You are once again deleted from my life...it don't even hurt this time...they are right each time gets easier.

i'm a gay guy stuck in a woman's body. i love dick but want one too. such a fucked up world we live in.

i wonder if people a long time ago felt like this too. if they were gay, bi, etc...and just didn't say it cuz it was socially unacceptable or if thoughts like that just didn't occur to them. hm.

Not doint it till you learn to behave and stop with the insults...
sticks n stones...nanabooboo..you are such a child and until you become a man if that is possible your life is shyt!

I wish I could wish Gloria a happy birthday.

Be the Woman U claim U are and Take you Name off the Lease.... And whomever she maybe....I bet she wont Run and Has a JOB!!!

Hows Ur Car these Days........Kindda crowded HUH????

Bite me! you are a child...grow the fuck up! You are NOT man enuf to be my husband...

In order for me to be Ms a* * Hole there is a mr...that would be you...grow up u are not wanted anymore go find your wh-ore now...let her kiss you ass

PM
Your an A**hole I wished I had never Met you!!!!
Your a twisted self-centered lil A**hole....I cant see why I ever Loved you......You Make me Sick!!!!
Your a Coward you dont have the Guts to tell me whats on your Mind........ And you call yourself A real "Woman"...

Look Around U......Where are all your Friends & Family Now???? Ms. A**hole

I'm thinking about becoming a runner...which means I will have to wake up at 6 am and be very very tired. If other people can do it, so can I right?
I'm sick of undermining myself and setting my own expectations to be so low.
What the fuck is wrong with me? What caused my self-esteem to be so low? Perhaps it was always this way?
I can do it. I need to know I can do it.
I am also sick of my dog eating all the fucking butter.

I often daydream about the day when I can love you openly. I hope it comes...and I hope it comes soon. There is nothing that would make me happier than to walk with you, hold your hand, and know that I am yours and you are mine.

You're a loser in desguise. You are very good at what you do...Better sooner than later. Can't imagine my life with you in 10 yrs! Whew! that was close!

It will be quicker for me to bounce back than it will be for you...I am definately cuter

YOU used to be a husband but your not anymore...

DUA..DUA..DAAAAH! END OF STORY...NO MORE CHAPTERS...NO SEQUELS..NO SPIN OFFS...THE END!

I'm a 19 year old female.
I'm cute, smart, sweet, loving, funny, kind, and blonde ;)

And all I want is some good, clean dick.
Instead, I am at home on the computer...
What... The... Fuck...

hes a lying bastard, how can i expect to believe that the text was a joke, .... we just got in from a day at the pool with the kids i head to the kitchen and he heads to the room with the baby, lies down closes the door and a minute later i get a text on my cell phone, a message saying : hi baby, sorry i havent called, i miss u... from him !!! a minute later another text comes in saying : jajaja , gotcha !! i meana does he think im stupid or what, who the hell is he fucking around with ?? the stupid asshole got mistaken with the cell phone number , such a prick, he really fucked up my mind ! now i cant sleep i dont eat i feel desperate beacause hes a selfish asshole who is cheating on me....

When you learn to live for your wife call me

You are all alone in this world and will probably die alone!

Dumbass...it is your job to take care of your wife...stop complaining! I provided your sex, cooked meals, clean home, clean clothes, weighted on you hand and foot and gave you love on a daily. Now look at you!

You provided me finacial support...with complaints and restraints
No taking me out or romancing
A good night was watching what you wanted on Television
and SECOND HAND SEX!!
You should have stayed with her!

How many others are there? Stop calling me with your bullshit...They all love you too! A real man can be satisfied with one woman!

The games you play...hmmmm...the sad thing is you don't even play them good. Get a grip! Grow up! You act like a high school boy that was dumpped by the cheerleader.You are the one who fucked up and will now spend the rest of your life with the decisions you have made.

7 months ago I crossed the line with my best friend.

