a man. A NON MARRIED MAN!! I hate filling my voids with you. You are really not worth it.

I wish I was in love with somebody who loves me back. I wish you would change your mind.

I think about you all the time Preston.

Thanks to a ex, two kids will be fatherless soon.

i sleep better when im sleeping next to my boyfriends best friend and he's holding me then i do with my boyfriend.

He's too aggressive sometimes. He can cum and then wanna have sex again soon after.  He can have sex a couple of times a day, and I can't take it, it gets to a girl down there.  I mean this is everyday if he had it his way.  It's just too much, it's not fun anymore, it starts to hurt.  I love just being with him but the amount of sex he needs is unbelievable.  He's just too sexually high maintenance.

I wish it was me brushing your bangs behind your ears and being able to stare into your gorgeous eyes. I hate having to see you be in love with your boyfriend while im laying right next to you both....i guess being your best friend should be enough right?

I want you all to myself. I know that's selfish. I am completely in love with you. It sucks that you KNOW that im in love with you.

20/F

I am afraid that I'll get punished for my past abortions and not have a happy, healthy baby now

I just returned from the cemetery.  I asked my mom, dad, and sister to look down upon me from heaven and help me through this life - it's so hard.

I want to get married to my bf of 3yrs i know he's the one, but he's afraid that if we get married our love with diminish, im 22yrs old but i want to know that we will marry someday. it's every girl's dream, i know i deserve it. I finished college and im trying to start my career in 2yrs marriage would be perfect with the love my life right? then why is everything soo difficult. My friends & college friends are either engaged or married they are between 19-23yrs old...
I think there's something in the water..

-marriage obsessed

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I smile and look like the perfect mom and wife, the well adjusted teacher and the good friend.
Inside, I hate myself. I hate that my childhood was ruined by an uncle that abused me and I turned into a different kid after it happened. That change determined how I behaved as a teenager and what kind of adult I now am.My views about myself, life and sex are distorted.I hate myself and its not even my fault. One time I got drunk and I told my husband I wanted to shoot my uncle with his gun. He never brought his gun home again. Hes the only one that knows what happened and he doesnt know how to help me. I dont even know how to help me.

Is something wrong with me?
when i cant focus on one thing and i can go from being happy and sad in seconds.. i think i like someone then i love them, then i dont like them at all.. and then it starts over.
i'm never happy with any of my decisions and its impacting even my girlfriend's life.
what to do? what can i do.. absolutely nothing.

I secretly hate my mother for leaving me when I was only 2.

A necessary component for me to develop a crush is to have regular exposure to the guy.  These days, by the nature of my work, I see my attending physicians more than I see my own peers.  Now let's put two and two together.

GOD DAMN IT, i offically know that im gonna die alone/ never be in love or whatever.
i feel like its just not possible.
some people never experience it, and im gonna be one of them :\
im not being dramatic. i can feel it.

I am bicurious. no one knows it and i am too afraid to try to meet someone. ive looked on the hook up websites, even joined one but cant seem to go thru with the initial formalities to even meet someone like me.  I fantasize alot about it, even when Im having sex.  fear is strong.

A guy emailed me on myspace, I responded that I didnt know him, we started conversing via email. He was moving to my area and wanted to get to know some people (I noticed all his friends on myspace were women). After a few days we started having phone conversations, not the long, wonderful "I want to know everything about you" kind of phone calls but just friendly banter.  He moved here and wanted to meet me in person.  We met at the Whataburger parking lot for about 15 minutes.  I was not attracted to him at all.  After I left he started texting me about how he loved my eyes and would love to see me again. "Love" is a bunch of bullshit!  I dont like this game already!  During our next phone conversation I told him I have cheated on every guy Ive ever had a serious relationship with.  He said, "you wont cheat on me, bc I know you're a good person."  What?? I cant cheat on a person if we're not even together.  He was getting kinda pushy.  Anyway, the next Friday night he wanted to go out.  I was extremely tired from work and told him he could just come over and we would watch a little tv but dont expect to stay a long time.  It took this fool over an hour to get to my house when he lives 5 minutes away.  I should've just went to bed and not answered the door when he got here.  So, he came over, we sat on opposite ends of the couch to watch tv.  He decided to get bold (bossy) and grabbed my hand and tried to pull me over next to him.  The stupid thing is, Im a woman and we are taught not to hurt peoples feelings, but I am getting better at it as you will soon see.  I sat by him and then he wanted to rub my back, I let him.  Then he tried to kiss me and thats when I backed off and told him to not do that.  He tried to be smooth and say it was fine and he would kiss me when I was ready.  Then he wanted to lay down on the couch and snuggle.  I was hating every second of it but I let him do it (what an idiot I am!!)  He tried to kiss me again and I told him he had to go bc I was very tired.  He asked if we could go to a movie the next day and I said yes.  But the more I thought about it the next day, the sicker I became.  He was so pushy and I cant stand a man like that.  He is only looking for someone/anyone to fall in love with (and baby, it aint gonna be me!!)  I texted him and canceled our date, told him I wasnt "ready" for the kind of relationship he wanted.  All he said was "ok".  I checked myspace last night and saw that he had deleted me from his friends list LMFAOOOOOOOOOO

