I know I keep having these daydreams of us making out... and sometimes , I wish we could grab eachother at work , when no one is looking... could it really be you? I can't wait to have that loooong shift with you. I wanna let you touch them... :)

these past few days I met several of different girls and it felt like the time I spent with each of them was special that the things we did were meaningful nearing the end of the day I felt good like I was on top of the world, its like I had fallen for each of them... now that I think of it it seems kinda of weird that I think of them all in a romantic way I hoping I have a dream tonight where for some reason it works out between all of us

Come talk to me. You know where to find me. We don't even have to talk about anything important, just a nice chat before we go to bed. Separately, unfortunately. :/

now i cant stop thinking about you... before i sleep and when i awake you are now on my mind... could it work?? a question only answered with time...

I wish that you were into girls. We could be so perfect.

I'll do whatever it takes, you won't be waiting much longer. I promise.

I miss my husband hard! I wish he would grow some balls and did all he could to get his wife back!
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How may times were we alone at your place and you never said anything? I thought maybe I was wrong about how I thought you felt about me. I was so nervous ,you know.

I needed to know and now he told me. Oh my God , I don't know what I'm going to do. My mind is working over time.It's too much for me. If the next time you see I look sad...you'll know why. :(

im sick of tyingto be perfect fr you. i wana tll you im done for good. u screwed up one to many times. but its to hrd. and noone undersands how ifeel ad i want you t be this guy and i know u wont be and idk if i can do this. i need a gody man not someone who looks to alchol t make things g away or tinks theyare something else.it sux so much i need something real i need something that makes me smil. i need my life back on track. i just need you to come back to me.

I like men and women.

Is it just me or is the gmail way of organizing emails confusing?  It hurts my head. In a way I'm glad though to see Google finally screw something up.

Stop being mean to me! :(

Everyone tells me I'm beautiful and I'm perfect. I just laugh and jokingly say "i know!". Really though, I hate everything about myself. I'm always looking at other girls and wishing I had something they had whether it be their hair, their eyes, their body. If given the chance, I would change everything about myself. The only thing I would keep is my mole.

i love him with so much and he acts like its nothing. i put everything aside and accepted him bak and this i how he acts??? like i dont even matter anymore. like im a no body and il just be thre waiting for him with open arms when he decides hes ready bull shit!! gahh!!! i jus need him to grow up already!!!

Girls don't ask guys on dates.Guys ask girls.duhh.

I hate getting high. Not because I find it stupid or unhealthy. I hate it because it's only a temporary fix. Sooner or later you're going to have to come down and deal with reality again.

I wish you could understand. You were the best boyfriend I've ever had. I've only been with assholes and guys who treated me like I was nothing but a quick fuck. But you, you actually cared about who I was, what I believed in and you did your all to make sure I was happy for once. I know you hate me for leaving you. I honestly had no reason. I still love you, but I left you for that very reason. I was afraid of falling in love. Afraid that you would start to act like all my past boyfriends. I'm just so afraid of commitment I not only ruined your life but mine, too. I'm sorry. I wish I was stronger and I wish I could give you what you gave me. I don't I'll ever be able to love again, and I'm sorry I realized this after spending so much time with you. Please forgive me.

Please don't go. Stay and tell me more.

Of all the ways people these days can keep in touch , I choose email. I don't even need a cellphone. I just email.I like it better,i do.But I never send the first one. I wait.

I look at you and see everything I've ever dreamed of. You're eyes are the perfect mix of green and gold. Your voice flows with grace through the air. I'm mesmerized by the movement of your lips. Sometimes when I'm in my room alone, I'll have conversations with you like you were right next to me. I'll say everything I wish I could hear from your lips. I dream about you almost every night. I monitor facebook in hopes you'll get on and reply to my wall post I posted to you 4 days ago. But when it comes to talking to you in person, I'm speechless. The sad thing is, I've only known you for 3 weeks and all I've ever talked to you about was school and old video games. Please...make the first move and ask me on a date. I can promise you I'll be worth it.