He told me in every way that he was not interested in me, physically, and I believed him. Still one night I was playful and admittedly horny and ended up rubbing his neck. Then I said, "My turn." and laid in his lap. He rubbed my neck and soon I turned over and made him touch my face. He played with my nose and I kissed his fingers. Soon I said, "Hey I have kissed you about 20 times, you kiss me now. Here." and I pointed to my forehead. He smiled and kissed me. Seeing how easy it was, I pointed to my nose and said, "Kiss me here." He kissed my nose. "Then I pointed to my lips, "Here." Which he did, very modestly. I said, "Again." And he kissed me again. I giggled and pointed at my lips, "Again, with tongue." Well we didn't go all the way that night, but not long after I took his virginity and we have been lovers ever since. (Boyfriend and girlfriend too, but more importantly best friends and lovers.)

My secret? I wanted him, badly, but I was convinced he wasn't interested and that night I was going to someone elses' house to have meaningless sex. I stopped by his place on the way, and got pleasantly distracted.

So remember, life is short. Ask for what you want. You may just get it, and if you don't you can then move on.

OK,say Halloween costumes should be scary creatures ,ghosts.NOT cartoon characters or inanimate objects.What happened to people being creative??

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Remember when I told you that I don't trust myself being alone with you? I don't NOW more than ever. Your silence makes me think that you don't feel the same way.S0..we'll just stay best friends...I can't tell you.I'm so sorry. =(

I miss you so much, so does chopper and the gang.

My secret? I don't care if I have to have 2 jobs. I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with him whether they like it or not.

i want you to be in my life forever.

I'm just not the go-getter type.  One of my bfs ultimately left me for that, because I wasn't ambitious.  My thoughts were that if someone makes a good living, and treats u right and is good for u, who cares how ambitious they are?  And i know this sounds sexist, but i don't care, but who cares if a woman is ambitious?  Seriously?  The guy i'm seeing now says that i'm not ambitious and it bothers him.  U can't create ambition, it comes from within.  I just don't know what i want to do with my life.  I never understood people who were just ambitious to be ambitious, with not much direction.  If you know what you want, i get it, but as for others, i never understood it.  So now I have this problem all over again, because I suppose I can be lazy.  i have no idea what to do.

My secret...I love my husband alot...since we separated, I have come to the decision that his lifestyle is not what I'm needing in my life. He drinks too much, worries about money too much, in debt too much and has no future for us. I don't want to do worse with a man in my life...I do better financially by myself. I need a man that is equal or better not worse. I will continue to love my husband... from afar.

People in my life come and go way too often. It is mostly my fault. After some amount of time passes, usually a year or less, I realize I have no idea why I spend time with them. I quit calling them or change my habits so I don't run into them. I walk out of their life just as easily as I had walked into it. I forget them and they probably forget me.

If you were to ask me who my best friend is I wouldn't have a response. I've never had one. I view people as acquaintances. Not friends. I want friends but for some reason I get sick of people. It's a saying I can't stand anymore or the sound of their voice starts to annoy me or I wake up one day and I perceive them differently and it all leads to me walking away.

With that said, my secret is that I'm terribly afraid that when I die there will be no one at my funeral because nobody will remember me.

OOOH My, I've met someone. He makes my heart go pitter-patter. He seems to be like a gentleman right out of a romance novel. He's not particularly handsome, but his head and heart are in the right place. He really is an amazing kisser. When we are together, he gives me his undivided attention. He leaves his cell phone at home. We agree on almost everything. We have the same values. He has told me he loves me.
What's wrong with him?
What's wrong with me?
F/52

I haven't smoked weed in THREE days. I think it's time. I'd share but there's no one here.Oh well ,more for ME!!

i like this kid and i dont know if he likes me and im afraid that he wont like me

I want a wedding but i'm almost 100% sure i stopped believing in marriage...maybe he'll change my mind for the better like he always does...i  hope he's right.

Ok so I like being with you waaaay more than I thought I did... The other night proved it. I haven't felt love so inttense coming from someone in a long time. I don't want to mess anything up but I don't know what I'd do without you. I do love you.

When there's nothing cool to do and you just want to kill yourself it's pretty childish, right?