The secret: I have always allowed men to control me but I am getting stronger and wont take that shit anymore. Im glad I can spot that kind of neediness in a man!

I miss being in love.

I just figured out I have a sexual fetish..........it's a bad one......a very, very, bad........how in the hell will I ever find a guy to try it with? I think any real guy even close to my age would freak the hell out if I asked. I know other people have this fetish because I've seen it on the net but I still feel "weird". I want to get drunk and do it so, so bad.

DAMN IT!!!!!

19/F

I always feel like some awkward, goofy ass middle school kid whenever you're around. I try to cover it up with alcohol but it often makes things worse and I still never know quite what to say so I end up sounding like a complete dumbass. Or a rude bitch. I made a comment tonight that I'm still feeling like an ass over. *kicking myself*

Argh, I wish we could hang out alone sometime just so I could try to talk to you one on one, like a normal person. I think I'd do a lot better with that and I promise I wouldn't misbehave. It's just that, when there are other people around, I feel like I have to make a big effort to look away from you and pretend that I don't have feelings for you. It makes me feel extremely awkward and weird and, in turn, I end up acting weird with you and I hate that. There are so many things, just normal things, that I'd love to talk to you about and hear your thoughts and opinions on and I have no trouble coming up with them in my mind, but as soon as I see you the words just escape me and I'm reduced to a bumbling dork. This isn't me at all. I don't get this way around anybody else.

It sucks that the one person whom I'd love to carry on a decent conversation with is the only one that I completely lose my wits around. I hate that I get so shy and stupid around you. I'm sorry. :(

After my ex left me, I told him I was pregnant, and that him leaving made me lose the baby, just to make him feel bad, and to try and get him to come back to me. I wish nothing more right now than to have that imaginary baby.

Life has been easier since I've decided not to have a crush on you.  Yeah, of course I still kind of do, but I don't think about it as much and I certainly don't act it.  It's only been two days since I decided, but already I feel awesome about it.

It helps that I got laid something wonderful last night too.  Nothing helps to ease the need for a crush like the release of sexual tension.

I think I secretly want to get pregnant, just once.  I don't want to keep it, I'd get an abortion (currently) without a second thought, but there's a part of me that believes I am sterile, which is really fine with me, but if I got pregnant I would know I'm not.  The sad part is I kind of want it to happen so that I will make sure I am more careful in the future.  I know it is ass backwards, but I can't help it.

Please don't be sad, I didn't want to tell you this, but the only reason I could imagine she would just break up and stop talking to you like that is probably because she found someone else who she likes more. Why else would you just break up for no reason like that? Anyways, it will be so much better now, you'll see. I have to give you time to be sure you two are really through and so you can accept and deal with your feelings, but once that has passed I have a secret: I wish you were mine! You are so adorable and sweet, you make me laugh until I cry, and you get me and my sense of humor. I think we'd be fantastic. And I'd totally rock your world in bed as well...just thinking of you makes me so hot. I imagine how I would seduce you! Hehe. Yeah, so hurry up and get over this bitch because I don't want to be a rebound, I am 100% serious. We have been friends for over 5 years, I think we have already stood the test of time, and I hope we will forever!

we are getting married....all of our friends know, all of my family knows....his family not so much. His mother is a controlling self centered bitch super cunt that thinks everything is about her, she will find out when she gets an invitation...hehe

Obviously what I said did have a negative effect on you, don't expect a call from me in the morning.

