Today I walked into school and was greeted by my old English teacher who was giving out candy canes.

When he gave me one I wanted to hug him and cry because it is the only gift I will be receiving this year.

To the nasty miserable lady that came into my work yesterday who is moving to France. A big fat FUCK YOU and France can have your mean, condescending, sad, pathetic self. My self worth is is not tied up to your acceptance.  Maybe you will learn one day when someone is really trying to help you despite your bad attitude.  And you may want to see a doctor for your paranoid delusions you were exibiting yesterday.
Have a wonderful flight to France :)

you're beautiful and magnetic. i feel drawn to you.

How do I tell him that while he took his time out from me, to evaluate his marriage I moved on?

I would give almost anything to be able to call my ex and wish him a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, but that will never happen in this household. My new husband doesn't understand that my forgiving my ex, doesn't mean that I want him, again. I just hope my ex understands why I can no longer have ANY contact, no matter how well-intended. I'm sorry, LAS.

The beginning of true wisdom is when you realize that you no longer have to call people out for being an ass or a fool. If you wait long enough they'll go above and beyond to demonstrate it themselves.

school is a joke .

I had a sex dream about you, and it was niccceeeeee.

Computer class has to be one of the most boring classes ever !

I want to get butt fucked by a tranny.

I still want to die.

As much as it literally breaks my fucking heart,
I'd still rather see you smiling while looking into his eyes, rather than holding onto me crying on my shoulder.
I love you with every piece of me and just want you to be successful and genuinely happy. And TreateD like you truly d.e.s.e.r.v.e to be TreateD.

Is the Coca-Cola company going to file Chapter 11 next?  Because last time I checked it is now December 23rd and I have not seen one cute Coke commercial with the polar bears and the baby seal?!  

C'mon now Coke.  I don't drink the stuff, but it's Christmas and those commercials are what I grew up with.  I would appreciate a little consistency.  

You guys can't be broke.  I know way too many people that drink that nasty carbonated stuff..

I just wanted Us to have today. Why did he have to pick today?

fuckkkkkk mannnnnnnnnn

I've said it from the beginning and I'll say it again;
'This girl is going to be the death of me.'

You're B.r.e.a.k.i.n.G. me down in the worst, and best, possible ways.

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I wish I could get rid of the hate. But it's the only thing keeping me from falling back into your toxic pit.

I spend a lot of time worrying about my kids...and I don't even have any yet.

I have strong feelings for someone completely inappropriate - I keep dreaming about her. But I know that I will not get what I need and want from her. Not having much luck scrubbing her out of my head.

  It breaks my heart to be in love just like I was 25 years ago , only to have it cut off almost immediately.

I want people to have crushes on me.
Not because I want to leave my boyfriend.
But because it makes me feel worthwhile as a person...
Is that sad?
That's sad.

...
If you saw my body, you'd understand.

My brother entrusted me with the secret that his wife wants to commit suicide. i'm the only one hes told and its way too heavy to keep to myself. why is it that everyone in my immediate family either wants to die or is married to someone who wants to die, including me? i think its because my dad left when i was one and started a new family, completely ignoring the old one.

if you make a kid, be responsible and make sure they grow up ok. there is a special place in hell for deadbeat dads and the pain they cause their kids is given to them tenfold

All of my friends have boyfriends and I wish it didn't make me resentful but it does. Everyday I am reminded how they are falling in love while I am just falling behind.

All my friends have boyfriends and, I wish it didn't make me resentful, but it does. They are all falling in love while I'm just falling behind.

I hate what our marriage has turned in too. The only time you ever want to have sex is when your drunk. The problem is that you go out drinking on nights that I work, or you stay out way too late and I end up falling asleep the nights I dont!. I hate that you never are the one to initiate sex. I am horny all the time and you just are not interested when I am. I just dont feel like you love me any more!!!!!!

i love you sarah

:)

Men lately are seriously making me consider becomming a lesbian...

Iv just started taking painkillers again after being clean for a couple of months.
I feel fucking great! I dont understand why people are concerned with whether or not I could possibly have a 'drug problem' if it makes me feel good.

I'm 18 years old, failing my senior year of high school and wonder if I'm even going to graduate at all.

I'm so fucking depressed, all I want to do is sleep and drink all the time.

I know I need a therapist, but because I don't drive it's too much of a 'hassle' for anyone else to take me. As stupid as it sounds part of the reason I am depressed is because I can't drive. All it seems to do is cause problems.

I had a fair sized savings but my mom used it to pay rent... Where is your money going, Mom?

I am seriously considering killing myself because I feel like it's just one terrible thing after another with me and my life will never get any better. I wish I could be okay.

One or two days of being nice is not going to prevent me from leaving you.  You have no idea how historic your ass is going to be.