Disneyland is innocuous enough but why do I have to bring it up first? I think Disneyland is for kids. I would have went when I was one. There's far more better amusement parks around for adults to enjoy.Who needs Mickey Mouse?

Ok.  This is just too much.  I can't believe you actually STILL have a profile up, for anyone to see, that claims you are a "trans-bisexual."  Are you retarded or something?

First, a "trans-bisexual?"  What the fuck is that?  You're a bisexual, or you're not.  As far as I can tell, that just means you  like to fuck trannies, right?  So why not just say that?  You realize that making up words makes you look like a complete idiot (which you are), right?

Second, you are married.  To a woman.  You like to pretend you are the perfect, happy couple, just like you'd find in a 1950s sitcom.  Now, given that, WHY do you still keep that profile up?  Maybe... maybe... you should take it down.  Just like the picture of your average-sized cock (and, trust me, that's being generous), you've also neglected to remove.  Your crazy ex-"mistress" did the world a favor and shared it with us all -- you never found that link did you?

But, you know what I think?  There's a REASON you haven't taken it down.  You're not really all that satisfied where you are, are you?  The reason you married the great white whale, who'll fuck you about as often as you get a good look at Haley's comet, is that you're relieved you don't HAVE to have sex with her, aren't you?  She can't provide you with what you REALLY want: You want it all, a nice big pair of tits AND a cock!

So, here's the lowdown:  Dump the whale, and actually find someone you really want.  Someone with a cock.  My REAL secret:  That someone... will be waiting.

--F

My good friend, once best friend, just told me he missed me.  We hadn't been talking for a while.  It made my day.

tonight when I was going to meet with some people, I almost crashed into another car, not once, but twice... I think that God's trying to get a hold of me, and if I don't listen soon, I'm probably going to be dead.

I'm kind of scared I'm pregnant.

HE BARELY even put it in me. And when he did, it was a few hours after he came. He put it like, half way in.

He told me his fingers were clean when he fingered me, too.

Please, I am not ready to be pregnant!

i like you sooooo much , \
why do i sound like such a bitch when we talk : (
i dont want you to think the wrong thing, fuuck .

You have no idea how much I miss talking to you and how often I wish that I could. I've had it up to my eyeballs with these ignorant fuckwits!

i didn't think it was possible.. but i think im actually falling in love.. And who knew she was right under my nose the whole time.. Don't worry i will wait for you.. i know your predicament is incredibly tough.. i will wait for you...

i cry, paint, and write. shhhh, dont tell!

The guy I worked with today was kind of hot in a Ryan Seacrest sort of way.  And I mean that in a good way.

You slept at my house a few nights ago. You had my pillow.
Well, I finally remembered to bring it into my room last night, and guess what I realized?
Your scent was still on my pillow, and it helped me fall asleep feeling warm =]

Guess I am, and will always be a tortured soul, punished by loneliness my entire life. Got married to an anti-social retard and ruined the next 15 years of my life....then one day, a woman came into my life and showed me the most incredible love and relationship. She went psycho on me one too many times, I didn't know how to deal with it, and I lost her for good. I never knew what all those songs and movies were talking about when it came to broken hearts until this happened, my God it hurts, even more painful than my fathers death.
I finally got the divorce and will be moving on, only to get rejected daily on these fuckin dating sites....even though most would consider me successful, there is no way I can live up to these womens standards. Even though I've gone through therapy and I put on my fake happy face, this story will ultimately end with a gun in my mouth...I love you forever sheri.

After this experience, being married doesn't seem like it's at all what it's cracked up to be. I think it'd be kind of fun to just live in sin for a while...well, monogamously anyway. And in separate houses. :)

My life used to be on track. Then I met 'her' don't get me wrong, I don't blame her this is all my fault. But I'm sinking, I can barely pay my bills, eat and keep gas in my car to even get to work. I know things will get better.  I really hope and pray. I'm too embarrassed to even have a girlfriend

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I consider myself an affectionate person and I hate that the only hugs I get in my house are from my kids.  Honestly, I don't think I want the hugs from my husband because it doesn't come naturally to him. He will only give me one if I ask for one. How sad is that?  What happened to the idea of a nice hug at the end of the day.  My parents have been together for half a century and they still hug each other. Nope. Not me and my husband.