I broke up with my boyfriend a couple weeks ago. I told him I wasn't feeling the relationship anymore, which is true. He asked me if there was someone else and I said "no". The truth is, I'm 99% sure I found my soul mate. There is someone else and I lied to him when he asked. I lost my best friend and gained someone who might not even be who I think he is. I guess all I can do is leap and hope I'm caught.

i hate our "fake" relationship. i wish it was real.

We are all lying to ourselves.  Alcohol tastes gross.  No matter what is mixed in it or how girly the drink is.  It still doesn't taste good.

Stop pretending, human race.

Emily, I was relieved when we stopped talking. The text messages ended, the calls ended, all that I had to deal with was the aftermath. Of course you made that as difficult as possible emailing and chatting w/ everyone but I am here now to say FUCK YOU!

I never missed you. I just wish I planned things a little better to give myself the upper hand... I would have LOVED to see you throw a tantrum with no possible way to get back at me. Oh well. I also hope you give the site a gander over the next day or so, read this and feel completely powerless in your constant desire for retaliation and drama.

Trust me, I want to make the first move E, or any move, but I can never tell if you want it.  How about this, if you read this, next time we are out back at work you should start talking to me about Disneyland, I think it is innocuous enough, but unusual enough to be noticeable to me.  If it's me, I will work in how I have never seen the characters dressed up and walking around.

Then we can take it from there. ;)

I hate how you treat me.

You know I'm so high right now , right?

ur gunna break up with me b4 college : ( i know it

You should ask me about that book-that I haven't finished reading yet.Normally I would be thru but I've had other things on my mind since.Oops.

Grabbing her and holding her from her back, kissing and nibbling her sides, I know she misses it. So do I. Damn it felt so good.

i hate my boyfriend.

My fiance is super hot.  Sometimes she wants to have sex with me, but I would rather jerk off.  I think I might like porn a little too much.  Maybe more than the real thing if its possible.  Oh well, I guess I am not hurting anyone but my chaffed cock.

Indeed.

I'm waiting...

Powerlessness as an .... get this...

"an adventure."

Hells yes it is.

If I ever get my pansy ass to ink myself, that'd be something I might scribble somewhere.  "Powerlessness is an adventure."

I'm going to think of you and smile as the adventure unfolds this week.  I hope I smile, anyway..  I will try my hardest and ask for help in keeping the smile alive.

;*)

Do you have any idea how aggravating you are?!!! Or how much it turns me on? Damn you! *stamps foot*

We do. And I'm waiting for you to use that genius mind of yours to out a figure away around your side of the obstacle.

Oh c'mon. Stop being difficult!

i gave a guy my number for the first time. he was cute and nice and funny and i felt so brave and proud of myself.

now he keeps calling and i'm afraid to answer.

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Talk to me. I need to hear it from you. Don't be afraid. Our greatest obstacle is that we're guilty of the same crime...and we share the same fears.

i love and hate food!!!

I HATE LIFE... I REALLY DO

My boy is coming home tonight after being away for three days. I was missing him a lot, but I am really starting to enjoy my independence...
It's a good thing (I think)

I met the most amazing guy on a super long train ride this weekend. He is literally exactly what I've been looking for, but he has a girl. I know that odds are I'll never see him again, but I really hope I do!

I'm too shy. :(

You're the guy,you should talk to me first. :p

If big boobs are so great, how come I feel ugly and fat all the time?  And how come I don't have a boyfriend at nineteen?

I will see Where the Wilde Things Are by myself, just in case you ask...