I wish that souls were visible. Maybe then you could look inside of mine and see that the last thing that I would ever want to do is hurt you or mislead you in any way. I'll continue to be as patient as I can. I want everything to be right. I'll lose, if I must, but you won't. I can promise you that.  

Please trust.

I was asked if i wanted to join a band today, and im seriously considering it... my secret is that i DONT want to go to college, but instead join a band and have alot of fun. The only reason why i dont is that i dont want to make my parents disapointed since theyve both been in this position... Im about to say that i dont give a shit.....

I'm ready to tie together a shitload of soda bottles and make my own island to live out the rest of my days on. I'm sick of society.

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Hi. I love you, and I have no idea what to do. Because you know, but you're still with her. I don't know how to be just your friend anymore. It used to be easy, but that was before I loved you. I can't bring myself talk to you when you're with her. And I think you've forgotten how perfect we were, because you never make time for me anymore. I don't know what to do, because obviously it doesn't bother you as much as it bothers me.... The smallest things constantly remind me of you. But you're happy with her. So I guess I have to be okay with it.... You being happy is all I ever wanted. Maybe someday you'll realize how much better I am for you....

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I am a woman over 35 and I have never had an organism with a partner. I succeded only on my own. People (men) just can't seem to hit the button right.. and their egos are so fragile. I wonder if I am the only woman in this situation.

I don't know what the world's coming to, but people need to start spanking their kids again. Now more than ever.

I was in a coffee shop today and overheard a woman complaining to her friends that her mother who lives alone is annoying her because she asks her to come by her house each day to bring in her mail.  The mother lives in a condo, is worried about falling on the ice and snow, so she asks her daughter who lives close by to go to the box at the end of her road to bring in the mail on her way home.  

The woman's friends listen to her and agree that the mother is annoying and that she should just tell her that she won't do it anymore.  Honestly, I was shocked by their response. I couldn't believe how they all jumped on the negative wagon and agreed with this woman. This is what I hate about women (and I'm one)sometimes.  They will choose to agree with their friend and join the whining, instead of giving worthwhile advice.  

If she were my friend, I would tell her to feel fortunate that her mother lives close by and wants to see her every day, even if it is to bring in the mail.  Perhaps it gives the mother great pleasure knowing that she will see her daughter every day.  

Whining women are so annoying.

Christmas, the competition. My wife has turned this perfectly pleasant holiday into a spectacle for showing how much better she is than everyone else. It disgusts me.

I love to entertain, but I must say it can get a little complicated.  I had a group of friends for lunch this week. I had fun planning the menu, decorating the house, setting the table and hosting a fun, relaxing time with friends. Everyone had a great time.

The complicated part is that a few days before the party, I got an email from one of the guests reminding me that she is a vegetarian. Ok, so I make sure there are plenty of options for her. Then, another calls me to tell me that she is now on a gluten-free diet.  Hmm...now I am thinking that I need to prepare a "special" meal just for her.  

What happened to the concept of being invited for lunch, accepting, and not making special dietary requests with the hostess?  

Every time a gay man makes his presence known, I just want to stick an ice pick up their ass.

When I saw you today, you seemed stressed or preoccupied.  I couldn't figure out if other things were bothering you or if it was just about running into me. It just felt awkward.  

I wish I knew what you were thinking, my friend.

There is a picture of the two of us in which I look beyond embarrassingly gross and disgusting. I'm afraid you will take one look at it and not like me anymore since we've only just met. I wish I didnt care, but I do.

I don't know if you want me close or not, but on the off chance that you do, please let me in. I'll do anything I can to help but I can't if you won't let me.

I would rather live in a truck with no job than move south for a job that pays almost $100,000 a year.  What is wrong with me?

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Whenever I see a dog in public or even passing by a yard, I have to exert a massive amount of self control in order to not pick it up and snuggle it.
No matter what kind or what size, I just want to nuzzle and pet it half to death.
I baby talk to dogs on TV.
Am I really that lonely/crazy?

My wife and I have had threesomes and soft swap with couples before. It's very hot, but no one close to us knows.

My momma said the best thing I've ever heard, and it's true:
Nothing is sexier on a man than a job.

I bought cheap gifts for my nieces and nephews and nice gifts for my son. What? They're not my kids!

i have so many demons to fight. i wish you were here to reassure me i'm making the right choice.

i'm deathly afraid to tell you i love you..

I wish you would write me a poem like you did before and I wish you would say in it straight out that you love me.

Your Boyfriend Cheated on you with me, just last week... you asked where i got the hickies and i Lied... now hes in love with you again... what a pathetic bastard....

I feel like my life is going nowhere, and im not sure how to change that.

I love you, but im really trying to stop.

I wish he'd give me a real kiss.

I would go nuts over a guy in an SS uniform.