If I end up divorced and dating again, I will add that to my list of requirements.    

Affectionate woman seeks man who likes to give hugs :)

I wonder how he can feel like a man when gifts for his kids consist of stolen electronics that he purchased from a crack addict.

I stopped finding him attractive when I found out that he wasn't able to financially support himself or his children without his mommy's help.

Pathetic.

God, I just want to be married to you. Please don't make me wait much longer. I just want to be your wife and love you forever and have your babies.

I am scared for you to leave for the guards...I know it will make us stronger but you are the one I go to for everything, who do I have to talk to now...

God blessed me, how could I have ever doubted... Always comes through...So perfect

I know you lie to me. You don't know that I know. Why do I stay with a lying bitch like you? I wish I hated you instead of loved you...

I dont know if you were single if I would want you the way I want you now.
The way you look at me makes me melt and I want to run into arms and kiss you forever. I have not had these feeling in a very long time. But everyone says when you cant have something you want it more. That might be the case, but I dont care.
I know I have to end this all with you soon, the only one getting hurt is me. You treat me like shit sometimes, but I still would be with you the second you call me. I need someone to take your place.
Someone who wants ALL of me not a PART of me!!  This is sucking the life outta me!!! I hate having feelings!!!

We're best friends.

But i feel like were falling apart from each other.

I think its my fault, for closing myself off to you and to others. I hate when your angry with me. I only want to see you happy. But lately it's been tense. And i wish i could be like all your other friends. Those who have all the right things to say.

I feel like im not much of a best friend. And it kills me.

Im sorry. I love you.

I am a very affectionate guy; like to hug and touch, and pet and kiss. Just give a little neck kiss as I walk by.

WHY WHY WHY did I have to marry the least affectionate woman on the damn planet.

Yes, I like to be that way; but I would really like it to come back to me also. just a little.....*pfffff*    whatever

I hope and I pray that you are going to come through for me and us and do the right thing. It makes me so sad to think what a big mess this could turn into. I am either going to gain a whole new or lose all respect for you. Here it is. Do the right thing. The time is now. Are you going to destroy or save your family?

All through high school we played cat and mouse.  I loved you and you loved me but we never made it official.  I dated others and you did your thing.  I'm married now and states away but I still think about you all the time.  I still love you and wonder what life would be like with you... if only we had "made it official."  I think you were the one that got away.  If the time arose I would probably leave my husband for you, J.G.  -F.C.

yesterday, I changed my status to engaged. Tomorrow, we are eloping. I want to tell the world! But I cant -- until we plan our perfect wedding, down the road.

I want you to come back and sing to me.

Want to know why your health insurance costs are so high?  You can thank my wife and other self-serving selfish cunts like her.

About 10 years ago, I had a wart on the bottom of my foot.  I walked around like that for a few months before I decided I should do something about it. So I bought Compound W and put some on.  It didn't work.  The compound W removed the top part of the wart, but the bottom part keep growing.  Epiphany - I had to apply Compound W more than once.  So for a few weeks I put it on everyday.  By a month later, the wart was gone.  Total cost, $8 for the Compound W.

About 5 years ago my wife got a similar wart on the bottom of her foot.  I explained how she could make it go away.  In fact, I still had the bottle of Compound W.  Her exact quote, "Ewwww, I'm not touching my wart everyday for a month!"

So she went to a dermatologist.  The good doctor did some sort of freeze process. Total cost, $150.  I paid the $30 co-pay.  You, the insurance company customers, paid the other $120 by way of your monthly premiums.

But just like with the Compound W, you can't get rid of the wart with just one treatment.  A month later my wife went back for more of the freeze process.  But a month was too long.  It had given the wart enough time to completely replenish itself.  Again the process didn't work.

So .... my wife and the doctor have been repeating this scenario every month for 5 fucking years!

Come on! One definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, but expecting different results.  That's what my wife and this doctor are doing.