I am totally ready........ ready to break up with you.

now I know it's not you :(

i came home from school and i saw my dad laying in bed with his tennis partner.. i was sneaky so they wouldnt see or hear me.. but I cant get that mental image out of my head. I feel like the thing Im mad about the most is that 1) my dad didnt wash the sheets after the slut left and before my mom came home from work.
2) he had that woman over knowing I would be home from school.

the fact that he cheated on my mom? mehhh it happens. Im not going to ruin their marriage because my dad wanted to fuck.

my dad always said "im smarter than you.. I did the same things when I was your age, but I just never got caught"
well guess what.........  now you did.

is it wrong that i dont want an apology, or an explination, or even for him to tell my mom... all i want is a weekly bribe to keep my mouth shut.  money makes the world go 'round.

As Janis Joplin said, "I would trade all of my tommorrows, for one single yesterday." -- I would trade everything to go back and be with you then, so my tommorrows would be ok now.

I have never been happier then when I am in your arms. And the thought of not being with you next year kills me every day. Why don't you want to try staying together in college? I don't think I can live without you anymore. It's not fair, I want to try to stay together. I know we can do it!

If I had a choice, you would be my dinner party partner. :)

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I adore you. You complete me. I just know that God created You, just for me.
...and the thought of me leaving you to live this life without you, is almost too much for me to bear. Im sorry.
I love you more than anything, and more than everything.
You completely have my heart.
but I cant live this life anymore...

Every night when I go to bed I pull the blankets up around me and imagine that you're there holding me in your arms. I know that's sad, but I can't help but wish that you were as close to me as possible. Close to you is where I belong, but I don't think that I'll ever get there. I just love you. I can't explain it. It seems to be far beyond my control and it defies everything practical in me. I wish I could just do what feels right for once in my life. I'm tired of living a lie. Besides, with my shitty acting skills, I won't be winning any Oscars.

My fiancé describes me as taboo. But I would really love for us to make love, nice and slow, rather than be "taboo". It turns me on just thinking about it.


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Thank you for allowing me to realize the depth of love that I am capable of.

God dammit, I still miss him, fml!

Today is one of those days I wish you were here with me. I would love to be laying in your arms,my head on your chest & just listening to you breathe. Im so cold over here, I need your warmth.

I'm so horny for pussy right now. I'm about to go get off to some pictures I have. I only want pussy in my fantasies though, the two I've had in real life were nowhere near as good. For real sex, I'll stick with my husband. But if I ever had the chance to just eat a very clean, fresh, pretty young (but over 18) pussy, I'd be all over it. I don't want anything in return, I just want to make a pretty, smooth pussy cum all over my tongue.

My secret; sometimes when I am all by myself at home, I imagine that I am pregnant. I imagine that I have a big belly and think about the baby growing, kicking, and you coming home and we lay together and you listen and feel our child inside of me...... And then I remember the emergency hysterectomy that I had to get. I am so sorry that we will never get to experience this part of life. I would have given anything to have a baby with you.

My husband doesn't understand how he keeps gaining weight.  I make sure he eats pretty well.  He has oatmeal for breakfast. Salad for lunch. Maybe fish for dinner. Does he snack?  According to him, sure, sometimes.  A little here and there.  An entire box of ringdings on his ride home from work.  I find the remains in his car.  (I'm kind of surprised he didn't eat the cardboard box too.)  An entire bag of doritos when watching tv for an hour. Half a container of Ben & Jerrys before bed.  You know, just little things here and there.  Nope, he has no idea why he is gaining weight.

Sometimes it drives me crazy wondering if we'll ever get together. You'd love it. I'd love it. I wish I could just come and take it! Give me a hint or something...

I wish I knew if you ever think about me and feel the same pang of regret as I do.

It scares me that I don't love you anymore.

When I use a computer at the library or other public place, I try to trick the snoops.  I worry that someone has installed a keylogger on the computer so they can find out my email password, leading them to all my personal information.  So I try to thwart their efforts.  Rather than typing in my password directly, like say it was "mypassword", I will type in "em4y9plausisuwdokrhd".  If you notice, "mypassword" is embedded in the garble as every other letter.  So I then go back and delete the inbetween letters leaving only "mypassword" showing. The reason this is more secure is that keyloggers generally show what is typed as is, meaning the garble.  It doesn't edit and show the final product.  Some keyloggers might show that the delete key was pressed, but not where the cursor was when the key was pressed.  So essentially the snoop has no way of figuring out what my final password is.  Take that you buggers!

my wife thinks there is nothing wrong with dressing like a Vogue magazine model to work, shes a kindergarten teacher, wtf.