I love you, I have for a long time now, and I can't imagine how incredible it would feel to be able to tell you and show you how much. I don't know if and when that will ever happen, though. I have no idea how you're feeling or what you're thinking. Sometimes I think I do, but I'm unsure. I'd love to believe the best. There has to be a reason. I hope I'll find it soon.

I have strong feelings for someone completely inappropriate - I keep dreaming about him. But I know that I will not get what I need and want from him. Not having much luck scrubbing him out of my head

Just because you're in a great situation, doesn't mean you have to stay.

'bout time I learned that.

I finally got over my high school girlfriend eight years after the fact. Its interesting how you miss someone until you actually realize how horrible of a person they were. i can finally say that I don't care to see her or hear about her at all. I don't have to pretend to be ok anymore, I really am now.

I think I'm falling in love with you. Just hold my hand for now. I really can keep my promise to you!

REALLY ?? SERIOUSLY REALLY ?
YOUR WITH HER ? I THOUGHT YOU WERE SMARTER THEN TO BE WITH A WHORE GUESS YOU NEED TO BE DECLARED BRAIN DEAD . DUMBASS TOOL GGGGAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I really, truly wonder if he suffers from fetal alcohol syndrome.  I didn't start to wonder until I saw childhood pictures of him and found out that his mother is an alcoholic.

If I ever asked now, it would just sound like I'm being mean.

I think Im falling for my best friend but i can't be gay.My family would like diown me but oh well I have a boyfriend and I love him.....

If I would have known back then what I know now I would have aborted her and started over again. My daughter is a disgrace to the family tree.

his magic is strong... i wonder if he knows this?

I don't like family gatherings. When I hear someone making plans for getting together with the family I don't want to. I feel bad, I feel like I should want to. I did when I was younger. But I guess as you get older and people expect more from you, they feel they have more to say about how you should live your life, they have more comments to make, etc. And I can't stand being around that, so I've come to dislike family gatherings. Certain family members I like talking to and being around, but others, no thank you. And I get annoyed when I hear certain family members are coming into town, it's like, ok, am i expected to stay home and entertain now? Just because u choose a certain weekend to come I have to stop everything (even if everything is just me chillin at home comfy) and be with you guys? I feel like such a little snob thinking this way. And I used to be a firm believer in "family first" too, but now I think that's a cop-out. Yes if it's your children, or your parents are sick. But in general, u shouldn't be expected to have to please your family all the time, or live for them. And maybe that sounds horrible, but if your plans or the people you grow to love conflict with your family, I don't think your family has a right to be upset with you, it's your life. Sometimes, family holds you back, but sometimes, they are just trying to help.

I really did hack your myspace account and break up with him for you so he'd get with me. I'm sorry. He was never worth it ruining our friendship.

I am with a man who I love dearly, but he has hit me before and he has verbally and emotionally abused me.  People who care about me know that he has gotten verbal with me, and only a couple know he has hit me.  None of them want me with him, and they just try to help me.  So why do I feel sometimes like I am mad at them?  Like I don't want to be around them?  I feel really horrible for this, these people love me and I am just avoiding them.  He loves me also, but he has gone there.  I feel like such an ingrate.  Truth be told, when it's just me and him, it's beautiful.  I just don't want to be around these people and I don't like myself for it.  It's like I think they are part of the reason me and him have problems.  I also feel horrible that it seems like I choose him over all of them.  What's wrong with me?

I tell people that I am being abused but no one will help me. I feel like no one cares.........

I'll have my life back soon. I've never wanted anything so much, but I've never been so afraid before. I'd give anything to be able to look into the future and find out what's coming next.

I am 10 minuntes from a meltdown.  I wish there was some I could reach out to for help.

My wife left her facebook account logged on so of course I did what any other spouse would do i snooped around.I went into her messages and was shocked it seemed she sent her diffrent friends messages while it was obvious she had been drinking her spelling was quite embarassing it made me cringe.I cant mention it though because i would never hear the end of it for snooping.

i tried comparing my emotions towards you to herpes... how every week or so, i'll get a "Flare up" and have to deal with the pain for a day.  The pain of losing you.  But then it goes away for a bit, only to return.

I thought that was a good comparison, until I remembered you can't ever cure herpes.

And I think the difference is that time CAN heal heartbreak.  I hope it can, for my own precious sake.

I dread the idea that people are coming for Christmas. I don't want to cook and clean for someone else's family. Damn, I suppose I have to buy them all gifts too. Christmas is not  holiday, it's a chore.

When something amuses me, especially an animal, I squeal, giggle, and clap like a two-year-old.
It's embarassing. But that's how I express total joy.
People think I'm mentally ill =/

in the mornings i give a quick call to my husband at work to make sure he is really there before i lie down to masterbate.