Although I think it might not just be insanity. I strongly suspect greed plays a big role.  The doctor is supposed to be smart.  After 5 years you'd think she'd notice how progress is not being made.  But instead, what I think she notices even more is that with a 5 minute visit every month, the doctor makes an easy $150.

All told, the doctor has now made about $9,000.  I have paid $1,800.  You have paid $7,200.  All for a god dam wart!  A wart that could have been wiped out years ago by Compound W  - which originally cost $8.

Health care in this country will never be affordable when the patients are prima donnas like my wife and the doctors smell easy money.

I have been looking up my ex-boyfriends ex-girlfriend online for the past 4 years. It's ridiculous. It's because I don't know who she is, have never met her and she is a mystery for me. When I was with my ex, I looked her up online because he cheated on me with her. He told me things about her after my pressing him why he would go and sleep with someone while I was pregnant.
Even after I left the bastard, I still continued to look at her myspace profile.
I felt this strong urge to know this person, as I knew so many personal aspects of her life already.
I knew she loved him and had wanted to be with him, but she knew there was no way it would ever happen.
We were all young, early in college.
I sent her a message telling her I was sorry I judged her when I didn't even know her. She never responded. She made her page private.
Since the first time I looked her up, a lot has happened in my life.
I've moved, I've married someone else, a lot has changed.
She moved, I know this and shouldn't.
My ex has never mentioned her again, he doesn't talk to her.
It's weird, that I think of this person that I don't even know and have never met and will never meet.
There have been times that I've wanted to go halfway across the country and find her and create a faux situation in which I run into her and pretend to be someone else and see how nice she is or what kind of person she is.

It's never going to happen.  It's never going to happen.  It's never going to happen.

It won't.  However, watching you grovel would give me a certain amount of pleasure.  You said you wanted to see me happy, right?  Does it matter if you don't get what you want?

Make me happy.  Grovel.  Make a fool out of yourself.

For me?  *blink* *blink*

If I get food stuck between my teeth, my world stops until I can get the food out. If this means skipping a meeting a work so I can run to the drugstore for dental floss, then so be it.

I wish I didn't have so much hair on my body. I never really knew until I started sending naked pictures of myself to people over the internet. Some have written back and commented in a negative way how much hair I have. I want to tell them to fuck off, but they are right. I have too much hair. Dammit.

..i just farted...and this guy next to me HAS to smell it.

I have an adolesent Silver Tabby kitten who is my world at the moment, even now he is asleep in the crook of my arm. He crawls up onto my chest, and snuggles my tears and worries away. Eats off of my plate, and even shares breakfast.

In this hell of a home, he is my sanity. After the attacks with those words shaprened with the knowedge of the abuse, and neglect I have suffered, then tossed at my mind and spirit. It hurts, after I am left alone to deal with my broken spirit and confused mind. He is there and you are there.

I love my cat. I love you.

This Kitten makes me smile, he gives me something to take care of and worry over. He makes me laugh, porr itty bitty he gives you the evil eye, and brushes your sent off of me for days after you visit.

This man, he supports my choices encourages me through collage. He saves me from my personal hell. He gives me a sanctuary. He has given me his all, and I have given myself in return.

I love it all.

My secret? I feel like if I could have too things that stayed a constant in my life it would be you and my cat.

I would be happy for the rest of my life.

I am going crazy for you. Please, God, let this turn into something...I rarely meet people who can make me laugh like he does...

My brother-in-law tells me all the crazy shit he's done cheating around.  The real test will be next week when I tell him about the women I've been cheating on his sister with.  The first was the week after the wedding.

for the second time in my life i feel suicidal. brought on by the same thing. i get my own self in these situations. why do i never think about the consequences of my actions? why am i not stronger?  i am slowly losing my faith. everything around me.

I still don't know what to do without you. You were the only person I have ever felt truly understood me. You leaving made me want to commit suicide but I couldn't knowing that one day we might reconnect. I just don't know how much longer i'll be able to take it.