You know what a prank is to me?  Putting bubble bath in the fountain in the center of town.  Suds, suds everywhere.  Everyone would smile.

But wif?  A father in Colorado thinks a funny prank is to convince the world that his 6 year old son has fallen out of a homemade balloon, hurtling a mile straight down to his death?  Ha, ha, look at the silly air force pilots risking their lives to save my boy. Oh how funny!

How about the part where the kid is being interviewed on tv and he is so upset and nervous about all the lies that he pukes. Ha, ha, my son is puking!

My God, that is one parent who should absolutely lose custody of his kids.

The one thing I prayed was that I'd never have to feel the pain of someone leaving me again, and now it's happened again.  I don't feel like I can do this . . .

It has come to my attention that when my wife goes to the supermarket with our son in tow, she leaves him in the car alone while she shops inside for what in some cases can be an hour.  A 4 year old left alone in a car for an hour.

I can't begin to express how mad / frustrated / disappointed / scared this makes me.

She leaves him alone in the  car for an hour!  Anyone could come along and take him.  How can she not see that?  She is an adult.  She is suppose to be responsible.  She is suppose to look out for him.

What can I do? When I try to talk to her about it, she gets angry.  Get this, she says I am picking on her.  What?  If I mention she is potentially putting our son in harm's way then I am the one doing something wrong?

Can I call the police on her?  I am fearful the police will take our son away.  

Can I be there every minute of every day to make sure she doesn't do things like that?  Not possible.  Believe me, I would if I could.  But life happens.  I need to work to pay the bills.  I can't shoulder all her responsibilities.  That just won't work.

Should I divorce her?  What good will that do.  Then she will get half custody and still leave him alone in the car.

In a marriage, there is an implied trust that your partner will do the right thing, that your partner knows right from wrong.  I don't have that and my son is possibly going to pay the price.

There is no solution.  I am powerless to deal with her stupidity.  God help me.

I still think you're around for whatever reason and if so, wish you'd somehow grow or magically acquire a pair to step up

How the conversation went:
Me: You wanna go for a smoke after work?
You: I really shouldn't, my car...blah...blah

How I wanted the conversation to go:
Me: You wanna go for a smoke after work?
You: I really shouldn't, my car...blah...blah
Me: But you do want to, right?
You: Yeah, I really do.
Me: Good, just wanted to check that we were still on the same page. I love your dick in my mouth. I want you.
You: God, you are beautiful when you are sucking me.
Me: (smiling an licking my lips) Anytime, baby. You know I'm ready for you anytime you want me.
You: (giving you dick a rub through your pants) Soon.
Me: (my hand replacing your, dick rock hard, making you moan) Make it soon, baby.

I. WANT. YOU. NOW.

i am hollow on the inside. i have sex with random men to try to fill the void. but the sex is vacant. it has no meaning. how can this sexual nothingness possibly fill my emptiness?

i am married.

Louis just call me...I'll say yes!

The truth is I have always want
ed to see what it would be like. I just can't bring myself to actually do it. Sorry.

I got hit with a rootkit and computer stalking 4/5 years back that continued following me over time to different computers with the same unique symptoms I hadn't ever encountered prior....

I try to ignore it all and pretend it doesn't exist, but it happens at work on a few different systems networked together screwing other people up.....must be kinda obvious these computer issues didn't exist before I started there and as I'm known as the only one with some know how, it seems most likely I'd be the one at fault if any which sucks...I'm actually pretty lacking obviously as I would have zapped it all long ago....find my boss looking at me suspiciously sometimes and wonder if there's thought I may have done something or are trying to spy when really I would never and I don't have any control over it or a simple way to fix or end.....I'm more a victim than a culprit....didn't ask for this ever and it makes no sense....