Facebook is starting to get old.

Girls who lust after Fictional caracters make me sick.

It is sick!

THOSE PEOPLE ARE NOT REAL!

Its some cultish form of masocism! I am positive. These girls wear their hearts out Looking for the "Edward to their Bella" Or the Naruto to their Hinata.

Where is the sex apeal for some of these people any way? Gaara? A fucking murder who has a demon inside him that would Rape you before killing you

L? A Suger high Super intelenget Socialy stunned geinious?

Inuyasha? A Demon who has an affair with the same soul, just in two bodies, not to meantion a fucking ass hole.

Eragon? A farm boy who got lucky, (or rather unlucky)

Those fuckers from Final fantisy. THEY ARE NOT REAL!

You want a man who has a nutso past or mental problems from the 7th layer of hell? GO VISIT A MAN IN JAIL!

Honestly! Girls, these people do not exist, you will never get any where trying to get a man to conform to your Ideals.

Go buy a porno and watch a real Man fuck a real woman,

Non of that Henti Shit either.

Its not right, it will never happen,

Its sick, and wrong.

I just masterbated to a picture of this girl laying in bed wearing very small panties and I could see pretty much all of her ass...She gave me her laptop to fix it and I found her picture...Heres the kicker...I've always had a huge crush on her...never did tell her how I felt...kinda wish I would've.  its probly too late now...this pic i will frame.. ;)

I have a cum sock that i store in my drawer...I use it all the time to wipe off and clean off the milk I have spilled...lol I have used it so much that it is incredibly stiff and crusty from all the dried up cum on it...

I hate it how such small things can send me into a state of unhappiness and no matter what I do, I can't shake it...

UG i wish I could get over stupid shit.

I am a government mind control victim.  I am tortured and keep the secret so people don't think I'm crazy.

I'm still in love with someone 10 years younger I had a thing with back in the day, he drives me crazy but he knows all my spots, my favorite fantasies, and does it right. I miss him. Nothing I can do about it now.

TJR, i know you dont read this website, but i just wanna say...id say yes. you are all ill ever want and all ill ever need. i love you

I am watching J-lo have sex on tv and my laptop is in my..well lap...what am I doing?...watching her tits jiggle and playing farmville. I rock

Ashley, I lied. I do hate you.

My wife can go from perfectly loving and happy to out of control mad in a matter of 30 seconds. A typical reason? I was sitting in a chair she wanted to sit in.  Even if I instantly get up and give her the chair, "the mood is broken" and I have become the devil.

I am so tired.

About 20 years ago was when I first found out that a penis is supposed to be put inside me where I tinkle. I thought the entire idea was entirely weird. Nothing has changed in all this time. How bizarre.

My husband thinks that I am a fat, lazy, worthless.  He thinks i am a horrible mother and worthless wife. He tells me everyday.

I'm so much better than that person is so why do I go on obsession benders?  They're not the first one, either.  Probably won't be the last.  Why do I OBSESS over piece of shit weirdos?  When did I turn into a dude?!

I'm ashamed of myself.  :-D  There HAVE to be meds for this kind of disillusionment.  I'm too fucking awesome (no, seriously, you'd want to chill with me - I'm fun) to feel lacking.  Fuck this.  :-D

Me thinks it's a good night for drinking with my nearest and dearest.  Discuss life and wacked out bizarre things to do for fun.  Maybe make a fake FB account and try to convince a pornbot that we remember them from high school.  Or tell some random dude on MySpace that I'm pregnant with his child/he gave me an STD/etc...really, the possibilities are endless.

Send Mormons to people's houses (you could do that from their website a few years back - I sent three of my friends some Mormons for Christmas - it was AWESOME! :-D )

Hop up on the roof and try to steal Internet from a neighbor with the sole purpose of downloading filthy, disgusting things so that their ISP thinks they're a weirdo.  Mebbe 2 girls 1 cup?  :-D

Naked hide and seek (I live rural, baby)...nah - too cold for that.  Look up formulas for highly illegal drugs and try to decipher some old college chem texts so we can make them out of stuff from the garage without blowing ourselves up.  Then dump them in the neighbor's backyard.