Best friends forever huh?

i really miss you mark, somehow I wish you'd read this and know its me............

as soon as my perspective of people change, my feelings for them change. i love my boyfriend i hope my perspective of him doesn't change.

sometimes when he looks into my eyes i'm afraid he can tell how much i like him...i wish he would just see me as his best friend and only that. i don't want to lose him but i know i eventually will...i cant have them both.

this isn't over cunt. not by a long shot. you continue to hurt others, but we have not yet begun to fight. we will not be defeated.

im leaving my secret for him. he knows who he is. we're boyfriends together. he's at one school, im at another. he's always preoccupied with work, me, with school. the weekends are our time. we have plans to move to a new school next year and have an apartment. there, we can finally be together. nobody can keep us apart. i hope he reads my post. consider me the cat and you the mouse.

How do I tell my significant other I would like to be in a 3-people relationship? I love love love her, but I want a male in my life too. How do I tell her than? how? I mean, it is going to be a deal-breaker because she is so not bi-sexual! It will break her heart, fucking rip it out of her chest. So does that mean I am forever bound to be frustrated? The simple idea of having a live-in GF/BF situation makes me feel all weak in the knees. I am so fucked -and not in a good way either.

For the past few months I have been wondering what sex with anther male was like

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randomly channel surfing tonight and whadayaknow? there's this flick with this one actor who makes me feel all funny... funny enough to reconsider my current proclivities...

Nobody knows that I think about you daily.  Nobody knows that I wake up every morning arguing with myself and telling myself I don't love you anymore.  The truth is: I have not given my heart to anybody and it is still yours.  I don't know why I keep on thinking that someday you will contact me and just talk with me again.  

Their have been times where I just wanted to call you and tell you all the exciting things that I have going on in my life or there have been times where I just needed to hear your voice tell me everything is going to be just fine and that I will get through it. Even though, it has been so long, I miss you so much. I miss not being able to talk to you, I miss not being able to gaze into your green eyes, I miss not being able to hold you, I miss our conversations, and I miss taking those long walks with you.  

I thought by now that I would be over you, but the truth is I don't think I will ever be over you.  I just haven't felt the same connection that I felt with you.  Nobody knows this besides me and I guess it will forever stay a secret with me.  ILY.....

I don't feel worthy of anyone's attention.

it's been over a month since we broke up... i still think about u and started to read our old convo's and the good times, but i still feel horrible treating u like that... sometimes i wish that everything could just work out... because i still miss you

If only I knew for sure...
I'd make a move...

I don't want to eat ever again, but I don't have the will power... If only I were strong enough to be anorexic...

I can't explain why or how, but I see you for who you really are and I love what I see. What I see makes me want to touch you, hold you close, and give you all the love that I can.

I wish that you could see yourself through my eyes.

Internet pornography is ruining my life. I watch it all the time. As soon as my wife goes to bed I'm on the sites and masturbating. Every night sometimes two or three times And then the self loathing and guilt. I keep saying I'm not going to do it again but....I need the help of the Holy Spirit... I HATE THIS!

so i saw a pic of you today and then looked u up online
man does it still hurt to see u with that
i miss u
glad we didnt get married tho

I think I make you feel uncomfortable , and that makes me sad :(

i hear you loud and clear my dearest dear. you are going down. you will be my motivation and i will find pleasure in showing you how far i can go without you. you stole my opportunity..watch closely.

I'm there , you're there.Why am I talking to myself??

I kissed the most amazing guy last night, but he's not my boyfriend. Seeing him walk away from me had me in tears.

I absolutley, without a doubt hate my husband with every fiber of my being. Unfortunately, I'm a bit stuck at the moment, but I'm planning my escape. I will take my kids and start a new life. I quit wearing my wedding ring today and he didn't even notice. I cannot stand that guy. If he wants someone to baby him, and fuss over him he needs to move back in with his mom- because I'm only gonna do that for my children. I work a full time job and raise two kids all on my own, he's simply a pay check. I wish he'd just die!!!!!

I really think you lied to me tonight. And the other night too...

I find myself wishing that I could run something by you, and I can't :( ....

Your mind is a beautiful thing and I miss it.