Lucky me to have found and befriended sickos who didn't really care or want to be a part of my life in any healthy or positive way, but they were sure to make a game out of me, completely invade my life and privacy above and beyond and either continue to keep it up for no reason or have ditched out leaving residual bs to cause problems still....what a great reward for all the warmth and kindness I gave you fucks

I'm gonna get myself into some big trouble with you one day.  I can just feel it.  

I have to lay low, I'm married. I love my husband, geez I'm no kid!  

F/42

It's been 5 years.  I am finally almost finished healing.  I can feel it.  I have trouble remembering the good memories.  

Now, I am looking forward to being me.  What will I do without the weight of the pain of you?  I'm excited to find out.

They say distance makes the heart grow fonder.  In this case, distance made me realize you were never in my heart.  I am glad you let me go.

It bothers me that he just lets it go when I say mean things to him. I wish he'd wise up and hate me already.

I stay up really late every night just to jerk off to internet porn.  At least three or four times a night.  My wife is sleeping three feet away from me, so I have to keep it down.

I want to have an affair.  My wife doesn't want to have sex EVER, and I can't stand it anymore.  I'm an attractive guy and I know that I could get someone to sleep with me, but I know I won't go for it.  I love my wife, and all I want is to have sex on a regular basis, but she is unwilling.  What to do, what to do?

i really really want to be loved.

I may have lost the capacity to fall in love.

our first kiss threw me for more of a loop than i thought it would.... who knew...

Having you in my house drives me crazy. Do you know how hard it is to keep myself from staring...or doing other things?

seeing you again was so good because it made me realize how much I love him

I'm in love with my best friend because he incidentally happens to be my soulmate.

Every guy that I've had a negative first impression of always turns out to like me and every guy I crush on first always doesn't.  Murphy's law.

god i wanna fuck my wife's sister so bad....you hear that m

J, oh how I wish it was you...

S , ........ :(

What an age we live in today.  It's the age where anything a government official does is "justifiable"

A Louisiana judge blatantly breaks the law and refuses a marriage license to an interracial couple and says his actions are "justifiable".  A Virginia cop shoots a 12-pound dashund because it barks at him, and the police department says it's "justifiable".  Two Ohio cops go a step further and shoot a 5-pound puppy three times because it nipped at them, and the police department says it's "justifiable".  Heck, Nancy Pelosi gets caught in a lie saying the CIA never briefed her on torture, and then claims the lie is "justifiable".

It's all "justifable".  Never admit you're wrong, even when the entire world knows otherwise.  Just stick your head in the sand and maintain your actions are righteous.

What a FUCKED UP WORLD we live in, folks!

the thrill of it is knowing that we are probably going to have sex one of these days. i'm looking forward to it! 'nice shoes let's fuck!!'

i feel like shit today!

I wonder if dreams really do come true.

The best thing I ever did was deciding to become an optimist.

I have no one to talk to about my problems, and I have too many.

My feelings for you have never gotten in the way of my feelings for my boyfriend. It's weird. My boyfriend is a good guy. We are happy. I know that not many people have what we have and I truly cherish our time together.

But you... You are you. You have been my friend and lover. I think you and I will dance this dance forever: always wishing, always hoping that one day, after all these years, our day will truly come. There won't be anyone to stand in the way anymore.

At least we'll always have Harlem.

Your pride and your weeknesses put us in a bad place. I wish I would have been enough for you. I love you so much! Why couldn't you have been strong? I could have worked out the differences of your infidelities it was your pride that made me leave...you had no empathy for me and what pain you had put me through. Yet you turn around and get angry at me. Man up on the inside and stop blaming me for leaving. You hurt me, spoke to me like shit and made me feel uncomfortable in my own home. This was each time I left. I know you love me...but action speak loud. Nonetheless, I love my husband hard still.
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