We have had no contact for SIX months.  I was finally forgetting you, finally.  I stopped waking up wondering what you were doing.  I stopped opening my phone to start a text to you.  It has taken me six months to start letting you go.  Then last night you message me and say you miss me so much? Damn you! I am sorry I even opened your email.  Please let me go. I will never be able to get over you if you do things like that.  I wish I was hard-hearted and did not care about you at all.  I love you, but I sure wish I didn't.  Go away! Stay away forever. PLEASE.
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I am starting to dislike my child's school district.  Time to start throwing money at them so that they'll be nice to me.

There's this little blonde Christian girl in my class. She and her father have the weirdest relationship. It creeps me out. Who the hell watches their daughter work out at a gym...just for the sake of watching them?

Hey!! Blonde christian girl!! You're a flippin' weirdo!! So is your pedophile dad!

dear wife -
i am so in love with you.
i wish you wouldn't think such terrible things about me when you hear of others indiscretions.
i am true to you.
i want only you for my whole life.
i promise my love, my life, my body, my heart and soul to only you until the end of time.
love, your wife

Oh no, I'm on sitting duty again after a 3-day stint with my niece's charming little devils.  Now they're awake on day four.  I think I'll go hide, and if they find me before their mom gets home, I'll just tell them it was a game and they never came to look for me...  Yeah, that'll work...

Yes, of course I miss you, and I miss you bad. But I also felt this way when I was still with you.

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I'm getting more hooked on chocolate and it hurts!Stop it!

Sometimes I inexplicably feel like my whole life is one big lie, and that who I am around my friends and family is not who I really am. But I think I'm so lost...I don't even know i'm lost.

Part of me is hoping he ends it.  I love him and think he is my soulmate, the love of my life.  But at times his temper is bad, and he has hit me before.  I think it's only a matter of time before it happens again, and I think I should leave him, but I love him so much and love being with him.  I can't make that move, I'm not strong enough.  The couple of times we broke up, i thought it was for the best, but i felt miserable, crying all the time, depressed, empty.  I wish I had a sign...

My heart weighs a million pounds. I hate not having you to talk to. I hate that you are right about so many things. I want to start my new life, but I don't want to wait to have you in it. I feel like you are punishing me for making you wait.
And through it all, I still love you.

I want to join the Air Force but im so scared of the hard work.

Stop acting so hard and like you don't care...I know you do! Fix us Please!

I am so close to being completely over you and I don't want to be. But you are the only one who can fix this. I have done all I can do and your attitude towards me has not changed. You have to fix it soon because I am so close to the end of any capabilities. Not because I want it to end but to much time is hardening my heart. I know you want to fix it but you keep acting hard and protective of your feelings...you have to the beginning of the new year and I will move on completely. I will be lost forever. Don't let this happen please do everything possible to fix our marriage. I love you!

The only thing that keeps me going is the beautiful smile on my 15 month old daughters face, her innocence and happy attitude are something I look up to. Shes so young but yet has so much to teach me. If anything happened to her or my wife, and I was left alone, I would never be the same again. I dont let them drive without me if I can help it. If they were bound to get in an accident or something, I want to be with them, I never want to live without them. and If i were left alone, I would kill myself in a heartbeat.

I really thought I would have a "special" day. My birthday is always SHIT. Everyone else gets their day of FUN, and carelessness but not me, I get my days of sadness and sorrows. My mother said we were having my "birthday dinner" but it was nothing more to have people talk about my brother and his new wife and how his new found army life is going. He was back from boot camp, my grandma brought Pie, she thought it was MY favorite pie, which is CHOCOLATE, but she brought CHERRY, which is my brother's PIE. My day would have been alright if I had my FUCKING PIE. To top it all off, my birthday is my mom's SOBER birthday, 4 years sober (go mom) I'm really proud of her but she could have at least lied and made her sober day the DAY AFTER, now I'll never have a special day without it being someone else's special day. My family its so fucked up!

So now we're talking again in a sort of way and I don't think you're okay and it's killing me. Actually I know you're not okay and I know it would mean a lot to you to know that someone cared and meant it when they asked you how you were.

But I won't ask you because I'm afraid I'll come off as too clingy or obsessive or god knows what else even though deep down I know you wouldn't think that.


Try as I may I just haven't been able to get you out of my head for the last 48 hours. I keep over analyzing the situation and I'm just sitting here online praying that you'll send me an IM. As stupid as it sounds, I just can't do it myself... I want you to be okay and I want you to let me in.

Just let me in?

I always assume that surprises will turn out to be bad but there's this little corner of my heart that insists on hoping for the best.

Better go with the sensible portion, though. It's usually right. : /

i dont datethe guy i like because he is super tall and skinny while i am short and fat

i love dogs more than most people

i think all songs sound better acapella or acoustic