Get a box of old nails and line the end of some douchebag's driveway with them (always wanted to try that one).

Yea.  Enough of this feeling sorry for myself shit.  Yea, life sucks sometimes.  I'm the only one that can make it (and myself) better.  Screw doctors, screw the government, screw anyone that gets in my way.  I am my own self-governing body.

*a big middle finger*

:-D

F - 31

I miss you Matt!

I really wish I understood the way women worked, I wish there was some sort of concrete guide out there..."Women for Dummies." Because at 23, a graduate student, I am still having the same problems with women I was having when I was in high school.

I met this one woman online and agreed to meet her offline. She was awesome! We had a great first meeting and got along awesomely. Thing is, she just recently broke up with her dick ex and still has feelings for him. Understood, I had feelings for my exes soon after my relationship ended too; no problem.

Couple of dates in, I see that she's interested. Lock lips on the first date, cuddling on the second...could it be that this girl has found a guy that has made her completely forget about said Dick Ex? Unfortunately not.

Apparently, she's got this very close guy friend. Except that she's never met him. And he lives in Texas. And she doesn't do the long distance relationship thing. But this is a hangup for her, apparently this one guy who she may very well never meet is causing her to close off herself to the prospect of other relationships. Once again, she also still has feeling for her ex. Disappointing, but understandable. She tells me that she won't allow herself to develop any feelings for me. This hurts, as I know she has feelings for me but she's repressing them.

Alright...so we're friends, right? Last night she asks if I'd like a massage (she's interested in going to school for massage therapy) since I've had a long, hard week.

You Can't Do This. You're repressing your feelings for me, that's fine, that's your god-given right. I don't support it but I respect it all the same. But you have to understand that I still have feelings for you -- giving me the "it's not you, it's me" speech and then asking me if I'd like to engage in something which friends don't normally do sends a mixed message to me.

I wasn't tired last night. Okay...I was. But the reason I was distant wasn't so much that I was tired, it was that I was confused and frustrated as to what the hell you want! You gotta let me know what you want concretely and stick to it, S. No playing around anymore, pick a side and stick to it.

M/23/NY

love my completely shaved cock! years ago... it started out innocently enough, just trimming a bit, then shaving the shaft and balls and before i knew it i was shaving everything! fucking, oral and jacking off are so much more pleasureable with no hair in the way. my wife loves it! we often shave eachother which is totally hot foreplay! i love fucking and eating her bald pussy! so smooth!

this one guy dumped his girlfriend and immediately after I started texting and talking to him. After my so-called boyfriend left me, I felt like I needed something, someone, and it is him. I may not like him like a boyfriend, but he's a good boy friend.

Tomorrow is my daughter's birthday. I have no money, my car just broke down, almost no food, and not even one lame present. You say this has nothing to do with you. It does, you left, you were our main bread winner, you were the Daddy, you were pretty much our everything.
I guess we were your nothing.
Enjoy your new life while we're over here struggling.

My husband and I were married for ten years. Even that I'm an immigrant, I have much more education than him, experience and much better judgement. We started a business together and I was supposed to stay in the office and take care of paperwork and taxes. 5 years later, I'm on the job site supervising 300K installations and playing with the big boys. What do you think my husband does? He starts screwing behind my back, contacts his ex, etc. I'm so fed up with him, I'm about to ask him to pack his shit and get out.

I'm terrified of getting close to anyone; guys especially.

You can never be the same after being raped and no one understands it. It's hurtful and frustrating.

Isn't it funny how when men feel intimidated by a woman they go and fuck the nearest dog? If his woman is too pretty, too smart, too funny, or just too classy in general for him he'll go mount the nearest troll to make himself feel like a man again.

But ladies are wise, we fuck our way up the ladder...not down it.

Today is my moms birthday. she wants me to stay home for a get together with the family.

Nahh.. I think Ill go out instead and get wasted w/ my friends.

btw mom, thanks for drugging me all those times when I was a kid. Go ahead and drink your wine and cry now, and you and the family talk about all my issues.

I can still only hate you every other day, but today... yea today, I dont give a FUCK.

Im racist against every culture except black and white people.

and I kinda just actually realized this.